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I guess I'm still a little off my game.

There was a lucid down there last night, albeit a short one. Forgot it though.

A NLD involving being at this country restaurant with some friends. They had a gift shop that was selling gameboys for one dollar and I thought about getting one along with one of the old Pokemon games. There was also something to do with an eating contest.

I was in a car with the famous pop-star Lorde and we were driving down a country road. This instantly reminds me of her song, 400 Lux.
I feel as though I'm maybe her boy friend in this dream?
We're not really talking, just driving. (Which isn't really a surprise)
I remember looking to my left and seeing the trees dissolve one at a time. I look behind the car and notice nothing but blackness. The heart in my chest begins to beat double-time until one of her songs pops on the radio, then I remember calming down.
"We're never done with killing time"
Now this all makes sense. The car, the dissolving trees, the etching road-- We're literally killing time.


During this weird phenomenon I feel my feelings shift from high to low. Something told me that this was the end of a dream come true, until I looked ahead.

The sky was a deep-red. It looked as though there was a heart in the sky and it pumped blood in the form of clouds. It was raining. But not ordinary rain. It was more like the rain in a horror movie, but an unnatural shade of blue; blue as the color of the Atlantic Ocean. And was falling right before us.
"Can I kill it with you
'til the veins run red and blue?"

The heart in my chest begun to quicken. The faster the beats the more it rained. I tried to calm myself down but anything I did resulted in harder showers. I faintly remember this but, Lorde started to sing. As she sung the sky drift apart like one big cloud being torn from the sun and the heart in my chest stopped, completely, again.

We come around here all the time
Got a lot to not do, let me kill it with you

Then our surroundings went dark and the only thing alive was the radio:

You pick me up and take me home again
head out the window again,
we're hollow like the bottles that we drain.
You drape your wrists over the steering wheel
pulses can drive from here
we're might be hollow, but we're brave

And it repeated and repeated, like a distant echo of a set alarm.

WBTB at 2:15am: I am on the ground floor of what appears to be an office building milling about with many other people. There is quite a crowd, and it is hard for me to make my way to where I want to go, which is to to a room with a microwave to heat my container of soup. I actually had to wait for a phalanx of military style men to march past, three abreast. There was about 60 or so of them.

I take my soup outside to get away from the crowd, find a concrete path and follow it away leaving all the people behind. I quickly find myself in a barren desert-like scene with only sun, sand, and rocks. I am alone, a long way from anyone, when I begin to be overtaken from behind by four men in their middle 20‘s. They are not outright hostile, but neither are they particularly friendly. I am concerned mostly because I am outnumbered. They slowly overtake me (walking) and pass around me as a group, at which time I say to a couple of them “How are you doing?” but they keep walking with little response (that I can remember).

Up ahead I approach a scene in which two men (not the ones who walked past me) are sexually assaulting a third man. One is laying on top of the man kissing him. The man being kissed does not seem all that interested in being kissed. The second man in the assault is not really doing anything, but standing by at their feet. I grow immediately uncomfortable and fearful and turn to make an expedited exit from the scene. As I flee, I flap my arms and become airborne. I immediately realize I am dreaming. This is a DREAM!!!

I continue to fly away gaining altitude, and now I can appreciate the scene and sky, which is a beautiful slate gray and pink towards the horizon off to my right. I remember the man being assaulted, and now with the encouragement that this is a dream, turn in flight, find the path from above, and follow it back. I “zoom in” more like a scene out of a film than fly. I do not find any of the three men, but do arrive at a sandstone/red rock butte which looks EXACTLY like Merrick’s Butte in Navajo County Arizona which has square “windows” carved into it indicating it has been carved out inside to some extent and is being used as someone’s abode. Somehow I know it belongs to the man who was being assaulted, and I float up to the partially board-covered entrance.

I knock on the door and a female child’s voice asks “Who’s there?” I make a silly knock-knock joke (can no longer remember what I said in response, but it was nonsensical and silly) and the man/father lifts the board and lets me inside their house/fortress since I am viewed as a friend and the girl is utterly intrigued by my ability to float/fly. I ask the man if the men who were attacking him can get up this high and he says, no, not yet, but they have tried. I wake. Time = 3:56am.

