non-lucid

Hotel Rooms
I am staying in a hotel with my girlfriend and a few other friends. We are in a large suite, but I want to have a room for just me and my girlfriend. I talk to the other friends about changing or rooming arrangement. Something about the bathroom.

Games in Mall
I'm in the video game store of a mall. I see two guys watching StarCraft on a TV screen. I talk to one them and learn he is a pro gamer. He is very friendly and encourages me to join his clan. Then he leave but has forgotten his copy of the game in the store. Then out in the mall hallways, a group of people are playing laser tag or something. It's disruptive to the other shoppers as these players run amok in the mall.

I am inside of a huge cathedral. It seems its just being renovated. I walk upstairs and walk out to the balcony. Its a huge balcony. There I see some paintings of large doses filled with food. I am admiring it greatly. Suddenly, I realize I still have long hair. I ask if they could heat some food for me, as I got hungry. There is some dark dude...

There is some cooking competition taking place. They are all cooking soups.
I couldn't find matches. Then I see a beautiful black girl, but there is also some black guy, just showing off, wearing some red see-through t-shirt. They go together.

I run to my grandma for some food. On my way, I see the black guy again. I know that he is well known trouble maker. He drives a yellow truck with a front crane. He drives quickly by and flies off the road into someone's garden. He jumps out of the car and starts swearing. I laugh at it and hide in a shadow. When I came to my grandma's house, I see a small shit in front of the house. And then I notice I have stepped into it. Its all over my shoe! Grandma says that its nothing, and not to worry about it.

This dream wasn't all that long, and I believe I'm missing some parts, but its starts off with these two people on the street, one a girl and one a guy and they seem to be doing some kind of musical performance. The girl was dancing with what looked like a tambourine and the guy looked like he had a ukulele. Anyways after a scan of what looked like an old downtown area, we see a corner sign that says California love. There is a pan of the sky when we go back to what looks like a group research or education facility.

Sitting on a fence or a tree is a girl and a guy and the people around the camp are talking about working on California and love in the city where some mysterious people are granting gifts to certain families. Everyone in this camp is working to be one of those groups of people who get the mysterious gifts, but only those who have great success or a strong bond can get it.

The people talk about going to some kind of event and the girl and the guy who are sitting on the tree suddenly become very quiet. I ask them what's going on and they say that they can't go. When I ask why, the girl says she has no one who cares about her. I am confused so I talk to the guy next to her and he says that even know the girl next to him is great, he is not who I think he is, and will not be there much longer.

Him and the girl get off the tree and when I turn around for a second, the girl bends down and kisses the man on the cheek. The guy turns into the size of a ken doll, crawls up her arm and starts kicking his feet while looking around. Startled I pull out my camera phone and try to take a picture. I look through the lens, and the doll sized man is invisible, when I take the camera off of them the doll sized man is still there, and then he hops away.

"He's gone." the girl says.

I ask the girl if she's okay, and she smiles. Some people still in the camp are saying how strange that person was to be talking to her self, and I ask them if they saw that man who was with her earlier. They say that they saw one person but he disappeared and she was still talking. They also said that that person only shows up on certain occasions, usually when someone is feeling really lonely and had something happen to them. They said that certain business positions required a partner, and that the one she had been in for the past month was that kind of position.

The couples also talked about a man who shows up when needed and turns into a doll later on. They say it's some kind of dreamer's luck. The couples I was talking to left for the city and a girl with blonde hair and a maroon jacket asked me if I was going to the bar/boutique that everyone was talking about. I am a little unsure about the location and they told to follow the lights. I tell them Ill join shortly but I want to talk to the other girl first.

When I turned around to see the girl from before, I saw her with a sandy haired man with glasses, and The girl who asked me about the bar boutique gazed longingly at the field of golden grass. Extreme pain, hope, love and loneliness exuded from her aura.

She said something about wanting a partner, and I tried to talk to her, but some laughter stopped me. When I looked, I saw the girl had looked as well, and there was a young child climbing up the hill.On her shoulder was the doll sized man I had talked to earlier, but he looked like an actual doll rather then a person, and a look alike fell by the water side. The kid ran away and the doll sized man winked and hopped towards the girl with the blonde hair. She was thrilled, and I looked on dumbfounded.

