non-lucid

Hello, it's me again
Again just a few fragments, didn't sleep well tonight because I made too many thoughts

1. I'm in a basement. There is sand everywhere and suddenly I'm attacked by a group of man. They have MG and swords. I want to search for help, I remember that in one of the many boxes which stand everywhere in the basement, there is a phone. But I open it with a grenade, there is a huge explosion which destroys all of the boxes, including the phone.
The DC's attack me with their swords, they cut my arms (but it doesn't really hurts). I grab a saw to defend myself, but it doesn't help me much.

2. I'm alone in the same basement.... And the things which happened before, happened exactly in the same way! But this time I knew that I'm going to be attacked, so I tried to hide but it was already too late: the DC's came in ....

3. I'm outsides in a garden. In front of me is a big house, but it's crooked! I ask a DC what happened to the house and he answered: "Don't you remember? You were in the basement before and a few guys destroyed most of the basement. That's why it's crooked."
There are also a few policeman who secure the surrounding. I'm wondering what has to be done to avoid that the house collapses. But my question is directly answered by another DC who says to me:" We gonna stabilize the house by putting thousands of tons of sand around it and than we gonna pull the house in it's normal position with a few cranes. Just Like the Ancient Egypt; isn't that amazing?"
I say to him that it would probably look creepy (imagine a house buried under a sand mountain), that it will take too long and that nobody can live in this house during the works. He explains to me that there isn't problematic at all to live in the house during the works; he experienced it personally, because a few years ago his own house had the same problem

20.09.2010

She likes me!!! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I sleep through all the night. Until the insane project I am working on does not end, I will be a little screwed.

There was a female DC who had a crush on me. I was with other guy who had a crush on this female DC and he was jealous of me. She kissed me a few times.

It was like 4 am in the morning and I was in a parking lot, inside my car. I noticed that the mirrors were broken, hanging only on the cables. This female DC and the other guy worked at a cell phone store. She was a new employee and this guy wanted to teach her, however, she wanted me to teach her.

I was planning to go with her to a big retailed and explain to her the different cell phones. This guy wanted to go to a Wal-Mart in the same mall, but I felt a Target would be better.

We went to Target and surprisely, it was not only opened, but crowed!! There were a massive amount of DC. For some reason, we passed on the cell phones and we joined a very long line. The other guy left for some reason and the female DC told me she got some glue to fix my car's mirrors.

We were in a room, it was more like a waiting area. It was sunny outside so I felt it was morning. I was making out with this female DC until the other guy appeared. He wore no shirt and said, "I took a shower! See?" He claimed her to kiss him, but only a kiss in the chic was granted. I felt happy about that.

Missed dream signs:
- Fixing my car mirrors with glue.
- I was making out with other than my wife.
- A crowed (and open) Target at 05:00 AM.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Try to find out more about myself.

DJ Log: September 21, 2010 – Morning, 2:00AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

(Note: I have not attempted to WILD yet in waking life.)

I am preparing to sleep on the floor at a friend's house. The room is a small living room with a couple of couches, a table, and a TV. There are several other DCs preparing to sleep on the couches and other areas of the floor. My laptop is sitting on a small table near where I am laying on the floor. The screen of the laptop is illuminated bright blue, but I cannot read anything on it. I get up and walk outside a sliding glass door onto a dimly lit patio. The air is calm and it is very cool outside. There are a couple of pill bottles sitting on the table. I reach up and pull a shower curtain closed around the table. I open the first bottle and take a tablet out. While holding the first tablet, I open the second bottle and take a large capsule out. I put both of them in my mouth and pick up a glass of water. While tipping the glass to my mouth, I notice that there are more than two capsules in my mouth. I reach in my mouth and remove a couple of partially dissolved capsules and lay them on the table. I think to myself that I'll just save these for later.

