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Weird

I'm at a strange house. My friend from BC jen is there and she's pulling me away to my house to be alone with her... (maybe this was asuka). I start following her but I get interrupted by something... I forget what.

work related.

Something about scott and yves moving to my town. My drywall crew merges with theirs to complete some houses. I am in a room getting corner bead and a boss comes by and starts yelling at me that I'm fucking everything up. My dad comes on and apologises for me.

Asuka and Yuya?

Had a vague dream where Asuka became Yuya's friend. Don't know if we visited them or not, or if hyu was around...

non dream - lucid - non lucid

I can’t sleep. The thought of shared dreaming is keeping me awake, the thought of going to the moon and meeting WakingNomad, Selene, and possibly many more people.
A million questions are on my mind, none of which can be answered.
I can’t clear my head, so I start reading. After some time I finally become tired and manage to fall asleep…
I wake up a few times during the night but can’t recall any dreams.


I’m driving my car. I don’t know the road, but for some reason I know where I’m headed. A girl is accompanying me. She touches my arm resting on the middle console.
I look at her. It’s Faye… she smiles. It takes me a few seconds to understand what her being there means. I become lucid.

I immediately want to go to Teraluna to visit Yuya, I want to go there now, and I know how.
I unplug my seatbelt, the car starts beeping. I summon the wings on my left arm and prepare to teleport to Teraluna.
I take Faye’s hand and apply the brakes. Our bodies lift up and go through the front of the car.
When my feet touch the ground, we are on Teraluna…

… We hang out for a bit (I can’t remember many details) and at some point Yuya is playing with a water sphere.
For some reason I suddenly feel the urge to freeze it, just to see if I can. When I create fire I try to create vibrations, this time I do the opposite.
The sphere freezes and falls into Yuya’s hand. She smiles.
But then I get it: the reason I tried this. I remembered what WakingNomad said. How I transformed into different dragons. As a dragon I can use more abilities than just fire.
But this is not what is on my mind right now.

“Yuya… we were hanging out yesterday, right?”
“Yeah, sure, we were hanging out in the pool, you remember!”
“I do… did we do anything else?”
“You were posing on your desk naked!”

She laughs, there is a small pose.

“... And... you went to the moon.”
"What? The moon? THE moon?"
“That’s why you’re asking isn’t it?”
“Yes… So it’s all true? He was here?”
“Of course. Are you going to visit him?”

Even though this is exactly what I wanted, what I was hoping for, it feels so weird.
I don’t understand what I currently feel, am I afraid of it being true? Am I afraid that shared dreaming actually works?
I contemplate teleporting to the moon right now. I need to know. But something is holding me back? Why?

“But… what if I can’t see him? He sees things so differently than I do. I don’t understand it, I will do something wrong. He knows me as someone so confident. What if I freak out? I…”
“Relax… I’ve told you about the layers of the dream plane before. I know it’s complicated, so I will explain the very basics of it only.
There’s an infinite amount of layers to the dream plane. Unfortunately, you can’t experience all of them at the same time, only a very limited amount.
If two people look at the same thing in different layers, they will experience it differently, but usually their experience will be somewhat similar.
Should the layers be 'far away' you'll need to alter your perception in order to share your experiences.”

I understand what she says, it makes sense, but for some reason I’m still afraid.

“Why am I afraid? … I don’t understand… I want to know! so why am I so afraid?”

Faye answers this one:

“For all your life you have been thought it is impossible, that what you experience right now is fake, that even the idea of shared dreaming is absolutely ludicrous. What you are feeling right now, it isn't fear.”
“Then what is it?”
“You will know.”

I summon the wings on my left arm and lock onto the moon. I’m shivering. She’s right, I’m not afraid to find out it is true, if anything it’s the opposite. But it is indeed not fear I am feeling.
Screw it, where’s my sense of adventure? I’m going now!
I take a step through the fabric of space and end up on the moon.

