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    1. Visiting WCP and Bev

      by , 08-03-2016 at 10:34 PM (AndresLD's (somewhat) Crazy Dream Adventures)
      03.08.2016
      (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      WCP is the gym I was working at for the past year. Bev was my manager, a hot 30 year old with a french accdent, she is really quirky and can come off as flirty but she just has a really bubbly personality.

      I was back home for the weekend. I thought of visiting the gym I was working at to say hi to everyone, as well as to get a work-out in. I arrived there and ran into Bob, he seemed excited to see me. I told him school was going great. I then went to the front desk. The place was different. Therr was an old lady at the front desk who wouldn't let me go to the main office to see my managers. I waited for her to get distracted and then ran down the stairs. I saw Mai on my way to the office and she didn't seem to excited or impressed to see me.

      I went into the main office, and Kory and Bev were there. Kory was wearing a white suit as opposed to his usual black sweats and blue track jacket (the usual uniform). Bev was wearing the uniform. They were both really excited to see me. Kory was bragging about his office view, because he could see a soccer field. I told him the view wasn't that great and that he looked silly in that suit, then jokingly asked him if he had a job to offer me. They both laughed and asked how I was doing.

      Dream skips and I'm walking with Bev; we are in Hawaii and she's taking me to a spot she loved when she went there. We walk through a part of a forest/jungle and arrive at a blue water cove. There's some cabins and she told me that there are never cops or guards in the area so we can get rowdy. I looked at my hands and there was a piece of skin falling off (due to getting back to working out regularly I assume), but it's also attached to a muscle and seems like it goes pretty deep. I show Bev and she tells me to rip it off. I ripped it and part of the muscle came off but didn't hurt. I give it to her saying "take my meat" and she says "that's what she said" and we both laughed.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    2. Horny Haunting

      by , 08-03-2016 at 10:28 PM (The Dream Adventures of MadMonkey)
      I did a WBTB but fell back to sleep trying to remember my dream. Two hours later I woke up from a non lucid dream where 3 old ladies are trying to convince me to have an orgy. I did a proper WBTB this time and stayed up for a half an hour or so. Despite how weird that dream was it made me think about sex and made my next dream extra horny.

      08.03.2016
      10:20 AM
      Horny Haunting (DILD)

      I am in a meeting with a family of DCs outside of their house. There is a picnic table set up with soda and snacks. We are discussing what to do about the ghost that is supposedly haunting the house and even killed someone. One kid says he found a magic spell book in the attic and it must be related to the haunting. All the DCs murmur and say we should read it to find out more about the ghost. I say they shouldn't read the book. I become semi lucid because I realize that ghosts aren't real but don't fully realize it's a dream. I use telekinesis to clean up the picnic table so that we can get out of here. The kid insists on reading the book and starts to open it but I shut it with telekinesis. "DO NOT READ THAT BOOK. Are you crazy? Haven't any of you seen horror movies before?" I become more lucid and take the book. I tell them that ghosts aren't real and we go inside.

      I go upstairs to an empty bedroom and think it's perfect for starting my goals. I stick my hand back and imagine my dream guide's hand holding mine. I look back and no one is there. I pull my hand up and I am holding a detached hand that disolves away.
      I didn't find this spooky at the time, I thought my dream control was just sucking, but now I think it may have been the ghost! I try again but now I can't feel anything when I try. One of the DCs walks up the stairs and I realize she is a pretty cute blond woman. I feel a very strong urge to have sex and wonder if I can have a quickly and get back to my goals. We have sex and it goes on for a while but I can't seem to finish even though I am trying to go quick. The dream fades but I know I can DEILD so I wait patiently for the dream to form again.

      I find myself in the room again except I am floating upside down. I fall on my head and do a somersault. I am alone in the room again and try to summon my DG again but can't manage to feel a hand there. I go down the stairs and see that the house is my childhood home. The same DCs from before are walking around. I realize I need to make points for Spellbee2's contest so I fly slowly down the hall. Use telekinesis on a laundry basket and then phase through the counter top. I realize this doesn't cover my full body for extra points so I phase through a wall. I need to summon my DG to get the most points though so go back to focusing on that. I imagine my DG walking around the corner but the grandma DC does instead wearing a witch costume. I tell her she is way to old to be my DG and to go back and try again. I look in the living room and see a red cat staring at me. The tip of it's tail and a spot on it's back is white. I tell it to transform into my DG too but I don't give thought to it because the grandma comes back and still isn't my DG. Damn, that cat was probably my DG's cat form... I tell the grandma to try one more time and again it fails. I walk into the room and look at the TV. There is an image of a hot woman on it. I stick my hand into the tv and she grabs it. I pull her out and she isn't my DG but she is hot. I can't help myself but have sex again. This time when I wake up I wake up for real.

