non-lucid

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

I have been sick, which totally knocked out my dream recollection for almost a week. Then I had to travel to Belgium and slowly recovered my dreams but had no possibility to write them down on dreamviews. Still, I have a lot to tell: I accomplished the monthly tasks of September, among other personal achievements. Will try to publish these past 10 days' dreams in slots, not to spam the DJ page.


23:45 GMT – Sleep

Body-guarding
I save a lady twice. First someone puts her on a truck over some train tracks and I just get her out at the last minute. Later we’re on a boat and I see a guy approaching her with a gun on his hand. He’s someone she knows and she trust him but I sound the alarm and just avert another murder attempt.

Incinerating a landscape
I’m hovering some natural landscape with a big lake or sea and there’s some nasty stuff contaminating the waters. I’m shooting beams from my hands into land and water that blow up the whole thing. I see it catching fire, feel very disturbed with this destruction but I know that it’s for a greater good.

5:30 GMT

Burning attachments
My house was on top of some cliff and there was really bad storm going on, landslides and so on. The house broke into pieces, little by little and we lost everything. First I cried for the loss, but then I focused on the fact that we (me and family) were still alive and that was the most precious possession, so I started feeling this comfy feeling of peace of mind and liberation.
I walk to a nearby house that is still standing, with the few possessions I managed to rescue and inside I find this guy watching TV as if nothing happened. I feel he is responsible for what happened, I ask him why and despite already having felt inner peace, right now I feel an anger arising and I attack him. He is totally unaffected as if my punches don’t even touch him. At the same time I feel this mix of anger and attraction to him. He finally speaks and with much sorrow in his eyes he says my pain and anger are destroying him and then he transforms into a kind of androgynous fairy in dark clothes which slowly freezes like a block of ice. I realise my anger is killing him and I then feel compassion and love and slowly it unfreezes from that state. I then feel immerse in a sea of loving kindness and detachment, I transform. I now have a helmet and flamethrowers in my hands and with a bizarre floating dance, we both throw fire at the rest of this house and possessions saved and feel totally liberated as I watch them burn.

6:30 GMT

Artistic kid
I see these amazing drawings of a kid – he makes beautiful nudes – and I want to know more about him. Then I see his life from above (as a movie) and see him in highschool, hanging around with his friends. Nothing really interesting, he’s just a kid with talent – and I think, there are so many out there!

Harassment
I am taking a shower at my mom’s place and as I come out of the bathtub my uncle C. enters the bathroom. I feel a bit surprised and upset, I just had time to pull a towel and cover myself. What is he doing here? He is wearing a monk’s robes but he is also hitting on me. I try to avoid him but it’s not easy, he corners me. Luckily my aunt also comes and gives me an opportunity to escape. Then there’s a shift in the dream. I pass into a city landscape and think I’m now in another dream and got rid of him, but he followed me here. He is just behind me, trying to catch me again but by then I am lucid and decide to fly away to leave him behind. I fly a little bit and see this gorgeous cityscape – really lovely, large sidewalks, monumental buildings and bridges, a long garden with red flower carpet. As I hover the flower carpet I lose the dream and wake up.

7:45 GMT – wake up

Had a short, aimless dream wherein I was mostly showing various random patients around Sanford South University. Especially 4C, which can seem labyrinthine if you get lost easily.

22.09.2010

The giant farmer who eats all. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two decent dreams this night.

Second:

I was playing a new Zelda game in my room. I think I was playing this game over the Nintendo DSi. Suddenly, I was involved in the game. During the entire dream, it switched from first to third person. I was in a big room. The walls were dark, like steel but rotten. The place looked kinda creepy. I could hear drops of water from far away. The air was stale. This place was like a round tower. Escalators would go around the tower (from the inside) and there was a pit in the middle.

I felt curious about the middle of this odd room. i decided to jump head on the pit. I got to a different room. All the walls were like made of glass. There was a pool with a huge whirlpool in the middle. I heard from a voice that I reached a secret place. There were swimming contest with the Zora and a lot of prices. I was advised that on Saturdays there was a giant farmer that would eat anyone who approached this place. While I was there, it was empty. I could not hear a single sound but the water. I looked at the pool and felt like I could jump in. However, I realized that I just started the game and I had no Iron boots (to be able to sink) so I felt I was not going to be able to dive. While I was looking at the pool, I saw like a red card floating around.

