non-lucid

I was in New York with Jefferee. I can't remember anything about it, except monstrously high buildings and that we were staying in a fancy hotel.

Next I was at a McDonald's and the bathroom was in a glass room at the front of the store, so that people had to walk through to come in. I really had to poop so I went in and did so, but as I did Sean walked in and was like "Oh! Hi there!" which made me extremely uncomfortable at first and then I didn't care. I finished up and returned back inside where Joey gave me some tickets to a local band. I asked if they were good and he shook his head viciously yes.

We went through another door in the back and were in a supermarket. I don't remember anything about that.

The next dream I remember is me being at a marina. Something happened prior to this, but I can't recall it. I ended up needing to walk across these boats with wooden crates attached to them. They were very hard to navigate. A woman was there with her dog, and the dog began to act up, trying to bite at the ropes or dive underwater. He was very large, the size of a Great Dane but the coat and structure of a Golden Retriever. Eventually I took the reigns and it plunged me underwater.

The water was warm and murky but I could open my eyes and see a limited amount. I hit the bottom very fast, which gave me the impression that it wasn't very deep. I heard a thumping like something running and was very afraid. I was trying to escape but I refused to leave the dog. No matter how much I yanked on his chain though, he was very interested in something just out of sight and wouldn't move. Went I went to investigate, there was a cage with writhing, giant worms, and they were going berserk, slamming off the edges and such. I looked down and there were smaller ones in the mud. I ran managed to get the dog to come with me and made it back onto the flotilla of boats and crates. I wasn't wearing a shirt. I saw the bloodworms, as I dubbed them, writhing in and out of my flesh. They didn't leave any marks, but they'd very quickly come out, make a U and then plunge back in. If you've seen the Princess Mononoke, you get the idea.

I totally freaked out and tried to tear them out, but I couldn't. I started saying "I have a bloodworm infestation man, I can't deal with this, I can't deal with this dude" and the woman who owned the dog told me to lie down. I did and she used a needle to stab them when they'd come out and remove them. She said they were like a something, that they had millions of eggs left inside of me but they'd never hatch without parents.

I thought to myself, "Great, now I have more holes in my aura and I'll lose energy even faster" before I woke up.

I had to get up early and get alot done (start a new job on Monday), so I couldn't write anything down until now. Also drank alot which hurt my recall (celebrating the new job)

Dream 1
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I was driving my car, and when entering a T intersection, I ran a red light (altho I didn't realize it was red) and hit an oncoming truck. A cop on foot pulled me over into a gas station. When I parked, my car was partially inside the door of the gas station. The cop started to write me a ticket. I noticed a girl walking up that I knew from high school and she was complaining to the cop about someone keying her car. I tried to get her attention, but she didn't recognize me. I took off sunglasses (wasn't wearing them until that moment) and we had a 'OMG! Hey, how are you?' moment.

Then I was pleading with the cop to not give me the ticket. Ice-T was there (in his role from Law and Order: SVU) arguing my case to the cop. He said something like 'look man, normally I agree with you. I couldn't give a damn about most of the rabble that hangs around this place, but THIS GUY is a fine upstanding young gentlemen, and I strongly urge you to let him off with a warning!' The cop decided to let me go. Dream faded.

Dream 2
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I was in my bedroom with my girlfriend. We messed around on my bed a little bit, then decided to go outside. We were outside (also fooling around), when I saw that her parents were coming from the house. I told her and he we quickly headed for an SUV that was apparently ours. We tried to play it off like that's the only reason we were out there, and as I got into the car, pretending we were going somewhere, she opened the hatch and took out a garbage bag full of aluminum cans. As her mom approached, she began taking fragments of the cans and embedding them in the side and rear-view mirrors on the car, like some type of artwork. Her mom talked to us for awhile, and she explained her mirror-art. Dream fades.