It is dark, barren, there is nothing here. But then I remember about the layers.
I close my eyes and try to alter my perception. I hesitate to open them for a moment, but I finally do.
And here I stand, on the green moon, and in front of me a man who has been waiting for me.
A man who stands there absolutely confident and calm.
My mind goes blank, I cannot think. I know that this person in front of me is WakingNomad, there is no doubt in my mind.
But I don’t know what to say, I’m just standing there.

“What are you acting all weird for?”

I open my mouth, trying to say hi, but the words aren’t leaving my mouth. I’m shaking, not of fear, but of excitement.
I feel so stupid. I can summon a fire dragon capable of destroying a whole city yet right now I can't even say a simple word.
My vision fades, I am way too excited and I can’t get it under control. The dream is ending.
Not sure if WakingNomad can still hear me so I project a thought onto him.

“I’m sorry…”

I wake up in my bed. My mind stays blank, I don’t think.

“Relax.”

It’s Yuya, she’s standing next to my bed.
I was sure I woke up, obviously I didn’t.

“He must think I’m an idiot. One day I’m all confident and the next I can’t even manage to say something.”
“Don’t worry, he’ll understand, and it won't happen again.”

Yuya joins me in bed. I immediately calm down, take her into my arms and fall asleep soon after.

I was in the living room with my Sister and her friends. It was early evening, and it was dark outside. There was a mixture of boys and girls in the room, however most of them were leaving, with my sister, to go shopping. However, Sam. D and Stephen. C were staying here, which I found odd. I got really happy, as those two boys are good friends of mine, and both play video games. I was looking forward to the others leaving, as we'd most likely occupy ourselves with the Nintendo Wii. However, my sister forced Sam. D to come with her as he is her boyfriend, and Stephen followed. I was sad

I was in some boat and was smuggling some stuff. It was night outside and I could see the moon. The place where I was sailing a boat was somewhere near a Miami. I could see a palms on the sides as I sailed the boat. I started thinking about robbing some supermarket but I didn't have rockets to do it. I am now in my cousins house. I was sitting on floor and talking to someone and then I saw someone through the window and said that thieves are coming. The person that I was talking to gave strange response to what I've said and suddenly I find myself riding on a tomahawk rocket that is going for some huge supermarket. I look around and notice more rockets flying. As I looked back I saw a many palm trees and my boat behind them. After that the dream scene changes again, and that time I was walking out of a supermarket with an intention to find a job. I entered some weird building and someone asked me If I would like to become a butcher. I refused. I entered in another building but supposedly it was the same place and I noticed someone entering into the fridge room. I could see a cold steam flowing out of it.

I was in my town and there were 2 armies marching up the town. My whole dream was black and white. I suddenly found myself marching among those soldiers. Everything looked like it was from old times. The soldiers were holding a rifles with bayonets and they were wearing those weird hats. I was talking to someone who was supposedly my brother and I was telling him something about joining other army and stuff like that. Suddenly I find myself walking with some woman and I was holding an umbrella. The woman had a white hair and she was dressed like a princess. While walking with her I met my brother and he said something to me.

I was in a car with my friend. We were driving around the town and then we went towards the school. It was sunny outside. I noticed that I am wearing a t-shirt. I started to feel cold. My friend accelerated towards the walls of school and then stepped on brake. There were lot of people I know around that school. We turned around and suddenly I noticed my other friend in a car. We started talking where should we go next...

Dream - Lucid

I was at work, but I don't think I was on the clock. I saw Chris come in, and was trying to avoid him seeing me. I only saw his back, though. Never saw his face. He was standing in line wearing a black polo. I ran to the back, and there were dishes soaking in pink sanitizer in the first of the 3 big dish sinks. Usually they soak in the 3rd sink, though there were dishes also soaking in pink sanitizer in the 3rd sink as well. There was a guy working back there, setting many dishes in the 1st sink. I looked in the sink, and every dish that was in there was cracked and breaking. The guy didn't seem to notice. I started to freak out. Every time he'd pull one out, it would crumble and break. I went and got my boss. I told her she wasn't going to like what I was going to tell her. I showed her, and she said they had been having that problem all day. Apparently, the excess sanitizer was causing the dishes to break. I took some of the dishes out, or rather, pieces of dishes.