      Updated 08-03-2016 at 10:32 PM by 32125

      Categories
      lucid
    3. Log 461 - Dismay in Egypt

      by , 08-03-2016 at 07:44 PM (Dream Logs DWN-12)
      Wednesday 03 August 2016


      Spellbee's Summer Lucid Competition 2016 - Entry 5


      There were several dreams I identified today, two between 3:30 and 4AM, and the rest after I finally got some sleep. Most of these are but fragments at the moment.

      Scrap Group 1

      Yet another dream where I'm in combat against a Dream Views members, this time, in a live action Magic - The Gathering match.

      Forced WBTB due to a terrible case of insomnia. Stayed up for almost four hours without sleep. Bleh.

      Walking around a suburban apartment complex. Floods left the surrounding gardens and lots into a swampland. As I slogged though, I'm shocked to find numerous decomposing animal carcasses, including several big lizards, half a dozen toads, a huge constrictor snake, and a large rat or two. Someone there quips on my not noticing beforehand. I try continuing, but the stench and vermin (both flying and grounded) become too much to bear.

      In a hotel room with several family members (mom, dad, and Osmand identified). I go to "sleep". A commotion briefly awakens me, but I'm too tired to stay up. When I'm back to my senses, Osmand and mom chastise me for sleeping through an emergency. I feel very ashamed. Go to "sleep" again. Then, a dream within a dream, where a leather clad, grey skinned, dark haired vampire lady was embracing me in bed. I couldn't move, and was helpless as she drained me from my arm and neck. We conversed casually between her feast. When I "woke" up, I floated over to the hotel's bathroom to get ready for the day.

      Dream 1 - Dismay in Egypt


      The visuals were blurred. False awakening in the master bedroom. I'm too weak to move. As I lingered, I'm transitioned.

      I turn up in an ancient Egyptian court. There, I meet with Ramesses, as depicted in Civilization V. Indeed, the menus from said game are displayed shortly into our talks. I'm annoyed at him for some reason, and think to go to war, but I relent when I see he's actually guarded and afraid of me. He makes an even trade for a few luxury resources (a first for the AI), and even throws in some gold for good measure. I feel kinda bad, and think to let him keep the gold, but I get greedy.

      Afterwards, I wander outside in the Egyptian deserts at day, the Great Pyramids in view. Suddenly, that vampire from before shows up. In one fell swoop, she grows gigantic, picks me up in her arms, and carries me off into a sandstorm.

      I wake up shortly afterwards.

      Scrap Group 2

      Playing an SNES era Megaman X game.

      Updated 08-03-2016 at 07:49 PM by 89930

      Categories
      dream fragment , non-lucid
    4. Spellbee Competition night 5

      by , 08-03-2016 at 05:46 PM (dolphin's dreams)
      DILD#1-As I'm falling asleep I imagine an alligator being captured and flying out the window. A strong wave of energy rushes into my body. I'm able to push some energy out but some comes back in. After fighting the energy for a bit, I notice some kids walking around my room. I try to move but my body is heavy. I try to talk to the kids but it's hard to talk. I give up and just watch the kids. They're saying something but I can't understand what. I wake up.

      DILD#2-At a reunion with some of my former co-worker friends, I discover I forgot to wear pants and underwear. I'm embarrassed by this and try to cover up with my t-shirt. I wake up and see people I don't recognize, a couple of middle aged pacific islander people, one man and one woman. I just want to hug the women, which I do. I wake up.

      DILD#3-In a building, there's some sort of water show going on below. A DC dares me to go down a slide and into the water, which I do. I escape and start flying. I phase through a window and outside. I fly around and explore for a bit before I wake up. I look around and see I'm not in my room. I get up and successfully summon a wooden board. I'm not able to summon the blanket, though. I put the board down, but before my eyes it disappears. My body gets heavy and it gets difficult to do anything. I wake up.

