non-lucid

Más Despacio (7:06)

I'm sitting at a bar near an adult I've recently met when, on a whim, I say something to him in Spanish. Hardly missing a beat, the man responds in kind. It's clear he's more fluent than I am, and I'm worried this may have been a mistake. Nevertheless, I reply. He says something so fast that I actually have no idea what it was. After internally struggling with myself for a second, I reply, "Más despacio, por favor." He repeats himself a bit slower, but I still don't catch it. I say so, but I tell him not to worry about repeating it again, because maybe it was a mistake to try this. He insists, though, and this time I understand that he was saying that his wife knows about as much Spanish as I do.

Animation Studio (7:06)

I'm with a group of students roughly my own age, some a bit younger. We're exploring some kind of museum, or maybe it's an animation studio. In some of the exhibits, there's a trailer playing for some new animated movie, and I make it a goal to see all of the trailers before leaving. One of the rooms has an unusual second floor, almost like a system of catwalks, except in the same architectural style as the room below, which involves a lot of white. On the lower floor, most of the group is reenacting a scene that involves moving in slow motion. I'm participating, but I still wander up a staircase to the second floor. I find a section of floor that's transparent glass--there aren't even any reflections on it, so it looks like it's not there--and it turns out that the rest of the group is right underneath me. I wonder if they notice me apparently walking around on air above them. Then I go back and find a staircase in the corner of a room--it's so narrow that you have to squeeze through feet-first like you're spelunking--and I return to the first floor. In slow motion, I walk back into the group of students. I pass a blond girl whose current pose shows a bit of crack above her pant line, but when I look a second time, there's not even any midriff showing.

Later, I walk into a room, looking for someone to talk to. Indeed, there's a girl in here whom I know from high school, but the first thing she does is shoot a Nerf gun at me. Then another guy jumps out from behind some chairs, and they start having a Nerf gun battle. So much for talking. There's a trailer playing in this room, and I think it's the only one I haven't seen yet. So that's good, at least.

I was at youth group. At least half the furniture was missing from the room. There were only a couple other people there, and I didn't know them (at least, not IWL - in the dream, I apparently did). Someone showed me a picture and asked me what it meant. It had hearts and other designs I don't remember. Everything on the picture was coloured black, grey, white, and purple. I told her the colours represented asexuality because those are the colours of the asexual flag.

Then I asked if anyone actually knew what asexuality actually was. The youth group leader replied, "Yeah, if you're interested in textbook biology."

So, as he'd mistaken asexuality for asexual reproduction, I had to explain. "Actually," I began, "Asexuality is a sexual orientation, like any other, except I don't experience attraction to any gender. Well, not sexual attraction, at least - romantic attraction is different, and that's determined by romantic orientation, which is separate from sexual orientation."

In the next dream, I was in a restaurant. I remembered that I'd had a dream about explaining asexuality the previous night, but it felt like it had been more recent than that... then I remembered that I'd fallen asleep at the restaurant and had only just woken up (there was no false awakening, though - the dream started after I was already "awake").

this dream want very clear and i cant remember much but i do remember eating with betty from ugly betty (i was watching last night and i remember on of my friends appearing but he was getting mad because i was talking to this one kid from my boxing class. i also remember my dad playing a card game with this really big boy and then showing me how to play. it was really strange because later i heard "release the bubba!" and my dog bubba came from some where and race into my lap. there was a huge robot thing some younger kid (12 maby?) was manning and he was mad at me for some reason and was trying to hurt me. some how bubba and some dark haired guy got me rescued and i ended up in this sports shoes shop with alot of the 5 toed running shoes (he wanted a new pair his were a little ruined ) and his friend was there (a girl) trying to make sure i was okay. then this one girl from my dorm came into the store (i remember my marvin the martian flip flops were on my feet but were falling off because the straps were tearing ) and told me that she was sorry but it was part of their investigative policy that i return to the scene and for some reason it made me really sad, tears start to stream down my cheeks and i tell her i dont want to. she says she's sorry, she understands i start to walk out of the door and then my alarm went off so thats as far as the dream went

10.08.2012

Kid Goku Loves Shrimp (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I try to convince Kid Goku to eat some Sushi, and it seems he's a bit too nervous, as if it was his first time if he did want to eat it.