Dream 3 (fragment)
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I was the character in some type of fantasy movie. I was in a swimming pool with many others, and we were all searching for planks along the edge of the pool, hidden beneath a row of chairs that lined the outside of the pool. The idea was that those that found the planks were 'chosen' to go on the quest. My friend found a plank, and I couldn't find one.. but somehow I knew that I was destined to be chosen, so I kept looking, kept looking.. and finally found the plank. I then dove back down under water, opening my eyes. I noticed that the floor of the pool was moving, seeming to crawl with life, altho there was nothing there. Woke up.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a dark bedroom. The door was open a crack, and there was also a slim window running along the right (my right) side of the door. The door and window opened out to a hallway full of fluorescent light. It was like I was in a dorm room. There was a bed against the wall to the right of the door.

There seemed to be somebody walking out in the hallway. He didn't seem to trust me, or else he didn't seem to like the fact that I was around. I myself didn't quite feel like I belonged here. I may have been hoping I could get out of here soon.

I was pacing back and forth in the bedroom. I paced toward the door and turned around. I was about to start walking away from the door when the man somehow got a hold of me. He either told me or handed me a note saying that I needed to paint a bench.

I knew what bench the man had been talking about. I realized I had forgotten to paint it. This was somehow a relief to me. I felt like now I had a task I had to take care of, I really had a reason to stay here. Before, I realized, I had been almost arrogantly insisting that I didn't have to be here, as if I was better than this place. But now that I had a task, I could focus on the task and keep a humble outlook on where I deserved to be.

I was in a living room with a few other people, some of whom may have been my family members. The living room also felt a little like an artist's studio or workshop. The floor were concrete and paint-spattered. The walls were bare white plaster. The light was a very harsh, raspy incandescent. There seemed to be a TV blaring somewhere. And everybody either seemed to be busy or distracted.

I knelt down to a wooden bench about knee-high and maybe three meters long. The bench had been painted white. But either the paint had started chipping off or else the paint job I had given the bench had been so bad that I'd missed patches of the bench altogether. So I needed to fill in the unpainted patches with white paint.

I was painting the bench and thinking about painting. At first I may have been doing a good job of painting the bench. But at some point I may have wondered if it really was a good plan to put new paint among all the stretches of old paint. I didn't think the old paint and new paint would look very good together.

Then I realized that the paint I was laying on the bench wasn't actually "sticking." It would disappear only a while after I painted the patch. It seemed like either the paint evaporated away or like the paint just sank into the wood. I then realized that I had forgotten to lay a coat of primer before I lay the coat of white paint on the bench. But I didn't have any primer here.

I stood up. I had to head out and grab some primer. For some reason, Lewis Carroll was in the living room. He may have been the last person I said goodbye to before I went to grab the primer. He may have said something encouraging about my painting job so far.

I was now walking around in the parking lot of some huge shopping center or mall. It was either late night or early morning. Some of the stores were open, including a huge grocery store that didn't have any doors on its front, just a huge opening.

I walked past a few huge stores. I seemed to be confused about what I needed to get. I either couldn't quite remember what I'd needed to get, or else I couldn't figure out where I needed to get it.

I now remembered where I needed to go. But the store was closed, and it wouldn't open for a couple of hours. But I needed the stuff now. I needed to get back home and paint the bench for something like a birthday party. But I wasn't going to be on time. I somehow knew this.

I suddenly remembered that I needed primer. It suddenly dawned on me that I could have gotten primer at any time during the past few days. But I'd waited and waited and never gotten it. Now it was too late. I was desperately disappointed with myself. I had done stuff like this before in my life. Would I ever learn how to just do things on time, instead of always waiting until it was too late?

I was about to start crying, I was so disappointed with myself. But, right then, I got a call on my cell phone. It was my mom. She very quickly told me she'd speak with me in a moment. I then heard her getting on the phone with someone else. I dropped the phone from my ear and thought, Oh, god. Here's another one of these calls where my mom gets all dramatic and then tells me something that isn't bad or dramatic at all.

I put the phone back to my ear. I was walking past a store, another store with no doors, just a huge opening. So I walked inside, thinking I might be able to find something, maybe primer. The store actually looked like some kind of home improvement store.

