non-lucid

Non Dream Dream Lucid

Ok, I actually remembered bits of quite a few dreams this morning, so I'll enter them all in sections.

Dream 1: False Awakening
Not much to tell really. I woke up and sat down at my desk. I opened my dream journal to write something in it, but it was full, so I went back to bed. This should have called a RC but it didn't. When I actually woke up and opened my DJ it wasn't full, and i realised that before was a False Awakening.

Dream 2: Tenacious D
I am listening to the studio version of "The Metal" by Tenacious D on my music player. I remember that I have the live video version of this song as well, so I find it and play the video over the top of of the studio version. Obviously some of the lip syncing isn't perfect. I remember Jack and Kyle (the band members) having some rather comical expressions on their faces in the high bits, kinda like in a cartoon.

The scene changes; it is still the same dream, though. I am envisioning a pair of siamese twins, joined down their sides. They are wearing a double guitar - one guitar with two necks and two sets of strings. They are playing one each. (I think "The Metal" is still in my head but I can't remember) Suddenly I realise it would be cooler if one of the necks was a bass guitar; the top one changes to a bass neck, longer and with four strings. Then I realise it would be even better if the twins were joined back to back, and each was playing their part of the guitar - this happens as well. That's all I remember of that dream.

Dream 3: Hustle
That evening I had watched the lastest episode of Hustle, a TV drama about a group of 5 con-artists.
I am the young man from Hustle. We've just pulled off a successful con with and we're choosing where to go and celebrate. We're looking at a map; the woman we pulled the con with suggests a chateau in France that she knows, but I decide on Turkey.

Scene change - we are on a bridge in Turkey. The view is fantastic and we are leaning against the side, sipping champagne. The three other men look the same as in the TV show, but the woman is different - the one in my dream is a brunette and has freckles. We are arranged in a line looking over the road and out into the water beyond. The three men are on the left, then the brunette woman, then me, then the woman we pulled the con with. One by one, the three men make their excuses and leave, exiting to my right hand side. The woman to my left crouches down to have a look at the map in my hand. The other woman makes her excuse and leaves; the woman to my left starts to suck my fingers slowly. I look down and realise she is actually fairly attractive. I am contemplating what is probably about to happen when the dream ends

Dream 4: The (Short) Lucid!
I remembered this happening as I woke up. I really don't remember very much at all, but I do remember being Lucid and being in a classroom full of schoolfriends; a recurring feature in my Lucids so far.

Dreamsigns

• Dream Journal being Full
• Playing video over music on my player
• Tenacious D's comical expressions
• Siamese Twins
• The Double Guitar (recurring)
• Characters from Hustle
• Being in a Classroom

Being in a Classroom has been the subject of four of my lucids; the other was walking to a class. Unfortunately this is a very inconvenient dreamsign as I am a student and spend over half my waking life in a classroom.

I remember a scene that involved some millipedes crawling after me. I sat up on the car, and they kept crawling, so I cut them in half with a butter knife. Almost immediately a ants were eating them.

I also remember jogging with a classmate, and we were talking about how the new army PT uniforms were going to get improved. We headed to to a subburb and I headed my own way to hang out with A. The fair was at his school that day, and there was all types of events.

I needed to pee, and when I finally came up to a stall, some huge 6'5 guy came up talking trash about me. I looked around cause I couldn't believe he was talking to me. He said some more junk to me, and once I finished up, and walked right over there, and punched him in the face. He shrugged it off, and tried to punch me. I blocked it, and punched him again, and again, and again, and again and again until the dream faded.

Dream

January 24, '11: I was outside, in a tree, wrapping a string around a branch. I heard someone whistling coming from the woods. It was my grandpa.
Then I was inside. It was late at night. I was in a big house with lots of large windows. It was a vacation house.

I saw a black panther outside. It was bigger than a person, and it had a baby panther with it. The large panther saw me and got inside somehow. It chased me and jumped at me. I grabbed it and choked it. I could squeeze its throat shut, so it couldn't breath. But I didn't want to kill it. I threw it over the railing of a stairwell.