I went to another room and I meet with a Psychic. I was happy I found a Psychic and I wanted to talk with her. The way to talk with her was very odd. I needed to use my eloquence with words through a screen. The psychic told me, "You want to meet with me to stay away from the farmer... it is Saturday already" I realized it was indeed Saturday, however, I turned and the pool was still empty. I told the Psychic I just wanted to meet her. I needed to use pre-made messages from the game. I saw a message that said, "Come one baby. Use your third eye and guess the MEGA millions for me so I get tons of $$$ and (a picture of a diamond) thanks to you" I knew that was not the message I wanted to say. However, for some reason it showed and when I tried to cancel it, it was sent. I saw a word that said, "Bad" I saw next an image of a female psychic with a cell phone in her right hand and a sad face.

I was bothered for what happened. I went to another room but it was empty. I went back to the room where the pool was. I could see there was a farmer several times bigger than the pool. Only half of his legs were inside the pool. He wore a yellow hat, red shirt and blue trousers. He looked like a classic farmer and he was huge. I knew I had to walk through him. Suddenly, Link from Zelda appeared from nowhere. We ran towards the farmer and he tried to grab us. The room switched and it became a maze. It had bright white lights and the walls were black. The walls switched several times while we were trying to avoid the farmer. He almost grabbed me a few times, but I was able to scape. A few guys with business professional uniform spawned and tried to help the farmer (the farmer was still inside the pool., but his arms were like 5 feet long)

I knew there was a teleport that would save us from being eating. The farmer grabbed me but Link saved me somehow. We ran and we got to a corner, to a safe room. There was a small square filled with sand. We stood there and we knew we were going to teleport.

We appeared in the inital room (the one in the tower) and I waited for a prize. I told link it sucked so much that we did not get a heart container after such a difficult task. We beated the farmer that ate all and we did not get rewarded.

Suddenly, I was myself in the room, playing my DS. I realized it was so late. It was 02:30 am so I decided to go to bed. I woke up.

Missed Dream Signs:
- I was playing videogames. I am so busy lately that I never play videogames.
- The whole dream itself was hilarious and surreal.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Investigate the odd world I was in.

22.09.2010

I can't get a bargain sale! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two decent dreams this night.

First:

I was in a home and I needed to change to go out. For some reason, a guy got very mad with me. I was waiting for a friend to meet other two. I was going to visit two friends, however, none of this frame came to our appointment so I went alone all by myself to a Theme Park. I used a portal to get to this place. The theme park was indoors and it had a few roller coasters.

I teleported to other place and I visited the restroom. It was a big clean restroom. It did not smell very good though. I exited the restroom and I went to a place were I was going to find bargains. This place was also indoors and I found several small kiosk stores. There was a big announcement that said, "All gone forever" I was happy as I was sure I was going to find awesome prices.

I really wanted to buy some bargain so I went to one of these kiosk. There was a guy in front of me who bought a scale. Really good price. He also grabbed a big toy truck with several little cars like glued to it. I thought it was cool as a gift for some kid. When it was my turn, there was a popped soccer ball for a few cents. It had no use so I decided to pass.

I teleported home to see my wife. I had a conversation with her over the cell phone and I teleported once more. I was in this house again and I needed to chance. I was changing my pants when I saw the owner of this house and I though he was going to think something wrong. I apologized about it.

I saw my friend and he has been sick all day. We were talking in a kitchen were all I saw was a wooden table. We talked for a while and I teleported once more to those restrooms. I was with this friend now and we went to the bargain sale again. We spawned in a different place. I could hear Mexican music and it was like a restaurant. We were about to eat and I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- I could teleport.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Explore the place were I was or head for a ToTM

September 16, 2010

I hate having bad dreams. Mine are never short but are long and very complicated. I had 2 bad dreams in a row this time. The first, I was at my great grandmas house about to take off. It was a sort of shady day and they had opened up a new park by the house. Driving off, I passed by two children playing with a box, some kids running around in the street and a stray dog. Suddenly, my car breaks down so I walk back to the house. My cellphone is dead so I will ask to use the house phone. When I get there, four people are living there. A young girl (Maybe 11), her grandmother, and two boys around my age. Walking inside, there is something wrong with the house. I can feel it while I am walking. Things are beginning to change and the people around me are in shock by it as well. Heading towards the kitchen I stop when I enter and by the stove in the corner is mounds of flesh and muscle. They are just huge pounds of meat, eyes, and fingers layered ontop of one another. I understand I am having a bad dream at this point and back away. It is then I realize I have to leave this place in order to wake up. So, I don't say a word to these people and run to the door. When I open it, the house is no longer in Surprise Arizona. Now, it is floating in ice cold water with large glaciers and ice around it. I started to panic, but one of the boys already jumped in the water and it is much too cold for swimming. I head to the door to the stairs and the upstairs bedroom. When I open it the body of the grandmother is hung there but she is still alive. Her body is almost melting an the skin starts to peel off. When you die in this place, your skin and person isn't there anymore, but your flesh it. "You wont wake up this time." She says and the bottom of her jaw completely falls off.



