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Okay, so this is just a bunch of dream fragments that I remember last night...wish I could remember more, because from what I do remember, it was a pretty awesome dream.

FRAGMENT 1:
I'm sitting in my sister's room, on the computer. I get the sensation that someone is watching me from behind. I turn around, and, sure, enough, sitting in the window, is Stewie from Family Guy. He scares the crap outta me, so I run out of my sister's room and into the bathroom in the hall.

Of course, that doesn't help, because now I can see Stewie's silhouette through the curtains as he tries to open the window from the other side. I run out of the bathroom and fall against the hallway wall, sinking to the ground. Now I know he can't see me. Suddenly, it all turns into a game, and I decide to scare Stewie. I stand up and turn my head into the bathroom. I start screaming.

Stewie, who has turned into my little brother, screams and runs away. I feel satisfied, because I know I won.

FRAGMENT 2:
I'm in what looks like some sort of souvenir shop (like the one from the end of the Spongebob movie...anyone know what I'm talking about? Anyone? No?) but instead of souvenirs, there's a bunch of tanks with fish and other coral reef life in them. I'm walking around with my mom and she sees some sharks in a tank.

She says, "How much do you wanna bet Matt Smith is gonna be around here somewhere?"

Sure enough, as we continue walking, we find Matt Smith sitting on a wooden crate, completely lost in his thoughts as he picks up and examines some fascinating coral. He smiles to himself. There's another woman sitting next to him, but I don't remember who. Maybe it was supposed to be his girlfriend?

FRAGMENT 3:
I'm at my mom's house, and instead of having just one dog, we have two. The new dog is a big light brown mutt, with short hair and floppy ears. He's really friendly and sweet. My mom asks if I can take him on a quick walk around the block. I agree and attach a leash to his collar, walking him out the front door.

As we step onto the front porch, his leash comes unattached. But he's a good dog, so he waits for me to put it on again. It's wet and rainy outside, and as I continue to fumble with the leash, the dog starts...melting.

This goes on for a while, but suddenly he turns solid and whole again, and the leash is attached. I start walking around, but he pulls and pulls and we don't go very far. He picks up stuff out of our recycle bin and starts throwing it around, right as the garbage truck starts rumbling down our street. I frantically try to get our dog back to the front door to get him inside, right as the mailman walks up.

The mailman says, "That's a beautiful dog! What's his name?" I can't remember his name, but my brother appears and pipes up, "Mackenzie!"

FRAGMENT 4:
Monsters are taking over our city. Me, and two other people, are the ones who bring justice to our town. We're like superheroes. I remember going through this whole dream slaying all these monsters, and everyone was so happy we were around.

There was one monster who was like a giant bug, but fluffy and pink, and I'm pretty sure it was wearing a dress. Anyways, so this bug was trying to steal humans to keep as pets, but we wouldn't allow it. We distracted the bug, and the three of us started running for our lives up a set of stairs nearby. (Heroic, I know.) Turns out the other two people on my monster-fighting team are two characters from Doctor Who, Donna Noble (Catherine Tate) and the Doctor (David Tennant). Donna and I hide by crouching down behind this cement block at the top of the stairs, and the Doctor starts flying around trying to mock the monster and make it feel bad about itself.

Apparently, it works, because the monster leaves and the city is safe.

So, those are my dream fragments from last night. More like mini-dreams than fragments, but, whatever.

I'm really starting to think Matt Smith with sharks is a dream sign. This is the second night in a row where I dreamt he was around/with sharks. It's completely random, but hey, whatever works, right?

Was with baron riding a car with family. My other family member had a dog who had to go to the hospital so we scrolled buy to drop it off. There was a massive earthquake and everything was falling apart. I held on to baron. I kept him safe. We kept driving to some place with water. We were supposed to meet people *by the way was clogged. Eventually we had to travel by foot. There was supposed to be another massive earthquake that would rattle the world. I was scared for baron. I kept him close as we took a shortcut to our destination. I felt the second one coming so I jumped and ran *to some temple. There was a couple hiding and I went outside farther away into a murky pit. It happened. Rocks were falling from the sky and I dodged them. Baron was ok. The couple was knocked unconscious but ended up being fine. *

