07.19.2016 10:30 AMNew Teleportation Approach (SSILD) NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER Some fairly boring dream stuff happens that's not worth mentioning. I am with my roommate and we are leaving a building. A large bearded guy looks familiar. We shake hands and I remember I met him earlier that day and he is friends with one of my friends. Unlikely I would run into him again so I do a nose plug RC and become lucid. I know I want to teleport to my dream guides house but this time my strategy for teleporting is different. If I teleport to the inside of the staircase I should be able to remember what it felt like because I touched the wall while I walked up it originally. I close my eyes and feel a step under my foot. I open my eyes and I am still where I was. I close my eyes again and feel the wall with my hand. I open my eyes and I am in a staircase but with the wrong kind of brick! I walk up the red brick staircase and end up on the roof of a building. I run and jump off the edge because I know the urgency will make my TP work. I imagine the feeling of the step and feel myself colide with it and the wall. I open my eyes and I am in the right staircase except there are far more windows than I remember. Little details like that shouldn't matter I think. I start to walk up the stairs but get so excited that I wake up. I decided to sleep in because I didnt work until later. It took me a long time to fall asleep but eventually I guess I did. 07.19.2016 12:30 AMWho is Androx? (SSILD) NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER I am sitting on a floor watching an old western drama on a CRT tv. It changes to a weird cartoon about a bank robber using a large spherical bomb to blow up the wall of a bank. I find myself inside the cartoon and the robber turns to threaten me. I run and he gets in his tiny cartoony vehicle to chase me. The vehicle is carying the bomb with him. Suddenly a cat jumps at the robber and knocks him out of the vehicle. The bomb falls off and rolls after me. I get run over by it and end up on top of it. I roll with it and the cat catches up and jumps on my shoulders. The cat can talk and tells me to stay calm. It is a ginger colored adult cat with a female voice. The bomb rolls into a river and we float on top of it along the path. It becomes more like a man made track with bumpers to keep it in. The track goes above ground and through some weird video game like dimension. I pump us up on a stream of water to a higher track. Eventually I find myself at the edge of a pond in a forest. I see a orange salamander about a foot long in the water it swims up to me and I get scared. The orange cat is there and is joined by a black one. One of them says "Don't be scared, its not fully grown and won't try and eat you." I feel relived until suddenly a massive 6 foot long orange salamander jumps and eats the smaller one. The cats guide me out of the forest and into a suburban neighborhood. We hop fences and run through back yards. The sprinklers go off in one and I see the timer for the sprinklers and I am going to turn it off but the cats urge me to continue following them and it's just around the corner. We go into another back yard. I notice there are a bunch of alligator ranging from small to massive. We even walked past biting range of some of them before I noticed. I ask what the heck and the orange one says it's for protection and that we should be safe. The black one says, "He is just a beginner though." They both run up to the largest one for some reason while I am more focused on the closer ones. I see there are a bunch on the steps leading to the back door of the house. The alligators start to approach me and I use telekinesis to float them into the pool which is surrounded by a fence. It is difficult but I remove all of the alligators. There are also two mastiffs guarding the door. I hope they don't attack me and walk past them to the door. Once inside I see a southern style home similar to one I drew for a storyboarding class but with a kitchen attached to the living room. There are two white cats sleeping in the floor. One is an adult and looks like my own cat actually. The other is a kitten and looks like Androx! I become lucid and the kitten lazily looks up at me. It's large ear unfolds from behind it's paw. It sits up and stairs at me. "Androx?" I ask. I look around to stabilize a bit and notice the other cat has walked away. After a long pause the kitten says, "Hello Matthew." with its androgynous voice. "It is Androx, right? Not Andrea? I had a hard time journaling that part." I say. "It's Androx.", says the kitten. I ask,"Are you male or female?" "Male", Androx says and looks fairly annoyed that he had to answer that. He walks over to a bowl of pet food and a water dish next to the kitchen counter. After inspecting the water he starts drinking. I kneel down to him and tell him that I need to ask him some more questions starting with what are witches and what are their relation to talking cats. Androx says,"Talking cats are witches that have transformed themselves." This confirms the theory that I had. He goes on to say, "We suspect that you and your girlfriend are ones too." I wonder if he thinks my dream guide is my girlfriend or if he is my actual girlfriend. "Do you mean (my girlfriends name)?" I ask. Before he replies Androx walks around the armchair and forces me to move around to follow him. I set in the other sofa and he jumps up onto the armrest next to me. I ask Androx,"How did you become a talking cat?" He says,"I wasn't always a witch. I used to have a family." He starts to get emotional. I find myself looking at eye level and wonder why I am not looking down at the cat. "It is hard to understand when you are little and your parents get foreclosed on." he says and starts to cry. Suddenly I see him not as a cat but a child about 11 or 12 with a red brown bowl cut. To be honest even though I know he is a boy he looks a bit like a girl somehow. The feels hit me pretty bad as I realize Androx is probably an orphan. I wake up before I can hear the rest of his story. I think that is some pretty good progress on the witch hunting front. Now I should probably start focusing on Dream Hero League Missions so I don't get to far behind.
