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First, I was in this room that looked like what a room inside a nuclear reactor I think would look like; metallic, big pipes on some of the walls, and a big, yellow-red glow coming from some big hole in the wall.

So I'm at this computer console that has a little USB drive plugged into it. I'm talking to the computer, telling it how the reactor is about to have a meltdown, and suddenly red lights begin flashing everywhere. A big, semi-robotic voice started saying loudly, "THE COMPUTER PLANS FOR ALL CONTINGENCIES!" Then it everything suddenly stopped, lights, sirens, etc., and the little USB drive flashed, signalling that it can be removed. I take it out, and putting it in my pocket, start running up a few stairs to the door. For some reason, there is an Albert-Eistein-esque scientist-type guy following me, though stying silent.

Then, outside the door I see some kind of portal (don't really remember very well what it looked like). I went into it, and suddenly, my view zoomed out so I was looking at a tetris-type screen (without all the buttons and stuff), except in the formation of a backwards "C". In it was a little thing that looked kinda like a Mii ball, but flat. Other faces on other balls were the scientist guy, someone else, and this cat-girl-type-person. I knew that the objectiive was to prevent the cat-girl-type-person (CGTP) from getting to a little hole at the bottom of the screen. We were successful for awhile, but eventually failed.

I went to sleep at 11AM and woke a couple minutes before 4PM.
Some time has passed since I woke, so I've forgotten some of the dream details.

In one, I recall sitting across a table from an older gentleman. He was good looking and spoke about being "hardcore" (passionate) but I "heard" he and I could have sex without having to worry about emotions. It would be purely physical. My hand was on the table and he reached out and held it. My palm was facing upward, though. I didn't "hold hands" with him. But he closed his fingers some and gently squeezed my hand affectionately.
I worried someone would see us because I didn't want my husband finding out.
Then my pdoc showed up and I went off with him for some medical tests. I remember something about Lupis, but there was something in my blood/body that could help sufferers. And some other treatment could help grow my teeth. But I had just pulled the last few and I told them having one kid after another after another destroyed them beyond growth or repair.
I dreamed a lot more about my pdoc and feeling guilty and lonely, but I no longer recall the specifics.

I recall flying somewhere (?)
But first, I was walking between houses. There was a crawl space at one point, but I refused to take it because spider webs were hanging everywhere and I didn't want them on me. Instead, I crossed through a yard and spoke with a friendly dog (reassured it that I wasn't a bad guy so it wouldn't bite me lol)

There was also some sort of a race at a school. I had to "leap" up the stairs and another team had to leap down them. We each had to find a room a separate room before the other to call something off (?).


Some of the dream themes and scenes came from shows I've recently watched. I really wish I'd stop having the emotional dreams though because I carry the loneliness out of the dream and it bothers me all day.

NOTE: I've been very lazy recently and haven't journaled a damn thing at all. I haven't had a non-virtual DJ since November, because I figured it was a waste of paper, considering a have an unlimited virtual one. Recently(Tuesday), I switched from doing MILDs to doing DEILDs. So I decided I'm gonna stop the lazyness and journal whenever possible.

I dream I am with two guys. They had just recently died. The two of them, who couldn't help to listen in on, said they were on their way to be judged. I say I'd like to come with them. They don't hesitate to say "Yes." So, I follow along. We travel through dark space in a matter of seconds. Now we're at the place. It sort of resembles King Yemma's judgment place in Dragon Ball Z. Interesting. So, we end up waiting for awhile. I get kinda pissy, so I go sit down. I spot an untaken chair sitting in a corner. I sit down. Then, I fall through the chair! What the hell was that all about?! I see all the dead people laughing at me now. One guy explains that you have to be dead to sit in these chairs. Well that's about retarded. I end up leaving soon afterward.