There was a giant party at some baseball players house hosted by a friend of mine. The first party was huge. There was alchohol on the floor and everyone kept sliding around. I broke a few things. The baseball player came was disappointed. It was too fancy and not his style. After the party he got in a fight with his wife and my mom and her went to talk all night. In the morning he wanted to throw a party that night but less fancy with a bang. I was gonna spin fire later. My mom final calmed the wife down and we tried to squeeze in the car to go home. I came back that night and began to spin. The fire went out and the staff always too small. The girl with the dragon tattoo came over to spin her staff. It was much better. She helped me by telling me which staff I should get. I helped her prepare her staff. It was time for her to spin. One of her staff ends needed to be filled so I ran to fill it with gasoline. I could tell she liked me and there was something pure about her. She was about to begin for real. She took a few hits from a j. Right as she was about to spin my alarm went off

For some reason 2 Mexicans were trying to kill me. We had a long showdown with guns and all. Eventually after many complicated moves I disarmed both of them and had millions of dollars in cash. I gave them a few thousand and we became friends I said I *would take them to america and get them jobs. We got stopped at border control because of the money. We took lie detector tests and passed. They let me keep the money. I somehow because some sports legend and got the best office in some building. I was running through the building trying to get the china packages that I was gonna sell. I did this for a while until I woke.*

Was really cold last night and I gotta thing about sleeping with space heaters. Didn't remember anything and I don't think i had much sleep.

edit: Remember something about my pops telling me my uncle got a DUI....

Kiss Psych

I was in some type of class room setting. There was a short haired blond girl with kind of messy hair. She wasn't that attractive, but she was kind of cute; kind of a pimply face though.

She was slowly leaning in, and so was I. We were going to kiss, but then she changed her mind. Not only that, she was offended that I would try to kiss her. That sucked.

There was more to the dream as I left that scene, but I can't remember much. I don't know how interesting it was anyway.

Snakes

I was at the Chatahooche river. Two people found large snakes. The first guy was holding cotton mouth, though it looked more like a blue diamond back rattler. The snakes mouth was open wide.

I was trying to tell the guy it was a poisonous snake, but I couldn't talk in my dream. He then said it had bitten him as he ran with the snake. I thought he would soon drop due to the poison.

A saw another guy running with a medium sized Burmese python. I thought, "Now that is a safe snake to hold!" but I couldn't explain that to the other guy.

The End

Greetings, this is my first Dream Journal.

It somehow started in the flat of a friend. (lets call him friend 1)
We (me and 2 friends) were sitting in the kitchen. Everything looked normal, but i suddenly remembered, 'Wait, why is friend 2 here?" (because he should be in Serbia).
I did a RC, it worked. So I told those two that we are in my dream. Friend 1 just said "I don't believe you". Well, i was thinking over it and friend 2 said "I am hungry.",
I thought "Hmm, why not try to eat some "Doner" (Is this the right word?, in german its called "Döner"), friend 2 called the "pizzaria" and ordered 2 "Döner"
(In real life they don t even have "Döner", but anyway, even more interesting for me). The deliveryman came, but with one "Döner" and 1 pizza.
Together they cost 2.50€, "cheap" I thought. Funnily the "Döner" was just some half cut tomatos, onions, cucumbers and meat on a dish.
After I saw that, and tried to eat the "Döner" I thought, "now is the time to prove that I am dreaming".
I told them "Do you see this "Döner"? It has nothing to do with a normal "Döner"". They just laughed and told me that i should eat it.
I didn t do it, but somehow Friend 2 just vanished.

After that friend 1 and I went to his room. I still wanted to prove that I am dreaming, but suddenly my vision started to fade away.
I tried to touch things, rubbed my hands, but it didn t work. I had a "black screen", I got angry and shouted "This is my dream, I can do whatever I want and I want my vision back!". It worked totally. I had the clearest vision ever in one of my lucid dreams.
Friend 1 wanted to play a game, but he couldn t control what was happening on the screen.
I told him that I am dreaming and I control the dream, so it would be hard for you to control the game.

So back to prove that i was dreaming. I laid on his bed and told him "I will fall through this bed and then you ll believe me that this is a dream!" (I first tried this, because in the dream one day ago a guy told me how to "go through things", unfortunately it was a non lucid dream), but it didn t work, he laughed at me. It was frustrating for a moment, but i had another idea, "Ok i just let a good looking girl appear in the living room.".
I imagined her, and went to the living room, but suddenly i got scared, but i went on, opened the door and saw nothing at first...
a few seconds later a scary clown appeared.