Then, Caitlin called me up and told me she wanted me to be maid of honor at her wedding. She was supposed to marry a guy we knew awhile back named Jarred. I was confused, because I thought Courtney was supposed to marry him (they dated back in high school). I told her I would be honored to do it. The ceremony was on Friday.

I then went back out into the dining room at work, and saw Chris's back again. He was sitting down, drinking a double shot of espresso. I went back into the back to avoid a confrontation.

I talked to Caitlin again, and she said she wasn't going to marry Jarred anymore, because he moved to New York with some girl, but they were still going to have a ceremony/party.

~

I was at school, taking (another) statistics class. Caitlin was in it with me. I commented on the teacher, and how I had had her before, and since she was very Chinese, it was very hard to understand her. The teacher started to teach and write on the white board. I looked at her again a little later, and she had turned into this very southern, red-headed woman I know that frequents the coffee shop. Still couldn't understand much of what she was saying.

Then, I was walking down the hall of what looked like my old middle school, trying to find my literature class. It was room 306, and I was in the 340's. I went down to the other side of the hallway, and found it. A girl I went to middle/high school with, Lauren, was there. She was commenting on some guy she was dating. I thought that was interesting, since she had been married and had a kid. I assumed they had split, and I didn't ask any questions. I also saw Nick, a guy I had briefly dated in middle school and had a quiet falling out with last year. He ignored me completely.

I entered the room, and the desks were pushed together in groups of 5 or so. There were few seats left, and Lauren invited me to sit with her. There wasn't a chair there, so I got one from another group and positioned it under the desk. The legs of the chair had to fit under it in a certain way, it was weird. The male professor started to lecture about some weird stuff, and drew a diagram of the inside of a mouth on the board. He was explaining how, to be good at literature, you had to talk a certain way and position your tongue a certain way. I copied the diagram, which had a weird, sparkly, optical illusion look to it on the board, and on my paper. I thought about the class, and how I had skipped it many times. I zoned out of the lecture.

Not gonna lie, I am so sick of dreaming about work and school. When I'm not there, I'm dreaming about it. Ugh. -_-

not really any remembering today. almost, but my mother derest came barging it, pulled my covers off and pulled me out of bed. i was 5 seconds away from recall.


mothers, gotta love 'em

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! As a new week begins, so does another week of too little sleep and lousy recall. Oh well, all I can do is to try to stay positive and hope for a lucid this weekend. A little bit of telekinesis would cheer me up for sure. I will try to write even fragments from now on, as I intend to up my recall once again. Had a dream I forgot about during the night, and a small fragment this morning.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I get up and do my things to prepare for work. I guess it was a FA, but I have no clue. I take a bunch of vitamins as I usually do, but I can't swallow them. I struggle with them for a while and finally swallow them with some water. I can feel them in my chest.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Maytara who has incredible recall told me to really pay attention to all the details and really make an effort, and I feel like trying it out hardcore style. I know my recall isn't the worst, but having a couple of dreams in just a few hours of sleep would be awesome. Instead of trying to remember the dreams as a whole as I've done so far, I will go for extreme detail remembering. Will try atleast... Slacker that I am.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Ok last nights dreams...

