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Jan 21-22
Amazing clarity last night in my dream....the dream also seemed to last over an hour...it was amazing to say the least.*
Me and my family were walking across a baren land in a post apocolyptic world...it was grey with sut and ash everywhere. We came across an old house...it was broken down on the outside but on the inside looked good although it was very mix matched...there was two doors to get in. (I remember the outlay of the house very well) we settled in too the house...for fear of the recyclers (the recyclers ar these box looking machines with a bulldozer on the front that can crush anything...there a little but bugger than a human) coming in and taking everything we have and destroying us. I locked the doors and began to reinforce te house. I searched the house for a few minutes and under a cabinet i found a couple of screwguns that where blue and yellow...along with the screwgums I found a black buzz saw with silver writing on it...my first thought was that it can double as a weapon. I got really excited finding all the tools due to the fact that nice things where hard to come by and it would help us out greatly. So i began to repair the house. One door was very thin and had a small lock on it...so I pushed a couple of sofas in the house up against the door...after I locked the house up we settled in and unpacked our bags. My manager and assistant manager where there as well. Andy (assistant manager) had his girlfurend Jessica with him. We Decided to dress up in our nicest clothes (suits that we had) and have a good night dinner...we missed the civilized world we where use too. As we where finished up getting ready a receycler busted thru the hallway of the house. It was instant fear...we didn't have anytime to think we just had to run. *We leave everything behind and run as fast as we can. At this point the only people with me where my dad and a guy who was ex military. We ran into a scene that was totally non apocolyptic...it was like huge steps thy had very nice pools on each new level...and a fence to jump over Into the next level. The only thing on my mind was "where is my mom" I was so scared they didn't make it out...(the fear in the dream was so real)...we slid down into an enclosed dome community....it was like a covered city. It had huge towers and everything was very shiny. There was a group of women there that looked extremely familiar. I spent a good bit of time looking around this place when I noticed the recyclers the same ones that destroyed our safe house...they where driving around this city normaly not destroying a thing...I began to question why when I woke up.

So I was in my room, and I became lucid by pinching my nose RC. I did this weird technique to stabilize, where I pushed my hands in front of me, looked at them, and sort of reset my field. I decided from previous analysis that I was going to rip apart the ceiling( which was 16 foot high) to look for weird snake like things. I jumped up, and for some reason, I jumped right to the ceiling really easy. I grabbed the ceiling with my monstrous right hand, and ripped it out like it was cardboard. There was this black chord like things in the ceiling. I kept on ripping up the ceiling by jumping up, and the dream went to black, but I was still lucid. I did my best to make another scene, but I ended up falling asleep.

Note to self: next time wake up when dream fades, then reenter idiot.

1-19-11: no recall
1-20-11: no recall
1-21-11: no recall
1-22-11: no recall

1-17-11
I was at an unfamiliar house & there was a birthday party for me,(my birthday is 1-22), My uncle Bob was there along with my Father, son & other people, (my uncle Bob passed away 3 years ago). I could not make out who the other people were. Someone said I got a Harley Davidson V-rod for my present. Walking through the house to the garage to see it only to find 2 mini bikes, one for me & one for my son. We were riding them around & then there was some type of kite attached to them & it was like we were flying like a hang glider. We were riding around & the kite would catch air & then we would glide around for awhile.
Woke:4:45
1-18-11
Sleep 11:30
1st Dream: I was measuring the outside of a house with a measuring wheel to determine the liner foot for a Termite service (what I do for a living). I kept having to remeasure because the measurements were coming up different no matter how many times I tried. (it was the perfect time to do a RC, but didn't think of it. Could have kicked myself when I woke up & thought about it).
Woke: 1:30am
2nd Dream: I was with this oriental family & I worked for the father. He asked me to go to Japan on a biz. trip. Packing up my clothes in a house I lived in 20 years ago. My friends were very impressed that he had asked me to go on the trip with him. After the flight we were met by his wife at the airport. He had a very large box with him & the next thing I knew we were unloading it off a truck at his penthouse. The penthouse was huge, all glass & it was like 40 floors up overlooking the ocean. When the box was delivered to the front door I peeked inside. What I saw was the next generation of TV, some kind of super advanced 3D technology or something like that. We went out on the balcony & began talking. His wife showed me her new cell phone that would let her fly down to the beach or anywhere you wanted to go. We jumped off the balcony & flew to the beach & then all around the city of Japan. When we returned to the penthouse there was a chef cooking some kind of weird Japanese burger on a grill out on the balcony. I began picking up the raw meat & eating it. He asked if I wanted him to cook it for me as I was walking through the sliding glass doors to go inside. The wife followed me in & gave me a sandwich that I didn't like so I tried to flush it, but it would not go down. Next I was back in the states waiting outside the school his sons went to. I got tired of waiting & went into the school to look for them. As I was walking down the halls people were looking at me & knew I didn't belong there. I found the boys sitting at a table in a food court. I started talking to them when their enemy's walked up behind me, there were 3 of them. They didn't seem human, more like machines. We began to fight them. After a few punches back & forth they walked away. I followed them outside yelling at them "we'll be ready for you next time". I told the boys about the phone their mother had showed me & the power it had. We jumped back on a plane for Japan so they could get the new phones. I had to teach them how to use them when we got there. Back in the penthouse we were practicing using the super phones. We got into an SUV & the phone made it fly with us in it. We went bouncing around the city in the SUV for awhile.
Woke: 8:00am

