non-lucid

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
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Before bed I did used the elbow-sleeping mask method :D to try too see weird images, and at first it was just black, and as usual I got to the point where I feel like I want to give up, because it's booring, but I resisted it! [/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]So I laid there for some more minutes, and suddenly I saw a cloud shaped lightblue colour, infront of me. I started to almost hear some sounds as well. I started to think random thoughts like "It's in the sink." and I aknowledged that, but then the boredom of something convinced me to stop..[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]I am going to keep pracctising this, because at least it's more fun than just laying still and thinking stuff. Anyway shortly after this I fell asleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were in a sportshall with my class, my history teacher was there, and for some reason we had our lesson in that room. I remembered that I felt free for a second and I started to do levitating sidelfips, so I become more aware. Then we were going to do highjumps. But I didn't know the technique so I just did the parkour technique "lazy".
Then out teacher told us to get a paper she had given us. She pointed out that it was a really important paper, and we couldn't get a new one. I couldnät find mine! So I borrowed my friend Johan's paper and I took a snapshot of it with my Iphone, but I couldn't see the text because it was too dark.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then my EILD message, woke me up.. I had set it too loud.[/COLOR]

Oh hai. Thanks for reading this. My name is Arthur Proctor. I'm really good at math, thoughtful, kind and quite. But that's not the point.

The point is Lucid Dreams :O

I've had control over dreams before I think. Not that I can remember however. I think that I have a leg up as far as remembering and such more so than some people. However, I still feel my cup is empty. Oh, and my RC is the speckles on my wrist. They form a distinctive pattern, but may be a little small.

Last night I had two dreams that I remember. First one, I basically rode around in a go-kart through a minecraft city. (I play minecraft a bit) It was like a Yogscast video in someways, British accents and my partner looked like a character from their video, also in a go-cart. I was aware I was dreaming about half way though (I made a point of trying to Lucid early) but I preferred, either out of laziness or incapability, to just let the dream do it's own thing. At one point I remember distinctly hoping that my dream would continue unconsciously. After a bit, another character from Yogscast appeared and started screaming while chasing us. Somehow, It turned into us finding him trying to sell a small yellow cube, that turned out to be a large crypt of all my step-brother's Lego people.

Next was much more real. So real I had no idea it was fake. It took place in the place in my basement. I don't remember it very well, but it had something to do with a shower, my brother committing a crime, and playful girl wearing a towel telling me about this crime. It made a little more sense in the morning. To finish, I dreamt about reading the entire story as a ragecomic the next day. I actually learned about most of this after reading a ragecomic that said something about lucid dreaming (actually, it turned out that what was being described was sleep paralysis.

Signing Off,
~Arthur

I had to many dreams so I'm just gonna write down one that I remember/can be bothered to.

I was outside a shopping centre and around the car park was a 21st Century Fox statue. I started thinking of The Joker from Batman TAS and drove a car up a ramp.

Then I was in the shopping mall and my boing coach was there wearing a blue tracksuit. I asked when I can go boxing and he said that he can fit me in for "2 hours on Wednesday".

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I had this dream where I had to pose as someone else for a year. This kid had one more year of college baseball left, and he would be going to the majors. I don't remember the guys name, or the guy who set me up for the job, but I was amazed during most of the dream, no even noticed it wasn't him. Then finally I walked up to a mirror and saw why. I was someone else entirely. I guess I was that guy.

Time started winding down, and eventually the guy who hired me to do it showed up. I think we met in some secret room in an airport. He was with this other guy who was going to fill in for some other persons life, but we had a little bit of time to chit chat. The guy used the term "closing out" when referring to filling in for someone. He talked about some of intricacies of people in the past, like how they held things, and it compared it to holding a baseball. He said knowing a person's habits is like knowing exactly how much pounds of press that person puts in each finger in order to imitate it.

He was telling me that the thumb and pinky were the most important fingers, and sometimes he'd just stop, and talk about another former job he had. The other guy talked to me, and he said he was going to show for someones award ceremony, and stay there until the entire event ended. Apparently the guy he was "closing out" for didn't know how to dance.