Blizzard

I was queuing at the bus stop on my uni camps and there were a lot of people. The queue was really long. There were these groups of school kids that were walking by us every so often as in the dream there was a school not far from campus. I was remembering how glad I was that I didnt have to go to school anymore. I was with a couple of my uni flat mates and we decided we were fed up waiting. In the distance I could see this plane and I knew that was where we needed to go. Once I got there I was on my own once more. I waited for a while wondering where the piot was and then got fed up andclimbed inside the plance. However, once I was inside I relaised it was not a plane I was in. I was in some kind of room, with stone walla and a stone floor. It was cold. There were these speerate vehicles that could seat three people. Then my friends reappeared. There were five of us so two would go in one and three in the other. Maisie and Hannah were in one and Becca made some comment how we were not going to all fit in there as Maisie is big and Emily (me) has big hips. It was very random. We did squeeze in. Then Becca dissapeared and it was just the three of us. I don't know where Jasmine got to. It turned out we were in a a boat os some kind and our destination was across this expanse of water. But it was very heavily snowing and dangerous. We all set out into the water without really thinking and got very lost. It was white in every direction, couldn't see a thing, and was freezing. I then said shouldn't we have waited till this man? arrived or told someone we were going before setting off. I only then realised how stupid we were being. Somehoe we managed to get back to the cold stone wall (which opened out at the front into the sea like some kind of harbour. There was snow partially overing the floor in the room and on the counters. This leader (man) had arrived by the the time we got back and we pretended that we hadn't even set out. He got us all hot drinks. haha.

Gorilla!

This is another dream fragment that sticks out in my mind. I was with a dream mother and father. The only resemblance to real life parents was that were arguing a lot. The woman wasnt happy and wanted to leave the man. (real life seeping into dream) Slightly. Then the dream gets increasingly strange. So far the setting has been within a large house. There are some gardens across the top of the house. Within one of these inclosed spaces a large gorilla is kept. The woman goes and 'speaks' to the gorilla and then leaves. The fencing is very small around the gardens, and only now the gorilla jumps out and bounds off down the roads. I then leave the house and walk into a supermarket where I meet my parents, different people in the dream, but these resemble my real life parents. I tell them how a gorilla is loose and they say they heard on the news. I say how scared I am. It could be anywhere. And were really near where it was let out.

NOTES/NON-LUCID/LUCID

Alright, so I consider this 'Day 1' of my attempt to have a lucid dream within the next week, since I am off work and can devote time to lucid dreams.

No lucid dream last night, but at least I have some recall. Hopefully that will improve throughout the week as well.

I was someplace far away from home with a group of friends, and it was time to go home. We loaded up in the car and drove off, but in only a couple hours (which passed like seconds, but the car clock said it had been hours) it was getting close to time to eat, so we started looking for restaurants to stop at. We attempted to stop at several, but something or another would cause us to leave. Sometimes they were closed, sometimes the service was deplorable, and sometimes we'd just plain decide we wanted something different. This went on for several more hours until finally we found someplace where we could actually stay and eat. The day was already ending at that point. I commented that we had not made much progress, and everyone kind of just nodded and kept eating . When we were done, and back in the car, we drove down the street the restaurant was on, rounded a corner...and then, to my shock, I recognized the road we were on. Somehow we'd made it back home while we were searching for restaurants!

The dream faded out then, and I soon woke up. I tried to DEILD or WILD, but no luck. Eventually I did fall asleep for another hour, but it was dreamless.

Failed RC

I am walking down a hallway in part of a much longer dream. This leads into a sort of place that is reminiscent of the food section of a fair. I recognize this as a dreamsign, and think that I had better do a reality check. I pinch my nose and try to breath. I can't but I try harder and for a little longer to be sure. I still can't breathe.

I think about trying to fly, but there are too many people around. I figure I would look silly trying to jump into the air, so I just decide to rely on the nose pinch RC.

Anyway, I continue walking in blissful ignorance down the hallway, and come to a set of stairs. Down these stairs is a little courtyard where supposedly I always go to get away from the crowded city. I don't remember it from real life, but I do know that there is something in my life that is like that place. It's a representation of something real. I think about going down to sit in the courtyard, but decide not to. There is a guy sitting down there on a picnic table. I look around, and see that there is graffiti all over the upper walls of the place. It detracts a little bit from the peacefullness, but I still like the courtyard.

I should have seen this one coming, cause I had social studies test today.
I always get a FA when Im concerned about the next day or morning as I was today also.

