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1/26/12

DILD

Notes: I was staying in a hotel. I had not smoked, so I was feeling some REM rebound.

I had repeated FAs where I kept waking up in the bed. There had to have been at least 5 in total. After the first few I caught on thought to RC the next time I "woke up." Some woman behind me said that it was a good idea and that I should take control. I thought to myself that the RCs will probably fail because this is so ridiculous. The next time I wake up, the nose RC fails. I reach for some water and wake up again.

Eventually I stand up and flick a spider off of me.I realize I'm dreaming and go towards the door. Some guy somehow makes me go by the spider. I know its a dream, but I still don't want to be around it. It is really dark and I head out the door. I am walking around the embassy suites. I want to fly over the balcony, but because I had so many FAs, I don't trust that its actually a dream. I nose RC a bunch of times to keep lucidity and it keeps working. I still don't trust flying though.

I walk out to the main floor area and a few people are gathered in a circle. There are two hot girls so I try to fool around with them. I am with this one blonde girl and I try to get the red head to join. She doesn't want to so I go over to her alone. We have sex and I finish.

When I woke up, I still felt very disoriented and confused about reality.

DreamLucidAwake

Orange Crystals

I don't remember much of this dream. I was walking along a dirt road and saw a hut. I walked inside the hut to see if I could find anything interesting. Inside the old man was sleeping on a hammock. I snuck past him and walked over to a table on the other side of the room. The table seemed to be made out of dirt and grass. Even stranger, an orange crystal was growing out of it. I touched the crystal and it started to glow brightly before shattering into a hunder little pieces. I reached my hand out towards them again to see what would happen. They started floating and turned into a magical energy that absorbed into my arm. I started freaking out and shaking my arms because I didn't know what was happening. The old man woke up as this happened.

"You fool!" He said grabbing my arm.
"What just happened?!" I asked him.
"You absorbed the crystal that was powering my shield!" He told me.

I heard footsteps from outside the hut and turned towards the door. An orc warrior with a sword and armor stood outside. He roared and charged towards the hut. I saw a sword sitting on a shelf in the hut. I took it and ran outside to the orc. He swung his sword at me and I blocked it. He knocked me to the ground and I rolled back before he could stab me. I remembered that I had absorbed the magic from the crystals and focused it in my hands. I charged at the orc and pushed against its chest. An orange energy bursted out and that's the last thing I remember before waking up.

It's Halloween Again

I was in an empty parking lot with my mother. We had just finished putting groceries in the car. She got a phone call that reminded her it was Halloween. She told me something about it being Halloween again and that Micheal Myers would be looking for us. She then told me to unchain the car and that the code was "2921". I walked to the front of the car and there was a chain connecting the car to the metal railing. I realized that if it was already sunset Micheal could be anywhere by now. The lock on the chain dial with number 1-9 in a mixed order. It took me a while, but I finally got the code in and the chain broke. The next thing I know it's the middle of the night and I'm riding in the back seat of the car. I became lucid when I was told to keep an eye out for Micheal Myers. I knew that if the dream continued and we got home I would have to fight Micheal Myers. I then debated whether I should let the dream continue and fight him or if I should just wake up. I thought about it for a few minutes before I woke up involuntarily.

End

I remember I was sent back to an old school I used to go to and, now have to stay there for school, though why I wasn't told.
Upon getting there, I remember distinctly thinking "This place looks ... different" I think nothing of it after that, thinking they just went through renovations.
( At least I'm showing signs of starting to question dream worlds )
I go to classes, each ends a couple seconds after I get there, each class already assigning homework at this time as well.
The bell rings for lunch, though I'm late getting out of class, causing me to only have ten minutes to eat. I figure it's too late to go to a store, so I try finding a vending machine, it takes me five dream minutes to find a vending machine, during this point in time I'm thinking "where the hell is a vending machine." I finally find one (though, it's less of a vending machine and more of a consession area with one choice of food) I get into line, though I figure I won't get to the front by the time class starts, so I look outside for a sec and ponder if I could get to the stores at the top in time. I figure I should give it a try and start on my way up.
Now, on the way to the stores, you have to go up a gradual hill. On the left side there's was what seems to be an abandoned train yard. I find it weird but think nothing more of it from there on in. When I get to the top of the hill, I notice there's no stores at all, but instead a field, with grass so green, it has a tinge of blue to it, and a place where beautiful doesn't even begin to describe the area. In the middle of this tiny field, there's a flower ( the flower kept changing from a daisy to a bluebell) beside the flower was a white rabbit, standing on its hind legs, watching me intently. I started to walk into the field, looking around, trying to see it all.
I got to the flower and the rabbit starts to gesture for me to take the flower. I grab the flower and pull it out of the ground. As I start to get up, the flower turns into five big packets of mini eggs. I nod at the rabbit as a thank you, and I run off. Upon getting back, I'm already late, though feeling satisfied, I take my time.

