non-lucid

NOTE: Lotus

A mansion of sorts. I'm staying there. The owner is a major crook. I sometimes stay under the stars. Lying down and looking up at the night sky. I can see the nearby mountains. Pre-dawn. The view was out of this world. The owner arrives. Told him I need to leave. I'll be out of the city or out of the country. He asked if I could get the same money elsewhere like I'm getting in his deal. Agreed with him so that he won't stop me from leaving. Coal. Drawing.

Katip. Library. A few people approache me. A Ron or Don. Left me a book or magazine. ESP. Asked them about it. Hang out. They seem to know me on Facebook.

NOTE: Lotus

Ron.E. High school classmate. I go home. I am in Taft avenue. I took the bus home to Manapla. Mami?

NOTE: Lotus, like the previous dream.

A motorcycle or bike race. I am racing with a competitor. Falling. Continue. A lot of obstacles. Don't know where to go exactly. My competitor got up. Got married and had children. I go on.

Texted others what the destination is. New adventure. A small town. In the mountains. King of taxes.

Mum was getting remarried and I had to go round and get her from church, people were waiting for her somewhere else (pub like building) but she had decided to wait at church. Strangely there didn't appear to be a groom. Post wedding everyone was watching Eastenders, which for some reason was very x-rated, more like watching porn. The characters
from the TV seemed to spill out on to the streets and the drama ensued, non pronographic drama but an acted argument between a woman and 2 men. The dreamscape did seem a little like London. I kept dreaming about drinking black currant and water (was thirsty upon waking). I got embarrassed/fed up at everyone watching this programme so went for a walk, was off to meet someone somewhere else, not sure who or where but a 7 eleven was en route so could buy more juice. Noticed my cousins watching TV outside at a bar, tv was outside high up on a wall and it was football that was on, relieved someone wasn't watching that crap Eastenders I stopped and had a juice there instead.


Had a dream I was waiting for CL to
finish work, In was waiting in a lobby with others who were waiting for their partners also. There was a big lift in the middle of the office that was shaped like a wine glass. I could see the whole team being debriefed on something but couldn't tell what exactly although I had an inclination some people were being paid off, but knew she was ok.


Off to Highland town on work course, I seem to recall it being Dingwall. AG from a support team at work (Melb) was driving, someone in the passenger seat I can't recall and a chap I used to work with in Glasgow, NM. We were having a work presentation, a few accu members were there. I can't recall the presentation now. It was memorable but I didn't write enough down at the time. After a break I went back in, the presenters had changed, looked more monster like and were talking about creating something that would drop Emeralds. Their faces had changed aggressive and to green. I remember smugly thinking the organiser VS would feel a bit stupid that we'd driven all this way for this!

NOTE: Prior to going to sleep I asked for my spirit guide to come into my dreams.
LUCID DREAM: Dreaming I was reading psychic experiences website on a story I had posted, reading a reply from a girl using the word y'all a lot. I read it in an American accent. Then I visualised being in a back garden of a country house, felt like in the US but that could have been related to the previous reading. Saw a head behind a chair trying to hide. I spoke to her, she got up and walked off. When she looked round and thought it was my girlfriends mum. Became lucid at this point! Asked if she knew I could do this, Lucid Dream and Astral Project thinking it was still my girlfriends mum - I thought we were potentially dream sharing, she turned and walked away. Then I remember asking for my spirit guide to visit me in a dream before sleeping. I asked if she was my spirit guide, she stopped in her tracks, turned round at that and looked at me, knowingly. If there is such a thing as a spirit guide I am sure this person was one of mine. In retrospect, she could have also been the person I sensed helping me out of my body on a previous DJ entry (dark hair grey and black striped top) although the energy felt a bit different.


After that was awake for a while, about an hour, 6-7am, put on a hemi sync and relaxed, following that I dipped in and out of lucid dreams all around the apartment.

