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I'm in a field with a middle aged, thin blond woman. The sun is high and ther's just enough wind for the grass to shiver. We start running, going faster and faster. She takes my hand and we start floating about the ground, zipping above the grass at high speed. A large tunnel appears in front of us, the woman with me asking me to slow down. I go faster instead, rising us a little more above the ground so we don't touch the long, low bench in front of the entrance of the tunnel. A blue wall made of pure nergy shimmers in front of us for a split second and we go through, reaching the inside of the tunnel. The woman let go of my hand and we slow down and fall back on the floor. I land on my ass and my head feels floaty from the speed. The woman helps me up and give me a cigarette on a holder, lighting it up for me. I take a puff, feeling the hot smoke going down my throat, coating it with ashes. It taste like breathing in the fumes of firewood, with a hint of spiciness underneath, like four spices roasting.*
I look around in the tunnel. The ceiling is vaulted, and all of it is covered in metal plates, some kind of purplish stainless steel. A man in a labo coat come closer to me, saying that I passed the protection like they weren't there. I understand that I'm some kind of witch, here because of it. I throw away the cigarette and go deeper into the complex. I reach a place that looks like a lab, with gleaming, white ceramic tiles everywhere. There's cars here; very old one. I come closer to one of them; it's bright red, with golden accent. A young man is fussing with it, calling it his baby. It roars to life when I come closer, wiggling like a dog. I pat it while the young man looks at me with a bemused look on his face. I start to walk away, but the car follows me, much to the chagrin of the young man. I give him a smile as an apology and fly off to the surface, climbing out in the same field.

Yesterday night I've tried the SSILD technique, it was totally new for me (even if sometimes when I have problems to falling to sleep I use a similar technique, but I never spotted the relation with the LDs).

I had a very strange experience:
I've done the cycles (brief and normal ones) but i think I got caught up in some kind of hypnagogic hallucinations or maybe a dream itself. Basically at some point I was convinced of doing the cycles but I was actually seeing images of planets and galaxies, traveling back and forth between them. For the all time that I was seeing these things I was actually convinced that I was awake doing the normal cycles before getting into sleep, just like it happens when you see or do something odd in a dream but in the narrative of the dream itself is a perfectly normal thing.

At some point I saw the word "sleep" in my visual field, and I moved it in a infinite symbol shape hoping that this could help me to relax and finally fall asleep. It was a feeling quite intense, and I actually woke up from this dream/hypnagogic state, hearing a loud noise in my right ear (a mixture between a scratchy noise and a popping one, like when there is a changing of pressure on a plane for example, but louder), and feeling almost all my body caught up in vibrations.
I've tried to relax and get back to sleep but it only woke me up.
I've done the Reality checks but I was really awake. Sadly I didn't had any LD during the night, I think that I was awake for part of the night (I've kept doing RC regularly to be sure of it) or if I was sleeping I don't remember the dreams, which is something odd because I always remember my dreams.
I've also tried the technique this afternoon for a quick nap but still no luck, I will try again this night.

4/2/16:
Dream 1: I was getting jumping lessons from Lebron, telling me to slide a little into it (idk if that is legit or not haha). I also walked around all the shoe shops in a mall.

Dream 2: I was going to food convention at some place, hours away, with my family. I don't know what happened there exactly, but on the way back stuff started going wrong. I was driving and there was an accident, the car was pretty beat up nd we couldn't stop. There were letters everywhere in the car as well as a cat, if we were pulled over we might have been held up for some reason.

Dream 3: Donald Trump opened a business centre in Atlanta, trying to capitalize on end of fascism. There was a town in England switching timezone to be the same, but the business centre was failing as his image was destroyed. He was ranting about muslim people being meaningless hordes in his workforce or some shit like that.

Fragment: Watching a soccer match, hazad almost scoring incredible goal, it had reverse swing like in cricket and almost went under the goalies hand. I called my little brother over to show him the replay.

I woke up in my bed and looked at the clock. It was 2A0B hour. I looked at my bed, and then at the clock again. It was A12G this time. I took another look at the clock, and it was 12:12. Then I turned over so from my bed I could see clock in another room. It showed 02:26, and I quickly checked a few times. This was a momet when I realised that I just woke up from a false awakening dream.