Later, I thought if I put the cat in water it would dissolve. I said I remembered this from a dream. (I really have had a dream about a cat that that was attacking me dissolving in water). The panther was now a house cat. I called it a jaguar.
My family was seated at a dining table. My parents called Don Juan, or Castaneda to ask him why I was having this experience.

On Friday night I had two dreams that I remember. In the first, my roommate Abe was getting ready to box with my neighbor Ryan. There was a boxing ring, but I don't think there were any ropes, just a platform. Abe didn't have boxing gloves on, he had one bare hand and one of those brown glove/mittens that Bauer has. Bauer and I were cheering him on and trying to get him ready and pumped up for the fight. Once he got on the platform he wasn't more than 8 feet from Bauer and I, but he couldn't hear us for some reason. We were whispering about how Ryan was definitely going to win. When the fight started, Ryan was a much smarter boxer than Abe. But he had a huge stick with large, square punching gloves on each side. He held this on his shoulders, and skillfully beat Abe without hurting him or getting hit at all himself. At this point, Ryan said he didn't want to hurt Abe, so Abe got off the stage. Then, Will hopped up fists flying and got several quick, solid shots on Brasser's face. That is the last thing I remember from that dream.
The second dream I had that night was shorter. The people I had been hanging out with that night were there: Bauer, Jamie, Joel, Kuik, and Blake. We were all in a big lake, maybe in a canyon or something like that. We were all swimming but not moving. Bauer was gone at some point, and I don't understand why or how I knew this, but it was my duty to make sure Jamie was alright. Jamie and I joked about something, and we were still in the lake but not wet, whatever that mean. Then Bauer came back and we were all in the lake like before but we were swimming to the side of the lake, which had a canyon wall. Then, I woke up.

I had dreams on Saturday and Sunday nights too, but sadly I did not have time to write them down when I woke up so I have forgotten them.

Non Lucid- Angel Demon
I was getting ready for school when I had to wake Mom up for driving me to the bus stop. (It's a long walk.) So, I tried to wake her up to tell her there are demons in the room. She wouldn't believe me and was very much asleep. I picked her up and dragged her, and put her in my room. I saw a black shadow with wings. Vividness: 4/5 Very clear.
Non lucid- Fragments
Mana was mad at something.
I watched a lucid dreaming subliminal video, that told me to say, "I am lucid." Weird, because I didn't become lucid in the dream.
And lastly, I dreamt where I had the vivid dream journal credit on DV.
Vividness: 3/5 lacking it because of memory not vision.

something

I was in the car and i am on my way to the playground where Tessa's birthday party will take place.It was placed up against a hill and was very attractive. When i got there i got out of the car. Then all of the sudden i was in a version of my hosue mixed with Tessa's house, and it was dark. I had just gotten there and we were talking. I asked her if this party involved a lot of games like the last one. She said no, and i told her i would be able to stay the whole time for this one. Apparently the party lasted until midnight and didn't even staart until the afternoon, and right now it was 5:30. Tessa went back to sleep as i asked her what we were gonna do for all the time we had to wait.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! The week is starting off with a very weird dream and a nice monday. I can feel my motivation coming back to me and I've done quite a few RC's during the day. Awesome!

23.30: Sleep

05.10: Oh shit
I'm with a few friends and we're at some nightclub. I walk up to a few people I know sitting around a table. A few people I dislike are sitting at the table nearby and they give me a questioning look. "Oh yeah, I know these people and Yes, I am in this exclusive club" is what I tell them with a single look back. I sit down and start talking to one of the girls, a friend of my sister. She asks me if I want the picture of her sucking on my dick at a party a few nights ago. I remember the picture clearly and I get a pit in my stomach. "Let's keep it on the downlow with that ok? It wouldn't be good if my girlfriend found out" I say and fake laugh a bit. "I didn't think I was capable of cheating, even when drunk... I guess I was wrong" I think for myself.

