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AnimusMessor179's Dream
Sprained ankle today... Ice pack and elevated my foot tonight, slept on my back.

1) LUCID. With guy friends. Apparently a race to see who is my best friend. Rob, people. Think to myself Tim wins. In a city block with some form of barrier or shield wall in front of me.

2) Sean. Guys. Time shifts to 1950s. I'm in a dorm room with all these people. I think I need to find a bowler hat to fit in.

3) At an orientation or a first day of college. I first see a play of some sort. After I leave, I sit at a study table. I remember I have a HUGE amount of homework due the first day of school. Poster. Kinda panic, but then realize it's not the first day. I still have a while. A guy walks past with a headset and comm system on. He's the stage manager of the play, I think. The guy sitting next to me yells, "Tech Theatre!" Talk. Other people know each other.

5) While awake in bed before leaving for work. Vision of a box of two chocolate muffins. Grabbed one for breakfast.

6) Playing on the computer with a 360 controller.

I parked my car outside safeway and went inside. Inside there was a huge party going on. Katie from the bank was there and she looked miserable. I was dancing and having a good time. I went up to katie and asked her what was wrong. She told me that she was very sick and needed a hospital. I took her to my car and we got in. My front tire was popped. I said "woops" and told her I couldn't take her. I went back inside the store. A man there wanted to give me some gold earrings to help pay for a new tire so I could take katie. I examine the earrings, they are stamped 925 and I told him I can't take them, that they're not gold. We get into a huge fight, im pissed that he wont listen to me and that he calls me a liar when I know a lot about jewelry. I tell him to fuck off and I leave. Taylor is outside. I ask him for a ride. We are somewhere sunny and nice. It's like california. We were driving around with windows down and listening to music in his suv. We go to an apartment where he is doing drug deal. I tell him I need to go home. Its night now. He gives me a bag of weed, coke, and pills. I just shove it in my pocket. He drops me off at home. I go inside and sit on the couch with my Gma nancy. The bag drops out of my pocket and she grabs it. She is super opposed to drugs. I tell her its taylors and she says "oh, okay" gives the bag back and is totally fine. I was relieved

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Sprained ankle today. Ice pack and elevated tonight. Slept on back tonight.

1) LUCID. With guy friends. Apparently a race to see who is my best friend. Rob, people. Think to myself Tim wins. In a city block with some form of barrier or shield wall in front of me.

2) Sean. Guys. Time shifts to 1950s. I'm in a dorm room with all these people. Think I need to find a bowler hat to fit in.

3) At an orientation or a first day of college. I first see a play of some sort. After I leave, I sit at a study table. I remember I have a HUGE amount of homework due the first day of school. Poster. Kinda panic, but then realize it's not the first day. I still have a while. A guy walks past with a headset and comm system on. He's the stage manager of the play, I think. The guy sitting next to me yells, "Tech Theatre!" Talk. Other people know each other.

5) While awake in bed before leaving for work. Vision of a box of two chocolate muffins. Grabbed one for breakfast.

6) Playing on the computer with a 360 controller.

DEADLYS DREAM(S)

11th attempt (Friday night): non-lucid

Didn't get to the pyramid, was at some Hollywood party where I was 'the' 'celebrity' serial killer of Hollywood. People invited me to party with them knowing full well I was insane and killed people in my spare time. Ended up necking with Jim Carrey, and rescuing a load of goldfish from a toilet and putting them in a nice clean tank....

12th attempt (Saturday night): Lucid

Arrived at the pyramid to find if in a further state of ruin, saw some naked boy with a goat walking along a mountain range nearby. The top of the pyramid was covered in orange sand.

Woke up, went back to sleep:

Was laying in my bed thinking I'd missed the day so made time speed up to reach 'next week', it went light and dark for a while as I did this. I then went to find the pyramid only to find it was below the ground of a huge city this time and more ruined, sent up a beacon on the off chance.

Woke up, went back to sleep:

Made it to the pyramid, everything looked 'normal' this time. Sat down and waited a while. Howled like a wolf a few times for fun, a band arrived and played a song about 'dreaming' and as I woke up I heard an instrumental version of 'the wizard' by 'Black Sabbath' which doesn't exist to my knowledge. It sounded awesome.

13th Attempt (Sunday) : lucid

Got 'trapped' inside a priest of some cult that was trained to summon 'me', had no control of their limbs which was odd. They mixed up a drink and drank it while I sat inside them and watched, as they drank it I was aimed/guided to a certain time frame/place where I was 'needed'. Saw The Dukes of Hazard for some reason, was suddenly a soldier and eating sand, was angry as someone questioned my war service record. Reality was suddenly being folded which was going to kill everything, I resisted saying "I am the dreamer of the dream", by now was getting tired of the pace/length of the dream and lay down on the ground refusing to get up. Saw a massive crystal ball which was some kind of 'god egg', my mind grew sharper for a while as did the local DC's. Still refused to get up, eventually fell 'asleep'.

