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11/7/16
Dream 1: I was at my house and a large tiger was stalking outside the back door. I looked out the window and tried opening the door a few times but couldn't get outside. Eventually I went over to the neighbours house, where it turns out it was a giant zoo owned by an Indian prince and he was missing a tiger. I told him about it being in my back yard and he thanked me.

Dream 2: I was at a talent show. There were a lot of really weird acts, like people pulling string through themselves and playing music on strange instruments. I was involved in an act where we had to beat a little kid who ran around really fast.

Dream 3: I was playing League of Legends and learning how to play it from a friend who was with me. I complained about having to pay a lot of money to progress quickly.

Dream 4: A music label was releasing some new music and I was part of a group who they played tracks to and we had to guess which band they came from. I thought one song was by Ne Obliviscaris but it wasn't.

Weird weird half-lucid dreams most of last night. I knew I was dreaming but was only lightly asleep - I was too hot, uncomfortable, in pain, I could feel my body lying in bed and the sheets on me. I tried saying 'stabilise' but don't think I really remembered why I was saying it, so unsurprisingly it didn't do much.

I remember looking at some text, looking away, then looking back knowing it would have changed because I was dreaming (it did). I did it several times, but somehow didn't think it was a 'real' dream that counted.

I remember flying, but inside a building, floating along the ceiling.

Bad dream recall of a non-lucid nightmare about my mother n law. But I've been worrying about her & had anxiety over going to see her today for the first time since she moved in assisted living.


Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

I was in a town by a beach. My room was huge and looked like it was built or decorated resembling a Reinassance room. There were huge red curtains and the bed had a golden frame with an elegant design. It was nighttime and I was ready to go to sleep. I turned a nightcandle on next to my bed and laid down. I knew there was something about to happen.

A breeze came through the room and it put out the candle. I got really chilly and then I felt movement underneath my bed. I held still, and a light, raspy voice said "Missed me?". I thought I imagined it so I just shut my eyes and tried to fall asleep. My heart was racing. The voice said "don't worry, I won't harm you". I felt as if I knew this voice from before. I asked "who are you?" to which the voice replied "your friend, the monster who lives beneath your bed" followed by a high pitch giggle.

I was frozen, I didn't remember knowing of a monster living beneath my bed but it didn't sound angry or evil, just a bit creepy. I decided I wanted to face the Monster, to know what it looked like or what it wanted. I sprung from my bed and laid on the floor, as I lit up the candle. There she was, her hair dry black and was parted down the middle, each half falling forward over her shoulders. Her face was pale white and looked as if the skin had been torn off, and she was wearing a wide Cheshire cat smile. Although creepy, she had this friendly aura which made me feel comfortable.

I asked her if she had been underneath my bed this whole time and she went on to explain that she only existed while I slept, and that her soul wandered aimlessly when I woke. I was confused because I was awake yet she was there. She noticed my confusion and stayed giggling again. Everything went dark.
I woke up.

I was in Thailand, and I spent the entire dream trying to convince my friends and a group a girls to go swimming with me to this tiny island in the middle of the bay, which I knew from a previous trip had an underground tunnel in it that lead to a full system of underwater tunnels and caves full of treasure, with trees growing and animals living in there.

Everyone kept putting it off and I didn't want to go alone. At one point Arshia came and did not believe me, so I said I would guide him to the place to look at it. As we walked around the bay everything had changed, the beaches were replaced by a marina, and the trees had grown to be massive 400 foot behemoths, so beautiful in their shape.

And yet I did not become lucid.

Dream Signs
Beautiful Girls
Beautiful Scenery
Arshia

This was my best, most clear, and longest lucid dream yet.