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07.17.2016 11:00 AMWhat Would Be A Good TOTM? (SSILD) NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER I am still visualizing my dream guides house but have lost lucidity. Several voices in my hear talk about how it isn't accurate to real medieval english architecture. The house is replaced with other brick buildings. The voices say this is better. The buidlings become a town square. I find myself standing in the square. There are many DCs walking around. I start to walk around and wonder where I am. I remember that I am dreaming and want to go to my DGs house. Because I so often wake up while teleporting I want to try something else first so I get at least something done. I remember the basic i TOTM to ask a DC what would be a good TOTM. I grab the hand of a woman and ask her what she thinks would be a good TOTM. She replies, "Make fireworks appear!" She raises her hands as she says this and fireworks go off in the distance. I thank her and try teleporting. It doesn't work though and I wake up.
I havn't had time to upload any dream journals over the last week but I did have 3 or 4 dreams worth sharing so I will just have to post them now. My goal has been to talk to my dream guide or Androx the space cat and learn more about them and witches in general. My strategy was to go to my dream guide's house and talk to her practice teleporting in the process. 07.11.2016 10:30 AMWitch Hunting (SSILD) NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER I am in my room and lucid. I get excited and jump out the window to try and find my dream guide's house. I destabilize and realize I should have just teleported. While I am in the void between dream and waking I picture my dream guide's house. It old and brick with a tower on one side of it. It is on its own on a hill with a small garden next to it. I find myself, instead, in an old fashioned town square. I look around for people and find a theater where a play is happening. I ask some people where I can find a witch but they seems to speak italian and don't understand me. I point to my hair and say "Her hair is this color." and point at the red brick in the ground. I make a triangle shape above my head as if it was a witch's hat and one gentlemen seems to understand. He pulls out a paper scroll but won't give it to me. I grab it a punch him in the gut. He lets go of the scroll and I fly away with it. He grabs onto my leg though and gets pulled along with me. I try and knock him off but start to wake up in the process. When I restabilize he is gone. I am flying over an island next to a larger land mass. I look at the scroll and it has military information and a map with strategic locations on it. Two of the markers say witch on the key. One is white, one is purple. I am now over a massive fortress on main land. I locate this on the map and use that to fly towards the purple marker on the map. As I fly I start to loose lucidity and my memory of my goal gets a bit more fuzzy. I land in a village. There are peasants as well as soldiers marching in metal armor. I meet a boy who's family will let me stay with them. I learn that this land is ruled by a tyrant king. The family is part of a growing rebellion who wants to over throw the king. I agree to join them if they will help me find the witch. There is a girl who also lives with the family and is part of the rebellion. I just have a feeling she is a witch but no one else seems to notice. She looks very much like someone I knew in high school who in turn looks very much like Lust from Full Metal Alchemist. Based on facebook photos she has died her hair black, gotten piercings and a tattoo of a rams head and pentagram on her collar bone. She very well may be a witch in real life! She tries very hard to seduce me and it is very distracting and I get a bad feeling about it. She pushes me down an ally and up against the door of a random house. I point out that since we were adopted by the same family this is sort of weird. She says she wouldn't mind even if we were siblings which makes me even more weirded out. I hear the voice of a girl down the ally that says, "Leave him alone." The voice belongs to a girl with short blond hair and a dress with a voluminous skirt. She reminds me of Cersei Lanister because of her hair about 22 years old. The succubus scoffs at the girl and leaves. Time passes and I go down the stairs of the family house to find a meeting of people. It is to organize the rebellion. The blond girl is there as well and I