I then left the facility and came to an area where there were brick houses with black stairwells and laundry hanging in the air. I saw some people I recognized from the facility gloating over some flowers and drinks in one part of the city, but I walked on until I reached a wooden building with metal stairs and some music playing in the lobby. I walked into what looked like a old style saloon and looked at the wall of pictures in the back. Some were drawings, some were photographs, but all were young kids, couples, or men, and all were wearing old school outfits like from the late 19th century.

Curious I saw one picture of a blonde woman with a maroon jacket, and when I looked at myself, and the woman in the picture I was awestruck. I touched the picture and felt a zap go through my finger tips. It was me, or someone who was related to me, and close by the touch of it, and for whatever reason I couldn't believe I was on that wall. I felt a cool breeze go through the back door, and when I turned around a saw a small man with a black hat and an iron tray with tea and turkey.

"My lady," he said, and I blinked and pointed towards myself.

"Me?" I asked and the small man nodded his head before placing the tray a small table.

"Dinner is served," and he left the dining room.

I took a sip of the tea and was about to bite into the turkey when I heard something outside. When I went there I saw flowers scattered about next to my building, and heard some ruckus from down below. The stranger had made an appearance and he was headed our way. I saw flowers appearing at various houses, and an energy of mystery and excitement filled the area. I tried to go downstairs, but before I could the scene changed and I was in the kitchen. There were some people on the couch in the living room, but I couldn't see any details, as they were just some silhouette's with the TV on. I went to join them with a paper plate, but before I got very far the lights went on, and the living room disappeared.

I turned around to see some flowers on the floor in the kitchen,as well as golden tambourine/ hand drum. When I went to investigate, a gloved hand picked up the instrument and handed it to me.

"Your turn" he said, and my eyes traveled up his torso, however, before I could see his face the scene disappeared and I was on the corner of California and love with a tambourine in my hand. I had a companion with me, and when I looked up I saw a dark haired man with a white shirt and black jacket. With a small instrument case in his hand, he leaned towards me, but before I could see his face, I woke up.

26.01.2011

26.01.2011

Long dream, bad recall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm abroad. I go to a building, then to a store and then to another store. Then I go back to the building to take a written test. After I finish Nr warns me not to complain about the test while I grab some ice-cream. Then I'm in a flat where two girls like pot. Their mother rang the bell and I had to go down to meet her.

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Time to eat some veggies (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was a customer in a fast food joint and because the staff thought I was very nice I was the favourite customer. I also had some fighting thing organized where other customers could challenge me to a fight and I would defeat them. I did some stuff and upgraded the security to the maximum level available.

After a while some angry customer came in. He was an unshaven blonde man and he challenged me to a fight. I think I defeated him and he decided to run away. I was offered a table and the place soon morphed into a fancy restaurant.

I was eating there with some other people. Clockwise from my seat: A girl from the fast food staff, a girl from this restaurant (directly across me), my friend J and my friend Jv. We all had vegetables and I had some ham set aside for later. Someone next to me also had some delicious looking oranges in their food. I tried my food and it wasn't half bad.

After having some fun talking the owner of the restaurant came to our table and accused us of damaging the wall. I was seated facing the damaged part and I saw that the white wall was cracked. The owner said that this restaurant was really important because some new railroads were being made and this town was an important place where lots of people would stop by on their way to wherever the train was headed. He then warned up that this was going to cost us a lot of money.

I asked him if he had any proof (we really hadn't done it) and he said he didn't need any. I got a little annoyed and I told him: "So basically we're going to have to pay just because you say so?"

I demanded that he call the police so that they could see that our fingerprints were not on the wall and he did it with a white phone on a corner. (Not a cell phone, it was just sort of there for no reason)

The security from the fast food place came out and since I had upgraded it to maximum level they got there really fast. Once in the restaurant they just took away the owner without searching for clues or understanding the situation. I was somewhat shocked, but I said: "Oh well, as long as it works"

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The dream takes place in a familiar neighborhood. Maybe a reflection of my hometown. Maybe the current city I'm living in. I cannot say for sure. I'm riding in the car with a friend and his sister. Their relationships to me and each other are not concrete and it seems that at certain times during the dream, they assume different roles.