He was crazy, but luckily i could stop the clown with another imagination, "The clown will petrify".
I had to do it a few times, because he regenerated back to normal, but after the third time he started to petrify to the end. Good for me(or bad?) that friend 1 didn t see it.
Anyway, I still wanted a girl to appear and tried the imagination again. It worked, it worked so good that 3 of them appeared, placed over 3 rooms.
I showed them to him and he started to believe me. We talked a bit, but i forgot about what.

This time i woke up for real, but i could chain it and I was in the dream again, did a RC, worked again.
We went to the kitchen. I don t know why, but we were 8 by then. 3 clocks were hanging on the wall. I said, "Here another prove for all that I am dreaming."
With my mind I switched the time of all clocks to 18:30, they were fascinated and friend 1 said, "Now i really believe you."

I woke up again and managed to get in the dream again, did another rc, and it worked, too, but I was somehow in outer space and was flying with some kind of "UFO".
It was funny how the planets looked like, some even looked like some ball of wool. (There happened more but i can t remember it).

After that i woke up, stayed up and started to write here.

PS:
There happened more at the start and probably between the things i said, but it was so long i couldn t remember it at all.
My feeling says that i spend about 30-60 mins in those lucid dreams.

PPS:
After all it was just a long lucid about proving that i am lucid, because friend 1 is a guy who doesn t belive in lucid dreams.

04.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



Dream 1:

I see The Boss aka "The Joy" from Metal Gear Solid 3 walking down the street at what appeared to be an area of College Station. I believe it was that hilly area that I occasionally go to if I were to go pay the rent.




I was sitting down I think when I saw her and some random DC tells me that when she and another DC comes in contact with each other, there will be conflict or something like that.

When I thought The Boss was going to vanish while she's going forward to my right side, she turns back, and the DC said something about her foot being injured?

(She was on the other side of the road). I suddenly forget about her and sit down to wait for the bus to go somewhere. I don't know for one specific reason, but I let one bus pass me since it had quite a few DCs in there.

Another bus comes and I take it, and apparently I'm transported to this High School where we are having some kind of party. I walk to a table that was empty and sat next to a DC who looked like a person I knew in waking life called Julio.



Dream 2:

I was in a classroom that was similar to Klentzmen Elementary that I went to in Houston, but it was probably just another random room.

The inside of the room had a really huge glass pool in the middle, and you could duck under to get to the other side. I was suddenly pitted against these poorly drawn monsters that tried to kill me. I hear voice that says that they will keep coming back, so it's best that I kill them off quickly.



They looked like toy jellyfishes from the series Princess Jellyfish where they had to make toy jellyfishes for money to buy their little hangout from getting destroyed.



After I shoved them off, a random DC that I can't remember too much on physical details tells me that I better hurry or else they'll come back.

Dream 3:

I don't know if this was in the same dream, but the scenario in the same room changes.

I was playing some game with 3 Dream Characters. I know one was female and the other two were males. We were doing some nonsense over the huge glass pool over the table.

Then we decided to actually go into pool to do some very naughty things with the same girl DC (but I can't remember)

The female DC looked like she was in her late 20s or early 30s, and if my memory isn't trying to trick me, she looked like Laura San Giacomo from "Just Shoot Me!"



But I won't try to assume, I'll just hold on to that possibility. After our little pool party (which I don't remember what the heck we did), another DC comes it. It looks like it was the boss of Laura because it told her that they didn't want her to do anymore of the shenanigans we were doing.

Laura complied, and when the boss left, she looked pretty sad. I forgot what I did, but I think I tried to make her feel better.

Dream 4:

I'm in a random school building. I believe I'm wearing a light gray jacket and I have sunglasses on the collar of it. I went to drink some water from a fountain, but I had to move the sunglasses and the little strings on top of the jacket that you use to tighten the hood of the jacket.



After I was done, I go up to a female DC who looks familiar, I know I had her for my Pre-Calculus class in the last High School I was in as a Senior. I ask her if we could finish some project at my place.

(Wait, why would I ask her that? Then I realized it's probably a continuation of the last dream I had, but with a different DC. But again, I'll just type more of what I remember rather than assuming).