I grab onto one of the boys and hold onto his arms. I am scared and telling him we have to come up with some sort of plan to escape. He just tells me, "You have a bug bite on your arm." I scratch my arm and I wake up. I do have a bug bite on my arm and I did scratch it. I go back to sleep again. One scary dream isn't enough to keep me from much needed rest! This time, I am sitting at a diner with the same boy from before and his brother. His name is jake and we have been friends for a very very long time. We are sitting in a diner but there are very few people there just for food. Some of the people looked wounded and we are waiting for something to happen. We tell stories to one another of our families but there is something sad lingering above our heads. Just then, the brother is playing with a fork and the ground starts shaking. "Amanda, you have a lot of bug bites." Jake tells me and surprisingly I do have many swollen bites on my arms and shoulders. But, I don't scratch them. Running, the earthquake is what we were waiting for. Running outside, the diner is ripped off the side of the hill and the people inside are thrown about like rag dolls. We keep running and don't stop. It is bright outside, almost too bright and you can see the sun as big as a harvest moon close to the earth. This has to be the end of the world and I am trying to run from it. Jake and his brother keep on running and jump over a large crack in the earth. Stopping at the ledge, I look at them and can hear rocks being ripped apart behind me. "Come on!" They yell to me and after that moment of hesitation I run after them.Then, I wake up.

March 5, 2010
Imagine all the following characters to be muppets instead of real people. Ok...

It is a day in fall, the leaves are rustling and a piece of paper floats down a dusty road followed sticks and leaves. The paper moves past a bunch of people dancing and holding X's made of wood. Some of them have arrows and the others behind them point the X's down and then up like dancing.

Futher away at a large tree in the forest a ghost creeps out of a hollowed log. He looks like a whisp with a very sad mouth. "I have to warn the others", he says and flys awkwardly to a broken down house with a tree dead in the center of it. Half of it is open ans exposed and it looks like the tree grew into it. Floating in he yells into the house, "They are coming!" An old grandfather clock opens and a garden statue of David with a bow and arrow jumps out. Dracula wakes up from under a tree stump and a Dolly named Brittany looks around in the water of an old fountain.

Just then following the ghost a man in a black tuxedo with a face that is the stars comes out and hold's up the X. The whisp cries and dissipates. Outraged the David statue leaps up and shoots the man with stars in the face. David then breaks apart and is turned into dust.

Staring wide eye'd Dracula floats up and then shoots into the fountain of dirty water with the Dolly and kisses her. Blowing all of his air and life force into her mouth he manages to say, "Hurry Brittany, you are the only one who can save us now." Backing away out of the fountain she turns into a normal girl and the Dracula lays with a lily on his chest. He is now no more and the now human girl leaves the house.

January 7, 2010
I have bad dreams. I am traveling by train to somewhere different. My friends all moved there to start fresh. The guy I am dating now has died. Taking the train we cross a huge bridge to another side. It is somewhere called "Athos". However, not only is the bridge over the lake a border between my world and this one. There are a group of wild dogs called "Hop" that live there. Some of them are tamed as I see while we go along in the train. They work with farmers and have some sort of agreement. But, as we keep going I see tons and tons of wild dogs the size of horses dead in piles. Even the cubs are dead in mountain like piles while the dogs hang over them crying and whining.There is smoke and ash rising from the place and nothing grows green We killed them all, not because we wanted to but because the Hop's are very different than normal dogs. When they get old enough, they hypnotize people and give them a Disease called Level 4 Sickness. The dogs do it realizing, but it is harmful enough. The sickness makes you crazy and the moment you see blood you lose your mind. Then you become like them, you crawl around and chew on the remaining bodies the Hops have left. The train stops, there is a complication and the dogs are too close. In front of me, people are starting to lose their mind and I take that as a signal to get the hell off the train.

I dont remember getting off the train. I just remember falling off something and landing into some water. Sitting up, I see the train behind me being pushed off the tracks by the Hops and people everywhere killing each other and screaming. There are a few who are bent down and ripping out peoples insides. Crawling in the water, my heart beats faster and I manage to get under some rubble.

