non-lucid

I went to a hangout with my friends. A bunch of people went this time. We were playing games but some of them had witchcraft involvement.after all the games they would give out prizes. One of them was a bass guitar.once every game was done, a band comes up and plays a different version of bohemian rhapsody. I said to my buddy "I can play that it's simple." after the band played everyone was leaving. The owners of the place were around someone told them to play a mini keyboard. She said "I don't want to play that piece of crap it's to small. Someone else can have it." I checked it out but left it. I got in my car and went home. The building was sort of a church looking building.

We went to the supermarket and looked at some food, outside the supermarket was a portable shower (like them builders toilets you get) I then went to a local store which was cluttered and the man sell eggs which may have been broken.

Vividness: 7 I feel like the vitamin b6 made me seem more in first person and more in control,
Lucidity: 0 although i did not become lucid I felt like i was living it, not following a story.

I had a dream i was in my kitchen, and my parents were leaving for work, this one girl from my school was trying to talk to me using a webcam. Only odd this was that my microwave had become my computer. My parents were about to walk out the door so i turned the volume and screen off. Once they left, I clearly remember her telling me her dad was with the company when they developed this new flavor of Gatorade. My dad came home so I shut the Microwave off real quick thinking he was going to think I;m going insane.
-SKIP
I was in some sort of back yard area of a apartment or townhouse located on the dock. There was a little rocky area to the left that went about 8 feet high, and had a waterfall coming down from it. The hole was about 3 feet deep where you could sit around it. Me, and my friend Austin were sitting around it, I remember there being some purple goo at the bottom in a small compartment. Might have been a paint can? I was stirring it up with a long straw just to mess with it. I remember it bubbled and some of it got on him. He freaked out, then we were over by the dock area drinking that Gatorade that one girls dad supposedly made. I remember looking for something at the top of the little cabin/box thing that popped out of the house where the door was. It was some sort of ingredient, i think it was a bag of sugar, dough, or insta potatoes. My brothers friend Daniel had shown up by then.
-SKIP
I was with some friends snooping outside my house waiting for my parents to leave, my friend Jeff asked me if he could smoke in my house. I said no, but he could smoke in the hockey room(Dreamed up sports room separate from the house.) I remember us being in some sort of hold that seemed to be 10-12ft deep. It was night time, he was wearing a dark blue sweatshirt. We had been sitting around, and my brothers friend garret was hiding under this one part of the hole that was about a 70 degree angle, so if some one had looked down from right above him they couldn't see him. Basically we were just waiting for my parents to leave with out letting them know we were there. Jeff was across from garret under this part the had a concrete fence above him. I was on the other side of the hole, on the length instead of width so we made a triangle. I suddenly was where my friend garret was, and he was gone. my friend Scott was next to Jeff all a sudden. I remember looking up and seeing the roots growing out of the dirt. I thought i herd someone coming above me so i tried to silently run and slide next to where they were. I remember this seeming so dramatic when I ran across, and suddenly dipped down to slide. My brother approached from the side i was just on and he could see us perfectly from ground level. He didn't care and simply act like he never saw us.
-SKIP
I was in my house and it was a military base, i wasn't of high ranking, but i was discussing a plan to invade some area. He was talking about sending waves of troops. I remember every one in their military uniform. He said that they will be sending 2 waves and we have a extra back up one just in case. He decided to send them home because he didn't feel we needed the extra troops. I remember him standing in the doorway of my kitchen, and me in the kitchen. I was nervous about talking him because he was such a high rank. I said I feel we could use the extra troops just in case. He sensed the nervousness in my voice and chuckled a little. I forget how he responded.
-SKIP
There was some sort of jail or utopia i was in, i remember my manager(IRL) being the lady that controlled our sector. I remember there was some sort of stamp or card collection, when you want to grab them a jail door would swing down and smash your fingers. I remember trying to take one for the hell of it, i was quick enough and got to keep my hand. Next we were be moved, and we were walking through streets filled with active civilians, i remember walking trying not to attract any attention. We started to get to this one building, I'm not sure what happened next. I remember there was a prison break or fight of some sort mini battle, i was trying to make it up/down levels of cell doors, I'm not sure if i ever escaped.

