non-lucid

The email below dropped into my phone while I was sleeping at 1:18 am

After I read it i dropped off to sleep.

I saw a drawing of a man on finger tips with elbows bent. He was down on the grownd. He had shoes on and was ballancing on the toe of his shoes with his head turned to his right.

I was looking at him as he was down on the grownd on toe-tips and finger-tips with head turned to his right, looking in my direction but studying a horrizontal crack, (maybe in a wall). Studying a “space between“.

That was the visual.

His right leg was slightly up, and out, knee bent.

It then seemed to me that he had found a crack, (a space-between) low-down on a wall and was down on the grownd investigating it.

The this morning as I think about it, the way his right foot was positioned, maybe he was preparing to come through the crack, (the space between).

Slept, woke.

Woke to the image of a drawing of a hand with all four fingers touching the thumb. Fingers and thumb pionting up.

When i do it my hand is too short and chubby. The hand in the dream was longer, slender and artistic.

I will post this to my dream views dream journal, (minus reference to you) because it is a Chicken Itza shared dreamjng night.

9 am Saturday 3/ Sept/11 here in Adelaide, South Australia, now

No, i will post as is because I never mentioned your name.

Getting to sleep before 2 is awesome! And the sad thing is, that's not sarcasm...

1) My mom is driving me and my sister around very recklessly and I am frightened... After spinning around in a circle, we stop and my sister walks to a convenience store. Open window, baked goods.

2) LUCID. In a room with other people. I run on top of the furniture, excited. When they ask me why, I say, "Because we're in college!" They look at me like I'm mad...

Sept. 2, 2011

I'm driving through a small town. I'm not sure where but the roads are hilly. I'm following behind a black pickup truck with one of those big bumper guards on the front of it. I remember trying to pass it; at first I'm not able to, but then an opportunity presents itself and I pass it. When I look back in my rearview mirror, there's a grey vehicle between us. A few minutes later, as I'm going up a hill, I look in my rearview mirror again. I notice that the grey vehicle is gone and think, "It must have turned somewhere." Then I notice that the black truck is still back there and as it's moving forward it is also hopping up and down like a rabbit, which I find strange.

After waking up from this dream and jotting down a few notes about it, I tried using the WILD method while going back to sleep. But I didn't return to the same dream. Instead I had a different one:

My youngest daughter and I are at a small house or apartment on the waterfront that I seem to know belongs to a friend. I'm telling my daughter that there's a storm coming and that we need to prepare for it. I go outside, scan the sky and see dark clouds over a city in the distance. I then look at a motorhome that's parked on the street. There'a big ladder attached to the side of it and I remember thinking, "This ladder will have to come off. Otherwise we won't be able to drive the motorhome because the ladder will stick out into the next lane. So I proceed to remove two pins that attach the top of the ladder to the motorhome. As I'm doing this, I notice a line of heavy rain approaching fast from across the water. I abandon what I'm doing and run to try to get indoors before the rain reaches me. But for some reason, I can't find the door. It's like the place has disappeared.

Once again, I had multiple dreams. The first dream was during the night. The location was on some sort of colony ship in space. Most of the people in it had evacuated due to something happening. I am not sure what it was, but it was probably due to mutated killer animals running loose and killing people. I remember I was hiding with 2 other people. We were underneath the floor in some sort of maintenance room. One man was saying something along the lines of " If we survive this, this would make such a great Sci-Fi movie.". Of course, after saying that, a mutated tiger monster thing reached down from somewhere and ate him almost whole. Using that as a distraction, I was able to get away.

Another dream, I was sen to the store to get a few things. Arriving at what I thought was Kroger, I went up to this main counter thing, and had to get a number. Once a number was called, we could go in. My number was 300. O_o Looking around, I could see that this place was far more than a grocery store. Connected to it was also like some sort of casino type place for some reason. I remember after talking to a few people about pretty much boring stuff, or asking about how to just get some stupid groceries, I gave up, gave my ticket to some random passerby, and left.

