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Early in the night (forgot to record the time) I'm pretty sure I succeeded at LD.. though the images in my dream weren't as clear and precise as I hoped for. How it started isn't very clear to me, but I was aware that I was in control, whether I was actually aware I was dreaming I'm not sure because I didn't actually RC. The first thing I thought of to create was a world that was a video game where I had to collect jewels... then when that was boring, could've been a couple seconds I thought of creating a scene where I was a kid playing in a room full of toys. After that I summoned a skunk (something I had decided I was going to do before hand because they have been a very prominent theme in my life lately). I meant to ask the skunk what it was teaching me... but I feel like I asked it something else entirely because it was showing my these furry, two dimensional tag things that were possibly shaped like animal heads... I think it was like a pick an animal to donate money to each month type of thing.. I thought of completing the other thing I wanted to do, which was summon my boyfriend into my dream, but it didn't work immediately and I woke up very soon after, like I ran out of dream.

The dream right before I woke up was the same sort of vibe, I'm pretty sure I was in control, but not aware that I was dreaming, which is disappointing because it was abut my ex boyfriend (who is supposed to be one of my dream queues). This is like the fourth night in a row I have dreamt of him... like I must summon him into my dreams all the time... some cycle I must be completing. I came out of this dream a couple of times and willed myself to fall back into it. I had no desire to change the scene though... except when I tried to convince my ex's brother that Aaron and I should be together; he would not change his stance on that.. toward the end a woman told me that she was learning so much being in the house with all of us (in the midst of all the drama). She pointed out some plants that were in the room, they looked like they were in pots, but I could see the roots clinging to the dirt. The roots looked moldy. Later in WL I made the association of over watering them...

I've decided to commit to dividing my dreams into sleep cycles since I can now remember my nREM dreams. I didn't really understand how people could recall so many dreams before, but now it makes sense. I think there was ~6 dreams last night that I could remember, I know there was another but I couldn't recall it since I didn't write anything down about it.

Sleep cycle 1
Dream 1 - Flat (03:34)
I woke up to my 2am alarm but I just let it ring for ages and fell asleep again without turning it off. After writing this into my DJ I decided to kick it for the rest of the night. I let myself rest a bit since I've been feeling sleepy during the day because of my night time drea journaling.
I'm in a block of university flats standing on the driveway, it's quite nice here. My friend Giles is renting one of the apartments and I end up moving next door. It seems to be night time when I do and I seem to get pretty ecstatic about moving here. I'm happy and I end up running back and forth moving things into my room. I think I might be prepping for a gaming binge. I look up and see through the window my mate Giles, he's looking at me with this funny look that makes me laugh a bit. I end up shutting the curtains and hunkering down for the game/TV spree.

Dream experience: 2 (pretty happy but not too vivid)
Dream awareness: 0 (No real awareness)

Sleep cycle (?)
Dream 1 - (?)
This dream was pretty damn sexually explicit soo I won't write any details. Pretty much just me and a girl having some fun, I remember a lot of it but I won't write it up ^_^.

Dream experience: 5 (for obvious reasons, and vivid)
Dream awareness: 1 (I had a moment where I realized that things seemed a little off, but I was too caught up in it to care)

Dream 2 - Dragons
This dream was so vivid.. Everything had a certain crispness to the detail. I was in a large glacial-eroded valley which looked very barren and was filled with craggy rocks on the flood plain. I think there was a river flowing through the middle of it though the area I was in was quite huge and I was a ways off from this stream. On either side of the valley were towering mountains, and behind me (kind of like the entrance to the valley) there was a large structure where everyone was hiding. We were hiding because... There was a powerful dragon around. This dragon was really ferocious looking, it had these craggy looking demonic spikes all over its body and a long neck which made me think it resembled a chinese dragon from the neck onwards. Previously we had managed to all run inside and escape, I believed that the dragon had gone now. I was standing outside, the weather was overcast but it looked so cool. *RROOOARRR* Oh shit... It's back? I look up left towards the mountain peak in the distance, but a different dragon swoops into view. Oh, wow... This really is not good. This dragon is a different colour and slightly different in size and shape, but it still has that insane, crisp, sharp detail to it. Its wings have a certain blue hue to the underside which seem to resonate a sort of magical power. The beast turns its gaze onto the valley, I start running hoping to make it back inside. There's a bunch of other creatures in the valley so I hope that the dragon won't spot me, it's already leapt into the air and started flying down lower. I get the feeling that it will spot me as it gets closer.. I'm too far from the safety zone, the dragon has spotted me and it's swooping up behind me gliding really fast. I stop and get as close to the ground as possible.

