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I'll keep this short and sweet, but know that it was a beautiful dream, and my greatest failure as a lucid dreamer. As a guy trying to create RC triggers on only two things, beautiful girls and beautiful views it is a sad thing that I could not achieve this in a dream entirely composed of those two things.

I was at a cottage that was mine, though I do not recognize it. Rachel was the cottage next door, and I had randomly reached out to her after years of no contact since high school. She admitted to me that she had a crush on me way back then, and I waltzed over to her place. Her Father emerged and immediately asked me if I work in sales as I was very well dressed for cottage country. I said yes, and he basically gave me a long speech on success and said I had what it takes and that he would take me on as his portege. He took me into their cottage and I was looking at the absolutely beautiful concept cars that he had in the house, one of which was actually a bath tub.

At the end of the dream Rachel and I went down to the water and cuddled on a little island as the sun set.


Why the fuck I am incapable of creating these triggers is beyond me, but it is my main goal as of now.

Dream Signs
Beautiful Girls
Beuituful Views
amazing cars

Had a couple of dreams but didn't log the first one. Both non-lucid. The second one I was in this beautiful mansion & this obviously rich older woman, who looked & talked like she had always had money was trying to understand the other people there who were supposed to be others who had married into this family. It was unclear of those details. But she was taking part in some sort of obstacle course which was set up outside her house to try and make them feel at home. It was really weird. She was showing me a room with lots of huge pots & pans & all kinds of stuff. I kept thinking omg I could only dream of having all of these that she deemed unfit. I was just reading about the room of requirement in Harry Potter so this all actually kind of makes sense, lol.

early:

+ I'm dating my son's (S2) ex-girlfriend, L. We're very flirty and giggly together and very touchy. She's very petite and I pick her up and carry her (I think like S2 used to), I feel her weight but I can carry her easily, she laughs at this. We lie down in bed and kiss lightly. She needs to do her homework. She's lying on her back (we both are) and she sprawls her left leg over me, and I touch it with my left hand. My right arm is around her neck/head/shoulders, we're lying closely together. I ask her in a foreign language if my arm is bothering her. She answers in (English?) that yes it is because she has to read.

+ I have the job of completely cleaning out my ex-JrHs "girlfriend" KS's old house. I'm assembling a team to do it. We need to totally clean it and get it ready (for sale?). I have a plan in front of me on a piece of paper of multiple neighborhood houses that need to be cleaned, and how I'm going to rotate the cleaning women from house to house so that they do not encounter each other when they transition houses. Each woman will need to work on each house, doing their own phase's job. I'm wondering how I'm possibly going to get KS's house cleaned out (in one day?) when it takes 3 women working in phases to clean the other houses.

+ (3rd dream forgotten)

DEILD alarm @ 5 hrs. Too loud. Fully woken. Massive insomnia, almost back to sleep several times but just couldn't make it. Too hungry/worried about stuff perhaps. Didn't make it back to sleep until about 9 hrs, slept until about 10:30 hours.

+ almost WILD. I see an image form and I realize that I'm seeing through my closed eyelids. I think I see something blue on the bed. Then son comes into our room IWL and I wake up, grr.

+ Walking past a group of girls that is gathering with a teacher, I'm looking at them but I walk on by to an area next to them. There is a climbing rope there and I wonder with my strength increases and weight loss if I can climb it now, I probably should be able to climb it easily I think. I imagine climbing it using my feet to hold and my arms to pull up. I reach for the rope and see that it is shortened, the base of the rope is about 6-7 feet above the ground. I reach up for the rope and start to pull myself up with my arms. I don't make it very far, it's pretty hard to make any progress at all, I feel in my arms and shoulders how hard it is to pull myself up. I see a basketball hoop with a net near my face to the side.

+ I'm swinging on a set of olympic rings. I'm holding an "L" position with ease. But the problem is that I'm drifting/swinging from left to right. I see I have a flat/athletic torso/abdomen with a bit of an "out-ye" belly button, I poke a finger in there briefly. I think if I drop and reform the L that I'll get a better score, I do that but now I start drifting/swinging too much from front to back as I hold the L position.

