non-lucid

I'm not typing that again.

Shortened version: There was a pokemon talent show with a platform at the end of the room above the audience that you had to fly to get to, and for some reason the Ice King participated in the show with snow, ice and mountains, all of which danced. I went to a Wheatley store, but it was pretty crappy. In honor of the opening, people were fulfilling Wheatley-related requests on a webpage, and some of them I wish I had thought of first. One of them was a pizza shaped as the word "WHEATLEY". I had to ride Space Mountain to get into Disneyland Paris, although a lot of it was more like a futuristic, space-Thunder Mountain, and the old animatronics scared me, so I had my eyes closed for most of the time. I went to the bathroom in this office place, and I overheard how someone was going to kill me with a bomb in that bathroom that I would trigger, so I avoided it, sneaked out, and tried to look nonchalant while I told my Dad about the bomb and the murder plot. Castiel and I are in a field and we must get our cars at a certain length from each other and an equal length from an invisible line that runs down the field. At some point there was some spoon-bending involved.

Prebed:

4 Bud Light Platinums
3G Fish Oil

Bedtime:

11:00ish


12:11Am - Flying Radio Station

I am flying in the clouds. There is a radio station seated on a higher cloud. I refresh my Galaxy Player and see that I now have wifi connection. I see a list of a lot of cartoon videos to watch.

4AM I move to the recliner but I as too tired from drinking to do SSILD or any other tech. Recall is tough too.

5:23AM - Walmart Storage

My wife and I bought a bunch of stuff online from Walmart. We decided that we should just go to the warehouse to pick it up ourselves. We back up a moving truck and start loading random boxes. There is a rocking chair we want but it looks unfinished. My wife says it needs varnish. She messes around with some commercial paint sprayer until she figures it out. I spray the chair. For some reason I spray down a baltic amber necklace. I have it all over my hands and I hand the necklace wet.

I move back to bed but my son soon wakes up. I feed him in the recliner and when he done we both dose off together.

7:00AM #132- Voxer Distortions - Brief DILD

I am looking at houses with my mom. We come back to my house in the back yard. I enter the back door for some reason. Maybe I was looking for my phone? I hear my voxer app going off. It's clearly a voxer notification but it sounds strange and distorted and comes from many different directions. I finally find my phone but see no voxer notification as I walk back out the back door.

I think this is really odd and it reminds me of my daytime awareness practices. I say out loud, "I am dreaming!" Not knowing what else to do I rush out the back door but I hit the void.

I now feel myself laying in bed. I quickly transition and get up out of of the dark bed room. As I enter the living room everything gets bright and vivid. I feel very pleased about this. I notice two small panels on the floor that look like tables turned on and just glowing a blueish white color. I go to examine them more closely.

I either open my physical eyes, or I realize I have had my eyes open already. Either way I discover that the two glowing tablets are actually two of the windows in my living room. I feel breifly confused because in the dream I thought I was in bed and totally forgot that I was in the recliner. (There is something to be said about "OBE's" now isn't there.) I try to DEILD but I am not feeling it. I give up too quickly and enter straight into a non-lucid dream.

I am at a version of work sitting at a workstation. Someone is next to me working on something. He is annoying me and taking up my space but I tolerate it. I see someone put a bunch of Walmart sacks on my desk. I am like what the hell is this? Then M.R. comes behind me and tells me J.D. gives them walmart sacks to use and he just puts them there because that workstation is usually empty. She takes the sacks and leaves. I notice that I have no monitor for my computer. I ponder over this for a while. I pretty much summon two monitors out from behind the desk. I set them up and feel disappointed at how small they are. I wake up.

Dream 1: Lost Wallet
I am at a petrol station owned by Charlie and Frank from It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia. They are trying to find out who left a wallet behind at the counter. I try to help them, but soon Frank gets incredibly angry and accuses me of forgetting the wallet.

Dream 2: Louis C.K. and a Scaly Mutation
I am on an island, walking across a rickety old bridge with Louis C.K.. We are working out, and while he is doing push-ups I feel something growing on my head. I pull out what I think to be a hair, but turns out to be thick and scaly. Louis says it looks like the tip of a dinosaur’s tail.

Dream 3: McDonald's with Friends
I am at McDonald’s with my friends 'A' and 'E'. I am poking fun at myself for running into a former high school classmate and having him not recognise me.

