So the dreams were different in some little details than usual ones. There were just 3 colors in the dream. White, black and blue.. like some blue sephia style. And no words were said in them as well.. It started with a girl who was sitting behind a table covered with a white cover. The cover was snow white and looked very soft to the touch. Behind the girl there was a window, and a white ambient light was shinning trough it into the room.. The girl just stared at me, like I am some kind of a miracle. Well.. i looked her back with similar feelings. But she did look like a miracle to me.. because I haven΄t seen her for a while now.. not in real life nor in dreams. We just staring in each others eyes. And then i have approached her, took her hand.. and kissed it. I looked her into the eyes again and left..
Uncle at Maya's LD #/ > Total sleep: 1:27 Daytime Techniques: BE NOW (No thoughts) Lucid Techniques: "I know I'm dreaming." Recall Techniques: "I remember every dream in vivid detail." Asleep - Awake: 8:16 AM to 9:43 AM Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 8 Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 4 Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 45 mins Emotions: frantic, happy, disgusted Dream Signs: when I'm talking to people, when I'm in an unknown place Lucidity Trigger: / -I seem to be in front of what looks like Maya's house. Apparently, uncle Dennis has called me over. He is by the front window and signals me to come in. When I walk upstairs a part of the short, grey brick walls on my right detach and I try to fix it. I end up just leaving it in front of me on the on my left side. Uncle Dennis or some guy comes out in the front and I try to justify me being rude by saying that I accidentally messed up the bricks. The guy says, "No no. It's OK. I appreciate the fact that you try to clean it up." I think he put his arm around my right shoulder and he walks with me down the steps and to the left and they're small front yard. We have a big bag full of money and bills and coins and wants me to patch it up somehow. He holds the bag while I fold over a flap vertically and staple it. Now, there is somehow water surrounding the bag and I feel a small whole with pressure coming out underneath it. The guy says that he really needs me to secure this bag. Because apparently, he and his wife. We go back inside of his house and I'm not sure if we have the bag with us. We go into a room on our right as soon as we come through the front door and it seems to be someone's bedroom. The guy and I are talking and it seems that his wife is a real jerk. I can hear her shouting from another room saying something like, "You'd better have that money or I'm taking the house." I say something like, "She can't do that. You guys have to go to court first." I think we start talking amongst ourselves again and two White children enter the room. One is a boy his blonde and looks like he is about eight years old and another is a girl who has brown hair and looks like she is six years old. They seem very enthusiastic and start talking to their dad and asking him questions like, "Did you know (something something)?" I say to myself, "No wonder Jahleel is like how he is. Look at his mother." I think I say something to uncle Dennis like,"You deserve better.". I think I get out of the room, turn left, open the door, and leave the house. Something happens and the dreamscape changes ----- Date: Monday January 18 2016, 12:32 AM Important: No Throwback Party LD #/ > Total sleep: 1:27 Daytime Techniques: BE NOW (No thoughts) Lucid Techniques: "I know I'm dreaming." Recall Techniques: "I remember every dream in vivid detail." Asleep - Awake: 8:16 AM to 9:43 AM Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 8 Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 4 Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 2 hours Emotions: disappointed, happy Dream Signs: when I'm around people Lucidity Trigger: / -I am in the dining room and apparently there is a party that is going to be happening in the living room with friends of our childhood such as Shomari, Kareem, Brien, and Gary. However, I'm not allowed to be there for some reason. I guess it's because I'm under age. Apparently I'm 20 years old. A little time passes and before I know it, the party starts. I try to sneak my way in casually and somehow I kind of get away with it for a little bit. I see Shomari sitting towards the left front window and Brien is standing on the opposite side. I'm happy to see both of them. I hug Brian and he is very warm. You've also told her than me and has fairly big arms. Apparently, he is going to sleep over for a day or a few. So, he and I go upstairs in my room and he leaves his phone, what actually seems to be an iPhone in a golden case, by the bottom right side of my bed. I go back downstairs and the party has now begun. I go in the kitchen and I see Dad and DJ talking. Dad is saying how a few years ago, there were a lot of people that died from soy sauce. DJ says something like,"I'm aware." Dad says something like, "Then why are you still eating soy sauce?" DJ pauses and then just laughs. Now, Mom is talking to DJ and scorning him because of something. DJ is talking back saying something like,"It's not my fault." Mom says something else as a rebuttal. DJ starts saying something