      Updated 08-03-2016 at 05:56 PM by 57896

      Categories
      lucid , nightmare , false awakening
    5. Long jump and brewing

      by , 08-03-2016 at 05:41 PM
      Fragments. Firstly, I was in a back yard. In the center of it was a big storage container. I was a little kid, and I ran and jumped over it. On the other side were the other people including my jumping nemesis. He was big and tall, and jumped it easily, making me look weak.

      Second dream fragment. I am at the Brewery, although it is very different. It is a bigger open space and the bar in the middle is 360 degrees like the one at craft. I am back there for my first shift in years, and I am hanging out with the people there. I start reminiscing about a show that chris and I put on as kids here, and suddeny I was watching it unfold in front of me in live action.

      Dream Sings:
      Girls
      Impossible Physics
      Chris
      Brewery
      Categories
      non-lucid
    6. dragons and more dragons but no lucid

      by , 08-03-2016 at 05:37 PM
      D1-At a beach side pool the people are all really annoying, they think I cant understand the moronic things they are saying. They think I am spanish and dont understand.
      Even their own children are getting hurt and crying they are so dumb.
      I make out certificates for 1st,2nd and 3rd place idiot family.
      I give out the 3rd place certificate but then unsuprisingly get into an argument.

      D2- Really long ass dream about dragons.
      I am in a bar and a woman sees I have a dragon, just a tiny spirit one that circles round my arm. I tell her she is messing with me as no one can see the dragon except me. Turns out she can as she has an unawakened dragon in her. More chat about legend surrounding dragon.
      I tell her she is in danger and that I can train her if she wants.

      WBTB
      D3- I am back talking about dragons to the woman. We are outside the bar.
      I have been exiled as when I tried to awaken my dragon 110 years ago ar age of 16 I was almost killed and my soulmate was killed. I felt was my fault at time and agreed to exile. I tell her I am bad news but if she wants to I can teach her meditation and dream work (she needs to be lucid) she needs to grow her dragon spirit, which is a rare white one. Mine was silver but I only have bit of red dragon from gf that died.
      Anyways badies detect her power output which is super high and before I can cloak her, I have to face off against them.
      Oh I already kicked some rich families kids ass so they are supposed to kill me for the family to save face.
      I have learnt some techniques so that I could take powers from the kid dragons I fought (who were suitors for white dragon) so I have blue,green,red and black dragons at level 5 tier. So even though they are higher level I still end up flying around and punching at super speed and take them all down.But I dont kill them.
      I catch interest after fight from dragon mafia , who enlist me (I dont nind as I hate all the privelidged familes that exiled me) and come out of exile and take white dragon with me.
      I tried to cut details down was long ass repeating dream.

      WBTB
      D4- Now I am third person watching story unfold in a cafe. New woman looking like dream girl from dreams I had a while back.
      She spots a dragon spirit , guy who looks like philip marlow detective, he is stone dragon.
      He does some detective work and finds out as her nickname is "goldie" that she is legendary gold dragon that only appears once every few thousand years and only in one realm.
      A silver dragon exists in London that is her soul mate of legend.
      But the dragon has been cursed by dragon soceity for a crime and should be dead.
      Detective sends goldie to dragon school in another realm where she can find out about dragons and info on how she may break curse on the silver dragon.
      She finds out silver dragon was banished as he did not accept privelidge of dragon title and wanted equality between all dragons. Academic tutoring goldie scoffs at stupidity of idea and likens it to equal rights in human world. She hides her anger but he sees through it and says it is ok she has spent to much time among normal humans and will see sense in time.
      She sets off to rescue silver but is being tailed by agents and has to leave a coded message to meet stone dragon.

