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somethin about zombies.. omg, I have no recall of this dream what-so-ever . I know it was good though. I ended up hiding out in Britain in a campus with some other survivors. Then something freaky deeky happened, but I'll leave that to the imagination :'D

Date: 08-01-10
Length: 10 Minutes
Vividness: 4/10

I hardly remember the first part at all but I got flashes of me playing some sort of video game.

Moving forward, I was at a store sitting on a couch.
My Aunt, and possibly my girl cousin was with me.
At some point, my guy cousin (Quentin) climbs in through the window, feeling very sad after being rejected by this girl he asked out. We all sat around talking about it when suddenly a ladder appeared by the window.
The girl Quentin had just asked out started climbing through the window, but my aunt exclaimed that we didn't want her there, and she started begging to let her in.

The dream skipped forward and I started walking to the second half of the store with much more people in it.
It was very foggy, and extremely darkly lit.
On my way there, I crossed my mom.
I walked up to a freezer box and I grabbed what I thought to be a towel right next to a bathrobe, but right as I grabbed it, it turned into a pair of jeans.

-frenchblablabla

Date: 07-30-10
Length: 2 Days
Vividness: 6/10

The first place I remember being is at my Chinese grandparent's house, except everything was a lot bigger.
Dakota (my girlfriend) was there with me, as well as a couple other people whom I forget.
We were hanging out, but I remember feeling frustrated at some point, so I believe Dakota and I were arguing.

Some events passed, of which I don't remember, and we wound up in a chapel, just the two of us, and a priest.
We asked the priest to marry us, so he began the ceremony.
We were both so happy walking down the aisle and getting married together, bound to spend the rest of our lives with each other.

More events that I don't recall passed, and I found myself on a bike, Dakota gone, on my way to my new house, where I currently live.
I got there and my 7th grade Life Science teacher (Mr. Croshaw) sneezed into his hand.
I was about to shake his hand, but he told me to shake his left one instead of the right.
I walked inside the house with my mom, and she began telling me about how Mr. Croshaw had to look at dead animals every time he shook hands with anyone.
I believe my dream ended there, but as it was fading, I felt a feeling of being worried that me and Dakota could never have a real wedding with our family.


This was the first dream I ever wrote down in a dream journal.

-frenchblablabla

Last night, I had a dream that started with my friend coming back from China (where she is in waking life and really will be returning to the states soon). Then it turned into she (or maybe some other exchange student) bringing back a group of friends from China or Korea or something for a sleepover or a party of sorts.
I think we may have gotten drunk or have smoked a little bit, because they began getting //very// friendly.
I didn't go below the waist per se, but one of the girls got on top of me and I put my hand up her dress. I felt her waist and her thighs and breasts. Her skin felt very, very warm and and smooth. Her dress was light-weight fabric with floral patterns on it.

This is unusual for me, because I normally do not have sexual dreams about women. In waking life, I have slowly come to realize that I am bisexual. I am lucky enough to have friends that accept that, so it's something that I talk about on a fairly regular basis- no suppressed feelings or anything, though I DO have to suppress talking about it around my parents (very Conservative Christians).
I am longing for a relationship with my best friend (a male), but we have tried before and he doesn't want to have that kind of heart-ache again (he had to deal with my depression and anxiety issues and all of the confusion that came with that). I think I am realizing that I don't really have hope right now of getting back together with him, and I think what I'd really like to try next is a girlfriend.
I've never officially had one, and I feel like it would be beneficial to try at this time in my life. I think that maybe that's where this dream came from, but I'm not sure.

Just before I talk about the dream I'd like to acknowledge the fact that i can't WILD to save my life I don't know why the only thing good about last night was I got reverse blinking to work.

