dream fragment

So I had a dream that I was inside of my own mouth (if you can fathom that). SO basically I had two bodies, the one I could control, and the one I was in (the mouth). I was plucking mushrooms from under my tongue, and every time I did so, I could feel it hurt in the bottom of my mouth (which I why I cam to the conclusion that I must have been in my own mouth). I vividly remember blue mushrooms everywhere, and bacteria growing along the walls of my mouth. It was like a giant cave infested with moss or something.

WTF, I wish I knew what was going on in my subconscious. Have you had any freaky dreams like this?

10.01.2011

Death (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A girl went to the seaside to capture a few photos of the eclipse. Somehow she got a wound in her neck and it was spraying blood all over the city. A doctor/detective and another girl went to help her. Soon the doctor was missing and it turned out he got killed in a car close to the bleeding girl. Another girl in something like a dorm got locked in a really long bathroom with a huge window in one end. The eclipse melted her. While I was going out of my room with another girl I didnt know, I met some guy who had something in common with both deaths. These deaths had turned into legends around the campus (since when do I live in a campus anyway?),so when we got in the elevator I asked him about them. Then I noticed that my girl was missing. We went back to my floor to pick her up and then she attacked us. I figured out It was going to turn into a nightmare failed to control my surroundings. I woke up and as I was thinking about the dream I fell asleep.

Irregular sleeping patterns for me lately. I sleep about 5-6 hours at a time in an irregular patterns the persists for several days. So as best as I can guess, I sometimes am getting a lot of REM sleep and sometimes seemingly none at all. Anyway, this dream below might have been two or more dreams but it was a blur when I woke up.

Going to McDonald's three times in one day. In the drive-thru in car with sister and father. No one asks what I wanted and that makes me upset.

Then at home, in a bedroom with two sets of bunk beds. Two coworkers fighting over some. One jumps from one bunk to the other and it almost falls. That makes me upset and I say something sarcastic and scolding. Then he threatens me with a hammer. Really? I start to walk any in disgust. Now he has a giant sledge hammer and he starts to swing it at me. I don't finch because I know he won't hit me. He stops the swing, surprised that I didn't move. Now I seem to be in the office. I walk away, letting the coworker get caught in the act of his aggression. I'm still upset but remain calm.

A huge dragon was before me.

-Dream Skip- Hahah.

A bunch of monsters or creatures with power attacked at once when someone ordered it and the dragon turned a very dingy color and looked as if it had been mummified.

Lucidity: 7/10
Vividness: 7/10
Length: ~10 Min.

I was walking, then I was about a mile away from the bus all of a sudden. I was like "hey, look, I'm dreaming!" So I saw the bus I was on and tried to swim towards it. After swimming for a while I started to fly. Then I landed and saw this black cat. It did everything I did. I ignored the cat. So the bus went behind this big metal thing so I ran very fast and jumped. I jumped very high and didn't make it. Then I just started to jump for fun. I also did a front flip. So I finally got on the bus after an hour and there was a contest thing. We chose a team and tried to touch each other's heads before the timer ran out. I chose the wrong team and was like "oh, man." But it really wasn't that bad. When it started I put time in slow-motion. I just wanted it to do it and it did. So I was just touching peoples heads and this one lady didn't have any earrings on. She was also very ugly.

I finally have some time to transcribe entries from my handwritten journal. This contains my recalls and notes from the tutorials. The written journal is more convenient for me, now I can post and share this stuff. These entries go back to the middle of January.

1/16/11-I'm talking to Brian Moore, an employee at work who recently died of cancer. I offer encouraging words as if he were just getting over a first part of his serious illness...I'm playing piano or some sort of keyed instrument.

I was drinking before bed, so I'm surprised I was dreaming or recalling anything at all.

1/16/11-Dreaming during a nap, which rarely happens. This was a "Clydesmare", a recurring theme where I;m back working a at Clyde's. This is s a restaurant I used to work at (I left there in 2002). The place is busy, and the room I'm working in is different than I remember. I get sat with 3 full tables, one with 6 people. I'm taking drink orders without writing them down, then having trouble remembering them. I get angry with Cam (one of my managers there) because I'm not fully trained for the job and yet doing it anyway to help out.
I took Lorazepam (Ativan) and Clonidine (I am prescribed these by a doctor) a few hours before then nap. I just started going over the tutorials then, so I was repeating the mantra "I will dream" a few times before falling asleep.

1/17/11-I was dreaming something, but I have no recall. Was barely aware that I was dreaming at all.

1/20/11-Recall is improving somewhat. Here I recall what really characterizes my dreams: weird stuff. I sneak into a shed somewhere on the street behind my parent's house, stealing 2 items from Ron Howard: One I don't remember, the other is a padded jacket made for climbing over barbed wire. Howard Stern is helping me for some reason. We take off down the street to a park at the end and into some woods east of the entrance (the setting is pretty close to real life). I hide some distance from the road, staying low under some leaves. Stern continues into the woods, trying to divert the perusing Ron Howard away from me and finding his own hiding place. But Ron Howard has a dog with him and it sniffs me out easily. This chase was not particularly scary.

1/21/11-This dream is set in some concrete industrial/skatepark area. I end up in a room loaded with DJ and music production equipment. Frank Adjei (a coworker) is there and I ask him for a cigarette. He gives me one. I start playing with the equipment, but Frank won't leave and I begin to get upset with him...

1/22/11-Only a couple of fragments to recall. I'm at my parents house and I have taken ecstasy, but I'm not feeling high. Still trying to behave normally in front of my family...then I'm at work and my old boss who was fired is back. I hated this guy. He's rewriting the work schedule, but for some reason it all looks fair.