I end in space almost instantly after I leave. There is a HUGE space battle going on. The capital ships are just dogging the shit out of each other. The sight was truly incredible. I was taking a hypothetical shit in my pants it was so fuckin' awesome! Conveniently, I was already in a fighter ship. Unfortunately, it was just a puny little piece of shit. How disappointing. I have no choice but to fly through the massive barricade of ships. I approach at top speed. Soon, I get caught up in the crossfire. Shit, shit, shit. As I hopelessly try to get through, my puny fighter is getting pounded with lasers. However, there is some hope left. As I see I'm almost through the barricade. However, my ship is almost done for too. Dammit! But then, I have a stoke of luck, and get through! I'm now flying semi-safely away from the barricade. Now I approach a space station. Aw, shit. I fly over with caution. Now, I see two ships parked on the station. I take some action and fire missiles. I easily manage to take down the first one. Then, I blow up the other one. All too easy. Now, a third one is coming up on a rising platform. Son of a bitch! I turn around and fly towards it. I see it's getting ready for takeoff. Dammit! I open fire on it, and it blows up. Yes! I'm perfectly safe now. I start to fly away, and then I soon awake.

I don't remember a lot because I rushed out of bed without writing it down first.

It started on a Ship

We arrived at the dock on a wooden ship (like the recent Narnia movie's ship). I remember it was me, another guy about my age and King Edmund who got off the ship. We walked across the dock and everyone was dressed like world war II era (also the setting of the movie). So we walked around the dock to a tree on the shore that was between buildings. The tree was in the ally between two buildings and had a door hinge on it.

King Edmund said that this was the way we needed to go to get to Narnia. We opened the tree and a cavern with torches around it was inside. The cavern was about the size of a normal sized garage. We walked in and heard a deep growl noise. Me and Edmund drew our swords and the other guy hesitated and drew his with a worried look on his face (he said he knows nothing about Narnia and had never been to there before). We walked slowly through the small cavern and then a giant troll came out and swung his mace at us. He had spiked armor and a spiked helmet but his arms and legs were exposed. We all scrambled and fought. My sword had a small handle and was near useless, every time I hit the troll I almost lost my grip on the sword. I looked for anything to fight with and found a pile of swords most of them looked like toy swords. The troll went for the others and this gave me time to get a better weapon. The first one I picked up was the biggest one with a dragon scale design and a dragon head on the hilt. It was perfect and light but when I felt it, it was dull (every sword in my dream was dull). I fought with it anyway and battered him with it but never could cut him. After many minutes of fighting, Edmund jumped and stabbed the troll through his armor into his heart. The cavern shook when it hit the ground. We all were out of breath. Edmund said we had done our job.

I could see that the cavern went on but no torches were up anywhere else in the cavern. We were leaving and I was happy for my new sword but then as we walked out of the cavern, I knew it would not come with me from Narnia because you can't bring anything with you from Narnia. As we went through the door my sword turned into a gold mist and vanished. After we closed the door the other guy wanted to know if he would ever go back in their again and Edmund said he will eventually but not for a while.

We walked back to the dock where our ship was and now my cousin Jacob was with us. We didn't have phones and Jacob let us use his and we called the ship and they said it would be a little bit but they were on there way. We all waited and the direction the ship was coming from was thunderstorming and pouring rain with high waves. We were a little worried. All of these refugees were on the dock with us who were mostly women and children who looked like they had lost everything.

We all waited for the ship and when the ship got back it looked more futuristic and not as long but taller. As we got on Edmund gave me a model of the ship that was about a foot long and was telling me it was the same ship but had changed and showed me more on the model about the new additions and then I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had three dreams last night, two of them with coworkers in them. Was kinda random.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Dreams
*I'm walking with my coworker Håkan. He enters a door to an appartment building and I follow him up. We're apparently going to his appartment. He opens up a hole in the wall and throw down some trash. I laugh as the thing is out of service. At his door I tell him goodbye and start to descend the stairs. His wife calls out to me all of a sudden. "Matte! Come up here for a while" she tells me. I walk back up. "Do you know anything about Entropia Universe?" she asks me. "Yeah, I do. I used to play it all the time" I tell her and we start talking about the game. Her brother or something shows up and they keep asking me questions. I tell them how much time I've spent on mining for ore. I

*I'm on a club and I'm playing cards with some guy. He gets me something to drink from the bar and also a bacardi breezer. It's yellow and Monica shows up. "Hey babe, here" I tell her and slide the drink over to her. She tastes it and makes a face. "No thanks".