back and the tone that mom present as if he is mocking her. And then she says something back in the tone that she presented and DJ said something back then mom says something back and then apparently she has a glass of water in her hand and starts flashing it over the kitchen saying, "The Blood of Jesus". I laugh on the inside saying, "Oh my gosh. My mom is crazy." Something happened and the dreamscape changes ----- Date: Monday January 18 2016, 12:32 AM Important: No I'm getting there LD #/ > Total sleep: 2:26 Daytime Techniques: BE NOW (No thoughts) Lucid Techniques: "I know I'm dreaming." Recall Techniques: "I remember every dream in vivid detail." Asleep - Awake: 5:49 AM to 8:15 AM Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 2 Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 2 Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 1 Emotions: neutral Dream Signs: when I can't see anything Lucidity Trigger: / -I am thinking of the best way to lucid dream. ----- Date: Saturday January 16 2016, 11:19 PM Important: No ---Paint Shooter LD #/ > Total sleep: 5:00 Daytime Techniques: BE NOW (No thoughts) Lucid Techniques: "I know I'm dreaming." Recall Techniques: "I remember every dream in vivid detail." Asleep - Awake: 12:36 AM to 5:36 AM Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness): 8 Awareness: (1-10; or lucid): 5 Length (how long it felt like! Because that matters): 25 mins Emotions: determined Dream Signs: unknown place Lucidity Trigger: / -I think I'm in my house on the upstairs floor where my room is and I am playing a physical game. It involves me shooting or painting pictures that are periodically pleased on the wall or ceiling. One of them brings up Donkey Kong characters and pictures that I have to find and shoot or paint. They go away after a certain amount of time and I forget to look on the ceiling and mom for him. The bathroom and moms room are a lot bigger. In Mom's room, there is a big picture of what seems to be a purple clean with a lot of pink flowers in front of it. I think I constantly keep painting. I keep running from downstairs to upstairs to look for these paintings. Downstairs in the dining room, dad is there and you periodically asks me if I checked certain places for the challenges of paint. Jar member going back upstairs and to moms room and looking at the painting of the crane and flowers that I keep going to and take a closer look at it. Something happens and the dreamscape changes...
D1 - Same ol Same ol dream I keep having, different version each time, always same theme. I have a multitude of configurations to choose from and this time they are grids, bit like a large rubic cube. each square has a different quality, one seems to represent wheat (must be food) etc I think previous circular objects meant trying to create unity, this seems like calculating my options i.e not leaving anything to intuition Woke 1.25am had trouble getting back to sleep, worrying about life D2 - Was in a room, with a guy with a long clump of fair hair sitting back in a chair, relaxed. Light streamed into the spacious room, a dust haze off the bare flooring. He asked me some question, gesturing to the window. He was signalling outside the room as being everyone in the concensus world outside. I replied that money and material things were not the purpose of life, and meaning existed in the non-physical world only, the world between worlds. He nodded seeming happy with the reply. I hugged him and the dream ended. I felt a bit calmer after the dream and slept a little less fretfully.
I recall only a brief moment. It was a stormy afternoon. I was wearing a black hoodie and jeans trousers, and I was in my house. I had a strong urge to run somewhere, I had something important to do.
I was riding a bike around an oval indoor track. I started thinking about how this would be a good lucid dreaming technique, just imagining doing something repetitively until I'm dreaming. It dawned on me that I was dreaming. Still riding my bike, I found an exit door and plowed through it to go outside. I got off my bike and jumped up to fly. It was nighttime but it was cloudy so there were no stars. My body was feeling heavy, so flying into space wasn't looking too good. I thought maybe I could go underground into the void and go to space from there. I dove down into the ground and entered a void. As I was dropping, I could hear a fountain. I landed and saw I was now in a huge domed building. Below me was a giant pool with a couple of large fountains and what looked like a track to a water ride. I jumped down into the water and swam along the track. I found that it wasn't really a track, but more a rubber snake. The ride went into another room. I found the ride was like a storybook canal with intricate miniature sculptures of villages along the side. I was able to rotate my right forefinger in order to speed up time to go faster. After a few seconds of fast-forwarding, though it lost it's effectiveness. I was trying to make it work again, when I woke up.
I was walking down my road (Idk why, this is how all my failed LDs go) and I realized I was dreaming and i didn't even do an RC and then I felt my dream fading away. Perfect time to do a DEILD. So I was laying there and my dream started coming back and what do you know, my dog starts barking so loud, thank you dog.