+(f) view of a busy road during the Olympic games, cars are driving down some mountainous road to the athletic events. I see a river far below and I think that the water in the river is probably polluted.

+ recalled from a previous day (2-3 days ago): I'm playing on a tennis court, with a (female?) tennis player, I'm holding a racquetball racquet. Try as I might I can not get a ball past her, she always hits it back. I'm thinking about how I serve the ball.

I was in a dark, cold cavern. It somewhat looked like an old computer game, there was an altar with some small chest on it. I touched it and found myself in a strange city. A twist of mixed architectural designs. It was still dark, only street lights were shining. I walked up to a rooftop of a building using an outside staircase. I realized that it's a dream. I thought "What about warming this place up a bit?" I summoned an atomic bomb which stroke the city. It didn't changed much. I put my hand in a gesture trying to grab something, and I dragged a small, yellow glowing ball of energy to me. "I'll use this to power the city." Then I wandered the town some more. Going through alleys I was powering up whole districts by using the orb - basically pointing my fingers at wires. There were some dark figures wandering around, I pointed fingers at them and they disappeared. I entered a secret complex of "keepers"from thief games. There was an enforcer patrolling the area. I pointed finger at him and he fell dead. I thought "I should restart and let him live.

I lost lucidity and found myself at the first cave, escaping from enormous, deadly spiders.

26/5/16
Dream 1: I was at university talking with a group of older students about how the workload changes as the years go on and stuff like that.

On one night:

>Reading a book;
>A big bird (not the one from Sesame Street) that could eat other birds.

26 May:

A prayer showed up, but I changed it.

1. I hold my awareness through the 'sinking' feeling and stand up with my dream body once I feel I am ready. I find myself in a very dim room resembling my bedroom, yet with a longer extension to the left. I consider where to go, then decide to head through the window to the right and explore outside a bit. I find my way onto the wooden porch attached with a small set of stairs descending to the left. A small yard area with vivid green grass lays beyond. I walk a bit farther and notice that the area I'm in resembles a lodge of sorts. The building is mostly a darker red color, constructed of wood, with many rooms on various levels. I head toward the lawn then look to my left and see a large white square door. I continue on thinking about what I should do in this dream as I make a bit of progress toward the door. I feel the heavy feeling -similar to the last dream - holding me back; it feels like a strong resistance is hindering my movement. I remind myself that it's just a dream, and that everything is taking place in my mind in dream space - I can just will myself forward. I look to the left and notice a turning staircase connecting the various entrance ways to the bi-level lodge. I engage the five senses once again at this point. I continue my way floating up the staircase and head to go into one of the upper level rooms to explore. White light is spilling from under the doorway. I phase through the door and enter the room which is very dark. I quickly enter a void, but am determined to hold awareness through. I engage as many senses as I can, and maintain strong sense of hearing on many birds chirping. The scene begins to appear,and I make my way through a wall.

2. I wake up, hold completely still, recall the last dream, and feel I can enter another LD by relaxing my body once again. I relax and 'sink' until I feel that I have control of a dream body then stand up and walk to the foot of the bed. I do a jumping jack spontaneously to engage my sense of kinesthetics. I begin to head through the nearest wall, and try to imagine myself heading into a natural setting at this point. The dream is not taking me anywhere, and I reason that I don't have a dream incubated within my mind - I think back to Sageous's posts about having a dream 'on tap'. I continue to fall in this void state.

3. I wake up (yet am not fully sure if it was a real or false awakening). I continue the same sinking process from the previous dream, and once again stand up and begin to move around a room closely resembling the previous one. The dream quickly fades and I wake up.