I go into a player's room in Habbo Hotel, I'm seeing the pixel world as you would normally. There are many roundish pets strolling around the room and I "scratch" three of them once. The owner is present at least, I don't know if there's any other players here besides him. I came to ask for free stuff and as I ask if there is any I add many " xD":s into the question. I feel so stupid because of doing that. The owner replies something and he also adds many "xD":s into his answer. The dream ends and another begins where I'm spectating a Finnish Tv-star Riku Rantala ( Madventures ) on Russia. He plans to prank two Russian police men, and explains what he is going to do. He will pretend to be taking his p***s out of his pants to urinate. He says to the "camera" : " I'm going to run away from them... by standing still." Riku then walks towards them on the street. He starts to open his pants and the police men start to walk quickly towards him. They say to their radios :" P***s out, p***s out." I laugh in the dream. As they get to him Riku then tries to shake their hands and says confidently : "It's okay, I'm from Finland." The police men tackle him to the ground onto the snowy pavement. I laugh even harder. Riku acted like one of the Dudesons. I suddenly appear back in the Habbo room I was in before and now everyone is gone and all the stuff has disappeared. I scroll the chat upwards to see what has happened. Some twenty year-old habbo with a wild hairstyle has said that heterosexuals are boring and then has added all the people in the room to his friends list including me. He has invited everyone to his place then I think.

In the dream I'm laying on our living room's sofa under a lamp's light that is on a bed-side table near me. My father and brother are nearby. I tell them to be quiet, I'm about to fall asleep and I don't want to to be disturbed. My eyes begin to close and my body start to go numb , but then my brother gives a laugh. Now I'm smiling too, argh. I then fall a sleep as from a snap of fingers and I'm levitating towards our toilet while paralyzed. I turn my head and see a grey figure at my room's door, my pulse raises to the sky. It sprints to me, but I'm not scared. The figure's face starts to change and it get's two-dimensional. It bubbles : " Mun mun mun mun mun."

I think I dive straight back into a dream. I find myself aboard a luxury yacht on what seems a beautiful Caribbean sea. It's a sunny day and the sky is blue and clear. I look at the shore and there's a fancy vacation paradise-hotel setting. I feel the sun's warmth on my skin. The dream world feels a bit... roundish I suppose. The yacht has a parquet floor. I walk to the far back of the boat and I then have a quick idea of some k-18 action when a figure starts to come towards me. The figure can't do what I had in mind so I leave that scenario behind and move on. I have appeared at the paradise's beach and I want to go into the ocean. As I'm going towards the waves that are slowly floating ashore my friends and brother shout to me not to go, I might drown because I can't swim. The water is also dirty suddenly. I raise my hand and create a hardened sand pathway into the water, like Toph at Lake Laogai in the AtLA-series. I also kinda want to walk on water like Jesus. I go and walk on my pathway and I see my brother is following me. He then falls and is engulfed in a membrane in the water. I use telekinesis to lift him out, even though my brother is kinda annoying because he keeps following me, I still don't want him to get harmed. I go to a Tiki bar fully lucid. I say out loud to the dream : " Now subconsciousness, show me something funny." A second passes and a madman with a spray-can and a lighter comes in. He tries to burn people including me, but I use my also fiery hand to take a grab of his weapon and destroy it. I don't see how that was funny, huh.