I was in my old house, and suddenly realized I could be dreaming. I looked down at my hands, and realized something a little different, but still wasn't sure. Then my sister told me that sometimes I have to look really hard. I looked again, and paid a lot of attention to my fingers. Two of them were much shorter Thant the rest, so I knew I was dreaming. I felt the dream instantly start to fade a way, and become less clear. I didn't want it to end, so I quickly rubbed my hands together, then touched some of my surroundings. At this point I had maid it to my old bedroom, and was touching the hard wood floor. After that I got up to go outside , but before I went out, I thought how amazing it was that right now my real body was actually in a bed, and where I was, and who I was, wasn't real. It was something that really amazed me, as well as really grounded me in my dream. I went outside, and saw my brother and dad over by a stone wall, in a grassy yard. I went over and saw my brother was trying to run a really fast sprint. I had nothing planned to do in my dream, so I tried to run super fast. I wasn't able to do this, and accidentally ended the dream.
Everything went black, and I probably could have done a DEILD, but it didn't cross my mind.

I was at some aunt's house and thought it was christmas for some reason.
Anyway something was repeating over and over again. I was trying to do something, gymnastics? yoga?
then I was transformed into a form of energy, I could see third person view my outline in this strange yoga position
but inside I was an orange flowing energy, quite runny like orange honey or lava but not hot. It was cool feeling and nice.

Then it dawned on me that I was in a dream and I said "I'm dreaming!" a little too excitedly. I was perplexed at not being human in my dream but being this wonderful but unusual energy.
My mind started to race, "Quick what should I do while i'm lucid","Fly!" I thought. So I flew but I moved within the outline only, so it was more like everything else moved and I stayed still, "Zoom" then I thought um, what now? and was happy and wondrous of the energy.
then BOINK! I was waking up.

[Comment]
Last lucid was caused also by slow dawning due to physical sensations of a repeated event (key turning).
Thanks Elainey! for giving me the intention, again

Settings: Near the school, unknown place, a building.
Lucid Dream: No
Characters: My crush, Mark, a driver and someone I forgot

The dream started in a van near my school. I all of them. The driver is very fast, but can stop easily. The van gone out of control so he parked it. Then we, crush, Mark, and the one, went inside a building. We planned to separate, I and my crush on the one car and the rest is on the other one. BUT we should communicate every 30 mins. 2 of the phones are half charge and the rest are no battery at all. We separated. My crush will drive, while I hold the phone. Then my crush know a shortcut, which leads to highway I know, but very dangerous! We finished crossing the shortcut. And found ourselves in a familiar highway. It has many car. But safely exited the highway. The other group called on the phone. When I tried to push ANSWER, the dream ended.

GAMBA SEA

through visualising and a wild transition, I enter a dream scene fully conscious, lying on my back gently. It is a shopping centre type of a place with many dream characters and people walking about. It is indoors. For the the first time in a lucid dream I think of attempting to do some magic. I see some crumpled paper near the far wall. I use my hands and intention to lift them up. The papers start floating above ground. Viola !

I then perform a reality check to confirm that I am dreaming.
I go into a cafe and meet a young woman who looks Korean, and is serving there. She's wearing a red and white chequered dress uniform. I smooch her on the lips. She looks mesmerised and I can taste her bubble gum lips. Beautiful.
I walk on and meet a man, a black man who's walking with his family. I ask a young boy where we are.
He mumbles incoherently. His Dad, the black man, closely shaved head , green t shirt, about 30, lean, says.
'gamba sea.'
Where's that I ask. Earth?
Yes. He says. Because of the waters it's hard to get access to.
GAMBA SEA.
I make a mental note to research this when am back.
He then gives me a bunch of leaves, branches. A kind gesture. I can smell an almost eucalyptus smell.
I thank him and walk away.
I see a hoard of people coming upstairs. I catch the t shirt of one of the men. A red cartoon face.
I walk down the stairs and I can hear the men singing in the background
"Wise men say, only fools .... the ub40 song
I enter a small gathering where a woman is sitting with others and gets up to greet me, a beautiful smile. Black and white striped dress. She's smiling , black hair dark lipstick, fair.

Preface:
Bed at midnight, no sleep until at least 3am because of body soreness. Took echinacea drops in water again before bed.
Body is hurting again. Workout is challenging me and making me extremely exhausted these days.