I even asked him about doing another job in the future, and he said "we'll contact you if we need yah kid". And we all went our separate ways. I saw J sitting on a long bench with some other people, and sat down next to him and started talking. He was asking me what I have i been up to, and I told him that I just spent the past year being someone else. This other guy leaned forward from his bench, and looked directly at me. He had this look of intrigue and anger on his face and spoke. "What did you say you did!?". I looked at him, and noticed that the man was actually the father of the guy I replace. I quickly corrected myself and said "nah, I'm kidding, it was just a dream where I was someone else". The father leaned back, and demanded that I tell him about this "dream" I had. And I started giving away parts of the details.

Some random DC came up to me and interrupted me by telling some jokes, and I woke up.

in my dream i was told by some scientists that they tested me and my "genetic make up made me pre-disposed to be and incredible gymnast" i told them they were insane i am too old to start doing gymnastics. they told me it does not matter they believed their test results. they told me i could have a free ride at any school i wanted and would get 1 million dollars if i made the Olympic team. i woke up before i found out if i was incredible or not

My partner and I were watching some movie (which must have been a Ring movie). There was a kid. Suddenly his eyes turned shrunken and dead and then Samara appeared behind him.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a couple of random ones last night.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Dreams
*I'm at my friend G's house. I follow his sister down to Monica's car that has been parked down a small hill. She gets in and doesn't close the door properly. She drives into a tree and wrecks the door. "What are you doing?!" I yell at her. She drives the car back up to the house. She's clearly drunk and I am pissed. I start talking with her family about her being a retard. They don't see the problem.

*My sister says she and my other sister is going to eat crayfish. I figure I'll have to sleep in my little brother's room then because of all the noise. I grab a few ibuprofen and throw em into my mouth. I look around for some water and can only find some old glass. It's not enough though, and when I pick it up I spill half of it on the table. My Magic the Gathering cards gets all wet and I wipe them off. The pills in my mouth starts to dissolve. After a minute I head for the bathroom and try to drink some water to get them down. I almost puke and spit them all out, it's like they've multiplied in my mouth and I spit atleast eight out.

*We've just come out of a sauna when a family that apparently owns it gives us a call. They tell us that we're getting fined. I look outside of the window and can see them lining up on the lawn outside. They've painted their faces with gold and other random colours. The people I'm with don't seem to be worried. "Let's make them wait" one tells me. After a while I can see the people outside starts to shiver, it's cold outside. "Okay so how far is it to the sun?" a mother asks her son. "330 000 km" I tell her.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

10/04/2011 Tuesday morning

Back door trouble. Again. And cats. Again.

I totally invite feedback on this dream, as I've had a series of locked door/cats/black people dreams for the past few weeks and am open to a more expansive perspective...

I was in my (dream) home/apartment with 2 black women. There is a knock at the back door (which is in my bedroom), or someone is trying to get in. I don’t want to go to the door (fear), so one or both of the women go to the door to see who is there.

After a pause, I follow them into the room…someone wants in and it seems like bad trouble. I notice that the deadbolt isn’t locked, so I turn the bolt carefully so whoever is outside doesn’t notice or hear, hoping that I’m doing it right and not accidentally UNlocking it. It sounds like a black man or men on the other side. Another lock appears above the first deadbolt and I locked it, too.

They leave – and I’m not sure of the sequence here –
I have a conversation with someone who tells me not to worry too much about those guys, that someone else used to live here and that’s who they were looking for. They were expecting food is all. I thought, “is food all they want? I have that! I can feed them.” And thought of how I like to show care for people by cooking for them.

But that seems out of synch with another snippet –
After ‘they’ left, I walked out the back door, and there was another room, like a sun room, that I didn’t realize was there. There was a big blue door, with a big glass pane, antique-looking (reminds me of Sesame Street door). That door had a big lock on it, and after talking to one or both of the black women that was with me, determined that one of them had left it unlocked.

I looked around the ‘sun room’ (not exactly right…maybe a sitting room?) and noticed the charred remains of a dog’s head, and ribcage. I was thinking, these people are not fucking around. It was a warning from them, that my dog (a boxer, who I suddenly “remembered” I had) would share a similar fate if he tried to protect me. I imagined the horror of my dog being skinned and burned and felt bad.

