dream fragment

We're BBQ'in in front of my moms house. She is sitting in front of me and the BBQ'er is to the left of me smoking with some hotdogs and burgers on it. Suddenly my mom stands up and points into the sky, everyone else is starting to stand now too. I look up and see A blackspot in the sky growing. Everything in front of me, the house the shed my family starts to stretch toward it and now my hands are stretching before me Everything stretches till I can't see. Now I'm waking up in a white room no doors or windows just one little white slab sticking out of the wall that I woke up on. I pace the room looking for a way out or something other then just the bare white plastic/metallic like walls. Suddenly one of the walls opens up at the middle almost as if the material it is made out of just faded and two big lizard guys come walking in and throw some handcuff like things at me made out of the same material as the walls. I put them on as the two creatures stare at me. They look like something out of the old school Turok games. They take me and we start walking through white blank hallways, as boring and bare as my cell. There are no doors anywhere and the halls seem to form as we go.


Now I'm across the Highway at a gas station. Inside it looking at stuff. I grab a couple of bags of Cheetos one flaming hot and one called death that had the cheetah throwing a nuke with the skull and crossbones on it, both labeled at 3.49 and a wicked looking pack of smokes labeled eleven even. I also grab some juice drink and walk up to the counter to have the guy tell me it came to 34. I almost pay him but I know it is impossible to have come out at that much and refuse. The guy gets mad when I tell him to scan them again but he does then they come out at the right price but he still insists that I need to pay him the original price. Now I'm getting frustrated and pissed and I start yelling at the guy. Someone walks in the doors to my left and Its Kylie, A girl I had a crush on from sixth grade all the way through High School. She grabs my arm and tells me to calm down and that my cousin and his girlfriend are outside waiting for me. She then starts to walk away and I follow her out. We hop in the back of my cousins ride and of course he starts driving like a maniac and we start to pass around a bottle of Cap'n and make our way across the highway and to my Cousins house. We get there and my cousins GF's Sister is sitting on the couch. We all sit down in the living room and start round housing the bottle. Eventually everyone leaves and suddenly Kylie grabs me by the hand and says "Listen you really need to remember this, You are doing good, but your not there yet you have to keep going on, and doing what you have been doing to make yourself better. You can get there this past year you have changed so much and you will continue to change." Then my cousins GF comes back in and asks Kylie if she wants to stay the night. She says yes and I stand up and Say I have to go home. I walk home and lay down on my couch and pass out.

Some dream fragment about me beeing at the Ouran High School Host Club, but nothing else.

I'm looking at a coastline, watching a long boat with a low profile (almost like a submarie) as it sails down the coast near a city. There's a voice-over talking about how a prominent Greek family fell on hard times, and to save money, they bought this houseboat from the Soviets. The boat is called the Valdrosta.

Here are some memorable dreams from the past week, excluding today. From today onward I will try to be more organized.



Surprise visit.

I was in my apartment. (I live in a flatshare with 3 other people.) Suddenly John shows up, I have seriously mixed feelings about seeing him. He has a friend with him too, but she just stays quiet and in the background. He says he is in a hurry, that he was just passing by and has to go. I follow him back to the train station.

It's autumn out, really beautiful - red and orange leaves fall all around. There is snow on the ground. We walk in a weird sort of silence, i try to resist the urge to hug him and tell him how much i've missed him. I've tried to forget him for such a long time, i've repaired my life without him. He suddenly says he has missed me. I don't know if it's sincere. I feel so weird, I don't think I answered him. I try to muster up a feeling of aloofness and even hate, but I can't. Now when I see him everything just hurts.

When we arrive at the station he climbs onto a metal fence-thingy, I lean against it next to him. The metal is really cold.
"So," I say, starting up the awkward small-talk and avoiding anything and everything important with betrayal, addictions, life fracturing into tiny little pieces and exploding and whatnot. i don't care. Totally. Cool.
"Where do you live now?"
"King's street 14" (A real place in the city where we live.)
"great that you moved out of that flatshare. It sounded naasty."
He smiles. "Yeah."
"But damn! That is like really central. How much is the rent?"
"8400 crowns."
"What?! Ohmygood. How do you manage?!"
"Took a part-time job at mcdonalds."

