non-lucid

6/6/16
Dream 1: I was fighting a boss in some sort of MMO with some other people, then trying on a few different gear combinations

Almost did a WILD I believe but I reality checked and started moving too quickly, I hadn't quite fallen asleep yet lol.

Fragment: At school

5/6/16
Fragment: Doing the final boss in Waterworks.

Semi lucid starts and I'm shouting "you're dreaming" in a city environment but I never gain complete control of the dream. Instead, it's some sort of cartoonish pink white and red animation of a dream.

Dream where there's a female version of pennywise that I see down the street but as I'm lying in bed she is on top of me.

Lucid where I notice I'm dreaming after looking at this huge snowy mountain expanse and decide to create my own rollercoasters that I ride for about 30 seconds before getting off. I'm in the station where you get on and look in the mirror. I can't make out any words or features in it. I tell the people around me that I'm dreaming and I yell at someone to tell me a joke but they laugh and shove me.

Class
The seating arrangement feels as if I’m in a classroom. There are perhaps 3 long rows of seats. The topic is renewable materials and questions arise regarding the recall of a specific phone and the reuse of the materials. At one point I feel like the questions are getting way too specific about this phone. This is not anything academic anymore.

Beat down
I’m in a car, together with another person, a woman I think. It may have been my mom. We enter a parking garage and drive towards a higher floor. There we witness a guy on the ground who looks as if he had just gotten a beating by the group of guys standing next to him. One guy and one girl seem to be the leader behind this. At first I want to intervene. Then I consider two things: 1) maybe the guy got a beating because he sexually harassed the girl; 2) I’m severely outnumbered.

Dream One- I am watching like a movie, a black and purple glass castle that looks more like an insect nest than a traditional castle with a violet and black cloudy sky above it. I know there are people inside, and an alien spaceship flies over it, shoots down a beam of purple light, and then the castle and the ship explode into purple glass dust. The ten or so people huddled together inside the castle are alive and unharmed as the castle disintegrates around them. The scene shoots forwards to a field of tomato plants. I find it odd that all the plants are super thin vines, looking more like morning glory vines than tomato stalks, and they grow up and out across a thin string hung in rows from T-posts. At each T post a single tomato is growing where it's weight can actually be supported. I find this very odd, but not odd enough to reality check. There is also a grape vine nearby growing over a very low trellis about 2 feet wide and probably fifty feet long. There is a loud noise, and the five people working in this garden duck under the grape trellis. Now more than just an observer, I climb under the trellis with them. We are all on our hands and knees with our heads under our arms like you would for a tornado drill in school (at least, back when I was in school lol) After a while, the noise gets really close and really loud, and everyone starts praying and panicking because the aliens are back. A small almost SUV sized spaceship lands beside the trellis, and a man in a purple space suit gets out. He has a military buzz cut, but looks like any other human being. The others under the trellis recognize him, and one man climbs out from the trellis and greets him. the rest of us listen for a few minutes as the two talk. Spacesuit guy is telling brave farmer that his people will not be returning. They believe that all of the farmers perished in the attack on the castle a year ago, and as long as they keep a low and peaceful profile the Aliens will not be back to search for them. The farmer is grateful, but as he is thanking him, we hear a loud screech. Somehow the spacesuit guy knows it is the farmer's pregnant wife several miles away. Spacesuit guy grabs brave farmer by the hand and drags him to the spaceship. once again I am an observer, and I watch as the tiny ship lands a few miles away by a pregnant woman on the ground. Her water has broken and she is in preterm labor. The alien guy helps the farmer get her in the spaceship and to a healer. The scene changes to a few days later. The farmer's child was still born, and in a gesture of sympathy and friendship for brave farmer, Spacesuit guy has returned with a spaceship for the village. It can be their emergency transportation should something like this happen again. The farmer can bring his wife, or any other woman with child or child in need of medical care to their facility for free healthcare. No questions will be asked and they will not be followed home. They will be allowed to exist only in peace and exile.

Dream Two: I arrive at a white house with peeling paint that is for sale. My mom is looking to buy it. She has two dogs (not her waking life dogs though) with her to check it out. The dogs run into the backyard to play and really seem to enjoy it. there is a trail leading into the woods behind the house, and the dogs start to run off. We call them and they come back to the house. We go inside the house, and I notice it mostly looks empty. I see a small arch to the right, and upon investigating, I realize it has a ladder tucked in that leads down. I go down the ladder and find the kitchen and a small den with an old couple watching TV by a fireplace. My mom comes up behind me and asks me what I think of the place. I tell her I hate the ladder to the kitchen and I think with her age it would cause her a lot of trouble and she could get hurt. She pulls up the listing for the house on her phone and starts going on about how cheap it was. I still think it's a bad idea. I notice in the pictures on the listing that all the rooms have crochet curtains. I think this curtains are really pretty. Then there's a picture of a preteen girl wearing some sort of crochet vest and talks about how the seller of the house has her own home business were she crochets things and sells them on the internet.