After swallowing the pills, I walk back to the area on the floor which I previously prepared to sleep. I lay down and adjust my pillow, then pull a small blanket over myself. I close my eyes and after a brief moment, my vision begins to flash and my body starts to vibrate. I got excited for a moment when I realized I was having my first WILD. I experienced a FA, placing me back on the floor at the friend's house. I sit up on the floor and become lucid. I realize that I am dreaming, and nearly just had my first WILD inside of a dream. I was lucid at this point, but had no control. Everything begins to fade as I jump up and look around. I try to look at the floor and stabilize the dream, but it's too late. I am already back in my own bed with my eyes closed, staring at the back of my eyelids. This was the dream's exit.

(Note: I was trying to decide whether to attempt re-entry, or get up and write my journal. I chose the latter.)

21.09.2010

Adrenaline Rush (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Setting:
-Consolacion - Jagobiao (another town - my home)

Dream Characters:
- Joerem
- Cogay
- Mom
- Dad
- Other unrecognized people

Another dream fragment. Forgot the beginning, but remembered a few details from halfway until the end of the dream.

I was walking with Joerem and Cogay in Consolacion (the nearest town next to ours) and I think we bought something or visited someone, I really don't remember. We walked past by someone Cogay knew, and she talked to him. After a while, he gave her the keys to his bike. Cogay told me that she borrowed it and was to deliver that bike. I insisted that I deliver it, since it had been a long time that I drived a bike. Fortunately, she agreed and I took the keys.

I ignited the engine, and amazingly, it had a very loud sound. I drived slowly, and told them I'll wait for them there (I don't exactly know where that "where" was). The highway was plain at first and I started to speed up. I reached the most difficult areas in our town, the dreaded blind curve where lots had accidents already. I felt the rush in my veins, and I wanted to go faster. Suddenly, it was so fast that everything I pass by were blurred.

The next thing that happened was beyond explanation. I was to deliver that bike but I reached home. As I stopped the engine, I noticed the front tire was flat. I checked on it and found a hole. Across, I saw my mom cooking some barbecues for sale. My dad was there as well, but with a mad expression on his face. He approached me and asked where the hell I got that bike. I didn't explain and instead, I asked for money to have that tire fixed. He declined and walked away. I looked at my mother, who had a sad expression, and realized I'll get rejected again.

End of the dream. Although it's a long story already, but I feel that some details are missing. Guess, this has been one of my longest dreams.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
Yesterday in a DVA class, we were talking about rainforests and parrots. Obviously that's where the content of this dream came from.

I was in a rainforest. It was well-lit, as well as the vegetation being much more spaced out than a regular rainforest. It was very spacious and there was tons of space to fly and swing from trees, vines, and whatever else one could think of. This rainforest had massive trees; most of them were tilted to the side at around a thirty degree angle from the ground, and the bark was very textured, allowing for easy grip. There was a small clearing, the same lighting as the rest of the forest, and I was crouched on a tree that slanted away from the clearing.

I was a parrot. Also in the clearing was a brown, black and white monkey, a smaller-than-normal tiger, and some sort of blue bird; they were sitting or standing on the ground or trees. We were talking because we needed to leave the forest, and immediately. There was some sort of coming danger to us.

"I know a good place to go," the monkey said. It was a realistic-looking monkey, not one of the cartoony ones, and it had very human-like eyes. It looked at me as if awaiting a response.

"I'll lead," I said, even though the monkey hadn't told me where we'd be going.

The atmosphere got slightly darker, as if a screen of black had been overlaid on the forest, and I was now by myself. I was also in a large clearing; while the forest was around me, there was a flat area with light brown dirt, and this was where I was sitting. I was holding a device to fly with; it wasn't finished though. It consisted of a straight hollow yellow tube, about the thickness of a pencil, and the length of an arm. Two of the same tube curved out from the end of the first tube, touching the other end. Coming out from the middle of each of the two tubes was a thick wing-shaped piece of tin foil. It was an airplane.

The dream skipped once again and I was now on the edge of a cliff. The cliff wasn't a steep or sharp drop, but more like the side of a cliff that had been eroded and was now full of rock pieces and chunks sticking out. On top of the cliff, and along larger pieces of rock, was grass and a small village. I was on the utmost top part of the cliff, looking down. There were trees hiding the opposite side of it, but behind them I could see a beautiful lavender, blue, orange, purple, and yellow sunset that looked like a watercolor piece. "What a beautiful sunset!" I said out loud.