1. I was inside of some sort of school with my friends Lane and Dylan. I was walking towards a seated area when my friend Lane dropped a bag with a cookie in it onto the ground, "I don't want it" he told me. I picked the bag up and also picked up Lanes backpack that he left on the ground, there were cookies inside of it too. I opened the bag and started eating the cookie, it was very soft and had a nice sweet taste to it. After a few minutes of sitting around, and other stuff I can't remember, I walked over to the exit of the main room I was in. Here there was a boy toddler standing in the doorway.
As I walked by him he saw my cookie, and I could tell he wanted some. I broke my cookie into half and gave him one half. He seemed happy, and he started to eat his cookie. As I did this I could see all of the girls in the class look around at me, and it was as though I gained some potential boyfriend points or something. I then walked out of the class and took a left as soon as I got out. I saw my friend Alex at the end of the hall. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Shhh, we're trying to find out who's in here. Here, hold the door open for me" He told me.
I held the door open for him, and while I did we all listened in the room. Once we listened in really closely we could hear really quiet faint talking inside of the room, it was like somebody was having an entire conversation, but whispering the entire time. After listening for a minute or so I closed the door, and I closed it really loudly by accident which made Alex mad. After this, Dylan showed up again and we all walked down the hallway to an actual class. As we walked into this class we recognized that our teacher Mrs. Khan was teaching. She told us all to take us a seat, so we walked around looking for a seat. The class was fairly crowded, and there were only like 5 desks or so.
There was a pretty girl sitting in a desk not far from me, and the desk in front of her was open. I walked over to her to take the seat but right as I did her friend came over and asked me something, but I couldn't understand anything she said. "I have no idea what you just said, but sure you can do whatever you want." I told her. She smiled and laughed and then took the seat that I was going to sit in, the one in front of her. I saw Dylan behind me, and he was in a desk, but there were no more left. I ended up having to sit in a small chair next to Dylan.
Class started and Mrs. Khan started talking. I remember as she was talking she said a certain word that really brought out her Pakistan accent and it sounded so hilarious that me and Dylan broke out laughing.

It started as I was driving a car through city. A policeman stopped me and told me that my car is leaking ladybirds I got out of the car and went to look. There was about 30cm wide and as far as I could see track full of slowly crawling ladybirds behind my car. I told policeman that I don't understand where they are from, that we have only turtle My wife and children came to me with turtle and skateboard. I put turtle on skateboard but she didn't want to come out of her shell. I told policeman that she often sleeps. Surrounding was slowly changing during this part of dream and there wasn't car anymore and it looked like we were in large room. Turtle came out of her shell and started to flap with her feets and propelled herself on skateboard till she rammed into wall. She flapped a few moments aimlessly and then started to go back into shell singing the song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C65TN8j5OIE Well only a few lines of it :
I takové dny jsou,
že rána za ranou...
zas právě tebe najde,
a málokomu dojde,
že padáš únavou.

Translation:
There are such days
that hit after hit
is finding you again
and hardly anybody will conceive
that you are falling from exhaustion...

Then that turtle come out of shell on opposite side, head at the tail side and started again to flap and propel herself from wall... till she again rammed into opposite wall. She had fallen from skateboard and started singing next part of song:
Zas připadáš si sám,
máš v hlavě hlavolam...
Proč hůl nad tebou lámou,
a lásky dál tě klamou,
vždyť nejsi odepsán ...

Translation:
You feel alone again,
with mind-bender in your head...
Why they give up on yourself,
and your lovers are cheating you,
when you are not useless...

I walked to turtle to take her up, but I found only plushy toy at the place where she had fallen from skateboard... I was losing contact with dream at that time, my vision got more and more uncertain, blurry. I found something else on the ground, hard, maybe the real turtle, but that touch was last contact with that dream and I was awake.

There was this pool surrounded by pure evil spirits, it was attacking me and some friends that were with me. I don't know how, but somehow I absorbed their spirits in order to stop them from taking over the world. I hate dreams like this with evil spirits and demons and when they go inside you. It's ridiculous.

There was another dream involving a girl but I don't remember what it was about.

And one more, I was in a place that looked like the canteen of somewhere. There were a few guys from school from a few years ago. Some guys were angry and aggressive, trying to fight and I helped in keeping them apart.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Last night I nearly had a WILD, felt myself going into the dream and then I was like "Um what do I do" since I haven't got a clue how to WILD and it kind of just happened by accident. I got caught up in a conversation inside my head with my girlfriend and I thought she was there with me (she is in another town atm) so I tried to tell her that she was distracting me. I then got really fidgety, I need to itch and scratch my arms and neck and hair, then I felt like I had to roll over and in less than 30 seconds with all this occurring I had completely lost it
So I still haven't had a WILD yet :/. Also I had terrible dream recall last night, only recalling the last dream I had.