I continue the 'sinking' of my body into the bed, feeling that I can transition to a lucid from this point. I soon find myself standing in a slightly lit bedroom resembling my parents' bedroom in my childhood home. I'm staring at the master bed with dark golden sheets - dim sunlight is coming through the window to the right. I see somebody sleeping, then see a DC which appears to be a younger version of my mom sit up in the bed slowly, eyes fixed on me. I decide not to approach, and instead back out of the room, thinking to myself 'well, that's creepy..'. I head out to the hallway and peer over the banister. The dream space feels very 'thick', almost as thoguh I am moving through glue. I think back to my dream goal and a convo with OneUp the night before, and immediately begin engaging my 5 senses. The dream begins to stabilize a great deal, and I feel I have some control over the length at this point. I stare ahead at the arched window on the 2nd floor wall as well as the door. It's light outside, but I decide not to take this route. Instead I decide to fall back through the wall, and imagine a forest scene as I fall. I continue in a void state for a bit waiting for a scene to emerge, yet nothing comes for a bit. I simply allow the dream to re-form instead of forcing a scene. I reappear in the hallway and decide to float through the wall with the door and window. I fly through and begin engaging my 5 senses again, and am happy with the time extension as I begin to make my way through the front yard, walking and flying low to the ground. I try to feel my breaths, pay attention to the tastes in my mouth, see the colors, and listen to the birds all at the same time. After doing this for a couple minutes, the dream quickly goes void and transition to a FA which only lasts 1-2 seconds before I regain lucidity.

D1 - F & E are using different methods to do some magic but it is silly as they are not in the right environment to practise it.

D2 - Outside a workplace, it looks a bit like a tourist agency. The windows are floor to ceiling and there are lots of posters on the windows. I need to get inside to get hold of a box containing some sort of technology, heaven knows why, but it is urgent.
Unfortunately I am ashamed at needing to and do not want to approach the manager there.
I wait outside and when some office workers appear, I follow them, they are suited. They go to another entrance further along and I am disappointed as this won't enable me access.
I secretly use my powers to teleport the box outside to where I am standing. I open the cardboard box and rumage through it. There is a big white main bit and lots of smaller components. I find to smallish cuboid bits wholed out, with some metal bits inside and start to make measurements that I need to aquire.
I sense the manager is returning to the office and will notice it is missing. Not wanting to be found outside with the box, I embarressingly enter the office. The employees suspect nothing, as I have been there before, and I am able to wander through to a back room where the box should be. I continue to examine things.
For some reason the box is now much larger as I worry about the bosses return, and is filled with clothing. It is women's clothing, lots of dresses. There is also a military uniform, looking very seargent pepperesque. I feel this last item will endear me to the boss, who is female and has military connections.
The boss a lady with tussled greyish silver hair and glasses with thin frames, enters and makes her way towards where I am.
I wake up Oo.

[comment]
The glass which is a dream sign, I think maybe relates to feeling fearful of exposing my true self to the world

Also I am about to go on holiday, so maybe why the travel agents

D 1: I was getting a tour of my new place I was moving into. It was on the second floor with a bunch of young women. It was like I was younger. It was a huge layout. The rooms were close together. The theme was like New Orleans merged with tropical houses all pastel greens & such. There were were probably 20 plus bedrooms & a giant common area. I kept thinking that if I have sex people will hear me, lol. This kind of dream is reoccurring because I spent 2 yrs in a group home & in my 20's U spent many trips to a women's safe house & the other side for drug addiction. I had a meth addiction. But unlike most people it was because I with an abusive man & now I hate the idea of anything that makes me feel like I'm on any kind of upper because it reminds of my ex.

D 2: I was in a car with an ex-boyfriend whom I only dated a while because we were better off as friends in real life. I lied to him & told him I wasn't married when he asked but then he saw my ring & knew I was lying. The ring was my now wedding ring & then my husband called in real life to wake me up for me to go shopping.