Lucid: Had a girl stand at the side of the bed dressed in a brown leotard with a subtle stripe tell me she was healing me as I wasn't very well - I seemed to understand that it was to do with energy or could have been my frame of mind - symptomatically my I'm physically ok and was aware in dream that my waking body is showing no ailments. She had Auburn hair and gave me hug before leaving and whispering in my ear that she had a boyfriend.

was lying in bed, in what appeared to be the bedroom surrounded by old statues that looked Egyptian, the bedroom was now a shop closing down sale.
Then the scene changed (I am still in the same bed in the same room) a man in his 50s who said he was a neighbour, greying hair, moustache and glasses told me he was helping me clean the place with his wife, she came through and was a younger Asian woman in her 20s. She offered extra services, how Western stereotypically thought. I wandered through to their apartment. Into their bathroom because I could, although I still wouldn't say I was lucid here I had a sense that I was dreaming as I knew that there were no consequences of any actions....well not awake anyway.

Non Lucid, dream seemed to unfold like watching a 3D advert of girls and men offering services, was surreal but non lucid.


One final point, at one point in the night I 'think' I consciously projected out of my body. I remember rising quickly but then I off in a dream world.

I am confused about what class I need to go to. I make it to one of my classes, it is a circular room. There are military dudes around the classroom. I am still unsure if I am in the right class. Then a shift occurs, I am an observer. Some Dragon ball z stuff happens and I wake up.

I was having a very strange dream that seemed so familiar. It wasn't like I had this exact dream before, but I had memories inside this particular dream world. I was trying to get into this very exclusive weapon shop to buy a new dagger. It felt like a videogame. There were poison gas traps and armed guards. I got past all of that stuff and I was looking at the weapon displays and I thought that this was all very bizarre. I sort of blacked out, or at least I don't remember anything, and when I came to I was outside my own house. I was jumping around in the street trying to fly, but only able to stay in the air about 15-20 seconds at a time. I realised I was dreaming as I was waking up.

I'm at burger king, and the girl at the window is into me....I mean a lot. She's blonde and cute, but I don't think it's HER. She's telling that she wants me to come to a wedding that she's going to be at. I wasn't sure if she was getting married, or if she just wanted me to crash it and show up.

I'm at some building....I'm not sure if I'm in the military, but this building has a long set of stairs with a modest decline, and I see people walking up and down it. I started heading down when I saw a couple of people running on all fours down it. (music was playing, but I can't remember the song for the life of me) I got on all fours and started running after thing. We tackled each other and dodged people a long the way. One guy tried to tackle me, and I grabbed his face, stopping him from planting it into the red stairs. Finally we got to the bottom, and I was thinking about going back up. I asked one of the guys if he was with it, and he said yeah....we spent the rest of the dream catching our breath.

The Sayian Prince

I'm on some unknown planet that was an Earth colony that got hit by some attack. I was with maybe two or three others. We were talking to colonists about what attacked, and they were complaining about food shortages and what not, and I really wasn't trying to hear all that. I asked A if she got any soil samples and she said that the soil had trace beta radiation, but it was otherwise fine. I got tired of talking to these people. There was a droid moving about probably about 3 feet tall, maroon and black with red eyes. I asked what it's purpose was, and they said it was sent to bring more supplies. I told them it was silly that they'd trust a robot to bring supplies. In fact, it seemed like there wasn't a need for it at all.

I wanted some action. I flew outside and started searching around for damages or any signs of attack, and this strange planet started looking more like my back yard (my dreams tend to gravitate back to home when I start waking up). There were fields of cabbages and the sky had a green hue to it. I started surveying the land, and A and the other people were giving me reports on the climate and all that jazz...and I was just thinking of a way turn on all of them.....I mean I was Vegeta and all.

I had it all: perfect WBTB, vibrations coming, but the phone disturbed it once, then the dogs barking interrupted the second time. Then the third attempt, I thought I heard the phone again, grrrrr.