Till next time dream views

I had two dreams that I can remember.

1: Return to Holland and something about facebook
I was on facebook and someone was apparently moving away, I didn't care much because I'm not all that close to them. I stood up and realised I was in my room from my trip to Holland with some friends. I left the room and everything turns into a bit off a blur after that, I remember the girl from most other dreams though.

2: School factions! And a bit too many cats
I was at home and my uncle brought a new cat to my house, it went under a table. I watched some films, and the cat came out. It gets a bit hard to remember for a bit but there's a part where there's more cats than there should be and it was explained but I can't remember.
I then had to go to school, and I ended up being involved in some kind of evil organisation, but it was a part of the school and I had to choose. I was going to take something somewhere, then I saw this girl with long, really dark red hair, walking with some younger girl, they looked similar, a sister maybe. I recognised her, and had memories that can't be real, but they still feel real. I spoke to her and said "I remember you" she looked at me as I continued to say "You're that girl that I annoyed that one time" she seemed fine with me though, and she said that she does remember me. The younger girl disappeared. We acted like we was friends, and it turns out she's also part of the evil group. We went back to the evil place while having a conversation, the leader made us do some kind of work, but I left. I wasn't sure if I could do it, be evil, anymore. I went home and this ninja person got sent after me, these two people agreed to protect me, but thet both got killed. The cats were being annoying, but the ninja never came after me after killing the two people. I stayed at home for a bit with soem family, someone did something and got told off because it "might hurt the cat". I left and went back to school, I needed to confront them. When I was at school, I told their leader that I can't be on their side anymore because it's just not me, they were angry, but somewhat understanding. The girl with red hair got a bit angry at me too, like she didn't want me to leave, but I left anyway. I was in a car with some friends, and the car started driving itslef on it's two front wheels. The evil group had something to do with it. I climbed onto it's back and it started to go down a hill that would kill all those who went down it. Me and one friend jumped out jsut in time, and it felt like we were flying for a few seconds. We landed and my friend said "that was close" to which I replied with "but it was awesome" then we high fived.
I woke up.

Dream 1:

We were with the Ryan F (probably because I slept with the mag?) He was with his parents, and we were in the car. They were going to our province, and we watched trees and houses (both very unlike than that in our province). Finally, we ended up in our town, but we went directly inside the house.

It is partially an familiar place, but I can't recall. It is mainly painted white. He said he was going to show us something in his room, hidden inside a chest.

Dream 2:

I was fighting. Medieval style. Mostly dark. We have many enemies. Finally, I have to use an ice sword, but I can't make it work. Bbboy was there as well, and he tried to take out the ice sword from the stone it was stuck in. I told him it won't work. He tried anyway, and he was electrocuted away. He's still alive though. I recall some part of our uncle's store in our hometown, in semi-top-down view.

I was on a boat, with many allies, both humans and demi-humans. Some even look like real monsters. It was night and it looks like a storm is coming in. We were heading for the enemy encampment.

Suddenly, there were a few imps that came out of a dark portal-hole on the deck of the boat. They caught one person and pulled him down. The others didn't really bother, as if nothing is happening. I "overheard" some of them talking who the two leaders are. They were referring to me and a female mystic who was with us. She has short, golden hair, carrying a staff.

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

DREAM 1: I was in the living room watching television. I saw a naked guy appearing out of nowhere and coming at me. I was like "WTF? I'm probably dreaming! >_>"...I did an RC and I realized I REALLY AM DREAMING! I just went to that guy and tell him to leave! He was a little sad, but he has to know the number 1 rule of my subconscious while I'm LDing: No naked strange guys in my living room. After that guy went away I tried to fly...not successful! I just went down as a rock and the dream faded. I should have passively control it like the guy.
DREAM 2: I was in the front of my school...there were a lot of my old peers. I suddenly felt a pain in my armpits. I though someone had thrown a rock or something at me, but no. THERE WERE FUCKING BEES ON MY ARMPITS! And they were coming more and more! I tried to run all over. I entered an car-wash and I was able to get rid of those bees thanks to the water, but I sure got some injuries on my armpits from the stings!
DREAM 3: I was in another's house. I came into the living room and HOLY CRAP A GIGANTIC BEE!!
I screamed as it wanted to sting me...again!
My mom was scared and she came in to scare the bee away. He suddenly turned into a teen that was trying to flirt with my mom and ask her if she wants to date him. Of course my mom declined and asked him why he wanted to sting me...he said I totally deserved that. (I more likely had those bee dreams because I watched a documentary about insects before sleeping. )
DREAM 4: I was in some kind of caravan with Luigi. We wanted to steal something from that caravan. As Luigi was keeping me suspended on the ceiling and he was thinking about the insects that could get him, he dropped me down. Luigi was very scared of insects...especially of bees. (Maybe those are some remains of my other dream.)