I started this all out at the hunt camp. I was there with Jake and Gramma, and we were having a lovely time. I realized that there was an invisible line stopping me from going too far across the river or anything. That pissed me off and made no sense wo when I looked down there was a plastic fence like at ski hills. I looked for the ideal place to cut the rope but found an opening. I went through and it lead me to a chalet area that was being seriously developed. There was a bridge with all sorts of people and vehicles crossing it, and I got on it. Mid way I checked instagram and saw a post about athletes, it was a skier at the top of a mountain with bloody feet, that said "Sipping coffee in your pajama's is nice" or something like that in a sarcastic way. I was inspired, and started looking closer and closer at that image until I was there. I was at the top of the mountain, and the skiier was not an athlete but an old woman with no idea where she was. My mom was with me and we were basically riding on her back. She started skiing down while carrying us and we were talking about the pilot brew system at work, and I said that if we brewed whatever beer was available at the chalet in our tanks that it would be 10 times better than the original. We hit the bottom and I got off. I went back to the hunt camp to get gramma and take her to the movies. We started walking up the bridge and I saw this weird animated diagram of how people on bikes could just ride on top of all the other vehicles and peoples heads on the bridge, and then I was in the theater. I was wasling around there alone after the animation finished when I saw Summer from elementary school. She ran up and hugged me and I should have RC'd right there. She wanted me to get her in to see Green Room underage, and I was not feeling that movie at all. I wandered around the theater with her for a while until I found my brother, and we all went to find a better flick. We cut through the star wars theater, and I was thinking how amazing it was it was still playing. In the theater was a Sikh couple. Jake accidentally bumped the wifes leg and she called him slutty. I said what the fuck did you call him, she said "clumsy" and I felt so bad, I apologized until they liked me. This was a surreal moment where I had to really think about what to say and I could have RC'd there though there were no triggers for it.

After I left that star wars theater shit got weird. JJ showed up and asked me who my favourite actor is. I said John Goodman because of 10 CLoverfield Lane (not my fav but a great performance) and then suddenly he and a beautiful blonde were in the hall, and began acting out a scene from the film. The scene isn't really in the movie, but it fits the theme. He is having a shitty day or something and starts to break down on the corner. To console him, she puts on his favorite show tune and starts singing along. Soon enough he is there with her, and they are both singing. It's a love duet, and he gets more and more into it as she gets more uncomfortable. It ended with him cornering her at the end of the hall and grabbing her, and then it cut away to a crazy thing. It was the shadow on the wall of a woman riding a bicycle, and it looked very sexual, like a woman being taken in missionary by a man standing up, but the shadow was of a woman alone. I can't really explain the physics of it but I said out loud "that shot was not in the film, very interesting" we all agreed, and the other folks walked away as the scene ended and we all discussed how amazing the build up of it all was. I was so entranced that I went back and played that shadow part over a couple more times trying to figure out how they did it, but did not realize it was only so well done because of the impossibility of my dream reality. Soon after the fog rolled in and I awoke.

Dream Signs
Beautiful Girls
Breathtaking views
movie theater
speed
Hunt camp
Jake
Gramma

Not Lucid, but pretty vivid.

Starts out with me and a friend jogging through a park late at night, and the path ends at a big hotel in the middle of a forest. There is a parking lot, but no one is here. We decided to go peek into the hotel windows. The outside "porch lights" are on, and there's a dim glow of a light behind the counter in the lobby. After I'm done peeking I turn around to find my friend has run away into the darkness of the night, and left me alone with a creepy Bell Hop. This guy has the strangest smile on his face, and tries to get me to go inside the hotel, but I'm trying to get away from him. And the moment he grabs my arm everything morphs into another scene...

Now I'm running through the hotel in my Dress White uniform (navy attire) after another guy in the same clothes. We both have guns of some kind, but I can't make them out. My target runs into a crowd of similar looking people, who are all acting like mindless drones, and the crowd enters into some big meeting room. As I try to tell someone that seems to be in charge that there's danger nearby I hear the cocking of a rifle, and a bang...

My target shot me, and now I'm dead. But I'm a ghost. 3 people can have contact with me: 2 guys that have tried to kill me, and the one that just did. Then I wake up.

Dream - Lucid

I was looking at the ocean. There was a big boat with my friend Tara on it. I needed to breastfeed my baby, and she did it for me? Not with her own milk but with mine? I then saw a note in front of my eyes saying "breastfed this cycle". I then saw myself in the ocean, topless, with relieved, unengorged breasts. I made a joke with Tara saying it couldn't have been the baby who relieved my breasts, so it must have been her. She was not at all amused by this joke; she got super pissed.

~

I was at an amusement part, Disney World I believe. I wanted to go on all the rides, but knew I couldn't go on any crazy roller coasters since I'm pregnant. I thought maybe I could go on some milder coasters or simulators instead.

