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I encounter Evangelion's wife and we have a nice talk and she invites me over their house. Then she calls Evangelion and she tells him I am coming over and how it's the chance they wanted to have a threesome with me. I am shocked and then relieved about my affair with him (from a dream the other night). I also wonder if she found out and is just trying to fix it in a positive way or if she has no clue and simply also desires me. Anyway I am up for it.

Created Friday 10 July 2020

I got two DILDs and a scrap today.

Spoiler for Kinda long:

Scrap Group 1
Dreams where I was conversing with some mystical being.

Dream 1 - Deadly Prank and Flight Radio LD

The visuals started a bit blurred. Spectator mode. This depicted an episode of Spongebob Squarepants. The title character and his friend Patrick were in an unknown apartment suite. The two were in a make believe game of hero and villain, Spongebob acting as the former, and Patrick the latter. However, Patrick got so engrossed in the game, that he started to believe he himself was really a villain. Things started getting dangerous when the starfish left deathtraps in every room. Spongebob was eventually cornered. As he cowered, Patrick loomed towards him with a nasty looking weapon. The insane starfish drew closer and closer... only to immediately drop the whole matter as if it never happened. Spongebob, with a sigh of relief, also laughed away his own near-death experience.

Around this point, I manifested on the floor of the suite's kitchen. I was exhausted, so I didn't even bother trying to get up. There were a few other voices, but I didn't pay attention. Soon, a fluffy medium sized dog trotted along right up to me. It got too curious for my liking. I was afraid it was going to bite me. But instead, it simply licked my face. This got me to question my environment, and thus, I quickly gained awareness.

Springing to my feet, I rushed to a room at the far end, then jumped out of an open window. I found myself flying over an expansive city surrounded by grassy hills, all under a clear dawn sky. Among the more interesting sites were two or more amusement parks, as well as an airport carelessly built between a few skyscrapers. Quite a view, especially considering that my visuals clarified by this point.

I opted to form rigid metal wings on my back just for the fun of it. Just then, I received a radio message internally (not unlike Codec calls in Metal Gear Solid).

"This is the US Air Force", says a male voice, his words muffled a bit by static. "If you can understand me, leave this airspace or we well open fire."

Well, this never happened before. I figured he thought I was some kind of alien.

"Permission to land.", I responded promptly, filtering my voice to sound inhumanly deep.

It took a moment before I received another message. "...alright.", the voice says skeptically. I don't think he expected me to talk.

Anyway, I looked for a safe, flat landing spot outside the city. But, there was nothing of the kind. The dream destabilized, and collapsed shortly after. DEILD attempt two minutes later, though I dozed off.

Dream 2 - July 2020 TOTM Basic Task I

Scene 1 - Game Gear Idea Awareness
The visuals started blurred. I was resting on the floor of an apartment suite similar to above. Dazzling sunlight forced me to half-open my eyes. There was some commotion going on in another room nearby, as well as noise from people getting started with their day. I just wanted to get some sleep, that is, until I started questioning my state. As a test, I meditated in an effort to float up as I laid supine. It took some effort, but eventually, I did levitate. This easily affirmed the dream.

I was about to head out the door, when I spotted this dude (olive skin, dark, unkempt hair) playing something on a Game Gear. On closer inspection, he had a Sonic game loaded. This got me to sound music from the series. The first in mind was Aquatic Ruin Zone from Sonic 2. I then had the idea to visit that very location. With an unusual combination of focus and anticipation, the scenery warped.

Scene 2 - A Visit to an Aquatic Ruin
The visuals were clearer. I instantly found myself just where I wanted, a lifelike version of Aquatic Ruin Zone, sunlight seeping through the foliage. This did indeed appear as the crumbling walls of an ancient city overrun by tropical wilderness. The air was heavy with vapor, though I never did directly see a body of water as per the namesake of this location. Anyway, as I floated around, I decided to pull down a nearby branch to touch the leaves. They were surprisingly sharp on the edges. I then noticed big red berries growing on the branches, the very same ones from the game. Of course, I wanted to sample them. Unfortunately, an unseen force dragged me out before I could do so. Cue another warp.