This is where the plane I made changed; it was now twice as big as before. I held onto the two curved tubes and it began to float upwards a bit. I dangled from it and then started to kick with my legs, causing it to move in the direction I wanted. I veered down the cliff and onto one of the patches of grass. There was a nice white fence with a few cows closed in it, and there were houses and small busk stops. There was a larger tent with a person selling spicy food. "Want some?" she asked me as I walked up to where she was.

There was a barbeque in front of her; it was one of those half-circle ones with the flat grill on top. There were tiny, smooth pieces of fish on top, and they even had pale grill marks on them. I picked one up, right off the grill, and dropped it on the ground. "Thanks" I said, and walked away.

21.09.2010

False Accusation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Setting:
-somewhere I didn't know

Dream Characters:
- Jeffrey
- Glenabel
- Glenabel's Mother
- Fat Lady


This is one of those hard-to-remember dreams. Remembered some few details, and decided to write it down.

I was in a parlor, having a haircut. The stylist offered me a promo, he'll color my hair for free if he does it the way he thinks it fits to my style. I declined.

Later, I was with someone older than me, the mother of Glenabel. We were outside a shop, waiting for something, or someone I think. Across the road, is Glenabel, suspiciously looking at me. She tries to call someone on her phone as if she's reporting something. I instantly thought to myself that I'm being accused of something, I just didnt' know what it was.

I rushed inside the shop, an internet cafe. I called someone, it was Jeffrey. I told him someone reported us, and we should go. He was so nervous that he didn't know what to do. I told him to pay his bills so we could escape.

We went outside and run. Someone was following us. To my surprise, it was a fat, lady barangay tanod (barangay tanods are police officers with the lowest rank, with cudgel as their only weapon, assigned in small towns or barangays). She was so fast in running that she caught up to us. I insisted that we're didnt do anything wrong and she believed us.

We sat at the sidewalk, and talked about something. Another weird thing happened, the fat lady confessed that she likes me! I was so shocked that I wanted to run. Suddenly, a man in black bike was about to hit us. The fat lady, showed her true prowess, and in a martial-art-style grabbed the man, threw him up in the air, and stole the bike. She called us, and we escaped.

Date: Sept.10-20
Time: NA

So I started school, it has been hard to remember dreams recently, I will remember some parts of it throughout the day as things will remind me of them. I need to get a schedule going for when I should practice my WBTBs, WILDS, and entering SP. There is one dream I remember quite vividly from a while ago.

Description: I haven't had any memories of recent dreams, but there are a couple of fragments I remember. So here they are in no particular order. Warning- Some are very short! Also I have a vivid memory of one.


Frag 1: Faking passing out in the middle of the class. I fell and was taken to the office to be sent home. I think I did it to get out of class.

Frag 2: Looking at the cars in the street in front of my house, one is mine, my brother's truck, the kia, and my sister's car. An officer is at the front door because of too many cars in one spot.

Frag 3: Running down the street away from something. I felt fear, but it never really turned to a nightmare.

Frag 4: Talking to somebody in my house, not much else comes to mind.

Frag 5: I am walking around my basement, K is there for some reason I want her to see my penis. So I undress while she walks in on me. I am now nude while she follows me. I grab a pair of shorts, and head outside. She chases me around the pool as I show her more of my now fully erect penis. Can't remember more, but pretty sure I almost had dream sex ha-ha.

Dream Fragment: I start the memory off walking toward the kitchen in my work, someone is beside me saying I need to finish it. He hands me a piece of glass that is shaped like a scythe, later I remember it felt more like cardboard. Someone walks past me so I follow them. I don't kill them for some reason, so I jump onto her back, she fights me. I chase her out to this big parking garage. Inside there are walls made of glass, I try to tell her I am trying to help her but she doesn't listen. So she gets into a car, and I break into one, and chase her some more. I dodge police cars, and social workers. I can't remember anything else.

