non-lucid

-just a fragment-

I was dating my ex again or something, which was very weird. And I were at his house, where a girl from school was too. In my waking life I'm very close to her. I was spending much time with her in my dream, then something happened.. and my ex broke up with me ..again. The same way as in my waking life. Only with some extra weird details, such as crashing against the door and seeing a couch move from 2nd floor. It was a dark red couch.
I also dreamt of another breakup, but I wasn't involved. And that didn't happen in real life.. xD they are still together.
During the dream, I felt rather scared. I was sweating when I woke up.

Enteme.

I was at my old house, in the yard.. I opened the door of the shed, there was my cat. She was very big and was delivering maany little baby kitti's :3 ..I saw one with closed eyes and unbrushed hair and all.. just how kittens should look like. I walked further so I could see my cat, she lay on a table... I can only remember vaguely that there was someone standing next to me, but I'm not sure. Just when I started talking to my cat, she began to deliver another baby again.. but I turned my head for some reason... then I saw something, left under the table, it was another cat, a bigger one, he was black with white and I saw his tungue.. guess I was talking to him, not really vivid. It could have been my old cat who disapeared in that house..

Oh well.. then my alarm went off, but I snoozed back in my dreams.

I woke up several times, and I always look at my clock when I do. so I guess I just had to have a weird dream about being late or time ..something. It was kindof a false awakening 'cause my brother came into my room, asking if I'm not gonna be late for school and all. I said no, it's only -this time- then we did some game on the computer or something, very short, then he started nagging again about the time. I looked at the time on my computer.. this time it was really late: 09:34 I still know the exact time. Then we started stressing and all.. and there happened to be a weird bar on my stereo, it was really long and we kicked against it. Then I woke up again, snoozed again, then I was looking at two giraffe's.. they were VERY long. Their legs were very thin and long, like straws as big as 2 or 3 lamppoles. And they were walking very uneasy.. and almost fell.
Was very funny though xD

Oh, and when I woke up, it was 09;15 ..I didn't have to worry yet. I guess I dreamt of that because I accidentally missed the snooze button, so I wasn't going to be alarmed anymore xD and my unconscience knew that. How smart.

First, I was at my old house with my mom and another girl from school. I had a big fight with my mom.. we were at the table or something..

Then I was cycling to school with my brother.. We had to take a right turn.. then I suddenly raised myself above the road and I had to carry much weight.. I gave my brother a key or something to unlock the gate.. but I was there first so I opened the gate (the key was with me again somehow) and I showed a weird chemistry test from my brother to my old friends.. he had only 6 answers wrong..

Then I was in the office, me and my brother were doing something on the computer and I needed a better chair, but there wasn't a better one.. Then my dad locked my in the office.. I don't think my brother was there as well.. but it was suddenly full with water and I was trapped with one of my legs.. the other one was covered with grey eggs/seeds of a butterfly.. it felt really gross and weird.. then there came a demon (girl-demon with kind of orange hair.. she swam to me) and gave me some weird small stones.. I could throw them at the window, because my dad was outside.. so I did. He eventually came back and unlocked the door, just in time because the eggs were starting to hatch.. I ran to the door, and some butterflies already flew away.. they didn't all hatch though..
Then I woke up.

-Enteme-

Okay, I just remembered a fragment of a dream this evening, which I couldn't fully remember (only the after-feeling):
I was somewhere in a building.. there was a long hallway and at first there was nobody there but a few people who were with me.. then, I got something.. don't know why or when or how.. but I could see dead people.. right there.. I passed them by when I walked through the building.. I was sooo scared, I tried not to look at them, because I thought they would know that I could see them, if I looked straight at them.. so I kind of looked away, but it was so hard, they were so scary. And it was FULL of them.. they were everywhere.. I can remember them now as shadows.. some of them were leaning against the wall looking at me o_o

I couldn't remember this dream when I woke up (due to the alarm).. but I did think there was something weird when I woke up.. I knew it had to do with my dream, but I couldn't remember and I had to hurry to school and all..

I was dreaming about driving for my driver’s license, at first with a car, than an omnibus and then (oddly) with a bicycle, the street became smaller then as well. Then there were some annoying wasps around, due to a mass of trees on the street I couldn’t keep going and then I found a dead blue hornet under my trousers on my right knee, which was connected with a green strand of stuff to me.
I woke up in my room, but everything seemed to be realistic and I still heard the music (which I usually don’t in my dreams, and didn’t do later on again), so I thought I wasn’t dreaming at first. Never the less I did a reality check and though it was a bit hard I could breathe through my pinched nose, and after becoming slightly lucid I started to notice all those things that were off in my room (primarily all written things had single letters replaced by similar ones [Greek ones primarily]). I did my world severing seal again and tried to raise my awareness, both things with moderate but acceptable success for now. I got up and went to my desktop, first of all starting to think of what to do now, so I decided to make a list with the things to do in order. Yet I woke up in the process, so I’m going to finish that list now.