Dream 4: Rooftops and the Cast of Seinfeld
I am running across rooftops chasing a balloon. I eventually capture it and look for a way to get down. I find a ladder mounted against a wall but it seems flimsy. The male cast of Seinfeld is on the ground and I ask Jerry to hold the ladder. Once I get down, we begin practicing our routine (we are all part of a comedy troupe).

Dream 5: Family Finds Religion on Holiday
I am at a motel with my family and we are just getting ready to leave. My brother 'C' tells me he has forgotten a few things in the room and he and I go back, however it turns out that he has left quite a lot. I fill my arms with what is mostly toys and go outside to find that the rest of my family is not there. When I eventually find them in the town church they say they have converted, and encourage me to give Chris’ toys away.

15.02.2013

My mom owns a mansion. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my mom's house, but it was a mansion (my mom owns an apartment in real life) There were a few staircases and a lot of red carpeting. The house had lots of rooms.

My mom had some sort of lists where she had 6 brunette prostitutes working, 4 blond ones and a newly hired red headed one. I wondered what was going on with that and checked my hands.

Upon realized I had seven fingers, I turned lucid. I decided to leave home and take a flight to make the dream stable. I took a flight but decided to go back to the house and investigate. When I returned to the house, my mom started to tell me that I needed to bring cash with me, and handed me the wallet my wife uses. I told my mom that I needed no cash since we were in a dream.

I lost lucidity at some point and my mom started to tell me I was an average psychic. I told her why she was coming up with that. She could not claim anything, but only mentioned that I was not amazing. I complained that she never had a reading from me, and that all my clients were very happy.She claimed that I only told her that her passed mom was around. I protested and told her that she was never interested in a reading from me. so she never knew how my work was.

I was riding in a hot air balloon to go visit a kingdom in the sky to visit my friend, who was a princess(why do so many of my dreams have princesses? .-. and this whole dream was in anime form). So I get there and land and after I step out of the air balloon, my princess friend leaps at me and gives me a big hug. I smile and hug her back, though I admit that I was wondering what she was thinking, we were right at the edge of a landing platform on a floating kingdom. After our little embrace, she grabs my hand and takes me to meet her other friends.

There are 6 of them, and they are all royalty from nearby kingdoms, I was the only non-royal sadly lol. We hanged out around the kingdom for the rest of the day, though I don't remember much of it. The next day the princess wanted to go look around and shop on the ground, though that was a blur too. Then, the day after that I was making a deck, it reminded me of yu-gi-oh sort of, I remember all the cards seeming dark.(foreshadowing perhaps? ) Then I headed to where I was supposed to meet the princess that say, but one of the guys was blocking the door, and he was with the princess.

I got a bad feeling from him at that moment, and well I was very right. He attacks the princess with claws that formed out of his hands, cutting her and her blood splattering on the ground. This pisses me off and makes me worried for the princess, so I attack him, slamming him through the glass door, getting some glass shards into him as we hit the ground. Now his attention is on me though, and he was not what he appeared. He cuts and slices at me with his claws and snapping at me with razor sharp teeth, his eyes glowing a demonic red. I punch and kick and cut him with glass and fight for my life, as the princess helplessly watches.

He attacks her again as I weaken, and I hold him back, choking him with an arm around his neck. Sadly, him not being human, but a demonic being of some sort, he twists his head 180 degrees, and bites into my, blood gushing out, even though blood is flowing from multiple wounds already. If it was in real life, I would have probably been dead or unconscious. Not only that, he slashes at my chest as he does, leaving deep, painful cuts in me. I continue to do whatever I can to kill him, desperate to finish him off. I finally twist his neck too far and kill him off, so tired, and with so little blood in me. I wasn't sure how I was still standing. But it wasn't over, and a young looking girl, another member of our group, attacks too, also a demonic being.

She attacks, and I defend. She jumps on my back, slashing into it, giving me more wounds, and I slam her into the ground. I kick and punch and smash until she is dead, and the princess comes to me when I finish the other demon off, hugging me tightly and worriedly, thanking me and helping me stay up. But before anything else can happen, the dream ends.

I'm inside this big mall. There were a lot of open spaces everyone so it was probably easy to tell where some of the stores were at. I was with another group of people, criminals I think. These criminals were leaning their backs against the staircase in the middle of the big mall. I didn't see a lot of people in the middle, just a few.

