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I had about 10min long LD this night and I even had some control.

I cant remember how it started, but I think it was an FA. I flew try a window (kept my eyes closed) and fell to my yard. I saw my grandparents dog near my fence, barking to some other dogs across the street. I flew over the fence and noticed it was night. I decided to try to change it to day and closed my eyes thinking "when I open my eyes it will be day". It didnt quite work, so I tried to just shout "DAY!" and this time it worked (I even said "thank you" for some reason). I started flying over an road on top of some cars (when I say "fly" its more like "floating on the same height as a normal cars roof is"). I came to an door and opened it. On the other side there was some sort of arcade (with 2 games). The boy playing with the other game asked me to do something because he was in the top 10 (eight if I remember right). When I had done it everyone else disappeared and the lights went off. I shouted "LIGHTS!" and they came back on. I started to look for exit and found it, but there was a pile of burning carbage, or something, blocking the way. I pointed at the pile and said "disappear!" and it vanished in front of my eyes. I walked outside and saw, that I was in some city. I also saw my sister, cousin and grandmother there. Something made me lose lucidity for about 20 seconds, but after that I started to look at the buildings. In front of me there was about 6 storey high apartment. I flew up to look in from some windows and tried to open a door, but it when I opened it, it was a refrigerator, not a front door (weird). I walked behind the building and it was completely different. It was more like a countryside village where there were many small shops. But i couldnt explore more, because my dream started to fade and I woke up

I am in bed, it's not my waterbed, so I know I'm dreaming. I open my eyes and see the curtains around my bed, so I even know which Hogwarts I'm at. I find my trunk at the foot of my bed, so I'm able to dress before I get out of bed. Things are going according to schedule, just like most of the other days I have spent at the Hogwarts where I am a student… I go down to the great hall, eat breakfast, then I head for classes. It is during the lunch break that things get a bit odd, the first thing I notice is Harry and Hermione huddled together talking about something urgent. I get closer and I hear they are talking about Ron, Harry is holding a piece of parchment in his one hand and is repeatedly referencing it. I figure it won't look odd for a Slytherin to be rude, so I go over and snatch the paper right out of Harry's hand, he turns around with a surprised, "Hey!" I scan the parchment quickly, it says Harry is to come alone to the old Riddle house and trade himself for Ron or they will send Ron back to Hogwarts… piece by piece. It says Harry has 24 hours to show up at the Riddle house, or he would be receiving an owl soon, and that owl would be carrying one of Ron's fingers. "These people are sure sick fucks, aren't they?" I comment. I hand the parchment back to Harry and walk away, leaving both of them confused. As I am leaving, however, I tell Harry not to do anything, Ron will be back before the end of class today. Harry is still trying to ask questions, but I hurry through the halls to get somewhere no one will see me.

I get out of the castle, then I am thinking of the best way to get into the Riddle house and come back with Ron. Well, why not give them what they want? And then make them sorry they did… I transform into Harry Potter and summon a Firebolt broom, then I take to the sky and head for where I feel the Riddle house is. I get bored flying like that, so I open a portal to get much closer. I fly over to the house on my broom, coming in for a landing in front of the house, right out in the open, so they would think they had gotten their way. A couple death eaters come out the front, so I demand they release Ron immediately. They say not so fast, they say they will take me to him. We enter a room that looks like a cellar, though the way they have it set up, it is more of a dungeon or a torture chamber. Ron is chained to a table, none other than Bellatrix Lestrange is standing over him… I blurt out that she's supposed to be in Azkaban, she sneers at me and said she obviously escaped, Lucius isn't the only one with powerful friends to help him escape Azkaban… she then mutters a couple of expletives regarding the little bitch who left her in Azkaban… I tell them to release Ron immediately, Bellatrix says she doesn't think so, she'd love to see his parents' faces when they start receiving pieces of their precious son. Ron says I shouldn't have come, but of course he thinks I am Harry. I tell Bellatrix I will give her one more chance to release Ron before I take her and leave her someplace that makes Azkaban look like a relaxing vacation getaway. She looks at me as most people look down at a small child boasting of abilities they don't have. I tell her I am being completely serious. She says I should fuck off, she'd kill me herself, but the Dark Lord wants that pleasure. I ask her if Voldemort has her check his colon while she has her face up his ass. She says I just cost Ron one of his fingers and moves towards Ron.

