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((So I'm sitting at work, then suddenly remember I did have a dream last night! But I can only remember a few details...))
Was in a feild, with abstract construction of buildings laying about. vans I think, bad people, evil organization I think. ((I will update if more comes, I'm mostly just posting to get back in the habit))

In my dream I am somewhere I don't recognize. I see someone kill a monster in the face with a chainsaw or something. I become lucid and start exploring/running trying to avoid these monsters. I can see different places where I am at. At the end of the dream I see a tunnel and it's fludding and I am trying to drive through it but its too watery. I also find a picture of someone probably someone who died in the monster attack...

+ my wife has gone to pay for the salmon we ate (I'm amazed that the vendor let us pay for it later), I go somewhere and see a newspaper sitting in a sink. I take it out and read it. I see articles about very old personal computers in it (apple II) which I find confusing, and check the date and yes, the newspaper is from the 1980s. I put it back in the sink but later I think I should have taken it with me.

+ outdoors, some trees around, a car, I'm waiting for something? and a guy comes up and offers to play frisbee he tosses it to me, and we throw it back and forth for a while across a large open dirt field. My best friend MR is there and he is talking about religion and I disagree with what he says.

+ In a church service, I come up behind the kids, they're giving them cookies and baked goods at the altar. There is N (bl ch girl, read) there with a cloth bag with a number of lemon/orange bars, and I ask if I can have one, fully expecting her to say yes. But she says no! I'm a bit miffed because she has a lot of them. She reaches into her mouth and takes out another lemon bar and offers it to me (looks unchewed and whole). I say "I don't want that! You took it out of your mouth!"

+ I'm in a play with girl N of the previous dream (lemon bar). I have taken my role at the last minute and I do not know my lines at all. I have my lines in my hand and I wonder if people will mind if I read my lines on stage. I think they probably won't. What shall I do, I certainly do not have time to learn them? Around the theater I ask the stage hands if they can get me a "period hat" (the play is set around the late 1800's?). Maybe I don't need one? They look at my hair (modern style) and decide yes I need a hat.

Our roles in the play call for us (me and the girl) to kiss on stage. I'm sitting outside with her and (she?) suggests that we should rehearse the kiss. She has never kissed anybody before. We kiss lightly a few times and she giggles and says "it feels funny!". I'm nervous because I know that if her dad sees us he'll kill me. There are people around but nobody is really taking notice. I suggest to the girl that we go somewhere private so nobody will see but she doest not want to go. I really want to go somewhere and make out with her.

Well,we all know what the title means,folks!People turning into zombies and stuffs.And for some reasons you become the survivor and all that cliche things.Well in this dream,I became the only survivor.(although I really rather die than running away from zombies,I mean,my tired face in that dream was so hilarious! )

So I was the only human and to start over a new human generation will be impossible because I couldn't really give birth to a baby with all the corrupted dicks,right?...Eh,that will be very disturbing.

But back to the chase,I tried very hard to escape from all the zombies,climbing up the roof of a building and there I was watching the eiffel tower from afar....With a horny zombie treating the tower like a dildo.(I will never see the tower like I used to,ever again.Damn it,horny zombie.)and to distract myself from the inappropriate view,I looked down,only to see angry mobs of zombies,NOT chasing me,but making love with each other.(Angry sex...Whoa)

As I was doing nothing on the roof,while also being forever alone*sigh*,more and more baby zombies were born and soon earth was just a pile of zomibies having sexual intercourses...Bondage...Doggy style...Big 69-You get the point guys.They also did it with the youngsters.

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And I was still ignored.

I couldn't remember much after this,but the dream ended with me shooting all the zombies and waving a flag,yelling,

"Now there is no more milk pudding and white balloon!"...Which is totally not related with the zombie dream,depending on its real context,of course.

I went to bed around 00:30 I believe. I woke up around.. 7? I stayed awake for at least an hour, did some reading in bed and eventually went back to sleep.