My final dream was more along the lines of a nightmare. I recall seeing some little kid come out of a dark room crying and being extremely frightened. I am not sure where this was, but I decided to face what was in there. In the room, now with the lights on, were a few mirrors, and a door leading in, and another leading out. I did not see what the deal was, so I turned out the lights. Standing there for a few seconds, nothing happened. But turning around, I could have sworn I saw a face in my peripheral vision. Startled, I quickly turned toward it, seeing the mirror that was now dimly glowing. The figures became more clear, they were like very angry souls. I attempted to flee, but it was like my whole body was paralyzed, I could not even yell for help. Then things got weird. If I recall correctly, it was like looking into a mirror reflecting a mirror, seeing infinitely and filling my whole vision. I could hear the screaming of the shadowy people getting loud, At some point, I think I managed to make it to the door, when I woke up. At least I thought I did. I believe I had a few false awakenings before I finally woke up.

I am at home. Some people come to congratulate me for something, I can't remember what. They hug me. I go to the garage. It is bigger than normally and has an extra door. 'This looks a lot like our garage, but it's bigger', I think. 'This must be a dream.' I go outside and do the nose plug RC. It fails. Next I try to get my hand through the wall. It feels very solid and the RC fails also. 'Well, this nevertheless is a dream'. The air is fresh. I try to fly but I only manage to do a back flip. I wonder what I should do. I contemplate doing a TotY, but then I go back inside. First I go to my room. I can't remember if there was anyone in there. Next I go to my brothers room. One of those who were congratulating me is now playing on PS3. The view changes to the game. I that I should pull myself off the game or I'll waste a good LD, but I still keep on following the game. Now it's my brother playing. After a while I wake up.

I was running around in a pitch-black middle Ebeltoft, for a reason I do not remember, along with some people I don't remember. Then I went to eat spaghetti out of the trash can.

Dream - Lucid

I was in the woods with my brother. We were camping with my parents, but they were off somewhere. It was nighttime.

I wanted to smoke some weed without my parents knowing. I told Blake I was gonna go find my pipe and find somewhere to smoke. He didn't argue, but he all of the sudden looked like he didn't feel very well.
"I think I'm gonna throw up," he said. He turned away and ran to go find a place to vomit.

I went off to get my pipe. I don't remember where I found it, but it was off in the woods somewhere. I don't even remember if I actually smoked it or not.

Dream skip. I was somewhere else, but I can't remember where. I know my family was still involved, though. My two top eye teeth felt...funny. They felt heavier, pointier. I thought about them protracting, and they grew. They were very, very sharp and had grown longer. I was a vampire.

I was scared my parents would find out. I retracted my teeth again, and they returned to their "normal" length (even retracted, they were pretty sharp). I hoped my parents didn't notice this difference.

Then, I was with another vampire, a male. He had long, unkempt black hair. He looked about my age, probably a bit older. He had been a vampire for awhile. He wanted to drink my blood because he was attracted to me. I was totally cool with that. In fact, that might be kinda hot! He leaned in to kiss me, and as he did, he said
"The skin here will grow back..."
He then leaned in and put his mouth to mine. He bit a chunk of flesh out of the inside of my right cheek. It didn't hurt, but I could taste my own blood as it flowed into my mouth. He then kissed me and drank my blood at the same time. Apparently, this is super sexy for a vampire, because I hungrily kissed him back, enjoying every moment. I was really into him.

When he was through kissing me, I felt the blood stains on my mouth. I could feel the wound inside my mouth with my tongue, and moving that side of my mouth was difficult; it felt really weak. I really hoped that my parents wouldn't notice that either.

Then, I was in my room at my hometown house. I was standing by one of the windows, and saw that it was nighttime outside. I made my teeth protract again, and felt as they grew. It was a really cool feeling, but I had to be careful not to cut my own mouth on my teeth. I could still feel the hole on the inside of my cheek, and my mouth still felt weak.

