non-lucid

It first started back at the adult school I'm currently attending. It was around 10:00 in the morning when I was standing next to a wall in front of the school. Me and a few other boys were looking around to see if there were any other people trying to attack us. We stood together as people were walking around the school.

There were a group of boys who passed us. They were teenage boys looking for trouble. Lucky for us we also had a group just in case one of them attacked. It's not something that would happen in waking life. The group of boys walked over to the side of the school, next to the road, and we watched them to see if they were staring at us or giving off any unusual attention.

I never hang around with anyone in reality. Something a few minutes later occurred. There was a man in front of the school, an old man who looked to be around 50 years old. He pulled out a gun a few seconds later and started shooting up the school. Everyone was running scared, even my group. The first moment I heard the shots, I ran back to a thin alley way behind me. I ran as fast as I could. While running I thought about the possibility that this could be the last day I'd live. I followed the people in front of me. We all ran the same direction and as I was running I only thought about the fear that this shooter is coming after us. My only goal was to get the hell out of there as fast as possible!

It started to rain right after we left school property. It was also gloomy and depressing as we were running for our live. Me and the rest already knew where to go but we had to make sure we didn't run in to the shooter. We came across a few homes and apartment buildings around the area. At one point, we did see the shooter again and when we did, I knew I was the one he was most interested in. The dream was over when I was about to enter an upstairs apartment building.

So lets see what I dreamed about...

- I hid from Count Dooku
- I summoned Yoda to fight Dooku and keep him from finding me while I hid in the bathroom
- I swam in a flooded creek
- I rescued my daughter from the same flooded creek (mildly scary)
- I watched cats fly away in the catplane

Let's start with the catplane.

So I'm dreaming of a literal cat plane, a cat that actually flies and carries passengers. See, there are these two cats competing with each other to see who can fly the farthest. Each one opens up the side panel on their body revealing a hollow interior which other cats can walk into. The floor of the interior of each catplane has a bunch of holes in it designed to fit the legs of the cats who walk in.

The first cat takes in two passengers, two cats that walk in and place their legs into the leg holes. The door closes and the catplane takes off into the air with the legs of the passenger cats sticking out of the leg-holes. It looks really weird.

The second cat watches with a sly look on his face, knowing he's smarter. Four cats walk into his interior and place their legs into the leg holes and then the catplane lowers down to the ground on its own legs. The cats inside then sit down which causes their feet to fit perfectly into the slightly ovaled leg holes. The catplane then stood up, closed the door and flew off, but no legs are sticking out of the holes. This makes the second catplane more aerodynamic which will certainly allow it to fly farther.

I so wish I could draw that one.

Let's finish with the catplane. I think that's enough for now.

02/18/13

Countdown to Extinction
I am in a tree. I am dressed in my usual Assassin robes. I am not really lucid, though I do remember the goal I had for the dream. The goal is to hunt poachers after reading an article about people poaching elephants for ivory got me pissed off. I look around and see I am in a forested area, standing on a large branch.

I look down from the branch I am standing on, and about 15 feet below me I see there are two men. Both of them are holding rifles and looking up at me. One of them is pointing his rifle at me, the other seems a bit more hesitant. The one pointing his rifle at me is laughing. He says it looks like someone has been playing too much Assassin's Creed and adds his little brat nephew plays video games. The other guy says he doesn't want to shoot a person. The one aiming his gun at me says he's going to bag himself an Assassin. Don't worry… no one will find the body. Just as he pulls the trigger to shoot me I jump out of the tree and land on him hidden blade first, killing him before he can kill me. The other guy takes a startled step backwards, he says he is there to hunt, not to kill any people. I ask what he is hunting. He doesn't answer, but he aims his weapon off to the right. I see what looks like a white tiger over there.