DR 1
I could feel my body slip into a deep calm. My body went numb and I did not move. All of a sudden, I could hear lots of things going on around me. My niece was talking to someone- a man. I didn't open my eyes for a long time, because I felt lazy and I didn't want to move. I felt a light vibration and I wanted to stay there, because it was soothing. I realized it was prompting me into lucidity, but I didn't want to do it. (?) I felt too relaxed and preferred to stay right where I was.

I kept hearing my niece's voice- asking the man, "are you sure that's supposed to go there?" I didn't hear the man's reply, just murmuring. When I finally opened my eyes, I was in a bed in a different place. The walls of the room seemed grey (or was it just dark?). I looked around, but I didn't move my head. There was some talk about a party, and then nothing.

Side Notes:
Excessive exercise is really bad for dream recall.
The color grey, again.

I continue making my way into the tunnel below the street after exiting the snowstorm. I'm walking with a DC, and we eventually hit an end room. I make a comment that there's not a portal, and wonder what we're going to do. It suddenly hits me: I'm dreaming. I say "I'm lucid" as my awareness comes through. I tell myself that none of this even matters, and refuse to continue with the dream plot. I begin walking toward the exit. I notice I need to go to the bathroom, but continue to ignore it, and it goes away. I continue walking down the narrow tunnel with white walls, and a DC follows behind me. I try to conjure another DC by imagining one visually, but the image does not actually manifest in the dream. I continue walking and decide to try conjuring some food. I decide to create a buffalo wing for some reason, and notice it only tastes slightly like the real thing. The visual isn't very defined. My dream goals don't kick in fully, so I wonder what I want to do as I head farther down. The dream begins to fade, and I wake.

19.07.2016

I Don't Know How To Play Guitar! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm at a gig, having just performed, though what exactly I did escapes me. I watch a man in his 60s come on stage briefly with his guitar before going off again, presumably to fix a broken string. The crowd are cheering excitedly so I gather that he's well-known.

He comes back on, but instead of playing he goes straight into a forward flip stage dive. Watching from the stage, I wince as it looks like he slams his feet down into someone's head, though no one seems to mind. We--me and a few others onstage--watch it replayed in front of us (though not on a screen), and it definitely looks painful.

Lots of people are already crowd surfing so I decide to join in, and notice how quickly I'm passed over the crowd; it's like floating on a river. As I start to near the back of the crowd I realise I'm performing again soon and need to head back, and merely pointing towards the stage makes the crowd pull me there instantly.


I get off the stage and walk past security into the backstage area. I navigate a load of corridors and notice how incredibly ornate everything is. It's like a palace, or a temple.

I'm looking for some kind of dressing room but have no idea exactly what. I know I'm on soon, and get the feeling I'm meant to be playing guitar, but that's it. I've never played guitar in my life.

Finally I find a guy who asks me what I need and I tell him: I'm performing soon need to find a dressing room. He points to the closed door beside him. I tell him I'm supposed to be playing guitar so need to learn how. Halfway through saying this it hits me: I don't know how to play guitar--it's a dream.

I tell him, '...but it's a dream so...', and, not knowing quite what to do with this realisation, front flip magically through the closed door. I land on my back and wake up.

1. I was playing a computer game about a white mouse that fighted another animals and monsters with swords, bows etc.
2. I was in a big facility, maybe mall or sth. I was with a Spanish guy called Fernando but he missed and I started looking for him. I found that some hallways led to football pitches and there were changing rooms beside. I asked footballers about Spanish guy. They didn't see him. I turned back but forget about guy cause met my university classmate. Then we met a girl, talked a little. After that I turned up in the same facility. I was walking to some room when a man wearing a suit poped up. I knew that he was a secret agent. He had a handgun and he wanted to kill me. I managed to cover and somehow knocked him out by the door. Then a woman came she was a politician and agent's superior. She became very upset when she saw him lying on the floor. Then I woke up.
3.I was walking by the street with my friends. Then a women came and asked us about some mechs. Don't know what she wanted to know but we did't want to tell her. Then somehow I turned up in a place looked like a court. And I was tortured by electric shock. I didn't like it at all. After that I managed to get out. While I was crawling through the window a women came in the room. We began to talk. She felt remorse for the bad things she commited. I didn't blame her but she started to cry. When I was trying to comfort her another women appeared at the corner of the building. So I said Good bye and ran away.
4. I was a prisoner. We were doing some roadworks and we were up to sth. We hid our shovels under the ground. While we was walking to our block we heard that new inmate arrived and he was a prison officer before. Convicts thought that he wasn't gonna stay alive for a long time there.
5. Saw my friends racing on the Biathlon World Championships.