Dream sign :
It seems I've been to this area once before in a dream, though this was when I was making my way to a bus. It seems I've expanded the outskirts of the school and the area where the stores are. Interesting expansion as well.

Hey guys, now I have finally the time to write my DJ online (I already have a DJ in german but not online)

27.01.2012

1- Bicycle tour

I'm riding my bicycle through a small path in the forest. My mom was with me but I lost her and want to search her now because I couldn't find my way back home on my own. The weather is rainy and I feel quite sad, thinking about why I'm living and what's the meaning of my life. I start to sing a french song about love in perfect french, though my french in waking life sucks xD.

2- WILD dream

I wake up because of my alarm clock that is starting to make noise. It's 5 am and I'm still way to tired to get up (I normally get up at 5.30). I think about what I'm gonna do today and suddenly I feel hands touching my head and I feel a person lying next to me in my bed. First I feel shocked but then I recognize that I must have falle into sleep paralysis unintentionally. I suddenly start to feel euphoric and think "Yeah I'm going to have a lucid dream!!". As my body had fallen completely asleep, I sit up in my bed and walk through my room (that is cleaned up, how strange lmao ) and outside the house. Everything is dark (no street lights, no lights in the windows) but I can see clearly. I want to search for some people but theres nobody in this grey town. The buildings seem dark and monotonous, they remind me a lot of that painting: http://home.arcor.de/j120542/allgemein/geruecht.jpg
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I begin to feel scared and start to search for something beautiful so I look uo to the sky and there IS the very beautiful thing.. millions of big shiny stars in the black sky, nearer and brighter than I had ever seen them before

When i first woke up, i remembered this dream very clearly. But i was late for class and couldn't write it down. So now it's more like a dream fragment.

Me, and some DC were talking with this guy who had on a leather jacket, and this yellow shirt under it. The yellow shirt had a red design of the baphomet on it. . .So immediately i was a little thrown off by that, but in the dream world everything is "normal".

The three of us just talked for a while, and i asked him about his shirt, and he admitted to being a satanist. But he seemed really cool in the dream....

Weird...

Dream 1: Prison Escape

I am a prisoner who has just escaped with my inmate in a massive prison-wide breakout. We are driving a stolen 4-wheel drive and are in the parking lot of a shopping centre, when we notice one of the several police cars dispatched to capture the prisoners. My friend makes a sharp turn which, to my amazement, doesn't attract the attention of the officer. We decide to get rid of the 4-wheel drive and find a motorcycle to hotwire. Still in the parking lot, we get to a set of stairs and, after parking the motorcycle, we run up them. Eventually, we get to a room where two men who I notice to be Will Smith and Martin Lawrence are arguing. Will Smith, upon seeing our prison jumpsuits, draws his gun and begins firing at us. I draw my gun (which I don't know how I acquired) and fire three shots which miss and one shot which finds Will Smiths temple. I turn to my left and find that my friend has been shot. I grab him by the leg and drag him away, all the while firing at Martin Lawrence.

Dream 2: Street Comic

The panels of a epic comic book have been drawn on the street pavement stretching across several suburbs. People I meet say it is the best comic ever published, and I decide to run from street to street in order to read it. I am sprinting across the footpath, taking in the comic as I go, when I notice a male my age sprinting to my right. I get to a certain point on the street, specifically on a panel that is heavy on text, and stop, before deciding to run in the opposite direction.

I lay in bed to prepare for my wbtb wild. It doesn't take long. For me to get tired and I pass out too soon. I am with rain my yoga teacher and Kara. She is teaching some yoga and Kara and I are following. We do something's for a while and I end up. NEar Safeway. I think about this and wonder how I get there so fast. Did I run? It hit me. I'm dreaming. I do a rc and look at my hands. I'm dreaming already. I pull up my sleeves and take the sight in. Yep it's beautiful like usual. Everything is Glowing as the sun bursts through the open air. * Unfortunately I wake up.*