Mother was there, but she disappears for a while. Then I get Kid Goku to eat some Sushi.

Dream shifts, and I see there's a bowl of raw fish used for Sushi separated from the rice and the wrapping. Whaaat?!!?

Seems Kid Goku is talking to someone outside, and it seems to be like a front porch or something like that. I don't know who it was he was talking to, but it seemed he had a good time talking to them, or maybe he's just smiling a lot at anyone.

I can't remember much after that.

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10.08.2012

Weird Math Exam (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I think I'm taking a Math Exam, and finish it at some point, I just assume there's a dream shift or a gap in recall.

I'm now standing up, I don't know why, but I guess you can do it in class, and there's someone who corrects mistakes on th exams or something like that. I thought it was for something else, like people who had the most answers wrong. Going by that weird logic, I peeked over at one of the presumed test graders, and saw that my name, along with two others to the right of mine, were placed on the list.

I try to calm myself down from panicking for no apparent reason, and I end up trying to think to myself and wonder what is going here. Eventually, I think I talked to someone near me and asked them why my name is one there.

The person responds to be and says that it's there so the test grader can correct the mistake that was on the exam before I took it.

I think it had a value of:

9/-∞ or 9/∞.

I replied with an "ooooh okay" type of tone, but I'm still confused on that value being there in the first place.

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10.08.2012

Christian Club w/ Strong Underwear Values (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Loooooooooooool, from enema toys, a video game female character farting, and now strong underwear values???? OKAY, this must be like some kind of shit filter my mind has to go through.

I join a club from my University, probably because I always see something to join this club, or that club, it's everywhere in this University that it gets annoying at times because it's hard to pick if you want to be interested.

Dream shifts and I'm sitting down one of those black chairs with the metal gray stick supporting it from the ground. It's the chairs that are curvy, both for the sitting area and the resting area. I think one of the leaders wanted me to fold my underwear a specific way WHILE I still have it on.... like they wanted me to get the two symmetrical fronts of the tighty whitey underwear I'm wearing.

It felt kind of weird doing it around people, but it seem they didn't mind at all.

What's worse is that after I go through all that, another dream shift occurs, and I have the feeling that I REALLY like this club, and I actually assume this to be a reality. Like, this club is legit....strong underwear values, and something else that made it awesome...whatever those other aspects were, damn....I was bloody happy.

YEAH, Link...fold the underwear like you never folded it before!!! Embrace the holiness of the underwear!!! Shout in the name of the underwear!!!

I'll probably be the only one laughing at that huh.

first half of the dream was pretty cool. i was with damien looiking for a slice of pizza around treasure island and we ended up at a rugby game. i kind ajust msingled my way into it and then struck up a convo with some of the players after. a very nice boy similar to ryan uleg talked with me and said rugby season for golden gate was already in motion.

Later in the dream there was some crazy bitch who was outa control and the solutino for her was to take a bunch of pills and then she llitterally went down a drain and ddiedd, but then somehow ended up reaparing alive but with repulsive injuries like the girl from mean girls.

then i was in a room that held lots of poeple but everyone was trying to get the lighting right cause we thought it was the end f=of the world, even though me and susie new it wasnt. we meditated on purple chakra. the people began joining. we ended up or i did at leas was in a bed full of people and some naked indian girl laid on top of so after i laid on her and almost licked and fucked her but apparently she was new to the program and needed to take the pill that made the red girl really small.

