It was a very quick nightmare, it didn't least more that 10 secs (i guess). I wake up in my room, look to my router and there's a big (a little bigger that average) black spider with it's eggs around it. I suddenly wake up (idk if it was in real life) rubbing my body with my hands, thinking that the spider was on me... that's the second nightmare i have with spiders...I remember having only 3 nightmares in my whole life
I'm on a train. I'm not exactly sure how I got here. I know that I came from somewhere because I know that I'm not finished travelling. I must have come from the city. The city is passing by through the windows. The windows are as large as the walls and ceiling. The visible infrastructure alone makes this city unreal. My train is passing right through the heart of it. It leans slightly to the left and to the right, but I am firmly grasping a handlebar. I look to my left. A modestly pretty young woman looks awkwardly at me. She is dressed in soft colours. Green shirt and... brown pants. I am slightly distracted by the passing images of the city, but I now realise why she is looking at my strangely. I am dressed like a poor man. A very poor man. I appear to be wearing several sweatshirts and a khaki jacket on top. A blue sweater has thumb holes in it, and is tattered as a result. I pay her no heed because I know that I have more important things to do. I decide to head down to the lower level of the train. I need to get to the front of the train, so I begin pass through the aisles politely. I have to sit in an empty seat because someone is coming the other way. As soon as she is gone, I move again. I make it to the front. There are ranking navy men on the train. Why? This is a train, not a boat. Through the window I can see a massive structure facing the ocean. I can only see half of it because it is directly in front of the train. The train hikes upwards, but I feel no change in gravity. The train stops without seeming to slow down first. The platform isn't at all unusual. The doors all open and the passengers flood into the larger ship's entrance doors, in a seemingly routine fashion. I get off with the rest of the passengers, but I do not follow them. I walk towards the front of the ship, past where the passengers enter. I seem to know where I am going, yet I feel as though I am discovering the vessel as I go. I reach a corner and am forced to turn. I see a large red door and I open it. It leads to stairs that I begin to climb. I can see the sky as I reach the top floor of the vessel, and I remember what I came for. I take off my disguise. Underneath is a specialised military sneaking uniform. At the far side of this level, ocean-side, is an empty room. It is large, almost as if its purpose was to store cargo. Most of it is outside, but a roof extends almost to the stairs from where I came. The far wall is lined with a staircase leading to a single door. I make my way in that direction. As I reach the stairs, I can hear the door open. I quickly hide underneath the stairs, hoping to catch who I am certain to be a young Ocelot off guard when he reaches the bottom. But he sees me. I reverse my point of view to see how he is able to see me. I rewind time. Now I am in the middle of the room, ready to try again. I quickly run to the stairs and hide directly underneath the door. I hear Ocelot come out. He walks down the stairs casually. When he reaches the bottom, I come out to attack him. With my left arm, I try to grab his left arm, and with my right, I try to grab his throat. His reflexes are quite fast. He spins and deflects my right, then retracts his left. He faces me head on. I rewind time. From the middle of the room, I run to the stairs, and up towards the door. Ocelot is just coming out of the door. I tackle him and he roll down the stairs together. When we reach the bottom, I have my legs wrapped around his torso and I punch him repeatedly with my right hand. He pulls out a gun and shoots me. I fall dead on the floor. He shakes his head at me and turns to a table behind him. He pats his clothes clean and tosses his gun on the table. He doesn't realise that he dropped another gun when we rolled down the stairs. I intend to use my wake-up pill, take the extra gun, and sneak up on him when he isn't ready. I use the pill to get up but he sees me. I run for the gun but he is too quick. He draws a pistol and shoots me between the eyes. In slow motion, I see us from a different perspective. I cannot be certain, but I appear to be Big Boss. I am falling backwards in mid-stride as my head is knocked back by the force of the bullet. Ocelot slowly lowers his pistol, spins it around, and puts it away. I calmly wake up and stare at the ceiling. A few seconds later it hits me. I just fucking fought Ocelot! No fucking way! I lost though! Whatever, I'll get him next time. If only I were lucid! FUCK!