I figure it's time for a nice show, I focus on the song Prayer by Disturbed, like I did when giving a nightmare previously, but instead of transporting Bellatrix to another location, I blend it with Master of Puppets to make it entirely a mental nightmare… "You don't believe I can send you to your own personal hell?" I ask, "Another nightmare about to come true will manifest right now, bring to life everything that you fear…" She doesn't seem to be paying any attention to me anymore, she is beside Ron, who I think might have soiled himself, she moves to carry out her threat, to cut him, but then she stops short. She stars at Ron with a look of shocked amazement, asks how he is doing that… how is he doing what? She takes a couple steps back, and then screams, I wonder what nightmare she is now witnessing? Whatever it is, I know it is her worst fear… She backs away frantically, trips over something on the floor, and falls on her ass. One of the other death eaters asks if she is ok, she looks at him and tells him to stay away from her, stay back! The two death eaters are looking at each other, clearly perplexed. Bellatrix is still holding the knife she was going to cut Ron with, now she threatens the other two death eaters with it… she pulls out her wand and threatens them with that, too. She is babbling incoherently… While the death eaters are occupied with her, I go over and free Ron. Ron is asking me what is going on with Bellatrix, I tell him she is having a really nasty nightmare, Ron says she is awake, I say that doesn't matter with a nightmare this intense… now let's get out of here. One of the death eaters looks like he is going to try to stop us, but Bellatrix cries out as he approaches us… "NOOOOO!!! I won't let you betray me!!!" then she runs up behind him and stabs him in the back with her large knife. He falls over, she continues to stab him over and over and over again, laughing like a maniac. The other death eater tries to use a stun spell on her, she sluffs it off and charges him with the knife, covered in blood, he ends up using a death curse on her, at which point she drops dead.

I am already at the exit with Ron, the death eater is still in shock from Bellatrix's behavior, and so is Ron… he keeps repeating, "Bloody hell… bloody hell…" over and over again, I tell him we have to go now and I lead him to the exit, up and out of the Riddle house. I hand Ron the Firebolt I used to get there on, he asks what I will use, so I summon a second Firebolt, I'll use this one, of course! We take to the sky before the one remaining death eater down there even becomes visible at the door to the Riddle house. Ok, well now I am in the air and away from the Riddle house, and I don't really care if Ron sees what I can do, so I change form back into Raven Knight. Bad choice, Ron almost falls off of his broom, I reach out and steady him, I remark I thought he knew how to fly a broom. He responds with yet another repetition of, "Bloody hell!" I say that is getting rather redundant. You have made it abundantly clear that Hell is, indeed, a bloody place. Ron finally stops repeating himself, but that doesn't mean there is much of an improvement in his speech… "Why did you… how did you… why would you… but you're from… that means…" I tell him if he manages a complete sentence I might actually understand him. He finally settles on asking how I did that, I tell him it's a simple shape shifting spell I learned elsewhere. He asks why I helped him… I ask why not? If he thinks what house we're in at Hogwarts makes a difference, then he has a lot to learn. I stun him back into silence by opening a portal back to the Hogwarts area. I find Harry and Hermione, out in the grounds now, still debating what they should do about Ron when we land there, I indicate Ron, and announce not only did I get him back by the end of class, he is back by the end of lunch! Now top that! I leave the three of them there, heading off back into the castle.

Plans: No plans, but to remember something, unlike last night. The idea of dictating my dream notes, and maybe even whole dreams, is an epic fail as of now. Back to the iPod notes, if no success, back to pencil and paper to switch things up.