can't help but feel she is a witch as well and that I have met her before. The other witch comes down the stairs and apologizes for being late. She and the blond girl make mean faces at each other. The father of the family asks if I know the blond girl and she says that we do know each other well and pulls me into a hug. I whisper in here ear "I know you're a witch." to which she replies "Of course I am dumb ass." I feel like I am suppose to know who she is. In retrospect I think she is the blond witch that I have had fragments about being friends with in the past but she looks different with shorter hair. I ask her, "Can you take me to where the red haired witch who is my dream guide?" "Yes, but let's get out of this meeting first.", she whispers. She doesn't stop hugging me and I feel people staring and say, "Uh, okay, you can let me go now." I start to destabilize again. I am in a alleyway in an old city at dusk. I am more lucid some how. There are a group of boys scouts in front of me. They aim muskets at me and the leader says to fire at me. I run at them and deflect their shots with telekinesis. Once in range, I grab the end of one of their muskets and start waking them with the stock. They scatter and I chase one of them and hit him so hard he flys into a dumpster. I fly to where I feel the blond girl sent me to learn more about my dream guide. It is the back of an apartment complex. I fly to the third floor of the metal escape ladder. The boy scouts have regrouped below and are preparing to fire. I shout, "Leave me alone!" Suddenly, a woman apparates in front of me hanging off the railing of the escape ladder. She looks a lot like Rogue from X-men Evolution in features and in style of clothing but she has a buzz cut. I notice she has white irises that look very cool. She says, "What are you up too?" The only thing I can reply are "Cool eyes." I wonder what I am up to anyways. Does this witch know my dream guide? Is she an evil witch? And I wake up. Later that morning I have another dream about witches. 07.11.2016 1:30 PMCORP (SEMI-LUCID) NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER I walking down the street with some friends. One of them is the blond witch from the previous dream. The other one that stands out is a girl with a over sized witch hat, purple hair, and a large black heart tattooed under her right eye. I wonder how painful that was to get. She looks like someone from work as well as the actress Debby Ryan. About 18 years old. She is writing a web comic about shared dreaming as well as a secret society of aliens who act like humans to control major corporations. Earlier parts of the dream are me reading the comic. The thing is, she actually believes it and may actually be right. The other friends think she is crazy and walk away except for the blond witch. They walk off. The blond witch and walk away in a different direction because we don't want people to learn about magic powers. The heart tattoo witch says "[INSERT BLOND WITCH'S NAME], Matthew, where are you going. I thought at least you would understand." I can't remember the blond witch's name. DANG IT The blond witch keeps walking but I turn back. I explain that even though I have dream magic too I don't believe in shared dreaming. She says," but you're a dreamer." I reply,"Yes but this is my dream and... you are a dream character." She looks hurt for a moment but then laughs and says, "Oh your just kidding!" I say, "Look, this may be your dreamworld but I came here to find answers about my dreamworld, not to help you fight this corporation. That is when I get a phone call in waking life and w I had another frag where I think Androx sends me on a mission to go to high school with the heart tattoo girl and asses the strength of her powers. Something like that although that could be way off. The memory was very fuzzy.
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I was at a hospital and they wanted to draw blood from me but when I saw that needle I was very scared on how big it was. I decided I didn't want to do it so I left the hospital. I ran into Julie at some kind of a house party. one of my old friends walked up to her and spit something into her face as a joke. He then grabbed her and tried to get her to go with him. he seemed as if he really liked her and was attached.someone else came in tried to grab Jewel and get her attention as well. I thought wow she is very popular. I went back to the hospital and I noticed all the lights were down. so I thought I will just come back another day.