Woke up, went back to sleep:

Dreams decended in 'squeaky bed spring' stuff, the guy had a lot of body hair.....

Since I started experimenting with lucid dreaming i have only managed to have 2 lucid dreams of which i remember and are actually worth mentioning.

My first ever lucid dream:
It started off with my little brother calling me from my bedroom, i go downstairs to see him poking his head round the corner of the bottom of the stairs. At this point i decide to head downstairs and look out the window, it is snowing, bearing in mind in reality it is actually mid august last year. I sit down but then realise, my little brother is meant to be on holiday so now i realise i'm dreaming, at first i decide to sit down, i'm not sure what my logic was but then i decided to leave the house in search of my ex girlfriend, again i'm not sure why. When i got outside i noticed all the streets where in the wrong place and there were some extra streets.

The next was kind of short, i can't remember how I became lucid, all i remember was flying into the air then drop kicking onto a car, tearing the roof off with my bare hands and hitching a lift to somewhere. Don't see why i needed a car if i could fly...

Anyway i'm gunna go to sleep soon, catchya later DJ's

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
Folks, this is what happens if you have poor recall and end up becoming lucid. Practice your recall! I had a very frustrating time trying to remember this; I probably spent twenty minutes lying in bed just thinking about it, and even then, I couldn't remember much.

This was a longer semi-lucid that probably clocked in at around 8 minutes, although I can't remember next to anything about it. One thing I do remember is doing the nose-plug RC, but I don't know where I was at the time. A few minutes after this, I was now doing stabilization exercises. I was walking into an underground subway station; it was essentially a large room with a fairly low ceiling; the entire thing was made of darker grey concrete that was almost shiny. The lighting was dim, with a dark yellow hue to it. The concrete was stained and looked decrepit. On one side of the floor, going from one rectangular hole in the wall to the other, was a clean, normal-looking tunnel for a subway to pass through. I was walking through a tight hallway, made of the same concrete, to get to this room. The hallway was probably only 2 feet wide, and only twice my height. On the left, I was running my hand along the wall as I walked, because it was covered in transparent patches of ice, and white frost that looked very real. I remember marveling at how cold and realistic it felt.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Attempt at a shared dream with Mancon.
Click here for his entry.

There was much more to this dream, but I can't remember what. From the part I remember, it was nighttime, and I was at the bottom of a sheer cliff. This cliff was probably only 100 feet tall, and it was made of dark brown rock. In front of me stretched an ocean of very dark water; the sky was fairly dark, but not like it would be in the middle of the night. This darkness gradated to a lighter, almost green-blue at the horizon, where the water was. I was standing on a smooth, mint green piece of 'land' that had a wavy edge on one side. There were ripples of white in it, and the entire thing was shiny. I stepped on it and the land cracked into three pieces; two of them were large and the other piece was rather small. I don't remember what happened after that; I know that I didn't end up going in the water, though.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
Haven't had good recall lately... These three fragments are from the past two days.

This was a false awakening. I was on my bed, and had just 'woken' from a previous dream. I wanted to get up and do something else, but I was stuck in sleep paralysis. I experienced some weird hallucinations; when I opened my eyes near the beginning of the episode, I saw tiny stars from the mario games that were floating near the ceiling. I remember squeezing my eyes shut and finding myself in a large garden with trimmed hedges, grey stone for walkways, and lots of pollen in the air. That must have been the 'dream' that was forming, but I soon lost it.

I came to the unconscious conclusion that I was dreaming, and tried to snap out of it, on the verge of shouting because the SP hallucinations were becoming frightening (these ones were mostly tactile, not visual - my eyes were closed now). However, the level of lucidity was incredibly low, so it could have simply been part of the dream plot, not real awareness. The viewpoint changed from first- to third-person sometime during this part of the dream.

Fragments.

[/B]Repeat the following affirmations before bed or when you wake up from just having a dream, but plan on going back to sleep right away:

» I awaken within my dreams
» My waking consciousness goes with me into my dreams
» I am consciously aware of my dreams
» Lucid dreaming is easy for me
» When I dream, I am aware I am dreaming
» I remember my lucid dreams
» I have the power to control my dreams
» I do reality checks while dreaming
» I notice the dream signs that help me become lucid
» I become consciously aware of odd occurrences in dreams
» I am determined but detached while dreaming
» My dream intention is strong
» I visualize becoming lucid in my dreams
» Tonight I will recognize that I am dreaming
» Tonight I will have a lucid dream
» I have a greater awareness of reality
» I recognize I am dreaming while dreaming
» I remain emotionally calm when dreaming
» I check to see if I am really awake often
» I know the difference between reality and dreaming
» I do reality checks often
» I have the ability to lucid dream at will
» I am the master of my dreams
» I am a master at the art of lucid dreams