      Updated 08-03-2016 at 05:42 PM by 89275

      Categories
      non-lucid
    7. Spellbee2 Competition Night 5 Team Mystic

      by , 08-03-2016 at 04:46 PM
      Instead of a horse, imagine the icon as a huge roach. Last night I fell asleep at around 12am with the bug in my room and woke up at 2:30am. Than after staying up for a bit and going back to sleep guess what? I woke up hearing his little scratching noise next to me and he was on my wall right beside me. After he was taken care of I went back to sleep and was able to get a small lucid but than it became a non lucid dream again.My recall isn't that great today too since I forgot the first and second dream and most of the third dream. Thanks Roachy~

      Third Dream

      I was in a house with my family.As I was looking at a picture of my dead dog Max I became lucid."Max has been showing up in my dreams a lot lately I thought". I than managed to find Dawn around the house.He said he was there because someone was trying to get him in trouble as my dream guide. I decided to follow Dawn to see what would happen. When we were walking a dc ran into the room we were in uncontrollably. I ran out with Dawn and as I was observing him I saw that he looked somewhat like my younger brother now which was off putting. "Dawn you look like my brother...and you have a mustache on your face" I said to him. He was also wearing what seemed like Goku from DBZ clothing. He told me that it was okay but seemed to be distracted. I wanted to change him back but something happened that made us separate.

      What I recall happening next was I was with my mom in what was supposed to be our house and she told me that my dad had a neighbor who was willing to sell us their baby Parrotlet but I had to be nice to them. I told her I would than went outside so I could meet them. But when I met their dad he was acting kind of crazy. This led to me trying to find my dad and ending up in a school where cartoons were able to come into reality.


      Competition Points
      • First DILD of the Night - 10 points
      • Interact with a Dream Character - 2 points
      ________________________________________
      12 points

      Updated 08-05-2016 at 04:21 PM by 67570

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , side notes
    8. Spell's Comp Night 5: High school crush, toddler dream self

      by , 08-03-2016 at 03:07 PM (Lucid Time!)
      I was walking into town. (Evening, judging by the position of the sun) I remember meeting this girl from my high school who was being annoying so I jaywalked into the middle of the street when she wasn't looking to get away from her. I walked to the Taekwondo studio and had my taekwondo outfit on.

      I was told that there were three new students starting and I had to teach them all the basics of how to do good in class. I remember there were three or four boys who all looked the same but at different ages, as they got older they got taller and their hair got darker. The youngest of the four had blonde hair and looked about 10. The oldest looked about 20 and had black hair and a slight mustache. I started teaching them something and they changed into Cafe's guides.

      I then remember my high school crush walked in and she was a black belt. She started saying that I was doing all the class all wrong. My taekwondo master came out of his office and said that he didn't know who she was and that she couldn't just expect to walk into the studio and start telling me how to lead class. I said something about her being annoying.

      The next thing I knew she took out this weird gas mask thing and put it on her face with a really long filter tube reaching about knee level. (It looked like a vaccum hose) She started spinning it around like a helicopter and asked if it was annoying.

      Also my retainer started bothering me at 4:00am so I had to take it out and went pee while I was at. I suppose that counts as a WBTB, though I didn't try any practice...

      I was being chased by someone. I hid in this store where this guy sold guns. But I didn't have a license to buy a gun so instead he sold me this crossbow type weapon that shot these little darts so that I could defend myself. I think I remember buying 22 of the little darts, then practicing. For some reason the guy said he would sell me three bismuth crystals for half price (what is up with all the bismuth crystals in my dreams these past few days...)

      I think it was somehow related to a dream fragment that I had in a previous night. (Night 2 of hte comp) where the crystals I needed were specific and I needed to slot them into some kind of alien device. I remember he sold the crystals in 3 categories. Cheap, Normal and Superb. Crystals from all three sizes were about the same size. (Usually about as big as the palm of my hand) I bought two of the cheap ones and one of the normal one.

      The total that I had to pay for all this. The weird dart shooting crossbow and the crystals was 30 dollars and 13 cents.


      -+-

      I remember I was dreaming that I was walking in my neighborhood.
      I randomly got lucid when I got to the front of the neighborhood. I think there was a small boy in a wagon talking about building a tree fort and something to do with a monster that lived in the woods but I ignored him.

      I remember thinking that I should try and walk all the way to the middle school without forgetting that I'm lucid dreaming. Yesterday I had been meditating on how clear the dream world could get. I did some stabilization by running my hand across the wooden rail of the boardwalk. I focused on leaves in the trees. (The forest that is along this path seemed thinner than normal) I think there might have been giant mushrooms or a giant bismuth crystal.