Morning dream: I was at a school. I have a duty. Shin. Game . Withdraw. Afternoon dream: Night. There were zombies. We were going to take the train. I saw the train: it's a bullet train, and the sides are open but people inside don't seem to be flying out nor do they seem worried. The mood is like that before or after heavy rain. The surrounding looks destroyed. Some buildings were leveled; none were more than 1-storey high. I can see the debris all over the place, but the train looks new and undamaged. We walked. We took a bus? We passed by the airport. I saw Jm on the stands, like in the sports arena. People there are waiting for their plane. He's going to take a vacation outside Manila, I thought. He didn't see me but he was looking at something in my direction. We went on. I was going to take the plane too. I was going home. --- Notes: - The Afternoon dream happened in a 1-hour 45-minute sleep. - I took phenelephrine before sleeping but also coffee. The medicine was stronger than the coffee.
18/1/2016 (sun) Before 6am Fragments -My parents are staying with friends of theirs. I head over on my own to meet them. The house has large gardens. While walking towards the unfamiliar house, I wonder if her friends will recognise me. The last time we met I was probably 9 years old. Inside the house are an unusual collection of people, including my old boss DB. -A TV show is being filmed in a large building. I run through the room, past someone talking to a camera, messing up the take. Screw it. I find a dead end and backtrack through the shot again as they restart filming. There are narrow stairs leading up. Here there is more filming taking place, for a different show. People are talking about designing helmets for a competition. TR has submitted a design already. I pick up and study a streamlined helmet, which is like the British olympic cycling team ones in style and shape. -In a car as a passenger. Following a rider on a horse. The horse is at a strange angle, like 45 degrees rather than walking straight. The car is apparently stressing it out, so I tell the driver to back off a bit. The rider almost falls off but recovers. As we move lanes to go straight over at a set of lights, the horse moves out as well. Already at the lights is a giant cart thing. It rolls back and almost crushes the horse and rider. 6.30-7.30am Short LD 342 "Throwing Stones" ST and myself are wandering around tunnels on the London Underground. The walls are decorated in mosaic tiles. An announcement booms out: The train is already at the platform and about to leave. This doesn't fill me with urgency though, we continue walking. The tunnels lead to some stairs that fold back on themselves in incomprehensible MC Escher type ways. This makes me lucid. After becoming lucid I start to fly upwards and backwards to get out of the dark underground tunnel. I emerge on a platform with large stone cubes instead of benches. Recalling the super strength task I try to lift the nearest one. It is easy to do, but the cube seems to have shrunk and feels really light. I pick up a few more of the stone cube seats and manage to lift one over my head, then throw it with one arm.
I was in some flat with my mum and 5-years-old niece. Went to the kitchen and saw a big petard in fire.on the table. I was scared and count fingers,then went to mum and niece and said:"don't worry,its a dream! just close the door to the kitchen and all will be ok". several times i opened the door and looked at the petard. it was burning,but not exploded.
family drama at bedtime (why always at bedtime?!?!! ) leading to broken night, not trying for anything, mostly didn't sleep, yet some recall in the morning: + (f) flying up to a fence, people on the other side floating? over fence and down to ground, something about bees? + (f) lying with wife on wobbly bed in the narrow kitchen of former adult home, I'm wondering about the balance, the bed is jammed in between the two rows of cabinets. + goodbye party. I'm sitting in some upper level by myself, a young man comes to lead me back to the group, I think this is my goodbye celebration. There is a table in the distance, turns out only like 4 people are there, so they won't miss me much, huh? On the way there I pick up my gift, a sponge on some sort of golden platter? Arriving at the table there are other gifts. I'm wondering how I should greet the people there. There are two women (older) there, and two young men. I get a hug from the woman on the right? and the woman on the left gets down on to her knees and bows to me and is crying. I'm not sure if I should shake the hand of the guys, I shake one of their hands. + (f) in the (shower?) I have a really big fat stomach, I think the people on the other side of the glass walls [DS] will see me. I'm looking down at my fat stomach, the fat is somewhat reduced but the skin is really nasty and loose. + (f) I'm making a comment to people, and I see a graph with writing and numbers on the wall. I'm trying to make a quick joke about it but people keep coming and asking serious questions, so I'm explaining the graph, pointing out the axes, some numbers have period "." decimal points and some have comma "," decimal points.
