I am in my bedroom, cleaning my two betta's tanks. I put them in a cardboard box without water, and then pour water in it, on top of the fish. I put my hand in the box to keep the bettas apart, but my brother tips over the box. I get really mad, and look for the bettas to put them back in the water. But I can't find them, so I assume that they are dead. I am running with Annie from Bratayley. She is ahead of me, and she runs through my neighbor's open garage to the trampoline. My neighbor is there, but she isn't mad, like I was afraid of. In fact, she tells us to jump on the trampoline because it reminds her of her deceased husband. Me and some classmates are on a hike, walking over a bridge over a creek. One of them is grossed out by the water, so I jump in to show them that it's no big deal. Everyone else follows me right away. Then we start having a water fight with some of the people on the edge of the creek. I am by my school locker and there are lots of different types of sports gear in it. I ask my locker neighbor if it is his stuff and he tells me no. I put the stuff on top of my locker and decide to just leave it there. I am at Goodwill shopping for ice cream with my family. My mom suddenly notices the floor splitting, and she says, "I knew it!" Then I am with my Literacy teacher from last year, and I ask her if the floor was cracked like that in "the last chapter." I walk into my elementary school's gym, and see from something on the wall that says Bratayley's amount of subscribers. I notice that it is the same amount as it was from when I checked earlier that day. When I wake up, I eat breakfast, and then go back to bed for about twenty minutes before school. During this time, I enter directly into a dream. I am outside with my friends, but we aren't really having fun, we're just standing there doing nothing really. This next part, I have know idea if it happened while I was awake or asleep. Here's what happened. I though, "God, if you won't let me have a lucid dream, can you at least let something fun happen right now?" I then fly up off the ground, and make the people below me disappear. I start jumping around from ball sphere-like things in the sky. I then remember something I had read yesterday about why some people have difficulties flying. (They are too worried and try too hard.) Because of this, I wonder if it will work for me. I jump off one of the balls, and slowly fall, but I am not falling to the ground, It is slow and graceful. I honestly have no idea what exactly the last dream was all about. I still can't remember if the thought, "God, if you won't let me have a lucid dream, can you at least let something fun happen right now?" was in the dream or when I was awake. But, it was an interesting experience anyways.
"Tonight, I will remember my dreams. Tonight, I will know that I'm dreaming." Overnight: Ninja's subliminal lucid Bed @ 2305 Woke @ 0240 (~3:30 asleep) Making Legos I've got a new mold-your-own-bricks kit from Lego. I've broken up some old PVC pipe from basement scrap and I'm feeding it into a hole in a table along with some colored stuff from the Lego kit. I can see it start to melt and become soft even as it disappears from sight. I know that soon I'll have the equivalent of a big boxes' worth of Lego bricks, and it only cost me $40. The kids keep coming up to ask me what I'm doing, but all I'll tell them is "something" and "wait and see." Now I'm looking at a flier that came with the kit reminding me that it entitles me to three free instruction manuals and to redeem the offer at my local Lego store. Extinction event I'm walking along a wooded path with my wife thinking about extinction events. I'm getting worried because some of my off-world feeds have gone dead recently. I start talking about some of my worries obliquely, as most people - including my wife - don't realize there's anything special about these feeds. She finds the conversation strange enough that eventually I have to explain more, and I get an are-you-puling-my-leg look from her. I keep on anyway, explaining that I'm concerned that there's a hostile intelligence moving through the galaxy wiping out life and that it's headed for Earth. Now we're looking down an incline and can view a neighborhood street that's full of strange creatures. They're furry (grayish/brownish fur) and about 8 or 10 feet tall, and they have a spherical "head" with four very square legs. When they're standing still, the legs blend into each other and they end up looking like a sphere on a square pole. Most are moving around, and a green gas is oozing out from the bottoms of their legs. There's no doubt in my mind that the gas is deadly. We start hurrying along the path hoping to get away