last part of the dream was freaky and i was in like a bar talking with people and cud seee ronal mcdonald across the rooom. there was girl who kept playing a machine as well. mcdonald comes over and shakes my hand very nice guy. he expresses fears bout girl who keeps playing gthe same machine. damien thinkgs shes on to many vikadens. she gets really angry, that the machine breaks, and then somehow startes hanging out with us. she is constantly scratching or talking to people that arnt there. she ends up sitting next to me and trying to scratch me. she thinks the skittles i have are the rainbow and eventuallyl starts chasing mel i have to have ronald mcdonald and my friends restrain her. later ronal mcdonald tries to run from her but she catches up i woke up really scared

Oct. 8, 2012
6:00-7:00

I remember being outside in my front yard. I picked up my phone and I thought it was a telemarketer. It was some deep-voiced guy speaking Japanese. I kept saying, "Speak English!" or, "Stop speaking Spanish!" (I found out he was speaking Japanese later) He eventually hung up. Some entity told me that Japanese was cruder than some other language.

Oct. 8, 2012
4:30-6:00

I was in Jy's house. I was talking to her about many things that I can't remember. I was glad that I was finally able to hang out with her. I also might have gone upstate to my family's property up there with her. I was also working out a lot more. My dad acted very much like a trailer trash redneck.

At my house, I remember Jy coming over, just sitting on the couch, and talking. My dad also brought up a lot of topics. Some very weird and awkward. Jy seemed very attracted to me, even though in real life she currently has a boyfriend that she says she's in love with. We'd tease each other, play around with each other, and flirt. We also went to a lot of parties. She said I didn't have her now as my girlfriend because I was too passive in middle school and didn't have enough courage to ask her out. We also went to many parties.

We were especially talking a lot in this dream. I can't emphasize that enough. I love her. More in the dream, but also a bit in real life. Maybe my unconscious mind is trying to tell me that I actually do love her.

Oct. 8, 2012
3:00-4:30

I was watching a new version of the first Back to the Future. I can barely remember it. I remember that instead of time-travelling in a parking lot, the Doc did on a street instead. When he did time-travel, Marty looked at the spot he just was for about 5 seconds. I guess he was just in awe that he was time-travelling. Doc also looked more like Erwin Schrodinger. Also, Marty had many more friends than he does in the movie. The only one with a name that I easily remember is a guy named Bob.

Oct. 5, 2012
5:40-7:43

I had a dream about another girl from school who I find semi-attractive named Lu. All I remember was that she was in it.

Oct. 5, 2012
5:40-7:43

i was watching a new episode of Futurama. It was about the human brain. I remember one time in it where they were talking about sarcasm. Leela said, "Isn't sarcasm considered a psychological disorder?" Then everything went into Hermes' brain, and his brain cells had eyes for some reason. One by one, they all popped and died. Then his entire brain shattered. I then saw all the characters in the show in white robes inside a big coliseum. Everyone except for Hermes. They were all singing some song while smiling. I was viewing them from the center of the coliseum.

Sept. 24, 2012

I was playing a multiplayer game about giant scary things. There were giant scorpions and giant spiders. The players had to kill them all to win.

At the airport with my friend SK, I am flying to Syd. I realise that my flight has not been booked properly so I call work to organise. I can't get through at first but eventually manage to and am told they are organising it.

The airport lounge is a casino and I watch as a woman wins a lot of money on red 28. Then she proceeds to lose most of it before leaving the table. When a table is vacant it is turned into a pool table. Dream changes without me ever sorting or getting on the flight. At various points in the dream I am using a laptop device that I can slot my iPhone into the side of. None of the devices were shaped like they are in real life.

Skip to another dream an I'm with my sister, dad, his wife, my auntie and uncle (his sister and husband) and my late grandparents.

My dad is giving out gifts to people and I am unsure why, then he hands me a gift (can't recall what) and an envelope of cash/stock. He has just made 1.8mil GBP and is giving the family gifts. My uncle gets a big camcorder.