I remember an "inside task" ( the inside joke started at fourth grade ) and I say :" Okay, now the Jannis thing." A door opens behind me and I see Jannis, the kinda weird kid from our elementary class opening the door. He peaks out and I ask : " Do you want Jannis's banana?"( My brother and his friend had really gone to Jannis's door and asked him this question while offering him a banana. Elementary school jokes are weird I know ) "Or do you have Jannis's banana?" I ask him. He squashes a banana into my hand and goes back to his computer to play video games. It's his room, but different than it really was. I also enter and there's a lot of video game toys and game covers. I look into the space between the shelves and I think at that moment he threw me out. I'm back at the Tiki bar. I say :" A door to a train station." A door emerges and I go through it. I get to my home city's train station and everything is life like.Too bad I'm starting to lose lucidity at this point. A cool big silvery train comes and stops. There are flat rollers inside on the floor and double seats on top. I look if I could go sit next to the operator's seat, but I then go sit to all the way back. Then something mildly lucid about my brother being a blue monkey humanoid but I'm not going to delve into that.

ceiling

Wow, this is late. Curse school and my laziness. Why do you have to take up all my time with homework that has few benefits and leave me unmotivated right afterwards? Anyways, late is better than never.

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I first "woke up" on a beach of an island with white sand next to a clear, aqua blue ocean which dipped off into a deep, navy blue around fifty feet off the shore. The sky was a bright, sky blue with a few clouds scattered here and there. Behind me was a tall, tropical forest with many trees. I stood up and instantly noticed I was standing on all fours and surprisingly, it felt natural. I rushed over to the water only to find out my reflection was that of a black dragon. I stood there in shock for a little while and after examining my reflection closer, I noticed I lacked wings. Despite this, I tried to fly anyways... only to fall on face. I then focused on my tail to see if I could move it and surprisingly I was able to wag it. I looked back to where I first "gained consciousness" and saw a polka-dotted, blue bindle bag next to where I was. I walked over and untied the bag and saw there was a plastic bag with many styrofoam to-go boxes inside with Chinese food. I retied the cloth into a bag and slung it around my neck and on my back. After thinking about it for a while, I decided to head into the forest.

While walking through the forest, the forest slowly changed from a tropical one to a more temperate one. I then came across a forest clearing which contained a village full of humans. The village consisted of many small stick huts and large farming fields. By this time, it had become nighttime and the full moon was up and countless stars dotted the black sky. I quickly bound towards the village hoping they would provide me with shelter and food, but before I could enter, the villagers noticed me and screamed. The villagers then picked up pitchforks, torches, shovels, hoes, and many other tools they had lying around and attacked me full of wrath. Out of fear, I ran away, tripping a few times due to not being completely used to running on four legs and soon enough, I was back where I started.

It was still nighttime and with no place to go, I decided to rest where I was on the beach when I saw two green, bipedal, lizard men coming from the left. They both had three digits for their hands and feet, two horns coming from the back of their head, and the section from their lower jaws to the bottom of their abdomen was a lighter shade of green from the rest of their body. They each were holding two zigzagged blades in both hands and were wearing a brown, leather bag on a strap which hung from there shoulder to the opposite hip. They also wore a brown leather tool belt around their waist with many small bags. I got up and faced them. They seemed to be slightly startled when they saw me and for a few moments, we just stared at each other. The lizard people then turned their heads towards each other and nodded. They then beckoned me to follow them. And so I did.

We walked along the shore of th beach until we came across a cave in a smooth, gray cliff-side. Running out of the cave, was a stream whose water had a golden tint and glow to it. We walked into the cave whose inside was lit up by light-sources I couldn't see. Soon, the cave split into three different paths. One of the lizard men nodded at me and then headed down the left the path while the other headed down the right path. I went down the middle path which lead to a somewhat small room with a stone chair in the center. Over the back wall was a hole in which I could see the ocean and night sky outside. Since I was quadruped now, I couldn't use the chair and had to "sleep" on the floor in the back of the room, but before I did, I set the bag I had around my neck on the back wall.