Fragment
» I'm somewhere in an urban area during daytime. I see my bicycle which was stolen 2 weeks ago. The wheels have been altered significantly, as well as the fenders, but I can still clearly tell it's my bike. Both the front and rear wheel have a chain lock on them. Near the back I can still see my green chain lock. This pisses me off. There are two people about. I wait for the thief so I can confront him.

The bicycle that got stolen in reality and the bicycle I saw in this dream are entirely different. I saw the bicycle that is still safely in my possession.

Scaly knee
This dream was quite dimly lighted. I'm walking around in an indoor swimming pool. I'm walking from one area to another. There's a girl standing at the edge of the pool, facing the pool and with her back to me. I tap her for a moment because I know her. It's Ewa. She turns around. Then I continue walking. My friend Sander is walking in the opposite direction and he tells me that he just took a break from a game that was being played in the other room and that I should take his place. It was a 3 vs. 3 game, rugby perhaps. I open the glass door to another area and enter it. I hold on to the side of the door for a long time, nearly getting my fingers stuck in between the door and the frame. There are just a few people in this area, though I don't remember who they were. One of them might have been a high school classmate. There are some big inflatables in the water. I walk along the edge of the water and stop for some reason and look at my right knee. I had a series of pimples or wounds there that are healing. I have a series of scabs that covers my whole knee. The strangest thing about them is that they look like they are made out of hard plastic. A boy asks me about them, but I don't think I pay any attention to him.

I feel like I'm at the bottom of the pool. My knee has made me realise that I'm dreaming. I consider again whether I should summon my friend Alexandra. I decide against it. It's better to first stabilise this dream. I slowly push the fingers of my left hand through the palm of my right hand. I truly believe it's possible and they go through easily. The sensation is unbelievable and indescribable. The idea that something moving through my hand should hurt me makes it feel slightly uncomfortable, but at the same time it's exhilarating. I feel this strange sensation not only in my hands, but also in my arms. I realise that there is practically no dream scene, as I'm supposedly at the bottom of a body of water, where little light reaches, though I didn't have any other indication that I was under water. I shout out 'stabilise!' (in English), but the sound is muffled and it sounds more like I whispered. I feel like it worked for just a second and would've worked better if the water hadn't messed up my command. At some point I realise that my eyes are closed. I'm afraid to open them, as I'm afraid that I will open my real eyes. I open them anyway and I remain in the dream. Next I notice that I've raised my arms. It feels very heavy to move them, as if I'm trying to raise them after an intense workout. I'm slightly concerned that I might be moving around in my bed and that I may have shouted in reality. In the end I may have softly heard an alarm beginning to go off, though I'm not certain about that.

The description of the lucid part is very long, but the lucid itself was less than a minute I'd say. Still, I am quite content with the fact that I had the sense of mind to attempt to stabilise the dream before doing anything else

hhaaaaa

Dream
Dreamed mom was telling me about this like, cross-country runner guy who'd been converted to Christianity. So I'm like okay hold that thought and we're at this strip mall place at night (kinda feels like I've been there before in another dream) and I get outta the parked car and make my way over to an ATM that gives me the deets on this guy.

So it shows a nice lil illustrative graphic video of him running all over the place in West Virginia, complete with little numbers showing how very far he's gone, and then he runs into this Christian dude who's got a pamphlet. And he's just kinda standing there in the path in the middle of nowhere waiting for the guy. And then the Christian dude says something challenging like "Jesus died for you, how can you be allowed to have your own pamphlet when you haven't-" and I feel like the cross-country runner guy and I both get the same thought like "...if the runner guy hasn't jumped off this cliff and died...!" like, y'know, to show his dedication and stuff, except then the Christian guy finishes his thought and it's something a lot more mundane.

So I'm like, unconvinced by this display, and then I have to eat a big bowl of cereal so I'm tryna hurry up and do that so I can get back to mom. Except then she just pulls up while I'm walking to her like yup here I am! And I'm like cool.

