Off today Last night bed - 10:35 2:35am - 2x alpha GPC sleep till - 4 am 4am - WBTB 4:30am - 2x 4mg Galantamine before waking up to take alpha GPC DR1 I'm a doctor. There are dead bodies washing up on the shore and I'm told to go examine them. It's evening, getting dark and I'm not feeling the task. DR2 I'm on a hill with some fruit trees. From somewhere, some real people size dolls are appearing tied to the trees. We turn around and there is a rag doll, tied by her arms around the tree and the girl who is with me is happy that she gets another doll. Yeah, I had spicy food before bed : ( DR3 I'm looking at my watch thinking I messed up. I was suppose to sleep till 4 am and now I woke up too soon, messing up my chance for a WILD. 4:30am - sofa Fell asleep pretty quick, as I was very sleepy. My head started to buzz as I turned to my left side to fall asleep, after being on my back for a bit. The head buzz is quite intense. I woke up at 7 am after the lucids. The whole thing was about 35-40 min long and all in darkness or near darkness. Like at night with bad visibility. I started out with looking for sex : ( Got undressed, first the bottom, then the top. I remembered how it's not easy for me to get undressed in dreams, because it seems like new garments are showing up on me or I get tangled in so I can never really take everything off. So this time I moved slowly and really paid attention to getting my clothes of. Finally it was done. I found a few partners but I wanted more. Then I moved on. Few times I looked at my hands, remembering that I didn't do it in my last lucids. So I look and count the fingers. There is more of them on the left hand and the extra fingers are coming out crooked and short. I end up on a busy street. I stand in the middle of it and "remember" the TOTM to make a car disappear. I focus on a truck or a bus. It starts to sparkle and colors lose intensity. I wish it to disappear completely and a wave of invisibility washes over it and it disappears. Then I remembered that the TOTM was to lift a car, not to make it disappear. There are no more cars around, so I fly and I want to land on a prking lot that finally shows up. But I can't steer or slow down. I remember spinning which was another TOTM. But I don't remember where I ended up, or even if I just remember me practicing spinning last night. The whole dream was pretty chaotic. Not clear or vivid, except for some small portions of it. Not much awareness either. I was rushing through it, couldn't make it bright and I don't remember if I even tried.
D1 - I awake in a room where the light is just coming in through the window, dawn. I am being held by a small smiling child but his father and other mini hims (lol) are in the bed. And so I tell him to cuddle his father instead. I go to find a toilet but when I get there I find it is all glass and there are some people sleeping just outside from the night before. They awake and are hostile as they are poor and think i am rich person living in this big house. They turn on all the water systems for a load of swimming pools. There is loud crashing roaring sound as water pours through pipes. People are starting to gather in the pools as I head back. I feel trapped by the sound. (I have learnt it is my fear of my emotions crashing out of control and escaping). I am lost and don't know which way is back in the white corridors which have doors and lead through kitchens and things. I try to change the dream. But when I change it its no good as I don't believe the dream any more, I know its a dream and it just all stops. The dc just looks at me, as if to say ok dream over. D2 - I am looking through the eyes of a half human half doll with crazy hair, I am looking at the audience who are watching the show. I am expected to do the next show, but i am a fake even with the hair and costume. I feel a fraud and I cant carry it off. D3 - At work I am in a study room with college students, I make jokes and then realise I am a teacher and shouldn't be there. I leave but am wearing the wrong clothes and have no idea where i should be teaching. I am embarrassed and scared. next I am in some woods with a stream running through it. It is freezing and dark. A student is spending time doing a research project studying the fish. I walk past and out onto a path lined with trees, overlooking a scrubby cut wheat field. There are children there and I feel embarrassed but cannot contain myself any long and start to sob uncontrollably. Strangely on waking I feel a little better for having cried in my dream.
I was in a police station & apparently worked there. I had just came in for my shift & some bossy bitch was trying to tell me what to do. I told her that she wasn't my boss & that she could go fuck herself. I can't deal w/ ppl who think they can just do what they want & treat ppl like shit. The room was trashed & it wasn't even my job to clean it. That woman just made me crazy mad, lol. Just a weird little dream but at least it was something because my new meds didn't even allow me to remember any kind of dreams at all yesterday. I pulled back my dosage which was already less most ppl can tolerate. My tummy doesn't do well w/ meds & I have to take nausea meds w/ any pain meds.