I wake up in bed at Hogwarts. I notice this right away since I'm not my waterbed. I roll over lazily, I really don't want to get up yet, but I feel I'm going to have to do just that. I let out a sigh and sit up in bed, I think I already know where I am, so I look for the trunk at the foot of the bed which usually contains my clothes. The trunk isn't there, and neither is the curtain around my bed. I am also alone in the room, there aren't any other beds, it is clear I have this room to myself. It takes me a couple minutes, but then I realize I'm not a student at this Hogwarts... I'm a teacher. I get out of bed and dress before heading out of my bedroom and into an office. I go from the office into a classroom, this is where I have to wait for students. I look at a book on my desk, a book entitled "Out of the Darkness" by Raven Knight. I'm sure I never actually wrote that book, but it is there. I look in the book and I see the next spell to be taught is Whiplash, which can reflect any spell back at its caster. A very useful spell. Usually I start with this one, but somehow I got distracted onto other spells this time. I haven't waited long before students start coming inside, I watch them enter and take their seats, some of them are acting particularly immature, those someones are Draco, Crabb, Goyle, Harry, and Ron. They finally take their seats so class can begin. I show them the spell Whiplash, we practice it, but nothing unusual happens. I finish teaching the other classes without incident, too.

Not dream Non lucid Lucid
4:30-10:00 PM
While trying to do a MILD during a nap, I successfully slipped from half-wake to dream state. First accidental WILD. I was relaxing and had a hypnagogic hallucination that I was hovering just above my bed. Then a dream scene enveloped me and I was instantly lucid without dreamsigns/RC's. Little to no rush. I was in a small dark beige-colored room with a door in front of me. It lasted 5 seconds before I turned to face another wall and slowly realized the wall was my bedroom ceiling.

Reading web news about Syn making a choice to leave A7X. "My Quit or ??? Departure". Talking about them moving base between 2 cities and Syn's difficulty with that.

1:00-4:00 AM
I learned about stabilization on DVChat and vowed to try it in my next LD.

4:00 AM - 10:00 AM
Longest LD I've ever had to date - felt like around an hour. I don't remember much of the plot, only fragments of the whole dream, which I'm sure is 1 dream. I got lucid in a walled area, but forgot how (no RC's or dreamsigns, and no rush.) When I became lucid, I realized I had to stabilize and maniacally touched the walls and floor. It worked! The dream felt stable. I spun around to make sure the dream lasted and it did. (I went on touching floors and walls in the rest of the dream to prolong it. At one point I remember yelling "Stabiliiiiize~~!!" when I reached an indoor room and started pawing the walls.) I left the building into an open field and started successfully doing control. I made the ground turquoise and the clouds red. (Though I thought "sky: red", only the clouds turned red.) I did many more color changes that I can't remember. Most amazingly though was telekinesis. I could make small objects rise with mind command, and with what I now call a "finger flick" (a flick of my left index), make them fly in the pointed direction.
Next bits are bits and pieces of what I did in the dream in no plot order.
- I succeeded summoning Gates! I was in a computer lab of some sort and used passive control. I believed and knew he was sitting in the row behind me. I turned and there he was. (In the attire of the purple lazer pic) I went to him and tried to think of a good opening line, and told him I was looking for someone named Synyster Gates. Crafty bitch pointed to a midget bent old lady and said she was Synyster Gates. I had no idea what to say. He took me to her and we were brought out of the room. I later brought her back but Gates was gone.

-A game show where people had some cards in front of them. I turned invisible and used telekinesis and the finger flick to chuck the cards around.

-I teleported myself backstage to an A7X concert.

