dream fragment

I am sitting in my room and my brother is on PC. As I look around room I notice that my room is full of movie posters. I wanted to say to my brother something like:" What the hell have you done with my room", but I couldn't talk for some reason. Suddenly I find myself standing on a road between two tall buildings. It was nighttime. As I looked back, a silver Mazda Miata MX5 passed by me very fast and alarm woke me up.

Okay I had this dream a few days ago, so again now i can only remember so much.

It started off with me in a store looking at books, so i pick up this one book about music and such. So i turn to this page about mozart....and i said in big bold letters that he was a Sociopathic Schizophrenic (yeah, weird) So then it flashes back into like his life, where i sort of was seeing through the eyes of mozart. So here he is basically jumping off the walls (more like running up them) and hurting people and screaming at them really creepy death threats. Then the next thing i really remember is him running the side of a building and busting through a window where he saw these younger boys. They were all angry of course, calling him crazy and such. So Mozart went up the the fat kid, who was really annoying, and starting twisting is arm really bad. Which broke the bones but he wouldnt let go and kept twisting the skin while this kid is screaming for him to please stop.

Yeahh well thats about all i can remember....yeah its really morbid...it was kinda funny at the same time though it was just crazy.

Yeah I know odd title. But it was an odd dream. So I knew there was more to the dream but only bits of scenes that wouldnt really be worth posting. But the part i remember most was the ending, so here it goes...

It was set at my grandmas house..well more in here driveway but anyway. There's this big black SUV parked? in the driveway so i open the door and there sits Gerard Way and his brother from my chemical romance. Gerard in the drivers seat. They were all knocked out kind of with cuts and what not all over like they've been in a car crash. So there little ol' me is, trying to get up to the passanger seat so i can try to wake them up or keep them alive or something. Im sort of hunched up by the passanger seat tapping on the face and hitting their chests kinda freaking out because....they were kindaa dying there? haha Anyways, im slapping him a little while he's slowly waking up, I kept telling them to hang in there and wake up while an ambulance get there (though i didnt think one was coming) Then my auntie and my mom show up in a truck ready to take them to the hospital. Again, theres 5'0 ft me trying to carry this grown man out of his SUV and over to the truck. Ehhhh not so successful, but I did manage to sort of drag him over...so i guess they were safe.

Then I pretty much woke up. I know there was a lot more to this dream before they showed up but nothing good enough to put down here, but i know there was some crazy teenage boys trying to steal something...and pretty much getting there ass's kicked heheh And thats about it.

I dreamt I was with the Soprano's family waiting in a lounge room.

There was an unpleasant woman who spoke to me in irritation about another cast member when I explained to her that hating someone is not a pleasant pursuit and will do nothing to the person you hate but will hurt you by creating hate within yourself.

I made a marvellous argument and lay down and even repeated a point to myself and laughed about it. She later had to share a car with Tony's wife Carmella who later related to me how much the lady had changed which was due to my enlightened chat.

Later I was having significant trouble cooking rice and each batch was spoilt.

I realised at some point that it was a dream and I had an uncontrolled side dream about hanging out with people and having to hold a knife in fear of them attacking me, which they did.

Then later I realised that since it was a dream that I didn't have to put up with all the fear and uncomfortableness and began floating about and checking light switches.

I tried to imagine myself in a location that I once camped in but my dream faded. I then woke up hoping it was a false awakening but sadly it wasn't and the lamp was turning on and off as it should.

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I don't really remember much from last night but i do remember i nearly went lucid, this is so frustrating as i cant remember how, it wasn't the usual WILD i usually have so i am thinking that it was the fact that i was counting and doing the usual chant of "i am lucid dreaming" i remember seeing a dream begin and remember nearly getting into it lucid but it then went, my memory of this is quite foggy but i know it happened just a shame it faded and i then must have gone to sleep. ((darn it lol)) if i remember more from last night during the day i will edit and re post more

sorry for missing caps, etc.: too lazy, on my ithing, blah blah blah... you get it.

So this isn't gonna be very detailed cause it's been a while since I had this one so I don't remember much.

I was at a garbage dump type of place, a big lot surrounded by a short rusty fence and a mound of greenish brown trash in the middle. There were seagulls circling the top of the crap pile. There was a guy there in a dirty blue jumpsuit and a milkman hat who was shoveling trash from the mound and throwing it in another smaller mound. So basically his job was to shovel the trash around for no reason... lol poor guy. I went up to the big trash mound and started digging around (ew), and i found a brown paper bag. I opened it up and there were a bunch of kitties in it, and a cat (mom I think.) I grabbed the bag and showed it to the trash guy, asking if I could take them since I didn't think they should be thrown away like that. He told me I could only take one, somethinb about having to fill his "dead cat trash quota". I grabbed a gray one and gave the rest back to the trash man. For some reason I had to hide the kitty though, like it was illegal to have it or something? I don't know. But anyways, I put it in my purse and very carefully walked home.