I woke up naturally around 5.30 am and decided it would be a good moment to become lucid. I went to the toilet and then started performing SSILD. Another short lucid I'm lying in my bed in my room in the dormitory. To the left of me is my Mac. There are two guys in my room. One of them is my dormmate, the other a guy that frequently visits. They are tucking me in for bed. At first I'm ok with it, but after a while they get annoying. They keep on tucking the blanket and touching my head and generally just preventing me from falling asleep. Then it occurs to me that I might already be asleep. I attempt to push the index finger of my right hand through my left palm. It works. I should put more attention into stabilising before doing anything else. I leave my finger in my palm, wiggling it around every once in a while. At one point my eyes are closed. I'm afraid to open them, cause I'm afraid that I will open my real eyes. After a few seconds of indecision I slowly attempt to open them. I believe I can feel my real eyes opening, though I'm not sure if that's true. I'm not sure whether this was still in the dream or after, but I turned around in bed and tried to push my left index finger through my right forearm. Motor I'm in a city in Indonesia, riding a motorcross bike. The body is predominantly green. Behind me is my girlfriend, also driving a manual motor. I switch gears a few times, though I think not so smoothly. Across the street is a woman who is just getting on her motorcycle. It seems like she has fallen off. I cross the street to ask her in Indonesian if she is doing fine. She replies in English that she is. It surprises me slightly that she would reply in English. I focus on getting back to the other side of the street. My motor has shut off and the electric start won't turn it back on. I switch gears down 2 times. The motor changes gears quite violently. After this I believe to be in first gear and try again. It works.
I tried an extreme WBTB & I won't try it again because of the unstable environment. Also I dropped my regular pain med dosage for this which actually was okay. I set my alarm for every 45 minutes for 8 hrs. Bad idea, so don't do it. I had many dreams that started but didn't have the physical time to form them properly. I was in a place for Psychic abilities. I was teaching lucid dreaming classes & it was really fun. I became lucid almost immediately but when I became lucid the stability was way off. I felt like if you were drunk & lost all of your balance or when you have vertigo from your inner ear being off balanced. Unfortunately I was woke up by my method & had no more time to try to stabilize the dream. Yet the dream itself felt rather long. Non-Lucid-Green Lucid-Red Side Notes-Purple Astral Projection/AP-Brown
2 cats shape-shifters. There was a hole beneath toilet in Mom’s house. My dog saw it and started to crawl down it– it lead to the basement. One of the cats started to come down too. The cats liked like giant Abyssinians. I worked for a guy, I think a chef. It seemed like my husband sometimes. I was outside and there was a yard sale. This was on a road where we lived when I was 10-12, in a house where the worst things in my life happened. A guy pulled up in his car and through the rolled-down driver’s side window inquired about a poster that was for sale at the yard sale: He asked if it was the kind made on pig skin. I assumed he meant vellum. I can’t remember if I answered him. This guy owned a ‘greek pastry’ place. I saw this guy again later and my boss/husband told me to just stay away from him. The guy also told me to stay away, it seems that there was some kind of rivalry going on between him and my boss/ husband.
Preface: Bed at 10pm in attempt to catch up on much needed sleep. I also took echinacea drops in a few ounces of water. I did not end up sleeping, because I could not get comfortable. I was still sensitive to noise (???) I even put in ear plugs but I kept waking up. My body was aching because of working out and practice. I began to develop a slight headache. At around 1am, I decided to take something for the headache and went back to sleep. Decided to sleep at the foot of my bed after many failed attempts at sleeping or resting. I was finally able to fall asleep during the early morning hours before my alarm at 6:45am. Recall is not good; I was so tired and I didn't jot anything down. DR 1 I had been kidnapped by a man. I remember sitting on the floor in a cell (?), but it was rather large. The room was white, the floors were white/grey. I couldn't really see the bars around me when I was inside. I could only see them as a third person. I was scantily clad. The man would tell me to do things- like "bring a dish(?) or plate(?) here" and "there". And "go sit on the floor". I was not the only slave. There were others. We were not "frightened", but more "broken". I felt like my spirit had been broken. Side Notes: This is the 2nd dream this week with a kidnapping. I felt very submissive in this dream. I don't generally feel like a slave IRL, but I suppose it mean being a slave to many responsibilities and still trying to do what I want to do. The colors white, and grey
Preface: Sunday night was a nightmare on its own. After meditating for about an hour, I couldn't get to sleep at all. I thought this would help me quiet my mind and get into a lucid, but it had the opposite effect. As I fell into sleep, everyone and everything woke me up. I felt more sensitive to noise. I woke up all night long and slept maybe a couple of hours. As a result, I can only recall one fragment: Someone is holding up a circular shaped rock with a gem (?)in the middle. They were holding it in front of me and I was confused.