Well on to the dream...
It all starts in what seems to be a grocery market every around me is just shopping everything seems normal until there is a crazy explosion all of a sudden a quarter of the grocery store is just gone smoke and debris everywhere. Four shady looking people appear from the smoke I can't quite see ther faces They start speaking to me and i look around there are nobody else but us in the super market. They say things like "You can't save her, youll never get to her intime." and then they'd smile and the one guy would chuckle a little at the time things made sense and only when i did wake up did i realize i had no idea who i was supposed to save, but i got angry and shouted "I'll get her back and i swear if you even try to touch her ill kill you all!" after that an epic high speed fight ensued just fast movements swords and fists i killed one of them and escaped when i knew i couldnt win i ran off in the direction of the person i needed to save. I was in toronto or new york but there was way more building and the streets, cars and signs looked like they were from britian plus the big ben was there for some reason. Well i was walking trying to figure out how im gonna save this person. I notice these 3 girls following me and whispering things I turn to confront them and everything starts destabilizing around me i suddenly realize im dreaming as i can feel my self in bed i try to stabilize the dream and make it a lucid dream so i can do the TOTM and find my dreamguide well... at least try but i can feel it slipping away. then i woke up the end

WHY CANT I WILD

Well My whole dream was a red devil face looking at me in a creepy way then it disappeard and i had to fight a mass horde of zombies pretty weird and that was it i had this dream yesterday but didnt have time to post it

5/5/11

DILD

This one has pretty fuzzy memory. It was made in an attempt for the TOTM (to crash the moon into the earth) and I wanted to meet my DG and have him give me something to give me power.

I remember needing to do some task where I was wandering around this desert path and entered this underground area with circular hallways and cubicle areas. It seemed like a video game type task that I was doing. I became lucid somewhere in there and first smashed through this giant wall while flying and maintained speed (usually pretty difficult). I landed and walked around and found this chair thing that I wanted to have sex on. It was like one of the motorcycle video games at an arcade. I rounded the corner and found a cute girl. She didnt seem that interested and I didnt persist. I had remembered the TOTM
I had decided that this would be a very difficult task and I needed something from my DG that would give me confidence. Plus I really wanted to try and find my DG again. When I did, it was a different person than in previous efforts.

So I walked up the the mouth of this underground area. I was bathroom area that led outside. I stopped and remembered to try and find my DG. I just said "DG, I know you are behind me. I want you to speak." When I heard a voice, I turned around and it was my dad. I thought this was a mistake but he was there again after I tried again. So I said, "you have some token I need for..." and he held it without me finished my statement. It was a golden token that was the size of a two euro piece. It had a giant picture of something on the front that bulged well out of the coin. I think it may have been an eagle or something. He asked me if I knew how to use it. I said yeah and turned around and kissed it as I ran off. It tasted like metal. To fly out now, I needed to enter this giant cylinder that faced up. When I tried to change directions, I fell to the ground. I thought for sure the token would give me the confidence I needed to at least fly well. Disappointed, I laid on the ground for a second and soon I was fading to black and becoming a 3rd person view. My dad said that I was going to lose dream in 3...2...1.. and then I woke up..

I was very disappointed that the coin did not give me the control I was hoping for. My goal was to have something I could pull out of my pocket in future dreams and help give me power. And I feel like my "DG" kind of forced me out of the dream by counting down. I feel like that defeats the purpose of most DGs...

I used my technique, CMILD (see Induction Techniques), again tonight. I distinctly remember becoming lucid; I just forget what happened. Well, most of it. I remember going to sleep repeating my mantra, then falling into a dream and thinking, "I'm lucid. Now what should I do?"

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[color=blue]Me, my dad, my uncle and his daughter and my little stepbrother are going to drive out to a place where you can brew your own beer. My uncle and his 1 year old daughter drive by bicycle, my dad, my 2 Year old Brother and me go by Car. It's raining and the sky is dark. Suddenly our car flips along the front-wheel-axis and cuz of a reflex I can grab and hold my lil' brother before he falls down. After 90degrees we stop and fall back. After that my dad talks to my uncle and they notice we forgot some ingredients. One is called like "Blutstein" (Bloodstone in english).[/color][/center]