I'm not sure how it happened but as soon as I realized I had a gun on me, I thought about doing something with it. There was an entrance to my right, so I walked there to see what I could find. There was someone who did catch my awareness. It was Quynh. She was walking towards the direction I was walking in. At that moment I was there, I thought about her kindness and innocence, and I thought about the way she just left me. I no longer see her the same way and because of that, I pulled out the gun and started aiming and shootings towards the direction she was in.

Everyone in the room was running, even Quynh. I didn't think I had shot her, so, I ran back to the staircase in the middle and sat there along with the other criminals still there. The authorities were coming, my fate was determined. I saw some of them enter the room. I grabbed my gun and thought once more about losing my life. I aimed the gun towards my head and squeezed the trigger.

Although I didn't die, I did managed to escape from the area but I think that might have been another dream, so I'm posting it after this one.

the most memorable part of my dream is hsayley and i were making out and ii grabedd her nice lil tits with my hands and then touchhed her pussy a bit. i told her to rub her clit than put her fingers in my mouth she said no and then killed the mood.

then she explained that she had some sort of infection down there, she said a fly had buzzed inside her vagina and infected it. then shedissapareard

i didnt believe her i fellt like she had jsut gotten and STD and just didnt wantt to say she had fucked some nasty guy.

also in my dream i was i some old western town where nothing really hpapened.

This story is about my first LD after joining DV.
The night i had this LD I had two other dreams that i knew i had but i couldn't recall exactly what they where because of the exictement from the LD, Now then to the story.


Red Text = Non-Lucid
Blue Text = Lucid


It all started in a arena, From the looks i would say it was similar to a roman arena.
I was one of the spectators of the gladiotor fights and it was kind of blurry.
The next thing i know is that i am falling down to the arena and having to fight for my life,
So i picked up a sword and started fighting the gladiators and within a instant i had beat them all.
After that i went outside of the arena and started walk down the streets of rome.
And then i saw something very odd, It was a pastry.
Something trigered when i saw that pastry that caused me to do a RC then a flash of light hit my eyes and then.

I had become Lucid it was amazing but i restrained my self from getting to exicted because i was on a mission. To find the dream army base, It was weird because insted of being in first person i was viewing it like a sidescroller game. So in my mind i kept saying dip in the forest repeating and then after about a minute I reached a hole in the hole ground and dropped down hoping to find the dream army base.
But when i saw the top of the building i knew it was not it. The structure was made of minecraft blocks,
And the sign in the front had the word (Dragonsreach) Kind of like one of the keeps in skyrim.


And thats all, Have a nice day

This was a nonlucid. I was dreaming that I was watching a Lifetime movie about a gay guy on the football team that was getting bullied by the other football players. The one scene I remember involved a guy that looked like my friend Josh, and he was really antagonizing the gay player. But he was being SO mean and SO ruthless, that the other players began standing up for the little gay dude. They ended up all turning on "Josh." I think someone shot Josh because the movie ended with all the players standing around a body, who was spurting blood out of an artery wound in his neck with each heartbeat. Finally his eyes closed and the camera started to zoom out. Then Josh rolled over, as if to get into a more comfy position while dying, and I thought "This actor is baaaad. Die already goddamnit." Then, just when I expected the rolling credits, the guy gets up and starts walking around. At this point I deduce that it's the character's "spirit" getting up and getting ready to go to heaven/afterlife/whatever.

I become quasi-lucid here, because I fly into the TV set. I decided I want to play an angel that escorts him to heaven. At this point is really IS Josh, and I fly down to him. He's on a beautiful bright beach, looks like Florida. I go up to him and say, "Welcome to heaven, Josh." He does a "teeheeeeeee" and turns into a little kid and runs off. I fly after him, then ahead of him and stop. Now it's my son, and we take eachother's hand and walk along the beach. The sand is covered with precious gems, it's really pretty. I bend over and pick up a really pretty white crystal, which has a rainbow like opalescence running through it. I hand it to Chris and tell him "This is a mooooonstone." I said it with an English accent for some reason lol. Then I woke up.

I had a short FA later too, when Danny got up to get ready for work. As soon as he finished brushing his teeth, he opened the bathroom door and light spilled into the room. I covered my face with the blanket. Then I woke up, it was dark, Danny finished brushing his teeth, opened the door, light filled the room, I covered my face. I was really awake this time

note: I say "quasi lucid" because I never really said "Whoopie!! I'm dreaming!!!" I just had control and knew it, but just kinda went with the already established setting and story.