Final dream seems related to xBox 360 games I've been playing. I am at my grandparents house but all throughout the rooms, which are much bigger and the main room seems temple like, there are enemies, which I deal with using Skyrim spells, conjuration, that my character does, and I use invis to hide. My gran returns home and I am concerned as the danger hasn't dissipated. The dream is just me dealing with wave after wave of these enemies. Every now and again there would be someone in the middle of the temple like room chanting over a small pool/puddle and that seems to be the source of the waves of attackers. I remember being frustrated and not being able to loot the monsters I had just dealt with.

LUCID
Seemed to become Lucid a lot earlier on than normal on this night. I was in my home town, in a housing estate. I was having a conversation with my uncle, not sure what point I became Lucid. I asked him to tell me something that I couldn't know about my mum, so that I could try and verify this with her in real life. He told me 2 things, both of which were gone from memory upon waking, sadly. So I'm walking the streets after, enjoying the feeling of being lucid. I'm pretty bad for negatively thinking, "I might lose control of this soon" and then waking up because of that. However this lasted longer than normal and I was able to stop the dream 'fading out' by asking for clarity. The town, in retrospect, looked nothing like it does in real life. I saw a massive structure, that was arch shaped brick building, to me it looked like a Dwarven structure (too much Skyrim on the XBOX 360). I decided to fly over there and was able to fly with relatively good control. Again at some point I started to lose lucidity and was able to maintain by relaxing and commanding myself for "Clarity Now". I explored around the landscape for what seemed a lot longer than normal lucid dreams before losing consciousness. If only I could remember what I was told to ask my mum.

NON LUCID
I was at work, we were told we were having to move desks. I walked round to the new area. Instead of individual desks we were all sat round big tables like being back at school. I wanted to sit next to RP but wasn't sure if we were supposed to sit in our teams at work. Ended up at another table, with people I didn't know.

Next dream, my aunt is driving her car, a blue Punto (IRL she can't drive and has no car). Myself, my girlfriend, my friend Steve and my auntie's grand daughter Charlie are there. We make a stop at what is like a Walmart type place, but it has a casino to one side of it. We pop in to buy sweets for Charlie and I'm told not to get her anything with vegtables in it (?), for some reason I'd bought these sweets that looked like soft mints, but were green, fruity....and had vegetable pieces inside! Anyway, I decided to drive back and had real difficulty controlling the car, between people pulling out in front of me and road lanes changing from our flow of traffic to on coming traffic it was stressful. Also, whenver I had to turn the car it shook, and wobbled and a few times jumped in the air. I pulled out to overtake a car that pulled out in front of me and at that point my outside lane became the other side of the road's over taking lane so I pulled in quickly. The car wobbled and flew into the air, 10-15ft and landed witha crash in a ditch at the side of the road. We were all okay but I called my mum and she was going to come and get us. We were supposedly somewhere between Ed and Dd, but I recognised the small town in the Distance and realised we were just outside of Mthv. We then realise the car is okay and my friend Steve drives back, slowly and smugly is criticising my driving as he is driving slow. I think but don't point out that Steve driving slow is uncharacteristic.

Final dream, am at Silverstone for the F1, except it's more of a small road track in a country field. It's not that busy either, myself and friend KK get a trackside view but decide to walk round a but, we walk what seems about half the track, down a country path. Their are cyclists on the road, some kind of bike race is taking place first. I fear for the cyclists as the F1 cars start. At some point a car crashes into a group of them but nobody is hurt.

DJ Log: October 7, 2012 – 7:00PM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

(Note: After an exhaustive weekend running sound at an electronic music festival, I get back home and decide to take an early evening nap after surfing the 'net for a bit.)

I am sitting in my truck in the driveway of my parent's old house. My Mom is in the driver's seat, talking to Dad on the phone and I am in the passenger seat. My brother is sitting in the back seat playing with a small electronic game. The weather is mixed rain/snow and the snow is building up on the trees on the mountain. Occasionally, the snow falls from the trees and a couple of small branches break off as the snow crashes to the ground. My brother jumps out of the back seat of the truck and runs off. I roll down the window so I can hear the snow falling from the trees.