I am with Dustin. It's Friday and we are at my place with Kara. Dustin and I were gonna to to the party but instead were going to a guns and roses workshop. We go and wait for what seems like forever until we see that it already started along time ago. We rush in and they almost don't let us in. It turns out to be a class and the teachers slightly crazy. Dustin and I joke around during class like we usually do and piss the teacher off in a funny way. It later turns into a whole camp scene where we stay there for the summer. Dustin turns into Leo. People were playing jokes on Leo for some reason and I was defending him. I was doing handstand in the sand on a giant downsloping hill and failing. Leo's brother who is older now comes up to me and asks why Leo always stinks and has fleas. I dont know why but I'll ask. I know he's gonna pull a prank on him later *and I tell him I am watching him and spank him on his ass. We both laugh and make our way to different camps

Dream about being at homecoming with Kara. I pretend to be king and the runner ups are all ugly. I laugh and boo them. They get pissed and walk off the stage. On guy tells me im too old to be there even though I'm gorgeous.*

Just a couple this time, but one that was sorta interesting.

#1 - Let's Go To The Mall!

I'm in a class, in high school I think, with LOTS of old people from my schools, and also Robin from How I Met Your Mother! (That show is entering my dreams a lot lately. ) At one point, "Let's Go To The Mall" comes on on the overhead announcement system.

(For those of you who don't know, in the show this is a hit that Robin had in Canada as a pop star that she's really embarrassed about, and for the sake of the joke it's a pretty ridiculous song, but super catchy. )



All of my old friends and I start singing along with it while Robin looks really embarrassed, but then she eventually gets in and starts singing with us! Later one of my other friends shows up and I try to tell him about it but he starts yelling the words right after I say them so I stop in mid-sentence. Weird lol.

After that, the teacher gives us a 100 question pop quiz. >.< She gives us a set of instructions which I remember thinking seemed pretty meaningless, and then I notice that all of the questions and answers (it's multiple choice) are really bizarre and don't seem to be correlated in any way. I keep wanting to work on the quiz anyway but at some point ketchup got smeared all over it somehow. Though I should be worried about the fact that my paper will be messy and soggy, what I'm mainly concerned about it how I'm going to put my paper back down on the table without smearing the ketchup on the table.

#2 - Take A Third Option

All I remember is being in another class with a different friend, and we were told we had to choose between going light side or dark side (like in Star Wars). Though, after we picked, we were given point deductions for not picking the neutral option.

Nothing too exciting, but the first one was fun.

I must not be sleeping well in my hotel in Phoenix.

Dream 1:

I was in my hotel room when I feel a lot of shaking. The floor to my room starts to slowly fall down a few feet. I was able to get out of the room, but after I do I watch as the whole room falls several stories to the ground with all my stuff in it.

Dream 2:

I was supposedly sleeping when I felt this horrible feeling. I try to yell and scream, but as is normal for me in dreams, just the sounds of strong breaths come out of my mouth. Later I wake up within the dream and see that I had my camera on and facing the bed all night and notice that I captured video of myself sleeping. I watch the video and see myself trying to sit up and scream in my sleep. It is very freaky and I wonder if I had been possessed.

Again not much recall...awoken several times with trains again! Terrible trains! So loud like they were in my bedroom...waking my son, etc. this was real. Only dream memory was of my advisor (looking different but pretty sure it was he) scoffing at the idea of me finishing my studies...basically saying it is obvious I won't pull it off. Not a good dream.

Only a brief memory from my dreams...seeing a pool of water in the middle of the living room floor. I woke up and it had rained hard through the night, actually causing the rain to come in under the door and soak the little rug by the door...and leaving a puddle in the floor. I don't chalk this up to anything more than my subconscious knows when it rains hard like that rain comes in...and this time it was right. But perhaps not...

27.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had these dreams very early in the morning (~4:50-5AM all the way before I woke up from the alarm clock at 7AM). I actually slept the day before at around 6PM, and woke up at 12AM, so that messed up my sleeping since I only wanted to take an hour nap at 6PM.

Anyway, the last dream is the one that pissed me off the most, because there were things that were extremely abnormal, and it was pretty realistic, at least at the Night time setting it had

Dream 1: Posting Photos of me IRL and receiving comments from others.

Apparently I posted a few IRL pictures of me at some party onto a forum, probably in Dreamviews (that's weird, I never been to parties here in college), and one person told me that he got several comments (turned out to be a lot instead )from people he knew from other forums about those pictures.

I can't remember what they said though, there were too many posts in fact for me to read them all. But I remember one photo was one of those self taken ones, where you can obviously see one arm was extended from above to get a shot of me. The quality of the photo looked pretty good too, I could see the glare on my eyes and small facial hair (but very small).