I dont remember how I managed to get out of there. But, when I wake up I am at a new place. It is a house with different people of all sorts living there. There are a few baby hops there but even the full grown hops seem tame and stay by their human. I have to wait and I am told by an older blonde woman that I am at the city where I was trying to get. I am at Athos, and it is not what I must have expected. The place is burning to the ground and the Level 4 Sickness spread in a way that people are acting normal but bleeding from the inside out. Walking corpses I guess you could say.

What happened next all came in the wrong order after that. I met a darker skin young man, he looked like a mix of things but he had white eyes. He wasn't blind, just white eyes. He stared at me and went to some ritual. I never saw him again. I went to a coffee shop on the outskirts of town while looking for food with others. It was in working order and I met a pretty blonde Russian girl. She hung out with me and we acted like things were normal for the sake of it. Years passed. Not a few but like 7 or 9 years. I got married, and was having a baby. I walked into one of the Level 4 Sickness patients room while I was there and found my husband having sex with a corpse. "Don't" was all he said and I hit myself in the stomach. The blonde lady was sitting on a bus traveling through where the Hops live to try and see someone. It was all black around them and the passengers turned one by one to stare while bleeding from their mouths and eyes. She was panicking, stared up at the ceiling and saw Hops sitting there grinning at them. The woman driving the bus finally gave in and clenched her jaw till it cracked.

I was recovered finally. I walked outside and everything looked fine. Everything looked as it should. There were fountains and people were happy. There wasn't any blight or sickness, just happy. I went up to my husband at the time. When standing next to him I suddenly felt sick. I look down and I am bleeding, then I feel like my throat had been cut. Looking up, my husband grins and it is obvious he has the sickness. My phone goes off and I have a text.I stumble back but I pull it out and read it. It is a message from Caesar (My boyfriend) "Come back to me". And then I wake up.

Hello,

My name is Mandy and I finally got around to joining the website. One of my good friends recommended it to me after a few chats about dreams. I never really looked up much about lucid dreaming and have had some interesting experiences without realizing what is going on. To start, I will post a few dreams I have had in the past and then just keep updating with dreams I do have.

You may see a pattern with my posting and know that I only have weird dreams and nightmares. My dreams have been that way since I was younger so most of the graphic/scary things are very normal for me.

Actors are running amok in my dreeeeaaaaams.

09/21/10

Don't leave your distractions up to me. Things will get dark.

I'm leaning over the stone railing of the balcony, stretched out under afternoon sunlight. The balcony overlooks the city below, with its clay tile rooftops and climbing ivy. This place is teeming with life, and I allow myself to bask in its positive energy. Looking at the roads below, I can see -

Wait.

"Is that guy riding a unicorn?" I ask.

The soldier standing next to me, dressed in forest green camo, puts a hand above his eyes and squints. "Oh, yeah. That's the pizza guy."

"The pizza guy." I repeat flatly. "Of course."

The pizza guy has convinced his unicorn to go up a flight of steps. As he turns the corner, I see his face. I bury my head in my hands.

I appear outside next to him. "Really, Misha?" I say, "You know what'll happen if they catch you?"

He says something.

I shake my head. "The stage is set." I make a grand gesture with a sweep of my arm. "Your distraction is ready."

How many pizzas would you need to feed a platoon of soldiers, anyway?

Vampires.

The girl looks maybe thirteen years old. She's quiet and sullen, and thirty vampires are following her through the darkness.

She didn't mean to turn them. Well, not all of them. As their sire, she's responsible for them, and needs to keep them under control.

I really need to kill a few, she thinks.

She keeps three.

"Rosie," she says, "It doesn't have to be this way." She's staring at the animated corpse of her friend. She turned Rosie into a vampire to save her life.

Rosie laughs, trapped as she is within the circle. Still grinning, she'll speak the words that will damn her friend forever.

Flashback.

This is the girl vampire's past. She's still human, up in the building that I just left, protected by a platoon of pizza-ordering soldiers in forest green.

The soldiers are all dead, attacked by vampires. The girl is injured, bleeding. There is one soldier left, a recurring character. He turns around to reassure her, tell her they'll be all right. He lowers his weapon.

"Look," I say gleefully. "You can see the precise moment that she turns."

She's a vampire now. She kills the soldier.

Scare Factor: 3/10
Rating: 4/10

I realize this was probably confusing. I've got nothing.