I am at our backyard, Its summer and a school morning so I have to go to school. I hear that RV is calling my dad and then I see RV walking down the street near our house, shes a bit drunk and I suddenly try to rush inside. I have this tiny music bow with me but its grinding my shit(???) and theres like some brown liquid and lumps of shit dropping from the music box when I play it. I get into our garage and Im parking my bike there when RV comes there. I see my moped there but I also see another moped which is not mine. Im wondering why is that, that I have 2 mopeds, but I dont become lucid.

I also have these feelings of stress and hurry...

Dream Lucid Me DC

Dream 1
I´m at an arena. Someone tells me its an arena where adventurers can battle each other. I see Fry and Leela from Futurama sitting there. They tell me that their going to enter the tournament. At some point, I become a healer and join their team. My classmate M is also there, looking for a teammate. (The rivalry begins...) Later I get an clarinet and find an song to play with it from some forest. It´s an healing song. (I also got another song from an canyon, but can´t remember what it was.) When I get back to the arena, I find out that M has found an teammate. I think he was an warrior. I wake up.

Dream 2
I´m back at the arena. M has made my teammates to eat some magic gingerbread to prevent us from competing in the tournament. I forgot my healing song, so I go back to the forest to get it, but I wake up.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was flying a helicopter over a river at night. I was coming up on a big cityscape, the lights of which had a low, buzzing, brownish-yellow color, almost like hypnagogic vision.

In the helicopter with me was a good looking man, maybe 15 years older than I, with blonde hair and a tan face. I was giving the man grammar lessons. I was trying to explain something about the way Homer used poetic expressions to give more vividness to his battle scenes.

I pointed out a few examples. But then I felt like I was being too condescending, acting like the man knew nothing about grammar at all. So I tried to think of another way to explain things that would assume more intelligence in the man.

But now the man told me, "I don't care for all that poetic stuff. I believe in direct expression. What's the most concise way you can say something?"

I felt a little ashamed. I agreed with the man. I looked back on all my writing and wondered if I had been concise enough. I doubted it.

I told the man I agreed with him. I was now in a hospital at night. I was in some hall. Eveything was dim, with only a few occasional ceiling lights turned on. I looked into some room through a big, plastic window. I may either have seen a newborn baby in a bed or a very injured adult in critical care.

Dream #2

I was walking into an anime convention. I was in some basement area, walking through a huge hallway into a large main room. The hallway and room were full of people.

I looked behind me. A group of girls was close to me. They might have known me somehow or been my friends. Two of the girls were dressed like Captain Harlock. They looked kind of boyish, but they didn't strike me as being as dashing as Captain Harlock.

Then I saw a third girl dressed as Captain Harlock. She was tall, thin, and blonde. Her face was perfect. I thought she looked terrific. But her hair was cut way too short, and it didn't have any of Harlock's style.

Dream #3

I was in an apartment that wasn't mine. I was probably watching it for somebody. The apartment was really big and nice. It was up on some high floor. The light from the windows was pinkish orange with sunset.

For some reason I decided to leave this place and go home. I went downstairs and outside. But as soon as I was outside I saw how many people there were all over the place. It was too much for me to handle. I suddenly remembered that the Super Bowl was going on, and that everywhere in the city would be like this. It would be better for me to go back upstairs and wait for things to calm down.

But I thought I should get something to eat before I went back upstairs. I was walking along some kind of desert road with something like carnival booths on each side. One of the booths was a Subway store. So I went into the line. I got up to the front pretty quickly. The lady in front of me, kind of short and overweight, ordered something that sounded really good. I tried to remember what she'd ordered, so I could order it, too.

I got an image in my head of miniature pizzas with something like olive paste and lizard eyeballs on it.

Dream #4

I was looking out the window of a house. Down below, a group of people were skating on a snowy pond. There were three people. They wore hooded robes made or rich, red velvet. I recognized the people as being cast member from the show Kids in the Hall. But now they all looked old, ragged, and fat.

They all had these dumb smiles on their faces, as if they were doing a skit about people who thought they were really good skaters when they were actually just morons. They spun quickly (clockwise?). They vanished beneath their robes.

This spiining and vanishing act was carried out twice more. The first time, the men wore green robes. The second time, they wore blue robes.