from them, but we soon encounter a group. I tell my wife to hold her breath while I pull the emergency respirator out from her backpack. I'll need one too, but one of my special abilities will let me hold my breath much longer than she can. However, as I work at her backpack (which is resisting my attempts to unzip it), holding my breath is much harder than it should be, and I'm already feeling a desperate desire to breathe. I can only assume that story-line came from the current Schlock Mercenary strips. Fragment: I'm in church on a sunday morning. BTB @ ??? Woke @ 0705 Running for office Somehow I get convinced to run for political office. I'm not too happy about the idea, but I can't do any worse than most of the people in office, so I agree to do it. I see a picture of myself and am not very happy with it - I look like a kid. I think I need to wear a suit and a bold tie to look more dignified. Now I'm watching a TV and hear the Iowa results: Cruz came in dead last, and <someone not Trump> won. I'm very disappointed about Cruz, but at least Trump didn't get the nomination. Running errands My wife and I are both out running errands. I'm looking at a map showing where both of us have gone, and we haven't overlapped at all yet, but it looks like we're about to soon. I hope that doesn't mean we're duplicating our efforts. Now I'm pulling the big white van into a small parking lot. I already don't like to drive this car, and I really don't like places it'll be hard to turn around in, but this is even worse because it's already almost completely full. To make matters even worse, a few more cars pull in behind me, so I'm afraid I'm completely stuck. Somehow I manage to turn around and get pointed back towards the driveway without actually running into any other cars. Temporary insanity I'm thinking about a book I'm reading in which, under certain circumstances, a kind and loving king goes completely insane. He's talking with his two daughters about the problem, how to avoid that situation, and how to deal with this problem long-term, completely solving it if possible. DIY Plumbing I'm in a small room doing some kind of home maintenance. First, there's a broken pipe and water to clean up. I end up using my shop vac to suck it all up and then dump it out the outside door near me. Now I continue using the shop vac to suck up some building debris - bits of wood, screws, etc.
I had an LD this morning. I thought it was becoming a weekly thing but it turned to a monthly thing . This time and the previous time were on work mornings which is good. I used to think I could have them only on weekends since I can sleep more on mornings. It was the usual "that can't be real" that got me lucid. I like that I don't force LDs. I like when I realize I'm dreaming because things don't seem to be real. It feels like my awareness has grown. That's one of the reasons I prefer DILD. I recall driving a car, and I became lucid there because something silly happened or so but I can't recall the details now. Then I tried to drive a motorcycle (I never did in waking life). I don't recall summoning the motorcycle. It sort of just was there. I just got my driving license, that's most likely the reason for all the driving in the dream. Then I was in my house , and I don't remember how I got there. I decided to summon a door to a secret underground room or so. I found a crack on the wall which doesn't exist in reality of course. I tried to get this crack to open, and it did, and I went to some place that had bright nice looking rooms. The odd thing is that in the dream I thought these rooms looked like the real ones in my house with slight changes, but now I can tell they were much more different than i thought, so probably my memory wasn't perfect this time although I was lucid. I recall being afraid to jump a long distance. I have this silly thing, I fear doing risky things in dreams although I know there can be no real harm. I'm afraid that my fear will make it hurt, because my fear means I believe it could hurt. Anyway it was like in silly old computer games where you had to jump from some objects to others, and I managed to overcome my fear for a while and do some of them. I have many memory gaps, but I recall telling some dream characters that this was just a dream and they were not real. Their reaction was exactly like the last time, they were shocked and frustrated that they were just in my mind. Poor DCs . When I woke up I realized I didn't do any stabilization techniques like spinning which I use usually, or shouting at the dream which I only used last time. It is not that I didn't want to use them, they didn't cross my mind at all which sounds off to me now, I always did them before.