I think I was trying to explain what happened at the party in the other photos, then I'm suddenly in the experience that one of the photos captured. I'm inside this random room, and the DC that I can recall the most from was this blonde in front of me who spoke a language I could not understand.

(This picture below oddly resembles her, she had a slightly square chin like the one below, but she was a bit older than this one).


I was probably 3 inches from this woman, and her eyes are looking up towards mine (she's slightly shorter than me by a few inches).

I ignore her because the stare looked like what anyone would do when they see someone new inside the room I guess, then I go somewhere else in this room full of DCs. I tried going one way, but it was blocked by another.

Then I find a place to sit, but there are too many DCs to even sit on. One DC in front looked like my mother, but she was sitting near the edgiest edge of the fairly wide couch others were sitting on.

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2: Science Lecture Night Class, Annoying Sound, Slutty Housewife

I was inside a lecture class at Texas A&M. It seemed to be a night class (I don't have any classes at night that start from 7-9pm) and it looked like it was a Chemistry Course as well. While the instructor, who was a male that was fairly huge in weight was talking about things I don't remember, there's this annoying sound coming from the wall.

It wasn't too loud, and everyone else in the room probably didn't hear it, but then it got louder and louder. From where I was sitting in this lecture class, I could see a small rectangular hole going vertical on the wall the sound was coming from. I peek through the hole and see one or two DCs that I know of in real life.



Let's call one "Tim" since he resembled the guy from the Tennis Team I was in at Cypress Lakes High School when I was Sophomore and Junior there.

The lecturer, whose features that become more apparent to me, was wearing a huge dark shirt to probably conceal the bad parts of his stomach (again he was fairly huge). He had brown or black hair that was pretty well groomed and looked very smooth.

He said in response to the annoying sound that he will take attendance really quick, and will give one of the loudest yell he could give at the room or hallway the sound was coming from. I'm guessing he was trying to suppress his rage until he was done taking attendance and getting out of the room.

I think a dream fragment came from this dream, so I'll add it here: Basically the dream repeats with a different lecturer, and I tell him that the sound from the wall is just something they had to do and it's best to tolerate it. He agreed and was trying to read, but the sound made it too hard for me to understand what he was saying, and then the fragment fades....(now back to the main dream).

Then the dude from the room where the sound is coming from is screaming that someone jacked his car. Apparently he was doing something for them, and he forgot about his car keys, and he assumed that they stole it from him.

He started panicking on how his mother would freaking kill him if she found out about this.

Then all of a sudden, I'm being displayed a chat system (like an IRC) with a picture of an anime lady on the right in red hair I believe (or brown hair that was very close from being red).

(Kind of like the picture below, except she was on the right side, and she wasn't EVA either



Someone was typing to her hypothetical questions on what she would do if her son got the car given to him stolen. (which is apparently Tim's mother I'm assuming since this part started a few seconds after his panicking).

I can't remember what exactly what she said, in fact, I was paying attention to her while using my peripheral vision on the messages coming up on the left. She was one of those purple tank tops, or the tops that made a V-shape on the person's chest to emphasis on the cleavage.



She was wearing a skirt too, and it seemed she was on a bed sitting at the edge of it.

She looked like a "Rich Housewife" type of mother. She was smiling and had cellphone on her hand. It was a still picture, but it progressed to other still pictures of her in different positions later on.

So by now, I realized that when she's talking on the phone, her words are being transferred to the chatting system on the left. The last part of what she said that I remembered was something about not having much of a libido anymore.

(I'm not too sure if she said "Libido" or "Anima," but it if was "Anima," it would've been weirder because she's a female, not a male. So most likely the word was "Libido," but I still had some doubt about what she said since some of the text was a bit blurry to me.)

I think she was lying when she said she didn't have much a libido, because through the whole phone call, she's smiling, at least the picture of her on the right is smiling. Then the picture shows her fingering her vagina throughout the whole phone call.

This woman was wet down there, like she enjoyed being a liar and had some kind of fetish or something for phone talk. She had that devilish smirk on her face as if she did something immoral.

All I remember for that one.

Dream 3:

I'm outside near a place that resembles the area my Apartment is at near my University,and it's night time, or at least very early in the morning where it's still dark (2-4AM setting to it probably). I'm also in my underwear throughout this entire dream (until the dream scene changes)

As I'm walking towards my apartment (it's on the bottom section of the overall complex), I see this blonde DC when I get to the door to go into my apartment.

I couldn't get a good analysis on her face other than she probably wore mascara on her eyes and her hair seemed to be bleached, but still retained some blonde color to it.