My mom appeared to be talking to some kind of hospital, even though I couldn't hear the person my mom was talking to. My mom said something about trying to get information about my brother. He had been taken to the hospital for some emergency.

I thought that this sounded serious after all. My mom had some information on my brother. She gave it to the operator, to find out where my brother was. The info was like a room number or something. The operator put my mom on hold.

My mom came back to talking to me. She said, "Your brother has thrown himself to the ground." I understood this to mean that my brother had attempted or committed suicide by throwing himself off a multi-story building.

I said, "No," in a flat, but panicked voice. I was about to lose control of myself and start pleading, "No, no, no!" into the phone. But I didn't I was too afraid that the hospital operator would hear me (even though I couldn't hear her), think I was being disruptive, and hang up before giving my mom any information on my brother.

I walked over to an ATM to get some money to buy whatever it was I was here to buy. As I walked over to the ATM, I pulled the phone away from my ear. I had some web page regarding the hospital on my screen. The text was black, with some passages of text in tan-orange lettering. The screen was kind of like visiting or facilities information. I kind of got the impression that this place wasn't a hospital in the conventional sense.

As I got to the ATM, before I could even slide my card through, my mom was back on with the operator. She said something like, "He did? When? Well, it would have been really nice if someone had told me this earlier." It was obvious my mom was terribly sad and angry. She wanted to burst into tears. But she kept her temper with the operator, sounding pretty well composed, though slightly irritated.

I understood, before my mom even got back on the phone with me, that my brother had died. The hospital really only called to tell my mom this because they couldn't hold onto the body. They needed someone to take it away. Otherwise, they might never have called my mom.

My mom told the operator she'd be right back. She put the operator on hold. She got back on with me and said, "Your brother died at 4:15 AM this morning."

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm not sure if I should be pissed, or happy. Just woke up from the longest lucid dream I have ever had, but sadly I only recall two thirds of it... Had another LD after falling asleep aswell, and the dreams were very entertaining for me last night. Lots of recall, and four of my set tasks completed!

01.00: Sleep

06.00: Kicking some ass
I wake up in bed and someone's standing next to it. I freak out for a second before I recognise him, it's Fredrik from my old class. "Hey man!" he says and takes a big swig of beer. He's clearly very drunk. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask him. I can hear them partying up above, and figure he came from there. He sits down in a chair next to my bed and spills some beer. He lights a cigarette.

"Get out!" I tell him. He refuses to get up and burns my sheets. I grab the chair he's sitting in and throws it into a corner next to my sofa. "What the hell man?" he asks and kicks at me, hitting my balls. "Ouch! Get out!" I tell him and flex. He kicks me some more. "This is your last warning!" he kicks me again. I slam my elbow right in his face. Dropping him to the floor. I pummel the shit out of him with kicks, knees and elbows. After a while I grab him and throw him out of the apartment.

A minute later, the doorbell rings. I take a look in the peephole and I can see three guys standing outside of my door. I recognise atleast two of them as my brother's friend and one of his friend's older brother. I open the door and they want to come in. I invite them in and realise I have to talk my way out of this mess. "We want you to explain what happened" one of them tells me. My mom is in my apartment with a few kids now, and they're making alot of noise. We walk into a room and I'm trying to remember exactly why I kicked their friend's (or brother's) ass. The kids are still making alot of noise, and I can't remember properly.

06.00: Flying and falling MILD
I'm lucid, and have been for more than ten minutes already. I'm with two other people, one whom I think is my grandma and the other one is my friend Eric. As I have been using one super power already, telekinesis, I figure it's time to use another. "Let's fly!" I tell them and start to float. I grab Eric with telekinesis and make him fly aswell. My grandma seems to know what to do, but we're not ascending quickly. "Wow this is a stable lucid dream, I've been lucid for what, ten minutes now?" I ask my grandma. "About that yeah" she says. I remember my current task, to free fall.