I'm trying to induce a wild for some reasone I look up and there are sliding glass doors in my room. (I don't have sliding glass doors) I don't become lucid instead I ponder on why I never use those doors to go outside. As I lay back down to continue my wild my body starts a strong vibration and a very loud screeching sound. I can now feel myself rising out of my body. I rose up right threw the roof into outer space there are all these bright red spirals in space. I just keep drifing past stars planets and spiral things wondering if I was out of body or in a dream. I decide I want to fly back to earth so I imagine it in front of me. Earth appears and I fly down to to I landed in a shopping mall parking lot. I felt as I was waking(could feel my body in bed) so I spun in circles in the parking lot it almost seemed if I was drunk. But it worked. I stabalized the dream a litlle then walked up to a Spanish my who had a bag of food in his hand. I tried to think of a great question to ask him but the only thing I could think of was"what's the purpose of life?" he looked at me and started talking but his words were deep toned and I couldn't make out what he was saying then I woke up. I grabbed my dream journal and walked out the doors (that are not in my room) so I had INRALD and a false awakening in the same dream room

One dream I became lucid, some girl wanted to have a make out contest. Was pretty cool

Had a dream i worked in an office with my sister.

Another dream I was running from the cops for skating on school property. They were like solving the crime and I was watching. Then i went to some house with Jeremy from top gear and there was an armadillo there.

Was telling my friends about my lucid dream.

Dream - Lucid

I was in my room. There were lots of people in there with me, mostly people around my age. I also remember my brother being there. It was nighttime outside. Looking out the window, the weather looked really tumultuous. I remember all the lights being off in my room.

I then remember something about a tornado, or maybe it was just a tornado drill that we were supposed to be doing. I remember a girl, who was "new" (new to what, I'm not sure). She suggested that we have a "cake party". The places she suggested that we have it were very strange, like at a Winn Dixie, and there was another place she mentioned, but I can't remember it right now. No one thought it was a good idea, and no one wanted to participate. I remember something at this point about being in my closet.

Then, my friend Tori came up to me and said that if one of us had presented the "cake party" idea, which was originally Tori's anyway, more people would have been in on it. It had something to do with the way the new girl had presented it.

I then remember seeing Ziggy, my old cat (we put him to sleep about 7 years ago in waking life). I remember seeing him in our kitchen. I pet him. He meowed. I thought to myself "He looks so young, healthy, and full of life!" (I think something along these lines every time I dream of him). He ran around, jumping off of walls and doors. He seemed so vibrant! I pet him some more and listened to his meow.

A backnote on Ziggy: Ziggy was my friend for years, until we put him down (he was very old and sick). He was my protector, in a sense. I felt like he was a guardian angel to me almost. I miss him dearly.

Ecstasy Field Trip

I've just done ecstasy somewhere. I'm in Barnes and Nobles, a bookstore. I "forget" that I'm on ecstasy and just feel really, really stoned. My school is here and we're on some kind of field trip.

I'm being shown a science demo. An older guy is holding a glass full of some kind of liquid. When he tips the glass a certain way, the liquid drips out the bottom in a gelatinous manner. He tells me to touch it but I'm really sicked out by it and a little afraid.
Where the magazines usually are in the store, there is a big empty floor. A few people are sitting around in a circle. I stay here and enjoy how stoned I am until a lady who seems to be in charge of the whole thing tells us to go to the Blank Journals Section.
I follow the crowd into an area with the sections: blank journals, pseudo science, and Japan. We form a circle around these shelves. I'm standing next to the Japan books but I want to be by the pseudo science books so I make a little leap around the shelf to do so.

Suddenly I remember I'm on ecstasy and go over to a music box. It's playing really soft music. I wonder how different music will make me feel so I press a little square with fractal album work on it. I don't hear the music change and feel no different.



I walk around to the children's book section. The mentally disabled kids are hanging out here. A teacher begins to laugh at me and says I have an overbite. I realize that my teeth are hanging out of my mouth. It feels like I had fake plastic teeth over my real teeth for a long time and now I'm conscious of my actual mouth. It's bizarre and the feeling doesn't go away.


Homeless Shelter

I have no body or consciousness. I am watching my dream.

My friend Pehry is in the homeless shelter. He's fighting with another boy. The boy says he wants to have a physical fight downtown in a half hour, and Pehry goes along with it. There's a mediator, an older women. She doesn't make him say no, and follows him as he walks downtown.