"Oh" I reply, "That's great ..."
He mumbles something in agreement. The train arrives and we say goodbye.
I don't hug him.

While walking back to my house I try as hard as I can to just push him away in my mind. I think about how far i've come in rebuilding my life, and that I did it alone.


(We have a quite complicated past, our relationship is pretty much ruined.)







Planecrash!

This is just a fragment. I'm on a plane that crashes, we jump out of the plane with a parachute just in time. I make some awkward smalltalk with the other passengers while we wait for the plane to be repaired. When we get on the second time, I don't get on quite in time and is forced to hang onto the plane with just one hand.



Castle Adventure Time with secret rooms, maidens and executions. Oh my!

I was in a castle, a real medieval one. A battle was raging outside. Both sides wanted a girl that had some mystical magic powers. Both sides knew she was hidden in the castle and was looking for her, her powers would be the key to winning the war.

I was a young knight (male!) employed on the side that currently had control over the castle. Everybody was running around, both trying to fight off the other forces and searching for the girl. I had a feeling we had had control of the castle for at least a few weeks.

And then ... I happened to stumble onto the secret room. You needed a missing wallbrick, which I found. I entered the room. A girl around 15-17 was there. She had long red hair and a dark green, really pretty dress. She started to cry. Poor thing was so scared, she had been hunted all her life for her powers which hurt when she used them + they dried her lifespan. I don't know what her powers were, but they were destructive and only used for war, while she was so harmless and fragile. It was like a curse, I felt so much compassion with her.

Anyway, we became friends. Some time passed, I think. But somehow they figured out that I knew where she was. I fled the castle, but was caught by the opposing side.

(Here the dream becomes really vivid.)

I am staring up at the castlewall where my former allies are. While trying not to get the opposing side to kill me they sort of reveal that I know where the girl is. Those who have captured me refuse to hand me back (of course) since I possess this information.

My former allies aim a bow at me.

“Hand him back, or we will shoot.”

This is really a batman gambit of them, trying to make them hand me back or the information dies with me. This is such a tense moment. Everybody holds their breath, not knowing how this will play out. If my capturers hand me back, they might get a shot at finding me later or retrieving the information somehow. But at the same time, they haven’t even breached the outer wall and they might be too late.

I stand right under the wall in clear sight, no one will have time to protect me if they fire. I just stare straight ahead, listening to the whispers around me. Then I hear a bow getting “loaded” just a few inches to my right, the string being pulled. I understand that my fate has been sealed and my heart leaps.
To my right I hear someone saying “kneel”.

I kneel, staring down at the ground, my heart trying to beat its way out of my chest.
Thoughts about how I die for a cause run through my head, I also feel weirdly turned on almost, reality really sharp and clear and I really think this is the last thing I’ll experience. I just wait and wait and wait for someone to fire an arrow.

It’s never fired, the dream ends there.




Short lucid.

I am talking to Cornelia in our kitchen, when I realize she is shorter than me. This makes me instantly lucid. Wow, I just started getting interested in this again yesterday! This is going fast. Way too fast. I get scared, and wake myself up. I was just soooo surprised to be lucid dreaming that the dreamscape felt way to sudden and surreal. I wasn’t prepared.



Another short lucid.

The second time during the same night i got lucid. I don't remember what happened before this, or what triggered lucidity. I stabilized the dream by looking at my hands, the right one looked normal, the left one had one finger missing. I am in a sort of rocky area, just lots of rocks and stony grounds.

A black dog suddenly shows up from behind a rock, we stare at eachother for a few seconds. it looks like a labrador, slightly larger than normal though. I think about how cool it is that the dog doesn't exist for real.

It suddenly growls and looks like it's going to attack. I feel a spike of fear; pain is often really vivid in my dreams ... I try to wake myself up by closing and quickly opening my eyes. Doesn't work.

I will myself to morph into a wolf. It doesn't quite work since the dog attacks before I am finished morphing. We jump around eachother, just me trying to avoid his attacks. A paw scratches my side, it isn't that sharp a pain and I feel a little calmer and not as afraid. I see an opening and lunge towards his throat, but as I bite down I don't get that strong a grip since i've forgotten to morph my mouth/nuzzle. I morph while biting, I get a much stronger grip and bite down. As I do, my vision gets all grey and fuzzy-static like, then the dream fades.