I spent the next few "days" with the two lizard people who showed me many island landmarks such as some ruins in a cliff-side, a coral reef, a large rock in the middle of the forest, a fruit orchard, etc. or swimming around the island, doggy-style while they were hunting. Whenever it was dinner or lunch I would untie my bindle bag and eat a little of the Chinese food I had when I first gained consciousness on the island due to the fact I couldn't bear the idea of going out and killing things for my food. I would also drink the golden stream water as a drink as it turned out to be fresh. One "day", while walking on the beach alone, I came across a human girl who was all alone. She seemed to be in her early twenties, had light skin and straight, black hair, and wore a tattered dress. Due to the hospitality of the two lizard people, I decided I wanted to show that hospitality with the girl. I approached her and surprisingly, she wasn't scared. I beckoned towards her and she followed me to the back of the back wall of my room in the cave which I discovered while swimming around the island one "day". The cliff-side still made a roof over behind the wall, so she still could get shelter. I then went into my room only to see her knock down my blue, polka-dotted bag therefore losing all the food I had in the to-go boxes. She followed up by knocking down and breaking the water filter which provided the golden, fresh water in the cave. I was shocked. Then, in a fit of rage, I roared at her causing her to run off. After calming down a bit, I was filled with shame. I ruined the water source of the very people who helped me when nobody would. With no food, I decided it would be best if I left the island.

So, I swam away from the island in search of food and other islands. I traversed many tropical islands, which were all pretty similar to the island I "awoke" upon, caught some fish with my jaws of which I felt very guilty afterwards, and even saw a whale one time before finally waking up from what seemed to be a nearly endless dream.

Late bedtime again. Need to fix this.

But a very long night of dreaming. At least I didn't get up until about 8:45 hrs after bedtime instead of just 6 like the previous two nights.

+ cleaning leaves in street outside CA home, there's a group others are mad, I say it's OK I'll do it, the angry peole don't want us to do it, I notice thick, heavy pieces of fairly shiny metal (like a steel horse's hoof?) in the street with loops in them, and I say we can recycle these, they wanted to get the money themselves from turning in these chunks of metal.

+ restaurant, déjà vu, another group of people with some women I "recognize" [false], I know I've seen them before [in a previous dream?], and it looks like I'm following them but I'm really not, I happen to be going in the same direction as them, some of the women notice and start teasing me saying I like one of the women there, I get annoyed and keep walking past them and put a hand behind my back giving them the finger as I keep walking on. Up ahead I see a friend and his wife [RiBe from boy scouts?] at another table, to and say I'd really like to sit at the table next to you to talk but I don't want to bother you, I keep talking and sit down still unsure of whether they want me there or not.

+ a plane must immediately take off, I'm on the maintenance team, we must do something very quickly with each of the 4 landing gear units. I'm holding a power screwdriver and for each of the four units I must unscrew and re-screw in a particular screw, there is a big sense of urgency.

later:

+ I'm in a room in a large area with a glass wall [dream sign] and I go to the door and notice on the ground just outside the door that someone has brought me a glass of white wine in a goblet. I open the glass door and shield the glass of wine with my arm from people walking nearby so they do not kick it and spill it. A small child (boy?) walks by finishing off the last gulp from a glass, the liquid is dark red. Is he drinking red wine? Or was it grape juice? I do not want to drink from his glass to find out, I take a sniff but I do not notice any aroma.

Back inside the room is JaCo from boy scouts. There is a discussion about [working hard?] he mentions that he works hard but because of "128x128" [?] he has limitations. I think that I should offer my services to teach a class on UNIX command line usage and editing, the exercises could include "delete the last word from the command line" (^E M-B ^K).

A small dog (flies?) by and lands in the upper area of a child's large playground construction. He pours a bowl of pasta and covers it with ketchup and starts to eat.

I'm standing in the area now on top of the playground tower and want to come down. I'm not sure of which path to take, I feel leery of the height. As I go to the railing the structure starts swaying precariously back and forth, and I hold on tightly so as not to fall off.

I look down and see a path and climb over the railing and start climbing down. As I do so there is a mother of some kids our kids were friends with n CA saying she didn't know what to do because of her frequent flier miles. I'm thinking I need to teach (her?) hot to tie some basic knots.

Terrible night's sleep x_x

Shower
I'm in the shower at my student home. It should be on the right side of the hallway, but it is on the left. For some reason the lights aren't working and the drain is clogged. The water is nearly pouring everywhere and there's also foam everywhere. The door is also open. I guess this means we're gonna have to call the landlord. Tough luck for my housemate who is afraid of the landlord. I'm wearing a white bathrobe and I'm pretty much wading in water.