I am now myself. I am walking around near the homeless shelter. I'm with Heather. Under my arm I'm carrying several rolled up colorful mats. We're dropping them off here.

Heather is afraid to go in so I walk up to the place. I remember that it's only available for homeless people to go into at night, so I wonder if I can get in. I knock on the door and it swings in my direction, locking me between the door and the outside wall. It swings back in, I hop over the other way and knock again. I enter.

A few ladies are here cleaning the place. It smells like cat litter. There's a calendar with a family photo as the month's picture. One lady comes up to me and asks what I want, politely.

I explain to her I have a few "yoga mats'' she can have for the shelter. She replies rather excitedly but then questions if she needs them. I realize they aren't yoga mats but actually mats for sitting on while you draw with chalk outside. You put the chalk on the mats so the pieces don't roll away. I don't tell her this.


The Mansion

For whatever reason, I am walking into a big mansion home owned by a girl I went to high school with briefly. I'm wearing my hat really strangely but don't seem to mind.

She greets me like we were really good friends and I do the same to her. We walk around her house and I ask her if it's haunted. She says "sometimes". Her boyfriend is a really gangster dude, very unlike her, and walks around us to go to the bathroom. She lets me wander around her house.

I look up the stairs that are in front of me and see the silhouette of the bathroom. I see a rat fall out of her boyfriend's jeans. I go over to her and tell her this. When he flushes the toilet, the rat falls down the pipe and lands in a box under the stairs. She "changes reality" and when I open the box, its just an outline of the rat. She kind of winks at me.

I get a ride home from here with Jack and Heather. The road is really torn up and we hit all the bad sections at high speeds, making us airborne for a moment. He drops me off at home.

I play the sims and make the Brady Bunch's house. The girl calls my phone and asks if I want to hang out, but its like 11 at night and I don't have a ride. I tell her this and feel really bad.

First dream:

I was in a hotel room, and I'm somehow attempting to cheat in the lottery, to win the big prize. I have no idea how I was attempting to do it, but I was. I am concerned that my dad has figured me out, but I never see him. Suddently I'm at my parents house with one of my friends, and he is bleeding from his ear.

Second dream:

I'm at a weird place I've never been to before. I'm sitting in a sofa watching a movie, and a big turtle in the movie starts talking to me. I don't remember what it said. Suddenly I'm in World of Warcraft walking around, talking to dwarves. Then I was back in the sofa, and I see one of my friends cycling on a exercising bike. I go to him and see that he is reading a blue book. I ask him if it's the lucid dreaming book that I also have, but he tells me it's Harry Potter 4. Really annoyed that I didn't realize that this was a dream at this point! I woke up just after.

Third dream:

I'm in a church, which for some reason is also my home. Some of my friends walk in the door, and one of them desperately needs to hide his laptop, so he climbs up on my desk, and hides it in a window sill. Some more of my friends come in, and we talk. I dont remember what we talked about. Suddently I'm at a supermarket, buying fries, vegetables and meatballs. I grab a bag of meatballs and a boy comes over to me, and tells me they taste really good. His father walks over and agrees with his son.

Thats all, pretty happy about recalling 3 dreams in 1 night. And dreaming about my lucid dreaming book is also progress I would say!

Jacob.

I am at Pavel’s or Barbara’s house. The whole setting is about me having some arguments with Emil, Barbara’s uncle. At one point I want to go to the toilet (number 2). The bathroom is where the bedroom on the first floor is in Pavel’s grandmother house. I go there and lock the door, but I can’t. I can hear Emil coming downstairs so I pretend that I am not going toilet and start having a go at him. So as we argue, I try to sort it out psychologically, to find a common way. But he is stubborn and aggressive so I punch him several times in the face. I can feel how nicely the fist landed on his face. (This is different from most of the dream fights, as I normally feel as if I missed or so). Even though he is aggressive, I can sense good deal of respect from him. (What I like about my dream self that I have no fear at all and react fairly masculine to situations like this.)