Something happened happened on the walk but I don't remember...

I ran in my 'house' and locked the door. The place was actually like a really dark and scary dorm room. I think I had a roomate but I don't really remember. I dumped the cat out of my purse onto the table, but it was flat as a pancake and dead.

Well today I remember from my dreams
-Looking for "The Great Book of the Superheroes" with a friend, in the local library.
-Sucking someone's blood, vampire style
-Entering my building with some kind of baby/pet and finding a neighbour. My baby/pet/thing was crying very loudly.


On a side noe, what the hell happened to my other two entries?

There was a dream that kept repeating so I thought I was dreaming because I thought that I just saw it. So there was this one guy who was supposed to run up the hill and kick my ass, but since I was lucid this time, he didn't. I threw a bag over his head and went ninja on his ass non-stop. But he still didn't die.

Lucidity: 7/10
Vividness 10/10
Length: ~5 Min.

I became lucid all of a sudden at the map Highrise from Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 without doing a reality check. So I started walking towards the building to my right and jumped on top of it, there was another 10 floors so I jumped on those as well. When I found a door so I could try to find my friend Javier's mental dream body and attempt to make him lucid, I held on to the door knob and said "When I open this door Javier will be behind it!" and attempted to open it, when I did, it just opened up into the next room. So then I closed the door and rubbed my hands together to increase the dream time. But then for some reason I started to walk away from the door and I walked up some stairs, thinking it was real life.

1. My family visits MGM studios at Disney World. One of the main attractions seems to be a large kissing booth with "famous people," but all one can see of these people is a pair of lips. There are text descriptions of each person under their lips, from Einstein to Disney himself and more. I explore for a bit, then head to the exit area, where a friendly Disney employee offers Purell hand sanitizer and a station for making PB&J sandwiches. As I exit into a garden, I look up at the sky and see two missiles streaking down towards the ground. I remark to myself how much the missiles look like breasts, then run to the impact site. My dad is nearby, pissed off, because the missiles were aimed at his bicycle as punishment for trying to enter an attraction through a forbidden doorway. He mentions he might not have been on best terms with Disney, as they caught him littering before.

2. Some sort of four-color version of the webcomic Cyanide and Happiness. The characters are attacked by a shark while on an ocean raft, and they hold it off. The dream ends when the characters start to peel layers off of themselves, revealing different shirts.

3. Vague account of bounding like a dog through a streetlight night...

Dream - Lucid

I remember I was with a group of couples, and we were all getting married. We had previously had to pick who we wanted to marry. I saw the other couples get married. It wasn't really a normal ceremony, but a quick ceremony. It was in this dark, stone room.

It was my turn to marry who I picked. I think it was a girl? I don't remember. But we got married underwater in the weird stone room.

I then remember being in a crowded room. I was looking for who I married, who wasn't a girl anymore, but a guy...Carlos Santana to be exact. I remember seeing the other married couples in there, but I couldn't find Santana. I think he was late meeting up with me.

1. I'm on my recent girlfriend's Facebook, where I see her pictures from field school. She's shaved her head, and she's standing with an old friend from college S. T. I laugh, shut my laptop down, and head into the night. I go to a bank, where I'm trying to get a summer job. On my way in, I see the same girl, but she has a full head of hair and is wearing our green senior class shirt. She says softly to me, with a bit of worry in her eyes, "I was never here." I don't know what to say, so I pass her and enter the bank. I don't get the job, but my parents are in the bank and walk out with me. She's still there, although my parents don't seem to notice her. She affirms, "Seriously, if we somehow meet I was never here."

2. I'm at the opening game of the World Series. Joseph Stalin is opening the ceremonies with a rant about Russia's nuclear capabilities.

I'm properly sick. I have a massive lung infection combined with a cold and some other stuff I won't go into.
This greatly affects my dreams.
My recall is remarkably good though. I suppose this is because I wake up about every 10 minutes because I have to clear my lungs.
My dreams are quite random, they usually combine multiple different scenarios that clearly do not belong together.
Pretty much all my dreams are about my sickness, it is always represented in some rather clear way.
I often return to the same dream after waking up, especially this one:

I'm in a tall building, sort of like a skyscraper.
Somehow I know that this building represents my body.
The building is being infested by some sort of bio-goo with tentacles and other biomass/insect kind of stuff. (think deadspace / alien etc)
Eggs grow in the goo, hatching all sorts of monsters which try to further spread the goo over my body.

I'm not really sure what to do at first, I feel a bit helpless, but then suddenly I realize that I am (the one and only) Duke! (Duke Nukem)
I grab some Devastators (Dual rocket launchers) and start going to town on the monsters in the room I'm currently in.
Whilst doing this I use typical Duke phrases such as "Hail to the king baby" etc.

