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Went to bed around 00:00 again, woke up somewhere between 08:00 and 08:30. It's now 09:00.
I remember only 3 fragments.


» I'm searching for a video on Youtube. As far as I can recall, the screen is everything that I'm able to see. I enter the exact same search phrase as I always do, but I can't find the right video. It takes me a couple of tries and changes of search phrases before I find what I've been looking for. I notice that I'm not looking through Youtube in it's entirety, but through my watched videos. I play the video I was after, but it's not what I expected it to be. It's a different version.

» Louis and Sheila from the show Suits are together at a bar or a club or something alike. I think Sheila walks away a bit mad and Louis has someone bring her a phone so that they can talk. The phone is really old school. A big black thing.

» Harvey and Scotty are at the same place. They each sit down at a different table and take chairs that are facing away from each other, though they are very close to one another. They are also talking to each other. I can't see why they would do it like this.

I watched a cartoon about a whale. I don't remember anything other than that.

I was in a game or playing a game. The setting is a dystopian future. I was alternately watching and being in the game. There were cameras in various places, even in rooms. There was one room where there are two guys talking to the camera. They're acting like they're just some typical guys fooling around but away from the camera, they were plotting something.

Escape. Top-down view. Reminds me of Mario RPG.

Just something about having to rescale more space for MPC, and buy it with JY. Not even gonna bother writing notes here.

I was in my room I looked at my bed and there was bottles
Of wine everywhere I drank some and then I flew out the window I met a d.c and talked to him then I awoke

I'm visiting a trade fair and join a small group of female shamans for a workshop. They talk about archaic practices to highten awarenes, especially an exercise where one has to sleep on the top of the roof, which automatically keeps awareness high enough to sleep but not fall over. As we talk about that, I'm warped onto a roof and have to do the exercise. Outside, at night, I nearly lose grip when falling asleep and that makes me lucid. "This already IS a dream! Thank you guys" I think and start to levitate above the house. Then I fly, higher, faster, like a drone above the city. Steering is easy and as I have great control, I like to try to deliberately fly into houses. I expect to softly morph through the ceiling, but I crash though the wall hard. It does not hurt, but the wall bursts and after me going through there is plenty debris. I repeat that for fun a few times, deliberately crashing into walls from fast flight. Then I focus on a big building and after crashing into it, I stay there and look around. I now have to pack stuff and organize clearing the building and move out, as a group of DCs which are some sort of a team I manage, tell me. I start doing that, losing a little of my lucidity in the action, as I stumble over a plastic bag full of rotting trash effusing a horible smell. I quickly leave the room into the hall where a twenty-something old guy aproaches me with a tulip. He mumbles something about an earlier meeting and a promise I would have made. I don't remember anything about that and feel very uncomfortably, besieged as his intentions are clear and I'm not gay. I decide to leave the scene, saying that I have to leave. I then awaken.

That dream happened around 6 am after WBTB and "failed" SSILD.

Lately I've been getting lucid but at times I lose lucidity. In my recent lucid dream I took it upon myself to observe some words on a computer screen. The words were random. What I recall is seeing the words "funny, funny, funny, funny, funny" and some other random nonsense.

I also wanted to bring Eye in the dream but instead I ended up seeing shadow the hedgehog. Alright that concludes the dream entry for today. I'm not really interested in writing more.

For as long as I can remember, I had control of many of my dreams. I have recently found out that that is defined as being a "lucid dreamer".... I'm glad that I run across this site to maybe get some answers and to learn more.

