dream fragment

A long stretch of no dreams only to have a dream fragment.

Wake 9:42 am

Jotted these words down: Bioshock and Big Daddy

Dream(Fragment): Either I am a Big Daddy from Bioshock or I'm controlling one. My point of view was like looking out of a diver's helmet. I'm following around a little sister in Rapture. That's all

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

I am in the Olympic gymnastics finals doing the floor exercise. I am way ahead of the competition.

Dream 2:

I am climbing Mt Everest for the second time. This time I am with Kelly Bundy (Christina Applegate). She is worried that I will go crazy on her due to altitude sickness. She has some catch phrase that will make her baseball card worth a lot later (?!?). We take a very long and round about way to the top.

I woke up (false awakening) and I am writing all of my previous dream down in my dream journal in extreme detail (at the kitchen table). I went through the entire morning. My wife gets ready for work and is about to leave until she sees me writing in my journal. She says "wow that must have been a good dream." I feel very satisfied and relieved that I am able to remember such a vivid dream. My wife and I leave the house for work and she is following me to get on a freeway. All the while I have some sense that I am dreaming. Some guys are on top of a light post (they kind of flew up there). I try to ignore them so they don't think they are cool. I tell my wife to watch out.

Dream 3:

I keep getting strange messages while I am at work (in the dark). There are strange beings having sex with girls. One looks like a tree-like alien with a large root penis. Another is a sea anenome type thing sucking some chicks p*ssy.

Dream 4:

Suddenly I am in a heated debate with my wife regarding Mike Trout vs Bryce Harper. I am trying to explain how Trout is so much better because not only did he miss a month of the season, but he is also a lead off hitter and his power numbers are so much better than Harper's. She doesn't agree with me (in real life she is on my side).

I have a couple strange dreams such as Mr. Garrison from South Park flying around my room pooping on things and playing silly games. I wake up all of a sudden and I am in my back yard with my two cats on the fence fighting. This is not a common occurrence for my cats so I look into the house to call for my wife. I feel incredible pressure on my head and I am scared. This shock puts me back into my bed but the pressure is still there. I realize it might just be sleep paralysis and that I am safe, so I start focusing on the pressure. A few more images pop in my head and I hear a sound like a radio broadcast. Then I lose the sensation and wake up.

I found myself with 3 joints laying in bed and i smoked 2 of them, my mum suddenly came home with my geandpa and auntie while i was smoking them saying "You can smell him puffing down on joints, he'll light another one up soon!", I went out and said hi for a bit, this dream went on for alot longer but i can't recall anything else.

Another dream i had went on for ages but all i can remember was picking on alot of people then having a vision that a face was in my knee so i grabbed 2 knives and started scraping at my leg until my knee ripped out, my knee and upper thigh was completely mutilated lol.

There was about 4-5 different dreams, they went on for ages, i only remember 2 of them and this much of them unfortunately because i decided to sleep for even longer.

I know, I should be posting more dreams and details here each day. I guess I should try to get up earlier so I can actually update my dream journal BEFORE camp tomorrow. I'm actually doing two summer camps this week - Earth Camp, taking up most of my day, and then music theory camp in the evening.

Anyway, since I've been so busy between both camps, last night, I dreamt that I was doing complicated chord analysis... at Earth Camp. I also had a few completely unrelated dreams, one of which included a TARDIS replica.

So, yeah, I'll try to get up earlier tomorrow.

All the fun today was in the hypnagogia. Not a whole lot to this dream, so I'll go into detail about the ecstasy. But wow... what an intense and pleasurable experience it was!

I start having euphoric flashes that can best be described as that slight pleasant feeling you get in your head when you just wake up and are about to get out of bed. I get the feeling they are heavily-oxygen dependent as they come only when I'm breathing in. I've long since recognized these as a precursor to a lucid dream, and even better, ecstasy.

The ecstasy comes and doesn't last the normal 5-15 seconds; instead, it continues at an intense level for at least a minute. At points it starts to fade away as it offshoots into tingling sensations down the spine into the body, but I suppress the tingling, avoid waking up, and the ecstasy picks back up again.

Tom Petty's "You Don't Know How it Feels" is playing on Pandora, and the nerves in my brain start to pulse to the tune of the music, with a full body pulse at "roll another joint." I see my phone and start to dive into it. I am now on a forum where something called "AE" is being discussed, which apparently has to do with having negative thoughts. Sometimes I feel like the dreams are trying to train me to have only positive thoughts (imagine if your body responded to your conscious thought: "Stop my heart" wouldn't be the best thing for you).