I look down at the ground below, we're atleast 40 feet up. I let me and Eric go, and we start falling. "Wooohooo!" I say as we fall towards the ground. Just a few inches from the ground though, we're stopped by some invisible force. "God damnit" I say. Pretty cool though to have superpower survival instincts. I jump a bit and take off again. This time, I bring out a big rubber band, and fling it at my grandma while still holding it. It attaches itself to her, and I drag myself upwards. We fly upwards into darkness for a while.

The dream skips. I head through a door into a corridor. My three friends Eric, Felix and G are just behind me. It's like we've just come to a house up in the sky from flying. I spot the silhouette of two naked girls in a window. We all hoot a bit. I look around, we're in a living room. My friends take a seat in the couches and chairs and turns on the TV. I sit down in a corner. "Can someone turn on the light? This dream is so dark, and I'm afraid of losing it" I say. Felix flips a switch, making the room brighter.

I sit down in a couch and watch some TV. Eric starts talking some really random trash. I get up. "I don't feel like wasting my lucid, I'm out" I say and walk up to a window behind him which is open just a little bit. I throw myself out the small crack and free fall once again, but this time a pine tree is in the way. Several branches smack me in the face before I land on the ground head first.



I get up and check if I'm injured. My arms and my neck actually hurts. "Cool!" I say and turn around towards the house again. Two kids comes out from the back door. I wonder what I should do now, with so many tasks done. I remember the girls in the window. I give each kid a big smack in the head and they fall down, then head inside and close the door. I'm in a laundry room, and there are prison bars infront of me. I can see stairs behind them. I grab the bars and yell. "Johanna!" The dream begins to fade. I have no idea who that is.

06.00: Fragment
*I'm with my family on a big ranch. We're walking down a muddy path along two electric fences. I spot several big cows on the other side. Two farmers appear and they tell us this place is even bigger than we think.

09.00: Fragments
*I'm fishing with my brother. I catch a pike and reel it in. I soon catch another one. I try not to get entangled in all the weeds growing everywhere.

*I'm with my friends Jonas, Felix and G. We're fishing at the same place I was catching pike in a previous dream. I watch as Felix reels the lure in, and a big pike is following it. Just as it breaks the surface, the pike goes for the lure. The fish flies through the air, over the road we're standing on and into the sea on the other side. We all cheer and laugh our asses off. I spot a fish with an eye on its fin, it looks like a silvery salmon other than that. Jonas grabs a knife and tries to stab it, breaking a couple of sticks someone has put up when he fails.

09.00: The invading kids
I'm at a cabin by the woods. It's dark out, and my family is there with me. I spot something moving in the dark woods. We all run on the porch to the end and head behind a table that's on its side. "My face got all warm" my brother tells me. "I know I saw a car." All of a sudden, we hear an explosion and a blinding flare shoots out from the woods and hits our house. Its white light lights up the night. My dad appears, and I know we have to defend the house. I spot a rifle with a scope on it standing against the wall. My sister grabs a desert eagle and my dad some black army gun. "I want the rifle" I tell him and grab it.

I head down the stairs and as soon as I'm down, a girl comes rushing in through the glass door.



"Freeze! Hands in the air!" she yells at me, pointing a big rifle in my face. I aim at her but I can't just shoot a little girl. I let my rifle go and hold my hands up "Okay, I don't want to get hurt, I give up, ple..." I smack her weapon down on the ground and drop her with a legsweep. My mom shows up, she was in the room next to me. "Take care of her" I tell her and I take my foot off the gun and let my mom stand on it instead.

I can hear a shot go off and turn around. Her older brother, but not much, is shooting at me from outside. He's got a rotweiler barking by his side. I head behind a counter. "Where's the ammo?" I ask my mom. "I don't know" she tells me. The boy fires another shot and I respond with my own shot and reload with the spring. A solid feeling. I spot a box of golden ammo lying on a shelf, but it's in the middle of the corridor. I wait until the boy fires another shot before running towards it and stand behind a small pillar. Another shot is fired and I grab the box of ammo and head upstairs again. I tell my family about the kids.

09.00: Sexfest MILD
I'm watching some big ass orgie go on in a bed. There's a famous porn star there, and she's going at it in ridiculous speed. Like someone's fast forwarding a movie. All of a sudden, there's only my friend Eric and a girl ontop of him, myself and another girl left.