I did have a non-lucid about Mike again. Someone put a thermometer in my mouth, and then I saw Mike. He had given me a little bottle with a potion inside. I couldn't talk, because I was waiting for the temp to read on the thermometer, but I was pointing out to Mike some word on the label on the bottle. It was something that stood out, but I forgot what it said. I think I was trying to use hand gestures to accuse him of trying to give me a love potion lol. Anyway, the first temp reading was 155 degrees, then the second time was 75 degrees. Maybe I was a vampire Wish I had become lucid, I could have given ol' Mike a little nibble

I am in my house and I got to look through my brother's window.
Outside I see a large group of people dressed in purple cult clothes,
which if I was to try and describe them, they look like wizard robes
only purple and I think a little yellow symbol on the hat.
As i'm looking at the group I recognize a couple of faces
from school and I am shocked to find them in a cult.
for some reason some members of the cult are going from door to door,
while the others continue to walk slowly down the street.
Finally my door is knocked on and I cautiously go to answer it.
I open the door and as soon as I do I awaken.

This dream was from last night.

I should also note that I've been lurking r/LucidDreaming on reddit for a few weeks now, and have been casually attempting to dream each night. the fact that I've had two dreams in a row that I've remembered apon waking might mean some sort of progress. I figured a dream journal might increase my chances, as well as help me to start focusing on reality checks and other techniques to get me to lucidity.

I 'woke up' for work, but nothing was ordinary.. unknown location... and I think I even remember saying to myself, "i'm dreaming", but for some reason didnt think to do a reality check, and just decided to proceed with the dream. I was concerned that I was going to be late to work, because I had to go somewhere first.... so i jumped on a bike? and cycled to what i would describe as a sort of DMV-type building. In there, it was just a lot of chaos... Lots of people, noises, but nothing familiar or out of the ordinary... I remember walking into a room to wait for something, and in there,were two other people. The first was Paul Sr. from American Chopper, and the second was a woman, but I dont recall who she was... Someone famous/out of the ordinary though. I remember specifically thinking, these people are famous, but I shouldnt lose my cool, so I ended up asking them "how they were doing", to which Paul replied, very grumpily, "Eh I'm okay I guess." He sort of grumbled it.. They were watching a small, old CRT television, but I dont particulary remember what was on it at the time. From that room, I walked through the central hub of the building, again filled with noises and random people i had never seen before, over to a door that lead to a small patio on the side of the building. There, I fould a black man in a military uniform, holding an RPG and launcher. He loaded it, and fired it off into a vacant field that was next to us. I watched the RPG fly through the air, landing maybe 30 yards away, and explode throwing sparks and shrapnel in every which direction. I think I verbally said "huh, that was cool", to which the black man looked at me and smiled, but then kind of just stared at me with a hardened, expressionless face. He never spoke. I then went back to the central hub, where my bike was sitting in the middle of the corridor, loaded up with what looked like a box fan. I proceeded to ride the bike back 'home' all the while thinking I was going to be late to work. When I got there, I looked at the clock and saw that I was indeed late, and that I was going to have to call in and tell them I was just now leaving.

I believe thats when I woke up, approximately 2 hours before my alarm was to go off for work. Now I need to put an effort towards integrating reality checks into my every day life, so that they can become ordinary to me... Maybe then they will become second nature to me when I am in a dream state. Heres to hoping.

I am in my room when a knock at the backdoor is heard.
I get up and head out to investigate along
with my mother right behind me.
Nobody is at the back but on the deck is a huge flatscreen t.v.
I get excited because I really want to play my playstation on it
but my mom picks it up and walks back into the house with it.
I am orbiting around her trying to get her to let me use the t.v.
She then says I can use it and I jump for joy
but then she says that I can use it after she gets home from work.
My spirits drop as she leaves for work and
I just sit staring at the t.v until the dream ends.