This was a long one, and it is broken into two parts: Pre-cavern and post-cavern. I'll get to it. Pre-Cavern I do not have a solid opening or closing for this part as it was basically a massive amount of dream fragments, but I know their nature and beauty. The dreams were about myself, the american, collaborating with the humble Japanese on the design of a brand new aircraft, back in the beginning days of flight. The dreams had this beautiful quality to them of collaboration, where I would get tired of working, and then a small burst of inspiration from the Japanese would drive me to forge on and build, and in doing so I would grow and become loved. Then I woke up, after a final dream where I built the plane, and even after waking up I lay in bed to thank the Japanese engineers and say goodbye to them in my post-sleep daydream. They responded. It was nice. The Cavern I returned to sleep, and found myself in a very different situation. I am in a dark cavern. The walls are only a few meters apart, and about 10 feet up is a silver cable made of pure light that runs from one end of the cavern to the other, about 50 feet. At each end of the cavern, a small blue portal the size of a rabbit sits silently, and in the center of the cable are two mounts attached to it, objects with foot long strings of light dangling off them, with cherry sized baubles at the end. I touched the baubles and they get excited, moving the mounts across the cable as if in perfect frictionless suspension. I grab both baubles and swing them ahead of me, which causes the mounts to glide ahead. They move faster than my walking speed so I just watch. They get to the end, hit the little portal, and come out the one at the other side. This excites them a bit and they speed up. The one in front slows down a bit, and when the one behind it hits theres a 'crack!' and the front one shoots forward to the portal, comes out behind and shoots the other one. In a matter of seconds, both of the bauble strings are travelling across the cable at the speed of sound, blurring together and passing through the portals many times a second. I realize now this is a powerful source of magic, so I resign to study it carefully using the patience the Japanese have taught me. Post Cavern I wake up suddenly. I'm in a dark bedroom so I go to the window and open it. I'm at a mansion in the woods, similar to the T-House but much larger. There is snow everywhere, and my dad is in the courtyard. Suddenly my brother comes in. "You're awake." I am confused. Of course I'm awake. He tells me I've been sleeping for three days. I tell him about the cavern but he is confused. Suddenly my family is gone. I hear people talking so I go down near the courtyard. Three powrful beings are having a conversation in a room I'm next to, talking about how they've all come back from collecting powerful sources of magic and await my return. They speak of the cavern, they know I was there. They are going to use the power of all these magic places to kill everyone. I hide under the stairs, fuck those folks there is no way I'm joining them. I concentrate my hardest and manage to turn into a small animal, though I can't remember which. A cat comes by, which I know is another one of the magicians in disguise, and I act as a regular pet and cuddle with the cat. It is weird to know I am cuddling up with a dark wizard but I have him fooled. Then, someone says they will go kill my family and I perk up, losing my cover. They laugh, it was a trick to get me to come out of wherever I was hiding, they could sense I was near. I talk to them for a while about the cavern, and eventually we are all in a room. The wizards are two men following a woman, who is pure evil. The men just like power. At one point they transform into Sasuke and Rick, and at that moment I turn on them. I open a portal from the place of the baubles and they come flying out of it at light speed, since they've been gaining speed this whole time. It vaporizes the men, so open a back portal and slide the bauble mounts back onto the light beam and push them, closing the portals and allowing them to go gain speed in that nameless place for another time. At then end of the dream Anna showed up. I wanted to do something, say something, but the words would not come out. Those actions are reserved for reality.
Preface: After a bunch of family drama on Saturday night, its only fitting that I should have some pleasant dream activity. DR 1 I at a dinner party in a foreigner's house; a couple has invited me for dinner. It seems as if I am on vacation. The walls and floors are white, and the house has a calm color scheme. I go down a hall to the bathroom, but I never make it there. I am compelled to go outside. I walk outside of the house to the parking garage. It seems I am in an apartment or townhouse community. I go to find my bike (motorcycle) and its parked next to another way cooler looking black motorcycle. I look to my right, and there is a handsome guy standing next to me. He is tall, with black hair and brown eyes. He has some facial hair, which I find sexy. He tells me that he was going to leave, but that I'm beautiful, so he wants to stay. I laugh because whatever he is saying sounds cheesy. I look down and I notice that I am wearing tight black fake leather pants and high heeled ankle boots. I keep kind of looking down, because I feel shy talking to him. I smile a lot and he invites me out. I'm about to get on his bike, but I remember that I left my purse inside. I tell him that I have to get it...I then say,"let's go" and he follows me back into the dinner party house. The couple is pleasantly surprised when they see us enter and they show me where my purse is. They admit to me that they have gone through the purse in an attempt to try to contact me, and that they have seen that I have four tickets to the Kanye West show (they are obviously good seats because their eyes are gleaming). I tell them, "you know what? You can have all four because I hate Kanye West!" The guy laughs. The couple gets so excited and thanks me. I leave with the guy. Notes: A guy for once! And a motorcycle! ( A wild side, I like it.) Again with the color white, and relaxing surroundings. Also the color black..last time it was my friend with the black mink coat and today its me with black pants. Black shoes, which i hardly ever notice. I do really hate Kanye. Not as a producer, but as anything else, including as being a human being.