Last night, I had a weird dream...I was in church for a while on this row with prophetess' and fortune tellers who said they only do it to pay the bills. They were giving "prophecies"...told one person that they were going to get a raise from their secretary job, told another woman something else and then told me something but I didn't here what she said because everyone was so loud. Afterwards, I asked her what she said and she said that I was a person that does well in small groups and I get nervous if I'm speaking to a large crowd (I didn't think that they said all of that last time but I didn't care that much). Anyways, I went to my friend's house and I wanted to create a car so that I could get around. So I created a car...a nice golden colored SUV...however, I'm not very good at controlling it yet so it backed up into a car and drove across the street. (need to figure that out) So, I decided to erase the car, which I did. I then looked up and there was a police SUV across the street. I wasn't sure where it came from so I tried to erase it....when I waved my hand to erase it, it didn't move but the back window lifted up and there was a guy there with a device in his hand looking at me. So, I went to the other room where my friend was and told him that I had to leave the dream because someone must know what I did.....I woke up but I didn't totally wake up as I was in my bed alone and I saw that guy at the edge of the bed...then I woke up woke up.
I went back to sleep and the dream was pretty normal...similar to the previous dream I had and of course I still knew that I was in a dream....the next thing I knew, I was in this room sitting down watching tv of my dream (for like 3 seconds). Kind of reminded me of when a tv show was going off....then the tv went fuzzy and a voice said, "911 what's your emergency"....I said I didn't call 911 and there is no emergency....then, I woke up but I wasn't trying to wake up.
I went back to sleep and things were normal again, I did decide to have my family close to me so I brought my Mom, Dad, Gam Gam and Nana....I think my siblings were there too and we were just talking....next thing I knew, I was in that same room again sitting down watching tv of my dream (only 3 seconds again)...again, the tv went fuzzy and this voice came on and said "You called 911 ten minutes ago, what's your emergency". Once again I tried to ask who it was and what was going on and found myself waking up again but not because I was trying to wake up...
After that, I decided NOT to go back to sleep again as I was starting to get annoyed. LOL.
I've heard other people have this same thing happen to them. Usually, these police apparently have "greater power" than the lucid dreamer. If you are found to be doing a lot of things that are bad, they come and arrest you. It appears that I may have been arrested and I'm stuck in this "room".... I know some people mentioned being on a bed and not being able to move. I haven't had a chance to really look at what this room is or if I'm stuck as it seems like me being in that room makes me wake up....any thoughts would be greatly appreciated

I dreamt I was in the church that I used to go to. I was sitting down at one of the benches, getting ready for it to start, and saw my other church friends there, and this one guy who is into drama/has a ponytail who I know. I think he had a tophat on.

At this point, I remember getting lucid, and deciding that I really didn't want to go to church, so I left the pews and tried flying/levitating myself. I floated around 30-60 cm off the ground and flew towards the wall, with others watching me as I did it. I think I phased through, but it's unclear, as after that, I was floating above this kind of weird, red and blue verticle tunnel thing, with my surroundings being dark, but the tunnel being illuminated. I forget, but I think there was a person floating there too--reminded me of this one anime--and she was talking about it being a game, I think.

I then flew down through the tunnel, and maybe around. I can't remember exactly. Soon, I was in this doorway with some red and blue beads--the plastic kind--hanging down from the doorway like a curtain. One string of beads was red, the next was blue, and they alternated like that. So I decided to pull on them and try and break them. I did that for a bit, and that was fun.

At some point it turned into me feeling like I was physically pulling off some beads outside of the dream--off a blanket or something--with my eyes closed. I stopped, felt the beads--they felt solid--and I pulled off a few more before worrying that I was actually ruining something. Then I think I tried opening my eyes, though I think I was still dreaming, and saw some light blue beads attached to my blue blanket I think--I could be wrong on the colours. I got really worried then and started feeling them harder, but then I soon only felt the fabric of my blanket, and that's when I woke up.

Okay, so at the beginning of the dream, I was skateboarding with some kids through trails/paths/so on. It was fun. I've never really skateboarded in waking life because I'm too anxious. Anyways, we got to these fences, and I tried skating towards them and then vertically up them, but I kept failing. Then, I tried flying over them, but I could only float around 30-60 cm or so. The other kids found the flying cool though.

It was just after this that I'm sure I got lucid. I decided to try skating over the wall again--it was more vivid now, so it was more fun, but alas I had no success. Then this really cool fence thing appeared, which kind of looked like an upside down staircase in the air, with the top step in front of me/connected to the ground.

After a bit more skateboarding, the visuals started to fade, so I tried a stabalization technique that I thought of myself in an earlier lucid (others have likely tried it far before me, but I had never heard of it). I focused on the tactile and auditory sensations in the dream--the sound of the skateboard, and the feel of it beneath my feet, and kind of 'hung on' to that until one minute later, the visuals returned.

Then, I decided to skate off from that place and go towards my house (I didn't plan on it being my house, it's just where I ended up going). When I got there, I went upstairs I think and noticed this kid, staring at me. He was kind of creeping me out, so I tried to move to another room (I think my mother's) to avoid him. He got in there too, I think? I don't remember much about the exact details of this part. I think I tried to teleport at one point but failed. At one point he was standing on the top of the stairs, and I freaked out and pushed him down--he didn't look like a normal kid, I knew it was a dream, and I was scared. He fell, and I ran to my room.