Though the dream was this time not directly caused by the lucid remix, it might have incubated the dream in some way. The track was playing from 5:38 to 6:10, while I woke up at about 7:00.

Non-Lucid Lucid Comment

Plenty of fragments last night, not sure how they all connect.
In no particular order...


I'm on a train with my friend matt and two girls I don't recognise, I'm talking to them about the event in turkey that we are going to see. It appears that we are on some sort of lads holiday, no doubt caused by the fact I am going on one this year. The girls keep talking down to me, as if they are rich and we are poor, I mention the fact that we are going to see this fight.

Small fragment of the fight going wrong and lots of mechanical monsters roaming around the swimming center.

In the swimming center, completely naked, we are all going down different slides, the layout makes no sense. When I get out of one slide I am completely lost and just stumble around until I find another. There is a couple kissing in one area and I try to sneak past them to get to a slide, but she grabs me and tells me to meet her in the shower in 10 minutes. I consider!

At a family house I am with a friend (not sure who). We are attempting to complete something which requires large rocks, so go over to the left side of the house and pull a large rock out of a swimming pool. The family friend tells us that we are welcome here but we are not allowed to take rocks from the pool.

Last night my dreams were realistic plentiful, but just completely boring job dreams. Then while going to my car to go home, I am hit by a car. My leg was crushed and bent backwards with a fiendishly realistic sensation of broken bones and pain. Suddenly I realize I cant be at work because I recently saw it was dark outside, but now it's bright and sunny. I was never ever so glad to realize I was dreaming, I decided very quickly right then and there to end the dream. I did everything I could think of that would probably end the dream and I was never so relived to go back to my cozy sleep paralyses ridden body. But here is where the nightmare began, an unbelievable thing happened. I could clearly feel my real body going through sleep paralyses while, and I still can't believe this really happened: The *beep* sensation of a broken bent backwards leg (pain and all) followed me from the dreamworld! It was as tho the dream body and real body were one sensation scrambled together in my mind. I was absolutely 110% convinced at the time that I had fallen off my bed and really had done this to my leg. So I tried to move my leg and it was moving with a sensation that it was bending around an impossible angle, with an unreal sensation of all these broken bones and pain (no words can describe how real it was). Sleep paralyses was weaning down, but my foot still felt as it was. I began to feel absolute panic, thinking am I going to walk again ect, then a shift happened, I felt a split. And two separate body's one where my leg was horrifically painful and one where it felt no pain. I knew one of these leg's has to become less real and vanish. And so the painful leg slowly became the less real of the two right leg's until my body with just a memory of sleep paralyses felt no pain. Yes as my title suggests this is one I will never forget. Afterward I walked around my room and pondered for hours about how realistic dreams can truly become, I didn't dare go back to sleep to fade the dreams freshness. I also thought about what Aron Lee Ralston (read 127hours) had to go through, I can't imagine the courage to do what he had to do. All in all tho the experience was humbling and rewarding. Never forget your dreams, even the bad ones.

I was in the taito arcade in japan. I was on vacation there. The first machine I came across was a pop'n music machine, but it was broken. I was disappointed because I really wanted to try it. I walked around a little bit and played a round of beamania. My brother was there too. I looked across the room (I was on the second floor, which was like a balcony) and saw a huge crane game with plush kirby toys inside. There was a counter where you could redeem your tickets for prizes. There were a lot of cool prizes, too, like pop'n music merchandise.*

- I dreamt I was in a shared dream with N, and we both knew it, but I wasn't really lucid. We were 'practising' something, not sure what, for a rave we were going to go to. We did it a few times, and I think we were able to teleport back to the start to try it again. I think we were in Toronto, but the area reminds me slightly of the outside of a movie theatre in my city. I was in my pink HK pyjamas and I think he was in PJs as well, and we said we'd be wearing our pants and stuff when we did it IWL.

After a few tries he said he wanted to do some dream stuff. We went over to a portal of sorts to the left of the building we were near. It was a glowing yellow rectangle on the ground that was maybe 2'x1'. He created or summoned some sort of creature from it, and so I decided to try that as well. I said, "rainbow cat!" and a brightly glowing yellow mass emerged from the portal. Within a few seconds it started forming into the shape of an animal, and the glow faded away to reveal a small, very fluffy cat with rainbow fur. It was like each clump of ~10 strands of fur or so was a different colour, and the effect was really pretty. I picked her up just before waking up.