Not sure what's with my recall lately. My sleep is quite regular. I get up at 3am, work from around 4 am- 12pm. Pass out for a nap round 3pm, then bed around 8pm. Very little recall though. Last night, short nap, then bed around 8-9pm. Got up at 5 am. 5am - 3x300mg Alpha GPC 5:50am - 2x4mg Galantamine (new one, pure GM) 5:50 am - sofa Woke up from lucids at 7:30 I Put a rolled up blanket next to me, so when my cat sleeps next to me, she doesnt wake me when she fidgets. Works great. I was almost asleep, when they decided to fight right on the sofa. I said screw this and turned to my left side, like last 3 times (2x I got lucid on the side like that). *** I'm sitting on my mom's living room floor with some other people. They are watching TV, it's at night. From corner of my eye I see bathroom door close by itself. I think to myself "oh shit". I try to roll to my side and stand up, but having real hard time. I realize I'm sleeping and I decide to get lucid, because I'll be safe in a LD. I push my head backwards, feel the excelerated free fall backwards, but I end up in darkness. Try it 2 more times. Then I realize that I have my eyemask on, so it's safe to "open" my eyes. I try that. Blackness is now different, but still dark. I decide to jump out the window and I tell others not to worry, I'm going for a flight. I fall from first story almost to the ground where I start flying parallel to the ground. The feeling in my stomach is exhilarating. I fly over the fence between our garden and the street and I remember the TOTM I wanted to do - de-pantsing. I see a woman carrying a child on a sidewalk, walking away from me. I figure she will do, but I don't like the child there, so it disappears. I start talking to the woman. I turn her with her back to the wall and I notice she is older and pretty. I pull her pants down. I realize this is not how depantsing is done, but I don't care. Spoiler for Sexual content: As I'm kneeling in front of her, I slide my hands up her torso, pushing her top off. Her skin is very smooth and breasts are beautiful. As my tongue slides up her bold mound, I feel the slit. I spend few minutes on this, while trying to figure out, how she could return the favor. I'm thinking that this is going pretty smoothly despite this being my first time doing it in a dream or in WL. When I'm done, I turn to look for another DC to do a proper de-pantsing this time. I walk by an older man, not really appealing. But I don't care, I yank his pants down, then his white boxer shorts. He has 6 pen0rs. All small, shaped like acorns. (Watched Ice Age cartoon witht that squirell obsessing about his acorn). Some woman says "they are small". And the dude answers "yes, but they can grow". I blow some air on them and they grow. Not sure what else I do : D but they grow some more. I'm still not impressed. I turn to look for those 2 dudes that were walking towards us before, but they are not there anymore. I end up in a factory yard, by some old, red brick wall. A young black stud walks by and I ask him if I can "help" him. I realize that's something he should be asking me. He walks by again and I hope he got the hint. But by now there are some protrusions coming out of the wall and I'm taking care of the business.