May 29 2012
Just woke up from two of them. Was having a sort of half college half Disneyland dream. Was in a sort of bathroom where for some reason I was hearing a couple of guys talking about being gay. One guy talked about some particular guy he wouldn’t mind being gay with but he would still be the “guy”. One girlish but gruffy voiced gay guy with black hair and a beard asked me if the conversation bothered me. I said kinda, he asked me if I had ever wanted to be lesbian, I actually said yeah I had started thinking of another girl. Somewhere in this dialogue, I seemed to think I had a 12:00 art related class that I went to, but it was after class while cleaning up that I was looking in a trash can finding a poster, bright blue with Disney characters and teaching kids how to read. I carefully pulled it out and gently rolled it up, it appeared to be about 3 feet wide and at least 5 to 6 feet long. After I rolled it up I thought I was going to another class but I soon walked out into the quad which started to look like the Disneyland hub. There looked to be teams of cheerleaders around and I was dressed like one, I believe I had a navy blue pleated skirt, an old world reddish colored top with long sleeves and shiny mary jane shoes. I think my poster turned into something made of cloth with a blue and gold fringe on it. I began walking down Main Street, which was much larger than usual, people were on actual second floor balconies as well as the ground. Ropes had isolated the street which was wet and I smelled fresh water or fresh rain and I recall thinking that the street had just been freshly hosed down. I was happy and I started twisting and dancing as I walked down Main Street. I think the buildings were decked out in 4th of July old fashioned regalia. It was then that I woke up and stared right at my dog’s butt and wagging tail directly over my face!
Another dream I had, I dreamt about first and the memory is in bits and pieces. I was at Disneyland, with Mom or Dad or someone familiar. We were there before opening and all the buildings looked like stone. We were watching a guy painting this really large spiky looking building and it was the spires of the castle, Sleeping Beauty Castle, and the person next to me was like they put new paint on all the buildings every night and I was amazed. I looked to my left and saw the castle again still getting a paint job, I looked to my right far off and there was the Indiana Jones temple building in its blocky Mayan-temple shape, and behind me I think was Frontierland, and as I looked around I turned to, whomever, and said “You know this is the first time I’ve had to map out Disneyland this way. Usually I recognize stuff right off the bat but now it’s a little harder.” It seemed pretty dark and grayish around me too. It actually seemed a little depressing but still fascinating.