1.

For the first dream, I just wrote "drugs wonder". No idea what that is supposed to mean.

2.

Someone had written "30 lectures - 15 - 8" on a piece of paper. I assumed it meant something like "I went to 30 lectures in a certain period of time, 15 in the next period, and only 8 in the one after that". Some other person tells them to use a certain symbol when communicating music and to spell out the word octave. The symbol was an eighth note with a line through it, so it looked kind of like a lowercase f with a note head at the bottom.

They then gave an example of how to use these techniques. They wrote:

3x Bb (symbol) - 2x Bb (Oct) - 14 knowledge notes

Apparently they don't even follow their own advice since they only used the symbol on the first note group and did not even spell out the word octave. But I was kind of annoyed with them mainly because the original person wasn't even trying to write music.

I don't know what knowledge notes are but they sound interesting.

June 30th, 9:17 PM

I don't know why I decided to write an entry now, because I really thought it wasn't necessary.

So I am not sure if I had a dream yesterday, or just my imagination after I woke up. Not sure which one.

The dream is where I am playing computer. Not sure which one, because my point of view was only the screen (kind of like when you record a stream)
I was playing Team Fortress 2, a famous game which is now for free on Steam. I was playing as an engineer, a guy who builds sentry guns to defend positions. I don't know why I had this, but all I remember was:

There was no sound. Even gunshots were mute.
There was another engineer in the game, and he sucked.
My sentry guns kept getting destroyed for no reason, and I kept rebuilding them hoping they would last.
There was a moment where a Sniper had a clear shot on me, and I kept running. He always looked like he could have just pulled the trigger and killed me, yet he never shot once. He eventually gave up and ran away, in fear that I would have eventually killed him.

Now, my thoughts about this are as following:

No sound: Maybe because too much was happening, it did not need sound? Or it can be another metaphor, not sure what it can mean though
Another engineer: Maybe someone playing the same "role" as me, yet not being successful while doing so. Could mean many things to me, varying from family to strangers
Sentry guns kept getting destroyed: Might mean that I kept trying to build something of my own, to have a foundation, yet it just kept falling apart, something stopping me from doing so
Sniper not shooting: Might mean someone giving me another chance, yet proving to me that they could have easily killed me.


Not bad for just fragment (or probably just me imagining TF2) but it can mean a lot. Hope I get a fragment today, I do not expect to have a lucid today.

I was inside a house with JR, JJ, Jr's dad, Kathy and Dave, and Jr's mom. Every one but JJ left. He approached me and started kissing me. I didn't want to be seen together. I felt uncomfortable. As soon as I felt him go inside me JR walks in. JJ knew before me that JR was there. JR didn't notice what we where doing. We then start hanging out together. I was sexually frustrated the whole time. I then walk around and notice I'm in our old apt. There is a bookshelf where the door should be. Its filled with Goosebumps books and I say "hey there is more goosebumps books". (I just donated all the duplicates to the library a day or two prior. ) Then JJ asked to borrow JR's dads car. I didn't want him to leave. And all I could think to say was "are you sure you want to let him borrow your dads car?". We then left and picked up jr's mom. I dropped jr off at walmart. I seen jr's dads car while driving threw the parking lot. Then me hillary and simon went to my dr.'s appointment. I went up to the desk to sign in and I asked the lady at the desk..."What are they doing to me at my appointment today?". She responded "blood work" then I got a bit annoyed and said "but I JUST got blood work done, I don't need more blood work".and she said "oh, ok" on our way threw the door JR walked threw the door. Jr's mom leaves. On our way home I told him what happened at my dr. appointment. We then got on the subject of dinner. We figured out that we were missing something for what we wanted to cook. He dropped me off at walmart. I was going to walk home. I walk up to the store and jr's mom is there macking on 20 year old guys...I seen her hand a pack of smokes to a minor.....I walk past...then asked me while passing her "what did you come here so late for, cigarettes?". In her snooty tone. "No, I came for stuff for dinner. Come with me while I shop...then you can give me a ride home on your way. We went in and got what I was cooking. I don't recall. I woke up.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
This was the first in a set of 3 dreams I had this morning, one after the other.