Scene 3 - Mountain Breaking Wave
The visuals were perfectly clear. I was standing by a road between some hills and a thin forest, a partially cloudy blue sky above. Various different locales were in the distance. To the far right were the shores of a beach. A city spanned out throughout the rest of the horizon, their skyscrapers notably larger than normal.

I took a moment to appreciate the view, when I quickly went over some tasks in my mind. I settled for this month's basic task i. Of course, that meant I had to find a mountain. I walked towards the left alongside the road. It didn't take long for me to notice a huge, ice-peaked bluish grey mountain leftwards to the horizon. After a brief moment of concentration, I released my aura. It was visually tame, appearing as just a quick, transparent wave that pulsed in the air for a moment. So it came as a bit of a surprise when the mountain crumbled seconds later. Job well done, I thought.

Regardless, I wanted to see such destruction more closely. With an upward wave of my hand, I collected as much asphalt as I could from the road to create a huge hill made of the same material. Once again, I conjured my aura. In an instant, the asphalt mountain exploded violently into millions of chunks. Some of the larger clumps almost flew right at me.

Perhaps I got startled a bit. The dream collapsed shortly after.

Spoiler for Aquatic Ruin Zone:

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7/10/2020
Took melatonin and B-complex vitamins
Fell asleep at 12:45-1AM.
Woke up at 6:30AM, woke up, went pee, Used SSILD
Woke up at 8AM, with recall, fell asleep
Woke up at 9:30AM, with recall. Wrote down all the dreams I remembered

What to work on: SSILDing for longer when trying to fall back asleep
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Dream 1+2(Working for Riaz then first class, making pizza for uncle.): I was working at big cheese and the makeline was set up very differently. We were doing things like making sides and prepping pizzas but Riaz was doing all the topping. I imagined thats why he can keep his stats so good at such a high volume store, he controls everything. He finished up and we clocked out really early at like 5:30, I thought thats all he really needs to keep the store profitable, he'd rather spend his time doing other things with the extra time. Another time I was at first class and I remember Ana letting her hair down with no hairnet after her shift near the food. At one point my uncle(maybe an employee too) wanted a pizza. I was helping him make a pizza and got the order of things all wrong. I ended up with the dough at the bottom of a bucket and pouring some sauce on top. I thought I had to make more wings too but there were some in the fridge.

Dream 3(Austin comes over for food, slaps me, I bring him outside to talk, grapes): I was chilling on the driveway or garage and Austin came up to us looking for to hang out or get some food. We went inside and I realized its because he has no food at home. I offered him everything and he ended up with like a ice cream drumstick and some orange ice cream/popsicle looking thing. I got near him and he slapped me with the orange thing. I asked him why he would do that and then told him to follow me and I brought him outside onto the front lawn. I again tried to get an explanation and then he left. I felt so bad for him, wasting the only food he had at the moment just because he was angry. Then Pheobe helped clean me up and tried to cheer me up by saying well make chocolate covered grapes. I remember just sitting or lying down feeling sad for Austin.

Awake/explanation
Normal dream
Lucid dream

4 AM

I dreamed I was sitting in my high-school French class streaming 'Everybody Loves Raymond' (lol) when suddenly I felt the teacher walking up near me and shut my tablet off and started copying what was written on the board-- writing down what episode I was on of the show so I could continue when she went away from the front of the class again. As I was note-taking, someone in the back of the room, a tall, goth looking fella, spoke up and said he couldn't see the board, so she told him to bring his desk up next to mine where he could see, by the window. He did so, and after a few seconds of note-taking, I looked over and noticed him standing on his desk chair with a noose around his neck.

Alarmed, I said, "Woah, what are you doing?" and the teacher ran over almost screaming and pulled it away from him and asked what he was doing. He said he was so tired of being at high-school all the time every day that he decided he was just going to kill himself, because it was really just too much (I silently agreed, lol). She asked him what he did like about life, and before I knew it he came to the front of the class and began performing a very colorfully languaged rap (lots of curse words, awesomely, in the high-school setting) about how his favorite things in life were playing sports (don't judge a book by its cover I guess) and banging chicks, but it wasn't filling the gap in his soul and he was gonna kill himself instead. Some of us laughed at the part about banging (and the very descriptive gestures accompanying it, sorry, I'm still a teenager when it comes to humor and have to say I laughed), and the teacher almost cut him off a couple times, but the fact that he almost just tried to kill himself made her pause and we all listened to the entire thing.