I was solving a mysterious and unusual case. It was really dark, whole the town was seemingly overnight. I knocked to door of some house and after a while an asian woman in early twenties opened and let me in. We were sitting in a dark room, the only light that came inside was from a street lamp. We talked for a while about that strange case. I told her that every clue led me to her house. After I gathered all information I could, I left her alone and went to the streets.

Then I found myself in some old storage and industrial buildings. I felt that I was in grave danger, being chased by someone or something. I escaped, running through dark corridoors, rooms, alleys and then through sewers I got to subway station and escaped. Later I found myself in that buildings again, but this time I knew exactly where to escape.

Next night after solving the whole case I went to a chinese noodle stand and talked with chinese man. I told him that I'm leaving the city in search of a crystal katana sword. The man was surprised that I knew ultimate secret and asked who told me about it. After a while of consideration I said "MoonMan". Then he gave me a beautiful white flower that had blue glow inside it. I quietly said the name of that asian girl I met when solving the case, said that I might stay for some time and went to her. I gave her the flower and said "I know that this flower can't surpass your beauty, but take it." Then I said that I'm staying in the city and asked if she'd go on a date with me. She was silent, after a while she said that she has troubles speaking. I said that she should call me and say whether she want's to meet with me or not, then I went away.

I found myself in some old barracks, it was really dark. There was a really huge, open cistern down to the bottom of earth, full of muck. There was a platform with crystal sword, glowing with blue light. I decided to not risk it and leave the room. I opened door and saw that chinese noodle seller. He was really scared. I couldn't move - something was holding my arm. I turned back and saw a huge, white skinned humanoid with circular maw full of teeth in the middle of it's head, with two small eyes above it. The monster lacked left hand. I tried to free myself and scare it with roaring, but when it didn't worked I just punched it in the maw.

Everything became dark. I saw a text saying "The monster disappeared. No one knows how it was able to get through 890 345 600* metres of solid rock."

*The number can be inaccurate, but it's close I think.

Morning of July 20, 2016. Wednesday.



I am with my wife Zsuzsanna on a large bed (the most obvious dream sign of all) though this bed is about twice as big as it would be in reality. She is on my right doing some sort of work on a calculator. The setting, though not rendered fully, actually seems to be near an intersection which is on our left (our bed running longways to the street with us facing the street at most points) with a bus stop farther away to our right (a potential dream exit sign; that is, the waking precursor in this case even though I do not perceive myself as needing or wanting to catch a bus either “out” of my dream or to an offset dream), and although I am aware of at least four or five other people nearby, there is no sense of imposition. The location itself is unknown. The implication could be either America or Australia or elsewhere.

Over time, I understand that she had been carefully typing in a program related to calculating percentages. There are at least three virtual panels related to lines of instruction. She seems very involved and serious about what she is doing. Somehow though, I later have the calculator (possibly when she goes somewhere for a short time, but she is back later) and I had put lines of my own programming in, although they may only be REM statements. Still, I realize that perhaps it would have been best not to add to the program as I do not want to alter the outcome of her session even though I thought it might make her results more accurate.

Looking at the calculator again as she is holding it in her left hand, I notice that the programmer’s name appears at least three times on the screen below each group of at least three lines each of a specific subroutine (the screen of which is longer than it should be, almost taking up the entire space of what would actually be the keypad). It sounds like an East Indian name to me, and I assume it is a male’s, likely a college professor’s. “His” name seems to be Padmé Amidala (which is actually the name of the young female in some of the “Star Wars” movies, and I had not at all thought of “Star Wars” at any point recently).