dream fragment

Non-dream Dream

Just a few fragments today.

Fragment 1: The Olympics are coming up again.

Fragment 2: I am being mean to my wife. Sending her "I hate you" texts.

Fragment 3: I am doing lots of driving and my brakes don't work very well.

I had another dream that I know was epic but my alarm ruined it.

This place will be where I post some of the dreams I remember,and hopefully will be able to start posting about my future Lucid dreams.

I'm trying to keep my giant betta fish alive by adding drops of stress-relief to the water of his huge tank. I check his color periodically, he always looks pale.

A tiny beagle puppy swims around in a bowl filled with doggy-safe soup, eating chunks of meat and vegetables as he goes.

Our missing cat and recently put-down cat are at the front door, the should-be-dead one looks bedraggled and skinny, and has a chunk of fur missing from his face. It dawns on us (me and my mom) that we had him put down a month ago and, rather nonchalantly, we decide that we'll just have to bring him back to get put down again.

Vague foggy sex dream with R.

Ok, so, REALLY bad recalls recently- I've got next to nothing. I can remember a few keywords but no specific events or details.

***NIGHT $ FRAGMENTS***

I'm cycling long distance; I enter an abandoned 'haunted' house with my sister (That's the odd bit; I don't actually have any siblings) and meet a bald man wandering around. We tell him to go into a cupboard and lock the door. He then goes crazy until we let him out

***END***

***NIGHT 5 FRAGMENTS***

I'm walking along a cliff with my father, and we meet a man carrying a branch with strawberries hanging from it. I then find myself at an ice-cream shop, and a girl is trying to barter there. She is offering an army of rhodok soldiers (I have apparently been playing Mount & Blade too much recently) for some ice-cream, but can't afford any; I tell her that's why rhodok is no good. I'm then walking up a mountain.
At some other point in the dream I'm in a furniture store with my cousin.

***END***

Dream recall, why do you vex me so?

Dream - Lucid

I was about to race Austin underwater, though we were on two separate courses, though they were both underwater. I remember seeing his face, and he looked so much younger, like a 12 -year-old version of himself. He was smiling and his face looked bright and full of life.

I knew right off I couldn't beat him. He was well known for his great swimming skills. I decided to try anyway.

The course started out on land, but only briefly. It was in a cave that had a part of it submersed in water. I stood right where the cave lightly sloped into the underwater portion on a white line that had been drawn to designate the start. I stood prepped like I was about to run a race, with one foot behind me in an almost kneeling positing with both my hands on the ground. I got the signal to start, though I can't remember what that was. I went straight into the water and swam hard through the underwater cave. There was no chance to breathe anywhere, for it was, well, an underwater cave, but that didn't seem to be an issue. I was surrounded by underwater plants, anenomes, and gray rock. I swam into another part of the cave on my right.

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I was in the dining room at my family's house with Lily and Marshall from How I Met Your Mother (this is what happens when I fall asleep watching Netflix). They were doing something on my laptop, some kind of game, and I kept pushing a button repeatedly, trying to fill up some bar to win. Every time I'd get close, they'd shut me down. I then remember sticking a pin or a needle inside part of the computer to push some small button (think the 'reset' button on some electronics where you have to stick the head of a pen inside a small hole to push it). I kept doing that really fast and had a couple more to go when, I again got shut down.

~

I was supposed to meet Jake at a restaurant. He suggested a local hookah bar that I used to frequent in waking life, but I haven't been to in a couple of years. I was surprised he suggested it, but I agreed to go. I got there first and waited on Jake for awhile. I ordered my food and it got there before he did. Finally, he got there and sat down at the table diagonally across from me, to my left. I feel like there were a couple of other people there too. We were sitting outside in the porch area of the bar.

Then, Jake looks at me blankly and says
"I had sex with you because you're an emotion."
This really pissed me off. I was infuriated. I was so mad, my vision started to blur as I looked under the table for my black flip-flops. As I was slipping them on and standing up, I said, angrily,
"Well I hope you want to pay for dinner then!"

And with that, I stormed off. Jake went after me. We started really getting into it. I vaguely remember us having plastic yellow baseball bats and hitting one another with them (I own one of these in waking life). The restaurant briefly looked like my family's house as we fought through it. During the fight, I felt like he had the upper hand, like he was winning; I felt inadequate.