Once again I feel like there was somethin' else cool goin' on but apparently my recall is not THAT good so oohhhhhhhhhh well

I'm in a bank, dark outside the windows, small lamps on the wooden teller desks. There is only myself and one teller. She is a young, attractive blonde woman in very nice business clothes. I don't think she is a teller at all, someone a little higher in management. I ask what my balance is on my account and she says 6000€. I'm totally amazed, how did I get so much? After she says that she begins to flirt with me. Is it only because of the money I have that she is showing this interest? Despite thinking this, I feel good that she is showing interest in me. She puts her arms around my neck and begins to stroke the back of my neck.

I'm in the middle of the city and night. It might just be the evening though, it is dark. Orange street lights illuminate the old roads and tall buildings on either side. I see a friend of mine and she says she has hooked up her electricity to an older system and if I could add something to it. I look at it, it looks like wires everywhere. I try to adjust one and the light begin to flicker. I push the wire a little more until the power comes back. The whole system is really sensitive. She says her boyfriend is getting them a new cable card so they can hook up the electricity better.

I go to a old-timey bakery. There are lots of cakes on sale in the sale windows under the counter. I see they are selling the last ones of the day. I say I'll take them all. Back at my friends place, I see my sister and some other friends. I tell them that everyone can have cake, I feel good that I'm able to offer everyone cake. Everyone smiles and is ready for a piece.

I go and pick up the cakes. Back at the bakery I tell them I bought them and I'm going to pick them up. They say they don't have them anymore. I'm surprised, how is this possible? They say I shouldn't have just left the cakes here. I angrily take out a receipt and say that I arranged to pick them up later. They apologize and give me the cakes and the loafs of bread I reserved. The loaves look like large rocks, I see they have baked dried tomatoes and olives into them.

I'm back in the gas station doing a night shift. It's toward the end, the morning has come but it is still pitch black outside. I've been talking to the other employee all night and I feel guilty that I didn't do everything I was supposed to do. It's been a while. As I start to do my neglected jobs I see David Duchovny. I'm shocked. I can't believe it! Why is he here? I run to the other counter and say I have to take a break, ijust have to. I go downstairs into the locker room and pull a piece of thin cardboard. I need his autograph. I run upstairs and I see he has entered with Gillain Anderson and another man. I'm starstruck, I can barely blurt out "I love the X-files can I have your autograph?". Duchovny says he doesn't always want to be remembered as Mulder. I feel bad about it but I want to tell him what kind of massive effect the show had on me and how important it was and is still. I see a large line forming and I have to go take care of the line and I ask him if he and Gillian Anderson can sign my little ripped up piece of cardboard.

I go to the cash register. There is a large line and people are being rude, looking at me meanly. Some people are cutting in line and this aggravates me.

MILD(BEFORE SLEEP AND WBTB)

*There was an explaination of advice given as scene of a side of a mountain appeared. An unknown figure pointed to a board displaying the obstacle that was being talked about. The message was something along the lines of how drugs could distract you from the spiritual path so be careful.

My mind is taking me back to school 10/12/15

Dream 1: Something about being at a country school during the day and there being a fire alarm going off.

Fragment: Something about being at a university at night time.

Dream 2: I dreamed about my school graduation. Everyone was all dressed up fancily, yet for some reason the only way into the graduation was through a giant toboggan/water slide. It was 2 to a cart, so me and someone else jumped in and off we went, hemmed in on either side by other people. Eventually however everyone had stopped as the slide was blocked up. Our coordinators voice came through speakers and told us that there was a blockage due to flooding at the bottom of the slide. He said they would try to fix it but most likely wouldn't be able to so the guys should take off their suit jackets in case they got ruined. While this was happening inexplicably a black and white cat appeared and started jumping in between the carts, nestling up against people and seeking attention. After a while everything started moving again and we eventually got to the bottom of the slide. It was indeed flooded and we had to tippytoe out and dry ourselves off a bit.
Once inside I saw it a long rectangular room which looked a bit like a library as there were bookshelves on the walls. A teacher gave me a pamphlet thingy and then I found a seat next to some people from my media class. The librarian at the school started giving a speech, casually insulting some of the students, and then the dux was being announced. There was a twist however. There wasn't one dux, or two, but six! The names listed off were.. me (lol), Luke, Emily, David and Reza (only 5 I know but I'm sure these were the only names. All in all it was quite strange, particularly how my brother didn't get anything, probably representing my subconscious yearnings haha.