May 30th 2012
I was on some kind of spiritual retreat with a few people. I had to scoop water into a plate then carry the plate from one fountain to another, down a small hill avoiding tourists walking around. I also had some kind of family reunion thing going on so I seemed last on all the spiritual tasks. When the other members were eating I had to carry a piece of chicken and throw it in the fountain but it was taken from me by some talkative black haired girl. I went back up the hill and complained about it but the leader seemed sympathetic. Then we were in a theater-like setting about to get spiritually hypnotized. I recall looking at a glass and wood cabinet with very early hypnotist memorabilia. Flyers with a picture of a hypnotist that looked very evil indeed, he looked similar to Dr. Facilier from Princess and the Frog, and someone told me that Dr. Facilier and Jack Skellington were based on this hypnotist. I visualized some Nightmare Before Christmas footage including some images of Sally making the bottled wine and falling but looking more realistic in the face. Then I was in the theater again and this time we were supposedly going on a spiritual journey but in my mind I knew it was hypnosis. I could hear Mr. Daniel’s voice in my mind though I believed it to be imaginary. The theater was dark, the screen had not a spiral but a moving circular bulls-eye moving out towards the audience, it didn’t have a voice but had numbers counting down but seemed stuck on repeating 5. And 5... that’s it 5... no matter how we count 5... Then I seem to remember everyone waking up. I think some of us were supposed to see some kind of symbol I recall seeing a moccasin which meant spirit guide. A few of the people got up and started doing weird things. One guy covered his head with a black glittery cloth and ran, head bowed, out of the room, outside he huddled under the cloth with another man acting sexy. I seemed to get an image of Mr. Humphreys from ‘Are You Being Served?’ wearing a black dress. I also seemed to recall us being hypnotized again but I was coming into it late. I do remember that after the lights went up, there was a large black raven flying over our heads, in the theater a few people had their arms up. I tried but at first I had a finger up and it scratched the raven, pulling a feather off of it. It flew around landing on the arm of the girl next to me, she reminded me of Marion from Printmaking class. I kept my arm up and eventually it landed on my left arm. It stayed there for a while, I could feel its claws on my bare arm, but it didn’t hurt or frighten me. Soon I raised my arm up higher and it flew away. Both Marion and I said we had seen the spirit guardian symbol the moccasin.
Then we were driving back home, Marion was driving, I was in the passenger side. Apparently there were videos of our hypnosis sessions and I had both of them. For some reason they seemed to have a loud scary soundtrack like Goosebumps, I had to find the wheel to turn the volume down. Then Marion missed the turn to take me home so she drove me to her place instead. She went inside while I, for some reason, unpacked my whole suitcase and left my stuff in front of her house. I recall that I had over-packed on clothes which were still folded up and clean. I thought I had worn my skirt too long. Then I went inside. Marion had a lovely house, all wooden furniture in the dining room and wooden floors. I caught up with her, she was in the kitchen. We talked for a while about degrees and having a certain teacher this semester (why did I have a visual of a big eye creature from Baldurs’ Gate, a beholder I think, why did I imagine it teaching a class?) She complained that she had a long way to go on her degrees, whereas I told her that I was almost done. We were outside then and the really long waving grasses on a hillside told us that someone was coming just around the corner… but I woke up before that person came.


May 31st 2012
Well it was definitely a school dream and almost a false awakening too. I dreamt I was going to school for at least a few days I think I dreamt about the first few days of summer semester but I only really remember a dental class where we were supposed to take care of our teeth. Mine were bad, we had the doctors take pictures of our teeth and measured plaque levels day by day, mine were like 25 just around the gum lines, very bad according to the professor he sounded like the main host of the show The Doctors. I feel like I went to that dental class three times but the other classes I don’t recall. At one point the dentist/teacher offered to roll up my skeins of knitting yarn but he seemed annoyed by having to do it, so I did it myself and listened to his lecture, something about it taking 11 days for your mouth to achieve a fully clean feeling. Afterwards the doc gave me some foods to eat for my lunch, one was a plain bologna sandwich, another looked like cow tongue… and a third… I forget. I ate, but after looking at a clock that said 10:20 and wondering if I was missing my other class, I rushed outside but I didn’t know which room I was in so I headed for the library computers to look for my class schedule, but when in there I pulled out a ball of yarn, a notepad, a paintbrush covered in melted chocolate and sand that I kept wiping on the notebook. Then the girl next to me wanted to see my picture and while I showed them to her I daydreamed about her being a princess and dancing to the dance of hours, I also daydreamed about the show space cases and the Thelma robot in the episode about the Problematic Schedule. I started writing what Commander Goddard would’ve done to Ms. Davenport. I totally forgot to log in but I tried to log in unsuccessfully. Then Richard and I were at home setting fire to a ball of new yarn that melted. I dunked it in water and the colors it had were fantastic! I had two other dreams after falling back asleep. One was like some scene from a sitcom involving multiplying 0.49 by 3 to get 1 but it just ended up being a smaller number. This one idiot kept trying to prove he was right by jumping out the window! He wasn’t hurt after falling off a two story building twice! After a while a woman came out offering cheap plastic bracelets I saw two I wanted but after picking up a pink and black one I saw one with the same colors I had on, also the same colors as my knitted scarf the pastel blues and purples and pale teal blue. I woke up after that one but before that, I had another dream, very strange. Sort of a Beauty/ Beast dream, where Richard, a beast and another shy guy (looked like a kid from my printing class named Bobby) were all competing for my attentions. The Beast seemed intimidating, Richard was simply coercing, Bobby I appeared to meet at a theater opera singing Be Our Guest and he sat next to me talking. Then he gave me a very shy closed mouthed kiss. I ended up bouncing back and forth between Bobby who I thought was sweet, Richard who I felt obligated to stay with and the Beast whom I pitied with tears in my eyes. Each time I had almost decided on one, one of the other two would convince me to choose them. I seem to recall seeing Richard and Bobby around the front of the Adult School. I don’t believe I got to make a decision before I woke up.