I quickly realize that there seems to be a near infinite supply of monsters though.
I can't possibly take them on all on my own.

I have double vision at this point. I can see first person, pretty much like in a first person shooter,
but at the same time I can also see the current room in a top down view, much like a real-time strategy game.
I move the top down view all the way to the top floor, trying to find my main base.
I find a (starcraft2) Hatchery with a few mineral patches next to it.
I decide that I should build some Infestors, because they are very cost effective, and since my body is being
infested, I'm obviously pretty low on resources.
(This makes perfect sense, right?)

I control the Infestors from the top down view, casting fungal growth for crowd control and to keep those nasty monsters in place,
whilst at the same time causing havoc in first person with all sorts of guns, but mostly the Devastators.

On each floor, there is some sort of queen, which I have to defeat in order for the infestation to clear on that floor.
The queens look like infested women. (Not like in Duke Nukem... more like Infested Kerrigan in Starcraft, except more infested and less human.)
I spot the queen for this room and fire my Devastators in the approximate direction.
Not exactly precision weaponary.
The smoke trails from the rockets quickly block out most of my vision.
Suddenly, I notice that the queen is now behind me.
What the fuck? can that bitch teleport?

She spits some kind of green liquid onto me, eww!
She's too close to fire rockets at her, so I quickly change to a pump-action shotgun.
(I do this just like in a first person shooter. I move my current weapon to the bottom left, out of my vision,
and when I move my hands back up I'm holding the new weapon.)
I keep shooting straight into her chest, but she doesn't appear to be taking much damage,
even though every time I hit her she has to take a few steps back.

*click* What the fuck? Empty?
The queen slaps me in the face, and I am thrown across the room against a wall.
What is this shit? I have to reload the shotgun?
I'm the fucking Duke! The Duke does not need to reload!
I drop the shotgun, replacing it with double-barreled shotguns. Two of them!
Knowing that I no longer have to reload because... well, I am the Duke, I start shooting relentlessly at the queen saying:

"Eat shit and die!"

After emptying a good 50+ shells into the Queen she finally drops to the ground, with green goo leaking from all sorts of holes.
Meanwhile I've cleaned up most of the monsters with my Infestors, this is working out rather well.

I suddenly hear a voice, as if I was on skype:

"Dude, you micro like a Grand Masters, but your macro is fucking Silver at best."

What is he on about? I change my top down vision back to my hatchery, and notice I'm now completely mined out.

"I'm fucking mined out you idiot, how do you want me to macro? there are no more minerals!"
"Eh, I guess you're fucked then, just remake."
"Remake? Are you fucking stupid? This is my body! I can't just remake!"

What an idiot.
I drag his Skype window into my vision and end the call.
I also set myself to busy, I can't afford distractions right now.

I pet one of my Infestors and we start marching downstairs to the next floor.
As we walk down the stairs I start humming the Duke Nukem theme.
The Infestors seem to enjoy it...


I wake up plenty of times, but I usually fall back asleep very quickly and I end up back in the dream, usually where I left off.
Sometimes I get a bit scared, feeling like this dream is going to turn into a nightmare.
But when that happens I become lucid for a very brief period of time, and I can prevent that from happening.
I never stay lucid for more than one or two seconds though.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Bunch of fragments again. I'm aiming for a Lucid tomorrow morning and I intend to check my pockets, and summon a DC.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm holding a big mace. It's made out of arcanite. Another guy who's got a much bigger mace shows up and tries to finish me off. He's wearing arcanite armor aswell. I jump up in the air and avoid his swing. He chases me for a while but I dodge his swings. Another person shows up and I try to hit him with my mace. It's got a big knockback effect but I miss him.

*I'm talking about dreams in my dream. What they are and Lucid Dreaming aswell.

*I'm in a car on the highway and I watch a motorcycle trying to start. He's got some problems with the wheels though and keeps doing burn outs. He falls over and slides on the road.

*I'm at a job interview, and my current boss is the employer interviewing me. "We've just interviewed two people, they got to play with photoshop" he tells me. I don't even know photoshop. "I can do things with paint, but that's about it" I say. I'm afraid that won't be enough at all. All of a sudden I'm watching someone play Mario Kart and he's throwing banana peels all over the place.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: 3 dl apple juice

That's it! Tomorrow is a big day for me, you'll know why in my next DJ entry! Wish me luck with the LD.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I really need to start following the advice I give out. Once again I managed to make the dream fade by not activating my senses first. Oh well, a short little lucid with some flying is still something. Also had a bunch of pretty cool non-lucids. I also had my 1000th dream this morning! Including fragments ofcourse. Been writing them down since the end of January 2010 with a break last summer.