A muscled blonde guy comes through the hallway and goes into the room on the other side. Is that Allard? It's not, cause he has the wrong hair colour and his room isn't the room which he is entering, but I don't realise that. He walks by again, this time without a shirt and I think a towel on top of his head. Abs, damn! I bet he works out every morning. A lawyer or something along those lines is waiting for him. The lawyer got in by telling his brother or friend that he was also a friend of the guy, while actually he's not.

this is only for me, so dont read it. i didnt write it in a way for someone else to read it, it is probably boring and/or makes little sense.

parts from the waterbending night:
selcuk dayi acting crazy, black kids scared of us, first one i saw growled. then a kid who is with us chases him and they chase us and we run around. while running i waterbended at them and tried to waveboard. i danced with kirsten dunst, she smiled at me before we danced. i danced badly, movign left to right ungracefully and then i asked her whether she could teach me to dance. i felt her warmth. after running around, there is 1 kid around the corner and then a black kid shows up behind him, theyre shy and nervous and want to be friends. then there are more of them and we become friends. and there was a lady with them

a dream in the same night: an rpg like dream, flying around, he is my pupil? or she? old houses, a torn down place, red/darkish skies, were travelers. hes in an old house and im looking out for him. (or her).

senel yenge is there and ilknur? i think we were sleeping and just woke up and i was journaling my dream. with senel yenge, he said and to punish you were going to reduce your dick and he used a lazer and it was all game-like and it became like an old school game where his lazer hit and there was an animation of a bar going lower. selcuk dayi was also sometimes pixellated, like tama from gintama when he threw a small piece of food up and caught it with his mouth. i showed the water thing to senel yenge but couldnt get my fingers to move in the same way. in this fa i was remembering the waterbending dream much more clearly than when i woke up. i was also djing but couldnt because uncle was there. and he was intimidating. not really a bad guy

a girl saved me i think but i dont know how. not from my uncle but telling me i was dreaming? i think she barged into the room. then i said "this is the girl that tells me im dreaming, she saves me" and i made a mental note to remember that im dreaming when i see her. then i had flashbacks of us in a battlefield and other places and shes actualyl protecting me from physical harm i think. she wore soldier clothes

same night:
i FAed and was laying in bed and rced by checking the text on my phone and i concluded that the text was contaxt but my eye was tired and my eyelid kept falling down.

we are hiding from something. something after us. but not panickng. more people. we had confrontations before.

zuko and iroh escaping from a prison cell. i was telling myself to journal this in a fa and maybe iwl. iroh pulled a giant rock from the ground but maybe it had fire. some guy talking about the media claiming to have black things and all theyve left is a sense of adventure or something, it was a song and th e music was nice. he was really fat (a music video) and in related videos there was a cosplay of him with blue hair. hot spring shire guards with white faces (like kiyoshi) and iroh and zuko come and say i honor you or something the guards are honorful among warriors and they want to find someone. bending, iroh, zuko, azula, zuko gets her help but then doesnt need it. earth water protect themselves soka gets nothing. someone says that the forest isnt regrowing or not regrow and then if the avatar goes in trance, the trees will die whenever he transforms. had 8 mana used 3 of it for windfury and there was an earth elemental or earth bender

many kids here we i or aang didnt want to show earth bending for some reason. but there was another way, but that wa also earth bending? 2 men bullying a little girl and boy, i was the avatar or watching him and he was meditating somewhere, trying to access the dream and do things.and i thought thats cool sitting in a dream, going in another dream, trying something and when youre back you get guidance from somene.

castle on fire. i save him. it explodes. kids put the flame to it prematurely (light the oil prematurely). we all work work together to bring down a castle. we evacuate the kids and everyone else but 1 hero is almost too late but i fly and save him before its too late. many people watching in a big area, it is dark and raining hard. we are victorious. i and that person had a house to ourselves before that? a big flying beast? whore the enemies? im not lucid but everyone knows i have special powers. theres something in the guys hands when i fetch him from the top of the castle or building. and hes happy that he can keep it. i drop him on a window side thing (venster). i hear someone saying "this guy is pretty cool" there are lots of people, aybe 50 who are not of us but not enemies. we had strong enemies and lots of them but we were brave. our enemies are animals not humans, but im not sure (large flying beasts?). maybe the building we lighted up and let explode was theirs. something before happened to make them mad. i remember fighting them before. theyre big creatures, black-grey and rhino sized, maybe they could fly.

i dont know how many days this was. 4-8 days.

now last night.
[URL="http://imgur.com/a/dssnj"]dream 1 and dream 2[/URL]

dont worry, i can make sense of those.