Darkness.

I open my eyes, I must have been knocked unconscious, what happened to me? I'm on a narrow path with two steep cliffs on either side of me, they're somewhat flattened. In front of me is a human shaped figure, but I know who it is. It's the dragon in human form. I have to follow him, he walks down the narrow path in majestic looking robes while I follow behind him.

Dream experience: 7 (really vivid, cool plot and generally just a cool theme)
Dream awareness: 2 (felt naturally aware, but not of the dream itself)

Dream 3 - DC talk
I think I woke up and fell back asleep, and this dream was a sort of 'continuation' with some massive differences. But the idea that I woke up in a strange place kind of remained and my mind told me that the dragon delivered me to this place.
I seemed to be in a huge casino building, and the higher the floor you were on the higher your supposed level of power. I think I see a small little cat, poor thing probably hasn't been fed enough, its ears are huge too. I walk forward and I know that I'm on a really high level but I shouldn't be here. I look at a card I'm holding and it says level 0 part 6. Geeze that's weak >_<. I decide it's best that I don't act suspicious, better play it cool for now. I walk around in the level I'm in,

There's beautiful women everywhere.. Hmm I should go talk to one, but they all seem so busy :/. I start getting the inkling of the fact that I'm dreaming, and as I'm walking I turn and see a man standing behind a bench, maybe he's a barman or something. He's a bit old and dressed rather impeccably. I realize I'm dreaming, I mean... Of course I'm dreaming? I just seems so obvious all of a sudden. I don't even need to RC since I feel like the dream is really stable too.
"Hey can you show me something" I say to the man, I seem to convey to him that I'm not from this level and I got here by accident. The realization of me dreaming kind of happened simultaneously to the thought of saying this, and I had another thought that I actually wanted to ask another question instead. Damn. Too late :/ I wanted to ask him to let me meet someone. I had the intention that I would talk to a different DC but in proper length and ask them lots of questions for my dream goal.
The man says a few things and I interact with him a bit, then I get ushered to the elevator by another man and they send me down level 0 part 6. Guh, I shouldn't have done that. I walk out into the new floor, looking around me I see that the women are pretty average. I really shouldn't have left that floor >_<. There's a bunch of people playing casinos, gambling is such a waste :/. I decide that there must be at least some pretty women to talk to. (For some reason I get the feeling the a pretty woman is the DC that will be able to answer my questions ). I wake up really abruptly, like I kind of just realized I was in my bed.

Dream experience: 4 (semi-vivid and lucid, glad I got to talk to a DC but overall pretty meh)
Dream awareness: 3-6 (at the same time I felt like I was highly lucid, I also felt like there wasn't a lot I could do about being lucid. I should have done a RC)

Sleep cycle 5 - (>07:00)
Dream 1 - Red car
I remember walking with my dad, we're talking about stuff but I can't remember what. We walk through a car park and it's a sunny day. We make it to his car, but it doesn't look like his car. It's a red hyundai rather than white, hmm that's strange.

Dream experience: 1 (we were just talking and walking to his car. meh)
Dream awareness: 2 (might have become lucid had I RC when I realized he had a different car)

Dream 2 - Car park
I seem to be in the car park of the casino building I was in earlier in the night. I'm with my dad and we're heading to get the car (like a prequel story to the last dream or something). On the way we're near the exit of the car park area (our car was in a different car park) and we see a couple of girls that are advertising the casino place. There's a crowd around them and there's an overseer who's making sure they're doing their job. That's screwed up, they're in such skimpy outfits, they must be freezing. They huddle together and shiver as if to emphasize this thought. Me and my dad step up and try to help them out, we're like protesters or something.