This dream strongly reminded me of the wildebeest stampede in The Lion King. I was in a Pixar-style world, animated, with pale, lighter colors and three-dimensional animated characters. Visualize a pale shade of baby blue, just the color. Then add in an open plot of land, about thirty by thirty feet, with a basic white wooden fence on opposite sides of this plot; two of the sides had no fence and just went off to basic grassy areas. On the opposite side of the two white fences, stretching out into the distance, was farmland and lots of pale, lighter green grass that looked like something from a video game. Past the fence on my right, there was a small house. This house was one-story, and really small for anyone to be living in it, at around only four feet tall! It was a paler yellow and had a rounded, burgundy roof and thick features, including a light grey window frame surrounding a completely black window, and a slightly lighter burgundy door. I didn't pay any attention to this house after looking at it for a few moments.

Up ahead, on one of the unfenced sides, was a hill. It rose up from the ground and was mainly the same light green grass, with a few cobblestones. Somehow it also managed to have the colors light yellow, peach, and tan, arranged randomly in irregularly-placed, flat squares of color. I could look at the hill and see a grassy one, but also one with the colors and squares I'd just described.

Although the lower area was grassy, when I walked it was hard and not cushioned at all - just like in a video game. I looked around and saw other animals like dogs, cats, zebras, and birds (which were the size of the other animals!) They were smaller, only about two feet tall, and weren't "cutesy" with big heads or eyes, but they were rather cartoony.

The ground suddenly began to shake, and all at once, a couple hundred sheep had started to run down the hill and through the valley, pushing other animals aside.

I looked up the hill and to the sides, and dove to the left, pushing a grey bird aside. It felt like rubber when I hit it. For some reason, I knew that I was among only three others that were capable of saving all the animals from being trampled by the sheep. I then started to run up the hill, leaning so far forward that my stomach was practically ten inches from the ground, and going relatively slowly - I was being pummeled by sheep! I ran into a few of them and shoved them aside, so they'd change direction and go to the right or left instead of down.

For some reason, I pictured myself as a wolf, with the same style and coloration of the wolf from Kung Fu Panda 2, except with less intense colors and more of a paler blue.

I got to the top of the hill and found myself overlooking a big valley with the similar two-version grass and tan/orange/peach colors. The dream shifted and fast-forwarded to the next one.

this dream is from a loong time ago, i just remembered it.

i'm in a church van on my way to camp at GLBA. we're almost there but up ahead the road runs stright into a pond. to my left there are three or four cabins. i'm sitting next to this kid James from school and he shows me this poem in a book. the poem is about death and i don't remember exactly what it said but i think it was about the beauty in death. now i'm out of the van and James and i are sitting between two of the earlier cabins inside a pin where there is a goat. we go inside the cabin and it is broken and destroyed, everything burned except for this mirror. a full body mirror and in it i don't see myself, i see Satan. we decide to pour gasoline on everything especially the mirror and set the cabin on fire. we're sitting in the field with the goat watching everything burn. the mirror doesn't burn. we bury it to the best of our abilities and go once again to sit in the field. and at the exact moment that the goats lays it's head in my lap the mirror starts to rise out of the ground. i think the goat was telling me to accept my fate.

1. My friends from a recent RPG campaign have gathered to perform a work of music I've written. I am leading the ensemble with a marimba, while C.W. plays flute, V.W., K.R., and M.G. all play various percussion instruments. The work is energetic and the conductor is very much into it; there's an extended section of dueling percussion soli.