Spoiler for 18+:

I'm naked, and the girl starts sucking me off. It feels way too good though and I ask her to stop after a while. "Do you swallow?" I ask her. "No I don't, you have to come in my hands" she tells me. She gets off me and brings out a bag of red, plastic bag shutters.

Okay, this doesn't feel right. Does she intend to clip those over my balls? I check the time, it's the year 1998. Neither me nor Eric had girlfriends back then, cool. I wipe myself off a bit when I get lucid.

I figure what the hell, might aswell play along. "Alright, blow me" I tell the girl. "Hold on, what will you do for me?" she asks me. "Will you go down on me?" "No way I will, you're probably disgusting down there" I tell her. I can't believe a DC is refusing me! This has never happened before. After a bit of arguing, I agree to go down on her. "Do you promise?" she asks me. "Yes! I promise..." I tell her. She clearly knows I'm not going to do it, because I know it.

She keeps stalling, and I don't have that much time. "Okay then" she says and starts giving me head. Just as she begins, the dream begins to fade. I spiral down into darkness, but the feeling is still there, but vague. Soon I can't feel anything and wake up.

09.00: Escort to MTG shop
I'm with another guy, escorting him through a very grim looking city. A guard dressed in a formal suit appears. He salutes and marches on. "Some routine" I tell the other guy. I've got a black rifle in my hands. We head through a small alley and arrive at a square. Several people are there, most of them looks like bums, dressed in black and hoodies. The entire place feels like "Knockturn Alley" in Harry Potter. I head into a store which I know sells Magic the Gathering cards.

I can't find the deck I wanted to buy though and I head further into the store. A girl on a chair puts out her feet so that I almost trip. She giggles. "Do you have trouble seeing or what?" I ask her. She looks at me, and her right eye goes all red, and I can see laser coming out of it. She's trying to blind me. "Knock that shit out or I'll smack you" I tell her and grab her arm. "Don't fucking look at me" I say and let her go. I grab the decks I can find and ask the guy behind the cashier for the price.

"When will we play?" The guy I was escorting asks me. "Why not now? Anyone in here who wants to play a game?" I say out loud. A Chinese guy tells me he wants to play, and shows me a very rare card. It has all kinds of strange rules I don't recognise, and everything about the card is different. We listen for a while as he explains the rules, nothing makes any sense.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

Tasks completed
NORMAL BASIC ACTIVE BASIC PASSIVE ADVANCED PERSONAL

Recall atleast 6 dreams or fragments in a single night
Use any kind of superpower
Ask a DC for something
Free fall from a height that would normally kill you

That's it! What a crazy ass night of dreaming for only 8 hours of sleep. I hit myself when I couldn't recall more of that lucid, it would have been the most epic lucid up to date. I know I had a very nice time, and the length of it was incredible. I'm only used to a couple of minutes of lucidity.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Vividness: 5/5
Recall: 3/5

Everything begins at a party. It's the party I went yesterday, but in my dream it seems, that I'm having here much more than yesterday night. Anyway, I'm atracted by a few girls, so I go towards them and have a chat. One is blond the other one has brown curly hair. It seems to me that I have seen her at some other place, but I don't recall that I saw her in a dream. I don't know how it comes, but I'm much more attracted to her than to the blonde.
There is a passage I forgot but it ended that I kissed the blonde. I had the feeling I was kissing the open end of a bottle. She is a very bad kisser, but we can't stop. That other girl, let's name her W , seems to be disappointed, but she hides it very well. W goes her way, I remain with that bottle mouth.
There is a guy appearing and it seems that this is her boyfriend. I'm confused, feel very awkward, they leave and I'm alone again.
I look for W and find her somewhere. I want to talk to her, that I didn't want to hurt her and that the other is a bitch. But she doesn't want to and says this to me:

W: Haha the joke's on you, you bastard! You just wanted to get laid so you bet on two girls. But as a bad player, you bet everything and received nothing. You are deplorable.