Dream experience: 4 (seemed pretty emotional and vivid)
Dream awareness: 1 (not very high awareness)

Dream: ???
Whatever occurred in my dreams last night was so abstract and unmemorable that it translated to a big foggy mess this morning, so I have almost nothing to contribute to my dream journal at this time. However, I do remember some fragments.

Something about me making things for some girl.
My sister getting freaked out by a spider and pointing it out to me, and me getting really close to it and recognizing what kind it was (for the record, the type was a sort of small, spiny spider that had a tendency to tuck its legs in very close to its body and hold very still, which are some attributes that real spiders have but not necessarily combined like that).

Better luck next time, me.

8/12/15
Not much . A fragment about nuclear launch codes but that's about it.

Having kinda a dry spell but remember i was dreaming at least. And my gf was using an app this morning and that triggered a dream memory of getting a notification on my phone that she was on the app. Kinda strange!

I arrived at the mechanic in a big rig truck with a trailer on it. (My car was also parked next to the truck for some reason). On my cell phone I called the mechanic office from the truck. The woman answered the phone asking what I need help with. I began to try to tell her but I hesitated, stuttered, and faltered (I was thinking that the penis of the truck needed to be cleaned as I imagined a metal penis sticking out of the truck but I knew that wasn't the technical terminology for it so I was embarrassed and didn't know what to say); then the woman said something like "Hold on a minute." She had a call on the other line from someone who was staying in a hotel room above the mechanic office (because it was a hotel/mechanic combination). Then I could hear the conversation on the other line. The man on the other line said something like "She's razin the kids!" (Then I could see what was going on as if I were there) The office woman looked concerned as she ran up the stairs and opened the hotel room door. I didn't know what was going on so I guessed someone was up there cutting kids with a razor blade.

I thought about just leaving but I didn't know how to get the truck back out of the parking space. I called my boyfriend to ask him what needed to be fixed on the truck. As I was making the call my boyfriend arrived. There were men directing a small line of cars to where to park since the truck was taking up so much space. My boyfriend got out of the car and I walked over to him and said "What did you say needed to be fixed on the truck?" He said the (something) joint needed to be fixed. (I can't remember exactly what he said).

I began to wonder why I was the one driving the truck, why my boyfriend wanted me to bring the truck to this little mechanic instead of having the truck company come out and do the repairs. Then everything was starting to not make much sense because neither me nor my boyfriend drive a big rig truck. I should have realized I was dreaming but I just woke up.

In the dream before that one I was at a job interview applying for some kind of public heath job. The employer gave me a folder with a lot of papers in it about the job, which made me feel confident that I might get the job. Then he told me that a lot of women have went insane doing this job. That was discouraging but I decided to try to act like I didn't care and tried to act like I knew what I was talking about and that I could handle it because I really needed the job.

The next thing I know I am sitting uncomfortably close to the employer on a couch as he is trying to bring up job training videos on his tablet. Then I notice his daughter is on the other side of him with her head on his shoulder and it is all just weird.

For the next dream I can only recall pieces. I am at my parent's house (I think) on my laptop trying to do something and the computer keeps getting stuck on a scam search engine page. So I just close the laptop and open up my other laptop and it gets stuck on a scam search engine page too so I close it and stack the laptops on top of each other because I don't want anyone to see the scam search engine pages.

Then I am sitting in a small stadium type of place with my nieces and some of their little kid friends. One girl asks me if I knew this certain guy from high school and I was embarrassed because I didn't want people to hear and I just said that I am too young to know him from high school because he is way older than me.

I was in a room. I was going to meet some PK friends outside.

I went to the bathroom. I needed to take a dump. The stall is small and there were already some trash in the toilet but I had no choice. I worried that I might not have some toilet paper too. Somehow, I got some. When I was done, I left but not sure how to flush it along with the trash. I went out the stall to fix some stuff in my backpack when a maintenance guy, or more like a part-time student-worker, passed by and complained who left the toilet unflushed. I owned up to it although at first I had second thoughts. The guy wasn't mad, and I felt he was actually grateful that I owned up rather than deny it.