1-Dec-2016 - ND + WILD - dv TotY Chimera + DILD - Black Hole ND: I am doing something related to construction (Minecraft-style again), in large scale, perhaps together with more people. Not much recall/detail[/b] WILD - Eat and love. Transform a goat into a Chimera, store it into an egg, let it kill a robber, Trump and Hitler 5:30 AM, ~30 min I need some time and several scenario changed in visualization before I can finally enter LD First thing I notice is I feel a strong desire, which didn't happen so much recently. I satisfy it and move on. <JUMP> I am in a room with some people and much food. I try some different samples from a plate, no taste... <JUMP> I think about tasks - I would go for the Fairies, but since LD looks decently stable, I decide attempting the harder Chimera I am in a grassy area with some trees. I wander around for some time, looking for a goat. I see rocky mountains in the background, then finally I find the goat. It's got dirty white / gray long wool, looks quite sturdy, has short straight horns. It does not look very stable at first, like my mind it's definining its final structure, I glimpse its head and the back in a square-ish shape before it becomes a goat-looking goat. I suspect it's due again from playing Minecraft. Hmmm... It has a bell below its neck, I remove it. Out of nowhere I pick up a book with brown leather cover. I browse some pages, it contains symbols I don't know, looking like a mix between runes and Japanese. After some pages I find the drawing of a Pentacle, I somehow recognize it's the spell I've used to summon the Demon few days ago, than find a drawing of a circle of mushrooms, I take note to look at the book again when I'll attempt the Fairies task. After some more pages, I find another pentacle with another different drawing and more runes, I know it's the right one. When I look at the goat, there is a pentacle on the ground close to it. I push it to move inside the pentacle, the book still open. I wish it to morph. A lion head appears to the right of the goat head. A snake body and head appears from the lower back. Dragon wings appear at the middle of its back. A lion tail appears (additional to goat's?) Well, it's definitely looking meaningless =D I think it will do. I put the book in an inner pocket of my jacket. I do not see how I can find a DC here around. Also, I do not wish it to attack innocent people. From the jacket internal pocket, I extract a plastic (?) egg (Minecraft again most likely), I open it like a box, and the Chimera jumps inside. Good. Then I open a "zip" portal mid-air, to a city, and walk through it. I am in a city looking very much like Chicago, light train above us. I walk around, looking for a dark alley, hoping to find some robber, which of course happens. There is a guy on the ground and a dark guy with a wallet in his hand. I take the egg and open it. The Chimera jumps out, and I mount it. I look around me, it's kinda freightening; the snake head is just behind my back, the lion head below me on the right side. I face the robber. The lion head emits a frosty breath, he becomes an ice statue. It assaults the guy with fore paws and bite, breaking the statue into small ice shards. I think that this is fun and I don't want to stop. I just need to find more bad guys. For some reason I think about D.Trum-p - actually I don't dislike him that much IWL, but at this time I don't really care He appears in front of me and the Chimera, in a timeless and spaceless environment. The Chimera extends its lion tail and stings him, releasing a cloud of thick green vapor around him; not yet happy, with a paw it removes all his hair, then set him aflame. He drops to the ground, contorting, then we throw the body in some nearby water. I want the Chimera to hit some really bad guy, and for some reason Hitler comes to my mind. He's in front of us, with an elegant gray suit. The Chimera is in bloodlust mode. It immediately assaults him with paws and bite, then sets him aflame, then keeps hitting him. I feel like very light and satisfied in doing this. After that, I dismount the Chimera, and let it into the egg again. I use open another "zip" portal to my tower. I remember I think that I love this way of moving around. I enter the tower, leave book and egg there. I am thinking about making an inventory of the items there. A yawn comes to my sleeping body, I experience it from a "spectator" perspective, quite interesting ! When the second yawn comes, I quickly check time, it's 6AM, roll to my side and return to sleep. DILD - Drive X-Wing into a Black Hole ~6AM, ~20min ND:I am playing LEGO with my son. I am looking for an L-shaped black part, I know it's there, I cannot find and start disassembling some Pirates' Island buildings. I find some similar parts, but not the one I am looking for. DILD:Realizing this is a dream, I just summon the part. However, I lost any interest in playing with LEGO. I turn around, there is a window, look outside, there is a nice garden with trees and flowers. I go out of the window. The Fairies TotY beckons, but I want to do something different, and think about the "Black hole / Wormhole" task I assigned in LD4All LC56 I need an airship. I find myself inside a big hangar, with lots of machinery, but no suitable vehicle. I turn into some corridors, and find another hangar, however it is used as garage. Lots of cars and few vans. I know the next hangar will be the good one. I take a door, there is another hangar, this time a sort of X-Wing fighter is parked there. Nice. I climb in the pilot seat, buckle up and start clicking random buttons in the cockpit. In front of me, the hangar door opens to a town street. The fighter gets inclined until its nose is pointing upwards, then I take off. Unfortunately no particular sensation. I am in the outer space. I look at my left side, there is the blue Earth below me. I move around, until I find a black circle "suspended" in space I see particles going towards it and disappear. I fly in front of it, keeping distance. Then I turn towards it, and point inside. As soon as I am inside, I see the cockpit and the structure of the airship become transparent and disappear, then my hands and arms disappear, too. I am bodyless, still conscious. I appear somewhere else Dream recall quickly fades, 6:30AM work alarm goes off.