23.00: Sleep

10.00: Helicopter Dream #1000
I'm at work. My coworker Björn is there, and a small helicopter has just landed on a helipad just next to the dock. We get in, I sit behind Björn in a very cramped seat, it feels just like in a roller coaster. The driver says something and another guy gets in next to me. With a full load of four people we take off.

The dream skips. We're flying through a forest just above a path. There are some electrical wires going through the air up ahead so we land. I get out and look around. There's a small cabin to my right, and to my left I can see loads of blue berry bushes. The driver who is another coworker, disappears. The rest of us starts picking blueberries, god they taste amazing. Is it really the time for this? Shouldn't they arrive in yet another few weeks? "Hey where's Roger?" I ask. "He went into the cabin for a few beers" the other guy says.

10.00: Amazing rockets
I'm in an appartment in a big building. I hear a big bang and run out to the balcony. People are celebrating something and they're making alot of noise. I've just missed some fireworks, damn! The street is cramped with huge buildings and there's a small roof just beneath me. "There's another one!" someone says. I look up and can hear the loud "Swoosh!" A large fireworks rocket goes up in the air but something goes wrong and it takes a sharp right turn and disappears behind a building. Crap!

A second later another rocket is launched and this one goes a bit too much to the right aswell. It explodes in a cascade of yellow balloons. People are going crazy and are trying to catch as many as they can. I see a whole bunch of them blown onto the balcony next to me. I spot something inside the balloons, it's a tiny note. Oh, must be some kind of prize! I look around for one myself but all of them are gone. A kid just under me on the roof has one though and he drops it. I catch it.

"Hey give it back!" he tells me. I break the balloon with my hands and check what's inside. It's just a ten crown coin. I flip it to him, he drops it but manages to pick it up again. I find a tiny balloon and grab it. Inside I find a note saying: "You can upgrade your hard drive on your Xbox with this note." I figure you turn it in to some company and they'll do it for you.

10.00: Survival game in mansion
I'm with my brother Morgan. We're running through corridoors and I've got some kind of slime ball in my hands. We arrive at a door and I walk through it. "Here's where we go our separate ways" I say. It's not a game of survival. I head in one direction and he in another. The mansion we're in is huge! It's got old, dark, wooden walls and doors everywhere. I open one. Just a small closet with a pillow on a shelf. I close it again and pass a few other doors before opening one on my right.

It's a laundry room of some kind. Wait a second, I need a bag of some kind. I spot a black sleeping bag and grab it. It's getting dark out, I should be collecting sleeping gear. I remember the pillow. Morgan shows up further down the corridoor and I scare him a bit by jumping from room to room, making my shadow look scary. "Stop that Matte!" he says. My other brother Martin shows up. I grab the pillow in the other room, aswell as two battery chargers lying next to it. Will come in handy for our flashlights.

The three of us enter a big room at the end of the hallway and there's a big bed in there. I turn on my flashlight and look around the room. Two guys sitting on a bench just next to us is lit up. "Shit, hi?" I say. "Want to share the same room? It's easier if we stick together." "No thanks" they say and leave. Yet another guy shows up and I just figure he's with Martin. He shows me what he's found so far, it's a bunch of "Magic the gathering" cards. I check them out. "Wow these are really old" I say, but I realise they're just garbage.

I find one big blue worm though. "Fire demon, forest demon" I read along with alot of other titles. Apparently you have to wait a turn when playing him to use his powers. "I've got another bunch" the guy says and I grab them and check them out. There are price tags on the cards and I try to see if any of them has any value, none do.

10.00: Fragments
*I'm talking to an old friend of mine. We start talking about why we stopped being friends.

*There are big fire ants everywhere. They're very brightly yellow and I worry about a pile of clothes lying on the ground being infested.

12.00: Fragment
*I'm walking down a road when I all of a sudden feel like doing a RC. I check my hand and see a bunch of pale and very chubby, short fingers. I count them and get to seven. I realise I'm dreaming. Cool! I jump and take off right away. I fly for a few seconds.

12.00: Monica's away
I'm with someone, we're going down into pits in the ground and it's very dark out. In one rather large pit, we hear a grunting noise. We get out of there as quickly as possible. I look around me and realise I'm down at the local gas station. A huge boar appears and starts walking around. I think about how I can kill it. I check my phone for messages. Nothing. Damn Monica, she left this morning without saying where she was going, and now it's night and I still haven't heard from her.

I start getting worried. I try to call her but no one picks up. I enter the gas station store and they've remade the entire place. Nothing is where it should. I see a big pile of gravel lying against a counter. Another glass counter is filled with freshly baked bread. I don't buy anything and get out again. I try calling her again, it's getting very dark out. No answer.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12½ hours

Supplements: Alcohol

That's it! Didn't complete any tasks except the Normal one which was to recall five or more dreams. I'll try tomorrow morning instead.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!