In my room, I peaked out the door and noticed that he was there. Really scared now, I made a kind of wand motion with my hand and said 'Avada kedavra!' and he crumpled to the ground. He got up though soon, and then I said 'Crucio!' and he fell again. Yes, looking back on things, I was a horrible person. He seemed to go off and leave me alone after this, and then I decided that I might as well try some dream control stuff, but at that point I was starting to wake up.

Ok, last night was an interesting night, but you'll need some background information to understand it. In real life, I got up at 4:30 am to leave on a trip. I decided to go to sleep in the car so I could count that as a wbtb.
I don't remember much of my dreams from before I left, but after a left, it got pretty interesting.
I had a false awakening of me waking up and sitting up in bed. My sister is just waking up too, but for some reason she says that she is going to take a snooze on the couch. I check my watch and see that the time is 4:11. I am confused, I thought we had already left. I wonder why I am not in the car. Then I say, "That can only mean one thing!" And I do an RC. I stick my finger through my hand, and what do you know? I'm dreaming. At that moment, I feel extremely happy. I pinch my nose and take a long breath. (As RelaxAndDream suggested.) It feels really cool. I guess I forget my LDing plan, because I decide to fly out of my house through the ceiling. I try it, and the ceiling sort of breaks apart, but I can't fly through it. Instead, I decide to fly around in my living room. (It's really tall and has a slanted ceiling.) I start to fly, and I'm really happy because my dad is watching, cheering me on, and I'm not falling. Sometime in the middle of my flight I pinch my nose and breath again. Once I am finish I land on my back on the ground, and greet my dad. He looks like Dumbledore, but is wearing my dad's sweatshirt. I try to transform him completly into Dumbledore, but it doesn't work. (I'm loosing my lucidity at this point.)
I then have a false awakening, this time in the car on our trip. We stop at a gas station to go to the bathroom, but we accidentally go into the dining room. Because of this, dad lets us get breakfast there. I get a waffle and a cup of cherries.

#6

A visual to represent the yetis in my dream

This was an extremely long and detailed dream, I will try to explain it as best as I can.

This dream took place around in a space quite similar to the last college I was at. I cannot remember much of the beginning but I do remember being in a sort of room with tiled flooring and desks (similar some of the rooms from my previous two colleges I've been at). I met a guy who I began talking to. He had a very cheerful personality and such. I also remember him putting on some sort of turtle shell costume part on his back as he proceeded to dry hump me. I do not know why but I figured he might of known about my sexual interests for other species apart from humans so thus the playful act? Hmmm... It then cut to the outside into the campus grounds. The plastic turtle shell was gone by then.

Him and I were sitting on a concrete ledge where he was brushing out my hair for a bit before we walked out around the campus side. While walking I asked him if he was open to anything. The guy looked at me with a confused face and I told him that I usually do sexual things with my friends and if he was ok to be engaged to do such acts. This was more so because of what he did with me earlier.

He didn't respond but ended up calling a girl on the phone (presumably his girlfriend). I cannot recall what they were talking about but he then hung up and smiled at me again and continued to chat with me as if nothing happened.

Anywho~

Somehow I knew that fiendish-like creatures were also students when went to the college and I said out loud to myself and to the guy next to me, "I really wish I could date a non-human. Arn't there non-humans here? I haven't seen any for a long time."

With no response from the guy, or at least, my mind and hearing completely blocked out anything he said, we ended up in a warped like extension of the intersecting street area that is found around up the street where I live in the waking world. There was a large fence and some yeti-like creatures standing and walking around in an enclosed space. One in particular stood beside a tree, I told myself that I was going to ask him about the supposedly disappearance of other species. But then I could see humans, adult in age, wearing yellow kind of suits holding guns and casually shooting and killing anything that wasn't human. Strangely the yeti creatures did not do anything and it was almost like they didn't even know that they were getting killed, one-by-one, from the humans that surrounded them.