On the window, I then saw what looked like frost mixed with scratches on the glass spelling "Krista", and some other things, though I can't remember what. It was the male vampire. He was trying to get my attention. I was very intrigued by what he was doing. He wrote my name again. It looked really neat.

I also remember that during the day, our (vampires') teeth would look almost normal. It was only at night when they assumed their pointiness, though during the day, they could still be protracted.

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I woke up and went back to sleep. The vampire dream continued, but in a different direction.

I was a vampire again, but this time, I was in my hometown house living room with a group of other vampires. There were a couple of females and a couple of males. I don't remember my sexy friend being there, however. There was someone giving us all our own bottles of liquor and wine, depending on what we liked. One of the male vampires, he had short, curly brown hair and glasses, kept trying to politely (but nervously) refuse his bottle because he was a recovering alcoholic. I think he ended up taking the bottle, which was full of red wine, but not drinking it.

We were all drinking out respective bottles of alcohol. I finished mine very quickly. I don't remember what kind it was, but it was a very sweet and delicious liquor. I noticed that it was a pretty small bottle, and I wasn't really feeling anything. Someone next to me had a bottle of this lavender-colored liquor. It smelled heavenly. I asked what it was, and they told me it was some kind of lavender liquor. I asked to try some, and they told me I could lick around the edged of the bottle opening to taste it. I did so, and it tasted so good, so smooth and delicious. It definitely did taste like lavender.

These were some really, really cool dreams! When I was younger, I was really into vampires and such, and still am fascinated by their stories today (aside from Twilight which I've never read and never plan on reading). I haven't thought about, read any books or seen any movies about vampires for a very long time, so it was neat to see this come up in my dreams. Good job, subconscious!

I am in a sort of dorm room, i am trying to sleep. I think i fell unconscious during SP because i can feel my body sliding to the right, its weird.

I jolt awake to find Joe & Darvz next to me in bed, im so confused by this that i forget to RC. I get really annoyed, very quickly. "WTF are you two doing!?" They seem really calm, like they have done nothing wrong "chill out man" they tell me. I keep telling them over and over "this is my bed, fuck off!!"
We start to argue and i find out that they literally just had sex next to my unconscious body, im disgusted. "was that why i was moving to the right? Was that you guys moving me over?" They laugh, "yeah!"

im fuming, i storm around the room shouting and raving about just leaving it out of my bed cause its out of order etc etc. Everyone else in the dorm thinks im crazy for thinking its wrong and try to back up darvz and joe, but im having none of it.
It seems to be our last day of living there & we are about to move out. Im still so angry with joe cause he should know better, i end up hitting him when he starts giving me cocky replies.

Everyone has left and its just me in the dorm by myself. There are more people upstairs above us, i can hear them so i go up. I cant remember what happened up there but i come back down to the dorm and try to escape, also the cops are on their way. I leave the dorm & go outside and across the road, there is a hotel, I look up at the sign and it reads "the winston Hotel" in big yellow neon. The hotel itself is a huge complex and i wander through the doors. It all seems very 1950's with the decor and everyone is in black tie + suits etc. I come through the reception to a sort of restaurant area. I see some of my family and sit down at their table, they seem to be expecting me. There was my mum, dad, uncle and my cousin daniel.

I have a bit of a rant to them about the situation earlier with joe & darvz and how wrong they were. Dad starts telling me thats what he was planning on doing with some random chick cause my bed is "comfy"
"you cant have sex in MY fucking bed! Use your own!!" i shout, im really angry again. He just disagrees with me and walks off to meet his girl.

My cousin Daniel seems to be the only one that understands & helps me stall my dad. We are standing in the restaurant, there are tables all around us with people eating at them, i stop my dad by walking infront of him, turning and putting my hand on his chest, preventing him from walking forwards. Me and my cousin begin to bullshit him to stop him from going where he is going. We succeed and he returns to the table.