2. I get a bulky letter from a great-aunt and uncle I hardly know, and on the outside is written something like "If you love us, you'll be much more important." We go to visit them at their sprawling southern plantation-type home, approaching through a huge bluegrass field with a great oak tree as a centerpiece. The great-aunt sees me from across the field and beckons to me; I run away, although I'm not sure why and am a bit embarrassed.

3. I'm in downtown Cincinnati with my brother for some reason, when I realize that I'll miss the opera if I don't go home and change into nice clothes. The crowds outside Music Hall are horrible thanks to the traffic of a Reds game and ticketing problems at the venue. As I walk to the ticket window, MB. T. and her friends jump out of a car and begin to walk behind me. I double my pace to avoid them, but she calls me and I turn around to hug her anyway. A random acquaintance from college, Jessica B., remarks "smooth move," but no one else present thinks this remark is appropriate.

4. I again run into MB at a games club/cigar making club?

5. I'm playing pro baseball, which is serious business in the dreamworld. I miss an important catch, which leads our team to a loss. I am summarily expelled from the team and jailed. In my cell, I get a call from another criminal asking if I want to sell drugs. I act like I have some to receive visitors, then take advantage of the open gate to run like crazy. I get shot but keep running anyway.

Skipped out on this for a few days. Whoops. Anyways, I went to bed between 1:30AM and 2AM, woke up around 10AM.

There were cockroaches in my house, but they were big Madagascar hissing ones. Mom caught one and showed it to me and I thought, "Well, if we have 'roaches now, I should keep some as pets." but the one I was holding was suddenly dead. I accused Mom of accidentally killing it but it started coming back to life, so I assumed it was playing dead. I noticed it had a beetle shell but no wings. They resembled the spotted shell of a Hercules beetle. I realized it was a female and maybe started thinking up names of her, I can't quite remember.

[transitionnn]

I was watching this business-type/reporter lady talk to a Japanese man who reminded me of Steve Aoki, except his hair was up in a Samurai-type pony tail thing. Anyways, the woman was asking him questions about I don't know what and the man replied, calling her madam at the end of his sentence. Then he asked, "What can I call you?" and she seemed confused. He said, "I was going to say he, but that wasn't right, and I don't want to say she. What can I call you?" My POV swooshed around them like a fancy camera, stopping at the other side at a low angle looking up. The man suddenly had no shirt and was wearing a piece of armor from a game I play. The two embraced each other all dreamy-like and shared a kiss. I laughed to myself and thought, "This is like all of those movies where the Samurai falls for the white woman." but I've never seen a movie like that.

Something about leather jackets.

My alarm went off and I woke up, pressed the snooze button and fell asleep again.

~ NSFW part ~

I was in a parking lot, approaching a p old school van. I opened the door and there was Joseph Gordon-Levitt, who I was apparently going out with. He was either naked or in his underwear. Anyways, the inside of the van had a burnt orange shag carpet and lights. The walls were yellow and when I got all of the way inside, it sort of turned into my room, except 9999x cooler. There were Christmas lights strung up everywhere, a bunch of shelves with cool stuff and of course, the amazing shag carpet. Joseph had turned it into a bed of some kind. He was getting ready to get spicy, putting on a raincoat and such, while I was avoiding the situation by organizing my CDs. I really wanted to, I was just nervous, and self-conscious. Finally I sat down beside him and decided I would close my eyes and just let him undress me and he could stop when ever he wanted. So off comes my shirt and I realized it was kind of nice having my eyes closed, because it was more surprising and exciting when he would touch me. He said something, or maybe I did, but I don't remember what. I was under the impression he was smiling. Off comes my bra (I wasn't wearing any bottoms already, not sure when that happened) and a few seconds later he embraced/kissed me and we laid down. I remember seeing a picture or a tumblr post about Vegeta from DBZ on the floor and something about boners, all just as I was opening my eyes, but my alarm went off and I woke up.

My alarm clock is silent for 10 minutes between each snooze so that dream was about 9 minutes long. Upon waking up, I realized it was one of the most vivid dreams I've had with my eyes closed. The sensations were all very real and I was surprised I didn't wake up from just having them closed, as that often guarantees the end of a dream. And my sex dreams usually get doubly spicy p fast, so it was nice having this slow and fairly realistic one.

I really want a Madagascar hissing cockroach.