I had a pretty undetailed lucid, I know it involved some odd kinds of fighting, and me walking through a strange building. As I was watching at some scene I can't identify I slowly became lucid but the scene destabilized, my awareness level was raised the entire time but I just couldn't get back into a dream properly. But I didn't wake up either, effectively resulting in me drifting around between awake and sleeping, aware and unaware.
After quite a while a new dream started but I wasn't aware any more.

I've been in a van with this strange dude and a few rescued people and the planet was in a bad state of disarray. We were driving around searching for other people to pick up. At some point we were picking up people in a zone which became instable while we were in it, so as soon as we could we hauled our asses outta there. The driver at first said he wouldn't do the same mistake again but then decided to drive like a jack ass, starting with crushing straight into a house, partially up the sloping road, partially abusing the staircase of the house with now slightly less walls.
Suddenly I was kind of outside the car talking with the driver accusing him of being somewhat stupid because the car was flat like sheet of paper after his maneuvers.

Dreams: Non-lucid, fragment.
Vivid: Nah
Dreamsigns: Don't know my dreamsigns yet. Maybe that the booth dream was kind of shining gray/white?
Notes Dream Lucid

Fragment 1, around 2 AM - 2.30 AM: I was a bussniesman, and I talked to somone. The conversation was about a stolen bike that I sold. I guess that this took place in my store, but I'm not sure.

Dream 1, around 6 AM: I played World in conflict(or something similar). The odd thing was, that it was a map that I haven't played on before. The battle took place in a factory, and my team was winning. We all used our reinforementpoints, like crazy because the enemy didn't give a inch. The whole dream ended when my team, finally took the last controllpoint.

I gotta work on my dreamrecall :/

Here I will post my dreams, both lucid and non-lucids. I shall try to keep orders with lots of tags and so on.



Colour coded for your convinience:

Non-Lucid
Semi-Lucid/lacking in clarity or stability.
Lucid
Notes/thoughts/clarifications/interpretion is in regular black.

Had two dreams this morning:

1. My brother was getting married again. But he was scared shitless. His best friend and I were giving him a pep talk. Never figured out why he was afraid.

2. I was running around the apartment trying to clear up an issue with references for a new job I really wanted. The reference was the last hurdle before the job would be offered to me. But I was afraid the guy would hear something bad and I'd lose the job.

Note: good thing I wrote a sentences about each dream when I woke up. Otherwise they'd be completely forgotten by now. I had to refer to those notes to complete my DJ today.

I think WILD is the induction method for me. Last week I just beat my head on the wall trying to DILD. It seems more natural to slip into the dream from wakefulness than trying to gain lucidity within the dream.

This one is fragmented, mainly because it's from a few months ago, but also because I never recalled the majority of the dream in the first place. I was in a neigborhood that doesn't exist, but seems to be a fusion of the neighborhood I live in now, and one that goes in kind of a circle around a small pond (in the dream the curve was very exaggerated, and the whole dream had a very curvy and off feel to it. Everything was warped far to the left, except my friend and I). So I was with someone I was friends with at the time, and we were just walking around the neighborhood. Something that I do a lot with my friends in waking life. The houses looked very big and expensive (and these houses reminded me of yet another neighborhood that a different friend lives in). In my dream journal, I mentioned something about that dream somehow being related to DreamViews, but I have no clue how. I don't remember such a thing. That's about it. Not very detailed, but I feel like entering some memorable old dreams will stimulate/improve my recall.

Highly fragmented. I remember driving down what was probably the Monumental Axis in Brazil. The enormous freeway was deserted except for 8 cars, 4 in each lane. In each of the cars was a faintly familiar figure from early experiences. The main person I was concerned with was my old girlfriend who shifted out of my lane and into the opposite lane. Now there are 5 in her lane and 3 in mine. I kept waiting for her to shift back, but she never did. I accelerated and left the group behind. The dream was silent the whole way through.
<Dream ends>
Kogami
5/13/2012 10:21 PM

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat, and enjoy reading my dreams


Dream #1 Amrapali Ambegaokar.