I keep dreaming about this guy, who I've never met before. And in the dream, we were just hanging out, and i can't remember what happens next, but he's gone, and then I wake up. In my dream I was really happy with him, but when I wake up, I have a feeling of longing. But I've never even met the guy. Weird?

DJ ENTRY

I leap out of my body, a minotaur wielding a morning star. I am surrounded by astral demons. They are growling at me like hungry dogs. They look like hair four legged gargoyles with grey skin. I focus on the details of their faces. “I’m going into the Deep Astral STATE BITCHES!”

Raven appears. She is wielding a crazy weapon. It has a long handled two handed weapon. One the damage end is a chain with a half circle blade on it.

I raise my arms in the air, and summon a black swirling storm. Lightning comes down, and flows over my body. I roar like a crazed beast. My dragons appear growing out of glowing tattoos on my forearms. I shoot my dragons at my enemies.
They perch on my arms and shoot flames and ice bullets at the demons. Raven swirls around, slicing them up.
Angel appears. WTF. She says something about still loving me, and gets sideswiped by a demon. I shoot a metal dragon into his brain, and make its head explode. I burn all the matter off of us.

“You can still dream with me, Angel, but you have to kick some ass.”

“FUCK YOU, NATE!” she screams at me. Her eyes glow white, and she summons lightning from the sky.

“You have dark energy, let me heal you,” says Raven.

“No! I am fine! Who are you? His new girlfriend? Ah! I hate you!”

“Dammit Angel!”

A dream demon comes from behind her, and bites down on her head. She screams, and the demon explodes.

“OK! New dream!” I shout, creating a portal. I gesture for Raven to follow. She looks at Angel concernedly. “She can handle herself, as long as she doesn’t get distracted by me.”

Raven walks calmly through the demons to me and the portal. She turns back to Angel, who is wielding a glowing quarterstaff. I grab Raven’s wrist. “Nomad, stop. She needs our help.”

“No, she doesn’t. She’s a powerful witch in this deep dream state- astral state, whatever.”

I grab Raven’s wrist and pull her through. While in the wormhole, I see Angel is following me, holding on to my ankle as we fly.

“Nate, sorry Nate, sorry. I still love you. Help.”

I see a demon gnawing on her ankle. I try to smack it off. Wait... It’s a growth. It’s part of her.

“You have to deal with your own demons.”
We tumble through on to the Moon by the Peaceful Pool in the Biodome where Angel and I always talk.

“Nate, you bastard. Is this a date with your new girlfriend?”

I am staring at the demon growth on her ankle.

“Oh gross.”

“Let me heal you,” Raven says.

“No one is going to steal my boyfriend away from me! He’s mine! My pet! My little pet! I own him.”

I yawn. “See,” I say to Raven, rolling my eyes. “She has to seek her own healing.”

Angel flying tackles Raven suddenly into the pool. When they come up, they are laughing and splashing water at each other. “Ok... weird.”

“The pool here has a calming and healing effect,” I hear Q10 say.

“Ah.” I jump in the pool also. Angel looks at me with wounded eyes. Raven excuses herself. She says she’ll be back in a bit.

“Is it over, Nate?” she asks.

“One phase is over. The part of the story where we get codependent and hate each other. That part is over. I wish you could remember, or at least try to remember how many lives we have been together.”

“I want to see. Show me.”

“You can see for yourself, whenever you want, Angelwitch.”

“One last kiss goodbye, Nate.”

“No.”

She grabs me and turns me to her. I gently push her away. She forcefully kisses me for a second, and I give in. A tear rolls down her cheek and mine simultaneously. “Are we going to be together again, ever?”

