dream fragment

I dreamed something about that I was in the old apartment at Carlshem. Me and Tistou was in the kitchen and it was sunny outside. I recall that I heard alarm sounds from a construction site that was about to use explosives to remove rocks from underground. (In fact this is ongoing in a construction site within hearing threshold of where I sleep so it is plausible that I heard that going on whilst sleeping, thus affecting my dreams.)

11:00p-2:00a
I had originally planned to do a WBTB and take some Tylenol Ultra for a CWILD. I had deprived myself of caffeine since like... 1pm. I don't know if it was anticipation, or whether I was just going to have an insomniac night anyways, but I drifted in a light sleep during this time.

I remember a fragment of Raven Knight telling me my mum had said hi to her (as if this was Warcraft).

2:00a-6:00a
I got up for my WBTB. I stupidly took the Tylenol Ultra, not thinking that maybe if I was having a rough sleep, I should skip the caffeine jolt *Sigh*

I did have some interesting experiences though.

I nearly WILD'ed twice. I wasn't intending on it, but I mean... what is WILD, but mind awake, body asleep, right? I experienced some SP vibrations, which were oddly something I saw, rather than felt. Hard to describe, considering all I saw were the blacks of my eyelids.

The first time this happened, once they subsided I kind of just went, "Fuck, now what?" I wasn't feeling floaty, and I couldn't induce that feeling. Okay, so try to open my dream eyes. I opened my eyes. Unfortunately, I saw my sleep mask. Transition fail, again.

Second time, I felt the SP vibrations the normal way. I even felt kind of floaty-ish this time. But once again, transition fail. I do not know how the eff to complete a WILD.

After this, I had this lucid HI where I was sitting in an office. It was very unstable, visually. I tried to focus on the visuals. Danny (my DG) told me to STOP trying to force something visually as the first thing. He told me to close my eyes and sway back and forth. He said focus more on my dream body and less on my real one. My problem is I focus too much on my real body, so I remain anchored. So, once I've got my focus on my dream body and I'm not aware of my physical one anymore, then I can open my eyes. This was working, but it kept flipping in and out (possibly due to the caffeine). I finally got a visual where Danny handed me a small orange pill and a glass of water. I swallowed it and said, "It reminds me of cat food."

"Cat food?!" Danny asks, sounding thoroughly confused. I wake.

Throughout this time, one of the things I was doing to help me sleep was listening to a slow song. In hindsight, I'm wondering about the validity of that as an anchor when/if I WILD in the future. Does anyone else ever listen to music during a WILD? I mean, I knew when I was dosing off because when I came to again, I'd notice the song wasn't where it left off. But I also wonder... if I'm consciously transitioning into a dream, will I still hear the song? I wouldn't mind that, in fact, it MIGHT not be such a bad thing, so long as I can stay focused on the dream. Hmm...

I finally did pass out at around 5. I had a non-lucid where I was chatting with Garrett's mum on MSN, only she didn't know it was me. I was chatting through Garrett's account and was pretending to be him.

"We never understand how little we need in this world until we know the loss of it."
~ James Matthew Barrie

I saw a man dressed in reddish rags sitting on a street corner. Brown was the color of his hair and eyes, and his skin was fairly filthy. He had a life, a wife, two children, but all were gone. He never bothered to tell how he lost it all. He just looked at me and flipped a coin.
This was mega depressing. Alas, alas, it was only a fragment. It also was so realistic, even when it comes to being like reality that I didn't notice it was a dream. Honestly, there was nothing wrong with this one.

Dream Lucid In Dream Thoughts

Fragments
Inflatable playground in our living room.

Finding a packet of cigarettes on the floor, pulled one out and it lit itself and the trying to put it out but couldn't.

Something about flying around with rocket boots or something.

Getting in a argument with a kid in my class which caused us to have a fight and then he pulled out a knife.

29.06.2010

Power of the Time Lords [Fragments] (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I haven't been able to write down my dreams (I've been reeeeeally busy) so this is just fragments.

I remember being in a dusty tomb deep underground. Some of it was in ruins, other parts were almost in pristine condition. I fell through the sky light of a nice house, I think the house was in the mountains and the Tomb was under this house.

I know David Tennant/Doctor. Who was there, but I'm unaware if he was helping me or hurting me. What I mean by that is that there was someone who had great power (could shoot some sort of energy out of his hands) in the tomb and was set on the intent of killing me. We had a long and grand battle that lasted what felt like an entire night.

Early morning before the sun came out I remember running down a big grassy hill with huge square stones scattered across it. I used those to hide behind. Why? Because I was being chased by some private army with machine guns.

30.06.2010

Late Boarding Protocol [Fragments] (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm trying to catch a flight to England, I walk through a room that's a recreation of a planes flight cabin. I was complaining about how cramped it was. After I finally board the plane the flight attendant states that the runway is no longer available because I and my mum were late.

"Activate Late Boarding Protocol," she says and the entire plane starts to turn nose up.

"What are we doing?!" I say rushed and panicked.

"We're going to launch our selves via rocket propelled engines into the air," she replied.

Mum freaked out and I had to calm her down.


I remember fragments of walking through fairly bad parts of an English town. The roads were made of rust colored bricks and the sunset lit the sky up as if it were on fire, the entire sky was a blazing orange and red. Almost like a scene from a film when something really terrible was happening to the world.

I was torturing a bionicle because I was convinced it was "L" from death note in disguise and I needed him to tell me something.