Morning of December 10, 2015. Thursday.



The first segment of my dream is a vague grocery shopping event of a type I have had since the late 1970s, though in this case, my wife Zsuzsanna and children are known as they are now in reality. Still, the store does not seem familiar, though it is only rendered in my immediate surroundings and “foggy” beyond about eight feet in all directions. Based on the real directional orientation of our bed, it seems I am going easterly through the checkout. I do not notice any other people except for the (unfamiliar) cashier.

From here, there is some sort of abstract distortion about having action figures all over a bed (dream sign) along with random (human) clothes and accessories for the action figures as well as a few unrelated miscellaneous items. One of the action figures is Thor. Thor is slightly smaller in scale than the other action figures, just enough to notice. Other action figures are Jean Grey, Wolverine, Magneto, Iron Man, and a few others. Jean Grey is actually the largest in scale compared to the others.

There is some sort of confusion about playing a game with the action figures, which possibly relates to a board game. Thor’s clothes are missing and as such, he might as well be a Ken doll, it seems. I am also annoyed at the disorder of the various toys and game pieces and the apparent difficulty in quickly finding something. However, I eventually find Thor’s outfit (next to the other miscellaneous items and clothes, under my shirt) and am able to interact with my family in the informal game (which seems more like random playing around). I notice that Jean Grey has a large monochrome plastic basket (not that realistic in detail as it seems to resemble a My Little Pet Shop accessory) which seems to have a smaller basket extending from the side (this being oddly like a previous dream where a pot of gold icon had a smaller one right next to it - in the same orientation - on the left from my view). It is empty and may be unrelated to the game. Not much else happens. The setting is not rendered that clearly.

A dream of me and a friend trapped in a kingdom for a crime we were framed for. We were dragged into this place where the king was at to be executed. A large room that was made out of tan stones and pillars. The king had a pope looking hat and wore a orange and white robe. We were thought to die there but instead we were to fight. As we were sitting near a wall watching people lose against these 2 built guys, a pretty girl with long purple hair and white dress walks to give us a manga. My friend gets a magazine type one and I get a large book. We were talking with her and she then kisses me to surprise me and pushes away. I kept a straight face and she kisses me again but this time a make out session.

The king gets fed up and announces me in to fight. A large African guy shirtless walks in. He's bald and looks like LL Cool J with black sweats. We begin fighting in this large tarmac arena with people watching. I kept blocking his kicks and punches and people are shocked. I say your pretty good. And then he gets wide eyed but then grins. I dash back and the guy tells the king to get rid of the timer.

I get serious and began stomping the ground into a fighting stance like Akuma but scream like martial law. The guy stomps and goes into his stance but silently. We begin and I start punching his kidneys and other weak points in such a swift way he can't keep up. I pick him up and slam him. Everyone is in shock. He is on the ground in pain but soon gets up. He charges and kicks but I block it with my knee and swift jabs to his neck. He backs off leaving his stomach open and I dash at it with a strong punch and connect. Gets on one knee holding it and in disbelief that someone as small as me is this strong. Everyone Is screaming in shock again and the king is speechless. My friend and the girl greet with joy but its not over.

I wake up.

On the bus heading to a school trip with S. We are eating different snacks such as chips and muffins. He talks to a girl named Shane who looks like someone I knew from school. She had on a black shirt, gray sweats, and white shoes. She also had a long ponytail and was african. We joke around and soon heads to the front of the bus as we are in the back. Soon afterwards a cute girl gets on the bus I never seen before. She had a pink t shirt, black yoga pants, pale skin, glasses, jet black hair in a ponytail and black slip ons that are pointy at the end. She sits at the front as well

The bus begins moving through a highway and soon after we hear an argument in the front. Its between Shane and the cute girl I dont know. They are arguing about different things and from what I am hearing from people on the bus, Shane is in the wrong. Me and S continue to eat a big muffin when Claire *finally hear her name* starts yelling louder and saying to Shane to look at herself and her life if she wants the things she wants. And then there was something about ten dollars I cannot remember thoroughly.