I see some stairs and i wander where they go, so i thank daniel and walk up them to take a look around.
A waiter greets me at the top of the stairs, he notices im looking at some wooden double doors, they are slightly ajar and i'm trying to see whats beyond them. "Past the doors is a room where rich elderly gentlemen gamble away their money" I ask if its ok for me to go through, he nods.
I climb up the last few steps and walk towards the doors, open them and wander through. I walk past a few tables, there are loads of older men playing poker and roulette etc. I walk around a corner and to my right i see an old school friend hannah, she is wearing a green/blue dress & looks really nice. Shes dyed her hair red (always a bonus with me) "OMG hannah!" i shout, she turns, shouts my name back and rushes over.

She tells me she found some random cash on an empty table earlier and we should go see it is still there, when we get there she says we could gamble away the money, im all for it since i never gamble and ive had a weird night. She suddenly decides to tell me its her birthday, i feel a lil awkward that i didnt know. I wish her happy birthday.
She leads me to a room full of people and explains that this is her family and they're going to give her, her birthday money. She walks through a door and there is a huge table with loads of people around it, they all have envelopes which i assume is a card with money inside. I stay outside the room as i figure its more of a family thing and wait till she returns. She comes back really happy and tells me that she has £4,000 "£4k !? WTF thats insane!!!" i tell her.
She just laughs and then walks off.

I decide to go downstairs again and as soon as i get to the place i was stalling my dad earlier, i bump into a friend, ricky. "YES ricky, what you sayin?" i say, he looks up and laughs "Safe ben, whats gwanin?" i laugh this time then walk up to him. I remember about the money and whisper in his ear "theres some random cash lying around upstairs and bare poker tables" he looks at me "im in" he says.

We go upstairs but the money is gone, i apologise to ricky & he says its cool. We start to walk around, we see two guys playing chess & sit down with them, offering them advise. i tell one of them to move their knight to a certain place and its checkmate! The other guy argues until he realises hes lost. We all laugh and me and ricky move on.

We see about 4 old guys playing blackjack and ask if we can sit down with them, they all nod so we sit down.
I notice two black guys just sitting further away and not really talking to anybody, they look bored. One is older & clearly hotel staff, the other is just a kid. I say hello to them & they seemed shocked. the older man asks what he can do for me & i tell him "well id like to see you both smiling so are you gonna sit down and play blackjack with us or what?" Again they seem shocked, they're looking at me like they think im crazy. "come on, sit down, have some fun.... For me?" They look at each other and the older one chuckles, "thanks" he says. They move over and sit down. I ask the kid if he wants to play, he just keeps saying "oh no i couldn't" But the older guy says "no do it, id like to see you play".
The kid joins in on the game and we are enjoying some friendly banter. The older guy tells me that people in this hotel are pretty racist still and hes basically a slave. I am disgusted. "is there nothing i can do?" i ask him. he just looks at me solemnly and says "no".
"then i think ill be coming to this place a lot more to see you guys, sounds like you could both use a drink, they're on me" i wink at the kid and they both laugh.

The older guy gets called over by a really miserable looking woman, when he leaves the table the dream follows him in 3rd person. He begins to clean some stone steps, he is crouched at the top with a wooden bucket and soapy water, with a sponge cleaning away and minding his own business. The woman walks over and says he should of been doing this instead of playing around with me all night and starts to beat him, he cowers while she punches him a couple of times then gets up. He hits her once and knocks her to the floor. She gets out a knife and lunges at him, he grabs her wrist and throws her down the stairs. When i see this happen, i can't help but feel really satisfied.

Then i wake up

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Dream
I was in GTA4 and had just pulled out of a van around the projects with Brucie. Roman pulled up too but he was really rude to me and I was thinking "I'm your cousin. Don't you know that." he was wearing a blue jacket with tight baige jeans.

Fragments
I also played basketball in Saints Row 2 against another team.