We sat back down at the table and the waitress said something to us, though I can't quite remember what exactly, but it was something about us fighting. We were still angry at this point, and I still felt strangely low, like he was going to break it off with me or something, I'm not sure. It was not a good feeling though.

Then, I remember driving on the interstate, waiting for my exit to get there. I was driving back from Nashville. I then suddenly remembered I had no idea which exit to take, and I had forgotten to set up my GPS. I quickly, while driving, grabbed it out of my glove compartment, hooked it up and turned it on. The exit was coming up soon, though it was at an odd place on the GPS map. I knew it was a spirally ramp that I was looking for. The GPS then showed me driving inside a spiral, heading towards the center.

07/01/2012 - 7/08/2012 Fragments

I was on a fairly large boat inside some sort of pull or sink in a bathroom either the bathroom was large or the boat was small. The boat started sinking and when I made it outside it sunk impossibly fast I fell into the water and floated for a bit then tthe boat sudenly came back out of the water completely fine when me and the dc passangers were back inside the flight attendants that worked on the boat were apologizing for the stuff in my mini bar bing on one side since the ship rolled.

Lucid Fragment

I was sitting with people on some place I can´t remember my surrondings but at one point I looked down and realized I was dreaming smilling I looked back up to my group of people and said "Im in a dream aren´t I?" with a bild smile on my face. The dcs nodded somewhat uninterestingly as the dream faded away.

Lucid/Non-Lucid
I was walking towards a warehouse in wich I knew awaited the devil in the form of a kid with dark looking eyes that seemed negative. There was snow on the ground outside of the grey wharehouse witch seemed to be in the midst of an industrial area of some unknown city there were more people around then there should usually be dressed in casual cold wheather cloths. I go into the wharehouse wich is completely hollow and well lit and see him in the center of it with black trench coat and menacing face. I rush him and he starts to alter my relaity suddenly im in another place full of trees and stuff I know it´s a trick but I can´t seem to over come it. Something happens and I end up outside again this time there are some causal dc´s that are willing to help me out and they accompany me when we get in the ware house I warn them about the illusion trick. We all rush him and he does it again for a minute I sea the wooods but I fight it and tell my group to not pay it any mind the illusions breaks away and I grab him I feel victory and the dream fades.

Non-Lucid

I was at the beach with some of my family from Colombia (wich is strange since they dont live near the ocean.) There is a black cable that is as thick as two powerlines going from some unknown place into the ocean like this they creat huge waves for people it seemed to have gone wrong an dmake a huge tsunami wave that I promptly tried to get away from it bare splacehed me but wasnt that bad I went back andwatched as people kept going in the water and come out later with injurieds the rest fades and I wake up.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

I am looking for work with JK from Orange County. I am selling some kind of scam on the side.

Dream 2:

I am involved in a boat crash in the ocean. It is kind of like the show Lost - we split up with some people going on land and some sticking to the sea. I go on the land. I take something important from the boat. A huge man who shouldn't be able to swim fast catches me but I throw the important item to someone else.

Dream 3:

CG is dunking in a basketball game versus some little kid. We are in my bedroom playing next to my drunk dad. I am worried that I will wake him. If he wakes up and sees me doing sh*t I am ready to throw down with him (strange).

Dream 4:

I am involved in politics in another country in ancient times. I am a political leader and there are rioters attempting to break into my castle. They are being held back by my army. They finally break through and are about to kill me. I agree to follow someone's lead and change priorities to survive.

Dream 5:

Humans are being tortured by little bright / shiny frog-like creatures that use our bodies for replication. When ready to hatch our minds are transferred to them then thousands of them burst out of our bodies in a flash of light.

I was in a restaurant and Katlynne was there too. I think it was a school field trip it stop. Katlynne was flirting, getting to know a guy. The guy had brown skin, was athletic, and generally a cool guy. I guess it was cuz I was jealous, but he made a joke that crossed the line and I told him to leave and never come back to our school or area. For some reason, he left and he picked up that I didn't want him around Katlynne. She was obviously upset that I made him leave.

We and the rest of the class got on the bus that was taking us home. We all lived in a rural area, apparently. On the bus Katlynne was still clearly upset, so I told her that I would tell the guy he can walk freely and be with her. Apparently, Katlynne liked to have this guy get off the bus with her and have sex with him right as they got home. She replied telling me something along the lines of 'you better get him back'. We were no longer on good terms with eachother. It seemed that if I could restore what I undid, then Katlynne and my friendship would begin to heal. I asked her if she wanted me to tell the guy to go to her house if I saw him.'yes,' she said, still upset with me.