*I'm in Monica's car and I'm going to route 40. Am I really going the right way? What if I take the wrong turn? I decide to stop worrying and just do it. I find the exit I'm looking for and soon I'm speeding away on the highway. Ahead of me I spot a wall and a narrow gap you can go through. All of a sudden there's ice on the road and I lose control over the car. I know I'm about to crash. My coworker Krull is in his excavator next to the wall and I make the word: "FFFFFFFFFFFuuuuuuu..." with my mouth. I crash a second later and spin around for a few times. The car stops and I'm fine. I get out to check for damages. The entire side has been pushed in. I get in the car again and take off. I can hear water dripping from somewhere and I spot where it is coming from. The passenger seat is getting wet from a leakage somewhere.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! That was my one month without supplements, and I will "celebrate" it tomorrow morning with a proper WBTB and G+C combo.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was going snowboarding with a bunch of people from work, and we had to catch a bus to the mountain. I cant recall how I got there but I was standing outside of my office waiting with them when the bus pulled up.
When the bus got there I realized I didnt have any of my gear with me, and I had to run home to get it while I asked the bus to wait. Suddenly I appeared at what felt like home, but after I remember it being a strange apartment that I've never seen before.
I looked out the window to check that the bus didn't leave (it was still there, co-workers getting anxious), which was weird because my house is a good 20min drive from my office.
Felt like I had to use the bathroom so I spawned a toilet in the middle of the room, and a group of people walked in while I was going, I freaked out and woke up. From there I wrote it down and went back to bed.

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was with a couple of other people. I'm not sure exactly where we were, but we were watching a strange movie. It started out with a guy laying in a canyon in a desert, who had no arms or legs. He was bleeding out his stumps, and moaning for help. He had been attacked by a dinosaur. I commented at this point:
"This is really gross.", I said.

Then, a girl came up to him. Apparently, she was known for seducing guys who were in a vulnerable place. She tried to help him. Now, I was seeing from her POV. I laid down with my legs by his so they looked like they were his legs. He hallucinated and thought they were, and put his stumps down on her legs, and screamed in agony as more blood seeped out of them. I had to look away at this point.

Apparently, she wasn't trying to seduce him. I then remember the end, with them walking together, and him having his arms and legs sewed back on. I had thought they were gone, and I asked someone if the girl had saved his limbs. I don't remember the answer I got.

Then, I remember something about it being a Christian movie.

~

I was in the parking lot outside the auditorium at my college. It was daytime, and I was walking to my class, but I needed to change clothes first for some reason. I started to do so in the parking lot, but then noticed that everyone driving by could see. I moved more inside the parking lot, behind some cars. I then saw a girl, Abby, that I used to work with a long time ago. She was changing clothes as well. She said hello to me, then we got in my car. She sat in the driver's seat, and I was in the back. She asked if she could drive to my house for some reason. I said yes, but we needed to be quick, because I had to get to class. She said ok, and drove to my house.

We got there, and after a few minutes of me being in my room and Abby doing who knows what, I noticed the clock. I was late for class already, and I got upset. I knew I needed a shower anyway, because I apparently hadn't had time to get one before I left.

I remember then having a huge wad of money hidden somewhere, I think in my old jewelry box, and I had to find a different place to hide it. I decided on hiding it in my bottom dresser drawer, under some towels and stuff. My mom was helping me put stuff away in the drawer, and I had to ask her to move some things around so the money would be concealed.