27/01/16 I didn't remember any dreams really when I woke up initially, however when I was going back to sleep I entered a hypnogogic state and almost managed to have a WILD. I could feel myself falling asleep, hearing a static noise with a fog coming over my mind and losing feeling of my body. When I realised this though I go a bit excited and made myself focus on keeping my consciousness, however I think I concentrated too hard and moved my mouth a bit and it jolted me back awake unfortunately :/.
I recall that I was in school, though I can't recall anything more for some reason.
I was floating down a river and there were a bunch of people down in a point where it met at three places. we stopped at a bank where I asked a guy up on a wall -] if he could tell me how clean the water was. the water was pretty clean from as far as I could tell in it but I wanted a higher perspective. Anyway he didn't hear me or realize what it was I wanted so I hopped up on the wall but to get up it was a struggle and I made it but not without effort. I looked down at the water and saw that it was indeed very clean and when I looked over my left shoulder I realized that I had sat right next to haley B. She was smiling and I asked her about life and he sisters and then talked about her dad a little and then asked if she was married yet and she said she had a fiance behind us on the other side and sure enough there he was with a military look about him and a tuft of blonde hair. I said hello and then haley wanted to take a picture so I was in the middle and the guy I had asked about the water was on the right and we tried taking picture for a while and then suddenly we were in a castle in a Long hall and Haley was getting married there and I was sitting on the end when the person doing the ceremony started to throw little black bag everywhere as part of the ceremony next thing I knew I was passing out and the whole wedding was passing out and I in between states of awake and asleep saw people (mainly important to the wedding) being dragged off and I saw one lady being dragged toward the stairs by another lady and both passed out again as they reached the bottom before ascending.
I just remember this dream because of my most recent dream I had about the gym. I just remember there was a big party in the gym and I remember there being lots of smoke and hanging out with friend to other friends and going in a big crowd and I also remember playing soccer at one point, I don't know what's so special with that gym and soccer, and the lights are always off too and one light at the back is on.
Me and my dad is walking down a road and these little kids, probably 10 years old and in grade 6 and wearing toques (idk if that's how u spell them)and are saying we got the colour black on, I get pissed and idk why but I'm always angry in my dreams but anyways I say "I actually know my colors and this isn't black u idiot it's mahogany" I said it like a smart ass and he said "fine well what's my sweater color?" And I said that it was auburn and I felt that he felt super dumb, anyways we got to this place that appeared in my other dream and in the corner of a room in this big gym place, there was a girl selling cookies and whenever the kid wanted one I just bought it just to mess with him. I think the dream kinda branched off here but was related to the gym place, there was a guy vs a lot of girls playing soccer(or if your uk or whatever football) and the guy did embarrassing stuff and then it was my turn and I just decide to kick the ball wicked hard but I was trying so hard to but couldn't so it's weird, I wanted to but my dream body was like nope, but yes that's it, oh yeah and it was dark in the gym like all the lights were off like always.