I'm in a hotelroom, with christian and his girl, we order some soup, i sit on the flore, and i spill a bit of the soup over the table...

I should join some people, they have some kind of a project, a kind of organisation, it is a bit difficult to get there, but i do it anywai... it is a big meeting house, with lots of rooms and so on... i join the new-meeting-room or so, where people get an introduction, then they ask the question, it we play with butterflies, and i look at my knee, there is a scare fresh scar on my knee, i say, that the butteflies plays sometimes with that, and then i look down on me leg, and there is a even bigger wound/scar, i sturt tu open it again, and a lot of peaces come out, with meetlike something.... a guy is there, which starts also opening my wound, it gets pritty messiy, it everything has a bit of a corn-structure... then, i think a women, said, that we should stop opening the wound...

Tonight, I tryed again using the MILD technique and repeat the mantras: "I ​​make reality test" and "I remember the dream." I fall asleep. I wake up in the very early (maybe 5:30, I didn't see what time it was) with the feeling that I had to remember the dream but I can't so I get back to sleep repeating the mantra "I remember the dream." So after half an hour I wake up, and after time immemorial, I remember the dream!

During the night, I'm going back to school, passing in front of his house, meeting N., my old catechist, and her two children who return to school too. Since we live near, they decide to take me for that short stretch of road to my house. So start to walk and in front of the door of my house S., the youngest son of N., say that behind the hedge in front of the building there is my ball. So I'm going to climb over and take it. He follows me. Front of the ball I find one of my old green sweatshirt. I take it and the ball. While I prepare to go back I look up at the palace, and I see a lady from North Africa with a kind of fular on her head. Her son comes out of the front door of the building and looks at me...

Here the dream stop and I wake up. I take pen and paper and I write all that I remember. Stay awake and half an hour after the alarm rings and I get ready to go to school.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

This should technically be the 13th, since I had my sleep in two parts this day.
I had a nap at around 5 o'clock and woke up at 8, then went back to bed at 2.
However, both dreams are kind of related, so I just decided to lump them both together for the 14th.
Also it's kind of valentines day related so there's that.
Quick warning, this might get a bit sappy around the end. >.>
If you're not into that sorta shit just skip the second part.
Anyways, this involves a girl I'm into, I'll call her E.
Also, I experienced SP for the first time.
I decided to concentrate on the faint noise of my computer in the background is a lied perfectly still.
Eventually after coming in and out of consciousness a few times, I tried to move my hand to adjust my position.
Wouldn't you know it, I couldn't move my arm.
I tried to summon the strength to move it but no matter how hard I did it didn't even budge.
It was like when you sit cross legged for too long and can't physically move your legs after a bit.
Except in this case, it was literally impossible for me.
So I guess I'm getting closer to wild? Maybe?

February 14th 2013

I'm at school walking through the hallway when I bump into this hot girl I like, E.

"Heyyyy " she looks at me with a flirtatious look and shows a friendly smile.

Um, did the girl I like just do that to me?
This is it, this is the greatest day of my life.
I shoot her back they same flirtatious smile.

"Hey." I reply attempting to sound as smooth as possible.

As she walks away she faces me and sings a little melody from some song.

"From dusk till dawn. E-ver-ee night we party, all, night, long."

The melody sounds like it could be from a nursery rhyme, but the lyrics sound otherwise.
(She is a bit of a party girl so it doesn't seem out of character to me.
On a related note this is a really weird thing for someone to do.)
As I begin to revel in the fact that I can probably ask her out now whilst continuing my journey.
I head into the stairwell and see a bunch of kids sitting around talking about stuff.
It seems that they are a part of some sort of club.
I begin to listen in when I hear the word dream brought up.
I guess there talking about there dreams and stuff.
I think that I could maybe try to join there conversation and interject some of my own experience,
with lucid dreaming in particular.
However, as I don't want to intrude or look like some kind of weirdo, I decide to move on.
I end up bumping into another girl that says hi to me.
I don't know who she is, and she looks like she's a grade below me.
Not to be judgmental or anything but she didn't seem to good looking.
For some reason I come to the conclusion that she's hitting on me.
I give her a stoic, non-flirty-as-possible "hi" back.