Then, I remember waking up on the floor in my bonus room. I had slept in there overnight for some reason. Shelly, a girl I work with, was in there doing something. Cleaning, I think. She went up to this stereo, and turned it on. I told her to turn it off, because I was going back to sleep. She turned it off.

I woke up in this situation a couple more times, then wondered if I was dreaming. I tried to read some text, I don't remember what or where, but it looked relatively similar both times I looked at it. I still felt like I was dreaming, so I got up. I saw myself in the reflection of the TV getting up. I walked past Shelly, and she didn't notice that I was up. I then went to the door, and tried to phase through it. I pushed myself through it into the hallway, confirming my suspicions that I was dreaming. I walked to the stairs, and remembered one of my goals: To share a dream with Hyu. I pushed my hand out in front of me, as if to create a portal, but I said "I want to meet Hyu!" And a strange portal started to appear. I jumped through it, and everything went black for a minute, but then I was just tumbling through the air in the hallway. I landed on my back.

I woke up for real for a minute, turned over, and went back to sleep.

~

I was in high school, doing the musical Cats. I didn't remember rehearsing it much, but we were performing. We had on these weird white costumes. They were baggy, and not very Cats-like at all. I had a part as a "Dream Girl", or something.

As soon as the play started, I was laying down on the ground, peeking out of the curtain, watching the play. I thought someone may be able to see me in the audience, but I paid no mind. I was watching a dance routine. I remember two little black girls dressed in tutus were doing ballet, and the high schoolers were dancing around and singing. It was a slow song.

I got up, and walked towards my friends, the other "Dream Girls" in the play, and asked them when our cue to go on was. They told me, and we were going on very shortly.

~

I woke up again in the bonus room. I suspected I was dreaming, so I did a reality check and counted my fingers. My right index finger looked funny, so I knew that I was dreaming, and left through the door.

I was then outside, in the cul de sac behind my house. It was dusk. I was riding on a rolling desk chair. I saw my old friend, someone I briefly dated, Alan, playing basketball, shirtless. I was behind him, watching him for awhile. He didn't seem to notice me. I decided to leave before he saw me watching him; I didn't know if he'd like the idea of someone spying on him playing basketball.

As I started to roll away, though, he got my attention. I did a reality check when he started talking to me by trying to poke my fingers through my hands. My finger trying to go through made my hands look like rubber, then one finally went through. We started to talk, and I asked him why he had wanted to date me before. He smiled and started mumbling some answer, it didn't make sense, so I asked him again. We were now standing in the street, with him leaning against the bed of a truck, and me standing in front of him. He smiled, and started to mumble a little again. I tried to understand what he was saying so I would remember upon waking, but I couldn't. He then said that he had been "unrealistic". Hmm. Interesting.

While I was talking to Alan, I noticed more and more people were around. It almost seemed as if we were in the middle of a crowd. I then saw, to my right, a young man about my age, leaning up against another truck bed. He was Asian, tall, skinny, and was wearing a tight grey shirt, a leather jacket, and forest green dress pants. I had a thought that it was Hyu, but I started talking to Alan again.

Then, the man got my attention. I went over to him. He had taken me by complete surprise. I then knew it was Hyu.
"Hyu? Is it really you? How did you find me?", I managed to get out.
"I had to.", he replied, as he grabbed me, and started walking. He seemed like he was on a mission of some sort.

We were then in a small room with a table. I don't know how we got there. There was a girl sitting in a chair to my left; she had wavy, dark hair pulled back into a ponytail. Her eyes were very big; her irises were heart-shaped. They were changing colors as I stared at them.
"You have beautiful eyes.", I said to her.
"It's because of you.", she said with a smile. At that moment, her eyes were cheetah-print with red patterns moving through them. They were gorgeous. I understood her to mean when she said "It's because of you" that whomever looked into her eyes affected their appearance. For some reason, this girl's eyes seemed very familiar to me.