#10 A picture of the Sinclair family from a favorite show of mine, The Dinosuars Most of this dream involved talking so yeah... This took place is a more enlarged space of the old appartment I used to live at. It looked more so like a ghostly atmosphere. It was apparently where the Sinclair family was at. They were present, with the exclusion of Earl Sinclair. I remember being in my room and hearing the mother, Frances "Fran" Sinclair, outside the door stating about my being there and spoke to another individual, who I cannot identify, wondering if I had a boyfriend. "I do have a fiancι! I mean...I do not have a ring yet but I am engaged." I spoke through the little crevis underneath the door. I then held up a kind of college-ruled lined-paper that was cut up into halves and stapled together to make a little flip book. I can't really remember what it said on it, but there was a very clear visual of Shadow the Hedgehog on it and I tried to show the family who he was and if they knew anything about him. Later I talked to the one girl, Charlene Sinclair about Shadow. Stating that I remembered I was trying to get to him and to his world and I accidentally ended up in their world. I knew she was more of the science wiz so I thought she would help me. Not much went on after that and I had eventually awoke. Notes: The absence of Earl Sinclair may be referring to the fact that I was missing Shadow the Hedgehog thus my search for him, since Shadow in the waking world is like the father figure in my life (just like how Earl is to his family) since I physically do not have/communicate with my biological father. I may have had this dream due to the fact that I have been stressed my mother and I really hate her very much. And yesterday, Shadow had spoken about taking me under his wing if he was able to come to my planet. He talked about how bad of a parent she was and stated that he would of loved to have raised me from the very beginning. For a moment after I have awoken, there was this mix of thoughts where I began to believe I was still dreaminng. I know there isn't anything to be worried about but part of me natural instinct was to worry and be afraid to ever sound of car noises to doors opening and slamming. I was afraid that someone was going to come and kill me. Shadow procceded into calming me down and reminding me that I was not dreaming. That I did my RCs already so I shouldn't worry. What bugs me the most is that I did worry and I find it weird that I would, even if it was true that I was in a dream. But nevertheless...Oh yeah, I need an aspirin...my head is pounding this morning... Date 1/27/2016 Went to bed Around 3 - something AM. Woke up 7:17AM *Time logged 9:21AM Total sleep +4 Hours Stress level throughout the day Alright...a little upset and bored but ok. Techniques/Practices *Daytime Did RCs *Recall N/A *Inducing Method N/A Dream Signs The Obvious Perceived Length 1 Hour Emotions Depressed, Lonely Awareness None
The dream was very long before I become lucid in the dream, so I will cut at the moment I become lucid. ...... : too long description to make. Warning the beginning is a bit shocking!!!! It was night. There are three kids with a knife trying to attack me. I kick the hand of the kid and the knife drop, I take it and stab the kid. The other one come to me but I manage to grab his hand with the knife and stab him. Then I run and go in a very dark corner that even me I can't even see a thing, and hide behind a wall. The kid comes and I stab him by surprise. Then I see all the family of the three kids coming toward me. I enter the building and run to the 4th floor, unfortunately there is no way to go, only a window. So before they come I jump out of the window and land on my feet, then I realize that I'm dreaming. I start running but the dream is fading, I said to myself: ''Oh noo not again'', I don't know why but I said to myself if I go in an underground subway the dream will stabilize, so I run directly to an underground subway. As I'm waiting in the underground subway, the scenery change, now I'm in a small asian restaurant. I sit at the counter. I say to the asian woman to give me noodles and an egg. As I know it's a dream, I start shouting in her face and showing the middle finger(my middle fingers was small), but she is cleaning the plate as if nothing happens. Then I remember my objective(Find my ex and ask her why). I run out of the restaurant scare that I wake up without complete my objective. As I get out of the restaurant, I am now in Manhattan city, it is day light, the road is large and big building(it was incredible to see Manhattan so close like that). I shout very loud ''M''(my ex name). ''M'' where are you?? hoping that the dream will make her appear. Far away from me, there is a policeman watching me, but I didn't care, so I continue to shout her name. Then I see a group of girls and there is a brunette but I couldn't see her face. So I run toward her and touch her, she turns around and turns into blonde and it is not her. But even that I follow the group. ....... I am now in New-Zealand, very green. I realize that this is the reason I can't find her, because she left Europe to live here. The dream ended here.