-I showed off telekinesis/finger-flick skills to Wong Lee and others. Victoria wasn't too impressed. I remember walking on an expansive field and walking onto a construction site on a gigantic red squishy tomato where Ivy was working. I left and worried if I should wake up, since I thought I was asleep at school during lunchtime and was probably missing some classes. But I thought it would be a waste, so I spun and continued. Victoria came over and I told her I was in a dream and showed telekinesis (failed on large objects, succeeded on small). She asked me about the major project and I said "Later" but felt bad for procrastinating. I went into an apartment bottom with her and used the finger flick to make a fan on the ceiling spin so quickly it lighted up. Lotty was there too and warned that it was releasing sparks. While exclaiming, I got hit with the falling sparks - it stung.

-A domestic helper I didn't recognize talked about a new bra. My mom told me she'd bought a new pushup. I used passive control to make my boobs bigger and wore the new grey pushup.

Wake.

Notes:
Longest, best-control LD to date (b/c of stabilization techniques). First attempt at and success at stabilization.
Dream accomplishments: Stabilization, significant passive control, summoning person, large-scale color change, telekinesis.

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Journalizing has helped me make my dream world much more active and helped me get closer to a reoccurring short haired girl but with an unintended consequence, the power of intention. I have been thinking of the short haired girl a lot in order to pull her into me dreams more but this has also brought girls like her into my life. Usually I see maybe one short haired girl a month today I saw 4 and they were in my face too and that's not counting the blond with short hair that kept walking in front of me!


Dream 1: Telekinesis
Nonlucid
We were sitting at tables like those in a high school classroom and this guy, a table away, wanted me to pass a folded piece of paper to the girl between us. She was facing away from him. He held it up for me to reach way over and get but I realized this was not the waking world and focused to use my telekinesis (TK) and raised my hand to better focus my TK for the small movements that would be needed. Then he looked at me like “Well? Take it!” I used the TK to lift it out of his hand and into hers. He was shocked and his hand just stayed like he still had the paper note in it while he hung his mouth open in awe. The girl was like “what’s this?”

Dream 2: Remember this?
nonlucid
I was in my old job hating it.
Upon waking I realized that all the things in the dream I had forgotten while I am transitioning between careers. Now I remember all of the things that lead me to change careers in the first place! Thanks dream world!

I am playing basketball, but the ball is one used for dodge ball. I think nothing of this because it still bounces and can be used to toss into a net. Mr. C is playing on my team. There are way too many people playing. We almost always have the ball, rather, I almost always have the ball. It seems to be deflating, and sticking to my hand! It is getting annoying. I am about to toss the ball to Mr. C when I wake up.

There are some dreams just too weird to share. Sorry.

I was driving my car and my brakes, even my emergency brake was broken. The sky was dark but everything was perfectly lit. My brother, cousin, and a girl with brown hair, pretty face, and skinny body was there. I was trying to impress the girl. I went to pick her up but I couldn't stop my car. It looked like I was in an apartment parking area. I went through some fences and ended up in a skate park. There was no one there but me and my car. I went down some ramps and up them. I finally coasted to a parking spot where I got out and said a few words to the girl. Then I faintly remembering going to a party with my brother. I had a brown bottle of alcohol. It had a skinny mouth piece but then the base was wide with a black label.

Terminator

I'm with a bunch of people in a strange parking lot or something. We are in a war or something and waiting for enemies to arrive. One guy starts throwing lots of grenades.. and i mean lots. then the enemies show up and walk through the grenades, but none go off. I get scared and start running. I can see The Terminator.... Arnold skin and all. with sunglasses and shotgun... wtf



Weirdness

I'm in some weird place with a bunch of people. I see Thelma there... but then Thelma is now oneof her daughters. I keep on trying to tell her something about dreams, but she's ignoring me. It's really vivid and I'm surprised the dream talk doesn't make me lucid.

I see Some girl there. She has blond hair... but not natural color... dyed hair, round face. I mouth something to her without speaking loudly, and she responds to me by saying something. I'm surprised she can pick up on my words. I hen barely mouth a few words. she doesn't hear. I clearly announciate in my lips what I want to say without using my voice. She turns around and speaks to me in a loud an clear voice responding to my inaudible question. I am transfixed by her.