The dream changes. I'm watching a video clip that I've recorded myself while drunk. I'm high up in a pinetree and I'm showing my genitals. "Oh come on, less of that" I say to the people around me watching the clip. My friend Felix was there and some other person. There is "no less of that" though and the drunk me is starting to masturbate while climbing down the tree. I ejaculate downwards and I can feel the shame. "Ok we have to erase that tape" I say and start measuring something on the ground around a few trees. I get help and we try to calculate how much to ensnare to make sure the tape gets erased (?). "Why don't we just erase it in the VCR?" I ask.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 5½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I'm glad I had a rather interesting dream. Let's see what tonight brings!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Log: 10:00 January 23-24, 2011
05:30
Hours: 7:30 m Alarm: Yes Audio: None

People: Brenna Ashleigh, Sam Aschwanden, Tessa Henessy

A bunch of us were at the park and we were all playing around, and it seems as if i was being somewhat of a loner and just climbing and swinging on my own. It was pretty fun. I was on one side of the playset, and i jumped a big gap and successfully pulled it off. I went back around ad got over to the place were i started before and contemplated doing the same thing again. On this side with me Sam and Brenna were behind or on the side of me. On the other side of the playground was a few people, i couldn't tell who they were. I was now voicing my opinion on the fact that i was about to make the big jump again. Brenna was concerned, along with Sam, and they didn't want me to do it. They didn't see me do it the first time, sothey were very skeptical. Then Brenna left, and it was Sam and i left. She could not come to realize where actually i was jumping to. So i had to point it out many times to get her to notice. But then i gave it up and Sam and i started walking past where i was going to jump to. There was a bathroom right there to the left. Sam went to the bathroom and i waited outside for her. I found a tree and i decided to hide from her, but when she came out she automatically found me and she said i was silly. Then it ended.

I am staying at my mum's house, and we have a row, so I go into the shop next door to my old bedroom. The shop is huge, it sells all kinds of different things, and it seems that it has a very late closing time. While I am buying teddies and dressing gowns, I see both my aunties coming towards me. For some reason, I sense that my auntie will be upset at me buying teddies because she recently lost a baby (she hasn't) so I feel guilty. I continue to browse through balloons, and hope that they do not see me.That said, both my aunties are enthusiastic about all of my purchases when they find me, and browse the shop with me, picking up some of the same things.

When I leave the shop, I find my friend's mum sitting on my bed on her laptop. She announces that she is pregnant with a boy, and shows me the early scans in Photoshop. There seems to be a party going on all around us, with crowds drinking and dancing but somehow, despite the happy news, she appears to be sad.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING
1:00

WILD from a FA (?)
I was dreaming I had woken up in my bed (FA) and I tried to fall asleep (in the dream) and enter a lucid dream. I was focusing on the image of a mirror to use as a portal. Just as if I were awake, I went through the process of trying to sleep for a while. I was seeing the image clearer, then weakened, then stronger again, then I almost woke up... Then I decided to cover my eyes with my sleeping mask, because there was some light in the (dream) room coming through the window and that might have been the reason why I was not falling asleep easily.
[I only realized this part had been a dream when much later I woke up from my LDs and saw that I had never put my sleeping mask on. It was still on the drawer.]