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Notes:

- I kept thinking about owning up a problem at work. I was the bottleneck. This thought came up for days, a week even.
- I had a nice feeling when I woke up.

Cannot remember much but I had 3 lucids and a false awakening, 1 was a DILD, and 2 were DEILDs

The false awakening occurred right after the last dream ended, and threw me into it. I instantly knew it was a dream but my mind kept forcing me to believe it wasn't. (couldn't do abilities)

I was able to go through walls, instantly change clothes with some minor difficulties and glitches, run fast, and spawn people correctly, however, I had to either find them or run into them. sadly I can only remember small snippets but I am still happy to have broken a dry spell.

-Spawned Tifa from final fantasy, looked for her and found her in the pub with her crew. Messed with them and went through a wall and came back to sit on one of them. She saw how fearless I was (I think she drew a picture of a d*** on the table jokingly) and decided to have sex with me. Used some mental technique to clear the pub of people while I was making out and doing the do.

-Another lucid of me spawning one of my favorite characters in a show and found her. She showed me her house and decided to just hang out with her family.

-Highway turned into a falling and collapsing bridge when dream was unstable. I was sliding down and saw FF characters. I grabbed a sword like weapon while hanging onto a railing and it transformed into said weapon. Was thinking of joining whatever battle was about to happen but woke up.

That's what I can remember so far. All the dreams started in my room, 2 of which ended up with me on the floor waking up. My mom was going to work, my dad was watching TV. and each of it was beginning just like that, and I will just go through windows to continue my fun. I guess I kept returning back to that same scenario unknowingly with DEILD. It was fun, I'm Happy. ADA has helped greatly when I decided to apply it yesterday, especially with how clear and almost life-like it was. It wasn't as clear as waking reality but it was damn near close.

My boss was impatient. He expected me to figure out and modify someone else's code quickly, and was breathing down my neck waiting for it.

In my dream my husbAnd was cheating on me and admitted to it. I proceeded to change house locks demanding separation.

Still shocked from finding out about cheating, I was with my kids and others, when the school principal came. She was disapproving because we were late for an event with the gifted and talented teacher.

None of this dream was real life based.

Early memory very poor, and fragmented:

+ various scenes/fragments
We're trying to shoot a hairy ball into a box, and everyone keeps getting in the way, including son S1. I yell at everybody to get out of the way, I'm quite angry, and I wake up feeling very tight/anxious

I see that the guy hasn't mowed his fields, he's growing crops? On the other lawn there are a few tracks of a lawnmower but it too is mostly unmowed. Up ahead (down the childhood home driveway?) there are plants with thicker stalks growing. I say you have to cut them early before they get too established.

In some indoor space, come up behind a girl with lovely long hair, she turns around and she's quite pretty.

3rd person darth vader star wars battle with lightsabers, I'm jumping around dodging the blades?

about 5 hrs: can't sleep, out of bed at 6 hrs, up for several hours, back to bed around 8 hours, sleep until 13 hrs, making up the lost earlier sleep. BTS long and takes discipline and auto-hypnosis "getting more and more relaxed", etc.

After BTS dreams a touch more vivid but also highly fragmented and a bit weird:

+ tennis: arrive at the (apparently) tennis club car, find a parking spot close to the courts, pick up my racket and cans of balls and go for some private training time. On my way there I meet my playing partner [false]! I ask him since we're both here, does he want to play a match? He does. I put my things into the court and go to the edge of the court to set our match play time. Can't find it. Go inside the clubhouse and it's hidden behind a small whiteboard on a shelf.
[other stuff continues, forgotten?]

+ video game: the game starts, and you have to use the dual X/Y axis controls to maneuver the cursor to the linking (red?) square/circle in order to make it to the next landmark and initially to start the game, you have to do it by the time the timer reaches zero or you fall behind. Then I'm maneuvering around a 3-D curving lattice, hitting the sides which slows me down. My opponent zooms by me at high speed going the other way. He was clever and chose the path that went around outside this construct first and went through it backwards.