I go by a table twhere there is a pleasant man. Someone walks by and tells me that she thought he was a bad guy until he gave her a ride to this place safely. I talk to the man and notice he has short and curled rainbow colored hair. It looks weird.

Saim

Saim is by a river and she id crying. I can sense Asuka is merged with her. Saim wants to cross the water even though there are stepping stones across the river. I ask her if I can help... she protests saying she doesn't deserve it. i can see asuka in her rolling her eyes at this. I insist on helping. As if it's normal i put my right arm around her waist, and sheputs her left hand in my left hand... it's like a weird dance position I have nerver tried but yet i know it. but we don't dance. She resists at first but then seems to enjoy the sensation of my arm around her. I feel a very warm and loving energy come from her... it's so deep that i can't describe it. anyway I guide her across the stepping stones in this position, and we cross the river.

now we are at another river with more stepping stones. Saim seems more sure of herself that i don't have to hold her tightly. We cross the next river separate and now we are racing eachother across. The warm feeling is not lost, when we cross... she smiles at me.

Had a Lucid dream, it was pretty short unfortunately. It was super cool, I did a reality check in my dream, something I hadn't done before. So I was walking thought a door and thought I should check my clock. I checked and it read 10:09, then before I could look away it turned to 10:10, I looked away and back at it, read 10:09 again, looked away and looked back, read 2:00. I did this a few times and realized I was dreaming, but it fizzled out right away. This happened very early in the night.

I had another few dreams I believe that centered around the previous dream, one I remember was I was in my cousins basement talking with my brothers, I explained how I looked at my clock and stuff pretty much how I wrote it above.

I had a dream where I walked outside, I looked up at the skyscrapers and realized I was in New York

Woo! Completed part of the task of the year

I was lying in my bed in my room trying to DEILD and was trying to lay still. I had woken up several times after falling back asleep. I finally said screw it and just did a random RC. It worked! I couild breathe through my nose and was lucid! I though of what to do for a minute and remembered some of the task of the year things. I decided to do the one where tou tap Dorothy's slippers and see what happens. I got up and thought to myself that when i wlak through the door i will be in the Wizard of Oz movie. I walked through and i was in the wizards castle!

Dorothy and all the other characters (lion, tin man, and scarecrow) had just walked in and were being scammed by the "wizard" I walked up to them and told them what was going on, and they all started crying for some reason. I guess they were sad . I walked over and just picked up Dorothy's shoes and put them on. They were tiny though and my feet could barely fit in them. I started to tap them and on the third time I woke up... WTH! Damn slippers....

Oh well, got part of it done

Drank a fair amount last night so poor recall. I had some vague recollection of a dream at the very end of the night. I'm straining now to bring up just one detail but alas I just can't.

I predict a good weekend.

For some reason I thought the house at the top of our street had stolen our dog (Bit of a recurring dream). So I jumped their fence and brought the dog back to our house.

Later on I was at a Australian National Basketball League game when a small fire lit on the roof. I thought this was my fault for stealing the dog. For some reason, Gold Coast Blaze player, Daryl Hudson asked for his lighter, as that would put it out apparently.

So later on I was with my Mum and she was questioning me about the dog. I told her I did take it because they stole it from us. She said that we got $150 for it and was very happy. This made me really annoyed.
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I had organised to go to the beach with my friend, so I was with my Mum picking him up. When we got to his house I realised it was the wrong day. My Mum went to get him not believing me but I told her again, so we got back in the car and left.
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Later on we went back to the same house, on the right day, this time just to hang out. The people there were me, my friend (Friend #1), my sister, her friend, my mum, my mates mum and another of my mate (Friend #2).