This is my first entry.

The Green Room was the dream that scared me the most out of the other scary dreams. I was at a carnival. I was following my class mates. I remember playing around with some of them. As soon as I seen a big door I knew it was going to be bad. I went inside the big room and down the stairs. I looked around the room. After a while, I heard screams and footsteps hitting stairs. It was my classmates. They were running away from an eerie feeling that scared my so much that I felt hope less. I ran up the stairs. I ignored what was behind me and continued trying to get up on the stair case. I had trouble getting on it but I knew I didn't want to stay there with the scary demon who was lurking in that room.

I remember being in some sort of old town. I walked up a road where some men were camping, I think. One guy came out to me. I told him that I need some food. "Sir, can I please have some of your food?" He hesitated. "Pretty please?" I said.
"Fine." he said. I walked over to where the food was. I saw two or three more guys sitting at a table playing poker. I can't remember if I took any food though.

- - - - (no recall)

I remember walking down a sidewalk in front of a motel.

- - - - (no recall)

Then I remember being in the same place where the men were, but they were gone but the table was still there. There was a girl there who looked like a big hit on the web (like Fred, only it was a girl, maybe like Venetian Princess) and she said she was quitting for some reason. I stood there shocked. She collected all her umm idea papers? and put them into a folder. My friend AG (who copies people) took all of the papers from her. She looked desperate to take her place. l0l.

Then I remember being in my dad's house. I walked down the hallway and saw that same web girl sitting on my old bedroom's bed with her hair wrapped in a towel. Also the bathroom had a room connected to it, with two extra beds in it. (In my dreams, the familiar houses always look remodeled for some reason) She was reading a book or something, I can't remember. I then walked upstairs to my room and saw another room attached to it. My homeroom teacher was laying on the bed in that room (wth) doing something. Sleeping maybe. Then I saw my mom standing beside me, and that's all I remember.

Had another dream about WILD. Not SP.

Night of the 14th, 2 recalls but waited too long to write any notes down from the first one.

I was in high school, in class at the library. The teacher was ridiculous so i was acting out and swearing until she kicked me out. (this part was longer, but i dont recall much) I told her im dropping out, and started walking towards the office. On the way, the building changed into the library that i used to work at and all of a sudden i had roller blades on. I started skating fast around the isles, cutting people off.

I ran into someone who clearly works there, a new girl who was also on roller blades. This DC showed me around, i told her it looked different, she asked me if ive "ever put the books away while the building is closed?" we carried on conversations while skating around, i dont remember them. My mind turned the library into a mall, kinda like i chose to go there. Next thing i remember; there's a roller skate class practising a show that they're gonna put on somewhere.. and the DC from the library and i try to sync into the group.

While dancing i saw an old bf at the top of some stairs, so i stepped onto the stairs on the far right, and it turned into an escalator. I rolled over to him and talked, he was impressed by my skating/dancing, we continued to flirt for a while. I left him and kept skating with my DC and the crowd of dancers. My dream fades when my dog wakes me up..

Night of the 16th
I recognize about 6 DC's

I was with my friend, Lindz most of the time, we were at at beach. But we were hanging out on a field. Near the end of the dream i went to the pool that was around the "beach" to hang out with the other DC's

The 5 of us were at the pool, 4 were sitting on the side and my friend Joey and i were in the pool. I remember exactly how it looked, but my recall of context is quite low. I remember laughing about balls, and bringing up an episode of Family Guy, but i woke up shortly after that, and realized it was the kangaroo scene that i was laughing at.

So I'm in this place that looks like a combination between school and the army. My aunt is there, and so is my brother, but I'm having a convo with them like i'm at home. I tell them the best part about this is I'm at home, and I get to see my family. I start thinking about how I'll get to celebrate my birthday with them and all that stuff together for a second. Then I realize I still need to get my uniform together. All i need is a belt, and there are two of them at the edge of the lockers.