She runs away and I ran after her. After a chase that seems to me an eternity I could stop her.

W: Why should I listen to you?

I don't know anything to say. Why don't lie?

Me: Because I love you! (Yep I'm definitely lying at that point)

She burst out crying and starts to kiss me

Gosh That was confusing. lol

Fragment

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I remember Raphael with nunchucks.
In the same part of the city as the other dream.

Dream

My lesson in media studies had finished and me and my friends were walking down the stairs. We walked and sat down on some chairs where another guy was talking about the riots and said the police told him to "Do something with the girls or go home".

After that I saw my friend walking with a water bottle. I think I squeezed it and it went into his face. He did it to me after and then I got him with a cheap shot with the bottle. I then ran away really fast up all the stairs with him in chase and then down all 3 flights of stairs and back to the agora.

Fragment

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I remember Raphael with nunchucks.
In the same part of the city as the other dream.

Dream

My lesson in media studies had finished and me and my friends were walking down the stairs. We walked and sat down on some chairs where another guy was talking about the riots and said the police told him to "Do something with the girls or go home".

After that I saw my friend walking with a water bottle. I think I squeezed it and it went into his face. He did it to me after and then I got him with a cheap shot with the bottle. I then ran away really fast up all the stairs with him in chase and then down all 3 flights of stairs and back to the agora.

After a period of intense solar activity, a newly formed planet emerges from the sun. Everyone seems happy and excited at this extraordinary event, and I myself am crying tears of joy. Hanging in the night sky, it looks just like the earth, apart from differences in land mass.

People are somehow able to visit this new planet, which is fully conscious and able to communicate. It does this by manifesting characters from one's own memory and allowing a regular conversation to take place.

The primary concern of this planet appears to be how we perceive and treat (mistreat) the children of earth, in terms of denying, suppressing and generally failing to honour their sexuality and sexual expression.

Recalling my own childhood experiences, I completely understand this point, and return to earth with continued excitement and joy. As I access my favourite news forum, however, it's clear that a profound change of mood has taken place. One of the subject headings is simply "Pedo-Planet", and there is now intense hostility toward this new world, which I find hard to fathom.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

I recently started with the Lucidology 102 program, so my primary goal right now is to get to waking sleep paralysis.
I Wake Back to Bed 6 hours and I stayed up for 35 minutes not sure of what I was going to spend that time on, but I used it for the Lucidology 101 part 5 Relaxation techniques.
Then I went back to bed and start doing Stop, Drop and Roll and the Sleep starters that he mentioned in Lucidology 101 part 4.
I know what misstake I did, but that doesn't mater here. But anyway I did get to partial sleep paralysis, but at that time I thought I had failed for some reason, so I started daydreaming, and blacked out, and started a normal dream immediately.

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I was dreaming that I were on my way home from the gym. I was taking the bike the same way home that I usually take when I get home from the gym, but this time an old creeepy man was following, but there was also a nice looking girl on a bike next to me. The creepy man started to talk to the girl and said "Hey hot stuff! What year were you born?"
She answered 1992" I thought hmm only one year older than me .. nice. Then the old man dissapeared and the girl stopped and yelled to me "Hey stop you haven't fixed my website yet" but I didn't remember a thing about fixing a website and to a girl this hot, I don't think I would ever forget.
I realised that this girl was the girl from the Kick-ass movie, then I woke up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and wrote down some keywords from the previous dream, then I fell asleep again.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I am waking inside a store and I don't know exactly how,[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]but I realised that I was dreaming. I were not lucid enough to remember to sabilize the dream correctly, but I screamed "I am dreaming" and while I was screaming I become more and more aware, so aware that I was afraid that I had screamed for real aswell. I met two of my friends and I knew they were DC:s but I still wanted them to be as excited as I was for my lucid dream. So opened a door and imagined a playboy mansion, but when I opened the door I were just out on a street and[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]I lost some of my awareness, but not entirely. I asked a random DC if they knew were I could find my Dream guide. He answeered by pointing to a bunch of people sitting on a bench, so I walked to them and was about to ask, but then one of them screams "NO I DON't KNOW!"
So I walked to a another bench and asked "Hey are you dream guides?" "Yes we are" they said. Then I followed one of them which looked like my old school mate Kenny. We went to a dark forrest path and then he started running around and then he just stopped and started dancing silly and laughed out "Haha I have no idea what a stupid dream guide is.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]And I woke up pretty disappointed...[/COLOR]