Skip to – my sister A is jumping on a trampoline in the sun/sitting room, to my left. Both of my sisters are over – K is maybe in another room adjacent to the sun/sitting room that appears in a way that isn’t really 3D.
To my right is the blue door with the big glass pane. Sitting outside on the doorstep are many cats, sitting quietly all facing me intently. Directly in front of me is a cat that I identify as an ocelot, sitting on it’s haunches. It looks similar to only it’s fur is longer and tufted around it’s face. My mother says, “that one in the back, with the big head (body?), that’s known as the Pheonix Ob___”. I see one over to the right that is bigger and rounder, has something weird going on with it’s head, it’s more surreal than the ocelot, maybe more cartoonish.

Somewhere also in the dream, I realize that people are getting in and out of that back room through a flap cut into a plastic/vinyl window. I make a mental note to ask the landlord to replace it with glass.

This dream was induced with marijuana


There I was in Culinary essentials, kicking back.. Acting A fool, and then for some reason a teacher starts to yell at me, I get pissed off and after class I talk about it with one of my friends, not even realizing that I left my backpack on the stove...

I am walking down streets, looking for survivors. So far I found my 2 friends, tyeler and robby. We come across this house that seems to not recognize this apocolypse, they were just sitting on there lawn barbqueing, they tell me there purpose and there story, They say the haave lived there all there life and they wont just get up and move for some zombie's, and they just sit there and breed dogs. They had a cute girl with them, I call out to her but she asks who my friend was, I am furious so I storm off down to the mall to look for supplies, on my way, I see a crate of puppies that I guess the neighbors left? A ninja Pop's out! He grabs a dog and teleports in the air, I felt so helpless so I stepped my game up, he caught 3 more dogs out of 5 but on the 2nd to last dog he drops from the sky and I tackle him mid flight smashing his spine into a steel pole... I go back to finish my dinner and then my friend jon says something and told me that someone left a backpack on a stove, that's how this started?

Is my dream recall good enough for a lucid dream? This is how it is every night, half a dream and 3/4's of another I can remember...
Hopefully soon I can have a lucid dream.

1. This first one took place at my old elementary school. I was there with a kid from my scout troop I know. So supposedly he had murdered some kids or something, I'm not sure but he did something that intimidated me even though he isn't a very huge kid and is pretty small. So anyways I remember playing around on the playground with him.

2. I remember being in my old middle school, I was going around school trying to get back to my class, I remember passing trough a plant area and into a bathroom and when I came back to class everyone stared at me.

I can only remember parts of the dreams. So i am in this electronical store looking at the beats solo (ı have them in real life but they sound really weard, i think they have a problem).Somehow the electronical store is connected to a boardwalk,where my family is on a boat waiting for me to set out to sea.The earphones sound really good in my dream so i switch the ones in the store with my broken ones. As i am about to leave the store and get on the boat i find a little dog wandering around my legs. My family shouts out " throw the dog in the sea and lets get the fuck out of here". I am left with a choice. I look at the dog closely and see it has one blue eye and a normal eye. Its way to cute for me to throw it in the sea so i take it along with me. When i board the boat i find myself in a wierd place. Its like a ancient place in egypt but its a maze.And ı am stuck in it looking for a way out. All of a sudden my family turns into a bunch of people that i cant seem to remember ( i think they were famous people in real life) so i finally find my way out and ı wake up. My brother was leaving for school so i heard the door shut. As i fell back to sleep i found myself in a holiday like harbour. Two policemen walk upto me and we start talking. One of them is african american and we are really close friends. Anyways i cant remember what happened in between but i find myself waiting in front of a ordinary shop with cheetos in my hands and im sitting with my police friends. All of a sudden a figure emerges from the darkness and puts a snow mask on and walks into the shop like a robber.For some reason ı could hear what the robber was saying from very far away. He was saying " These are the two ".He walks into the shop and the policeman follow him in. And thats it. I wasnt able to make this one lucid because i didnt know it was a dream. Although it was very abstract...