I exit the building and I'm near a section where the school buses' exit to send the students back home. In my mind, I'm looking for the bus number 238.




The front buses looked a little weird to me, well at least the first two. They immediately start and go, and I started to worry that the others might go in sync as well.

Then I turn to my left and see a group of children that were guided by one or two female teachers. They looked like they were helping kids with disabilities because I remember one DC that had struggle with direction or just walking in general.

I turn back to find Bus #238, and I see more buses leave, and I started to run a little bit faster. More and more and more buses leave, and I reached all the way to the end, and no bus #238.

I turn back and I see two DCs that I know in real life. Let's call them Johnathan and Jasmine. They were standing near a bus talking to the bus driver. Apparently the seats were too full, and it was Bus #238.

Of course, I'm slightly mad at this because all three of us would have to wait for another bus to come. But I see Johnathan looks for a random bicycle to grab to go home. When I see him do this, I look around the place and see all sorts of bicycles in the area.

Most of them were locked in place, but Johnathan found on without one. Jasmine was just standing there like she was daydreaming or something.

Eventually she gets on a bike as well, but I told her that it's locked, so she couldn't move it anywhere. She was like "Oooh okay! "

I look for a bicycle to ride, but I end up finding a motorcycle with a side car to it! I asked Jasmine if she wanted to hop on, but I think she said "No I'm all right!" with a smile on her face.



That's all I remembered. And now that I think about it, the motorcycle with the sidecar is oddly relating to the video I watched of Eva and Snake escaping Volgin who was in the Shagohod.



O.O Either that was a sign or just coincidence that I would pick the red motorcycle with the sidecar as well...Okay definitely not coincidence! (POTENTIAL NEW DREAM SIGN??? :O)

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Dream 1
I was tied to a chair in a bedroom, strangely the chair was on the bed. There were people around I think they had guns. I just sat there not knowing what was going on.

Then a girl materialised out of nowhere, she looked like Megan Fox with Scarlett Johansson's cheeks and she wore Mikaela Banes' clothes from Transformers (2007). When she cut me loose I embraced her like crazy, so tightly.

Will come back to flesh this out this evening, but for now so I don't forget...

R fight, old smoking lady, my hysterical fit, desperation/begging, no love, new bonding with old smoking lady- mil

Dogs, gated tunnel for rain, L and B, puppy- looking for place, euthanized cat, super kitten saved, ??

UPDATE: Well I waited too long and don't remember the details very well. Here is what I do remember:

In which I destroy my marriage then regret it...

I'm throwing a temper tantrum about something, and I'm so angry that I've lost control of my ability to speak normally. My mouth feels drunk, and I slur my words and cuss a lot. R is calm and cool; he looks at me as if he thinks I'm an immature brat. There is a woman with R who is old and somehow important to him. At some times I think she is his mother and at other times she is his boss, but when I try to think clearly about who she is I realize that neither can be true. All I know for sure is that she is an important person in his life and throwing this temper tantrum in front of her is causing real damage to my marriage. He's embarassed by me, and I know it. I'm trying to get him to respond emotionally, but he is acting too mature. The woman has fake blonde hair, almost yellow, piled up on top of her head. Her skin is slightly darker than mine, as if she is Cuban or Italian. She has too much make-up plastered on her wrinkled face of bad skin. She is overweight and dressed in bright colors that are unflattering to her figure. She chain smokes with long, fake fingernails. I decide to attack her.

I start out telling her how ugly and unhealthy she is and then I insult her character. She sits and smokes calmly. I become so angry that I end up just cussing and spitting and making a real baby out of myself. Eventually R stands up and opens the door to our house and tells me to leave. I slam the door behind me.

Now I'm sitting in the lobby of a hotel. Apparently we live in a suite in the building. I realize that I've thrown such a fit that I've destroyed my marriage. I sit down and cry. R and the old smoking lady come out into the lobby. I beg him to forgive me and I tell him that I'm sorry. He is collected and unaffected. He tells me that he doesn't love me anymore because I've become such a baby. The smoking lady has sympathy for me though. R goes back into our house, but the old lady and I sit outside and talk about losing control of emotions and saying things you don't mean. She says that R probably feels like it would be a loss of pride if he forgave me because I threw the fit in front of her. But she told me that she understood and that she would never tell anyone about it so that R would not have to lose face.