Mom finishes up on the phone and tells me that Dad's flight was diverted because of the storm and he is currently in Delaware. She said it would be another 2-3 hours before he could get a different flight home. I told Mom, “I'll pick him up at the airport. Just let me know when he is supposed to arrive.” I look at my watch and see that it is 8:88PM. I just roll my eyes and look out the window again.

I see my brother running into the woods. Once into the woods, he fires off a couple of shots with his rifle. I get out of the truck and quickly follow him into the woods. When I get there, he tells me that he just threw the smaller rifle back the trail because it jammed. He walks off and reloads the larger rifle. As I walk back the trail to retrieve the jammed rifle, I see that there is a horse hanging out in the woods just a bit further back. As I approach, I can hear that the horse is laughing and exchanging jokes with my brother. I walk up to the horse and exchange a hi-5 and a fist bump. As I walk away, the horse says, "have a good one, dude!", then laughs some more.

I walk across a small bridge over a stream and look at my watch again. It says 8:88PM. I tap the watch face a couple of times and look again. It still says 8:88PM.

Suddenly, I wake up. I lay in bed for a moment with the palm of my left hand firmly planted against my forehead. Once I confirm that I have clear recall, I get up to write this DJ entry. As I walk to the computer, I cuss myself for missing so many obvious dream signs.

I went to a party last night and got really, really drunk I remembered a dream when I woke up and I think I was drunk in the dream too, but I've forgotten it now. Anyway, when I got home I went to bed as I was severely fragile :'( and I remembered this dream when I awoke.

Slept - 2pm
Awoke - 4:45

1) I was in an airport with my mother and sister. We were on the floor above the ground floor, and the floor was very metallic and you walked everywhere on narrow bridges with barriers. The floor was the kind of metal floor with small holes in it. I remembered that we were at Heathrow airport, not Gatwick, which meant there would be smoking areas there. In reality, I think it's the other way round. I asked my Mum if we could stop at the smoking lounge, and neither her of my sister said anything, although I sensed that they didn't want to as we were in a rush or they just didn't want to. As we walked around a right corner, my Mum pointed out a green sign that indicated the allowing of smoking. The area was to the right of this. I'm not sure where my Mum and sister went, but I approached the entrance, which was blocked by very minor security of a bouncer. As I was about to walk in he asked whether I was 18, and I said yes although I wasn't, which he was content with. Suddenly, a large black woman with wavey black hair, wearing a beige-brown jacket came out of nowhere behind me. I'd met her in an earlier dream that I can't remember. She was obsessed with me and wouldn't stop bugging me, blocking my way into the smokers lounge and asking me if I wanted to kiss her. I was flattered in a strange way. She had a hilarious voice like Bear from Bear In the Big Blue House. I was indifferent to kissing her and said okay, assuming that she was going to kiss me on the cheek. However, she just stood next to the barrier, waiting for me to kiss her, which I didn't really want to do. I suddenly saw a picture of her, in which she was actually quite attractive with large breasts and not as fat. I was thinking that the woman's attraction to me would impress the bouncer and make me look like a V.I.P XD I can't remember if I kissed her or not.

Suddenly I was upstairs in the lounge area. There was some sort of hallway, where there were various rooms in which you could smoke in. I walked into one, which was very similar to the spare room that I am typing in right now, except it was grey, bright and office like. It had the computer in the same place, there was a comfortable looking black chair behind me to the right, and I have a feeling it might have had a bed. I was smoking a cigarette, thinking how if I'd known about this before or if I was a businessman who flew a lot, I could definitely get used to using it, as there didn't seem to be a time restriction either. I was playing a video on youtube on the computer, which had a swirly multi-coloured pattern.