I sat down in between Hyu and the girl. There were all these black papers all over the table. They were laminated with magazine cut-outs of letters all over them, scrambled up. Hyu told me I needed to decode them.
"Anagrams.", I thought to myself.
I had a pencil, but no paper to start trying to decode them with. I asked Hyu for some paper. He gave me a dark blue piece, but that wouldn't work. So then he gave me a brown piece. I told him that should be fine. I started to look at the anagrams, wondering where to even begin. There were so many, I didn't know where to start.

I then started to see a a glare on the page I was looking at. I looked up at Hyu, because I knew I was about to wake up. He looked back at me, and then, I lost the dream and woke up.

~

I woke up in my room, and I knew I was dreaming, but everything was all blurry and it was hard for me to keep my eyes open. The top half of my vision went black. I woke up.

~

I woke up in my room. I knew I was dreaming immediately. I had felt myself enter the dream. I got up out of bed, and walked into the hallway. The house seemed big and empty; all the furniture was gone. I then remembered my previous dream, and started yelling for Hyu.
"Hyu! Hyu! I'm back, where are you?", I yelled.
I then tried to draw a portal on the wall. I drew it with my finger, though the edges were not straight at all. As I completed it, I touched it. It rippled, and as it did so, it looked like oil with all the rainbow colors it reflected. I tried to enter it, but I don't remember what happened after I entered it. I think I just woke up again.

Lucid-Non Lucid-Comments

I woke up and realised it was a false awakening.My head was in-cased in a giant transparent balloon. Hmmm... what is my subconscious trying to tell me? I thought to myself.

"you think I have a big ego"?. no answer.

I looked around the room and there was no route of exit. No windows, no doors.nothing. The first thing I did was to pop the balloon, then I visualised a room beyond the room I was in. So basically I imagined that the current room was inside another room, only that the second room had windows. So I then broke through my room to get to the second room and opened the windows to freedom.

When I opened the window I was in a place like this :

I'm on one of the houses. I take one step and to my left is a six eyed dog, to my right a herd of gold/yellow cattle that don't seem to be doing anything, just grouped together. The dog starts running towards me. Its now that I realise that its guarding the cattle, it thinks I'm a predator. Its getting closer. I start to wonder if my subconscious knows I'm lucid because if he does then flying or anything else wont save me, I don't recall doing any reality tests. Just as the dog is upon me I levitate into the air away from reach. The dog looks at the cattle then at me in a challenging sort of way.

"whats so special about those cows?". no answer.

Ok then....I fly soooo fast towards the cows that the dog is caught unaware. I land on top of one of the cows and it remains motionless, but I also realise that all of them are glowing. I look across and realise the dog has overcome its stupor. Its time to go. I stand up on-top of the cow and start spinning anti-clockwise. Even though I have never done this before, I try taking the cows with me as I teleport....but in the excitement I forget to picture a place...and I wake up in my bed, no cows,no glow,nothing. Dammit so close.

Im starting A REM SQUAD in my dreams to pull of missions and dangerous heists
Im in the middle of recruiting memorable DC's in my past dreams as a part of my team, With their abilities by my side nothing can stop us!

I- Ethernalboy- The Cicada King
II- Alex [Recruited]- My big brother, A prominent DC in my dreams and Useful Ally
III- DreamClown [NA]
IV- Jambi [NA]
V- Bert [NA]
VI- ?

dreamed i was talking to linda in colorado how she loved kissing the baby and would be sad when the baby was older i told her not to worry that jason would have another baby boy , two years seems to stick in my mind

had two post war dream last night in the second one i remember picking up a 45 from a table

I had one long dream today, but I cannot remember it. But a short one I remember clearly.