This wasn't a nightmare but it was really creepy non-lucid. I was in this factory. It was like I was just watching all of it really instead of being in it. There was this evil woman & man & they were doing horrific things. They were dipping people in vats & melting peoples faces off. It was a whole weird process. Then there were these detectives that came in & were investigating while these evil people who were rather not intimidated by anyone. They thought they could just get away with these atrocities. In the end the detectives gave them a taste of their own medicine & dipped them in the vats & melted their faces. The odd thing was that it seemed that none of these people died. They were left alive.

I don't know what to make of it all.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

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here goes nothing...

DREAM ONE : the vampire that said "shootaloo"
AGE 5
The dream opens with a cut-scene where me and my friends are at the store getting ready for Halloween.
I went down anr isle, and saw a candy bar stand designed to look like a vampire. I leave the isle and look back at it. I stared at the isle for a few seconds before the vampire candy bar stand came to life and said "shootaloo," staring directly at the opposite side of the isle. I screamed as loud as i could and ran out of the store. Another cut-scene starts where the vampire chases me. We both run really slow. Eventually, I arrive at a desert-type place where my mom is performing a speech. I run up to her.
"Mom, there is a vampire chasing me!!!" i say. she doesn't seem to care and continues the speech. The vampire then walks up to my mom and asks if he could borrow me for a second. She says yes and all of a sudden i'm at a place with a giant donut-shaped hole in the ground. He tells me some stuff i can't remember and then i wake up.

DREAM TWO(fragment) : a dead sea monkey in a car
AGE 8 (i think)

The dream starts in a cloudy, black-and-white town with a car at the outside of the town. I enter the car and see a dead human-sized sea monkey sitting in the driver's seat. shortly after i wake up to see that my cat knocked over my sea monkeys' container.

DREAM THREE : "oh look, i found a pineapple!"
AGE 7-8
I was in the kitchen just messing around until i decided to look through the front screen-door. I see... something... made out of coconuts that says "oh look i found a pineapple!" and throws it at me through the screen door. I wake up in the dream 4 times with the same outcome: the coconut thing saying "oh look, i found a pineapple" and throwing it in my face.
eventually he isn't there and then i go to my grandma's (now my aunt's) room. There is a baby in the middle of the room that i draw my attention away from, just to see the coconut thing. It says "oh look, i found a pineapple!" and throws it at me.

So, I've already forgotten a bunch. I had a rushed morning but Ill write the jyst of it.
I believe it may actually have been actual sunrise when I dreamed being outside walking on a city street and the sun was just rising. Birds were chirping in the quite of the early morning. It was so peaceful, everyone as far as I could tell were still sleeping. Then I saw the angels. There was an angel with a large horn that he blew in tribute to the morning and a chorus of angelic song followed. It was as though I was seeing the agels giving tribute to the earth and her days even though we people go every day through our monotonous paces without ever seeing just how special everything was. It was beautiful, peaceful, and magical.

I was in my house. It was a cold and grim rainy day. I was in my house, in a kitchen. Our dog gave birth to many puppies. She was lying with them in a cardboard box.

All I could remember from my dream last night was that I was in a blank, white room. I was wearing a blue shirt, and my dark grey pajama pants. I remember seeing my mom in this white room also. She was wearing a black v neck shirt, black shorts, and sandals. I don't remember seeing my sister in the dream but I know she had to do something with the dream. I recall trying to have a conversation with my mom but I can't remember what we were talking about. Then I woke up.

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Ok, so last night I had 3 non lucid dreams. Although non lucid, they were all pretty vivid. I think they might have been connected together. I'll give an explanation of what happened in all 3 dreams but since they were all so vivd I'll just give a short summary instead of explaining with a lot of detail.

Dream 1: I was at school walking with my friend. Everything was normal except for the fact that he was wearing pearls around his neck. I asked if I could have one and he said yes and broke one off for me. I took the pearl, put it in my pocket, and then told him it was for my collection of gems (I don't actually have a collection of gems). and then I woke up at around 1:00 in the morning. I wrote down the dream in my dream journal then fell back asleep.

Dream 2: This one was a false awakening. I woke up on the couch in the family room of my house (note: theres a tv in the family room) It was night time and the lights were off. The only light in the room was from the tv which was playing some show on disney channel. The show was about some family, but one of the kids in the family splayed out a bunch of different colored diamonds onto a table. There were a few green diamonds, a few red diamonds, and a few purple diamonds, and all pretty small. After watching a bit of this show on disney channel, I then actually woke up in my bed at around 4:00 in the morning. I actually got up, went to the bathroom to pee, and did a reality check and I found out I was actually awake this time. So I wrote the dream down in my dream journal, and went back to bed.