16.05.2011Exploring Space (MILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID The 500th dream was coming up. I was aware that with 500 dreams I would get the "Epic Dream Journal" award. I wanted to have an epic lucid dream and I knew it was a one lifetime opportunity, so no chances to make it wrong. I was living with some friends for some reason. I had a girl friend instead of a wife. She was very different from my wife as well. We went to the beach and we were going to have sex. She told me that she would meet me later after doing some assignment I had. She was very happy to see me. I realized all the nonsense of the dream and turned lucid. I decided to take a flight to make my dream very stable. I flew over a huge town. It was night and I could see the whole town lit. I was happy as it was a high quality lucid dream. I flew over a lake between the tall buildings. I could see boats floating and also, submarines. In addition, I saw like stores that were sunk, but they were supposed to be like that, as I could see customers inside (it was made out of glass) Double consciousness triggered. I could feel one of my cats and the dream quality dramatically fell. I needed and epic dream to celebrate my 500th dream. I grabbed a piece of bush and started to squish it with my hands, so I would stay anchored to my dream. It worked fine, double consciousness ended and the dream quality skyrocketed once again. I got to a more quiet place of downtown. However, it looked more like a low end neighborhood. I found a dog that needed to be walked either on the dream or Astral plane. I was going to walk the dog and see if it changed the physical plane and actually walked the real dog. I realized it made no sense what I was saying. I decided to enter a building and see what my mind created. There were a few people, but they were acting very dumb. I found a container with Cola Cao (chocolate powder) so I opened and tasted it. It looked like blue crystals, but it tasted like the real thing. As I was about to exit this weird house, I saw a giant yellow plastic duck next to me. The nonsense surprised me. I looked up to the sky and saw the moon. I decided to fly to the moon, however, when I started to reach it, it fell! It started to melt until it vanished. I was wondering what could I do by then. I decided to have a flight in Space. I was sure another moon was going to spawn. As I reach to space, I saw several black holes and explosions Different shapes and a lot of colors were seen during this flight. Some of these happened right on my head, but I did not feel anything and it did not changed the path of my dream. I saw a wormhole and decided to enter it. I started to travel at high speed until I got to a different dimension. All I could see was nothingness... a few seconds later, I saw a lot of starts and different colored letters... as weird as it sound. It looked freaking like Sesame Street!!! Each time I stepped on one of this letters, I could hear the sound of it. I stayed there for a few moment and decided to take off again. I saw another wormhole and entered it. I got to a different planet. It looked like the Earth, there were humans and everything, but the sky had three suns and it was red. I entered a building and suddenly, the daylight turned into night. I decided to exit the building and fly to keep the dream stable, but I was loosing it fast. I got to the top to a building where there was a restaurant. The tables of this restaurant were round and they had white cloths. There were two servers who were dressed up in business professional. I also could hear a violin playing. It looked very upscale. My dream was almost gone, so I asked the server if I could borrow a towel. He told I could, they had spare ones. I started to rub my hands with the towel and my dream got stable again. I once more entered the building to explore. It was pretty similar to what I explored before. I even found the Cola Cao again, and once more, it was made out of blue crystals. As I exited, I found the same plastic duck too. As I exited, I saw the sun and decided to fly to it. It was very cloudy and I felt like not flying through the clouds or I would wake up due blurry vision, so I flew at super high speed. Soon, I was in space again and I could see the Sun. As I approach it, the dream ended extremely abruptly. I had a FA and I wrote down the entire dream when after I while I woke up for real and almost forgot the whole dream.
16.05.2011Short FA fragment (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I had another FA. My wife was out of bed and she told me she was not sleepy anymore. It was around five AM in the morning (dream time) I told her about my dream and she asked me if there were beers. I told her I saw some people with beers, yes. She complained that beers could not be sold on the streets. I woke up for real.
Being Chased I was entering a wooded area with various roads. The designated area was in a decline which I was walking down with Hermoine from Harry Potter. We were looking for something important. But somehow we were spotted and we began running down some road. We turned to exit the area and that meant climbing a hill. She was running ahead of me and I began to get tired while running up hill. Suddenly I was crawling uphill I was like a centipede with many legs trying to go faster up the hill even though I was exhausted. Sam is a Rebel. I was on the internet chattng through a yahoo like program but it was all red. I saw a conversation between Sam and Nomad. I was wondering why Sam was talking to him instead of me. She showed him a picture of a yellow duck doing a faceplant on a telephone pole. The caption was "this happened to me." I started sending Sam a message and suddenly she was sitting beside me. She was wearing western clothes with a strange white hat. She said she was smoking cigarettes now. I thought it was out of character since she once gave me hell for smoking, it being against her religion and all. She wanted to go outside with me to have one. But while we were talking My hand was onher and I was stroking her hair. "Wait" I said and hugged her, she hugged back. "I need this." I said and we just were laying down on the couch with one another peacefully when I woke up. Wal Mart. I was working at Wal Mart or something. My old boss from Mcdonald'swas harassing me about returning my uniform. I was trying to give it back. but my dad called me away to point out some book. I started reading it and I saw someone was writing a book about "Nomad and Xaphor." I was intrigued by this so I decided to buy the book.