After he finished, we all broke into applause and laughter, and his face completely lit up, like he had never been met with such approval before. He seemed significantly happier all the sudden, and soon the bell rang. I joked with my friend that his rap sounded like something that would have been the title-screen song (but censored) on FIFA '03, and one of my other friends asked why FIFA '03. I thought about this for a second and said, "Uh, inside joke I guess," because I felt like it was, but had no idea where I had pulled the title from (in reality, I played this game for a blog post about a year ago, so I guess that's where it came from).

I set off walking through the hall at this point, from upstairs, and realized the stairs down had been replaced by a mountain of still-packaged tampons, almost like a slide. Quite a few girls were making their way down ahead of me (I have no idea what was with this imagery in the dream, my mind was clearly just all over the place after the crazy rap), and I tried to go down slowly without losing control and falling all the way down. As I neared the bottom, I wanted to jump off to avoid landing on any of the packages and breaking them, and I steadied myself to do so and jump in a small hole between a few packages. A couple people noticed and went silent as if watching me, and I bounded off and held my toes together and landed right in the small gap, and everyone sarcastically clapped as if pretending to be impressed. I deeply bowed sarcastically also, and a couple people laughed, and I walked out the door.

I then set to looking for my bus, and remembered it pulled up at the very right-side of the front of the school, which had a playground there. I jogged my way over there, and realized there was a shortbus still there that had to leave first, for the handicapped kids. I sat down on the wooden perimeter of the playground looking at the side of the bus, and a couple other guys came and sat down at my sides. Suddenly, as the bus was taking off, a baby was thrown from behind me and landed in the dirt underneath the back tire of the bus.

The guy to my right suddenly leapt up shouting, "No! Stop!" and it wasn't enough, the bus took off and ran the baby over full stop, mashing it into the dirt. This guy let out a blood-curdling scream and ran and picked it up, while I sat in shock watching him, and he held it up and the baby just happily said "mama!" despite being folded into a pretzel. We all blinked, and he, holding the baby, said, "It's... it's just a doll..." and started straightening out its limbs. We all breathed a sigh of relief while watching him.

Then I woke up!

6 AM

I was at my friend's (Brooks') apartment in a city building, on the third floor or so, and we were casually chatting, when I suddenly remembered my dream goal of conversing when someone in a different language I didn't know. Somehow this did not make me lucid at all. I turned to him and said, "Do you know anyone that speaks a different language in here?" and he mentioned that a friend of his from high-school (her name was Megan) spoke Spanish. I told him to call her up immediately because I wanted to speak to her. He went and buzzed her up and went out in the hallway and brought her in, and when he did, he said hello to her in Spanish (buenos something), and she looked at him puzzled, and said, "Uh, hola." He asked if she remembered how to speak Spanish, and she said, "I've never been able to speak Spanish...?"

Suddenly, we were in the courtyard below talking about this instead of his room (don't know how, didn't question), and she continued, "I took French in high-school." I remembered her being in my French class and held my hand over my head going, "Ahhhh, crap, that's right, and you know as much French as I do!" and she nodded. Then I sort of threw my fist down and said, "I needed to speak Spanish with someone!"

Overhearing this, and older lady who was walking by brightened up and said, "Oh, Spanish? I love speaking Spanish! Come over to my apartment and we'll speak Spanish anytime!" and continued walking up the ramp into the building. I walked back to my friend's room with him and asked who she was, and he explained she lived next door. As we got back into his apartment, he sat down on the chair, and he said, "How long do I have to live in this apartment?"

I waved my hand and said, "Just until I can speak Spanish with this woman in my next dream, not that long, you just can't move yet because it's really convenient and I won't have a reason to come see her." He began complaining about the apartment and I started looking around and saying, "What's so bad about this apartment, look, you've got a room... there's another room, you've got four rooms! This place is huge, it's like a house!" and his wife from the other room said, "I wouldn't say that!" and as I was starting to feel like they were definitely gonna move, I woke up and slapped myself in the forehead for being so dumb.