I was playing Transformers:War For Cybertron and was Megatron.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was with a friend, near something like the security desk of some big building. My friend distracted the security guard, who may have been a tall, black man wearing a blue suit and hat. My friend distracted the guard by pretending that he was either sick or injured.

While the guard was distracted I snuck along a wall. The wall was made of green glass, and it sloped slightly as it went up (pretty high) to the ceiling of the lobby. The wall at one point went behind another wall. The two walls formed a corridor which was a kind of secret passage to a hidden area.

I snuck into this hidden area. The area was just a small room, like some kind of plain, old science laboratory. This room may have led to another room.

At some point two people confronted me. I wasn't supposed to be here. One person was a man. The other was a woman. The man had long, scaggly, black hair, though he was balding on top. He also had a black beard. I can't remember how long it was. He wore eyeglasses and a white lab coat. I can't remember what the woman looked like.

I fought the two people and either killed them or left them unconscious. I may then have gone to the next room.

1. Me and one of my girlfriends moved a giant tv out into the back yard. We then moved an old couch outside and watched the television. After a few minutes I realized the tv was not plugged in, yet still able to play. I came to the conclusion that there must be enough electricity floating around in the area to power the tv.

2. Me and some friends went to a playground to hang out. I walked over to the stream running along the south end of the park. A a young mother came over and tried to convince me to keep her son. I looked down at the little boy and felt sorry that he had such a stupid and unloving parent. I told her to take him to child protection. She walked away angry, dragging the boy behind her.

3. I was at school. Everyone kept moving the desks around. They claimed they could not work unless the desks were arranged in a precise way. I took mental note of the classwork scribbled on the board and went outside to work. I ran into an old friend. He had become a theif and needed me to refurbish computers he was in the business of stealing. I told him I'd think about it. He kept following me, promising me a cut of the profits if I worked with him.

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this man was being beaten up by the melon head and another business man
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then the two businessmen went passing by a train then entering into it being all bossy then my third person will wanted a blue waiter to make them ashame so he told them to get out of the table they were at (inside the train looked like a restaurant )

Im going to make use of this to write the one dream that has been following me during my whole life (18 years) that i can remember.

I am like in an empty void of space, like in another dimension, surrounded by enormous rocks that are falling really slow (like in an asteroids field) , im felling really weird because i dont know where i am. Then i see my father transformed into a really big and strong man (kinda like Hulk) breaking the rocks with his fists, and REALLY REALLY mad,and angry, and shouts at me. I feel really really sad, but not like crying, and sometimes i think i speak but with a weak and high pitch voice.
It also appears a ittle blonde girl, feeling like me and i think crying.

I havent had this dream for a long time (a few years) but i remember having it multiple times, and after every time asking myself: "I have had this dream before or its just that i feel it, like a dejavu", but im sure i have had it a few times during my life. After i wake up i feel really bad and disturbed, sad, depressed... but not sure why, till I realize it was a dream and im in reality and my dad is a cool guy .

This is a really weird scene, and again i see a little younge blonde girl (have seen it in other dreams), looks weird but now i can have it here to remember.

Tried WILD before sleep, didnt work, sleep, get a non-lucid dream:

We were in Alcatraz prison, a few friends of mine and me, and also a huge number of people, like a turistic visit (like in Sean Conery´s movie- I had seen that same day a movie by this actor, really coincidence). Then all of a suden people started getting violent, and by a sickness or something everyone started turning into a zombie, one by one. They were attacking us, but a few of us were "inmune", so we started defending with weapons (dont even know where they came from), guns, shotguns... even killed one og my friends who turned into zombie .
After all we were only a bunch of people, like 5-6 and an Helicopter came to rescue us. Can remember a random blonde guirl (usually see a blonde girl in my dreams, possible DG??).
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Ok this dream was surprisingly similar to mixing Seans Conerys "Scape from Alcatraz" and "Left4Dead" videogame, both things that i really like, so maybe it has realation?