- Took a bunch of e with L

- The moon was huge

- Cousin brings me my yellow pendant which I'd left in the trailer

Last night, I remember more than one dream. In one of them, I dreamt from the point of view of TV characters. More precisely of Mikoto, Tooru, and Yujiro from Princess Princess the Japanese drama. In this dream, the characters were lost and running from something. They eventually ran into this place they thought was a cafe. They sat down on a couch and went on a laptop. There was a woman talking on the phone in the kitchen straight across from them with her back turned. The characters finally realized that they weren't in a cafe, but someone's private home. They then bolted from the house quite literally. Running as fast as they could down the street and hopped a few fences. They eventaully got mauled by dogs.

In the second dream, I was awoken to three singing men beside my bed. One of them was 'George' (placeholder name - recurring person in my dreams) and had a false name of "Trinket". I don't remember much else after that, just I kept seeing him everywhere.

In a third dream, I was angry because my mom wanted to kill an anaconda snake with a large knife/axe. I wasn't mad because she was going to kill an animal, but because I was worried that the snake would escape from the cage and hurt our cats.

I was walking past the chapel in my school with my ex girlfriend, i had a bloody nose with some tissue in it. I had to use the restroom to clean my face up, when we were about to go our separate ways i kissed her and accidently smeared blood on her face, i wiped it away. I walk into the bathroom, someone is in there. I look in the mirror, and notice i'm wearing khaki colored sweatpants and a khaki colored fur winter coat, i wash my face up and stair at myself, i didn't notice anything off, so i left to go to the office. As i'm walking, the principal hands me two black letters which were for expulsion, one with LeeAnn on it, and the other with Yani on it, both kids i knew in high school. She also hands me a wad of cash, with a few 10's, 5's, but mostly 1's, wrapped in a roll and tied down with an elastic band. I go into the nurses office across the hall from the principals, and call for LeeAnn, hand her the letter and walk out, last thing i remember is sitting sorting the cash, realizing it's mostly just ones, and seeing my ex looking at me.

DREAM SIGNS: Not in CT anymore, Not dating my ex anymore.

From when I could remember the dream. I was in school, then went outside to a carnival. We used currents to make it come towards us, by taking the water out with a little scooper and putting it back in. I now know it is impossible. Many of my school-friends won prizes, but I didn't. We went back to our classroom in a flash, me not dreaming of how we got there or back. Then I began to fall asleep, a deep sleep.

I awoke to, well, not my classroom. I was in a house, much like my own. On a chair in the kitchen, an unknown man asked me if I was OK. I nodded and began to get up and ask about where I was and what happened. Our conversation went like this:

Me: 'I was...uhm...sleeping.'
Him: 'Sleeping eh?'

I came up to explore more and he seemed to not have a problem with it, the house was strange. Exactly the same as my own house with all the things in the same place, I found my phone on a pile of papers, where my mum's phone was usually charged. I looked at my phone, and it was, uh. Different. The software on it was completely different with different wallpapers. I didn't check anything apart from the menu options, which by then I could confirm where completely different.

Me: 'What did you do to my phone.'
Him: 'Put all my software into it.'

There was something else, he drew...or something, many of these drawings looked like cartoons and manga, they were pinned to the living room curtain. I think, and we had another long conversation of which I can't remember. Also, uh, he had another job, maybe a secret agent...

The next I can't remember or there was a skip through my dream again. I ended up waking up on a fancy bed, with golden covers and a dark-wood headboard. Everything was a blur, in mind and sight. When I finally got my bearings I saw I was no longer in 'my house' or with the man. I was with a woman, around 18, light tan, a brunette and she began to talk to me. This was a much longer conversation, but I can't remember it all:

Me: 'Where am I? What happened?'
Her: 'You fell asleep I've been looking after you.'

There was another longer conversation, again. I can't remember, but it consisted of what she did to my phone. I remember this snippet:

Me: 'What did you do to my phone?' (Noticing that it was physically changed now, not just the software.)
Her: 'I made your phone like mine, I gave you all my secrets.'

There was a long pause, in which I was inspecting my newly 'pimped-out' phone. Software and physical changes. But I couldn't help looking back at the woman, she seemed familiar, but I don't know from where. I just know I was growing an attraction to her.

As my sister came in to wake me up, I tried to hold on as long as I could onto the dream. I was now completely looking at this woman and I was going to do something, maybe kiss her, maybe say something. I don't know. As the dream faded out into reality I saw myself though, not my 13 year old self. But older, around 18, with long scruffy hair. My features were more defined, and I had lost weight, a lot of weight.
I awoke and was determined to write this down. It's took me an hour, but straight away I deduced that I possibly went into a coma, twice in the dream. That could explain been with two different people, at different ages.