I’d just woken up, and I began to record myself explaining my dreams while they were still fresh in my mind. Never mind that it was on an app that doesn’t exist, I didn’t pick up on that, but while telling my dreams I had the idea to do a reality check. I counted six fingers and realized this was a dream!


I put my phone down, walked toward my bedroom door, and told myself out loud, “I am in my house in [town I used to live in].” (I opened the door.) “The dream is clear and stable.”


I chose to go to that house so I could find my parents, because I live alone but had to find a DC so I could complete the TOTM, but why I picked that house specifically, I’m not sure. We moved out of that house in 2013; I didn’t leave home until 2019.


Immediately, my vision became more vivid (I hadn’t realized it before but it was kind of dull color-wise). I was still in my apartment, but standing in front of me was a man.


“Guten Nacht,” I said. (Yes, I meant Guten Tag, but close enough? Autocorrect tried to change this to Gluten Nacho.)


“Guten Nacht,” he replied. He said something else I didn’t understand. The only word I recognized was verstehen (understand), so I assumed he was asking if I understood German. We were entering the dining room now. (I looked up verstehen while typing this; it’s conjugated wrong for second person, but it DOES mean understand. Yay for recognizing one of the handful of German words I know!)


I tried to recall how to tell him I don’t speak German. “No spreche… German. Alemán?” (Alemán means “German” in Spanish.)


“Alemannisch,” he corrected me.


“Deutsch,” I corrected myself. We were in the kitchen now, and I doubted I could carry this conversation further, so I decided to wake up so I could write it down right away.


By the way, it turns out Alemannisch actually refers to a group of Upper German dialects spoken in Switzerland and parts of Germany and Austria—but I didn’t know that, so I’m going to assume my brain just tacked a German suffix onto a Spanish word in an attempt to make it German. Whatever works, right?

Didn't have even a moment of lucidity. Felt a bit disappointed.

Scribbles that I can't read but I'll write what I remember.

Scary

Bedroom with huge spiders. Nightmare maybe.

Kingdom

I was in some sort of medieval themed kingdom maybe magic. Was in the dungeon underneath it and trying to escape it.

Quests

I was in something like a dorm room initially in bedroom. Me and some folks were to complete some quests. Included taking over pirate ship, a sort of gladiator arena. I think the last one was like a cave that was in a mountain cliff. I remember my ex was there on the pirate ship and at the end. I recall in the arena was Bruce Lee. We were transported in between each segment by some small person sized portal. The last area was some sort of floating platform? It was like some floor made of white stone and stairs but there no walls just the sky. I didn't get a good look though.


...

Notes: I failed really. I was tired and uninspired. I wasn't paying as much attention to my feelings.

37 МиниОС (4) от 14 января 2012
Осознался от того, что зашёл в одном здании вышел из другого. Сразу вспомнил про эксперимент. Хотел заскользить назад, но вместо этого упал на спину. Упал как бы не до конца - некоторое время лежал в нескольких сантиметрах над землёй. Потом решил выпрямиться, и меня выкинуло в реал.

Выводы:
1. Зашел в одно здание, а вышел из другого.
2. Заскользить назад не вышло - упал и проснулся.


[b] 37 Mini-LD (4) dated January 14, 2012 [/ b]
I realized that I had entered one building and left another. I immediately remembered the experiment. I wanted to slip back, but instead fell on my back. It fell, as it were, not to the end - for some time lay a few centimeters above the ground. Then I decided to straighten up, and I was thrown into real life.

[b] Findings: [/ b]
1. I went into one building, and left another.
2. Sliding back did not work - fell and woke up.

36 ОС (3) от 12 января 2012.
Перемещение в другое место


Стоял на горке. Заподозрил, что это сон. Посмотрел на руки. Убедился, что я во сне и подумал:"Вот почему у меня Осов долго не было - я забывал на руки смотреть". Визуально пальцев было 5, решил их пересчитать, всё поплыли - бросил это занятие. Вспомнил про эксперимент. И попробовал скользить назад. Думал так: На горку я поднимался по ступенькам, и по идеи если буду скользить назад, то или упаду, или пройдусь по воздуху. Оказалось ни то ни это - вынесло в реал. Перед тем как вынести, обстановка сна стала расплывчатой.