1/27/11-More fragments, maybe 2 separate dreams or 2 separate blocks of sleep:
In the first dream all I can remember is handling 2 large single-action pistols (think of an old west gun). The bullets are huge-they look like rifle rounds. I am loading and firing both of them.
The second dream I recall better. It takes place in what looks like a garden apartment complex. Some sort of redneck gathering is going on there, there are towed trailers and furniture set outside. I'm flirting back and forth with a girl, but I can't remember what she looks like. Then some sort of specialized tactical training begins. I'm carrying a sniper rifle and trying to shoot a team of opponents. It looks like I win the exercise.

1/29/11-Just fragments again. Something was crawling up my right leg...
This animated me enough that I started shaking in my sleep and my wife woke me up to see if I was okay.

1/30/11-2 dreams last night. In the first one, I have a motorcycle. It's burgundy colored, sporty, and has smaller wheels like a dualsport model. It can shift gears manually or automatically, and the transmission is controlled by 2 buttons on the side of the tank that look like turn signals. Im zipping back and forth at my high school between the front and rear parking lots. I'm conducting some sort of business with a couple of hispanic guys in the front lot-it appears to be about vehicles...
I'm in some trouble in the second dream. I've applied for a job and was passed up on it. I go to my dad for support, but he's being really mean to me. It hurts my feelings enough to the point where I am breaking down and crying. My aunt finally gets across to my dad why I'm so upset. All this time I'm building a room in my parents' basement (have not lived there for 8 years). It has dividers like an office cubicle, but a bed and small appliances like an efficiency apartment...

That's my block of dreams for the past 2 weeks. My recall is improving, and I'm going to try to post journals online more often.

Non-Dream/Comments
Dream
Lucid Dream

Date: Night of January 30, 2011

I don't really remember how this dream started out, but from what I recall I was at some place ( I didn't take the time to check my surroundings) before a teacher called me in with a group of students. The teacher went on to tell us how we were supposed to be transfered into a new school. He/she went on to explain certain rules (some of which where ridiculous) that this school had, for example, no wearing jackets backwards, and no opening doors. So anyways, myself and this group of students end up at this other school, and one by one, we start breaking the rules and get in trouble. I'm the last one that breaks a rule, and I get in trouble. The punishment is that I'm detained in some room during the lunch hour. Horrible torture indeed. When they finally let me out, I don't get as much food as the other students. Surprisingly, I see my cousin (who happened to have visited me that night before I went to sleep) and I sat next to him and ate.

After that I have no recollection.

I don't remember very much from last night. I remember I was sailing some ship somewhere with my friends. We got to some place that looked like big chess table and after that we were again sailing the ship somewhere and arguing about something. And I remember too that my mother bought me a mouse and I was complaining about something...Also some music was playing

I was at V's place. We were outside and it was really dark. We wanted to go in but M shouted that we cant come in and wanted us to keep quiet.

I receive a text message from V but Its hard to read and I dont understand it so I show it to P who understands it...

I had found out that my mom was my adoptive mom and my real mom was black. My "adoptive" mom and I were in the car. We were drying through a back street to my old middle school. I was starting to ask why she had adopted me, but she interrupted me, pointing out the sunset behind the high white fence in front of us. I said it was pretty and that it reminded me of the movie Lilo & Stitch. I asked her if she remembered seeing it and she said no. I took a printed picture out of my pocket of Stitch giving Lilo a flower and showed it to her.

I was at my friend Amber's house. She was having a pool party at her house and everyone we knew was there. The only things I really remember are that her whole backyard was a pool and that she tried to push me into the pool with my phone in hand.

- Real life and comments.
- Non-Lucid Dreams
- Lucid Dreams
* Special feelings and other things *

Hardocore flood in my town.
First of all, my house is on a little hill in the middle of town.

I was in my house, like every day, but when I looked out the window, i saw how 75% of the town was flood, with 3-4 meters of water. (I didn't feel pain or fear, only indifference). The first floor theoretically had to be flooded, but it wasn't. There, it was my family with some neighbours, discussing with them to leave my house. When things got worse, with shouts, the dream was over.

I woke up very sweaty twice.

I am going to school, but I am dressed like a clown. I am wearing clown shoes, the ones with cured toes with a ball on the top. It is green and chubby. They look into my student book. I know that they should not do that.

★★☆☆☆

SOLO SENTENCE ESPRESSO

01/29/11

The agent says, "You can't escape this; your fingerprints are a match," and I smirk and rub at my handcuffed wrists, shifting the patterns on my fingertips into something unrecognizable.

Prints. Scare Factor: 2.

I am driving my car and I turn into a mall parking lot. As I drive towards the other end of the lot all of a sudden a small naked child runs in front of me. I slam on my brakes an manage to miss him. After that cars keep backing out in front of me, I am getting very angry. I all of a sudden have a blowout on the right side. I keep control and soon it goes back to normal. I am so angry I speed up and speed through the parking lot. Just as I get out onto the road I pass a cop. I then notice I'm in the wrong side of a four lane road. The cop turns around and turns on his siren. I pull over to the side of the road and tell him the story. Dream ends there.

I just remembered it when i was watching an advert about pizza...
We had ordered dominos and i asked for the texas bbq (obviously ) wen it came my pizza was square and looked more like toast than pizza...
Anyway, I was really sad because I really wanted texas bbq and they gave me plain. So i phoned dominos and asked for a texas bbq.
At the same time I was moaning at them for sending me a square plain pizza.... thats all i remember...