After I wake up, Muse's "Undisclosed Desires" starts to play. Would've enjoyed feeling the pulsing to the tune of that slap bass.

Flying Around School [DILD]

This dream is pretty much a fragment. I was doing stuff at school for most of it, but I can't really remember what any of that stuff was now. O and D were there, however; that I know for sure. At one point I got tired of walking through the hallway so I just lied down and started gliding across the ground. This and the flying that followed soon afterward made me become lucid. Really all I did for the rest of the dream was phase through the walls to get outside and then fly around above the school. Right before I woke up I also got a strange out-of-body sense that I wasn't myself but rather was controlling some skinny guy white bleached blonde spikes in his hair, and I got a somewhat decent bird's-eye visual of him.

I can recall 4 fragments from last night.

1. I had a very short dream that had something to do with loggin onto DV. It didn't really feel like a false awakening however.

2. I was at the AT&T store shopping for a new phone. For some reason I really wanted one that was able to send a large message, and didn't care about anthing else. I remember picking one out and getting a plan for it. It was red and I could clearly read 'Motorola' on the side, which is surprising because I thought oyu couldn't read stuff in dreams?? Anyways, as the dream was ending, I remember thinking how it really wasn't any sort of improvement over my current phone and I just wasted a bunch of money.

3. I was walking outside at the fairgrounds. I remember looking at the grandstands and seeing the announcers climbing some stairs to get into the skybox. For some reason it had never occurred how they might get to the skybox and apparently in the dream this was quite interesting.

4. I was driving by a school parking lot. In real life, this parking lot had just been freshly ripped out for resurfacing, but in the dream it was already done.

Well, quite a few fragments I must say.

Ok, so in our town, there's this restaurant that I eat at once in a while... It's family run, I think... Anyways, I had a dream that I was there and I was eating one of their burgers. It's funny because I remember tasting it too. It's almost like I was actually eating one... Very short dream, though. I remember just this one moment.

Anyone else ever have dream food?

A day is cold; a girl can see her own breath of life.
A dusty glass window beside is covered with frost,
A little girl not older than ten is locked outside on a veranda.

The sky is darkening to icy blue
It is reaching for her; a cold thing, a dark thing.
Hands as white as bone and snow
She crouches and clenches her legs tightly
Warmth sieves through her claws like desert sand.

Whimpering,
She desperately bangs a glass… locked door beside.
Daddy, let me out! I won’t cry, let me out!
Is he sleeping?

Her runny nose is red like Rudolf,
Not Santa, she whispers herself, not Santa.
Clever girl knows it was her dad dressed in Santa.

Shivering, she punches a sliding glass door, bang.
Making noise might wake him up.

But… she drops her hand feebly.
He hates noise; he hates a child crying like a child.
A bitter dry cold was too much for a little girl.
Her body is numbing with stiff pain and blue,
Her thumbs have dry crevices trickling with blood.

He won’t let me out, till I give the right answer.
Silence will unleash the sentence
The obedient girl keeps her breath as silent as possible.

Santa doesn't like crying kids.
Only the dripping sound of tears fills the air

Daddy let me out.

7/31/12

I had work at a community pool, so me and my friend Jacob went there. We sat down on a log with lifeguard tubes, but nobody else was there. My replacement, SK, came and told me to go home. I didn't, and after that she disappeared. I crossed a wooden bridge into a treehouse which was supposed to be the guardroom. My sister was standing there, and she said that it was 3:45 and she came to bring me home.

This one is really bugging me. I can't figure out for the life of me whether this is an old dream that has reoccurred or just my brains re-enactment of a movie I saw a long time ago, but it seems so familiar. (and no, it's not I Am Legend)

Zombies and Vampires And Mutants, Oh My!
Non-Lucid: I had remembered more of this dream when I woke up, but I procrastinated and now only remember some scenes. The earliest I can remember is being in a run down house. It was mid-day, with me were 4 or 5 other people, at least two of them were women. At my side stood Roland Deschain (from the Dark Tower series by Stephen King, if you're familiar with it) or some character like him. Inside this old, abandoned shack we made a plan. You see, recently the town had been overrun with some kind of virus, or mutation. The world had moved on and we were getting ready to go with it. We had a plan now.

West of this little dusty rundown shack was a car garage, and west of that was some kind of forge or factory. The gunslinger next to me would run to the car garage and get a car working while the rest of us would run to the factory. and so we did.