I tell the man he gets only one warning not to do it. He ignores me and cocks his weapon. I grab the rifle out of his hands and hit him with the butt of it. He falls over but gets up again, now pointing a hand gun at me. He asks what the fuck I did that for, he wasn't threatening me, just a dumb animal. His commotion alerts the cat and it disappears into the forest. The man is angry now, and he says that pelt would have fetched him a couple thousand dollars. I tell him to leave the animals alone. He says he sees I'm one of those bleeding heart animal lovers… well I'm about to have a real bleeding heart. He shoots at me. I actually deflect his shot with my hidden blade before burying that hidden blade in the man's chest. I hear a gunshot not far off. More poachers! I follow the sound of the gunshot. I look down off of a small cliff and I see a hunter has a white tiger cornered in a rocky area. I pull out a crossbow and aim at the asshole. Someone behind me tells me not to do it. She says she doesn't know why I am planning on killing that man, but… I interrupt her and say because he is a fucking poacher. I shoot him with my crossbow before looking to see who has told me to stop. There is a Templar standing behind me pointing a gun at me. I don't really care about Templars. I see movement in the trees and I head off after what I believe to be another poacher. He is crouched over an unconscious white tiger and has a knife. He hears there is someone behind him but clearly doesn't realize who. He is telling me that he's not going to ruin a single square inch of that pelt by shooting the cat. Just paralyze them… they'll die when you skin 'em. The Templar has followed me and stops short. Clearly disgusted, she asks if the man really plans on skinning that cat alive… He looks over, surprised to see the Templar and me. He asks who the fuck we are. I comment that he has done what I thought was impossible… he has gotten a Templar and an Assassin to agree on something… that being that he is an asshole. The Templar says asshole is too nice a word for this guy. He moves to cut the paralyzed cat but the Templar aims her gun and puts a bullet between his eyes. The Templar says she hates poachers more than Assassins… Well I hate poachers more than Templars. I wonder if there are any more poachers around, but I wake up before I can look.

I am in a building that is on the banks of a river that flows into the sea. This place is no stranger to me because it looks like a university building in Havana where I lived for three years. I was out on the balcony and I look to the horizon where the river and the sea met.
Suddenly I notice that the water on the horizon rise sharply and is moving in the direction of the building. I am in the level 12 and I feeel secure
The wave reaches the building and torrents of water come through the windows. The water soaks my clothes and I run to tell my sister who is taking a bath, but she does not pay any attention. When the waves retire I look down and see people's bodies on the sand. I go down to try to help when I see that a child is drawn into a drain. I manage to grab the child's hand and pulled him out of the water.

Monday 18th – The Babysitting Project
Last night I had a dream that I have written down as being called the Babysitting Project. It was mostly in 3rd person (I rarely have 3rd person), and the main character was Paul Walker (An actor, but in my dream his name is J). This may have been due to the fact that I watched Joy Ride last night and he was in it.

J is sat in the house with my dog. He has bought a mattress, which is about 2ft deep and 1 metre long and wide. My dog decides to sit on this, and give him a goofy look. He hears a knock at the door and opens it to find a woman stood there. She explains that she saw his ad in the newspaper, and wants to hire his to do some babysitting. When she leaves, he begins to panic because he wants nothing to do with the baby.

J then goes outside, and somehow the house had turned from being a mansion sized log cabin, to a council house in a rundown area. In the car is his friend Jack, who is shouting at him to get ready for the party. J decides to leave the kid in the house, and he leaves for the party. His friend Jack lives right across the street, but he gets in the car and they both drive a couple of metres before getting out again.

After a while of being at the party, J decides to go back and check on the baby. He walks into the living room, which looks like my granddad’s house, and looks at the baby. The baby is laying upside down on its head which is being crushed against the floor, and its back is resting against the sofa. He just stares at J. At this point, J decides that he can’t leave the kid alone, so he picks him up and carries him outside.

Now the baby is gone, but J is hiding behind a tree and the babies mum is walking down the street. The area is now changed to a nice area in a village. The weird thing is, J is tried to change T-shirts behind the tree because he is trying to be 2 different people. As soon as the shirt is changed, he pops out from behind the tree and says hi to the woman. They go back inside and she says he did an excellent job at babysitting.
 
Monday 18th – The House Search
I am looking around different houses with my mum and dad.

