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6/28/2011
A rundown shack with a convenience store nearby. There is some kind of secret history. A baby the size of a couple of fingers is growing in a butter dish.

I am at my old house. I find some sort of secret space behind a broken mirror, but my flashlight isn't bright enough to explore it, so I leave, intending to come back later. I do my hair or something.

I'm in the backyard now. It's raining very heavily. There is a garden with spots for many things, but only a single cabbage and a couple other things are growing there. I am given a sheep named Jeanie. There is some sort of emergency. I call for Jeanie to come, but she won't, so I go inside without her.

In the kitchen, my brother M is explaining about our defenses, such as not having the kitchen blinds closed the wrong way so we can't see. Brigands break in. I fumble around desperately for a blade. I find a long, skinny blade with a too-small blue handle on my dresser. I clumsily block a couple of attacks by a brigand with my awkward sword and retreat into the back room. I close the door and open it again only to see Draco Malfoy attacking. I somehow manage to partially close the door at the right time so that he stabs the door instead of me and gets his sword stuck. I stab him in the shoulder. I am very proud of myself.

6/27/2011
I am at some sort of outdoor eatery. I am a secret agent or spy or something. There is a monastery and bones of a large animal or dinosaur. I? we? are resisting some sort of evil force in the city.

I am working for/with a king. I make a knife/dagger that has a bone handle with a sapphire in it.

I am in the dungeon or sewer underneath the palace/castle. I find some sort of portal to another dimension and go through it. I talked with many of the people there. On my way back out, I am in a strange chamber. It is flooding with lava or water. I find a strange statue and sit on it. I get some sort of hoverboard and use it to escape.

There is a usurper, protected by strange technology (a force field). We fight.

6/26/2011
I am at a boarding school. Chris (a friend I haven't seen in a couple years) is there. He and I have some sort of argument but remain friends.

It is winter and snowy. We are having dinner at a special house. There are chocolate peanut butter cups. A girl there wants to get back at a guy in chem class, for some reason. She bakes a cake that gives unusual confidence.

Chris and I are at my room. I try to find the dishes I need to return to the house and to remember what dish I left there.

There is a large lake, and a metal bridge with hand rails goes over it. The weather is very stormy, and the bridge is constantly swaying. Chris and I try to cross, but we reach a place where the bridge turns into just a pipe with a couple ropes to hold for support. There is a wide, circular area in the bridge just before it turns into a pipe. There are two thick vertical poles blocking access to the pipe. I can't fit through them and going around would risk a fall. I stop Chris from doing something reckless, and we give up and go back.

We eat some of that confidence giving cake from earlier. It is intoxicating. We head back to the lake, but it's a trick. There's a demon swimming in the water below. I don't ever get a clear view of it, but it has tentacles, and I know it's deadly. The witches are trying to trick us into falling in. They get paid if they lure people into the lake. The demon offers sacrifices to some sort of god. The cake is witch magic as well, but the girl who made that isn't in on this scheme. I had let Chris go on ahead without me earlier, and I hurry and catch up to him in time to warn him about the lake. We fight the witches. I find a jar of stored trinket/spell things. I throw handfuls of them at the witch, but only succeed in making her fly. I dump the rest of the trinket spell thingies in the lake, thus ruining all the hard work they put into making them.

We head back to the dorms, which are more like a ski lodge than actual dorms. There are theaters in the dorms, and I get lost in them on my way back. I find my way to the house of the vaguely parental character, who is male and has long blond hair. I throw some residual witch-stuff out a window. The parental-type character takes pictures of me in a photo shoot sort of manner. I suddenly realize I am naked* and try to hide it.

Out of order bits: Chris has my walkman and I have the headphones. I run off, but he doesn't let go of the walkman, so I just have the headphones. I return later and demand he give me the walkman and candy back. He does, but is offended. I vaguely remember being in some sort of tech store at some point.

* I don't mean literally naked, but that is the closest I can approximate what I mean without going into a bunch of details that I don't want to go into right now.

Delted

6/25/2011
Dream written later in the day as part of a waking journal entry.

I am in a labyrinth, standing on the edge of a chasm that I never look at. There are several doors to open. There were others there, a team, but I don't remember anything about them. At first I just tried to open each door, without going through. Each door had a trick. One door had a giant horned guardian beast with a half deformed head. We tricked it into falling into the chasm because it could not stop quickly enough. I don't remember the tricks for the other doors.

I pick one of the doors and go through it. I have in mind to explore the way I usually explore the map in an rpg- I go down every single passageway just to see where it goes, and I backtrack to find all the paths I haven't taken yet. It doesn't really work that well in a dream, since places don't always stay in the same, er, place.