The factory turned out to be a small industrial building, it sat in the center of a fairly large, empty plane of pavement surrounded by a brown wooden fence that was seeing it's final days. The four or five of us, two women, one white with short blonde hair, the other black also with short hair that was black. The two or three men I fail to remember. The building has large doors on each side favoring the far side of the building, big enough to let a bus enter. Inside it the floor is flat, and on the left it promptly slopes up onto another level the was 2-3 feet higher that ground level.

As soon as we enter the little building (about the size of a small hangar if that helps you put it into perspective) the horde of zombie-vampire-mutants arrived. We sealed the doors, short haired blonde was yelling orders. The short but wide dust coated windows, were blocked out from the light by the spider-like creatures. Short haired blonde and the black women are now brandishing machine guns (I couldn't tell you the exact type). The door I was facing was immediately blown open despite the barricades placed. one or two people go down, and we book it back to the car garage where the gunslinger waits for us to get in.

I hop in the car, short blonde hair does as well, but the other 2-3 don't make it. The car is dusty, the interior was home to brown leather seats and the rest was black. The windows were almost entirely darkened from the afternoon light as a result of the mutant-zombie-ninja-turtles hugging the crap out of the car. We take off, dream ends.

As a side note, I had a dream that I was on Whose Line Is It Anyway, it was fun and a shame I can't remember it.

I'm not too aware of my surroundings. They seem to be a large concrete island with some alien constructs on them - think forerunner designs (halo). I'm in a mechanical hardsuit that looks like a crab. As I walk along near the water's edge, two men come over and start to attack me. They're both in cartoony greek dress and I somehow know that one is zeus. The other one is a god, but I have no idea which one.

As they charge at me I 'pause' and turn on god mode. We fight for a long time, toe to robo-toe, and plunge into the dark water. As I move the suit to surface, I see Zeus aiming a huge barrel at me. He fires, and a harpoon pierces through the suit and through my left kidney area. Nonetheless, I burst out of the surface and face them. They ask me incredulously how I survived, but I don't tell them about the god mode.

Dream One(Fragment): I was in a tangle of bodies. I think they were Band aids from Almost Famous. WE were just laying down and singing Pendulum songs, lol.

Dream Two: I'm with My bff Ambies. She's eating cup cakes with yellow and green frosting. Sudden;y she starts acting funny and I think she's been brainwashed by these cupcakes. I wish that where ever the cupcakes were made was destroyed to that no one else could get brain washed. I see it happen on a nearby tv, a cupcake factory blowing up. Ambies gets up and leaves, and then I take the wrappers and the left over cup cake and start to throw it away. Then I think better of it and instead glob the frosting off the remaining cupcake and use it to write a message on a tray. I can't remember what the message said, but it was for my mom so she'd know to reverse engineer whatever was in the cupcakes and find a cure for Ambies. Suddenly the house goes dark and the tv starts flickering. I go into the living room to find the tv isn't even on. The flicker is coming from flashlights out the window. A group of guys in suits like Agents from the Matrix burst through the door. One of then starts walking lazy circles around me and talking to me about my involvement in blowing up the cupcake factory. He wants to know where the cupcakes are and I tell hi I don't know. He tells me they can't find a cure for Ambies without the cupcakes. I finally decide to just let him have the frosting and message meant for my mom to look at. My mom suddenly shows up and she's with him. The promise to find a cure for Ambies. I wake up.

The first thing I remember is being in some sort of military base full of hostile soldiers. It is outside, with many covered buildings, all with large windows. The overall feel of the base is quite futuristic, it reminds me a lot of a game called Planetside 2. The dream is hazy, but I remember fighting the soldiers along side a friendly figure, and attempting to pick up a large (and again quite futuristic) mini-gun dropped by an enemy soldier. At this point the feeling of being helplessly cornered sets in, and the shear amount of soldiers seems to triple.

I then have a false awakening, and immediately find myself in a room talking to two other people (still quite hazy, cannot really recall the people, only that I was talking to 2 people.). The conversation immediately turns to dreaming, and lucid dreaming. I begin talking about how I was sharing my dream via BitTorrent, and how all dreams have to go through the BitTorrent client.

This is where my dream ends and I awake for real. Slightly annoyed that I was talking about dreaming and LD's in my dream but didn't pick up on it.

I can only remember traveling to some old man's house, and then he gave me something to eat that made me sick, and I went to his bathroom and threw up in his toilet.

Oh what a special dream