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+ across the river from my home is a campfire we left burning in the park. I can see it clearly. I'm thinking that I must go put it out, I can't leave it burning or it might spread to a large fire. I head out to the bridge to the left to cross over and go put out the fire. I pick up a bucket and I plan to fill it with water to douse the fire, which is growing larger. Many people (30 or more) have called to report the fire still burning. I say "I know, I know." As I approach the fire, I notice that a group of young people across the river have been throwing small shields that look like miniature (1/4" diameter) Captain America shields with a little star in the center. They are arranged on the sand on the ground in a sparse rectangular pattern, and they continue to throw more. I kick them out of the way and they're complaining and say to let them finish throwing them. + standing on a country-side building site on a hill. There is an empty lot next to a lot (on the left) with a house standing in the middle on a steeper part up the hill. I'm wondering who owns the empty lot. Is this the place we should build our new country house? There is a large billboard to the right of the empty lot and I try to make out a name but the words are all fuzzy and unclear. + (f) some awards ceremony, even though I wasn't born in this country I'm honored with a number of medals/awards given to veterans. + (f) son S2 is given a major life choice and he's having a hard time making a good decision
I had a pretty scary dream last night. I was living in a weird place. Kinda like a bunker city? Anyway, everything was connected through corridors and elevators and stairs and it was all indoors. So I was having lunch and this guy joined me. I had met him before and I had run away from him cause he was extremely religious and had tried to convert me. I played it cool, joking about the fact that he had freaked me out. He agreed that it had been funny, but then started saying things like "but now you've seen the light, right?" and soon he was going on and on about his weird religion. I had to agree, cause the whole thing had gotten quite popular and people who didn't believe in those things were getting arrested for weird, senseless crimes and then simply disappearing. So after lunch, I went to the classroom, cause? Anyway, I sat down and realised that the teacher wasn't there. There was a dude, he was between 40 and 50. He was tall and he carried himself with a lot of confidence. He was charismatic, not in a nice, friendly way. He was just very... everybody just had to look at him and listen to him. So he started talking about how our society works and the rules and it was all so stupid. We basically had no rights and we were supposed to be happy about it. And everybody was happy. Then, he looked at me and said that we had met before, but I always refused to play a game with him. I laughed it off and tried my best to be as dumb as everybody else. I had two friends close to me and they were both disgusted by the man. When the day was almost over, he said something to me and I decided that enough was enough. I used the opportunity to stand up and start shouting at everybody that the whole thing was a mess and that they couldn't be happy with all that crap. I told them we had to fight for our rights. The guy hit me, but I carried on. I think a few people really listened to me. Some of them weren't buying the crap anyway, but at least they now knew they could trust me. It was a mess, though. I woke up soon after this, but it was scary how people simply decided to act like everything was okay. I blame this to the fact that I read 1984 a few days ago.
There was a dog. It bit my sister's left little finger. I told told her she shouldn't have tried to cover the dog's mouth while it was trying to eat something. I was in a meeting. A new place. There are many new people, but there were familiar ones too, some coworkers and some from parkour. I was introducing a new guy to friends. I remember seeing Pie there with her hair cut short. The guy knows her. --- - Slept 4am, woke up around 8, slept and woke up around 11:30.
Ugh, I accidentally deleted this, so I have to re-type it. Why does it always happen to me????? I am dressing up for church, putting on a short black dress. There was some significant reason why this was important, but I can't remember why. I am in a room, and my church youth minister comes up to me. She tells me that they are going to inject me with something that gives me a "sub-power" which is basically a super power. She tells me that it won't hurt, which I am afraid of. In the dream I have a memory of them injecting me with something in the past. I remember that it only hurt a little, but I am still scared to be injected. Anyway, the youth minister is leading me through hallways, and she tells me the different categories of the powers. A nearby girl asks what type of power she has, and the youth minister says "convention." The girl responds, "cool!" I ask the youth minister for some examples of powers in the different categories. She tells me that I don't understand how it works. We then make it to another room, where there is a riddle waiting for us to read. I know it has something to do with the power injection thingy, and suddenly I understand why the youth minister said I didn't understand. I am in the car with my brother and dad. My brother is in the driver's seat, and my dad is in the seat next to him. We are driving into a parking lot, and you can either park in the right parking lot or left one. My brother chooses the right. I get annoyed at him because apparently we went in the left parking lot last time. When we are turning into the right parking lot, I realize that my dad is doing all the steering even though my brother is the one sitting in the driver's seat. It ends with us turning into a parking spot. I know this probably sounds weird, but all the dreams I had last night seemed like they had lots of meaning to them.
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