I am at my old neighborhood, on the playground. More than 20 brachiosauriuses where standing in line and singing. They are 3 times as big as a human. There is a man around which looked like a circus director, he said that the dinosaurs are singing for donations on AIDS-prevention. They were really lively and happy, I take one out of line, pat him. Then he gets back into the line. I suggest to the director that it wouls have more impact if the dinos were running around town and singing. But we end up agreeing that it is too dangerous.

so first with this being my first entry, im just gonna say that all my dreams (at least the ones i remember) are always nightmares or i wake up with a "dark" or uncomfortable feeling.

anyway, to start this nightmare off, EVERYTHING in my dream was the same way it is in real life. nothing was out of place or a different color so thats why this one stands out to me more than most of my dreams.

so i am downstairs in my living room standing with a detective. its night time and all the lights are off but the house has a creepy dim lighting coming from the full moon. i am just following the detective downstairs around my house and we walk to the bottom of my stairs, and from there i dont see him, but the point of view changes to the supposed killer in the house who is standing upstairs looking down on us even though the detective and i are aware. anyway we go into the living room where the detective opens the door that leads into my laundry room and there is blood everywhere, the washer/dryer, door, floor, walls etc. surprisingly i wasnt really concerned because i had the detective with me so we just closed the door and went back into the living room. the living room leads into the kitchen and i go into it and turn my back to the detective for a second, then when i turned back around he was gone. so i walk out and look around the wall that separates the living room from the kitchen and the detective was lying on the ground dead. thats when i start to feel a bit uneasy.
so i walk upstairs and turn to the right where there are 4 rooms: my dads office, my room, my 8yr old sisters room, and the bathroom. anyway my sisters room is pretty much right infront of you when you turn right from the stairs, and she has a window directly across the room from the her door. so im upstairs and i see a dark figure (because the window is lighting the room from behind the figure) and the person is suspended in the air in the doorway. i take a few steps closer and i realize its my little sister who is hanged from the doorway (but i never see details of the face) which is when i panick, turn around, and the killer (who is also a dark faceless figure) is right behind me and i wake up with the understanding that when i turned around i was killed.

So its been a while since my last DJ entry, last night I had a pretty memorable dream so I figured I'd get back into the groove of things. I wasn't lucid. I was in a building that was both my college dormatory and my own house at the same time.. hard to explain, but it made sense at the time.. Anyways I found a thin metal pole which had a small flame at the bottom of it, and I proceeded to take the pole and light everything paper around me in the basement of this building. I then gathered my own belongings and went off to look for a fire alarm to pull, so I could seem innocent. Its my first arson dream, it was pretty fun. Very memorable.

A dream from 2001 or so...
I had this a little while after I moved away from a bunch of my friends to a different state.

Me and by old friend (irl) B are standing in nothingness. It is just white that extends forever, and we are confused as to how we got there.
Suddenly a wall begins to build itself around us. It starts out translucent and slowly builds to full opacity, and is made out of bricks. It is a lot like a video game.

We notice quickly that the wall is trapping us and we begin to run toward one end of the wall, each of us taking different directions. We are to slow and are just behind where it is becoming solid. We end up meeting each other as the square fortress becomes complete and I tell him to leave first. He jumps out, and I follow, but the wall becomes solid on my arm that had not cleared where the wall was appearing.

B grabs my legs and begins to pull, and for some reason I don't understand I bend my arm so that it is hooked on the other side of the wall and I can not get out, even though there was enough space for me to slide my arm out. I tell him to make a break for it, he hesitates, but then runs.

It is like there is suddenly a society inside the wall, and there is a giant docking station. A humongous arc floats into the docking station, one driven by huge ants. I am terrified since I have no idea what they will do to me, but I still remain where I am. They shoot me in the leg with a dart and I feel my body slowly go numb and I loose consciousness.

I know they take me into the fortress and that I am kept there for a long time, but I forget the details of the middle.

They are trying to force me to go to part of the city I don't want to go when B returns swinging on something to swoop in for a final save.