“As friends, always. As lovers... probably not again this lifetime. Maybe a few years down the road, my dear. We need to be apart for a long, long time. We have a lot of personal negative karma to expiate before we come together as a couple. If not this lifetime, I will see you in the next, as dolphins.”

Angel fades away. I fall back into the water, and let the excess negative energy flow out of me. I step out of the pool. Raven is on the bank.

“You alright, Nomad?”

“Yeah...”

I sit down and stare at the water. Raven sits next to me.

“Raven, look how real everything looks, how it feels! Look at the veins in the blade of grass! Look at the beetle crawling on it! Is this how gods feel? Did we make all this?”

“Well, Q helped a lot, right? And also, I think a lot of things are just evolving on their own.”

“True. Raven, I love dreams. This dream is real, isn’t it?”

“Yes.”

Raven smiles at me. It’s a very sweet, simple loving smile, the way my sister, Rachel smiles at me.

“So, you felt like “they” were coming for you? Who is that?”

“ I don’t know. Men in black, the spooks, the aliens... Shit I don’t know. All I know is some of my memories got blacked out, redacted... something happened... I have to find out. But, I am so tired right now... I have to sleep.”

“Always sleeping in dreams.”

“Try it! It’s cool.”

I fall asleep.

Something has affected the masses of society, so I escape to the mountains with my friend Dustin. We "hideout" in a classic log cabin, complete with a thigh-high wooden fence surrounding it. I wouldn’t be surprised if Lincoln built it, but he probably didn’t.

Dustin and I are hiding up and away from the rest of civilization because something vague, yet dangerous has befallen mankind. We’re not sure of what it is, or how we’re aware of it, but once we find our supposed ‘solitude’ in the mountains things start to unravel. I should note that this Dustin wasn’t anything like the Dustin I know, except for the fact he looked just like him. This Dustin is immediately hostile toward me, and advances upon me outside of the cabin, and he ends up instigating a dream battle between us.

We grapple at first. To the casual observer it looks as we’re yanking each other around or shoving one another, almost as if we were “Indian Wrestling.” It is interesting to note that it was mostly Dustin attacking me. My end of the “physical” battle consisted only of defensive blocks. My offensive combat are more clever and creative (mind-oriented) whereas Dustin resorts to grunt physical movements (body-oriented). I spend most of the dream battle antagonizing Dustin verbally. My assault consists solely of insults, sarcasm, jokes, and a lot of laughter… everything I say makes Dustin angrier and causes him to retaliate stronger. I counter his punches and kicks expertly, which makes him angrier. I even allow him to land a few of his blows, all the while laughing and instigating.

I am winning the battle even though I haven’t landed a single physical blow. I believe this is because my verbal assault distracts his attention and focus, which gives ME more power. Dustin grows weaker as he spends more energy on physical attacks. I back him up against the short fence and all while talking to him, I execute my first physical assault, which is to pushhim over the short fence. He topples backward over it awkwardly, but not painfully, it was more embarrassing than anything. I have won the battle because Dustin has been made to look like a fool.

We both know that I have won, we seem to both understand the unspoken rules of the battle. I laugh in victory, which pours salt into Dustin's wound as he, upset on the other side of the fence and covered in actual dust, makes a quick movement and draws a firearm from his side. He fires the pistol at me once, as I feel a bullet tear through me. My laughter stops. I am not hurt. I'm not exactly shocked or surprised that I am shot, as I seemed to anticipate it earlier, but I am more disgusted/disappointed at the "cheap shot" (lol get it) after the end of the battle.

I touch my stomach where I am shot, and look down at my bloody hands. I shake my head at Dustin, and fall to my knees muttering snidely something about his inability for honor. I laugh again. I am mortally wounded, though I do not die before I wake up.

This dream is one I had quite a while back. I remember it pretty clearly because it was so out of character for me. Here we go, short and sweet:

I was in a narrow field that was bordered by woods on both sides. (It's a real place, by the way. It's behind a friend of mine's house). It was dark but I could see everything clearly. Across the narrow field was the wooden part of a tractor's trailer and it was full of hay. (It's used for hayrides during Halloween time) Standing in front of the wagon is Tom Kaulitz, the guitarist of my favorite band. So I stroll up behind him...and begin violently beating him unconscious with a rusty shovel I don't know why I did it, but I did and I won't forget it XD

I feel awful for hurting him. So much so that when I have another lucid dream, I'll find him and apologize XD

22.01.2011

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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Went to bed ~11:00
Was woken 3 times in the night [by family]
I was at my cottage and some how we started to "Raft" (go down rapids on a boat) down some giant rapids, I dont remeber much but i some how woke in a jail by myself and some "mage" evil person was killing everyone.