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No recalled dreams this morning. I wasn't able to set my clock to wake me up multiple times during the night, and I only got about 5 hours of sleep, so I guess that why. Going to bed early tonight, and I'll be setting my alarm clck to wake me up 3-4 times. I hope I'll recall loads of dreams, and maybe even get a lucid one! I'll be going MILD-amok!
16.05.2011Magic the Gathering tournament (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was in a big hotel. There was a Magic the Gathering tournament going on. I was wondering where my blue deck was. I went through different rooms with different scenarios. There was a 40 years old lady who wanted to have sex with a Spaniard. She was looking at me but I am already married. There was a 15 years old guy who started to flirt with her and touch her. Next to the bed where these two folks were, my wife was around. There were seven kids and a guy as well. The mom of these 7 kids was missing. One of this seven kids had Magic the Gathering cards spread out. All his cards were blue and one of them was, "Force of Will" I left this room and went to the lobby. There was a little kid who told me to hold his deck. I saw a Mox Jet, a Library of Alexandria and a Gauglet of Might. A old guy pointed at a small hole in his throat and told me he got operated. I wanted to tell the kid to watch out for the cards he had, as they were worth hundreds of dollars. I wanted to point out his Mox Jet, but when I search for it, it was a Mox Diamond (worthless) and I wanted to search for a few more, but I only got random cards I cannot recall. I met with a guy who had a binder, but instead of Magic the Gathering cards, he had business cards. He claimed he exchanged business cards to help his friends from Spain. I pulled one of my business cards and gave it to him. I realized I lived in the US, but I could always read the Tarot over the e-mail or phone.
Updated 05-16-2011 at 07:56 PM by 31830
[INDENT]16.05.2011MMA Fights (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was in some place about fighting, possibly the MMA or some boxing place. The place was huge. There were big locks and chains. There were some training devices that were like videogames. The screen was about 50 inches and it had several cameras. You had to fight (for real) with a guy and the device would say how good or bad you performed. I realized I am not a fighter but a more spiritual person. However, I wanted to give it a shot. Some slender guy who was taller than me approached and got read to fight me. I was not afraid as I knew how to deal with tall people. This guy threw me a kick so I grabbed his leg and swept his other leg. As he fell to the ground, I fell on him, elbows first to do extra damage on his face, however, for some reason I hit his ribs. I started to punch his face, right, left, fight, left... His face was not damaged, but he fainted due the pain. I was excited because I was going to be respected if I won two fights in a row. A friend congratulated me and told me my next opponent was coming up. Another male, who was African American approached at me. He looked very strong and sharp. My friend told me, "This one does not talk! Watch out!" The fight was more like an MMA fight, the both of us got hit. Suddenly, this video game beeped indicating that we both were about to loose. I started to hit him stronger, but he blocked all my attacks when he hit me once. I was up for more, but the system told I lost. I could see some status indicating our damage. The other guy was 99% damaged. I was a little pissed as I almost won, but ended up loosing. I went outside and told about this to a friend. My friend told me it was a strong one and that it was very good for me that I almost beat him. I had a FA in my room and went ahead to write the dream now. The clock of the microwave was blue instea of its regular color. I turned lucid and decided to go for a flight. I got out from home and started to fly, however, I realized that my previous dream was too long to start a new one, so I wanted to wake myself up to write it down and then, induce a LD. I had another FA in my room. I went to my microwave and instead of the time it had └■ [COLOR="#DC143C"]I felt a little annoyed because I did want to wake up, and opened the microwave assuming it would not lit up, it did not. I woke myself up again.
Updated 05-16-2011 at 08:20 PM by 31830
In the first dream, I was walking around a lake in the city I live in with my family members. In real life, the waters have risen and flooded a bunch of places. In the dream, I wanted to walk around it. The water levels had risen a lot and much of the paths were unpassable. I remember running through shallow water where the sidewalks were and going onto a bridge, looking over it to see that the path we usually take was completely submerged. I also remember trying to climb a hill or wall while trying not to fall into the deep water. In the second dream, I went to the doctor. My doctor was a character from a television show. (Max, 90210). I wanted him to look at a rash on my skin that I was worried about.