Im in my current house in the living room, sitting down on the couch, watching the beautiful Kathak dancer/actress Amrapali Ambegaokar, give me a special dance performance. After her perfomance, she sits next to me and we start talking about dreams. She asks me is it possible to share dreams, i tell her that yes it is in fact possible. (What a missed chance of a reality check) She mentions to me, that a friend of hers has a performance later, and that she promised her she will show up.

I thank her and tell her that i will try and share a dream with her one day.
(What a lack of awareness there for me) I hug her, and walk her to her car and walk back to the house and wake up.


4:30 - 4:45 am. I did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


Dream #2 Giving A Lesson On Dreams.


Im talking to a very attractive European looking woman about dreams. She has a very lean figure, and looks very much in shape. She has slanted brown eyes, long brunette hair, and is wearing a tan sweater and some black pants, and black ballet flats. We are in the kitchen and i am talking to her about dreams. She wants something to drink, and i give her a orange pop. (Soda)

We sit down at the kitchen table, and i tell her..

"Anytime you are in your waking life, do you ever stop and ask yourself...where am i? What did i do a hour ago?"

"Umm noo not really why?"

Im rubbing my hawk coin looking at her, and say to her..

"Because this is a dream thats why."

"Really? Everything feels so real."

"Thats because our minds are wired around what is suppose to look, smell, taste, and feel real. Does that drink taste real?"

She nods her head. I tell her to start doing more reality checks in her spare time such as asking herself, what did she do a hour ago, what day is it, and how did she end up where she is. I tell her that pretty soon she will be on her way to achieving lucidity much more often.


Dream # 3 Stop Him!


Im in some meeting with a group of men in suits. Im projected as a White man with short black hair slick back, and wearing a dark black suit. Im staring at these different files on the tables, and noticed a file that said..TOP SECRET INFORMATION. It was in big bold red letters. I ask one of the men to pass me that file so i can take a look at it to make sure its the right document. A man hands it to me.

I jumped thru a window and it shatters. I hear a man yelling

"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS WAITING ON, STOP HIM!!!"

Im running down a crowded street and project back as myself. I run thru stores, buildings, and finally find my hideout and set the file in my dresser cabinet and wake up.


Final dream frag: How is your reality checks going?

I just remember talking with one of my dream characters about how to properly do reality checks. I remember her being a female and thats all i remember.

Dream 1:
I'm at home und am thinking about going out (My brother also suggests it). So I'm thinking where I should go. There are some images of my old class mates in my head so I think I should some of my old class mates. My Cousins say that I can drive with them and I agree to that. Then my perspective shifts and I see some sort of map with cars driving on the map and suddenly I'm on a mountain. Now I have two images in my eyes, one where I'm on the mountain and one where I see the map with the cars. My friends are commenting on the fact that there are no people leaving the car. Then a nice firework starts and my friends and I are just enjoying the scene.

Dream 2:
I don't know how or where it begins, so I try to explain the scenario here:
There is a different world beside our world. It's a 2D World with it's own people who speak a weird language. If you enter the world you transform in a 2D figure and the perspective shifts in a sort of side perspective. The world is also pixelated so it's a video-gamey world. The closest thing it resembles is Terraria. The dream is about my friend and me visiting the world and doing some research on it. We work for an organization who are reminding me of Men in Black. While we are researching the organization decides that the world is too dangerous and wants to destroy it (I don't know the conclusion for this dream).
Somehow the concept of the world was more present than the dream itself.

Dream 3 (aka biggest missed dream sign):
I'm on a walk with my relatives, specifically on our way home. The house is already in sight so we are nearing the end of our walk and are talking about velocities. Then my uncle comes up with the idea to start a Lucid Dream-workshop (and no, I don't become lucid, nor I do a RC. God, why?). He begins and talks about the usual stuff (dream recall, etc.).
//Man, this one infuriates me. How could I've been so blind, how?

Dream 4:
I'm at a exhibition with a wide arrange of topics. I seem to work for something here with my friend. Someone comes and presents us a new car. We try different things and we like it, but are going back to our stand. A bunch of girls come and want a stamp on their cards (I don't know what for). I try to stamp them, but for some reason it doesn't work. My friend does it for me and the girls are going into a garden tent. Suddenly the walls begin to glow and there are contours of greenish monster on the walls. The walls form a tunnel. We are going through the tunnel and while we are going the monster seem to protrude from the walls, but are not in our reaching range. At the end of the tunnel someone asks as, how we like his new invention and what we thought of it.