Dream 1

i was driving out to this place called rabbit valley with a few friends. we were going out there to ride dirt bikes. when we got there we unloaded and went riding(skip)we were loading up when i realized someone was missing. his bike was still here. we loaded it up and went home. i was now at some house. i was talking my mom all about riding. i walked up to the garage way and was looking at the grass. it looked so familiar, but i have never seen this house befor. the next door neighbor started to talk to me about something then i dont remember anything else.

Dream 2

i was in some forest with a ton of other people. i think it was some sort of party. i wanted to leave for some reason so i started walking out of the forest. i eventually found my way out. i walked back to my house. then my friend showed up in his car. he then showed me his subs and i got in the back seat and we started to drive around. then we ended up back in that forest place. we stopped and talked to people then we drove out again. it felt like i was driving even though i was in the back seat.(skip)i was once again back in that forest. i was walking out again when some chick wanted me to give her a ride home. i told her i didnt have a car. she walked up and tryed to kiss me but i didn't let her. i walked away and then woke up.

I was sitting with three DCs, when all of a sudden I thought of the doctor, who had talked to me about how the DCs in my dreams didn't get upset that they weren't real. My skepticism was apparent as I asked all three of the DCs,"Am I dreaming?"
"Of course not,"said the one to the right.
"You might be,"said the one in the middle.
"Of course you are,"said the one to the left.
My indecisiveness was also apparent as I ended up losing lucidity and almost bought some stupid $494 autograph.
None of them seemed upset that I had asked this question, yet all had a different response. Somehow, I think this might symbolize something.

I was in this building, it was pretty darn huge and it had several floors, which each were connected to the ground though, like each floor was connected with a different dimension. I think i was somewhere in the middle, it was a sort of classroom, there was grass in the room and it was generally more like a small rain protection roof with the class equipment standing outside of the main building under this roof. From there you could also directly walk outside into a green forest. I was currently schooled to be ready to partake in an exploration mission of this building and after the class was finished (the dream started just seconds before though) I was assigned to sector 22, while two others were assigned to 24 and 32/34 (don't know for sure but it was one of these two), the one with the highest number wasn't happy about it for reasons to come later.
Sectors weren't the same as floors, as far as I can tell the first number is the floor and the second number a place inside the floor, however a higher first number would mean going deeper in the building so saying U2-2 might be more correct. Also the higher the general number the higher the danger since it seemed like several unspeakable things were lurking in this building. From the classroom (which is the "real" ground floor I think) I went into the building, from there on it was like a vertical tunnel (which I call 00), everything was looking pretty technical (I know it was going down to the mentioned sectors, but I think it might also go up). To get to sector 22 I had to go down the ladder (the place down the ladder called 10 by me), walk a few steps in some direction and remove a grid from the floor, below was 22. To get the sector 24 I would have to take the opposite direction from 10 onwards and probably go down somewhere there.

Sector 22 was a computer room, I think I was in before already (not in another dream, I felt that due to what comes next). In the dream I rembered that I already exchanged the RAM of on of the local PC's, I gathered the leftover PC components (a few motherboards but primarily RAM, I even remember seeing the AMD logo) in a big plastic box, I was thinking about further methods of upgrading and I remember seeing one of those motherboards in detail, it was able to carry 6 processors of 2 types shared 2/4.

Now there's some type of gap, but I don't think I don't remember it, I think the dream voluntarily skipped this part for the more interesting next one. I'm pretty sure I brought the parts back up and was assigned to 3X or went down on my own curiousity.

Sector 22 had a quadratical shape 3m x 3m with 2 meter height. In the middle was a 1m x 1m quadratical pillar and around it were 1,5m walking space, lowered by some 30 cm from the 50cm rest to the wall. And in this walking space was a instable floor segment that I could kick through to get down to 3X. The thirty level had an entire different feeling, everything looked old, and the probably once white walls had light stains and a dirty yellow everywhere, and unlike 2X which was maybe slightly dangerous in 3x you could really feel imminent danger. From where I landed was a door directly in front of me (slightly opened), one to my left side, a small corrider to my right and a big hallway leading outside behind me. And looking outside I see a post apocalyptic scene, rotten grass, a dead tree, a small street and there were pretty strong winds. The hallway, the door-type as well as the tree and the street strongly remember me of the school building in my first boarding school.

Unfortunately the dream ended at this point due to me waking up