Dream Warriors School
I finally managed to fall asleep (inside the dream) and immediately went into a dream of a empty room with only one large mirror on the wall. I changed it to have a certain size and shape. But then when I tried to cross it, the mirror was completely solid. I tried several times, I created several mirrors and none of them worked. Strange! That never happens!
Then came a girl who told me to sit with her. She explained to me what I should do to get through the mirror, but I told her "Yes, but that's what I always do! I do not understand why it does not work this time. " Then she told me something about me being on a new level and that I had to get used to how things worked a bit differently around there and she invited me to follow her. In the same building as we were, she took me to a more reserved area, with some large glass doors, which closed with some kind of electromagnetic field. I noticed that we were being followed, but the two guys who followed us were stranded outside. She did not seem to be worried about then, but I looked into their eyes through the doors and I realized they were men in black, but not of the usual kind. They had a devilish look in their eyes and I felt that these were more powerful that the usual guys. I did not feel very safe, but the girl told me that we were safe and she introduced to me the rest of the guys. It was a bunch of other dreamers and I knew we were the Dream Warriors School.
We were going to get to know each other when suddenly in front of me the men in black materialized. They had managed to pass the force field. It all happened very fast. They wanted to steal something, an object that was in the middle of the hall and they did it under our nose. But when they were fleeing, I used telekinesis to throw things at them, I threw fireballs and I fought physically with one or two. Other dreamers have also tried to block them, but they escaped. The atmosphere was very somber after that.
A bit after we were surprised by a visitor. It was the Dalai Lama who gave us some words of encouragement. There was a guy sitting behind me asking me some questions about if there was some protocol to follow, like how to address him or how to sit in front of him...., I guess because everybody knows I’m Buddhist and I would know this stuff, but I told him not to worry and just be natural.
After the Dalai Lama left us, someone handed us a paper with some writings on and asked us to make a prayer circle and for the health – I don’t remember if it was of someone’s health in particular, but I think it was for global health.

I kissed a girl and I liked it
I was wandering some place looking for a toilet and found a ladies restroom which was full of girls waiting in line. I then saw some toilets that had a sign saying it was for exclusive use of lesbians, people with certain diseases and other awful things. I thought that discrimination was just disgusting. Then I noticed how clean and brand new they were and it occurred to me “Of course, nobody ever uses it, because it would be too damn embarrassing”. But I saw the opportunity and decided to use one of those toilets: they were clean and available! Some fatty girl laughed at me and asked “Hey girl, are you lesbian?” and the only response I got for her was to start singing Katy Perry’s song “I kissed a girl and I liked it!” I was LMAO and I started shaking my booty to the rhythm of the song. That broke the ice and all the girls were really amused and started singing along with me. My friend ZIlla dropped by and took me away saying "are you crazy?".

5:30

Lucid wandering
I think I fell asleep lucid. I was with my BF talking about something and I remind him that we’re just dreaming. I know he hates that I bring this subject up, but I have to tell him the truth. He was more or less accepting it but he wanted some proof, so I grabbed the comic books of Astérix he had on his hands and showed him how the title of the book changed every time we’d read it: I read three different titles, in french, english and even latin. He seemed convinced, which is unusual on him and then I recalled he had already got up in RL, so this was only a DC, that is why it was corresponding to my expectations. Boring.
My lucidity wasn’t so great, so I just went to practice my control of the elements. I threw fireballs at a merchant’s tent I came across. I was feeling so very guilty as the man was screaming, but I wanted to put down the fire with water and only if something really important was at stake, like the livelihood of someone else, then I would try my best to shoot water as well as I shoot fire. But once again it didn’t go as well as planned. I didn’t shoot water from my hands, I just made rain fall over the tent, putting the fire down. I don’t know why my water control always goes this way, but ok. I noticed how the people around were all very angry at me, shouting and looking threatening, so I decided to fly away from them. I flew over a street full of tents with asian merchants. I thought it could be China, but I wasn’t sure. Then I saw a museum of chocolate art and I went inside. It looked like those ice sculpture museums on open air they make in China, but it was indoors and made of chocolate. The floor, the walls, the sculptures, everything was made of chocolate. I got some blade skates and skated through the museum. I noticed this was chipping the chocolate floor, but whatever. I found a portuguese couple sitting on a chocolate bench admiring some chocolate caravels and then I felt this incredible sexual urge taking over me and I had to run to the closest restroom. I locked myself in and I was looking at myself in the mirror and thinking “Don’t fucking waste a lucid on sex!” Wow, but the urge was really overwhelming, so I took all my clothes off and got butt naked. I looked so hot that I had to make love to myself right there! LOL

6:30

In the first dream i'm at my high school where we get told, that there is a bowling team and to join you need to buy your own pins.