The rest is pretty fuzzy. I remember a house, a shopping mall, buying some bread, a service elevator, and how very confusing the passageways are.

Just got back from the beach in Mexico. I had previously had a dream in which a shark turned into a young woman, pearl diver and at nearly the same time Auron had a similar dream.

While we were at the beach my friend Michael, who was fishing with me in my dream, had this dream: We were in the house at the beach and there was a man there who had a very odd facial feature. His nose ridge extended all the way to the top of his head. He launched himself thru the air and transformed into a sting ray and stuck himself to the wall.

btwi know this isn't an actual dream journal but I just have to do something about these expierences I've had

So the first dream I had, I was in my school and I was collecting something for a teacher (like notes or something) and then I walked out of the school office. Then I ran into a girl I knew (who strangely should of been in college, not my high school).

NOW TO THE IMPORTANT PART. Then I wanted to sit down or something and I was told I couldn't. It was a little annoying. So I walked outside and I saw like a tiger or something (though I like to think of it as a wolf). He felt familiar. Then he told me "You can sit down out here". It took a second for me to understand what he was saying, but then I understood and I laughed and was surprised he could hear me.

Then I woke up.

Now what was just SO F**KING AWESOME was the lasting emotion I felt from what the wolf/tiger said. I don't know how to describe it. It was like rebellion type emotion or something. Its the feeling you get when something just feels SO, FREAKING, COOL, that you can't stop thinking about it? Yea.

And the other dream was about last night. These two guys who sit behind me I. My Spanish class, I had a dream they both had aids, and it seemed like it wasn't news, and that it was common knowledge. They had gotten it by being exposed to blood while helping a person who was injured or something (or I might of told myself this happened after I woke, I can't remember for sure...).

It was such a weird dream but it has been creating all sorts of feelings in my head all day, emotions I also can not describe well.

I would love to creatively express these things, but I don't really know how to do it other than through music and lyrics (which I am hesitant of, as I feel it would not do these dreams justice). Plus, I feel this would be best for some sort of short writing, but I can not write too well, and me writing would not turn out well. Also I'm not an artist, and besides that's definitely not a medium I would want for this.

Somebody please say something.
Wow I really needed to say this... xD

11/10/11
First new journal (DJ Restart)
Very vague, simply remembered me and Olivia hugging and cuddling together in the front seat of a school bus, left side. (no other details whatsoever.

11/11/11
Best dream of my life (no joke it was on 11/11/11)
Semi Lucid:
First dream:
Started in the setting of my Outward Bound trip to Colorado, in a glacier melt lake(similar to lakes I saw on my trip but not an exact one) I jumped into the water for fun and it wasn't cold and it didn't have feeling. I vaguely remember it suspending me a little like jello. At this point I was semi-lucid(still not in control mostly passive watching what my brain wanted to do) and decided to climb up the mountain nearby above the lake. The climb up changed slightly towards the floating mountains of Pandora mixed with base jumping cliffs in Europe.
When I got to the top I think I was para-sailing for sometime between 3-6 hours, before landing on the coast of a (large) island shore, next to an elementary school. When I looked inland I saw skyscrapers that reminded me of Inception mixed with modern day New York.The city was approx. 10-15-20 miles away, it might have constantly been changing distance, my depth perception wasn't perfect. So I guess I rounded up some people to safari with me up there, we passed the mountains again probably 2 minutes later(or I teleported back to the top) but instead of going down on the other side of the mountains it continued slowly uphill with semi-thick trees. Eventually(after following a river riddled with waterfalls) we reached a bridge and we crossed it. It probably wasn't more than 30-50 feet across the river. Once on the other side there were stone steps leading up to a spa where there was either 1 or 2 guys that I said "We're gonna (come back and) be the king of everything (and all of this)"(inside these was what I was thinking not saying aloud or was questionable whether or not it happened) and then almost got in a fight but I think I used my brain to will them not to fight. Then we got to the city and there was something going on, like a wedding pre-party thing but it was in no way generic. All I remember is tossing a ping pong ball from 2 stories up and made it in a jug some girl was carrying without looking. Then I tried to explain (Idk to whom, maybe my conscious mind?) that someone broke their wrist because there were girls (some looked like bridesmaids) jumping off of a 15 foot or so playground/playplace then climbing back up. The play ground changed back and forth in between a playground and a (10+ story) sky scraper. At one time when I climbed a ladder up to the 2nd story of the skyscraper, there was a flatscreen on the glass next to the ladder(outside surface of the building) on which someone tried to refine my task of what I was searching for, for me. But I soon forgot that and proceeded to turn the dream into a mix of GTA4/GTA5/real life/ and the movie "Authur". I bought a cargo ship(as a rich spoiled kid), and was driving it through the harbor of what seemed to be the graphics of GTA 4. Then someone in a harbor crane (the voice of the nanny from "Arthur" tried to pick up my cargo ship, and I used a corrosive cannon/weapon on the ship to melt the bridge on which the crane used to move across the harbor(kind of like train tracks). I think that was the end of that dream.
Dream 2(kind of a fragment):
Me and the cross country guys on my team (I physically saw the form of at least 5 of them and felt the others' presence, including one Italian exchange student who doesn't even run at all but is in my AP PHYS with me) were running north on A1A, the north-south highway that runs up the east coast, and probably went about 20 miles in around 5 minutes.
Then I woke up.