      I kept walking and saw a lady walking with her two headed dog. The dog had a white head and a black head. She said I hi and I said 'Hi' back. I remember I started thinking about the state of my reality. I asked myself "What is a lucid dream?" to which seemingly a separate part of me replied. "In order to understand what a lucid dream is, you must define what a dream is first. A dream is a sequence of subconscious thoughts we undergo while sleeping. These thoughts manifest themselves as sensory stimulation in a way that is roughly congruent with the laws of reality. A lucid dream is simply a sequence of thoughts where the conscious mind becomes active and aware of the true state of this faulty reality and is able to interface with the subconscious mind modifying the reciprocated sensory manifestation of the subconscious thoughts to better suit the dreamer."

      I kept walking. I did some more stabilizations and reality checks. I remember pinching my nose for a really long time and breathing through it. I said to myself "If I can ever do this easily, then it means that I'm dreaming." I got to the cross in the paths (almost to the middle school.) and saw my crush again, jogging. She asked me why I wasn't jogging. I stopped her and said something like. "I got over you years ago, you need to leave my dreams." and she jogged off. I remember thinking that my reason for being here wasn't to complete competition goals but to get better at lucid dreaming, and by being in the slow meditative state of walking the trail around my neighborhood I was practicing being in that state for an extended period of time and being focused on it. I remember thinking that I was 'honing my craft', and got stuck rolling the phrase over and over in my head.

      I then decided I wanted to summon Manei into the dream. I used the summoning command and walked around the corner into the parking lot of the middle school. (Illogically.) I walked into a parking lot and saw a bunch of people sitting in parked cars and walking around with their cell phones out playing pokemon go. It was supposed to be a representation of the lucid dreaming competition since it was pokemon go themed. I looked around for her but didn't see anybody. A guy walked into me because he was distracted trying to catch pokemon. I took it as impromptu stabilization.

      I saw a black camaro looking car that reminded me of the one Manei used to drive but there was a police car next to it with their sirens on. When I went over I saw it was not Manei, but this random guy with short black hair. I remember asking him if he was Manei and he said no. I left and went inside the middle school looking for her, attempting summoning behind doors. I remember I saw someone drive a minivan down the hallway of the school and they stopped next to me. Two women got out. One of them was my grandmother, and the other an original character of mine. The OC woman got a very young version of my dream self out of the back car seat. He looked about 3 and was wearing a black shirt and gray shorts. I got confused and lost the lucid dream.


      -+-

      I was trying to Earthbend. Normally aged dream self was sitting in lotus position in the woods by a river wearing what looked like a very torn and faded version of my taekwondo uniform (somehow connected to the first dream). I think the sleeves had been torn off. There was a worn wooden plank in front of him with a huge blob of gray clay. He/I would strike the clay repeatedly with his hands in various ways with his hands for a while before the blob became unrecognizable. He would then pat it back together into a smooth blob and repeat.


      Frag .5pt*1=.5
      NLD 1pt*2=2
      DILD 10pt*1=10
      WBTB 2pt*1=2
      RC/Stabilize 2pt*4 (at least)=1
      Interact with DC=2pt*1=2

      Night Total=17.5
    9. SpellBee's Summer competition night 3

      by , 08-03-2016 at 10:54 AM
      I woke up without remembering anything, aside from the rain hitting my bedroom window. After a few moments I could remember a fragment, other bits and pieces followed. As usual with my dream recall a lot of rich details have faded away.



      I was at a mass gathering, playing a huge game, divided into three distinct teams. One team was dark and a bit overpowered. I was part of another lighter team. Each team had special tactics and specific abilities. I was suddenly surrounded by a few dc’s of the dark team. They countered me from above. But a dc failed and landed awkwardly painfully on the floor. I could escape easily. Then I searched for a pyramidal building. I had a pet that helped me with the game. I found a construction robot that I used to destroy other team buildings. With long metal claws. After the game the three teams gathered and there was a heavy discussion.

      

I found myself in an RPG environment. I was searching the boundaries and possibilities of this new game that I found myself in. I stood in a market place, I needed to take over a merchant stall with a duel. I failed a few times, I duelled with another merchant for his trade and stall. I succeeded, it was an easy fight. Then not soon afterwards a dc player with a much higher level than me killed me, I died, re-spawned and lost my progress.