I didn't bother trying to remember my dreams very well last night as I was actually able to sleep and didn't have insomnia (hooray for 10 hours of sleep! I needed it!) I was kind of scared that if I moved around too much I'd end up waking myself up too much and the insomnia would strike. this entry will probably be short compared to my usual!

Dream One: The dream starts off with me in the office of the Church I used to be a secretary for about 6 years ago. I decide I need to hurry up and leave and get to my other job, at Dominos (also worked there 6 years ago at the same time) because I'm expecting someone who controls the weather to make it rain. I walk to Dominos, and I see my apartment (I lived in 3 years ago) is right behind Dominos. I'm pretty happy it's so close because I need to change before work. I go change, but then instead of going to Dominos, I go to the park for a city wide story time!

Dream Two: I'm in a shop where they sell clothes for Asian Ball Jointed Dolls. I'm thinking that I am one of the dress makers. (I can sew in waking life, but only simple things, not tiny doll clothes!) Then suddenly the dream shifts and I'm a party planner and I'm planning a birthday party at Chuck E Cheese, but I can't figure out where chuck e cheese is.

Dream Three (Fragment):

Spoiler for lady problems:

That time of the month comes early and unexpectedly, while I'm in public (I think maybe out to eat) and I'm completely unprepared and under supplied

Dream Four: I'm at Target with my husband, wandering through the little girls clothes. I'm so excited to see a Pinkalicious Dress in Pink and Yellow, and pink Pinkalicious shoes. My daughter LOVES Pinkalicious. I'm trying to find them in her size when my buddy B comes up to us to say hey. I'm surprised he's there because I thought he worked at Walmart, but he tells me he switched to Target because they have cooler customers. Then B tells me he has George Clooney's phone number now because he bought a sofa from them and B had to confirm the delivery. Then we leave and go to visit the parents of one of my exboyfriends. They still call and check on me once a year or so and talk to me when they see me in stores, so it's only slightly odd, lol. My Ex's mom tells me I look beautiful that day, and I thank her and find I'm hoping one of my other exes shows up to see how hot I look and kick himself in the butt. Dream logic Then, the best part of the dream, My ex's parents start asking me what is this lucid dreaming I'm posting about on facebook, it's not drugs or something is it? And I start explaining to them that there are no drugs involved, it's just controlling your dreams. I wake up and want to kick myself for not realizing that I was dreaming at the time! It wouldn't have done me much good since I woke up right afterwards, but even if for only a few seconds would have been awesome. I really need to reality check more when thinking about dreams and being lucid!

Dream Start:
I started off in a hall way,a LONG,NARROW,constricting hallway like this:
but darker.I am with my two Friends Alex and Kayla.(Note:I am in love with Kayla in real life.)We are all talking and we teleport on my command to the park that is next to where I live(There is TWO parks,one for kids,one for dog walking,we were in the dog park).And Alex starts to raise is phone and says "Look." I made the mistake of looking and he was watching porn .And for some reason he laughed for a short time and After he laughed I laughed hysterically non-stop and Kayla asked "What?What so funny?" I snatched Alex's phone out of his hand and while still laughing,showed it to her.She reacted in a way I thought she would not have reacted like,she looked at him with a weird smile/"Why'd you do that? face" While still laughing I used my Lucid "powers" to "freeze" her and relive me laughter try to go up and kiss her ,but when I was centimeters away I felt a slight headache and she unfrozed ,I question what just happened to myself and looked at Kayla.She looked back thinking the same thing.Then I saw in the corner of my Eye a sillouette oh a woman of a resemblance of the woman who ALWAYS RUINS AND ENDS MY DREAMS . Then I woke up.
Dream End.

Another DILD last night.

The first part was vivid, but the rest was an absolute blur. Probably for a good reason (My listing method was in effect somehow). Anyway, something happened that made me question if it was a dream or not. I walked away and did a nose-plug RC. I experimented with it a little, kind of fascinated. I can't remember anything else. I probably lost lucidity at some point.