We arrived at Katlynne's house. She got off, didn't say anything to me. The bus backed up a bit and the guy got on. As he passed me I told him that he was free to roam about our area and come back to school. He was cool with, though he looked like he was dealing some feelings of rejection. At this point, I felt legitly bad for him. I wanted him to feel comfortable in our area again. I also told him that Katlynne wanted him to go to her house. He said something like,' oh seriously?' I confirmed it, and he got off the bus and toke a short walk to Katlynne's house. On account that the bus hadn't left at the point.

I haven't been taking my vitamins like I should, so my dreams are so blurry and fragmented it's crazy when I even have them. But here goes, lol.

Dream One (Fragment): I'm standing on the pier at the lake talking to my friend J. He's talking about how babies are being born with clear skin and insides, and that there is a small glowing blue orb inside each baby. He says my best friend Ambies is worried that I am going to want to have one because I like strange and paranormal stuff, but she really thinks it's a bad idea. I try to reassure him I don't want anymore babies, not even see through babies with blue orbs all the while He's really worried that I'm lying to him.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm running down a hill past some shops. I suddenly realize there is a big body of water and I'm about to run right into it. I reach out and grab a tree and use the momentum to swing myself around the tree and turn around before I end up in the water. I slide on the hill side though and manage to scrape up my leg as I fall. I get up and start jogging slower this time up the hill. A man with dark hair comes out of one of the shops and asks me if I am ok. I say yeah, and ask why he thought something was wrong. He frowns and says he saw me fall and just wanted to check on me. I thank him for his concern and then wake up.

Dream Three (Semi-lucid): I am bareback on a horse with my arms wrapped around a woman. I realize it's my neighbor, and we're riding the horse over by my dads house. I feel us slipping and I start to freak out that I'm going to get hurt, but then I realize I won't get hurt this is just a dream. I'm not hit by that euphoric wave of OMG this is a dream! but I still understand I can control the situation. I let go of the neighbor and grab the horses mane instead. When I do this the neighbor vanishes and I'm laying flat on the horses back hugging it's neck and mane for dear life whispering shhh shhh until it stops and I slide slowly around it's neck and look at it face to face. I decide it's a pretty horse, but I want to change it. So I think about it being a unicorn, and it's fore head glows and a horn grows on it. I climb back up and ride the horse only a minute or so more to see if it's any different riding a unicorn. Then I decide I'm lonely. I close my eyes and let myself slide off the horse, trying to imagine where L might be with the thought that I'm going to find him and hang out with him. I open my eyes and find myself in a brown carpeted room with golden yellow walls and lots of Manga, alone. I try to close my eyes and imagine falling again to L's side. I find myself in a grassy area with a short wooden table like you see in Anime all the time. There's a woman in a kimono having tea with a man, and then there's L walking towards them. For a moment my lucidity slips and I start to go have tea, but halfway to the table I realize this is still a dream. I change my course and run to L and jump on him. I start yelling, "I'm Lucid! L we're dreaming and I'm lucid. Listen to me, I am lucid and you need to be too!" But of course I must not have been very lucid or I wouldn't be trying to convince the DC he was dreaming lol. He tells me it's ok, he knows, then he leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back a bit shyly of course, but then I'm like what the hell, I'm only dreaming anyways, I'm going to make out with him, lol. Then he shoves his tongue in my mouth and we end up rolling around on the grass making out. A few times I got super excited and realized I'd wake up if I didn't stop so I had to push him back and calm myself down. This is definitely progress for me, because I struggle with waking up when I get too excited. I know I'll never talk to Kurasawa for long if I don't learn to get past it because he tends to end my dreams quickly by kissing me when we meet lol. I am disappointed though that I didn't go looking for him, but finding him will be easier if I work on my control and stabilization anyways.

I was at a mountain at building on 3rd floor. I seem on a trip and the building I was on looked like a temple. When I saw inside it was dark. So I was standing alone in the outside and it was so cold. (It's cold because I on a fan before slept but I didn't realise it )

When it's time to get down, people on the ground told me to just jump.