I asked someone who's belt was it, and the guy said "it belongs to JL". I said he hasn't been here for years, so I guess it's fair game. I hand the belt down some kind of way, and when I did, three belts and a wristwatch fell down. I felt so lucky! I checked the watch and it said Rolex. No one noticed the watch, but I said that I could have a spare belt, and sell the other just in case someone needed one. This lady came up to me and started talking about how I can be rich. She show'd me the bible, and started rambling off chapters and verses. I told her "I read it, so I guess eventually I'll find it". I walked off with a couple of my friends, and they got into a lunch line. I realized I had no idea where my next class was or whatnot, and then I asked them about it. They said they all got their schedules in the mail.

I told them that I'd go to the main office and find out. I looked around the area twice, and wasn't sure where I was.....I should have RCed, but instead I went into a blind direction. Then I saw this one girl on a bench. She yells my name and asks me to sit with her. I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek and sat down. She started off with "So you know my boyfriend right". I said "The guy who I saw the last time we met". She says "No, thats blah blah blah". Blah blah blah, is blah blah blah who blah blah blahs. I said "ok". Then she tells me about how some guy did her wrong because of some more stuff I didn't care about. None of this was making sense. The girl didn't look like the girl I knew. I didn't know where I was at....so I decided to wake up instead of become lucid. That chick was annoying.

Received an official notification that a certain man from my hometown of Italian descent had passed away. To my surprise he left me something that was locked away in a vault. I had a certain amount of time to retrieve it. Luckily, I noticed, I'd be back to my hometown from Tokyo before the deadline. Assumed it was an old school photo.

Two nights ago I had a lovely lucid dream, I noticed everything, the world was very vibrant, I was talking to a man in my dream and he had a very "normal" name, I told myself that I needed to wake up and write down this name because it was different and not part of the dreamworld. I kept telling myself this I felt it was of the utmost importance and that the name was a real name, and that it had something important to do with waking life I kept reminding my self of this, saying his name over and over again. The DC's around me were different than the man, they lacked depth, he did not, he seemed very real and human. The DC's coaxed me after he left me and said "you will remember, don't worry, you will remember, this is so important it will stick and you will remember." I felt like they were trying to get me to forget, they were distracting me until the memory would slip from me. I woke up in the morning vaugly remembering the "real" man and I couldn't remember this important name, I felt irritated with those decietful DC's for stalling me until I forgot.

Title: My Family Vacation Date: 9/20/2010
Category: Vision Lucidity: No Lucidity

Keywords: Imagery, Lightness


Description: Today I got up at 02:00. I did not go back to sleep, instead I did Silvia Mind Control for about 40 min. I learned about focusing on a screen that's 20 degrees above your eyes and a few inches above your eyelids. Almost immediately I was watching TV reruns (Giligans Island), in the theater of my mind, with full color and with amazing clarity. I was also taught to pinch together my thumb and first finger on both hands for focusing.
I then did my relaxation exercises, but there was no heavy lead feeling, I felt extremely light. There was no buzzing in my ears, no vibrations. Although my feet and legs felt like they were falling asleep (pins and needles). My leg jerked a few times and I felt itchy on my nose, then a pain feeling on the arch of my left foot, then itchy on my right leg. I didn't budge, but relaxed thru it.
I had imagery of a vacation I had taken with my family. My sister looked like she was 7 yrs old, which means I was 5. She had a white top with a flannel dress with red,yellow, green, scotch design. My grandmother was sitting between us in the back of the car making sandwiches. Even back then she had white hair. My mother looked young...around 30. My father looked like a geek, his eyeglasses were black with a little diamond design on either side, no real styling, maybe from the 60's. This vision lasted a few minutes.
I then saw different vacations I had been on, they didn't last long just quick flashes.
Although I am seeing things now....I still am not lucid. There is no dream state, just visions of places I have already been to. Then I woke up.


Mental or Emotional State: Happy - I got to see my mother again. It's been 27 years since I last saw her.


Interpretation or Meaning: My mom, sister and grandmother are communicating with me, through the vision. Letting me know everything is ok.