We're riding to nowhere in particular as recklessly as possible. It is exciting at first until the driver starts to run stop signs and red lights and make dangerous turns. I warn him that we were just spotted by a cop and are definitely going to get pulled over. He kicks it into overdrive and I struggle for my seat belt. We make every maneuver possible to evade the cops, pulling a full 180 degree skid. At this point we've lost them and proudly head back home as though we had accomplished our goal for the day.

It feels at though the police are still on our trail. We get out the car, but I notice a squad car speeding down the road from our left. It took me a split second to decide I wanted to create a ramp for him fly off of. It was at this point I realized I was dreaming. I thought hard about what I wanted to create and then quickly turned my head to the right and pointed my finger. A spine ramp was sitting, basking in all its glory, directly where I was pointing my fingers.

At this point, however, the police are no longer a threat and have completely removed themselves from the dream. To be sure I'm dreaming, I perform a quick nose plug reality check. I'm dreaming! In an attempt to solidify myself in the dream, I look around for something to heighten my sensory input. I walk up to a shopping cart sitting in the middle of the road and feeling the heat from the sun on the metal. I had read of someone on the forums licking a brick wall to solidify him/herself in the dream, so I proceeded to lick the handle of the shopping cart. It tasted metallic. I remember my tongue sticking to it briefly. I look around and attempt to take everything in, but I get too excited and the dream fades out.

I'm lying in bed with my eyes still closed. I remember someone on the forums mentioning fading from a lucid dream into sleep paralysis. And though I did not realize it at the time, I feel as though I may have experienced a similar phenomenon if only for a short time. Eventually I became suspicious and questioned reality, plugging my nose. I could breath, but it felt too real. So I sat up, everything still dark, and tried again. Indeed I was dreaming. I lifted the covers off over my head found myself in an extremely distorted, surreal version of my room. I was unable to move effectively. I woke up.

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I my alarm woke me up at 4.00 am and I remembered three dreams. When I woke up in the morning I remembered two dreams more, but I had forgotten two of the first three (I think). Here's one and a fragment of another.

I woke up (I think it was the alarm clock) and fell back to sleep shortly after that.
The dream begins forming around me but I feel it fading. I form an image of the computer screen in front of me with a youtube page opened. I stare at the video and dive into it but the soon I wake up again.

I remember a short man in a green tower. There was also a tall man in the tower (me?). The short man goes to talk to the tall man. The tall man takes a needle. I stick the needle into the short man's vein and pour his blood into a chalice. When I've had enough, I put my finger on the wound and the bleeding stops. A secret door opens and the man sees a chest full of silver. He plunges greedily at it.

Non Dream Dream Lucid

Ok, I remembered two dreams and a fragment from last night; here goes:

Dream 1: The School Riot
I am standing by the two Astro-Turf pitches at my school. A shooting range is behind them. In my school we have a CCF where we train in either Army, RAF or Navy. I am in RAF (same IRL) and we are having a competition: three other schools have come to us to compete.

A friend from school comes running toward a group of people while being chased by a much larger boy from a different school. He is carrying a rifle from the shooting range. He reaches a group of schoolfriends, puts down the rifle, before jumping over the low fence and continuing to run away from his pursuer. I start to walk towards the range. As I do so I notice a group of boys holding rifles running in the same direction, very angrily. They are opening and closing the bolts of the rifles so I assume they are loaded.

As I walk toward the range, I encounter a teacher who tought me a few years ago, walking in the same direction as the rest. I warn her not to go that way because some kids are there with guns and I think that they're gonna shoot someone. She is rather concerned, saying that they could cause a lot of damage with shotguns; I inform her that they are only rifles so at least they can only shoot one person at once. She thanks me for the warning and goes a different way.

I reach the range, and enter just as the shooting coach returns. I tell him and the other member of staff there that the kids have taken all the rifles. There's not much we can do, so we stay put. I look out the window and see another school in uniform, standing in lines smartly waiting for an inspection.
I cross the room and look out the window in the direction I came from: I see a third school riding into the chaos in blue chariots, all holding blue and yellow rifles pointed ahead of them. I turn back to the teachers and wake up.

Dream 2: Harry Potter
I am lying in my bed at home reading the last harry potter novel for the second time. I hear my parents coming up the stairs so I switch my bedside light off, casting the room into darkness. When the noise of my parents fades, I switch the light back on, but it is not working - it comes on very dim and not light enough to read. I switch it on and off a few times, but it stays the same. Thankfully, my iPod starts playing the audiobook so I lie on my front at listen to it.