I am riding in a white van, even though I was looking at if from the outside,
I knew that I was in it because I could feel my body in the seat.
It is night time and we are riding on the highway. On the way, we reach our exit and it
happens to be a sharp drop that curves like a twister. We start down it
and I receive that twisting feeling in my gut that happens when
I ride roller coasters. I become uneasy, and start to get a litt ebit scared, until
finally we reach the end and as soon as we do the dream skips.
Now I am looking through my body and it is a still scene
as if i'm looking at a picture. It is night, the moon is shining,
there is a fruity drink with a fruit lodged on the edge and all
I can see of my lower body is a silouhete. The dream skips again.
This time I am back in the white van looking from above and now
we are heading back up the twisting road and the feeling from when
we were going down creeps its way back into my gut.

I am getting real bad at this, not writing my dreams down anywhere..Hope I can remember them all since last monday.

October 1st: Strange night show

The day seemed to be kind of dark, as if the sun was setting. My dad had pointed out that there were two moons in the sky. I looked and sure enough, there was two. One was the normal moon, and the other seemed about the same as the normal moon. The sun was extremely dimmed, like no light was shining off of it. It was orange-yellow, and kinda small, like the size of the moons. I stared at this new moon for a bit, and after a while it changed to kind of reflect the earth. It had islands, water, volcanoes..I looked at the old moon, and I saw more detail than ever before. It was still desolate and craters, but I saw it up close, without a telescope. I saw this concert like place, where my dad worked in the dream. He was doing sound next to the stage behind a curtain. I flew over the crowd and landed in front of him, and he tells me I shouldn't be here and that I shouldn't be so obvious when I am flying. I guess I could be thrown into some government agency for testing or something. I explain to him what I saw, then went back to staring at the new moon. I see a volcano go off, and the whole earth just kind of turn orange with lava. I witnessed the destruction of a moon. (Or is it a planet?) All of a sudden I see like a film over the sky, as if some artificial thing was placed over the city. I look around and hundreds of people are watching the sky, as the new moon attracted attention.
Then out of nowhere planets, galaxies, moons, asteroids, space junk, everything appeared in the sky, easy to see, and words flashed in the air. They said something like "NOW PRESENTING: THE GREAT SPACE SHOW! PRODUCED BY -NAMES HERE- ENJOY THE SHOW, IT ONLY COMES EVERY COUPLE OF DECADES!" I now look down and see many people have chairs, towels to lay on, etc to watch this show. I was completely unprepared. I see my family next to me, enjoying the show. I watch the show for a bit and the dream ends.

October 1st: Burying a girl
I see this girl, who is like so knocked out, nothing will wake her up. I don't know if she was intoxicated, or just extremely tired, but she would not wake up for anything. I guess we decided she was dead so I buried her with my brother's help. We dig a hole probably 3 feet deep or so, and just long enough for her to fit well. We then take off her coat, which seems almost religious as it is like a shawl. Turns out she wasn't wearing much under her coat, as she was left in just her underwear. We were going to strip her further, but we didn't. The dream shifts as I then found myself making an underground minecraft style temple in that hole with the girl encased in glass in a display.
That dream sure took an odd turn.