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8/14/11
1) Sports game. 3 scats in a row. Cookies/chips. Big pregame show. Lifts, girls.
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Audience included. I had a tin in the middle of group. I shouldn’t
2) Mansion. Friend was poker consultant for high roller. Paid full time job. Mansion. Destroyed it to try to kill him. LUCID? He parkoured up and I tried to stop him. Projectiles that ricocheted at deadly force, ducked and covered.
3) LUCID. Civilizations. Persian empire. Cause meteor in horizon. Wave of destruction (not mine), ripping apart world. I teleported new civilization. Orc. Arabic spires.
4) Personal dream...
5) Store. Rip apart flying skeleton. Tosh.O. Security pass. Candidate? Let people through shortcut.
6) Restaurant?
7) LUCID? Megaman controls. Deleting schemas to make it move like real life. Consoles. Change room to bed room. Blackout for a second. Stage hands in black outfits were running around changing to the new scene. Hotel esque room.

I begin by visiting a friend that I am not extremely close to in my waking life, but in the dream it feels as if she is my closest companion. The feelings aren't sexually attractive though, she has more of a sister-figure feeling. I enter and we begin watching TV together, she has just moved in to her new apartment, so there is no furniture yet, just a TV sitting on the carpet, so as we lean against the wall, I extend my arm so that she can be more comfortable.

She plays sports often, so when her legs begin to ache, I pushed down on her knees to help her stretch them out as I do have some knowledge of sports related injuries, I plan to be a doctor one day. Again, all of this up to this point feels sincerely friendly but nothing more on my side. She then does something peculiar, at first I almost think it's an accident but I soon realize she is purposefully pulling up her shirt. I reach and pull it back down, preventing her from exposing herself with a feeling of uneasiness and guilt as I feel I have led her on.

She begins to almost cry saying that she knew she wasn't pretty enough, but I quickly stop her and tell her that that is a lie. I tell her that she is indeed very beautiful, and that it is not her lack of anything that is preventing me from wanting her. I inform her that I am very happy in my relationship with my girlfriend (waking life girlfriend), that we have been together for almost 4 years and are practically engaged at this point.

In the dream I thought this would bring her some relief, that it wasn't that I found her repulsive but that I was just not available to any female because of my outstanding long-term relationship. Instead, she began to bawl and weep uncontrollably. This pained my heart, seeing a girl cry like that was killing me. I repeatedly asked her what was the matter, and why my use of the word engaged made her become so upset. She got up and ran out of the house and I chased her, begging to know what was making her so sad. When I went outside to try and find her, she was gone, and I woke up.

#1: So I was in this large old medieval castle. We were walking around with the tour leader, apparently I was in some sort of tourist group (again, lol). The layout of the old castle was the same as the internals of the house, now that I think about it after waking up. Everything was just a bit bigger. So at one point, the tourist guide was telling us about how there was this old magical artifact from the 1582 that belonged to some dude that had the power to control a lot of things. She said that multiple tries to find the artifact from the castle had failed. It has been lost. I didn't think it had been, and I went off. I arrived at what is actually the main store-room of my house, and looked a round. I knew, KNEW, the thing was here. So I looked around, not finding anything since the room was filled with stuff. I saw the bigger picture howerver, and knew that I had to summon it, so I went into this meditation like state, and hummed until it appeared to me. It was a ring with two stones attached to it. I put it in my hand and I heard hissing. Then I heard the wind, and saw how the ghost of the dude the tourist guide told me about flew threw me with an angry face. I laughed like an insane man and ran outside. I messed around with the ring but I do not remember how, since my recall ends here.