Yes, all I did was laundry. I had a basket, I picked out the cloths and washed them and dry them and repeat all night. That has to be one of the most dullest and most boring dream ever.
On May 5th I went to see 30 Seconds to Mars live in Toronto and while I was waiting in line Jared Leto waved at me and gave me a thumbs up (he liked my hat) and ever since then.. actually even before I went to the concert, I've either been dreaming about Jared or all of 30 Seconds to Mars. But! In my dreams Jared is always my friend. Like he isn't famous, he's a normal dude. Why do I keep dreaming about him?
16.05.2011Proving (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was in a room proving my abilities to some skeptic people. There was a guy in the room I did not like. I went to a big room and went to talk someone who was in bed. I was trying to teach her something about dreaming. I also did some psychokinesis and some healing to shut up skeptics.
5/15/11 DILD The dream started in a locker bay of my old school as I was getting ready to go home. I was recruited by an old guy to go with him to this place where I could hone my special talents. He was referring to the powers I have when I am lucid. So I agreed and he flew me through a complex secret passageway and I ended up in Disney World. We travelled through most of the park until we hit our destination. It was the first breakfast orientation. There were maybe 50 or 60 kids that all looked confused. We sat down at long wooden tables with cereal in the middle. We were told we had to eat, but we could not use our hands to pour the cereal. I focus on the box and after a few attempts, I can control the box with my mind. I pour it into my bowl. I am sitting next to this girl. She seemed pretty good at telekinesis and I begin to talk to her. Another guy a few tables over is very proficient at this task. He appears to be the best here. I stick with the girl after breakfast. We hung out during some other lessons (the details of which I am fuzzy about) and the guy who was good during breakfast continued to show he was the best kid here. I eventually got some time alone with my girl. She is so amazing and I can completely open with her because she shares my special abilities. I quickly fall in love and we cuddle on this bookshelf. I feel like I can tell her anything. We eventually leave the compound and head back home. I stick with my girl and the recruiter who lead the camp. We end up in this apartment. After talking for a bit we are told there is something wrong at the camp. We need to go help them. The recruiter was gone at this point and I decide to take the girl and head back. I thought I remembered the way back. My flying skills were not on par and I got very disoriented. Eventually, I make it to the beginning of Disney World. However, something stops us on the way to the main building and we never make it. The plot of the dream shifts and I become lucid. I remember the class I had and decide to spend this dream training myself further. I tried making a portal by focusing really hard on this wall and extending my hands (this worked in a previous dream). However, I could not form the familiar red ring. Then I try to fly. It is a cloudy day. And although I can keep my speed into the air, the completely gray surrounding caused the dream to destabilize. I fell to the ground and lost the dream soon after. The non-lucid part of the dream (especially the girl) was actually more personally memorable than the struggling lucid end.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Had a vivid dream this morning. Was kinda fun one aswell. 23.15: Sleep 05.10: Party in the basement I'm in an elevator with my brother Martin and Monica. She's naked for some reason, I squeeze her butt a bit. "I use to pretend there are zombies in the building" I say. "And I can't make a sound, or they'll hear me". We go down to the first floor, but before we reach it I hear voices. It's those damn Russians again, I know it is. We get out of the elevator, Monica's suddenly dressed. Two Russians appear and walk by. We're off to the laundry room in the basement. Martin wants to head back after a few steps. "Come on! Don't worry man" I tell him. Monica disappears but my friend G appears instead. "I have to repark the car" he tells me and heads off. I've got heavy army boots on and I walk funny. Martin follows me anyways. We head down a corridor and turn left. I can hear music. Martin seems to be scared again. "Dude, just pretend you're one of them" I say and walk with confidence as a Russian guy walks past. I have two plastic, empty gasoline bottles in my hands and throw them in a bin. We enter a big room. It seems to be some kind of night club, only it's not open yet. There are yellow bar chairs and a few people drinking all around us and up on the small stage. The music sounds like "Cascada" and there's a girl in the DJ booth. She smiles at us, and invites us to the dance floor. We're just passing through though and I shake my head and move through the small crowd. I spot my friend Eric in a sofa. He smiles at me with his entire mouth and waves like crazy. He seems to be excited that we've found a good place to party at. "Matte! You owe me a drink" I hear someone say. I turn around and at the bar my two sisters are sitting. "Buy me a drink on my birthday" my sister Madeleine says. It's actually Malin's birthday, but anyways. 05.10: Wake up Amount of sleep: 6 hours Supplements: None That's it! I'm so excited for my next lucid. Can't wait! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
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