Вернулся в сон.
Осознался неподалёку от того места, где был в предыдущем сне. Но торопиться с экспериментом не стал, помнил предыдущий опыт. Побежал в сторону проезжей части. Свернул на неё подпрыгнул и подумал:"Ветер отнеси меня к "редкивиту" и его синему пятну. Взлетать я не стал, продолжал бежать по дороге подпрыгивая на 10-20 метров. Справа от дороги были деревянные дома, по ним я и ориентировался с высотой. Подпрыгивал до их крыш. Машины хоть и ездили по дороге, но мне не мешали. Про себя подумал, что как только возникнут проблемы с декорацией сна, сразу начну скользить назад. Когда я добежал до конца одного района и начала другого, я услышал хруст, будто треснула ветка дерева. Декорация сна стала портиться. И я в прыжке стал скользить назад, из воздуха т.е.
Тут самое интересное. Сначала я почувствовал своё физическое тело в реале, потом погружение в сон. Точно такое же ощущение было, когда падал на спину и меня вынесло в декорацию моей квартиры. На этот раз я оказался не в своей квартире, а в какой-то не знакомой комнате. В комнате было темно. Тут мне сверху падает посылка: Серая обёртка размером как для журналов. Я сразу вспомнил, что Ясновидец описывал, как у него во сне сверху посыпались игрушки. Вскрываю посылку. Вижу какую-то красную корочку. Сверху на ней надписи начинающие на Х. Хейчал вроде бы, слово плыло, и ещё одно точно запомнил - Хомул. Только подумал, что по цвету напоминает документ, как на военном билете цвет. Тут же по серёдке читаю РФССР (возможно точнее было написано РФСФР). Переворачиваю эту корочку. Вижу уже картонную бумагу, прочитал фамилию своей одногрупницы, а вот имя другое опять буквы поплыли. Откладываю корочку, достаю следующее. Сам думаю надо найти для кого эта посылка. Подумал тут же результат. Вижу на следующей бумаге надпись напечатанную: Для кого. Длинная черта снизу, и на ней ручкой синей пастой: Фейчан-Уатчан. Подумал может быть форумчан. Всё плывут буквы, читать невозможно. Далее разворачиваю. Цветная глянцевая бумага. Рисунок паренька и вокруг линии - типа детской игры найди выход из лабиринта. Сверху бумаги надпись Анекдоты и под ней слова, в которых неправильные буквы. Надпись не плыла, просто буквы всяко разно написаны, где зеркально, где еще не пойми как. Подумал, что во сне любое из этих заданий выполнить невозможно. Оказалось, что пока я разбирал посылку, в комнате находились спрайты. Двое из них, молодых парней, (хотя и лиц их я не видел как бы тёмный силуэт человека) врубили на сотовом музыку - РЭП какой-то. Подошли мне со спины, и встали вплотную. Я развернулся и выбил из рук у них телефон. Музыка тут же затихла. И буквально через пару секунд в реале звонит будильник.

Выводы:
1) Не удалось пересчитать пальцы - зрение "поплыло", все пальцы оказались смазаны.
2) После скольжения назад проснулся, а затем быстро вернулся в сон.
3) Прыжки во сне были довольно высокие.
4) Странный звук "хруст сломанной ветки дерева" на границе двух районов.
5) Переместился в незнакомую комнату. При этом сначала почувствовал физическое тело, а потом процесс погружения в сон. Как будто на глубину в воду занырнул.
6) Сверху упала посылка. До этого в реале читал у пользователя с ником "Ясновидец", как у него игрушки сверху падали.
7) Некоторые надписи читались нормально, в других были ошибки, третьи расплывались перед глазами. Причем очень трудно запомнить правильное написание надписей.
8 ) Внутри посылки был рисунок лабиринта.
9) С музыкой РЭПом странно то, что, как только я ее вырубил во сне, сразу услышал звонок будильника с реала.


36 LD (3) January 12, 2012.
Moving to another place

I stood on a children's slide. I suspected it was a dream. I looked at my hands. I was convinced that I was in a dream and thought: "That's why I had no lucid dreams for a long time - I forgot to look at my hands." Visually, there were 5 fingers, I decided to count them, everyone sailed - quit this lesson.
I remembered about the experiment. And tried to slide back. I thought this way: I climbed the children's slide up the stairs, and according to the idea, if I slide back, I will either fall or walk through the air. It turned out neither this nor that - made it into real life. Before making it, the sleep environment became vague.