EDIT: I forgot a bunch! It all came back to me a little while ago.

I was at a big party in some.. warehouse or whatevs'. It was just jam packed with people, so many people. There were a few tables set up with.. I guess food but I think there were a few with whatever junk. I was talking with some girls next to me and could sometimes see myself, like I was in a movie. The entire room was very dim, lit with only blue lights so everything and everyone had a blue tint. A girl next to me nodded towards someone in the distance, so I looked over and my vision zoomed in but it was kind of blurry and I missed what I was supposed to see. Everything rewound, I think, and I zoomed in again. Everything was blurry except this one face and it was Voldemort. He stared at me and began to grow hair, then turned around and left very quickly (the warehouse had biiiig sliding doors that were always open. There was a parking lot outside). I was now under the impression that most of the people in the room were wizards. I remember Joseph Gordon-Levitt being outside the door and waving for me to come out. I guess this dream came before the spicy one.

[transition]

Some little tidbit about wearing black pants, a black leather jacket and a tie-dye shirt and tie-dye shoes. Most of the focus was on the shoes and just seeing them from different angles (I have tie-dye Converse in real life). I was admiring how nice black clothing looked with rainbow accessories.

Went to bed 12:25-1
Goals: eat something and teleport
6:25 Had a dream where i think it is today in waking life. I look at the clock and it says 12 something. In the dream me and my family are going out to eat or something and we are leaving about one. In the dream i rem that i have the lucid dreaming class chat at that time and quickly try to get out of it. I rem talking to my mom about it and she didnt want to go either, I rem asing her if she thinks that dad will mind.

*I have a flash of eating at a restaurant and for some reason i decide to eat meat there. I rem getting both like chicken and maybe pork or something on my plate, i was wondering in the dream if eating some after so long will make me sick, i even remed a conversation from waking life with my bro about this. I rem getting the food ready and looking at it but dont rem eating it. I still think i may have eaten some because i rem thinking, this isnt making me sick.

*Have a flash of being at a water park. I climb up this water jungle jim kind of thing and get to a point where it splits off in multiple directions. There are people all over it moving in the different directions in an unorganized line. I rem noticing most of the people were moving in a specific direction. I was with my bro and asked which way i should go, he pointed to the most crowded one, whic was going down a curving water slide.

I go to sit down on the slide but a little girl cuts in front of me so she can follow her brother. There is a lady going in front too and she is with a little girl. When they go down the slide the lady spins around kind of freaking out and she drops there camera in the water. The camera is like purple with flowers on it and i think i half consider trying to get it for them. I just rem it floating in the water a sec and then going down the slide. Dont rem much else.

*I rem standing in line for something and a little kid does something, i think he hits me or something cant rem for sure.

9:10 I rem being out at this campsite with my family. We are in cabins and there are cabins all around us but they are still a decent distance from where we are. I rem in the dream wanting to smoke so i roll a joint. I rem rolling it really tight but having trouble twisting the ends of it. Neither end twisted right and neither side looked that great to hit from. One side began coming loose so i licked it again and gently patted it down. I rem looking at it and it had a little bit of fire on the part that was coming loose, as if i patted it down and then baked it a bit.

The joint is ready but my bro points out some dude in a red polo shirt walking in between camp sites. My brother calls him by name and in the dream i know we should wait until he is gone before lighting the joint. He is walking in between our cabin and the next one closest just looking at the ground, he looks quite strange. He moves closer and closer to the other cabin until finally he is out of sight. I light the joint and begin taking drags off of it. I walk into the cabin where on a small tv my mom is watching across the universe, I cant rem what song was playing, but in the dream i rem thinking it was very beautiful like hearing it for the first time. I sit down to where i can barely see whats hapening on the tv.

My sister sits next to me and i pass her the joint. I can see on the tv the couple from across the univers and the backround is very surreal and green. They are like floating side by side in green something idk. I rem in the cabin the fan was on really high and all of the windows were closed. I rem wondering if the smell would leak out the open door, so i blew my hits towards the closed windows and hoped that the fan would thin out the smoke. I also rem wondering about a smoke detector but relied on the fan for this as well. Cant rem much else/

*I rem traveling somewhere. I am in like an airport or something similar where alot of people wait to get on something. I think instead of a plane its like a tram or something im really not sure. I just rem it being up in the air and suspended by wires kind of. (I remed this because in waking life i was taking off my sleep mask.) It reminded me that in the dream i was sitting in the place waiting to get on the transport and i realized my sleep mask was on the whole time. It wasnt over my face but it was still strapped around my head, with the mask part over my hair. I rem taking it off and shoving it into my pocket. Cant seem to get more concrete memories of this dream.