+ LD#162 (vivid, beautiful scenery) I'm maneuvering down a hillside outside in strong daylight. To our left is very mountainous terrain on the other side of an extremely tall chain link fence. We want to get to the beach level, we don't like being so far up in the hills. Another state (Colorado?) is on the other side of the fence. I look over to the left, at the fence (man that's a tall fence), and at the hilly bumpy descending terrain several times. We see what we think is a good path down, and we rush forwards. The ground just stops and there is a very steep fall down hundreds of feet to the ground below. The terrain below is still not what we want, it's very marshy and still hilly. I barely hold on to a pole right there at the edge to stop myself from falling down. My dad is still standing right there with me. I hold the pole with my right hand and try to lean out so that I can survey the coastline extending far up to the right. Yes, there is flat beach land there, that's what we're looking for.

We (jump? fly?) down and we're in a city street scene outdoors still daylight. My dad and I are going to go into some store/restaurant. Up ahead I spot two lovely girls in bright/fancy gowns/dresses. One is putting up her hair briefly, this immediately catches my attention. I tell my dad "wait, (I'll be back/I'll be a sec/something?)" and walk towards the girls. Out of habit and desire I do a nose pinch RC and I can breathe. Wait, what!?!? I'm dreaming? I must have gone to sleep once my dad and I jumped down here to the street. But I don't remember taking a nap! I'm still approaching the girl, and holding my nose closed and doing quick in/out breaths, yes, nose pinch is very clearly indicating dream. I tentatively reach towards the girl (now turned away from me with the other girl) and touch her shoulder and slowly turn her around towards me, just in case this is a mistake. She turns towards me and looks at me, she's pretty. I put her arm up over her head again and kiss her, pull back so as not to lose the dream, run my finger up and down her shoulder/arm a bit, looking at it, then look at her face and say "You're beautiful!" She says "Thanks!" and the dream fades

+ wheel a woman in wheelchair into and out of a tiny elevator

+ at top of very long snowy slide, no way I'm getting on that, it'll kill my back when it levels out at the bottom. Looking again at it towards the bottom, it is divided into shelves one above the other, kind of pointless I think

+ at a table with my (new wife?), her mother says one thing you should never give a bride is ground pepper. The food we're eating needs pepper, I pass the pepper grinder to my wife and grind out a bit, the mother comes over and looks into what I'm doing, I don't care about her stupid superstition

Had a really miserable sleep. Went to bed around midnight again, woke up around 5 I would guess to go to the toilet. Spend 2 hours mostly awake, before getting some real sleep. At one point I nearly WILDED, but I either woke up again or didn't become lucid. I remember a distinct feeling though.

Fragments
» I know I had a dream early on in the night, but I can't recall what happened.

» I'm with my girlfriend in the living room in my mom's house. My girlfriend is doing her best to make me happy

» I'm in my room in my student home. The door is open and I close it. The door opens again. I blame it on someone opening it and I'm annoyed by it. This time the door opens to the other side though, as if the hinges are on the left instead of on the right. I consider this strange and tell myself that I should probably RC, but I think I don't do it.

I'm pretty sure there was another dream, but I forgot what it was.

it has been stormy all weekend, when I woke up. I went on the motor route with my girl friend delivering papers. We do a split she goes in the car a bit and I go on foot. I tested a theroy and based on past events I've encountered.
I attempted to clear the sky I waved my hands in the air as I walked puting as much energy as I could into the sky. That and positive thoughts and emotions. It appeared to be working after some time of doing this. I worked up a sweat.lol iI even pictured bright colors coming from my hands and I was whistlin.
Then when I was more in tuned with it i was able to take a more calm aproch using less motion using some visual tactics. I sang my own song about the stars and after that the sky opened up for a clear big circle of clear sky to view the stars as it turned night fall.