The first house, I am stood in the garden, but it is a shared garden that looks more like a mini field. The grass is a really light colour, which makes me think it hasn’t rained for a while. In front of me is an area with wooden decking, and a fence. On the other side of the fence is a drop that I can’t see from where I am standing, but it then goes into a hill. About a mile away in the forward-left direction is also a forest. We walk over to the wooden area, and I am suddenly sat in a sun bed. To my right are a couple of people sun bathing and in a Jacuzzi. I also think they are drinking champagne.

The second house it actually built in the ground, and it’s more of a high-rise apartment building than a house. It is also in a very run down area. The top of the building only goes up to a height of the other council house that surround it, but it goes many floors underground. I’m not sure if you could call it underground because in front of it for about 50 metres is also a gap. Just below the surface on the top left is a swimming pool, but it looks more like a pond. The water looks dark greeny brown, yet it isn’t dirty. The walls of the gap are also natural stone that are wet. Above the surface I can see the laundry hanging out on a line at the back of someone’s house. To my right in the gap, but a bit further down is also a natural Jacuzzi. Both of the pools are built into the wall by the way. Finally at the top of the gap straight in front is a path, and there are people walking along it. This leads into the forest.

I tell my parents that I love the 2 places, and they agree.
 
Monday 18th – Hockey Sign-up
It is the end of school, and all of the boys I know are getting ready to play a hockey match. They are all walking down the corridors in their gear, but somehow everyone starts talking about how they need another player because someone dropped out at the last minute. They then proceed to go outside and I follow them. We mess around and it feels like the party that we had and the last day of school last year in summer.

I hear about people being able to sign up for the hockey team on the school field, so I decide to go along thinking that there might not be anyone there. As it turns out, the field is full of people. Someone announces that you have to be signed up by 4pm, or you don’t get a chance to be on the team. I walk over to Katie and Ashley, who are pulling stupid faces at each other, but I can’t seem to get their attention so I just leave them
 
Monday 18th – Pigeon Woman
I am walking home down my street (The way past Will’s house), and a woman comes out of the house opposite the one that used to be abandoned. She looks exactly like the pigeon woman from the movie Home Alone, and she seems like she could be trusted. She calls me over to her, so I go to see what she wants.

She then asks me if everything is okay at home, to which I reply it is, and I have no idea why she would think anything was. She gives me a look that says she doesn’t believe me. She then gives me a bowl of cookie crisp cereal, with no milk, and tells me that she will always be here for me if I want to talk to her. I say thanks, and start to walk away. I stop for a second, and turn around and tell her how much of a nice person she is. She just nods and closes the door.

I carry on walking home, but once I get there, I realize why she had asked me. The place is completely destroyed, and it is crawling with gangstas. They are completely evil, but for some reason I have to stick with them. I know that I have stick with them, and I think I am the leader’s girlfriend or something. All I can remember is having the feeling that I’d rather die than be with them.

4 dreams tonight! No chase or nightmarish dreams either. The last dream was a bit depressing though. That feeling was horrible :/

Dream 1(fragment):

I recall being in some sort of shop.

Dream 2:

I was watching let's play of some game that looked like minecraft but was different in many ways, the level had less height variations and more walls that were unbreakable and ores could be found very easily on the surface, also there was the 'ore house' of sorts, which was made mostly from mossy cobblestone blocks and ore blocks.
Shortly i find myself in the game as well and i was with someone who i was calling my dad(though he didn't looked like my dad IWL). We had some maps that showed items on them, but after a while they became pretty dirty and hard to navigate with. We were still able to find the items we needed(don't remember which, other than there was another map among them).
Soon the game transformed into some sort of shmup and i was controlling the ship from top-down view. The only things i can recall is that it was pretty hard and i had hard time shooting down some enemies.

It was a sunny day. It was supposed to be a calm day here at the farms. Me and the rest of my child development class were going to be taught outside a farm house out in the middle of nowhere. Everyone was just arriving to class.

I wasn't paying to much attention to the surroundings but I did notice a farm home right in front of the class. I never seen anyone come out of it. It was a really lonely area and the only people I saw there were classmates from the child development class I just took.