In which I try to give shelter to some animals...

The only thing I remember is that we were at a beach house, up on stilts with a large wrap-around porch. There was a hurricane coming, so we'd convered the porch into a storm-resistant tunnel for Lucy. The neighbors asked if they could put their dog there too, and we allowed them to. I can't remember at all what the rest of those notes mean, but I do recall that there were two cats- one an adult and one a kitten. We had to euthanize the adult, but we found a home for the kitten because it had some special power.

tue January 3rd 2012

After a false awakening I opened my eyes and realised I must be dreaming. Attempted to stabilize the dream.

1. Standing in the left corner of our front yard I try to touch things. I touch the house, then touch the cherry tree.
(it's chopped down now, but I didn't realise that in the dream. Maybe I lost lucidity at this point already)
The tree started to grow and as if I was glued to it, it dragged me up into the sky.

There was a fraction of a second dream, not sure if it was earlier or later at night.
2. I'm with my dad in a mini van when we stop to pick up another man wearing a suit. There are no more seats in the car, my dad gives him a small inflatable cushion to sit on. The man tries to sit on it in the back of the van, I can see he's uncomfortable with his knees up to his face. I offer him my seat and we switch. Then while we're driving I'm laying near the rear door of the car, which is made completely out of tanned glass. I wonder what would happen if the glass would break and I would fall onto the road.

Couple nights ago I had some dreams too, but not worthwhile sharing due to somewhat explicit content

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a big, empty room. The room had a grey, concrete floor. There was natural light coming in through a window somewhere.

A brown blanket lay in the center of the room, on the floor. The blanket was made up of small squares. For some reason, I was now cutting the lower squares off the blanket. But I was leaving a couple of the central squares in one of the lower rows attached to the upper rows. So now the blanket looked like a square with a bit of a lip at the bottom.

As this was going on, a movie was playing against the back wall. It was black and white. The film was old and scratchy. There were also four or five straight lines that ran vertically, up through the center of the frame.

The movie looked like an Abbott and Costello movie. But Costello was a kind of serious character, and the other guy was a young, kind of bright, but shy guy.

The Costello character was telling the man something like, "I don't think your idea for using the edges of the film-frame and putting sound on them is such a great idea. I don't think people will like it. It's too bothersome."

I now realized that the lines running up the center of the frame were the soundtrack lines that Costello was referring too. I thought that they were bothersome -- if they had to be right in the center of the frame like that!

But then I realized that those were the lines for this film. The film the man had made had the lines on the outside of the frame, where they weren't visible.

I understood that Costello's criticism of the man's use of a soundtrack in his films wasn't valid. But I somehow knew that Costello knew this as well. In fact, I knew, Costello even thought the use of soundtracks in film was a good idea.

But Costello didn't want to let the young man know he thought it was a good idea. He didn't want to support the young man's development. Costello felt that the young man was smart enough as it was, and that the young man would be so successful eventually, that he shouldn't have to support him in his efforts.

I thought that this was a terrible sentiment on Costello's part, and that the young man was probably in dire need of help.

Dream #2

I lay in bed, on my back, in an otherwise almost empty room. It was almost completely dark in the room. The bed was set next to a wall, which was to my right. The bed itself was rather narrow.

I looked out to my left, across the room. On the wall at the head of my bed was a window. It was pretty heavily curtained, but it let in, at the far end, a tiny corner of orange streetlamp light.

I noticed, in the corner of the room that was dimly lit by the streetlamp light, three statues. The statues were all Egyptian busts. They were all set on square pedestals, but they were arranged in a really haphazard way.

I knew somehow -- maybe from some narration in my head? -- that the busts were all supposed to be of the boy Pharaoh Tutankhamen. But all the busts were wearing the ubiquitous headdress of Nefertiti. And one of the busts, the lowest one, facing me most directly, was of a really chubby boy or man!

Dream #3

I was out on a beach. It was a nice, sunny day. There were a decent amount of people out on the beach, but not too many.

For some reason, I suddenly felt like I had to leave. I turned to my right and began heading away.

But as I left the beach, people began giving me troubles. I'm not sure what these troubles were now. But I think people just constantly kept getting in my way, even though there weren't a whole lot of people on the beach.

I may finally have thought I'd counter the problem by flying. I may have started flying a couple meters above the ground.