In my second dream i'm at home with some friends. It's not my real home, but in the dream it's my home. The house is kind of a mixture between my best friends house and my grandfathers house. We're playing with my brother, in some free to play, shit, first person shooter. The guys he is playing with and himself is using a program to communicate. We try to use the program and i remember it being very very bad.
Later in the dream, one of my friends have to leave and i say goodbye to him.
Moments later one of my other friends arrive with his father at my house. He have his bowling pins with him and they are in several big bags which are impossible to carry. There is a staircase outside my door and i want to help carry them up the stairs, but it's just pretty much impossible. At some point, i almost get the hang of it, but i'm carrying the bag in a really weird way and his dad tells me that i won't get up the staircase. I just sort of think "Fuck you, i'm getting these pins up the stairs!" and finally gets them up. Seconds later they slide down the stairs and he starts laughing and i'm really frustrated.
The dream ends.

DREAM LUCID COMMENTS

I'm folowing this guide and today was the FILD day.
Lately, I've found that I've got more of a dream body then normal. I don't have any school this week so I went to bed half past 1.

I am in some sort of building, it feels like it's high in the air. The dreams feels different then all the other dreams I had before. There are 2 people with me. Inside I know that they are members from dreamviews, and they are trying to teach someone, probably me, about lucid dreaming. They are trying to make me lucid, but I'm losing the dream and wake up

I don't know what they said or what their names where (in the dream I knew) when I woke up, only that it had to do with lucid dreaming
Before I knew it, I had moved so forget the FILD for now, I checked my mobile, it's around 7 o'clock.
I get out of bed and use the bathroom, drink some water and try to get back to sleep, which is very hard for some reason.

Finnaly I'm back asleep. My uncle, aunt, nephew, my mother, father and myself, are on holiday. We are in a small shop which sells hats and all kinds of souvenirs. The back of the store is open, and there is a pool where allot of people are swimming. I decide it's to hot for me to swim, because I somehow know the water is hot too. While my parents stay with me, my uncle, aunt and nephew go swimming.
I try on some hats, and my fater is talking about a friend of mine who is really nice for helping me out with something. He keeps on talking about how beautifull friendship is but then I get a sight switch. I see the pool, but it's frozen, people are skating on it and it has started snowing. There is some guy who keeps throwing buckets of cold water over the ice, and one guy safes another guy who fell in the water where the ice was broken.

I wake up, can't remember a thing after that and fall back to sleep

I have no body, I can only see things. I see these prison cels, which are forming some kind of tower, in a square. There is one lady guard which either can fly or uses a elevator to go up and down. The prisoners are trying to escape, my sight switches.

I see the same prison, and the same guard. But now the prison is filled with female orcs

Then I wake up again.
I had more dreams, but I can't remember them because they where very, very short. I got out of bed around noon.

The family are playing monopoly on the rug in my Grandma's living room. I join the game, but my auntie wants me to go shopping with her, so I oblige. I have a severe water infection, so I keep wetting myself in her car. When we get to the shopping centre and begin shopping, I decide I should buy a gingerbread man for each of my family members. However, I later remember that my sister is allergic to gingerbread, so I buy her one made from wool.

Then, my sister turns up outside the shop we are in. She is very displeased with the wool gingerbread man, stating that I should have known she already made one as part of her art project. Regardless, we look at jumpers together, and find that we like the same one, but both come away without it.

Then the dream changes, and my auntie and I are driving up a scenic lane towards a small church, but I am not sure whether we're supposed to be attending a wedding, christening or funeral. Outside, after the nondescript service, I meet Robert Hardy beside a dark pool of water, and we discuss who my partner is, and what his job used to be.

My partner and his best friend are sitting by the fire, around a large, wooden dining table discussing potential solutions for illness triggers. They are working with flow charts and all sorts of other complicated diagrams.