So I very rarely have dreams on a normal school night, I just don't get enough sleep to be rested enough to remember my dreams. Until now I thought the only way to combat this was to go to bed around 9, which I doubt will happen again for the rest of the school year considering my workload. This was until last night... I had a dream and I remember a large chunk of it pretty well. I stayed up quite late last night and I was stressed so it can't have anything to do with being well rested. Then it hit me what was different about last night. I was listing to music! I always need some sort of background noise so I'm always playing some sort of "meditation" music when I'm falling asleep, but yesterday I listened to this rather sad and calm mix CD I had made. That is the only thing I could think of effecting me, lyrics. I'm not sure if this would make any difference at all, and one night isn't enough of a test for sure, but it might help. Needless to say, I'm listening to the CD again tonight.

Dream 1: Woodshop + Tumblr + Party?
There were three sections to this dream, and I have no idea what order they went in because they weren't really cohesive. I'll just post the parts in seperate paragraphs.

-I was with two girls that I am okay friends with (in real life they kind of hate each other, or just mutually dislike). They were kneeling next to a bed on opposite sides in a purple room. They each had pieces of wood about the size of a paperback book in front of them. I think they were supposed to be decorating them but they were both very plain, if not completly plain. These weren't supposed to be art though, they had some purpose. There were other people making these too, also kneeling against the bed, about 15 people in total (it was a really long bed). I walked into what felt like a class and the "teacher" (who was standing in the middle of the bed pacing back and forth) told me I would have to catch up.

-The same two friends were on the website tumblr making a blog (this segment of the dream will make more sense if you are familiar with tumblr). I asked if I could reblog photos with them. They said no. I walked over to these two boys I'm friends with (I have no idea where we were). They said I could post on tumblr with them.
(this shows how totally and embarassingly I am addicted to tumblr)

-I was at a party with one of the girls from the other dreams and both of the boys. We were outside on some sort of patio and there were lights strung between the trees. The boys had one glass bottle between the two of them and I had a glass bottle that looked identical. The bottles looked like the kind you would fill with colored sand and closed with corks. They were both filled with a clear (possibly slightly pink tinted, probably alcoholic) liquid. I asked them if they wanted to mix them even though they were the same thing. They said no. Then the two boys started talking about some game like World of Warcraft.

Similar to last night, late entry. I may have been lucid for a moment at the end, but I don't recall any lucidity and from what I can tell the dream ended at or shortly after the reality check, so this one I won't count.

I was living with my dad in a house. The house was at the top of a hill, with the hill going down out in the back yard. My old shitty landlord Marv was living at the bottom of the hill in another house. For some reason, we would occasionally need to use his inflatable swimming pool, but he'd always be a dick about it. One time when I needed to use it, it was winter. When I went down to use it, it wasn't there, but I could see it locked in his house. I'd brought a hose with to fill the pool, so instead I just sprayed water everywhere to freeze everything. I dropped the hose and went back to my house. I noticed he was following me back up to bitch about the hose, so I turned it off and he left. He came in the front door later, mad about something or other, but he was just talking about how he wanted to go into the mall in town to buy a bunch of different kinds of coffee (like lattes and mochas et al). Afterwards, my dad asks me to go retrieve something from the mall. When I get there, I'm taken to a small back room where there's a clipboard face down on the table. When I turn it over, I find that it's a list of people who are either vampires or victims of vampires. I realize the dream is odd at this point and reality check.

My memory of the dream ends around the reality check but I have in my post-waking notes that I attempted to follow along the premise of the dream to stabilize, but I can't remember anything coming of it.

September 22, 2010

G/C night. 4/200 taken with a liquid shot of L-theanine, 200mg. Also followed by a small stick of marble cheese because I always need to eat food with pills. The shot was really gross, btw Melatonin taken 1-hour before bed.

Pre-WBTB

Excited fragments - Lucid - 4/5
I was having random burst of images and general excitement at the impending G/C. I don't remember much about this other than it being so awesome to watch that I wondered even needing the G/C tonight.

Interrupted by Jack coming to bed. I did my best not to check the time, but he was restless and keeping me up. I wondered if he'd still be awake by 3:30? Tried to let it go, and he finally settled down.

Odd mish-mash - Partial Lucid - 1/5
Starts out in this psych house. It’s literally a psych house. There are psychologists roaming around booking hour long appointments with patients who are all milling around waiting. I think I must be scheduling them, and one of the doctors gets frustrated with me, because I keep getting his name wrong.

The Beatles (younger, yay!) just kind of appear out of nowhere. Shit happens. Some of it was random, like Paul and I writing notes to each other... and I summoned one of Jack's cousins. Some of it didn't really turn out how I wanted it too... >.>

We rejoin the rest of the guys. “It’s time to leave,” I announce.

“We just got here!” George protests.