So me and Friend #1 began playing basketball on a ring at the front of his house. Friend #2 was just sunbaking in the backyard. So after a while my friend went back inside and I just walked around the front yard wondering what to do. After a while I heard Friend #1's mum saying me and Friend #1 could go in the pool. I thought it was a great idea but realised my shorts were very loose and couldn't be tightened, so they would probably fall off. I went back inside, in hope of going in the pool. My mum and Friend #1's Mum were in the backyard talking. Friend #2 was still sunbaking, and someone made a comment about that which gave him a fake smile, then going back to sunbaking. Friend #1's mum asked me if Friend #1 had told me about an ex teacher at our school insulting the principal. Somehow I actually remembered him telling me and told his mum that it was funny.
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Teacher's Pest



I sat in one my professor's class, a class that is based on poetry. Everything was the same, as usual, except that all the desks were a lot smaller than university tables, and were tiny, elementary school desks. I was my normal, large, adult size, complete with facial hair and a smile.

My teacher, on the other hand was very upset, and increasingly annoyed by my "antics" which were nothing more than making a joke here and there, and getting the class off topic.

Sleep Paralysis Wormhole


Originally Occurred - February 2003
So I wasn’t quite sure what to make of all this. I had quite an interesting experience. When I was in bed, I felt that I was astral projecting, and it felt more extreme than it ever has... However it makes more sense that I was LDing, I think my mind was just playing tricks on me, because the landscape seemed much more to me like a lucid dream… just the most amazing lucid dream ever (Because I had such an aware state of consciousness)

I had the notion I was astral projecting because of the incredible energy buzzing sensation that I was having, and it wasn’t something I had felt in my dreams before. I was light as a feather, and I was floating around my room… although I forgot to try and look at my bed to see if I was still laying there.

Anyway my level of consciousness was bizarre, because I was so AWARE… and anything I would think about would happen. Anything I was afraid of, or thought about, manifested. Like I felt a loose tooth, and got worried that my teeth would fall out, and they did. I could reverse the process by tricking my mind into being worried that my teeth would go back into my mouth, and suddenly voila! And for some reason, the thought of vomiting just crossed my head, I wasn’t feeling sick, or anything, but just the idea of throwing up came to me, and immediately I did, all over my floor. I knew that things were totally off, because when I’d look down, there was no vomit or teeth on the floor at all.

So I did some tests to see what realm I was in. I plugged my nose, and found I could still breathe, and that time was irrelevant to any of the machines that ‘produced’ it (CLOCKS, bitches!) and I even tried experimenting with the physicality of things, which was basically a fucking illusion, because I could put my hands, arms, and my whole body through walls like butter. So the more I reflect the more I feel it was a lucid dream, that I may have just interpreted as astral projection, or an Out of Body Experience. So I decided to have some fun, and jumped through the wall and made my way a few houses down to this house of hot girls, who happened to be having a party. And the only thing that kept giving me the impression I was astral projecting, over lucid dreaming at this point, was the fact that nobody could see me, or feel me…

but it went both ways because as I was trying to cop a feel on this girl Molly, my hands would just go THROUGH her tits, which weirded me out. Then I realized, I should move my intent from perversion to something a little more constructive. So I focused my energy on bringing a friend to me, and it worked! My best friend showed up, and god… I focused all my energy to try and make him lucid in my dream too so that we could co-create… but I couldn’t break through to him… I might have just gotten over-excited, and bit off more than I could chew.

This was one of first of the most conscious control of this ‘dream’ . If there was an object I wanted, or a place I wanted to go, all I had to do was basically turn around and EXPECT it to be there, and it was. And when I was outside trying my movements, I would imagine that instead of running, I was on a conveyor belt that just took me to places, and my FUCKING GOD…. That thing was the most intense thing I’ve ever been on in my life. It was like a goddamn ROCKET-SHIP. I felt the buzzing energy the faster and faster I traveled on the conveyor belt to my friend’s house. It was awesome, amazing, and beautiful, and I had to share it.