#5 Shadow the Hedgehog from Sonic Boom, Episode: 52 This dream took place in an old high school I went to. It had from 7th grade up to 12th (senior year) and this particular even settled around back when I was in 8th grade. My physical age didn't look different but I remember sitting at a desk with a few individuals who I can somewhat remember seeing back in my high school days. I can remember my math teacher coming up to me and scoulding me about, not getting my work done or something as she sat back down at her desk in the corner of the room. After that, my body has began to be taken over by Shadow the Hedgehog. He powered my legs and body, getting up from the desk I was at and walked over to the teacher as he leaned over, giving her a very crossed looked. Shadow forced my mouth open as his voice echoed from my vocal cords. He said to the women in a very stern and harsh whisper, "You speak that way to her one more time, I'll fucking kill you!" After that, and with no further response to the teacher, he moved my body back down onto the chair behind my desk. I then woke up. Notes: There was an incident that happened when I was back in 8th. I was 14 years old and this was around the year I fell in-love with Shadow the Hedgehog. I was bullied by the students about it as well with various mockery and people tearing up pictures I had of him. Apparently my math teacher noticed I had these feelings with the hedgehog when one day during class she sent me to see the school's therapist because of it, which the councilor told me. She also asked if I washed myself which was very odd since I tend to keep myself clean...I guess it was more rumors from those who teased me. She tried to diagnose me while figuring out why I would be inlove with a video game character upon offering me soap -_-. I don't really remember what happened after that but I hadn't seen that therapist ever since. I figured that this dream focused on that particular point in my life and how much I wanted to get revenge on those who have bullied me and the teachers who have treated me unfairly compared to the rest. Shadow in current days would always state that he would avenge me and punish those who have hurt me in my life. I felt that moment in the dream where he threatened my teacher is foreshadowing that maybe...he really will, if he has not already ;>_> The possessing is something that takes place in my waking life as well. Well...not as controlled as Shadow has done in the dream (though I wish it was as strong, then he could do things for me like clean and stuff lol | Shadow The Hedgehog: " -_- ") Sometimes his personality does seem end up melding in mine as I question my actions due to it. Date 1/18/2016 Went to bed I do not remember really since I just passed out. I'd say somewhere around 11:00PM Woke up 2:07AM I doubt I will be going back to sleep. *Time logged 2:10AM In physical journal Total sleep +3 Hours Stress level throughout the day Moderate (Just annoyed with my mother) Techniques/Practices *Daytime Reality Checks, daydreamed (of Shadow the Hedgehog upon other things) *Recall I honestly do not recall doing anything of that nature yesterday sadly. *Inducing Method Didn't really attempt at an inducing method, but before I passed out I did mention in the irc in third person that I was going to lay in bed with Shadow. Dream Signs My old high school, the students, my old math teacher, the unaltered version of the inside of the math room I went to in 8th grade, Shadow the Hedgehog possessing me Perceived Length 10 Minutes Emotions Unidentifiable (Unless emotionless is a thing and sharing Shadow's emotion of anger during the time of possession counts) Awareness None
Updated 01-25-2016 at 04:29 PM by 89722
It starts at home. There is some family drama and my sister storms up the stairs angrily. When I finish eating I go to her and we make up. Yay! Later, I am at a water park. (Pretty sure it was the same dream but I do not remember the transition). As I walk the stairs to the slide, I notice that everybody is talking about being ashamed of things. I find this odd, reality check and succeed! I get lucid and go down the slide. While sliding, the dream starts to fade, but I remember I could spin slow circles to stabilize it. I do as said and find the dream more stable than ever. I launch myself off the side of the slide and fly towards a grassy landscape with a couple of trees. As I jump down for the landing, I turn myself into a giant (probably got that personal goal in my mind) and walk a few steps before being distracted by a small town. (So the transformation worked but wasn't very persistent.) I try really hard to remember my second task, but fail. I actually had to look it up here on DV afterwards. I spawn some money and a gun for myself all GTA style and shoot at someone near a supermarket from the air (no idea why - dream and clarity was slowly vanishing) as the dream fades and I wake up.