Since I haven't been having the best motivation or recall lately I've decided to post some dream goals.
1.Create characters and meet them in my lucid dream
2.Create a lucid world or home
3.Speak to my subconcious
4.Use the power of the force
5.Fly
Not in the order of priority

I forgot to make notes of this dream so I only remember a very tiny bit of it. This dream was very powerful and emotional for me.

I was in my bed with a girl and we were both naked and awake. While still in bed, I sang a song which contained the whole story of my life and after that she had just begun to do the same, and poom, I woke up...
The atmosphere of this dream was incredibly beautiful and I have thought about it all day.
The girl that was in bed with me in the dream was one of my greatest loves, and I miss her.

Thanks for reading.

I remember something about going into my basement, but for some reason the basement spanned several rooms, but the doors were sealed off. I was with some other guy who had a circular saw who cut through the doors (the doors were wooden, with like planks nailed onto them so they couldn't be opened). We continued on through the rooms, going through like 5 or 6, each being about 20x20x8 feet. In the final room, I remember the door inside it not being sealed and I went to look at what was through it and it turned out that it was connected to a gymnasium thing. I remember saying something like,
"Oh, so the basement connects to the Academy?"
and then going back through the door and waking up.
I'm pretty excited about this dream because I think I found the Dream World Academy (which is one of my goals), though without being lucid. Neat.

Today I started taking B-100 complex with 100 mg of B1, B2, B3, B5, B6, and 100mcg B12 and B7.

I had three really long, really detailed and somewhat more vivid dreams. But didn't come even close to an LD. Dreams were so detailed, that I didn't even write down everything, because I felt like I could go writing forever.

Took B-complex around 2pm.
Went to bed at 10:30pm, woke up at 3am from dream #1. Went BTB at 3:40.

Dream 1.
I'm in Slovakia, talking to a friend somewhere outdoors, like in a field. There is more people around us, probably classmates. Teacher is telling us, that next day we are going by bus to either recite or sing for someone. We are at this time pioneers (in communist countries, these were kids in uniforms with red bandanas in shape of a triangle tied around necks). Our act should help to do or prevent something much bigger that is suppose to happen in Europe. I see a map of Europe, with some tall, skinny, black structures, that have something to do with energy. They need 1500 of us.

On a trip - we are on a field and we watch an old man flying by on his bicycle with wings. Looks like its a routine for him, he is commuting home from work. I have a feeling we are seeing future. Then, three more people fly higher up. I yell "Good luck" in English to a girl with purple hair.

- in a large building, like the Jedi Temple in Star Wars battlefront 2. I see couple of men of importance on top of stairs talking about some scheme, how stuff is not what it seems and I get a bad feeling, it's against us.

-I'm standing with a friend in a different building, next to the window. Walls are light green and white. We are on a 2 or 3 floor. Waiting for something. Somebody walks by and tells us, that the thing we wanted to do, we have to do it now. I know he is talking about escape. I grab my friend by shoulder and we ran. There will be like three "stages" we have to exit from to get out. I usually have good feeling and fun and I enjoy being chased, but not this time. There is something ominous about this place.

First "stage".
We have to get out of a rocky courtyard, that's in a back of a building.

Second "stage".
Mental institution. We get cornered by employees in white, it's the same building as the one where we were waiting by the window, light green walls and white tiles on the walls, chrome instruments. There is a black lady, I feel like I know her, either a classmate or an actress IRL. We cry to her, telling they will kill us if she doesn't let us go. She doesn't want to, but finally opens a door by pushing a button on an instrument panel. It's almost too late. We ran cautiously through corridors, trying to avoid a group of people, look like monks, that are walking in formation somewhere in corridors and they scare a living daylight out of me. We almost run into them but friend of mine notices them and we change direction.