I am back in a dream.
Confessed not far from the place where I was in a previous dream. But I did not rush into the experiment, I remembered the previous experience.
I ran towards the roadway. I turned on her and jumped and thought: "The wind carry me to the" redwinecat"and its blue spot. I did not take off, continued to run along the road, bouncing 10-20 meters. To the right of the road were wooden houses, and I was guided by them with height. Bounced to their roofs.
Although cars drove along the road, they didn't bother me. I thought to myself that as soon as problems arise with the decoration of dream, I will immediately begin to slide back. When I reached the end of one area and the beginning of another, I heard a crunch, as if a tree branch had cracked. The scenery of sleep began to deteriorate. And I began to slide back in a jump, that is, from the air.

Here is the most interesting. At first I felt my physical body in real life, then I fell into a dream. It was exactly the same feeling when I fell on my back and carried me into the decoration of my apartment. This time I was not in my apartment, but in some unfamiliar room. The room was dark. Then a package falls on top of me: A gray wrapper the size of a magazine. I immediately remembered that the Clairvoyant described how toys had been falling from above in his sleep. I open the package. I see some red crust. On top of it there are inscriptions beginning with H. Heichal, it seems, the word was floating, and he definitely remembered one more - Homul.
I just thought that it resembles a document in color, like color on a military ID. Immediately I read the heart of the RFSSR (perhaps more precisely it was written by the RFSFR).
Turn this crust over. I already see cardboard paper, I read the name of my classmate, but another name again floated letters. Putting off the crust, I get the following. I myself think I need to find for whom this package. I immediately thought of the result. I see on the next paper an inscription printed: For whom. A long line at the bottom, and on it with a pen in blue paste: Feichang-Uatchan.
Thought maybe forum users. All the letters are floating, it is impossible to read. Next, deploy. Colored glossy paper. Figure of a guy and around the line - like a child’s game, find a way out of the maze. On top of the paper is the inscription Jokes and below it are words in which the letters are incorrect. The inscription did not float, just the letters are written in different ways, where it is mirrored, where you still do not understand how. I thought that in a dream any of these tasks could not be completed. It turned out that while I was sorting the package, there were sprites in the room. Two of them, young guys (although I didn’t see their faces as if the dark silhouette of a man) hacked into cellular music - some kind of REP. They approached me from the back, and stood close. I turned around and knocked the phone out of their hands. The music calmed down right away. And literally in a couple of seconds in real life the alarm rings.

Findings:
1) Failed to count the fingers - vision "floated", all fingers were blurry.
2) After sliding back, I woke up, and then quickly returned to dream.
3) The jumps in the dream were quite high.
4) The strange sound of "crunching a broken tree branch" on the border of two areas.
5) Moved to an unfamiliar room. In this case, I first felt the physical body, and then the process of immersion in dream. As if diving deep into the water.
6) The package fell on top. Before that, in real life, I read with a user with the nickname “Clairvoyant”, how his toys fell from above.
7) Some inscriptions were read normally, others had errors, others blurred before my eyes. Moreover, it is very difficult to remember the correct spelling of inscriptions.
8) Inside the parcel was a drawing of a maze.
9) What is strange about REP music is that as soon as I knocked it out in a dream, I immediately heard the alarm from the real world.

I'm inside of a building, in Jersey City, NJ. I'm on the top floor. Two man pass by and grab red condoms, one each, from a basket near the exit door. They exit the room, and I'm watching from behind. I aproach the door and across the stair I see a man sleeping in a hospital bed. My vision zooms in, and I could see clearly is John Travolta. He is sleeping deeply after a long travel; I notice he is too close to an edge of the small room, sure enough he rolls over the bed rails and falls to a deeper ground level. I see how he rolls in his blanket, like a burrito, until I loose sight of him. I levitate down towards him and try to focus my view, since is darker in this area. I see him getting out of a small door, he seems confused, and I help him getting back to bed, then I exit the room.