Now I was moving through an area of the beach with orange sand. Two enormous, black guys now came charging down the beach. It looked like they were just trying to start trouble. They had huge, long dredds and black, Oakley-style sunglasses, with silver rims on the tops.

I may possibly have stopped flying. I may possibly have thought if these guys saw me flying, they'd just pull me down and pummel me. But once these guys passed me, I knew that I had to get out of here once and for all. Soon there wouldn't be anything here but trouble.

I may possibly have gotten onto a bike like the bike I rode in junior high school. Or I may still just have been walking.

I ended up on a concrete path in a park. I took this park to be a park from my high school years IWL. It was kind of like a trail on a small greenbelt running through a suburban residential area. It seemed like the path descended from here and went under a bridge.

Either on foot or on bike, I descended under the bridge. Once I got beyond the bridge, I was in a much more forest-like, tree covered area. The path may now have been dirt, rather than concrete. There was a river on my right side. Trees also seemed to be growing up out of the river.

I suddenly noticed a gigantic bullfrog sitting on the stump of one of the river trees. The bullfrog must have been 60cm tall! It looked pretty intelligent, too. It seemed to register my presence and be a bit worried about whether I wanted to hurt it.

I acted calm and walked forward, trying not to regard the frog at all, so it would feel less worried. But now, up the way only twenty or thirty more meters, I saw another one of these huge frogs!

I decided to get off this trail. I think I was afraid of the frogs. But I also think that I thought that if I kept having to act like I didn't see or care about every frog that worried as I passed it, I'd get bored as hell pretty quick.

But also -- the trail itself may also simply have just ended: being cut off by the merging of a small creek on my left with the river on my right.

I saw that if I jumped across the small creek on my left, I could land on the opposite bank. The bank was steep, but short, dry, and grassy. I could easily climb up it and out of this park altogether.

But as I turned left to face the opposite bank, I noticed another huge frog! This one was also kind of worried about me. I was now in between two huge frogs that were all shifty and nervous. And I was afraid that if I jumped, my motions would be so fast and scary to them that they'd have heart attacks!

I wondered how I could jump without scaring the frogs. The only thing I could think to do was close my eyes and jump. This way, the frogs would see that I wasn't looking at anything at all, and so I couldn't be jumping because I was trying to attack them.

I closed my eyes. But I couldn't remember what the bank looked like. I didn't want to hit something bad. I tried to open my eyes again to get a good memory of the bank. But when I opened them, they were all groggy and grainy. It was really hard for me to focus on anything.

Finally, the frog off to my right said, in something like a female voice, "There's actually a good patch right up around here."

I looked up to the frog. I went to where the frog directed me. I jumped across the little creek and landed on the bank. I started climbing up the bank.

All this time, the frog was still talking to me, in that kind of female voice. She was kind of friendly, like a really smart scientist, or a librarian. But I had the idea that the frogs really weren't comfortable with my presence here.

At the top of the bank, I turned around to look back down at the river. The river wasn't there anymore. I was just facing a red brick building, which seemed to be set a meter or so down into a sandy trench. I was out on a road, it seemed, on the outskirts of a very small town in the desert.

But this didn't even register with me. Down at the base of the building I saw a rectangular slat of an opening in the wall. Two sets of female eyes looked back out at me. I knew these two women were the frogs I had just jumped past on the river.

I felt bad for not having spoken to them. So I did want to say something to them. But I also felt a little shy, like somehow these frogs were of a higher station than I was, and would thus be put off by my acting too familiar with them. So I wanted to keep whatever I said short.

I said, "Yeah, I'm sure I'll come back here. So if I do, I'll talk to you guys again. I used to ride my bike up through this park all the time when I was a kid."

I was chatting with my ex-boyfriend on msn. I could hear Snuff-Slipknot playing in the background.

I told him I really loved him and that I can feel who he is even though my thoughts tell me I'm wrong and judge him.

I teleported next to him. He was sitting in a white plastic chair outside. There were no buildings around us. Just grass and hills. His mom appeared out of nowhere. She asked me if I could help placing chairs on the hills.
I agreed. She also told me they had to face them. The first chair fell back down. I tried again and this time it was stable.
His mom climbed up a hill to get something but she fell on her face. Her nose was broken, maybe even shattered.
I wanted to help but felt powerless and froze. I saw my ex-boyfriend rushing to her.