I walked towards the classmates as they were having their early morning talks together. I noticed a couple people. They were Brandy and Susan(I didn't pay too much attention to the rest). I didn't see a teacher at the time, I'm assuming she's late too. However, something bad happened. I had an assault rifle on me. I was carrying it in my hands. I walked up to one of the classmates in front of my and started firing. At first, I thought it was tragic, but then it looked more like Call of Duty when I was aiming down the cross hairs shooting them.

That was it.

I went to bed at around 10:30 because I wanted to get up in the middle of the night to attempt a FILD and not be tired the next day because I had to wake up at 7:00 and go to the high school. I put on my headphones and listen to a binaural beat while repeating myself: "I will dream and realize I'm dreaming"
Before getting asleep, I quit the headphones and sleep. Here starts the epic quest to free from art thieves a town, or something like that.

The dream starts with Kirito and Asuna, two characters from an anime I like called "Sword Art Online"
I am just a floating point who is observing the story (FP from now on) and who is following Asuna, which is walking around a forest with a wooden house inside. Eventually, she goes meet Kirito, who is riding an aeroplane of Halo 3 (the little alien ones). Asuna says that she wants one too, Kirito answers something I don't remember, and Asuna answers that they agreed to buy one for each once they had enough money. Then, Kirito and Asuna head to the city, and in the portal of the town there is someone important of the city (I don't know who was he exactly) who says that they can't buy any more aeroplanes because they could attract Sinh (The bad guy from Final Fantasy X). Kirito answers something I don't remember (I can't remember 99% of what Kirito said in this dream xD) and persuades the other guy to sell them an aeroplane.

Once bought, the two of them get back to the wooden house in the forest and decide to practice by dueling. I can see in the upper left and right of my point of view (PoV from now on) two limit indicators from Kingdom Hearts 2 (I've lost the count of references in this dream xD) which represent Kirito and Asuna's health. From being just an FP I start controlling Kirito in third person. However, during the battle, I don't move Kirito at all until his health bar is almost empty. Then, Asuna starts moving badly, and I start attacking reckless until I get her health bar almost empty too. Then, without an clear winner, the two of them stop fighting.

I become a FP again, and they start heading to the city. When they get to the city, they enter inside a building and start talking to someone. I go from being a FP to see the PoV of Kirito. I see through an open window that a red army of soldiers is entering the city (the soldiers appearance are halfway from some other guys from Sword Art Online and other soldiers that make appearance in Final Fantasy VI). Kirito//I asks about them, and other guy says that they are here to stole all the art inside this city. I keep watching through the window, and see how a citizen who looks lost is standing still in the middle of the streets, until the army reachs him and the head commander slashs him with an sword and kills him. In this point' I don't know what exactly happened, only that I switched back to FP and then to Kirito's PoV or controlling him in third person a couple of times. After a while, Kirito discovers that the red army wants to kill everyone in the city after they spoil all their art.

I stop watching through Kirito's PoV and I am myself. I am in my grandfathers' house, which in the dream is located in the city being spoiled. I know that there is a PC with the orders of all the army, and if I manage to delete the program that makes them kill everyone, I will save the city. I fin the computer CASUALLY in the middle of my grandfather's corridor. I turn it on and try to delete the program, but I can't find it. Then, Kirito comes and tells me there is another way to stop the army: We can go to Torchlight (The main city of Torchlight... how original btw) and use our characters of Torchlight 2 (this time he is talking about the game itself) to defeat the red army. I agree and he goes. I start thinking how could I get to Torchlight, and decide to ask my mother. My mother (who is CASUALLY in my grandparents' house) says that she can't, and puts a vague excuse. I get angry and decide to find another way to get to Torchlight. I cross a corridor and see that there is a long corridor with a lot of pictures of chicken in the walls. Behind every picture there was a hole, and inside a nest with an egg, just like if the chicken of the pictures were incubating them. The soldiers from the red army were putting the pictures and the eggs in a bag. I continue through the corridor and do something else I don't remember, but then my clock starts ringing in real life and I wake up.