I also see these brown ponies, maybe one to four overall, following this DC in this dark setting. There was one horse that came near the small patch of grass near my apartment, probably to eat from it.



At this point, I'm leaning against the curved sides on the wall looking at this blonde walk from the street. Then I realize the pony had to go back to her, and said to it "Hey!"

It looked at me quickly, and it looked so adorable when it responded to me by moving its head to my direction.

But I didn't want the blonde to see me for some odd reason, so I tried to shoo off the pony to go back to the female while trying to hide from the female at the same time.

It finally did, and the blonde turned around and realized it wasn't with the group, and I think she called it to come and it did.

Then the dream scene changes where there's this mini-bookstore conveniently placed in front of me, and there are DCs lining up to go into the store at night or early morning where it's still dark out. (This is probably a dream fragment that occurred after the blonde DC one).

I'm still in my underwear, and I'm holding two packs of stamps that had the color of red. It's those stamps you use to make a mark on a piece of paper or whatever. It even looked like those candle material stamps they used for scrolls too.



I stamp a random yellow piece of paper I believe, and I think after that, a DC in front of me was collecting these yellow papers that other DCs were giving to him as well. He faces me signaling if I'm done with the paper, but I probably said no and kept holding on to it.

That's all I remember for that dream and the dream fragment.

I WAS REALLY PISSED THAT I DIDN'T DO A RC when I met the blonde. .

-just a fragment-

I was dating my ex again or something, which was very weird. And I were at his house, where a girl from school was too. In my waking life I'm very close to her. I was spending much time with her in my dream, then something happened.. and my ex broke up with me ..again. The same way as in my waking life. Only with some extra weird details, such as crashing against the door and seeing a couch move from 2nd floor. It was a dark red couch.
I also dreamt of another breakup, but I wasn't involved. And that didn't happen in real life.. xD they are still together.
During the dream, I felt rather scared. I was sweating when I woke up.

Enteme.

I was at my old house, in the yard.. I opened the door of the shed, there was my cat. She was very big and was delivering maany little baby kitti's :3 ..I saw one with closed eyes and unbrushed hair and all.. just how kittens should look like. I walked further so I could see my cat, she lay on a table... I can only remember vaguely that there was someone standing next to me, but I'm not sure. Just when I started talking to my cat, she began to deliver another baby again.. but I turned my head for some reason... then I saw something, left under the table, it was another cat, a bigger one, he was black with white and I saw his tungue.. guess I was talking to him, not really vivid. It could have been my old cat who disapeared in that house..

Oh well.. then my alarm went off, but I snoozed back in my dreams.

I woke up several times, and I always look at my clock when I do. so I guess I just had to have a weird dream about being late or time ..something. It was kindof a false awakening 'cause my brother came into my room, asking if I'm not gonna be late for school and all. I said no, it's only -this time- then we did some game on the computer or something, very short, then he started nagging again about the time. I looked at the time on my computer.. this time it was really late: 09:34 I still know the exact time. Then we started stressing and all.. and there happened to be a weird bar on my stereo, it was really long and we kicked against it. Then I woke up again, snoozed again, then I was looking at two giraffe's.. they were VERY long. Their legs were very thin and long, like straws as big as 2 or 3 lamppoles. And they were walking very uneasy.. and almost fell.
Was very funny though xD

Oh, and when I woke up, it was 09;15 ..I didn't have to worry yet. I guess I dreamt of that because I accidentally missed the snooze button, so I wasn't going to be alarmed anymore xD and my unconscience knew that. How smart.

First, I was at my old house with my mom and another girl from school. I had a big fight with my mom.. we were at the table or something..

Then I was cycling to school with my brother.. We had to take a right turn.. then I suddenly raised myself above the road and I had to carry much weight.. I gave my brother a key or something to unlock the gate.. but I was there first so I opened the gate (the key was with me again somehow) and I showed a weird chemistry test from my brother to my old friends.. he had only 6 answers wrong..

Then I was in the office, me and my brother were doing something on the computer and I needed a better chair, but there wasn't a better one.. Then my dad locked my in the office.. I don't think my brother was there as well.. but it was suddenly full with water and I was trapped with one of my legs.. the other one was covered with grey eggs/seeds of a butterfly.. it felt really gross and weird.. then there came a demon (girl-demon with kind of orange hair.. she swam to me) and gave me some weird small stones.. I could throw them at the window, because my dad was outside.. so I did. He eventually came back and unlocked the door, just in time because the eggs were starting to hatch.. I ran to the door, and some butterflies already flew away.. they didn't all hatch though..
Then I woke up.

-Enteme-