      

In my garden a fly was following me and piercing through my leg. Inside the house I noticed a deep, but small cutting wound. 



      For a special occasion I needed to buy my grandfather a very odd pastry. I went to the baker, asking if they had it or could make it? They didn’t have it. It was a sort of a round, flat pastry with a red jelly on top of it. 



      WBTB was at 5 A.M. too little sleep, It wasn’t very effective at all this time, way too tired.

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      Uncategorized
    10. Summer Comp. Day 5 - fragmented recall; short lucid

      by , 08-03-2016 at 09:40 AM
      Tonight i slept not too good because of some worries i have. i tried to suppress as good as possible and deal with it today but nevertheless negative thoughts came up now and then... my recall is totally fragmented and the lucid i induced was tensed. i felt like having not my potential dreamcontrol/powers and felt rushed somehow....

      7 fragments + 1 lucid

      i lay on my back, tense my bodyparts and then relax them i shortly go thru my goals but i cant concentrate and my head feels restless. i doing some deep breaths and start with SSILD cycles. i notice how slowly my head calms down and i get in the right mood. i sometimes do a little imaginary tactile movements to see if it feels like a WILD but nope. my body is deeply relaxed but i feel to aware for a wild so i turn on my side and do look at my closed eyelids.
      laying around on my back, the TV is on i suddenly think "wait what if i already am dreaming?" i do a nosepinch and am lucid [i have no TV in my room, i nearly dont watch TV at all]. i stand up and i am naked. i try to will the TV out because the babble of the TV bothers me but i cant just will it off. i try to imagine having a remote in my hand but it wont work. i try a short behind my back summon but i am too restless for this. i decide to ignore the TV (there is no picture just the voice). i remember my tasks and try to summon FryingMan but again not calm enough... i go to my desk and see a candle. i hold it upside down and do a hand gesture with my right hand like it is as lighter and my thumb is the flame. i see no flame but i ignore that and hold it under the candle. at the beginning nothing happens but i turn it around and look. the candle is brighter in the middle and some moments later a flame appears, at the beginning very transparent and week but then materializes to a normal flame. at least something i think. i think about leaving my room because outside summoning of people might be easier. i look down and still naked i feel the cold skin. thinking about to change something about it but it would be a waste of time. i phase thru my window and slowly fly/float down. Some meters away there is a couple looking strangely at me. i am a little confused because of the fact that i might not be dreaming? or the fact i have no cloths on? probably the last one because its obviously a dream and i floating down... i land on the ground (in my actual street that is in front of my house) i look at the main-floor of the building and see a shop with a window front with a shelf behind it where one can see folder. i do a hand gesture and some of the folder fall down to the ground. i fly up again and decide to phase thru the window/wall to the child/sleeping-room of my direct neighbors underneath. i stand in the room and look around. i pick up a phone and push the button for redial. i hear the sound of dialing and then a female voice telling me "this phone is not connected" or something. i go to the floor and the woman who lives here [i picked up my book about Dream Yoga by andrew holecek there yesterday ] stands now there. first moment she seems to get scared and wants to scream but i promptly calm her down with some words and kneel down because for whatever reason i want to see her feet. her husband (looking different than IWL) accompanies us and i greet him too. i ask her what shoe size she has and she repeatedly answers something like each other in relation? because they seem to be different size. i stand up and also pick up the "phone" that now is a shoe [schema: feet --> shoe?!]. i decide to leave again and go into the kitchen and jump thru a table with some plants, with a flytrap among them and out thru the window and wall again. i float outside and notice i still have the shoe in my hand. i see the woman walks into the kitchen too and says something about that shoe. i phase my hand inside and reach her the shoe. she thanks and i let myself fall down, accelerating to the ground. i smash with all four on the ground but feel no harm. i stand up and find myself in a different street. way smaller and no people around... thats bad because i think again to summon FM. i go behind a corner and look there i hold my hand behind my back and call for him but again no success... i jump on a wall and look down to maybe find a more busy street. i feel unsettled and wake up before i can do something against it.
      Categories
      lucid
    11. [03-08-2016]