Dream skip. I was outside with this GIANT ladder. It was super tall and had a platform to stand on and look out on the top. I was carrying this ladder. I put it down. Something about my dad and me climbing it. I had gotten to the top at some point.

I then remember being at the bottom and feeling a little bruise on my butt. I pulled my pants down to look, and I had a HUGE dark bruise between my right buttcheek and leg. I "remembered" it was from falling from the ladder at some point.

I then remember seeing it snow. It had stopped earlier after a dusting, but started again; I saw it sticking to the roads. The sky was grey.

I then was alone in the snow with the ladder. I was putting it down to climb it. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to put it down and have it stay steady for me to climb. I was sinking it into the snow-covered ground, hoping I could sink it in enough to hold it in place. I kept feeling like it wasn't steady enough, and couldn't tell if I just had it sunk into the snow, or if it was sunk in the ground. The bottom rung was covered in snow, and some guy made a comment about it, like I wasn't supposed to skip that rung. There wasn't much I could do though, as it was snowing. I started to climb. I was terrified, but I did it anyway (IWL not a fan of heights). It felt steady enough. I kept going higher and higher. At some point, I remember starting to climb down.

early:

+(f) train/crossing buildings approaching anticipating the train coming by

+(f) sitting on bench outside (with wife?), hear sounds, get up, see rat walking behind wife, gross, it walks forwards, I grab something around its front and toss it over a the fence, it goes sailing spinning around, but is heavier than anticipated. Turns out it was a rabbit, and there is another rabbit in a patch of grass/bush at my feet and I think I should throw this one over the fence too since they are probably a pair.

middle:

+(f, impression) in an apartment building hallway, see someone up ahead?

+(f) outside running with Sensei and his kids (near a swimming pool?)

+ witch vs. (witch + fighter), each is waiting for the other to attack first. If one prepares its magic for attack then the other witch will drain that magic power and use it against the first witch. Want to tell Sensei about this fight. I'm gathering invisible glowing green crystals under the tables, pencils and stationary store items all over the place, scribbling something out on a pen

long BTS
later:

+ girls in group walking around inside/outside house

+ team combat on a bridge. Funny rifles maneuvers (loading, cocking, firing, tossing the weapons over the side of the bridge for later retrieval?). The bullets we fire are tiny like BBs. We're storming the bridge but then a HUGE monster appears up ahead and the BBs are entirely ineffective and I bolt in retreat for the door. I go through it and we're faced with a giant orangutan at the bridge entrance. We're stuck!

+ more about these fighting teams. We need an organized plan for attacks. We're being broken into groups and given assignments, I'm not mentioned in the initial phase and assume I will be in the later stages of the attacks, I want to be put with my friend in a group.

Internal strife in the group? Someone is going around and gathering up the magic attacks and storing them to show how dangerous they area?

Have you ever had a dream in ur dream?
I had a dream like that u know, I love divergent insurgent movies. Been waiting for the third part Allegiant
I say that caused me to dream in my dream.
I was competing with the red team in my dream. The last part of the competition was someone would inject competitors serums that would make them go to sleep lucidly to score points by defeating what that serum threw at them
A dc faced a pack of wolves and didn know how to defeat them so he simply turned into a giant monster and killed them all. Got A + ( these are my imaginations turned into someone else's )
It was my turn. I got injected more serums so I'd see myself more beautifully for my duty. I had to defend my village against smugglers. So I did all the stuff I dun wanna mention. Like fighting ... Then when I wanted to reach the higher grounds I remembered to do a RC. Wow I knew I was dreaming !!! But my RC failed. I knew I was dreaming but since my RC failed I was convinced that I can't fly. I didn expect to fly so I didn I was going to b conscious bcz the serum in my body( That liquid in my body ) was about to end. I saw my reflections in geometric shapes yet I still thought I wouldn b able to do fly ( the worst part was that ).
I became conscious got a good score. Got A but I really thought I was awake as soon as I woke up in my dream. I didn do RC and when I got up for REAL I was badly confused. Why didn u believe u were dreaming ? Why why?