Dream 3: I was some where in my neighborhood with my friends (the one with the pearl necklace from the first dream was there, but wasn't wearing the pearl necklace). We were just talking at first until we saw a swarm of bees and we all ran back to my house. I was the slowest one out of all of us because it felt like something was weighing me down. Here's the interesting part though. While running, I went into my pocket and pulled out all the different colored diamonds I saw on tv in the second dream, and the pearl my friend gave to me in my first dream. We got into my house and I went to my room, and remember how in the first dream I said the pearl was for my "collection of gems"? Well I had a bunch of different gems splayed out all over my floor, organized by color and I put the pearl with all the white colored gems, and I put the diamonds I saw on tv in their respective group of gems (i put the purple diamonds with all the purple gems, the green diamonds with the green gems, and the red diamonds with the red gems.)

I'm in a bedroom inside a tower block. The windows are huge, as if the whole outer wall is made of glass. There's an animal outside on the ledge. I think it's a dog, but it could be a deer. It banged itself against the window pane. I make some forceful action with my arm and then the animal suddenly jumps off the ledge in fright. I'm extremely remorseful and feel terrible that I caused the animal to fall to its death.

Still in the apartment, I'm aware of a man who wishes to do me harm. He isn't present, however. He reminds me of Ramsay Bolton from Game of Thrones. I'm worried he will show up at the apartment but he never does. I don't know why he wants to harm me.

Then, I'm no longer here. I seem to be in some kind of party or bar. I see Danny H. He's dressed up in a white shirt and beige waistcoat rather than his usual black hoody. He seems happy to see me. I also see Danny R. (Why so many Dannys?) I see myself with people in third person view. I seem to be very drunk and my speech slurred. My dream self doesn't at all look like my real self and I get the impression my dream self is Polish. I start slurring some words, possibly 'fuck the police', but it sounds ridiculous, and more like 'ruck a piece'. I then see big square-sized photographs. I think they may be vinyl record covers. They are pictures of myself standing next to people, possibly those from the party.

I was in some competition. It started with teams & then it got down to 2 people. There were food competitions where logic was so out of the window & abstract. It was hard to understand let alone explain.

No lucids lately & I just don't get it. Which is surprising because I saw the documentary "The Nightmare" on Netflix about sleep paralysis & my husband got a glimpse of the kinds of things that I have endured do to sleep paralysis. For me I believe there is something in our bodies to keep us from acting out our dreams but there are definitely other entities present around us all of the time. I would highly recommend this documentary.

I just woke up so sad.

In my dream, I was working at an editing place similar to mine. I had been assigned to edit a video my family was doing and Papa was the producer. It was a dream so I didn't really care about the video. After being assigned it I instead headed out into nature and watched the cycle of life as a momma predator and cubs were in the jungle. The momma was killed, and the cubs roamed around until foxes ate them. At one point while filming them, a gorilla came sprinting from behind a tree trying to kill us for proximity. Suddenly I was in the world's largest warehouse. Our filming team was checking it out, 200 foot ceilings and rows of items going all the way up, the place had no end. We were filming in there when the lights went off and we were attacked by gorillas again. Simon got extremely mad because we didn't warn him as a prank, and he turned into a gorilla and went after me. I somehow dropped all of my money in the chase, and it went into a pit in the factory. I lost $2 million. I went in to work to do some stuff and begin earning it all back. The guys at work sat me down, and as gently as they could said my grandfather disliked the video I made and that I could not come back in tomorrow. I was floored. I had just lost all my money and now I was fired for being a shit editor. I flew away, jumping around the warehouse fucking shit up and crying. I left into the night, and found a random party. I tried to join but was too sad. The next day I went back in to work and strolled right into the office. The guys were there and they were surprised to see me. They were interviewing a new kid. I told him I was sacked and he was replacing me, and that before I go I have to know exactly everything I did wrong and how I can improve. They told me some stupid rambling explanation that made no sense and was just purely insulting. I left even more pissed. There was a group of nice girls nearby that I tried to party with, but one of them was an editor as well and knew that I was shit and fired and kept trying to make me feel better. It was so humiliating. They stopped at an apartment block for a massive Jam, we were on a block where every single building had a party on every single floor and people were dancing in the streets. I just simply continued walking in my leather jacket at night, and strolled into the darkness. There was a building that had a tunnel through it for the sidewalk, and it was lit up internally with a beautiful white glow that played off the puddles around it, it made for a beautiful shot and I noticed it and thought I should use it as a film location.

In the last moment of the dream, a girl from the group ran up to stop me from leaving. She tripped and spilled chocolate milk all over me. I got even more upset. I basically teleported back to work where I could shower, and emerged to see the guys confused and worried why I was still there. I said "Didn't you know? You didn't just fire me and fail to teach me what I did wrong, but yesterday all of my money was stolen by a gorilla. My life is over." They asked me what I would do now, and I said eat 6 bags of mushrooms and commit suicide.

Then my alarm went off.

I think I'll go back to sleep and try to start the day on a better note.

Dream Signs
Girls
Beautiful Views
Flying
Animals
Editing