WTF? This is all i remember [8 hours later]

I went to the store alone with my money. I went up to the stands and saw they had Disney princess figures there. I said, "Why didn't they make an orange haired princess? Then, after looking at Cinderella, I saw her sister. "Oh, yeah! I remember now!" I said actually believing that she was an original princess from Disney. Happy I saw her, I went off to buy clothes.Vividness: 4/5

i Had 2 lucid dreams today.

i can't remember a lot about them, i had no paper so i didn't write any key words.

the first one started at my place:

My grandma was looking at the sky, there was full moon and the whole sky was purple
i realized i was dreaming, i moved a chair with telekinesis.
I said something like "change location: school" everything went black... i said "lumus" like in HP so i could see where i was. It was some kind of school.


the second one:

I woke up from the first lucid dream, i saw the sky through the window and it was purple. i heard a voice saying "you know this place and something is not right" then i saw a gas station in front of the house (it is not there in real life) so i realized i was dreaming again. ( false awakening )
I started rubbing my hands, i saw a men walking to the gas station and the voice said "he is going to start a fire!"
i created a shield made of ice, the gas station exploted and the shield melted but we were all right.

i went to where the gas station was, there was the dude...
the dream started to collapse so i tried with a voice command "increase lucity".
it worked and i got closer, the dude now looked a lot like catherine tate and she started to attack me... i made "the sylar move" and extracted her brain, turned it into a burger and ate it.

a silent hill like creature appeared and ate the corpse and it was going to attack me but then i woke up.







that's it

So I tried again and this time I heard several noises. Many different types of noises but there
was one thing common about them. They weren't external. In other words, I wasn't hearing them
with my ears. I could clearly tell they were all in my mind but they were ear-splittingly loud. The
first was like a train whistle. The second was a low hum. the third was a really badly played piano.
Then something that sounded like pacman dying. and another piano only it sounded a little better.
I'm positive this was early stage SP. I used a counting system but when I got up into the 400's I kept
losing track because I was really starting to drift off. I could feel it and was conscious of it. Pretty cool
shit . I can't wait for a LD.

I laid down to attempt a WILD, on my back, arms resting on my
stomach. I closed my eyes and began breathing slowly and deeply.
After what felt like about five minutes, I began to feel like I wasn't
getting enough air but I kept breathing slowly and deeply, trying to
ignoring the feeling. I then started to feel pressure in my lower jaw.
The pressure increased and moved up my face until there was a strong
feeling of pressure covering everywhere but my nose and eyes. I later
started feeling somewhat disoriented as if my arms were actually a
couple inches to the left of where they should have been. I noticed that
I couldn't really feel my arms at all. Every now and then I would get a
different sort of disorientation, like when you have just spun around
twenty times and the room is still spinning. I could feel my eyes twitching
and I thought I was close. But it never made it to full SP. It sort of just
stayed like that.

I am locked in a large room with a dozen or so other people. One wall of the room opens to water with a network of docks to walk on, but escape by swimming is not an option. The water near the docks is electrified. Somehow, I know this is some twisted version of a reality TV show. We have to complete challenges. The losers are executed. The winners are set free. At least, that is what we were told.
I watch with boredom as two people complete some task out on the docks, one young woman and one middle-aged man. It is unclear what they must do. When they are finished, a short woman with long jet black hair comes in the room and summons the two people. They stand directly in front of her, shaking with fear. Inwardly, I roll my eyes. I am humoring my captors, but I am not human and can escape any time I wish. I stay because I want to watch what happens. She asks the two who covered the most area. The young lady claims that she did, and the man looks at her with outrage. The short, black-haired woman brings up a screen on the wall and replays the actions of both the competitors. The young woman has lied; the man has won. The young woman begins to tremble and cry, knowing she is going to meet her death. If only she know that they were both going to die either way...
I am called upon to complete a challenge, but before it starts, I leap several yards across the water and land outside of the electrified area. I regret not being able to finish the show, but I will not be competing against any pitiful humans today, nor will I suffer their sad attempts to execute me.

January 21-22, 2011

Don't remember much! But I dream something about music. In real life I had went to a school concert where people perform their favorite music. I guess I dream about that.

I'm at school. In the hallway I saw the girl I like. She said something like,"Your gonna have to catch me!" She ran away to the beginning of the hallway.
I looked back and everything turned blue. Blue fog too! Then a SUV was on the hallway that goes a little uphill. It was backing up. I said to myself,"Someone told ___ i like her!"
The blue fog turned into water, I rose up to the surface of the water where I saw three extremely small lands. They were connected to each other by wooden bridges. Then, I woke up.