- A fragment in which I got in trouble with an older woman more than once for dragging my feet when I walked. I don't usually do that.


- An even smaller fragment which involved me doing badly on an exam. This was the night before I had exams, but I wasn't too worried about them.

I was watching a youtube video of a grouo of ~12 year olds smoking weed with a pen. They seemed to to be in a library. The kid who uploaded was commentating. He was not the one filming it, however.

Last night I had the best dream it wasn't long but it was awsome. So it started like. Me waking up in a fast moving car. Then I saw skellotons :hide: I had pistol in my hands so I decided to got on the roof and started shooting at the skellotons. Onscreen I noticed that my best friend (spartinpastic) was driving a armored lambo I was so.amazed I was like half of the dream but then Alex used nitrous when we were on a ramp and then we landed but then we blew.up and died and then I woke up

Last night I didn't have a LD but I did have a interresting dream So this is what I did. I cant remember much but here's what I do remember. So it might have Benn the 16 centery Italy. So I was climbing up a wall and a king was at the top. When I was climbing and got to the the top the king started hitting me with a club and when I was about fall I jumped and stabbed him and killed him that's all I remember

It was new years and kara and I were slowly getting ready to go out. We were getting clothes on and getting ready to eat when Leo and g And everyone else burst into the apartment. It was only 9 pm but they were all high on MDMA already. Leo came in and hugged me and said he accepted me. Kara and I were surprised that this happened so earl and we doubled our effort to get ready. I realized we haven't eaten for a while and panicked. I went outside and saw that my car went crazy. It smashed into other cars and started driving around out of control. I knew it wasn't my fault because I set it on park. The car later turned into a dear that went around destroying everything. We took the time to try and stop and the dear and it started going after people. Eventually we had to kill the dear.*

Kara adds a giant fish tank to our place. It's on the ceiling and has all kinds of rare fish in it including sharks. It's really amazing to look at. I witness a fight between two smaller fish types. As they fight there is a health bar under them. The crab thing wins and starts eating the other one. It's exp bar slowly goes up. We end up leaving and going to our old apartment to clean it up. There's still. *Lot of stuff left over and we have to clean it before the new tenants arrive. We slowly work on it. Barons there and I strap him around me and help Kara load the car. The new tenants arrive early and are pissed that we haven't cleaned it. They threaten to complain and get us in trouble. We convince them to let us clean up for a few hours. We work super fast and end up jus. Throwing it all away. StephYa and Dustin are helping. I'm throwing all of Leo's shaving equipment away when the cleaning staff comes in to threaten us.*

I am back at my place with kara. We want to watch a movie but these yogis are over and serving fresh fruit. We wait in line to get the fruit. Rain tells me she's doing another clinic and I get excited. I eat a few pieces of pineapple and decide I want to look up nutrition facts for it.*

No lucids or FAs or anything cool at all. I really screwed up my sleep. I was up until 3am. Slept until 7am. Walked my son to school in the cold, windy rain. Went back to bed but couldn't sleep until maybe 9:30 or 10. Got up a 1pm.

Had a dream about some people I used to know. I can't even be bothered right now to go into detail.

What really sucks is the next 3 days I work 10 hour shifts. I have to take my sleep aid for those days because of my insomnia, which means NO dreams whatsoever. But I get paid good so it's worth it.

See y'all in a few days!!

Date: 26 January

Running around with a FAD and red dot sight. I see someone, start shooting, and since it is BF3 I wonder why I don't have to compensate for bullet drop. I then see another, and since I am poking my head up from behind a wall, I know he can't get me back, so I shoot him too. Then i get down and am wandering around, when someone form the other side of the bridge starts shooting at me. Since I am so low on health, I decide to charge him. I am nearly dead, and I jump and press B, knifing him. I see the cool knife animation of me plunging it into the back of his neck. I lay down, because I'm dying, and the police come. I am a fugitive and they have been hunting me for ages, but they leave me for they think I am dead.
I go to the autopsy of this guy I killed.
I then think there is some conspiracy or something going on. I look over a bridge and see four Asian girls that all look the same. I exclaim something, but it's wrong. The girls then break up into pairs, and I exclaim "twins!" I got it right. It turns out that the guy I killed was my twin.
He and I go to this elevator in a brick column where there are other twins and some young pairs of twins (i.e 5-6 years old). My twin is wearing a blue checkered top, it reminded me of Marshall Ericson from HIMYM. I hide behind him, and we get ready to go up the elevator to whatever is up there.