When I dreamed this next one, it was a day before AWANA started, so I was likely trying to find where AWANA meets.
October 3rd: Church meeting
I was supposed to go to some sort of event, but I didn't know where to find it so I went door to door looking for the place. I went around what I know in real life as an event center until I found a house. I rang the doorbell and was greeted with an interesting sight. They invited me inside where I saw a man about 19 years old with two sisters, one on either side. The girls were topless which immediately got me aroused. I remember one being a blonde and the other a brunette. They both had their hair up. I kind of just stared at the breasts the whole time. I averted my eyes after a bit, because it didn't seem right staring at the girls like this. They assured me it was okay.
I think there was more, but I do not believe they stripped further.

Date unknown: Doctor Who dream
I was put into this room, that had conveyer belts with minecraft zombies and some doctor who alien on them. There was a video game feeling here. I walked through a doorway to the left to escape the room I was in, and saw a circular hallway. There was only one exit aside from the room I was just in. I go to this other exit, and the room is quite dark. There is various junk lining the walls, machinery I guess. There is a light in the center of the room, with baby weeping angels going to the center. Once they got into the light, they were weakened. I was supposed to pick them up, and throw them against a wall to smash them. When they were in the dark, they were invincible. The room had probably 25 weeping angels inside. I kept dying, restarting the room/level. I do not believe I ever killed a single weeping angel.


October 10th: Ice cavern trip cut short
I guess my minecraft fights have finally shown in my dreams.
There was this giant place made of minecraft snow. It looked like a skyscraper being made. Inside there was a hole that went all the way down. About 3 kids jumped down, and me and my brother followed. What was below was like an ice cavern, with water in the middle. At the bottom of the water was lava. Me and my brother were exploring until a mod from a server I play comes down and tells everyone to leave. We ask why, and he says "It is too dangerous for children." So I say "okay then, take the kids and go. We can handle ourselves." And he bunches us with the kids and says the mods are sealing the place up, never giving us a good enough reason to leave other than they just don't want us there. Then my mom and brother had left me home after searching for an artifact. I got so pissed off, and they said "We asked you if you wanted to go." I replied that I didn't know that was what they were doing, and there was a short fight. (In this dream, I guess there was a background that my family were all warehouse 13 agents, and I went on every mission.) I saw this thing in what I know in real life as the back of the place I used to work at. They were black rings, kind of large, that emitted steam. I did not know what they were all about, but I accidentally knocked them over. I was then told that I had 24 hours to live because of what they were emitting.

There was another part of this dream but it is pretty much forgotten at this point. There was something about how every Saturday didn't exist or something like that. It had something to do with me strolling in the morning on a Saturday and going to some place. I wanted to go to the radio station I think, and saw this car. I went up to the man driving, and he pointed me across the street to a radio station hole in the wall building. I kinda ignored it and went on my business. I remember the house I used to live in being involved in the dream. I think the dream kinda ended with my fighting with my mom and brother while I was sitting in the back seat of a car. I was fighting about how I missed the last trip to find artifacts, and eventually I got out of the car, slammed the door, and went home. They then left without me.

Heres the start of what will hopefully take me to full lucid dreaming.

This dream is from two nights ago.

Id consider it a nightmare, but since it was more than 24 hours ago, the details are vauge. I was unfamiliar with the location for the most part, but for some reason it reminds me of my stay in St. Lucia about a month or so ago. It was a sinister setting, and I believe I was being chased by som sort of apparition. Blue... floating. Amorphous. But I feared it. I wanted to run away. I dont remember it emitting any particular sounds, but it was indeed pursuing me as I ran. The only real thing that I could remember is that I started to run down a corridor, and it became darker and darker.... but I was gaining distance from whatever I was running from. As I was running I looked behind me and could see the blue appartiton fading away in the distance... and this brought me comfort.... However, as I turned around to look towards where I was running, there it was, right in front of me. It scared the shit out of me. I yelled "no!", and that became audible in the real world as I woke up. Thats all I remember. I believe I looked around, checked the time, and went back to sleep.