I am in my literacy class. In that class we all have nicknames made up by the teacher. My nickname is Poly sci. The teacher is talking to me about "poly sci" and "mono sci" and how poly means many and mono means one.
It is the same dream. A few of my classmates are opening late Christmas presents in large boxes. I don't feel jealous that much. We go to the school library, but it's the library that was in my Elementary school. One of my friends is there with a box full of cookies. I ask her if they taste good and she says that they do. I take one and eat it. It is blueberry flavored. My other friends take cookies too, and I wonder why they have chocolate cookies and I have blueberries.
We are back in the classroom again, sitting at tables with atlases. My dad then walks up to me, and I start yelling at him. I am extremely mad at him for some reason. Once I am finished yelling at him, I see my mom in the distance shaking her head, and my friend seated next to me, a surprised look on her face.
I am at my house, a different dream. The plot is that there's something going on with people getting fed a poisoned drink. I am in the basement, and a man is trying to talk to me. I start walking towards the stairs when he collapses, dead, against me. I ask my brother who the culprit is, and he tells me something about the maid from the book/movie "The Help". I walk upstairs and hear the doorbell ring. Seconds later I can hear the man outside the door talking, telling me that he is going to break into out house. I wonder if I should hide and tell dad. At the last second I race around into the garage and tell dad. (Although I wonder if I should talk to him because of how mad I was at him before.) Dad slowly walks to the front door where he tells me that he recognizes the man at the door as one of his friends.
My mom is telling me that my cousin is sick again. She seems angry at him because she is talking in an irritated voice. She tells me that my cousin is worried about his later careers (he's only eleven!) Apparently he is lactose intolerant and people don't hire lactose intolerant people. Then my Aunt buts in and says that he was worried about his careers because of "The Rummage." I know she is talking about the rummage we had last summer. She says that the rummage was "the king".
I thought it was kind of cool that I remembered my anger at my dad from a completely different dream. Hopefully it's a sign of being more observant

In the first dream, I was walking down the street at night when I found a girl, who I offered to help escort home since it seemed like some guy was chasing her. She led me to a trailer where she lived and showed me inside, and I remember being introducted to her parents, and the whole trailer suddenly shaking. She explained that there was a curse upon her family that was summoning two different ghosts, one was the "Tricker" and one was the "Killer." She explained that when she let new people into her trailer, it summoned one of them at random. The ghost who identified himself as the "tricker" appeared and explained that he was harmless, but if I hung out with this girl for too long it would summon the "Killer" ghost. I remember feeling like this dream was some sort of movie, because it seemed to feel like it was following a plotline and I knew that it would probably have a conclusion.

I remember trying to get more information about why she was cursed from her, but then suddenly the killer ghost, who took the appearance of an older woman appeared and I felt myself explaining to the girl that I understood that this ghost didn't want to hurt us, and was cursed and forced to kill people. We managed to escape from her, but suddenly ran into the "tricker" ghost who also was suddently coming after us. As we opened a door to escape, the "killer" ghost was right there, and the tricker ghost explained that the killer ghost was too old and frail to catch us, and she needed his help to capture us. That's when I woke up.

The next dream I was near a street I usually hang out at in real life, but it was now being turned into a mall and all the shops were being re- arranged. I went to a comic book store, and all the people I know from there were there and five random new people and we were about to start a session of Dungeons and Dragons, but that's when I woke up.

In the last dream I was reading Simpson's comics and that's all I did for like 5 minutes. I remember them not really having a plot, but just being Bart Simpson doing things like riding a balloon that looked like a cat and spray painting on the chalk board.