The story goes off on a tangent. The voice reading the story mentions three animals; I suddenly have the sense that they are going to appear in the room, so I leap off my bed and stand on guard facing it from the corner of my room. "The first animal is the tiger." I notice a lump under the duvet on my bed, so I whip the covers off. Underneath, sure enough, is a little tiger cub. I don't think it out of the ordinary that the animals are appearing, but I am cautious of the tiger cub.

"The second animal is a pig" I look down and see a little piglet on the floor to my right. I climb back onto my bed. "and the third animal is... the JELLY!" I look down at the floor and see a small, purple jelly-like creature the size of my fist. It has small tentacles on the top of it. It moves toward me slowly.
"This jelly is unique in that eats anything it touches, be it living or not". The jelly launches itself at me; I bat it away with my hand. It tries again but I bat it away again. I pick it up and put it on an inflated baloon on the table next to me. It sticks there and starts eating its way into the baloon, which doesn't pop.

I realize that this is not harry potter. I recall that I was quite near the end of the book and remember a scene where the main characters are adults with children. Sure enough, the voice starts talking about the scene I thought of. Elements of the story continue to be realized when the adult Hermione enters with her infant daughter in a cot/crib and kneels at the end of my bed. She is surrounded by a kind of white halo. I observe her but only treat her as a part of the story, not as a real person.
Suddenly, my dad walks opens the door to my room and walks in, saying he needs to set up a camp bed for my sister. I wake up.

Dreamsigns:

• RAF competition
• Shooting range in wrong place
• Friend running with rifle
• Rifle outside the range
• Kids with loaded rifles
• Chaotic Riot
• Blue Chariots
• Blue and Yellow Rifles
• At home not school
• Reading Harry Potter
• Lights not working
• I don't own an iPod IRL
• Animals appearing
• Mutant Jelly
• Balloon not popping
• Hermione appearing
• Dad setting up camp bed in the middle of the night

- Real life and comments.
- Non-Lucid Dreams
- Lucid Dreams
* Special feelings and other things *

Beating up a bully.

I was in a small village, near my town, with a friend. It was dark, and a stupid random bully appeared and atack my friend when I was alone. Then I return where it was my friend and he explained to me the agression of the bully. He had fear of him. I grabbed my friend and take him to the bully.
-You, apologize and return the money to my friend.
He refused.
I started to beat him, and when he fell to the ground, I kept kicking on the head * I feel very aggressive and a little devil * When the boy started to have very disfigured face, the dream ends.


A new bus.(frag)
I simply remember thinking, oh, the school buss is new! x'D

i had an..interesting dream today. basicly what happened was i drempt i was playing a spider-man videogame, sometimes as spidey, others just viewing. it turned out it was acctully a green goblin video game which was wierd anyways. there was a strange paralysis apon everyone, and some peope were early on in the dream taken and returned, like in the 4400, and this wind came to pick them up and take them somewhere. for some odd reason my friend chris who was originaly taken, dident get taken again, and even stranger was the mention of a kid called ben P. , a kid in my year who i dont really talk to. a girl who apparently liked chris got taken, and chris grabbed hold of her and got taken along. when i got a look at chris finaly, i noticed he was monochrome. somehow this wave of wind turned all the standered bad guy into green goblin crows, and alot of deadpool villins apeared. i ecame green goblin for a bit, but they still atacked me. later on i was deadpool in what seemed to be the game hub, and being deadpool, thought a portal that opened up was a gambling game, so chucked money in it. it was a very interesting dream. and it was cool to be deadpool.

I woke up and had pieces of the dream for a few seconds then lost it
No Recall

I have had some unrestful sleeping lately, and not too good dream recall. So, unfortunately, I can only remember parts of this dream.

Experimenting with Lucid Techniques

I am walking down a hallway, I believe in the old mansion that is connected to the church I attend and is now used for sunday school rooms. I somehow know that I am dreaming. [This may very well have been a WILD, I seem to remember slipping from being awake into a dream at some point. But it would have been the first dream of the night which I didn't think happened that much with WILDing] I realize that I have pretty good control, but the detail of the dream is rather poor. It is pretty dim and fuzzy, as though it were something I was trying to visualize. Also, as often happens, it begins to fade out altogether as I think of myself being asleep.