I put it off and try to do a FILD, but I fail and fall asleep normally. Then I dream about a prequel, sequel or, in general, a side story about the previous dream.
I start by being myself from the start, and I start in my grandparents' house again. This time, only my aunt is there with me. I find my note with that feels like if it was out right from the movie SAW telling me to find something. Then, just like a graphic adventure, I find some things in the house that I use to get other things (I don't remember what I exactly do), until I get a mini-crossbow with an arrow, perfectly usable with only one hand. Then, I go out of my house.

The next scene is just like an old game from NES. I can see from above a 8 bit version of a path in the middle of a forest that leads to the wall of a castle with a window in it. Then, an 8 bit version of me or some other one (though I know I am that) comes and stays still a few steps in front of the wall. Then, it takes the crossbow I got before and fires it to the window. The arrow hits someone who was just beyond the window in the middle of the chest and in the neck (Yes, both, I dreamed it hit in the chest and just after that I dreamed it had hit in the neck) and then I got back from where I came. I know that the one I killed was the Commander of the Red army from before, however, I don't know if that happened before or after the previous dream.

After that, I dream something else unrelated (At least I think it was unrelated, because I would have liked to know how the history ended xD) and wake up at 6:00, even though my clock rings at 7:00. I write it down summarized in my DJ and try to sleep again, but I can't.

Well, and that is the dream I got yesterday night. I sometimes have dreams with a plot elaborated like this, but I have never had a dream with so many references, and at this time I don't remember any other with a Side-story, though I get the feeling I have had.

Sleep – 12:25am
Wake ups – 8:10am
Finial wake up – 9:00am
WBTB – 5:00am-5:13am

No Dream Recall

Sunday, 2/17/13 Bed 12:30am Took 50mg B-complex at 3:30pm Drinking water before bed and each time I woke up

DR1 - 2:50am - I'm modding with someone. Then we walk home and when we get there, now I'm suppose to drive him home.

DR2 - 5:02am - I'm on almost flat plains. Ground is covered in snow. It's not very deep, some dirt is still showing through. Grey, wintery skies.

We are retrieving to defendable position that is on a very small hill with some remnants of buildings. Mostly just few crumbled walls. As we reach the top, I see an enemy horse rider, and there is a hole bunch of them behind him coming fast. We run back down, between the walls and get ready.

DR3 - 7:15am I just got on a bus. Take a seat and realize I should have some bus tickets (narrow strips of paper), but I don't think I do. I start looking anyway, because everybody is going in their bags. I think the inspector is on the bus.

Then I see someone pay cash to the driver. I walk up and ask if I can pay for the ride. She asks me if I wouldn't wanna buy a whole book of tickets. I ask how much - she says $11, if I have that much money. I look at the wad of bills in my hand and start pulling out a $10 bill and look for $1 bill, when I spot an $11 bill and I hand her that. I sit down and I have 4 sheets of paper in my hand, two different shades of green and pink with tickets printed on them.

A passenger comes on, sits to my left and eats some candy from a small bag. Driver makes a comment about his yummy candy and calls him by his name. Now she also has candy and big chocolate easter egg in a basket where the ticket machine is. I wish I could taste some australian candy. A boy sitting in the first seats on the left throws me a candy bar.

As we are stopped, I see some very young kids, dressed in worn out t-shirts by the bus. The all carry Kalashnikovs. One woman seems to be their leader. I turn to the passenger behind me and say something like we are screwed.

They get on a bus in orderly manner. Someone says we should stand up. We do. As they walk the isle, people are scared. They seem to be looking for someone, or just seeing whom they should take. I prop my chin with my fist and act as if I can't see them and I look out the window.

They usher us of the bus. I'm with a group of people. I see a lady in a house window mouth to me "I'm calling the cops". We go through some door in a fence. Suddenly no one from our captors is there. I say why don't we just leave. But they walk thorugh another door. I stay outside, between two fences. A guy walks nearby and I yell at him to call the cops. To tell them, these guys have Kalashnikovs.