11:14 I rem being at a big family get together. We are in a house or appartment i dont recogmize. I rem being really loud and obnoxious joking with my cousings. Later in the dream i went and sat against a wall and was observing everyone else. My mom was there against a wall on the other side of the room. Everyone was giving her all of this attention and they were talking about her cancer.

At this point i started really thinking about it in dream and began to get really sad. Tears starting forming in my eyes when i looked around and noticed my cousin johnny and a little kid that looked like him though ive never seen him before are pointing and laughing at me. They have really shocked looks on their faces so i know they are just confused as why i was laughing it up and joking and now all of a sudden im crying. (My mom recovered from cancer a few years ago.)

*I rem being in a classroom for art i believe. I rem there being these two chicks who annoyed me in the dream. I cant rem what they did but every time i saw them i was a bit annoyed. I rem getting up and seeing a poster for japanese club and someone asked who would paint the pictures for it. I dont rem what i said but something like, i will if no one else does. I walk over to this girl, she is a girl i had a crush on a long time ago in high school and she is working on a painting on the ground. I sit down next to her and begin talking to her about it. I rem one of her paintings was a landscape covered in trees and all of the colors are different shades of blue, it was quite nice.

I keep talking to her and the talk feels really intimate. After a bit the bell rings and everyone starts getting up to leave. They are walking right where we were sitting so i quickly get up and help her pick up her things. When there is only one painting left with her supplies on the ground im not sure if i should keep helping or just go get my stuff. We both reach for the last painting so i say im just gonna go get my stuff. I do and as i am leaving i dont see her anymore.

Those two girls from earlier in the dream walk up to me and ask whos gonna draw the japanese club pictures, i say "i kind of half volunteered." I rem thinking about it more, i was sure i could make a cool picture even though i havent drawn anime in years. I have one last mem of my cre writing teacher, im pretty sure he was there, dont rem anymore.

I am running a 5K cross country race, and there are only about five participants, all from my school. Our assistant coach Mr. King is the only person in attendance. My friend Cole, who is normally as fast as I am, is with the fastest runners on our team, but I am still average. I am upset with myself for still being average, but the others take pity on me. This only makes me more angry.

I am now at a large football stadium, watching a game with actor Don Cheadle, who claims to be the owner of the Baltimore Ravens. We talk for a while, and watch some of the game.

Later, I am with my brother Ellis, and friends Ryan and Tyler. We are on roof in a town I've never seen. Cops start to chase us, and we run through streets and multiple staircases. We are making ground fast, and doing Russian Climber moves down the staircases. I distinctly remember seeing Ryan drop a good five stories in between the median of a staircase. It was the type of stairway you might see in a parking garage in an urban area. The median is much too small for a human to fit through in waking life. (Note- a week or so ago, Ryan, myself, and our friend Ian went to see Super 8. We used the parking garage staircase, and my two friends had a contest to see which of them could spit from the top floor, through the medians, all the way to the bottom floor. Ryan won, and this is probably why I saw him jump between the stairs in my dream.) After a while, we ended up on Ludlow and University, two streets near my house.

Sometime later in the night, I was another roof. A man holding a large, black bag was also on this roof. At first, he spoke sanely and calmly to me. Suddenly, he pulled an unconscious African American woman of about 18-25 years from the bag, and put a knife to the back of her neck. I quickly drew my own blade out of nowhere, and pressed it to his neck. He looked me in the eyes, emitting an aura of extreme, seriousness, power, and killing intent. We both knew that he could have easily killed me, the woman, and whatever else may have been in the bag, but he calmly got up and left. He did not take the woman or this bag.
I can't remember exactly what he looked like, but I remember him telling me about his obsession with blood and death. He gave off an incredibly strong presence of insanity and surprisingly incredible composure.