Coco was dead under dad's bed but when his bed was lifted she came back to life and left.. Someone explained how this worked but I forgot...

I then found myself in some sort of "game" like thing.

I think I was competing against mom.

I ran into a cave and found a pile of shrub like stuff and I selected things to create fire from it and cook food over the fire.

You could also use limbs for burning material.

I followed Joe Swanson from family guy outside of the safe cave to keep him company while exposed. He was at some sort of table doing something..

I looked all around and saw a tiger.. I ran as fast as I could to the cave but the tiger caught me and struck me. Causing me to die and then later respawn.

There is much much more but I can't put it into words or remember enough details...

I was watching a rich man give a woman a check for 1 million dollars. It was dark and the backdrop was a carnival I think. The man was in a cowboyish outfit and he was sitting in a convertible sports car.

The woman gave the check back and said something like "oh no. I couldn't". Although she was hoping that the man would say something like "I insist".

The man said "oh okay." and took the 1 mil. check back and then gave her a $375 check instead

I went into some sort of moving vehicle/ride thing... 2 attractive women were in there. One of which was reluctant at first but then let me fondle her breasts ..

Slept between 11:30pm-10:00am
7:00a-10:00a
Hanging with friends
Originally, it starts out with me heading downtown, with Julia appearing almost immediately into the beginning of the dream. I'm happy to be hanging out with my best friend again But our method of transportation is quite slow. We're on this long, flat metal car-bed. Not like a truck bed, just literally this long, flat platform we could hop onto. And it's moving very slowly.

But whatever, Julia and I are chatting. Then, we're joined by Tamika. I'm really happy to see her. Then, Lily and Elise show up. As we're riding along the road on this platform, I happily think about how awesome my friends are and how nice it is to see them.

We ride into the middle of this party. Most of the people were about 18-21 years old and very drunk, rowdy and obnoxious. This heavily make-upped chick jumps onto our car and tries to kiss me. I push her away and say, "Dude, I'm not like that."

She says something about how everyone will think I'm frigid, but to be honest, I don't really care.

At a mall
Mum, Jack and I enter a mall. At the front doors, I see Eric. I wanted to avoid the awkward, "Hi, remember me? Alright so... see ya!" conversation, so I pretended not to see him, by turning to mum and enthusiastically describing something. We stopped right beside Eric and his family. I can't pretend now, that would be completely wrong of me, so I turn and say, "Hey, Eric!!"

He's all, "Hey..." and looks kind of uncomfortable to see me there. Maybe because he's with his mum, I dunno (so am I though, so what's the deal?). He doesn't seem to want to chat, so we move on.

I realized, as we were standing next to Eric, that I'm suddenly taller than him. How...? I realize I'm wearing platform boots. I'm REALLLLY uncomfortable in these boots, because I am not the world's most coordinated person (this is true). I was afraid I was going to trip and fall.

Mum gets me to the food court to sit down and she says she'll get me another pair of normal shoes. I'm sort of against just sitting there, I'll be fine to come with, but nope, my boots are already off and I'm in sock-feet. For some reason, other people in the food court try to help by lending me their shoes (?).

Trying to get home
I'm outside somewhere, and I'm trying to catch transit to get home. I'm not entirely sure why this was causing me trouble, but there you go. Jack finds me and we walked towards the bus we need.

9:30a-12:40p
On a train
I see my friend, Carlos, on the train. I say hi to him, but he's a bit unresponsive. He says hi, back, but he seems to not care that this is the first time we're actually seeing each other in years.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"I'm upset at you for not continuing to write to me!" he says (via facebook). "I have something important I need to tell you."

"I'm here, why don't you tell me now?" I said.

"No. I can only write it to you."

Spider-shooting
I'm at my house. I see a spider on on the outside wall. I have a BB gun in hand and I start shooting the spider. I'm happy it's not wrecking the siding as I'm trying to shoot the hated thing.

DREAMNONDREAMSCENEDESCRIPTIONLUCID

I don't remember most of my normal dreams that I had this morning because of my three lucids which I had after these normal dreams .

Well, for some reason I was on an errand with my dad, and we left at midnight... I remember driving though I was tired, and turning once....When I got home it was 1:23 am.

DREAMNONDREAMSCENEDESCRIPTIONLUCID

This dream may have been a DEILD, because it continues, kinda, from my past dream. I am by the vanity table, and there is almost a concert going on-I am going to perform it. I am getting ready! This time I put white mascara on for some reason, kinda different but this one ended too quickly, and I never got to do it!

Dream fragment

Me and a group of people are sitting at a table with one another. Someone shows me a picture of my friend, and starts talking trash about him behind his back. Meanwhile, my friend is sitting right behind the person and confronts them. For some reason the first thing that comes to mind when I think where we were was at a hockey rink.

June 29, 2010

Synopsis: Dream fragment. I'm trapped on a drifting spaceship with men I can't trust

Spaceship!
After a long voyage, I'm given the job of flying our small spaceship back to base. Base is always the same in my spaceship dreams. It's this giant honey-combed complex drifting in space.

Something goes wrong. I don't remember what. But now were stranded. The worst part was, now there are these strange men in our spaceship. I dunno what these hijackers want! Everyone is tense. The last thing we need mindless blood shed while lost in space.

I shy away from the hormone driven males, both my crew and the strangers. As time passes by I realize more and more people have gone 'missing'. Desperate to get out of this cage, I start charting my escape plans - even if meant crashing in alien territory!

I woke up shortly after.