"Stage" three.
Looks like a mining facility in Red Faction video game, especially the part, where the mining carts or a conveyor belt is up in the air transporting ore. We see one woman in white t-shirt on this broken up conveyor belt, trying to escape. Suddenly one cart turns on it's axes and she falls to her death. I feel like we are shown this as a warning.

Dream 2. Woke up from it at 5:33am.
I woke up after this dream but felt like I'll remember it when I wake up, so I didn;t write it down at night. I repeated some keywords to myself.

I'm in a room, like a modern tavern. Feels like I'm in a future or on another planet, some kind of a mining facility. This is a rec room for workers. There is a girl playing a game that looks like wheel on Price is Right on IRL TV. She spins and twice she gets a Ten and another Ten (in English).

Then I see in same fashion as Price is Right, big wheel with each "window" representing a dream. There is a picture and a title for a dream. I pick "Adventures of oil driller". I can read the title. It's in English.

Immediately I'm a patrol men in jeep at night in a city. Looks like a city I grow up in. Couple streets from us is someone disturbing peace. We pursue them. It's a group of kids on bicycles. We decide to arrest the ones in red shirts, because we could not arrest all of them. When we get there, most of them had calmed down, but three of them are still riding in a circle while being loud. I start to arrest one kid in red shirt, but my partner tells me to let him be and get the ones still on bikes. I made them pick up their mess - water bottles and lots of trash, papers.

Suddenly I'm standing outside the big arched gate. My partner is coming towards me. There is a big wind, that turns into black, swirling, not too tall tornado. I can feel it being strong. My partner doesn't see it, as it is coming from the side, from behind him. I yell at him "Tornado" in English, but he can't hear me.

Dream 3.
I worked as a babysitter for a new family. Nice young couple. They left for the evening and I watched over their kids. Kids are sleeping and I walk outside. I bump into a mailman. I don't even know, there is a mailbox, but there is a note, that I have delivery, but she didn't find me home. We laugh and she pulls out the delivery for me. She sais, someone had sent me money. $ 8864. We are both surprised at a large amount. She shows me a paper and I notice on it who is the sender. It's a woman from my previous job. The mailman is little reluctant to give me that large amount of money, but when I tell her what it's for - I see on a paper that it's for a website maintenance (in English, handwritten), she starts to give me the money. She gives me about $100. Some are in really old US banknotes - dark green, pretty looking, smaller than current bills. Some are in Slovak promissory notes, that are light blue and dark blue, like an old czechoslovak 20 KCS bill. This has a very nice picture of Bratislava castle on it. I have to go inside to get my documents so she can give me rest of the money. The youngest girls is still asleep, but two boys - one belongs to the family and his cousin, are watching TV. I want it in normal currency and she has no problem with it.

This family is suppose to come for a visit in Slovakia to the house my parents still live in IRL. So I'm looking out the window and see a car that looks like it's theirs - silver SUV. I want to put on jeans, but realize, I'm already wearing them. Suddenly there is a young woman with short hair standing in the door to the kitchen. It turns out, she is a family we have not seen in a long time, maybe never, and she now lives in Washington, DC. We had a conversation in Slovak, where she lives and that I live in LA. She was telling me something really fast, like instructions, and I tried to write it down, but in three big notebooks I could not find empty space. Then she went someplace on a bus and I asked her if she is coming back for a chat. Friend that was with her asked me which phone number to call me. I have a feeling that this dream had continued after I went back to sleep.

I'm not sure, if I have the energy for such a long and detailed dreams. But I'll give it another try. Will buy Choline today and take that too. Hoping for an LD tonight.

10-11-11

4 Suns

..I stepped out of my house and started walking towards the bus stop around the corner. I did not notice that the bench was turned around from it's normal position (minor detail). I took a seat and simply enjoyed the blazing sunlight. I did not wait for the bus i was just soaking up sunlight, something i don't do often enough. I decided to get more comfortable and lied down a bit. I chilled for quite some time. Then i noticed the sun was clouded and didn't shine so brightly anymore. I still felt sun rays heating my body but it was coming from behind. I looked behind and i saw another sun there, shining brightly. That's odd, i thought. Then i heared a loud "omnipotent" authoritative voice saying : "TIME TO GET SERIOUS NOW!"
At that point the dream got another feel. The dream gave me a scary, intense and serious vibe. I looked around. North, east, south, west. There was a sun shining in all those directions. Four in total. I stared at one for a couple of seconds, and i saw all four of them individually (Obviously, i can't look at 4 directions simultaneously, duh!). Eventually i turned to stare at the sun i was looking at originally. There was a stormcloud in front of the sun, and a fat tornado/vortex of grey clouds right in front of the sun. This is where i woke up.