I appeared in my house. I saw a small folder with Twilight on it. The words were extremely black and easy to read. I actually read a few sentences. The odd thing about it is that nothing changed when I looked at it. The image was really stable. that's very unusual in my dreams.
I saw my brother looking at the tv. It was some kind of show with a girl who shattered her nose. A guy proved it by sticking his finger in her nose and being able to move it around in all directions.
I got irritated because I didn't understand why people enjoy watching something horrible like that.

I ran to the kitchen and immediately returned.
I told my grandma and grampa "if I ever break any bones, I don't want to go to a hospital because they cause ever more damage. I can heal myself"
They were shocked. My grandma said that I don't have a choice when it happens. I responded that I would write a note and keep it with me so if anything would happen, they could see that I didn't want them to 'fix' me.

The scene changed and the dream went to 3rd person perspective. I saw Kirsten Stewart. She dyed her hair blonde and was prom queen.
Her friends were angry because she acted really arrogant. They decided they wanted to teach her a lesson.

My squad is getting ready for battle. Our ship is parked on one side of the river and the enemy has parked on the other side. Directly behind our armies on the small strip of land there is mountain walls. The desert kind. The battles begin we fire our weapons at the enemy ship. They abandon it and flee into the water. The battle is long but we win and bring their ship on our side of the river. There is celebration and the soldiers begin to unwind. I look through the enemy ships desks. They look like college dorm room desks. I open each drawer carefully and pick up objects examining them. At one point i feel everything fading so i rub my hands together and continue , in*one of the drawers I find my own things inside. I decide to close the drawer and open it again imagining something else inside because it cant be *and it works. I feel satisfied that I could do that but I don't become lucid. The team is still in celebration. A lot of them have taken off their gear and all the weapons were scattered unloaded across the small amount of beach by the river. I realize we are really vulnerable and walk of parallel to the mountain wall up and across a bridge where another wall separates us from the rest of the beach. On the other side I see a boat full of enemy soldiers coming in to land. I run back yelling trying to warn my team but unfortunately I already know we won't have enough time to prepare and reload all those guns. I search the beach for a weapon and find a half put together shot gun. By the time I find it we are already being shot at and they have the upper ground advantage where a old man is sitting in meditation. He seems to accept his fate as two soldiers approach him. I seem to care for this man, I aim the shotgun with one hand and end them both. Understanding there is not much I can do I jump in the water with as much breath as I can hold and swim silently and rapidly to the other side. As I swim around the rubble and hear the bullets entering the water I wonder if any of them will hit me.. I feel like one does but it is dismissed from my mind. When I get to the other side I hide in the leftover rubble of the enemies base here. It's not much and I know I can still get owned here. A few team mates have made it here as well and I notice one girl sailing away down the river on a small square piece of metal leftover. I tell her to wait and jump in the water. I push the metal and it seems to make us both to faster. Someone grabs on to my foot and I realize he might want to drown me so I start to try and drown him first. All of the sudden used curls in the water a few meters away. As we fight I ask curls to help me and he does but we don't fully end the guy he says he didnt want to me me. I tell curls that if this was the other way arou d he would have ended me. Nonetheless I have a small conversation with curly and continue with the girl but once again ther is that faget trying to drown me. I think to myself I should have ended him or his just messing around and he won't fully end me. As I gulp for air I'm teleported

I'm standing in the middle of a village there is a bench in the middle. The street is very small and there is a lot of snow. It's light outside. Someone comes out of a nearby door and I enter. I go upstairs and one of the doors is barely open. I enter. There is only one long room. Two couches around a coffe table. A woman is sitting on the couch. It seems we are electing someone. Someone knock at the door. I cautiously open it and it's a grandma she is holding a sharp green pencil that looks like its been taped in the middle with a bit of grey tape. She seems dangerous to me I take the pencil from her hand and point it at her. I tell her to enter. She is continuously smiling. She walks over to the couch sits and begins making a bowl of some kind of hallucinogenic. With a move of her fingers she closes the curtains. Now I understand she is super thick and I put the pencil down next to her. She looks at me and I say "it's not like I could end you with a pencil anyway". She continues making the drink. When she is done I sit down and she splits it for me and the woman. We drink it. I eagerly eat it all wondering what this will show me. I feel like its vey important what I will see. After a few moments everything turns dark and the walls disappear revealing a modern city. A voice starts talking about something related to how the hues Are. I don't remember anyof it but I remember it making a lot of sense to me and being very important. It was quiete lengthy to. Eventually the voice stopped and as the room was coming back together the dreeam ended.*

Last night I had a long dream. Overall, the dream maintained some consistency despite the "plot" changing. All of it took place within one city and at night.