_______

I wake up in my bedroom to find two pretty girls I know are in my room with me.
(I don't see this as a false awakening but as a 'time skip' so to speak,
as in, all the things that happened in the previous dream I believe to be real memories).
I get up to greet them, I guess they've been here waiting for me to get up.
When I arise I notice that I'm wearing a baseball cap.

"Hmm, why am I wearing my hat?" I say drowsily.

I take it off and throw it aside.
The two of them are sitting cross legged talking about stuff.
I don't think they've realized I've woken up.

"Um, hello."

Funny seeing you here.

"Oh, hey C.J. " One of them says to me.

They continue on with there conversation.
Well isn't this is just great, two fabulous looking young women have come to see me, and the time they chose to hang out was as soon as I woke up.
I must look like a total mess.
I decide to go to the bathroom to freshen up a bit when E grabs my hand.

"By the way, we had all of your 'special package' that was sitting on the table. "

She's referring to the water bottle with with a bit of rum in it that has been sitting on my desk for the past week.
(It actually has).

"Don't worry about it, there's plenty more where that came from." I tell her.

I'm thinking about the last bottles of vodka that are still downstairs in the cooler.
I've saved them there because I seriously hate vodka.
To me it tastes like water with hand sanitizer.
Though in the end, alcohol is alcohol, so I've saved them for a rainy and desperate day.
Today is that day.
Since I'll be drinking with girls, an event which is good unto itself, I'll be able to man up and hammer down the taste of death.
I head into the bathroom and wash my hands, mulling over all this information in my head.
I head downstairs, (where I knew they were even though I never saw them go) to go hang out with them.
I see my mom laying down on the couch and get kind of embarrassed at the fact that they probably saw her.
(She only wears a thin pajama layer all day).
I ask her where they went and she points over to a distant room.
(The dream topography gets weird here.
You see, I live in a small house, my first floor is pretty small as well.
What happened was, try to imagine that one of the walls has disappeared.
Now instead of seeing outside, you see that the house is actually in another house on some kind of huge floor with a red carpet on it.
Maybe 20 meters away is another room that looks like it belongs in a mansion, and that's where they were.)
I head over to them into the room.
(The sort of temporal rift in the space time continuum closes behind me and now I'm just in the room).
This room looks like it belongs to a rich musician.
There are guitars hung up, record albums, stuff like that.
It has a nice patterned carpet and a few leather couches.
There's a record player here too, but it's a bit odd.
In stead of a real record player it's just kind of a small rod sticking out of the wall.
A record is slid onto that rod via the whole in it's center and it begins to play through the room's sound system.
For some reason the record and the actual cover album are slid on both together.
When I get there a record is already playing.
The art for it is the outline of a man's face in red.
Apparently the two of them really like this record.
(I can't remember what the music sounded like).
We listen to it for a bit when we later transition into a classroom.
Now we're in rows of desks, and the two of them are sitting 2 rows behind me.
We're watching this kind of documentary on a projector about all these criminals through history.
(None of them were real criminals).
Nearing the end of the documentary is the story about a particular woman.
What she did was take a jar with a baby shaped grape gummy bear inside and a jar with a premature baby and threw then from her window onto the street.
I just kind of found this funny.
When I notice that my once house guests have now pretty much abandoned me,
I decide to go and sit next to another girl in the class.
At first she's a bit confused at my sudden change in seats, but soon we strike up a conversation.
We're talking about something or the other, it's pretty difficult to pay attention.
At some point I kind of feel a connection between the two of us.
I know that she also feels the same way.
The conversation turns into us telling things about each other.
Soon the dream fades out.