We’re outside and I ask George if they want to explore around the house, as it looks a little…ramshackle!

We went around to the back, and it gets fuzzy. Dream changes at some point, and the guys are gone. I lose lucidity getting whirled into a new scene.

I'm now at a children’s party, and some MM members are there, too. We have this pretty awesome bear costume that takes a lot of maneuvering to get in and out of. I get in it and test out some movements. You can even wiggle your own toes, and it wiggles the bear toes! I go to a circle of kids. They’re totally delighted, and I say, “Are you not scared?”

“No!!”

“Well, maybe I haven’t ROARED enough!!” I didn’t really want to scare them though, cos they were kind of young, so I found this kid who was the spitting image of my oldest nephew (when he was still a toddler) and roared into his tummy and tickled him.

I passed off the suit to Snowy. The party was dissolving into another scene, as I hear mental recount Snowy arriving late to the party (he was humoured by it). She came in the rain and demanded clean clothes. And was given a bear costume.

In the new scene, I notice Joe is now living with mum, Jack and I. He’s finally come out of his room (false memories told me he’d been hiding away) to socialize. I remember him removing a personal journal from an end table so no one could read it.

I also recall hearing mental telling us something about how Joe is doing really well in spite of the schizophrenia (he does have it), and that we should praise and not judge him.

WBTB from 3:30-4:30am. Popped the G/C and L-theanine now...

Ended up popping a 0.5mg melatonin at 5am cos I was feeling sleepy or relaxed at all... :Oo:

Umm... so that was uneventful...

I settled in for a WILD... vibrations, came and I was feeling kind of swirly and pleasant... Then, I decided to WILD from my side, cos that's how it worked last time. I passed in and out of sleep with nothing exciting happening. No music, no string of FA's... just me and some scenes I can't recall now. I was feeling too hot, so I pushed off my blankets. More sleep. Woke up at some point really cold, brought the blankets back... Over all, just really sucked.

Battleground
I was in a war, as a foot soldier. Things were exploding around me everywhere, the ground was shaking, and all that. Then, I was looking from the eyes of a villager the soldiers were trying to save. They were running in to get us, only, they would reach a certain point, expand abnormally large and then collapse and die.

Cutlery fragment
Sorting out spoons, knives and forks for washing. Hurrah! Also, from this scene, is attached this feeling of borrowing something. Like I was borrowing the house from someone, or a vehicle, or something...

My streak once again ended at 3. Not over though, il just start again Did not really remember much, and writing right now at 8. Not in the mood for writing

Dream 1: About the new show with Will Arnett, Running Wilde.

Dream 2: A girl is taking the bus in a grey car.

Basically, most of these dreams were about me dreaming that I was DEILDing and dreaming that I was dreaming lucidly, when I actually wasn't.
If this got confusing, I wasn't lucid in these (at least I don't think so).

Athletic Jail
I remember a dream in where I wasn't in, but I was looking at (like a TV) There were these men that were probably in jail and had to do hard labor or something. Everyone was outside at this time. it was nighttime. The guard was standing at the gate, the only place for escape. The setting looked like a football field/track. The guard left for one minute, and when he came back, he saw all the prisoners jumping over the fence and running away. He yelled at them angrily.

Where are they?
My siblings and I walked up to a place that looked like McDonalds from the outside but a normal house on the inside. We walked in to a big living room. We were waiting for our mom to show up. I was standing behind the couch. In the corner of my eye I saw a guy-about 16 (who must have been their son)- standing in his doorway. I turne dmy head towards him but then he vanished.
A few minutes later the father came around the corner and stood in the doorway of the livin groom. He was bald but had a mustach and glasses. "Hey." he said. I said hi, and told him my name. He wanted to show me something. So we went up to the master bedroom. I saw a pair of shoes and some trash on the floor. He showed me a view out the window. That's really all I remember. Also I recall hearing his wife say "I don't shop, I ____. (can't remember)" (meaning: instead of shopping at regular mall stores, she shops at Goodwill and thrift stores)

Dream FA or Dream DEILD
This dream would seem like a false awakening, but I don't think it was. I was actually in 3rd person in the dream, so I was basically like dream DEILDing or WILDing.
Anyways, I "woke up" in a different bed in the dream (still at my house, still in the same room, just different place, position, and style) and I rolled over in bed. Before the dream "FA" I had had a dream about iCarly so I decided that I would DEILD (I was really dream DEILDing) or something.

So a minute later I was back in a "dream" as I thought it was. I probably was lucid in this, or I dreamed that I was lucid in the dream.
I remember being in 3rd person looking at myself and a group of girls I was singing with. We were dressed in these cool pixie-like costumes.