Wow, it's been almost a month since my last entry. It's not that I haven't been dreaming. I just stopped caring or something. In any case, just had a particularly weird one during my afternoon nap so I decided to write it down.

I'm a member of some sort of organized crime group. We are not necessarily a gang though.We're very classy. We're in a city with the intention of stealing a lot of stuff from it. We all go our seperate ways and try to find good targets. The group has a tendency to be very loud, rambunctious, and they like to loot things by breaking them.

The leader calls us to a local pub and has a meeting with us. He tells us not to be so destructive. We're also encouraged to seek out legitimate business venues as well. Like if we see a small but profitable shot, try to buy it. We go our separate ways, and yet again I see idiots throwing bricks into windows. I drag him into an alley and tell him to stop it, since he's blowing our cover.

We go into a mall area and see a entrance that looks promising. I encourage a few other thieves around me to go in and see what's up. We go in and as it turns out it's a theater. I apologize, but now we have to sit through the play (which turns into a movie) to avoid drawing suspicion.

The movie is about two girls. They were apparently killed in some sort of automobile accident. Due to a curse or somesuch, they were raised from the dead as sort of zombies. They don't look decayed or anything, but they're unnatural and they want to die. I recognize these two girls as my relatives.

I grab the nearest partner and tell her that we have to find these girls and help them. The partner agrees and tells me that she'll meet me at the place where they're being held. We meet there later, with some difficulty of finding the place. We enter a dark house and an old lady greets us. She asks if we're here to help the girls. I answer that we are. She leads us to them.

They're in a dimly lit room sleeping on their beds. After a short argument, my partner goes first. We are instructed to kiss them to help them. She leans towards the younger girl's head, but then pulls back, insisting that she can't do it. I, beginning to get upset, plead the woman to tell me what will happen when we kiss them. She says "well you watched the movie didn't you?" I say that we left before it was over. She tells us that when the girls are kissed, they die. They're finally able to rest in peace. I begin to cry (my eyes were wet when I woke up too, interestingly enough), knowing that I owe it to the girls to allow them to die. We go back into their room. My partner wakes the younger girl up and kisses her on the hand. That works. The girl limply falls and doesn't move. I go to kiss the next girl, and the old woman informs me that for the curse to break, I must kiss this one on the lips. After very slowly lowering my head down, I give here a quick smooch. It's not terribly disgusting, but she is cold and seemingly filled with sawdust. She dies.

i went to bed on monday and i went through the stages of SP but just fell asleep.

last night it was the exact same ass i was using WILD technique even thought this was when i first went to sleep.
when the dream began i ended up in the middle of a building, i was outside but in like a square, i said i need to get out of here to make the most of my dream but i ended up just running at a wall to climb up but i just slid back down, then the dream faded and i fell asleep into darkness.

i then had a dream i was in a shop and i bought a hoody for £2 and i was really happy with this.
i was walking about this shop for ages trying to find my fiance and eventually found a secret staircase that led me to her.

i was then in a new dream with my dad and we were walking up a hallway trying to get out the hospital and my dad asked someone where the staircase was to get out and the guy started going crazy saying something about the hospital not allowing them to use the stairs. i then realised that the layout of the hospital was the same as the shop i was in earlier and led my dad out. i then woke up and thought that i wanted to go back into the dream, when i fell back asleep i was in my mums house painting with my dad and we were talking away and i was telling him how i missed him and for some reason i was painting a wooden cube that had no meaning or reason behind it.

last night:

my first dream was me in a shop, B&Q i think and i was running towards stairs, i went to run down them and a guy stuck his foot out to trip me up, i landed on the floor and i was not happy. i got up and turned back to the guy and spat in his face, he then walked to wards me and said big mistake mate ive got a knife.
i was then in the same senario again walking towards these stairs and again someone els stuck there foot out, i picked myself back up and ran to the guy and punched him in the face, he then grabbed a big wrench and walked towards me. i walked out the front of the shop coz thats where my mates were. and just as he came out behind me a security guard followed me out.
i was still in the same dream but it jumped. i was standing in front of a big industrial lift and we were waiting for this to come down so a member of staff could go up and get something for me and my fiancee's cousin (cant remember what) this part of the dream was extremly vivd, the member of staff put her leg down the side of the lift as it started coming down and there were like big blocks of cement seperating parts of the lift.