At first I want to climb down the rusty pillar on my left but didn't confidence that I could do it. Again people on the ground encourage me to jump. They even prepare something like mattress below. So I jump. Eyes close.

Only to open them again when I could gently and gracefully landing.

'Wow, I'm not hurt. My legs not hurt.' I thought to myself.

Then I join my group waiting for the bus to arrive.

"Thanks, I was freezing above." I said

We talk about something and I look at my fingers. I saw there was a long and huge ring on one of my finger.

I forgot the rest.

I was trying to survive during zombie apocalypse. I was trying to protect some kids and some would not listen. I tried to fight this one really buff zombie. I used a bed mattress to shield myself against him. Then I tried to use his bike to ride away. He came up beind me and almost caught me.

Non-Dream Dream Lucid Dream

Dream 1:

I am in a very evil place. I am not sure if I belong here as I am kind of on the fence between being good / evil. It looks like an apartment complex being renovated. I have an absolutely amazing stripper all to myself. She has dark hair and is very tall. She tells me that she works directly with the big boss so I can have her always (?!?).

Dream 2:

I am at some wedding in a casino where two groups are sharing the same reception area. The bride (a young black woman) comes up to me and says "I'm doing two dances today: one with my dad and one with you." I get up and leave when she turns away because I don't want to dance in front of everyone.

I find some people after walking away from the wedding and I start teaching them how to fly. The act of flying renders me lucid. They ask if you have to flap your arms like wings and I say "it helps at first but it is not necessary." Then I show them that I can do it without flapping my arms. I start losing the dream so I yell "clarity" but it is too late.

Dream 3:

I am playing a very strange card game with lots of clubs - I recall having a King and Ace of clubs in one hand. My brother beats everyone with a pair of 8's. MF from work is in the game too. There are tons of strippers / hookers.

Dream 4:

I am in high school I think and I'm at a party. I am wearing some fat guys incredibly smelly jacket and I'm making everyone smell it. I think there might have been some drug use in the dream.

i was in a airport type place and there was a midnight showing going on. i started tearing up lmfao and the receptionist girl told me she didn't feel bad, because if I really wanted to go I would've bought a ticket. I agreed, but a few minutes later she came back with a ticket for me. skills! I said thank you and I wouldn't go if anything would happen to her. She assured me that she only gave me the ticket, because it was available. She was a lady from youtube.

M came and told me that her boss was selling books, which is really competitive and they had compromised her job after she made a mistake. I told her "at least, you weren't fired."

i was at my aunts, and she offered candy and some other treats. I took a purple nerds box . Then mg, jazzy and I left. We were writing something down and it was soo hazy in my car. I asked Jazzy if she had tape. She said ya, but I don't have. "scissors?" she needed scissors and tape to replace some text. She was upset because she thought she blurred the text .mg wanted to get home to eat...said if got home any later, g would not give her enough food. ha.

Had a false awakening. Woke up and had ~932091 notifications from M

I was in class in high school with all my old friends. I dont think a teacher was their. We all were just having fun, talking, and watching a movie.

Katlynne talked to me casually. Which was nice and odd, because usually she felt repulsed by me. So I joined her group of friends for the last 10 minutes of the movie and we talk and had fun.

The bell rang and we all left. On my way out I talked to Devin a little. It was nice to see her again, because we were always on good terms. I go to my locker and grab a couple things, then headed down for lunch. It was a lonely lunch since I had no one to sit with.

Katlynne

I thought I'd take some time to go in-depth about katlynne, just in case my future self forgot. She has blonde hair, a perfect body, and has relationship issues; on account that everyone wants to hit and quit her. We've always had a weird relationship, in the physical world and dreamworld.

Back in middle school, I put myself out there for her and she rejected me, pretty harshly. And I had never went for a girl before. She ignored me for a while. Then our friends hung out so we kinda got put in the same situation a lot. We'd say a few words to eachother then kinda ignore eachother. She was the most complicated girl I knew. I couldn't tell if she just wanted to be friends or was kinda being nice because of how hard she threw me down or because she felt sorry for me. No idea. Then for 3 years we are seperated, as in, we are not put in the same situation. Then we get history class together and she starts to laugh at jokes I say in front of the class. She even approached me one-on-one a few times and put casual conversations out there. As if she would like to be my friend. I would talk back to her, but also kinda brush off her conversations. I was still confused and hurt by how she acted before. I feel like she may have been interested in a romantic relationship with me, obviously if we hung out more and she confirmed that she liked me. But I wouldn't put that theory on record. And at this point I had undergone a lot of changes. Something had to have appealed to her to want to be my friend. I more or less brushed her off, dropped out of school and went on to do other things with my life (highschool is pointless and I didn't need to go to a good college for my career choice). Anyways, I've seen her 1 or 2 times since I dropped out. A part of me wishes I didn't drop out, I now realize that her friendship would've meant a lot to me.