I started dancing. By this time I realized that I was actually on a computer looking at myself. (Well, I didn't realize, but once I woke up I did.) I saw the whole screen like I was there, but I remember the feeling of controlling a mouse and clicking on some buttons.

At the end of the song we all jumped up and did these twisty moves with rainbows trailing behind us. Yes, it was that weird.

Dream FA or Dream DEILD #2
The same thing happened again. I must've had another dream about waking up and DEILDing. Again, I was in the same different bed. I was also in 3rd person again. I remember wanting to have that previous dream. I rolled over; and a few minutes later I was back in a "dream". Instead of the same drea, I was at my school trying to find the lead singer. I wasn't lucid in this, because I was dreaming that I was dreaming lucidly (I guess; darn this is confusing).

I was on the playground of my school. I found her and starting chatting with her. All of a sudden we heard a low rumble noise. She and some other kids ran into the school and I followed. I turned around once we were in the hallway and looked out he door. I noticed that there was sand covering the pasture land beyond the playground. There was still some kids playing outside, unaware of the sand cyclones in that area. I saw my friend try to run on a wave of sand as it was being blown. l0l.

Once again: "Basically, most of these dreams were about me dreaming that I was DEILDing and dreaming that I was dreaming lucidly, when I actually wasn't.

Phew!

So, I don't even know where to begin. Dreams are gibberish sometimes.

Anyway, it was very very sexual so I'm going to skip over a lot of the fun bits on general principle.

I kept walking to different houses with a bunch of girls that were really cute. I think we were all trying to find a place to live. The whole ordeal took a long time, and I kept feeling really tripped out at each house we would step in. I kept looking around at all the objects inside wondering how the people who lived there lived their everyday lives, what they were like.

Suddenly I was alone with D. We had been shown a house earlier in San Francisco... It was more like a mobile home attached to a huge house, but once you got inside it was really big. There were lots of details in the architecture. There were flower pots built into the walls with lots of beautiful wood carved designs all around them.

Later in the dream, I kept going to places... for example, a movie theater... and whoever would be working there would say it was free of charge. "Bob is here," they would say, "We know that you don't have to pay here." (Note: I don't think I've ever met anyone named bob in my life although this vaguely reminds me of Fight Club... I haven't read the book/seen the movie in a while. It just reminds me of that almost exactly come to think of it. This is a big note between these parenthesis so I should probably stop rambling on right... about.. now.)

Oh yeah, the whole time I kept talking about the rap/hip hop album that I am going to record. I was very excited about it. And hell yes, I am recording a rap album.

.. Also, I didn't write down my dreams yesterday but I remember them very clearly.

I was standing in a room with a few friends of mine. I think we were going to see a show soon. There was a plastic hanger in the middle of the room and I picked it up. Two others grabbed onto it and we all began spinning wildly. I can't explain why we did this. We were laughing hysterically the whole time and the dream changed to us standing inside of a store. It was like a Longs, Walgreens, Rite Aid, CVS, etc. One of my friends wanted beer but he didn't have his Id so he wanted me to buy one for him. They were a dollar. I didn't really want any so I was looking around for something else that I might want. I walked over to a guy who worked there and he began putting like 50 beers into a giant sack and gave it to me. "Don't tell my boss," he said.
"Uh..." I replied, "k..." So I took them and kept wandering around the store. I didn't really feel like carrying them so I dropped them somewhere and forgot about them.

I found a huge aisle full of paintings. I really wanted some of the big ones. There were lots of paintings of jazz singers, one strange rainbow bob marley picture, and a few others . I never finished picking one out.

September 22nd 2010

Quick note: I got more sleep last night, but my alarm (iPod) died during the night so I didn't get up to WBTB/WILD -_- Recall is still pretty rubbish.

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm at school, but classes have been switched. Why am I going to german? I haven't been in a german class since S2. It's one of the most boring subjects ever.

I take off my brown leather bag, take a folder from it, then hook it up. I don't use this bag... I had it in S2 (maybe I went back in time).

I sit down at the front of the class, book open, ready to be bored to death. My teacher comes up and sits next to me, because a student is taking the class. He turns around to "help" me but I just want to figure it out on my own, so I ignore him. The student writes a few words on the board but I have no idea what they mean. "P" something.

[Dream skip - Half an hour] I'm in a small shop with the rest of my german class. We've to choose a snack from the fridges and buy it at the counter running along the far yellow wall. I head over to the fridges (opposite) but my music teacher stands in the way. I stand on my tiptoes and grab a box labelled "chocolate fudge cake".