I woke up in my room. It was completely dark all around. I left it and thought that this may be a dream. I made a nose plug RC and it succeeded. I was lucid. I thought "Lights on" and light turned on in most of rooms, however some of them remained dark. I recalled a ToTM basic task about igniting a house. I went to my kitchen and flied into a window, phasing outisde through the glass. It was early morning, still dark. I flied towards neighbor's house, trying to set it on fire mid-air with a gesture, but it didn't worked. I landed on the road and started rubbing my hands while focusing on some potted flowers. They instantly set ablaze. With more rubbing and focusing I set some trees around the house on fire and watched as it spread on the house. Then I moved along the road, trying to fly again but for some reason I couldn't do it. I recalled an advanced task with car lifting. There was another house with a garage. I phased through fence and it's walls and found an old Fiat 126p car. I lifted it up and phased back to the road. Then I placed it one the road and entered it, turned the engine on and drove. I drove along a completely ruined road with huge holes in it. I lost lucidity. I drove to my school, entered a classroom and sat by a table. Again I thought that this might be a dream and made the RC. I became lucid again. Teacher - a redhead woman in late forties asked me "What makes you think this might be unreal?" I didn't responded, instead I tried to phase out through the wall. I doubted that I might be able to do that and failed, then lost lucidity again. I found myself back in my home village. There was some big ceremony coming. I was wearing a black suit. I left my old school and moved to a bus stop. There was a huge bus, my friend went out of it and I greeted him.
Hi everyone! I had a creepy dream last night.. My mum was driving me home from work, and this person stalked us. They first caught sight of us when we stopped at the traffic lights. Then I could feel it was following after us. When we finally got home I remember feeling fright run through me. The figure was there, just beyond the window of our porch. He started to watch us in the house. He wasn't actually alive, he was a ghost who kept getting in the house just by slipping through the walls. I kept getting him out by chasing him back outside..! He was creepy..!
I was playing Fallen London, they had a big update that added a lot of premium content to all the areas of the game, and a major story that can be started in Mahogany Hall. I wanted to unlock all the content but it cost a king's ransom. Somehow I was able to do Mahogany Hall anyways, and I was on the track of some haunting mystery. I don't recall much, but at some point I was exploring a decrepit manor in side-scroller format. I ran into a man who claimed he owned this property, and he told me to leave under threat of violence.
I’m in a supermarket with my dad and my brother. We are all wearing a bag. I say to them to give me their bags so that they get in, after I say never mind lets enter with our bag. When we enter I watch the guard sitting down. In the supermarket we go different ways. I’m walking near the underwear section when I realize this is a dream. I run to the underwear and push them down. In front me there is a glass wall, I run toward it and instead of going through it, I break the glass and it fall everywhere(I can hear the sound of breaking glass). I’m out of the supermarket when the dream starts to fade, I remember that I must spin around. So I start to spin around but only my head turn but my body doesn’t follow and I woke up
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Tonight I was dreaming about flying a plane and dropping "missiles" on the ground. I observed the land and it was hazy as small explosions took up. I remember wondering in a dream what would happen if i dropped a massive Tsar bomb (nuclear weapon I watched a documentary on about a month ago) I then woke up and did a WBTB went to the restroom. Second dream was a little bit more clear as I went to the balcony of my old apartment in which i lived long time ago in Rostov, Russia. I remember stepping out outside with my wife to the balcony and noticing the stars (DREAM SIGN) I also remember that the balcony stretching out indefinitely which was another dream sign. I also remember looking to my right and noticing that about 20 feet away from me was a black person with dreadlocks but i could not really see him really well and he was smocking a cigarette. I remember my wife swinging on the balcony back and worth as I tried to look at the stars and the forrest near us. The dream then ended. Before bed I drank a herbal nighttime tea took relax all supplement with 600 mg of alpha GPC in a few days I will take 600 MG alpha GPC, 8 mg Galantamine and Valerian extract as it helped me get lucid and not stay awake.
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