Dream 1 - Treehouse I remember it was night time and I was in this tree village place where people liked to build houses in trees. There was a gondola that led up into the trees and I think my brother was with me, he was making a house I think. Later on we ended up on a bus that was going through the city during day time. Dream 2 - Han Solo nREM type dream where I was imagining some star wars related stuff. There was a conversation with Han Solo and I remember seeing the Millenium Falcon flying around in space Dream 3 - School Mischief I remember that I wasn't wearing correct uniform or something, I was standing next to my friend Sorabh (who I haven't seen in like 5 years) and we were at the base of a cliff. There was some activity involved where you had to rock climb I think as I remember him holding onto a rope. My mum looks over the edge down at us and we both get in trouble. We walk up to meet her and she rants off at me. I get all angry and just explode a series of words about how I'm dealing with shit and she lets me off. I walk off and I get a slight smile tweaking at the edge of my face, I felt like I knew I would be let off if I said that stuff. I see Sorabh again and he's grinning a 'Whoa dude' face at me Dream 4 - Geology math In a classroom with desks, we have to do a sheet of homework but I haven't bothered doing it. Hmm maybe we can just do it in class to help with study? It's not due for a week I think. I talk to the guy next to me about this and we sort of team up. There's a bunch of really buff dudes walking past, I remember them from earlier as the gym junkies, they're carrying sacks of potatoes. I remember from earlier on that they were eating some nice looking potatoes too, they must be restocking for dinner later.
We've been in a house. I come back from the hall of Bv Roca. I salute Daniel who was living there in Depto 7. He was thin. Outside, in the streets it was night already and there was a friend called Peru and i saluted the parents of Franc. Then i dream about being in a camp, like a Oxford university campus, and i dreamt about guitar and weed. I plug it in and find myself "hacked?", they wanted to destroy the amps. I was at that time Brandon Stark. I look at front of me and there was like the royal crown in the building in front of me, in a balcony of stone, and i was like on a trial. There comes to my right Rickon and to my right Arya Stark riding a horse with armour. She was against me, and Rickon blamed me. Briene gives le a horse to pass through the people. I was like humilliated, and that horse really helped me to get away quicker from that scenario, but anyways i was in the city like imprisoned. We went far anyways, the scenario was like street Ituzaingo in Cordoba but also looked like England. There was nobody there, and i was like an observer at that time or probably the character itself, but now i have turned into Sansa Stark. I cut my hair so i could look like a boy and put a headband, like a pirate. I was walking on the street, or observing Sansa walking on the street (as she being my sister) and a prince comes down from a limousine with evil intentions, like to kidnap her. So she took a kitchen knife out of her pockets and she stabbed him. I ran to her and we ran together. Nobody on street saw that so we reached where we have to be to travel, and we travelled. We reached our house, Baigorria in Rio Cuarto, and we were the earliest people, the brothers. Sofia was also at home. She was in danger although nobody knew about this. She wanted to scape for the day, so we went through the hall and upstairs. Then she opened the left door and went out through the roof. I wanted to do the same, and like fly maybe, but i didn't realized i was dreaming. I came down and the door was opened. There i find my sister and my grandmother already there. I was like limited in my moves, i wasn't free, so i had to find myself an excuse to go upstairs again. I had to find dirty clothes to wash. There were none on my room. So i went downstairs to the living room. There were people inspecting the luggage. They were like police or private guys actually. I asked them and they didn't reply, and they even acted like authoritary. I went to the small desk on the cushions and asked there if those sockets were clean or dirty. The guy didn't know how to reply, after a long time of looking at it he didn't know what to say so i concluded they were clean. More people came already and they were like taking drinks already. My parents were part of the court, and for the situation (whatever the situation was) they were like the ones to blame in the court (but not by those outside, so i was kinda safe when i was with them but i didn't trust them). My mother tells me something about my older sister, that she went with her friend that what else could we expect, early in the morning already. I said something like yes, and nothing else. People still weren't aware of the death of that prince, that by the way the mother or aunt of him was there, in the house. I thought that everyone knew but they didn't want to expand the news, not for some days at least. I went upstairs again and my aunt, Analia, shouts from downstairs calling me to have desert. I said no, im going to take a shower and she calls me again and my mother as well. They really wanted to things go by their intentions, but i was firm in my position no matter the stupid consequences, so i said No!. And i probably went to take a shower so i had dirty cloth to go upstairs and wash the cloth and close the door of the roof. All of the time i was like hiding, imprisioned, suspicious, and like lying to myself and others with my attitude probably, because of what my sister did, and i wanted to "protect" her from the consequences, something impossible to do. Nobody scapes his/her karma.
Updated 01-20-2016 at 10:23 PM by 53430
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