I begin to climb a staircase, and think back to Hyu's dream journal and how he anchored himself better to his lucid dream. I become more aware of my senses, and imagine a piece of chocolate to bite into. At first the piece of chocolate is very tiny, and doesn't have much substance at all. But the very act of trying to bit into it seems to have strengthened things a bit, so I am able to visualize an even bigger piece of candy. This time, I can taste the chocolate, as well as the caramel center. I can feel the chocolate and caramel in my mouth as well.

Then I get down on the floor and smeel and feel the carpet. It smeels and feels like carpet, allright. I have a vague idea that I tried to summon a Dream Guide, and even of some individual showing up.

Now my recall gets a bit fuzzy, because I don't believe the dream broke up or anything. I'm not sure I lost lucidity either, but I have a vague recollection of a gang of criminals out to get the President. I was part of this gang, but I may have been undercover. Or I may have been out to capture the gang.

Names in KI List (fragment)

Another dream related to Uru. I link into the cavern, and see a few names listed of people who are present. There are only a couple at first, but then I look again and there are a whole bunch of people.

A glass of port

I walk into a bar. The bartender tries to give me a drink of wine. I don't like any kind of alcohol, except for sweet wines and port. I ask for a glass of port, but he pours me a glass of some kind of wine saying it is like port. I take a drink. It tastes OK, but it seems to have some kind of milk mixed in which makes it taste funny.

I have been worried a lot lately, and I hope that the alcohol will help to make me relax. However, the bartender will only give me a drink in a tiny shot glass.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

It was late at night. The street lights on the road were dim, not bright like they should have been. My father was driving his car, a black 2009 Infiniti with cherry accents inside the interior, at around forty miles an hour down this two-lane road. I was in the passenger seat.

After a few moments of silence, I began to talk about hallucinogens.

"I can enter a state of sleep paralysis using them," I told him. "It's pretty cool. You should try them sometime."

I've never used hallucinogens before and don't plan to. But this dream fragment still shocked me a little bit!

I just remember being in this room where the sizes of objects were bigger than normal, like I would have been in some giants room. I take somekind of "magic wand" and a tiara. I have a partner and she reminds me of Lisa Simpson. I watch out a window and theres this weird looking giant looking at me it has a black hood and a white mask. Im not scared even though its scary looking. It goes away pretty soon.
My partner tries to break a big window to apparently, get out. She cant break it, so I take my "magic wand" and just slightly touch the window and it shatter into tiny fragments like in movies when they shoot windows. It doesnt crumble off until I touch it.

I have this feeling that I want to get out of the place, but Im not scared or anything I just want out....

Im taking a tour inside our school with my friends. The guides are girls who are no-longer students there. I come to the yard its pretty sunny day and I suddenly think about lucid dreaming but dont come lucid.

Then Im sitting outside with my friends and the Minister of Financy. We are just talking there and laughing, and then I say to my friends that Finnish politics are shit or something like that, and we laugh. The minister is also laughing but is abit embarrassed. Then I apologize from him and say "It was just a joke" just to make him feel better. Then there comes cars to the yard and there are other politicians sitting there, although they look like our schools teachers. They cant park the cars properly and are struggling to park them nicely and without damage.

My first DJ entry at DV!


So Im in my kitchen and look outside to the road which goes by our house. I see this oddly-acting guy/boy in a green jacket with a stickbag on his shoulder. He is bugging cars which go by him until there comes this car with a woman driver. The guy throws his stickbag through the womans cars windshield and breaks it. The woman stops and comes out of the car, then suddenly the guy starts stabbing the woman. I shout to my mom to call 112 (like a 911 number used in different EU-countries). Mom is dialing a direct number to the police station and its taking forever, so I shout and push her asking "Whats taking so long!" Then she gets the number dialed, but its the wrong number so I say "Why dont you just dial 112!!!!!" And then se asks "Is it this *pointing to number 21." and I say "NO ITS NOT" And keep shouting.
Then Im upstairs in my room looking to my neighbours frontyard and I see the guy stabbing my neighbours and I just collapse because of the inability to do anything about it.

After this Im speaking to my english teacher and she says that the boy living in the neighbour is dead and also 3 other guys. Then I try to cheer her up...