Soon Shane was about to get up and fight Claire. I see S get up and sat down Shane in the front while She continues yelling over S.* Claire then moves to the back with me and S and talks to us. She wonders why we are in a corrupt class when we are definitely not. Apparently the school has a *Shining Star, ethic, and corrupt classes.* me and S exclaim that we just didn't fit well. I soon said that I was just lazy and didn't do work. She chuckles and says we are definitely not corrupt.

We arrive at our destination and we all stood up. The bus stops abruptly and Claire nearly falls backwards but I catch her since I was behind her. We both smile and laugh. I can't locate S and soon wake up.



There was also a dream of robots fighting each other with crazy weapons, and the robots fighting a boss that shot fireballs. Its very distant. Gahhh my recall needs improvement.

I don't remember much. First I was at a creek with a bunch of people playing and swimming in the creek and it was warm for December. Then I was at a church dinner and the plates were all served with marijuana leaves as garnishes.

I know I had other dreams but I was distracted with taking care of Kitty in the middle of the night because one time she was lying on my back making me too hot and another time she threw up on me.

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this is really tricky to try to remember

Dream
okay so there was this queen and I was this worker dude, really more like a peasant, who wanted to be all subversive and it's hard to remember more details than that? But I know at one point that like, I was uselessly messin' around with bales of hay on a long cart (which was my main purpose, it seemed), and out of nowhere a couple of arrows whistled right past my head from below me. There was this guy hiding in the corn right next to the cart who was, I think, angrily posting to his twitter account about how he didn't like the queen so he was taking it out on her workers, which maybe inspired me to start posting on MY twitter account about the "literal" (I made very sure to note that these were literal arrows and not, say, metaphorical ones) arrows that some madman had just fired at my head because he hated someone else entirely (surprisingly I did not then attempt to hunt down the perpetrator in question, who I'm pretty sure was still RIGHT THERE in the corn posting on his twitter account).

And there was something earlier about how I was a gay dude looking at a guy on the front of a magazine and it was like, my favorite magazine cover of all time. Which reminds me of other things but honestly this dream does not translate to reality very well at all.

Again focusing on fast back to sleep without much recall work. Recall definitely suffers.

+ in my previous adult home back garden with wife. There are tall interesting plants, like vertical succulents next to small pine trees. I see the evidence of lines of water cascading from the higher portions of the garden to the lower portions, via tracks in the ground that are green with ground covering.

+ outdoors, packing up some stuff (in the boy scouts?). A very large (1 foot long) toothbrush (pink) falls out of something I'm unrolling. I hold it in my hands and think if I can use it. I could always keep it to clean my shoes with or something [IWL went to dentist and get a new, pink toothbrush]

+ I'm walking towards a large open planned garden. I reach it and and standing among it looking at it closely. It is in the garden of a wealthy person who is landscaping a large area. The area is divided into rows of about 1-meter-square chunks, and in each chunk is planted a very specific pattern of several different varieties of plants. I'm standing in the newest planted area with very small young plants, farther on I see more mature, larger plants. I walk to the left and encounter a cousin who says s.l. "these plants are <???> [meaning hybrid]", I say "I know.

My cousin PR is there and says that there are peanut plants as well. I look down and see a ground-cover plant with dime-sized (leaf shaped though) light-green leaves spread over about 1 square meter. I kneel down on the ground and look at a plant growing in soil and think I see a bunch of peanuts (ready to eat) in the soil, covered in dirt, I look closer and they're not peanuts but small slices of root? PR then says here are some baby peanuts, and pours them into my hand. They are tiny, each one like like the size of a grain of millet. I toss the little handful into my mouth and chew and (get a faint taste of peanuts?)

Wake up and am amazed that that last memory came from a dream.