#2: I was at my old elementary school yeeeaaars back and there was this lesson about what homosexuality is. After the class, both the teacher and one of the students started arguing about if gay marriage should be allowed. I listen to their debate outside the door for a while and decide that they're both complete idiots that dont' know how to argue, and I tell them that. They get mad but tell me to make better arguments than the ones they have made, and I spend an hour in the library on a computer typing up this argument. I come back with a 17 page thing and I hand it out to them. They are "mmmmkay" and I leave. Later when I come back, there is this group effort to build a mosaic on the unused floor space of one of the hallways. I participate. One of the people who made most of the effort realized she did it wrong and had to start again after disassembling what she had made.

8/13/11
1) Camp ground. Blasting energy at people and buildings.
2) Mystic / Fantasy setting. Coworker killed me, made me forget. I came back, classroom setting, same coworker in the desk next to me. He threw a punch and I tossed him over my shoulder.

I don't recall much of the dream.

I was with friends/family, at various different places. The only scene I can recall distinctly is being at my old college apartment.

At random times, my jaw would try to force it's jaw shut. The pain of my mouth being forced shut, beyond by teeth, caused me to try to force my mouth open (which hurt even more.)

I wasn't lucid, but I was able to will the jaw-shutting force to stop.

Crazy dreams last night. I'm surprised I even remembered them, they were surprisingly vivid for me being incredibly drunk. I can't remember the order of events really, and I do believe it was all the same dream. I'm just going to log them how I think it might have went.

I remember being at a pool with my son, an indoor pool. Then I was at this house with my sister and she had some friends over. I was standing in a long hallway and her friends were behind me. I thought they were acting kind of stupid, loud and obnoxious. I had walked past them and made a comment about dumb bitches. They started teasing me. I sort of ranted at them for a minute before I realized they were making gestures with their hands on their stomachs. I got the idea that they were saying I was a dumb bitch for like.. having a kid or something. I got pretty pissed off when I thought they were talking about my son. I went up to them, my sister watching with surprise, and I sort of shoved them. "You think I'm a bitch for being a mother?" I said. We started fighting, but for some reason they're movement was slow and predictable. They would swing at me and I just grabbed their hand and misdirected it. Then I took a few swings. Since there were two of them, I got caught up slapping this bitch around that the other one decided to throw a punch. I remember being surprised by it and barely grabbed her hand before it hit my face.

After this, I'm back at the pool, but I had left my son at home for some reason. I was checking the place out before I went back to get him and I see this girl that used to work with me and she had two kids with her. She said something about sitting around the house got boring. There were a bunch of computers set up, like library computers, next to the pool. Everyone was playing the sims, like it was some kind of lan party. Tommy Chong was there and some other old hippie lady that I recognized IN the dream, but have no idea who she was now. There was some conspiracy about the sims and they were getting riled up about it, like someone had been messing them up. I had sat down at one of the computers at one time and was playing the sims, but I had to log on. I had asked someone next to me how we save the game and they raised their eyebrows. Then they asked me if I had an EA account. I said yea, and typed it in. I get up to go outside and I realize I'm on the college campus. I started to walk home and after about a block I turned right and there was an empty parking lot and across from it was a tall fence that had a bunch of houses behind it. A car comes from around the corner of the fence. It's these guys that look like they're all in their 30's. They were like, small-time business types. All wearing polos. The driver was yelling at me and they were all laughing making fun of me. They wouldn't leave me and they were moving along slowly beside me and kept yelling things. Finally I decided to pick up a few rocks and throw it at their car. The car was shiny silver, sort of looked like a bmw, Idk. I threw the rocks one at a time and they hit, but not very hard. The driver finally speeded up.

Don't remember much else, at the moment. Except I think I went back to the pool and those guys in the car had apparently been harrassing people around these parts. Strange crazy dreams. I also seemed to have a false awakening. I had gotten out of bed and went and got a glass of water with a LOT of ice and could've swore I had a conversation with my fiance about the details from last night's drunkeness. I woke up with deja vu and went and got a glass of water and talked to my fiance. lol Crazy night.