The dream.
I was supposed to box for a championship. The dude was much taller. We were in our cars racing down the free way. Singing we will rock you. Or somthing it was me and my crew in no top jeep and the other dudes crew in his car driving down the free way. I had my hood on.
At this point the parts of the dream might be mixed up I don't know. I clear the sky before or after I got out of the car. But I clear the sky with my hands and thinking happy thought. It soon reveled the moon it was a half yellow moon at first then it turned into the sun.
Then we drove again But this time there was a cloud entity taking on the aperence of many faces and moving very swiftly I tried to point it out to some one. but every time they would look it would move somewhere else it was staring at me and wanted to make sure only I seen it. It did not look or feel good. Then instead of boxing a man. This was my opponent I was to clear him from the sky after it turned into a small tornado. There was a big shadow of a man controlling it.
The people that was driving me were talking. One said let's get out of here or get him out of here or something. The other said he's not afraid we can take him. They were right I was not afraid I cast my fear aside. Then it aproched the hood of the car. It wasn't even a full tornado more like a big dust devil with a shadow of a man by its side it was as tall as a two story house but only as wide as a car.
It came strait into the car. I got out and yelled at it. And thought wait I have to aproch it differently and convert it. Then I said its OK you don't have to be angree any more and I said something else I don't remember. But I think it dissipated and the alarm woke me up I was lucid in this dream not high level but an upper mid level.

I have been having a lot of nightmares, in particular, of people chasing me. One night, I had a dream where these people were chasing me and my friends and were killing them (and eating their insides). Later in my dream, the killers began being nice to my friends, and my friends insisted on us hanging out with them. However, I of course was worried because I thought they would start killing again. We ended up going to a festival where we were on a ferris wheel. That is when I saw my EX (who really hurt me and I still care about though in real life) at the festival walking. He has a scab on his head. I then pretty much woke up.

Another night I was just being chased by a person who was trying to kill me.

Lastly, last night it was the devil chasing me (I am not a religious person, kind of spiritual but not religious). He would come up at night when I was sleeping (in my dreams of course). The more comforters I had over my mattress the harder it was for him. Also, I remember in my dreaming thinking about a real life experience. (Real life time: I went to the gas station where a man asked to pray for me, and he began to pray and then told me to say Lord Jesus, I politely said I do not wish to). So in my dream, I remembered that waking life experience and I was saying in my dream "I should have said it when I saw the man at the gas station and would say Lord Jesus!" in my dreams, in hopes I would be saved and the devil would stop chasing me.

Any interpreters/interpretations about the dreams I have been having lately?

MILD-(right before sleep)

*I realize I am dreaming as I'm flying in this pinkish sky surrounded by thousands of crows. I am maneuvering myself trying to dodge hitting one of them. The feeling I have is extremely eerie. I also remember briefly flying around sim forest like a dreamscapes.

Before I tell you about my dream,I might as well tell you what must have triggered this.From what I can assumed,it must be due to me being a pushover(according to my friends) and doing anything to appease people from their fury...I guess?

Well,so I slept with all my insecurities and worries,but who doesn't nowadays?(me:that's depressing)

Okay,without any more delay,in my dream was me,wearing this expensive black suit and all those clothes the men in black would wear,but in my case,woman in black(...or girl in black because I don't think I mature enough to be a woman,no hate please)and I must say I looked quite impressive.

Jokes aside,so this girl in black(me)went into a class full of rowdy and boisterous teenagers,as I know most of you will experienced back in the high school life,and the jocks started throwing paper planes and rubbish to me.

Now if this was the pushover me,I would probably just smile and told them to shut the [bleeeep] off,but not in this dream,I yelled at them.The sound of my voice booming though,silenced them teenagers,lol.Even I was creeped out of myself.

And then I saw the looks on their faces,they were frightened and it seemed I scared the bejesus outta them....Which somehow feels so satisfying.

And I started controlling them in a way they became puppets to me,and everything went black after that.

Now I remember waking up after this,and I gasped.And I was somehow relieved that it was just a dream,but then I removed my blanket,and I was still wearing the same suit.

That was when I became so shock,and I tried to figure out what date it was,and I read the calendar but I couldn't fathom what it reads.

I guess due to my extreme shock,I woke up for real.Turns out it was just a dream within a dream

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But that boss in me though,I wonder if I started becoming like that,will people stop controlling me?

I'll be the boss only when necessary then.