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Part 2

E shows up to my house.
She has a bunch of stuff on her, like bags and purses.
She comes inside and sets them down on my couch, (seems like my mom isn't here).
We start to talk for a bit about various things.
Sometime later another kid I know, Sean, also drops by.
I really don't have a problem with him visiting, mi casa su casa and such.
I go upstairs for a bit and get on my computer.
(In non-vivid dreams I can sometimes use my computer, but I always use it telepathically, and everything on it is pretty skewed).
I remember going on facebook and checking out which of my friends have what friends.
After a bit I go to the top of my staircase.
Apparently Sean has left.
E isn't here either, her stuff is still here though.
Guess that means she's coming back, good.
Then something kind of hits me.
Sean wasn't really here was he?
My mom was never really here was she?
The previous events that happened weren't real were they?
(I'm on the cusp of lucidity at this point).
E wasn't actually- no, she was really here.
Her stuff is here, that must mean that she was really here.
So that means she'll come back, and we can start hanging out and stuff. ^_^
Yeah, there's no way she didn't actually come here, and that we didn't actually talk...
Yeah...
My previous realizations have destabilized the dream, but I still hold onto this reality for as long as I can.
Dreamspace around me starts to become dark and distorted.
Maybe everything else wasn't real, but she was real.
Soon this thought is the only thing that exists, everything else has faded away.
I open my eyes.
Even though I'm now awake the previous thought still perpetuates through my mind.
I haven't realized yet.
I think, I should go downstairs, tidy up her stuff, and wait for her.
It's at this moment when the cold hard anvil known as reality comes crashing down on the fragile vase known as my heart.
It almost physically hurts.







;_;






Side note on the "temporal rift".
I think this may be the way we "transition" in dreams, but we are so accustom to it we don't notice.
Maybe, I dunno.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

So here, there's only one really worth while thing that happens in this dream.
I realize that there's no way my given situation can be happening.
As I've said previously, I've been through many an apocalypse in my dreams.
At this point, dream me has kind of come accustom to doubting there existence.
What was weird to me was how strongly my dream tried to enforce in my head the fact that the event really was taking place.

February 13th 2013

I'm on a school trip to europe.
Were currently at a little hotel and I'm sitting around in a comfy love seat in the lobby.
I fiddle around with my jackets a bit (I wear 3 hoodies at a time) and set them down on the love seat in front of me.
I'm just kind of relaxing, enjoying the feeling of being in a foreign environment.
Suddenly one of the teachers that I was with came over to me with a distressed look on his face.

"C'mon, get your stuff, we gotta go." He says so in his typical monotone fashion.

I put my jackets back on and head with him
Theres no time to get my suitcase or anything else I may have left.
We are in a serious hurry.
I wonder what's going on that would warrant such worry.
Apparently a huge pandemic had broken out throughout europe.
A virus was out that was killing a staggering amount of people.
We had to leave the country before the virus "came to where we are".
I transition to my computer, and I'm making a post about whats going on on DV in a general sub-forum.
I'm talking about how it's crazy that this sort of thing is actually happening.
Then out of nowhere the thought kind of dawns on me.

"Did any of this really happen?" I wonder.

I mean, things like this kind of don't happen normally.
This can't have been a real event, it must have been fake.
Then an incredibly strong feeling of what I can describe as "realness" ached in my head.
No, this really is happening but it was just an unlikely occurrence.
That feeling persists for a few seconds before my doubt returns.
None of this can be real, this is impossible.
Wait, what does that mean again?
This isn't a real event actually occurring right now?
Does that mean this is a...dream?
Ah damn it was.

2/13/13 bed 12am-8am

Not a very good recall. Didn't drink water to wake me up as I used to do. house in a canyon, I'm moving, or coming. Sucks.

It was a partly cloudy day, the air was thick, and I was in a swamp. I stood in front of a stream of water, and I had to get to the other side. I jumped in the water and became completely submerged. The water was green but clear, enough for me to see about 20 to 30 feet ahead of me and wasn't tainted, so I swam. As I continued swimming all was normal, fish were swimming by me going with the flow of the water, was clear. I swam further and reached a part of the water where crocodiles were relaxing. I felt no fear for none were paying attention to me so why bother them. I continued to swim, as I was swimming one humungous crocodile swam really fast, chewed up a smaller crocodile and dragged it away, "HOLY SHIT!" I thought to myself.

After leaving that area of water snakes were swimming by me, there were many. So many that as I was swimming in front of them, they were bumping into me as they were swimming by. I thought quickly as they were going to slow me down. I covered my head and spun my body like a drill so the snakes would swim around me like Hydrodynamics. After I was past the snakes, next came shit. Shit was now flowing through the stream of water, the water was still clear but there were many large long clumps of shit going by. At this point I became very disgusted, I thought to my self "Fuck this!" and started to swim to the surface. I wasn't drowning nor was I struggling I just didn't want to swim through shit. As I reached the surface I was met by a bright light, then I awakened.