I became furious, I began to mumble a bunch of anti-human -- genocide-extinction type of stuff. I wanted to kill the humans for what they were doing and I began to lift myself up into the air feeling my face scrunched up in anger. My male friend tried to stop me saying, "They will kill anything abnormal in sight." -- meaning me flying in the air. I didn't listen to them and continued to reach new heights. The people saw me and pointed their guns at me shooting. Their bullets did little effect and only made me more pissed. I rushed at them with full force and began to annihilate. Tanks were sent to me but I destroyed them too. More people in yellow suits were coming, and while I was fighting, it cut to the perspective of my male friend and a group of individuals who I did not know plus Saitama from One Punch Man was there, all willing to help me in my battle. I then woke up.

Notes: No doubt in my mind as to why I had this dream. I will say that due to my stress from last night and the conversations I had with my friends about it is what fueled this concoction. With exploring a bit more in my sexuality and lifestyle, place on earth, and my misanthrope nature: a dream like this was bound to happen.

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• Date — 1/23/2016

• Went to bed — I do not remember, I passed out and took a nap during the morning hours.

• Woke up — 11:30AM

*Time logged — 11:35AM In physical journal

• Total sleep — N/A

• Stress level throughout the day — In the morning I was fine. Yesterday though, I was very stressed about the nature of humanity, their thought process, judgment, and so on and how they react to someone like me.

• Techniques/Practices

*Daytime — N/A

*Recall — N/A

*Inducing Method — N/A

• Dream Signs — The obvious

• Perceived Length — 1 Hour

• Emotions — Anger

• Awareness — None

Sorry for the short entry. I didn't have very good dream recall that night, either.
I am with my sister outside of school by a small stream, playing with frogs and toads.
I am in my business classroom, making musical.lys for a test. My friend is doing a Harry Potter musical.ly, and I am jealous of her.
I am in science class doing a lab without my lab partner. He comes to help in the middle of the experiment and starts pouring random things into the glass. Then the teacher comes up to us and tells us to join another group.

Sorry I'm so late! I'm currently in a hotel right now, so this is going to be a quick entry.

Me and my friend are in gym class, only it is outside, in front of my school. We are doing handstands.
I am in the basement at my church, and I see a little girl names Alysa who says that she wants to make mattresses. (She is really talking about mittens.)
A am on vacation with my family, and we are organizing the luggage in our car. Our dad then tells us that we are going to GA, which is Great America. We are all very excited about this.
I'm in the car with my brother, sister and dad. My dad has three dogs with him that he just bought, and I ask him if I can hold one. He says that I can't, that the dogs are for him, my sister, and brother. I'm very angry at this.

Dream 1 - Shopping
I remember being outside of the mall chilling out on a seat, I believe I had a bag of stuff I had bought. I noticed my ex girlfriend shopping in a Pagani shop for clothes. There's also a group of random girls (maybe late high school) that she gets annoyed about because she doesn't want to talk to them or something? They're outside and my ex has to wait until they go before it's safe to leave. Mean while she continues to change clothes while I just chill, every time I look back at her I see that she's wearing something new. Short shorts (hot damn), jeans, etc. The group of girls walks into the Pagani shop too now, my ex looks through the window and sees them entering and looks at me showing how frustrated she is with the girls. I decide I'll go walk in and say hi properly.

Dream 2 - Shannara
I remember that I'm in the world where the Shannara chronicles take place. I watched the first episode of the tv series yesterday and it seemed to effect my dreams . In the post-apocalyptic scenario I was traveling with Allanon, the princess, the rover and maybe the half-elf Will. Something happens between the characters, there's another group where I think Allanon had travelled with the leader for a time. One of the leaders underlings got upset when someone passed away and blamed it on Allanon. The place we were in at the time was this huge abandoned underground base that was built to protect people from nuclear attacks. One of the characters showed the blue elfstones to another character, who acted stunned and said 'I need some fresh air'. Only, that person then secretly took the elfstones and left.. The underling who blamed Allanon at this point had a hissy fit and set a nuke to rain down on us. Alarms start ringing and the doors to the base close up. There's a certain "Oh no! That person is still outside!" (the person with the elfstones). Allanon looks up at the closing doors, he's flabbergasted.. The idea that so much life will be destroyed saddens him. I also remember a 'space-view' of the weapon launching the nuke, it had these huge hangar doors much like the ones we were being protected by in the base. We're all wondering what to do now that we've noticed the person stole the elfstones. Apparently the rover girl switched them by covering the real stones in black soot and handing the girl 3 other stones. This part confuses me as I was pretty sure it'd be hard to make any pebble resemble an elfstone :/. I don't catch on that it's a dream though.