      by , 08-03-2016 at 09:04 AM (Snehk's Dreamlands)
      Don't recall too much this time, had a tiring day. I recall a blurry fragment, it was a sunny day. I visited my friend and we wandered aimlessly around the neighborhood.
    12. #187: Homework

      by , 08-03-2016 at 03:30 AM
      I'm sitting in a library. There are three computer workdesks standing right next to each other. I'm sitting at the right one. There is something using the middle one. It's a guy. He's quite talkative. At some point I mention that I really need to focus on my work. A while later my classmate Kristen is using the left one. The guy meanwhile keeps going on and on with distracting me. Eventually I throw him, black chair and all, to the ground. He's lying on his back, still in the chair. Perhaps I even threatened him. The guy leaves. I get back in position and fiddle with an orange highlighter for a while. I explain my burst of violence by stating that I already mentioned that I need to get this done. I don't want to dole too long on an explanation though, cause else my classmate may think it's weird that I would go to such lengths to get some peace, only for me to continuously keep talking myself.

      The wall in front of me is made out of glass, so I can see the guy come walking back together with my old mathematics teacher. Damn. This is gonna drag out. Plus, since this is America, the guy might sue. They come back in and I just pretend not to be aware of their presence, continuing my homework in my paper notebook. I'm not sure if the teacher actually said something. A bit later Eminem is rapping. Somehow it's supposed to relate to me. I can't remember which song it was. I keep working, but eventually interrupt him. I tell him that he's one of my favourite rappers, that is one of my favourite songs and the part he just did is my favourite part of that song, but I've got homework to finish and he is so awesome that I'm focusing on the music instead of on my homework.
    13. Odd Lucid dream and missed DEILD.

      by , 08-03-2016 at 02:42 AM
      Fell asleep while doing a WILD attempt.

      Lucid (Unstable/Unclear)
      Lucid
      Side notes/Thoughts



      I don’t remember any of the dream except until up to me getting lucid. However I'm not sure that what I last remembered was even when I first became Lucid, for some reason I have a slight feeling I played around with fire, but I can't recall at all. Unlike my previous lucid attempts it was more stable and clear, and I felt far more like it was real life than any other previous time. I sort of blindly stumble around my house thinking of what to do when I find a door outside. For a moment the dream fades and I rub my hands together to stabilize it. No result. I then started spinning and I feel the dream strengthen. I then sit down and start feeling the stone on the ground and I can visibly see some sort of fogginess disappear and the clarity becomes near-realistic.

      I felt really happy to have my first clear and stable lucid dream.
      (Most of my others lasted usually only a minute or so as they were extremely unstable). I decide to go in my backyard where my sister and a friend of hers were. I ask my sister to come to the front yard because I wanted to try experimenting on DCs but she refused. I went up and tried to grab her, but she dodged calling me a creep. I tried again, but this time adding superhuman speed so that she shouldn’t be able to dodge, however this time I slipped in the mud and she disappeared. The mud felt cold and fresh, almost relaxing and comfortable. Her friend felt bad for me and came over and picked me up. For some reason I was determined for using my sister instead of this other DC for the experiment and the friend explained how my sister could teleport her body elsewhere and then her conscious. (I don’t think I was fully lucid, at the very least while I was lucid, I was not lucid enough to remember that this world was entirely in my mind). I tried chasing after her a few times but it was futile.

      I then end up waking up for no apparent reason, no loud sounds occurred and the light was off in my room. I missed an opportunity for DEILD but I only realized this after I got up. I had only slept five hours, and it explained why my memory of the dream was fading extremely rapidly. Even though it was lucid I panicked and typed down what I remembered. This is the only case I've ever had where I just suddenly woke up for no explained reason, and I'm quite certain I didn't will myself to wake up. It's a bit strange that I managed to become Lucid at all in such an early instance of REM.
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      lucid , memorable
    14. SpellBee Comp my 3rd night

      by , 08-03-2016 at 12:30 AM
      Still haven't got my A/C fixed. I'm actually sick today, literally. Woke up to dealing w/ the A/C guy & he can't fix it today. I've heard it's 2 problems now. So no dream anything. Sorry folks but I guess today is a bust. I'll comment tomorrow on others DJ's but today I just can't do anymore than this.
      Tags: sick
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      side notes