Now the tie-in. Ever since I left her 1 and a 1/2 years ago, Ive had dreams of her. About every two weeks I'll have a dream about her. Im not exactly sure why, Im assuming its a mix of her having a big impact on my life and that we have a spiritual connection. Of course I wouldn't say that on record, but I kinda feel that connection with her. Take that however you want, but... whatever. Anyways, these dreams are always about being rejected by her or just kinda watching her. In my dreams, her form basically represents rejection (especially from the feminine), the love that wont be, and just sitting on the sidelines. Always she acts out those themes to me in my dreams, up until last night, when she accepted me.

Afterthoughts

Katlynne usually represents feminine rejection/disconnection for me. And I've probably have had 20 dreams over the course of the last 6 months of her consecutively representing those things. So her having a casual conversation, trying to repair our relationship, means something big. Now I couldn't really tell if she was looking for something romantic later on in our relationship. But one thing I do know is that her form now accepts me and were on good terms.

I can't say that I know exactly what this means. It felt really good to have her acceptance and be able to have a nice conversation with her. It could mean that I've conquered my fear of rejection. But it could also mean other things. Im also not sure if this was a shared dream or not. If it was then it could've been just as much of her getting over what I represent in her life as what she represents in mine.

The lonely lunch definitely puts a twist to things. Like, I'm accepted/not scared of rejection yet Im still lonely. Shiitt, that's right lol Though I'm still a bit scared of rejection. There must be more dimensions to what she represents than I'm realizing.

I can't help but feel that one day Katlynne and I are gonna meet again one day and have a great relationship (friendship, possibly romanctic relationship, whatever happens). I just get that feeling out of no where. It could just be the dreams and resentment of how I left things. I guess time will show if its true.

Dream - Lucid

I fell asleep and found myself in a mix between my current house and one I lived in briefly as a child. It was daytime outside according to the lighting in the room. I think I was in my room, but it looked different. I immediately knew I was dreaming. I examined my hands so I wouldn't get too excited and wake up. I then remembered my most recent lucid goal: To confront JP about being in so many of my dreams. I started to call out his name, trying to get him to appear, but he didn't. I kept looking at my hands to keep the dream from fading.

I kept losing the dream and then going back into it (it's been awhile since I've been lucid), but I regained lucidity each time this happened, and I would remember my goal as well. Every time I'd "wake up" somewhere else in the house, and I'd start to call JP.

I finally ended up somewhere that didn't look like the house anymore, but I think it was still supposed to be. I was standing in front of some stairs, and I called on JP. A man in a suit then appeared on the stairs, but he didn't look like JP; his skin was a bit darker, and he looked older. He didn't say a word and kept a strange, small smile on his face as he walked up the stairs.

Regardless of his strange looks, I treated him as if he were JP. I forcefully asked him something along the lines of "what are you doing here?" or "why are you in so many of my dreams?", but he kept on just walking up the stairs with his little smile, staying silent the whole time. Things then started to get blurry, and I tried to examine my hands to keep the dream, but I, again, lost it.

I then "woke up" somewhere else, I'm not sure where, but wherever I was, I decided to try to fly since its been so long. I took off into a blue sky dotted with clouds. Below me was green grass and trees with lush, green leaves. At a certain height I felt a little resistance, but that's normal for my flying dreams; I was glad to even be flying at all since I haven't had many LDs lately.

As I was flying, I passed by some kind of tiny flowers, and I reached out to touch them.

That's all I remember from that one, though I know there was a bit more to it than what I can recall.

~

I was in my bedroom, but, of course, it looked different than my actual bedroom. I was talking to someone on the phone, or myself, I'm not sure, but I was worried that the sound would carry through this weird window in my wall that went into the hallway, and my mom would hear my conversation. Later on, she said she didn't hear me, but I knew for a fact that the sound carried extremely well into the hall; I even heard my own voice coming from my room when I was out there.