One of the bad guys walks by and enters the gate. I act as nothing is happening. Then I go another direction. This whole area seems like a construction zone or a large factory. Huge pipes, ceiling cranes, concrete floor...

I start climbing through some piles of pipes, there are some other people there. I get to a hallway and some rooms. I peak into rooms, trying to find exit. Before I walk in a room, I try to see if there is a shadow moving underneath the door, that way I would know someone is in there.

Just a bit anxious during this dream, not scared. But didn't have the good feel of a chase as many of my "hide and seek" dreams have.

I have been having dreams with my first gf, first love ever. We ended our relationship, but the love was never really lost. Time passes and we both do our thing. She rolls up the other day after we not talking in a while, and says that for the past three months SHE HAS BEEN DREAMING OF I. i forgot to say that none of my dreams were sexual. She says the same. So we go and hang out. End up spending a couple days together. Now we want to get back together. She has a man, i have a woman. Are these dreams saying its ok to do what we want? fuck it? idk. I'm 23 and this is tearing me up. In both our dreams we are hanging out and it feels very real.

I visited my grandmother with my aunt and my mother. A lot of time passed and we decide to leave. Before we leave the house though the doorbell rings and we check who it is. We then open the door and see my grandfather there. I was very surprised (because unfortunately, he's no longer with us in the waking world), and excited to see him again. I gave him a hearty greeting and we enter the living room again. After a while though my grandparents and my mother dissapear and I start realizing the facts about my grandfather (which is weird, since that should've made me lucid), and I start crying. My aunt tries to calm me and gives me some sort of what I assumed to be anti-depression medicine. I walk to the kitchen to take them in but the dream ends before anything else.

This was a very short, non-lucidic dream. It was a nice sunny day and i decided to make a bomb in a silver seal-bag. I went to a shop called ''the action'' and got my chemical, when i was at home i putted the chemical in the bag, stuck a fuse in it and zipped it. i laid it on the ground and tried to light the fuse, but it didn't get on due to the blurriness of the dream. During the whole dream my mother was with me, she was against my plan but that didn't bother me.

My mom was making me wear this outfit, because she didn't like the way I usually dress. I dressed, and I was in a pair of really bright pants, and sneakers with heels... --- I needed to get to school, so I headed toward the card. My dad followed and we were deciding if he's driving me or am I driving myself. He ended up being in the car with me, while I drove. We were going to Hollister, and I remember the way to the place (I've been there in my other dream). I drove recklessly. I drove slowly through a red light and didn't realize till I past it. It didn't really matter since the traffic was so packed. We got in the store, these 2 girls were standing near. I told my dad "I don't even shop here, I don't know why mom thinks this is my favorite store.", and I said it loud enough that the girls could hear it. --- I was in an ice cream store, I was looking at all the flavors available. I looked up at the menu above the cashier, and decided on a cone, taro ice cream with chocolate shell. There were about 3 girls waiting near the counter. A cashier called some numbers and the girls took their ice creams. I lined up behind them, and another cashier was scooping up taro ice cream into a white plastic bowl. I asked her how she knew what I wanted. She said I was mumbling "taro" the whole time. I got the bowl of taro ice cream, with broken cone bits in them. My brother asked if he could try. I hesitated and told him he could have the rest after I have a few bites (he's sick in real life).

17.02.2013

Poisoned Lake (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with a friend in a big parking lot. In addition of parked cars, there were like other old abandoned stuff. It was very dark and we realized we had to get out from there.

We got out and I felt the sun warming up my face. For a few moments, I realized it felt too good to be waking life, and realized I was dreaming, but I lost it at following the plot of the dream.

There was a lake that apparently was poisoned, but it had like a layer of glass and I could walk on it. I wanted to retrieve a few treasures I saw, such as a pendant with some gemstones. I also saw a digital stop watch. I had to crack the crystal in order to get it, and my friend was worried I poisoned myself but I knew it could not happen because I was dreaming and my body was safe in bed.

I started to talk with someone about my physical mediumship circle and something about Spirit and lost the dream.