Hayley is at the counter, an ex-friend of mine. She smiles as I walk up, but I'm taking none of it. "What a class of neds eh? I didn't realise we had to many..." I tell her, nodding towards her group of friends. She remains silient.

"You've got the same snack!" The woman manning the counter says. I eye Hayley's snack with distaste... Chocolate fudge cake. "Wait a minute," the woman grabs a large camera excitedly; "strike a pose!"

We pose, grinning in an overexagerated way, but as soon as the photo's taken we drop it like it never happened. "Don't be a whore..." I murmer under my breath as she walks away.

[Dream skip - A few minutes] Now I'm in the main hall, back at school. I'm watching everyone else watch something. I can't see it because they're all in the way. I once again stand on my tiptoes. There's a photoshoot set. A woman tells to come up one at a time, pose and then sit back down.

What!? I don't want to do that! I'd rather be in boring german. Then I notice my hair's grown. My hair's long again! That was fast. It feels a bit heavy, but maybe this shoot will be fun after all.

Max comes up to me. "Hey, did you cut your hair?" I ask in horror. He runs his fingers through it, looking sheepish. "No! Don't cut it! Unless it needs a trim. Only Liam needs to cut his hair."

Possibly the shittiest dream I've ever had.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Woop woop! Slept way too much this morning, in hopes of getting a LD. But all in vain! I just had a few random dreams even though I used the WBTB technique after 9.00.

Night Fragments
*I was watching DV and I saw a DJ entry where they called me by my real name. I checked it out and saw that the person who wrote it, really looked up to me. I feel really good about myself for a while, until I decide to check the IP on that person. Ofcourse! It's just my friend Eric fucking around as usual..

*My friend Felix has finally got a hold of a girl! She's blonde and cute. Suddenly another cute blonde girl shows up, and they introduce her to me. "This is my sister" his girl says and I wonder wtf is going on. "Don't worry, you will forget about Monica after a while" says Felix and I don't feel so good.

9.00: Trashtalking an old friend
I'm talking to my friend Henrik about an old friend I once had. We actually had a great time, but he was kinda strange. We're doing some kind of work outside of a house and we start talking trash about the old friend. Suddenly we hear a voice from above and look up. The window on the top floor is slightly open and we look at eachother. "Damn that's right, he's living right here" I say and soon after we hear someone coming around the corner. Ofcourse it's the one we talked about and he's really pissed off. But he has changed somehow, and is taking it way better than I thought he would. Soon he's crying and we tell him it's alright, and we have a long conversation. We end up agreeing on doing something later.

11.00: McDonald's
I'm at McDonald's with Felix and G. It's late at night and we're having some food after our night out. I'm eating a cheeseburger and when I'm almost done, I see that the meat is completely pink. "Wtf?" I say and I look around. G gets a big hamburger from the guy behind the counter and he's just about to eat it, completely oblivious that the entire thing is pink. "Don't eat it!" I say and walk over to him. He puts the burger down and I confront the two guys working there. "What the hell? Why don't you cook the meat properly?" I ask and they shrug. "Do you think it's worth putting on the grill again? It takes a long time for it to heat up" I look at the supposedly turned off grill and I can clearly see it's still on. It's even glowing red. A monitor in the roof appears out of nowhere and it's showing us the grill. Zooming in until we see the fine cracks of the metal.

12.30-14.15: Fragments
*I'm watching some kind of talkshow of some sort. And there's a bunch of women, who all wants a man. One guy comes up and everybody screams. The dude looked a bit feminine, and was wearing some tight grey pants. A story about him appears and he tells us about himself while stretching. Apparently he's also into guys..

*This dream was fucked up. It was about a frog, trying to get into a tree, where it had its nest. To get to the tree, you had to climb, and build ladders with cards, by putting them together so they build a bridge. You could also use sticks, which you jammed between two trees and made some kind of ladder...


*I'm driving my dad's car and I'm closing in on a red light. I hit the breaks as hard as I can but the car keeps moving, and luckily I don't hit anything. The other cars honk at me and I put up my hand to say sorry. At the next intersection the same thing happens! I step on the break with both feet but the car won't slow down enough.

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

WBTB Food at 9.15: 2 eggs, 1 can of makrill on some knäckebröd,
25 cl applejuice, 1 omega-3 pill and 100 mg B6.

That's it! I will try to increase the B6 over the days to come. Tomorrow I will rebound my REM by not sleeping more than 4 hours. We'll see how much I dream even though I barely get any sleep!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!