+(f) visiting the people who (invented?) volleying in tennis? + in a bar with friends. There is some intrigue going on, I'm walking back to our table, and I'm holding a (larger than a hand) strip of photos covered in plastic and I'm folding this and putting it away. The husband is talking to the wife and I think I have a secret (affair?) with the wife and I'm thinking "don't say it, don't say it" but she does and he gets really mad and I go to another room. A strange thing with people who have left? Left some things behind, like a shoe, a wallet/bag, I pick them up and take them with me. One of the guys is Dwight Schrute from The Office. + [long, vivid, very semi-lucid/ weak lucid] walking night AH, take of flying, shine my "summon friend signal" flashlight into the sky but the enemies see it and come flying after me. We fight in the air, I have my lightsaber out and I'm turning it on and off, adjusting the length of the blade by pressing the rocker switch once, twice. I'm not feeling any feedback when I swing the blade through enemies, so I do it again, this time imagining resistance and sound. I get light resistance. Continuing to fly/fall down, the world is now entirely cartoon-colored. Bright colors. I think I'm back in a cartoon (dream?) eventually. I land and continue fighting with my lightsabre. I enter a room and there is a guy in there with his own pseudo-lightsaber, hooked up to some machine? With cables? I'm going at it with him and he's rejecting that I hit him, and he keeps on fighting, I reject his rejection and strike him again. At the end I'm climbing up on to some very high platform where a large air vehicle has landed with the Big Leader. I'm walking with the Big Leader into a large hangar, and he has a very important piece of technology that he wants me to examine and study/report on. We walk up to it and I see it lying on the ground: it is the fighting equipment from the last guy I fought. The last view of the dream is me looking down on the hoses and things and laughing to myself, thinking this is like a funny/ironic end to a movie.
Preface: Bed at 1am. Lots of running around with my bff all day today. Very productive Saturday- we worked out a lot. I attended my niece's quinceañera, which had a lot of family drama. My bff has been in a lot of my dreams lately, because we've been spending a lot of waking time together. DR 1 I am having a conversation with my mom in a new house. We have just moved in. My sister is on the floor getting comfortable, laying down and trying to take a nap. Her kids are running around, exploring, in the background. I tell my mom that I am pursuing a career in art. (?) She's kind of confused, and says I'm a B student in art. I tell her that there have always been people better than me in everything I did, but that none of that should stop me from doing what I want to do. She seems surprised that I have already discussed this with myself, and she agrees. I begin to explain a project to my mom. One of my projects involves using myself as an installation, hanging from a tree. (?) I'm camouflaged like the tree, but I have large leaves painted on me that will glow in the dark at night and will match other leaves. Of course, in third person, I can see myself on the tree. As I am hanging I am telling my sister about it too, and I reveal to her that I have a crush on some celebrity and I'm secretly wishing he'll see it. (?) DR 2 I am on a plane, sitting in first class. Everything is white- the seats the floor, the walls of the plane. Everything feels calm and relaxed. My best friend is doing big things and they are treating us like celebrities. I am writing a book. All of a sudden, my best friend touches my stomach as I'm stretched out in first class. She tells me that its hard and that she needs to work out. I laugh and say something to the effect that I still need work. As I'm telling her about the book I am writing, a guy keeps darting back and forth behind her. She is standing in front of the seats in the aisle ( I am stretched out on what seems like 2 reclining chairs) and she is wearing a black mink coat. She has full makeup on and earrings. Apparently, the guy darting back and forth behind her is a Fed Ex guy, which has to be around her all the time because she keeps having stuff delivered, and keeps having to sign for it. (?, lol) Someone asks her about so much spending - her husband has sent a message about and he's worried. She laughs it off and waves her hand, she's not worried at all. We continue talking. Notes: No clue about the art dream. Again obvious dream symbols, but presented in a completely different manner than usual. No clue who my celebrity crush was!!!!!
earlier: +(f) with friends, inside one guy's house, go outside, then into another entrance later: + [vivid] taping up the chair to block the entrance. Some other guys in the group have just placed a few pieces of tape bent at right angles sticking up from the back of another chair placed across an entrance. I'm rolling the tape around and around the chair. There is some conversation [forgotten] relating to what we're doing + Walking with a (maitre d'?) through a very narrow restaurant with people sitting to each side by the walls. We reach the door at the end of the room leading to the outside, and I think the maitre d' wants me to open the windows on both sides as I go out. I'm not sure the people sitting there will like it because people from this country do not like feeling drafts from open windows. Another room? An end room with windows to the outside, there is a beautiful girl sitting here. I think I recognize her from earlier [day residue]. She is talking about wine. I think about wine, and say something about bouuet or taste of wine, and think they're all drinking white, but what if it were red? She is addressing me about something but I don't understand what she's saying. It turns out to be a something about a recipe (to and Asian dish of some sort?) and she is listing ingredients.