Vacation and Store
I was traveling to some city at night for some vacation time and nobody else accompanied me on my trip. I remember passing by a waterfall and some sort of futuristic bridge that looked all shiny and pretty looking. Everything blurs, but I do remember arriving, then leaving the hotel to go explore the city. The setting of the dream seemed to have been in the future because of the design of the buildings and roads with the combination of neon lighting. I then wandered into the lesser part of the city that had our modern day design. I went to some shopping plaza that had old block buildings that just looked like they were out of shape. I went into some random store to see if there was anything in there, but I tripped a security alarm. The store had other people in it, including the manager, and the staff then quickly tried to disable the security alarm so that it wouldn't bother people. After they disabled it, the dream took more of a sci-fi plot to it, as a woman came screaming in saying there were UFOs in the sky. Everyone then rushed out to investigate including me, and saw a bunch of green and blue lights zipping across the sky. I then went with a couple dream characters to go follow the lights, but as we were chasing them, I remember the dream became unstable.

Off to find Peanut Brittle
After we got to a certain area, the dream became less of finding the UFOs and more about finding a store that sells peanut brittle. The dream characters stayed the same, and it was still nighttime out, just the overall feel of it was different. We went down a road to find drive-thru that sells the stuff and came across a normal looking fast-food joint. After one of the dream characters ordered, we pulled up only to find that they had run out and the machine that made peanut brittle broke down. I remember the lady was shrugging and had a sad look on her face. It was then agreed upon that we would go to the nearby mall to go get some.

The Mall
I don't remember what the mall itself looked like from the outside, but I remember the inside vividly. As my group went into a very small lobby like room with dark carpeting and three elevators, we pressed the button to call the elevator and waited. I remember there was an emergency stairway in case of a fire. The elevator that we called had bronze plated walls and red carpet on the floor. We pushed for a floor and waited as others got onto the elevator too. Though, the dream character who wanted to peanut brittle in the first place was a prestigious man and as the elevator was going up, we heard people talking about making sure he was happy on the intercom. As we got to whatever floor that was pressed, I remember coming out to a futuristic mall that had very bright whites and reds with some blues thrown in there. As I approached the railing and looked down, I saw many floors that were connected by large, open stairs that only had a few steps in them. I was told that we should split up to try and find it faster and I had some sort of memory where I had encountered this mall before. I had a few flashbacks to some previous dream that I had that took place in a mall. After that realization, I woke up.

Conclusion
I think my recall was better last night than any night before. WILDs and WBTBs haven't been doing much, so maybe I should try an incubated dream to see how far that may get me.

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DILD

I remember being lucid and the dream was not vivid. I was staring at a candle on top of a mantle and focused on it to stabilize the dream. It was around 8 inches tall and white. It was not a standard candle. it had very cool grooves along it. The mantle was made of wood. After a few seconds, I feel that the dream is vivid enough for me to move and stay in it.

I turn and round a corner. There is a painting at head-height that is about 4 ft tall by 6 ft long. I forgot what it originally depicted but I wanted it to be of an under water image. It began to slowly morph into that. I could see colorful fish moving around the frame. I walk up to it and just start breast stroking and I swam right into the painting. I was able to breathe underwater and I was looking around at the fish. After around 15 seconds I lost the dream.

I am somewhere outside, I think I am cycling. I need to go to the toilet. Suddenly I see Charman's boys cycling outside. I start chatting with them and ask them if I can use their toilet. They sure agree and take me to their house. The toilet has kind of glass door, but one cannot see through completely... milky glass. I do what I do... but I cannot wipe my ass properly... hahahahaha.... I'm taking more and more paper... its taking loads of time. Then Henry comes to the door and tries to look through... calling on me.. why am I taking so long. Its really taking ages... so I decide to finish it at home. LOL

When i get home, I look for the toilet in "besidka" then I realise that its not there. I go to the place where the toilet is normally and finish the job! hahaha what a dram.