Dream 1 - Wandering the school-mall
I'm in school and it's lunch time, I saw my friend leave before me and decided I'd try find him and hang out, since I'm a transfer student and he's my only friend. I seem to remember him having tanned skin and short black hair but I never saw his face. I walk upstairs and see a group of people I'm familiar with, they're playing ball, I continue on up another flight of stairs. Now I'm in the mall, which is a part of the school apparently. I walk through the mall, it's got calm yellow lighting and the scenery is quite nice looking, like it's been polished or something. As I'm walking I meet a couple of guys who want to play ball, and I seem to be holding 2 balls, 1 is a basketball and the other is some other kind of ball that I didn't want to use. I throw the ball to one of the guys but he couldn't catch it and it went behind him and crashed into a shop. He runs and picks it up, then throws it back, I catch it then throw it to the other guy and yet again it crashes into another shop. I no longer want to play the ball game, since I don't want a teacher to tell me off. The guys are annoyed at me and say something like "We want to keep playing!", I turn around and see a teacher where we had just been playing so I continue on again and ignore the 2 guys. As I'm walking back down the mall to the stairs, I pass by a window where I realize my friend is in, catching a peripheral vision glance at him. I think that he's having dinner with his girlfriend so I don't want to intrude and continue on (this time the friend looked like my flatmate O too, instead of the randomized classmate at the start of the dream).

…Still in my hospital gown, I stand barefoot on the cold tiles of the nursery and stare down into the plastic box holding a new born baby—my new born baby girl. The longish hairs growing out of her legs don’t go unnoticed by myself or the nursemaid standing next to me.

“Oh…” Says the nursemaid, “I guess she’ll have really straight eyelashes…”

My only response is to pull out a set of tweezers and start plucking the hairs from the child’s body. The nursemaid is appalled.

“Stop! Stop it! What are you doing! You’re gonna hurt her!” She tries to grab the slender metal from my hand but I brush her aside.

“It’s fine,” I gesture to the child who hasn’t even fidgeted as a result of the grooming, “besides, what I think doesn’t matter. All that matters is what he thinks.”

The nursemaid looks stunned; there’s fear in her eyes. I pinch the tweezers a little harder and dutifully pluck another hair from my baby’s ankle…

11/7/14 - I slept approximately around 11 P.M. yesterday. I set a timer for 4:00 A.M. I did manage to wake up, and I turned off the alarm but subsequently fell asleep unable to keep myself awake. I woke again around 5:30 A.M. to an alarm that was meant to wake me up after a wild at 4:00 A.M. I did the same thing with this alarm as I did with the 4:30 alarm. This time, I fell into a Deild where I kept dreaming and getting out of the dream. No lucidity, unfortunately. I'll get there eventually.

11/8-9 - I don't believe there's much to say. I believe 11/8 I had multiple dreams, but forgot all of them. 11/9, I'm fairly certain that I did not recall even a fragment.

11/10/2014 - There was more than just this particular dream than I remembered. That seems to be a common pattern due to my multiple alarms. The only dream I remembered actually occurred out of influence of my alarms. Right after the last alarm went off, I turned it off and continued sleeping. I had a pretty strange dream where I was running away from something. My preferred method is jumping over wooden fences. However, as I jumped a fence into my neighbor's house just west of mine, I saw the face of my assailants on the side of the gate. I assumed he didn't see me, but then he suddenly was on the side of the fence that I just jumped as soon as i landed. The fact that he moved there while he was just over another area isn't the strange part. The weird part was when I suddenly got down on all fours and had a dog nudge at my side to the left and it's my pet dog crawling through.

Dream Induced Lucid Dream - DILD. I was in my parent’s bathroom. The water was overflowing the sink and running down a board that was placed at angle to the counter. For some strange reason, and I don’t know why, but the water appeared to be digital in pattern. It looked like thousands of rectangular patterns, of different shades, travelling down the board. Kind of like a low resolution, tube monitor from the 80’s (what’s that!) playing an ancient video game. Hmmmmmmm, am I dreaming? I then did a reality check where I pushed my index finger through my other hand. Holy smokes! I’m dreaming! What should I do now? The first thing I thought of was to ask for my daughter to join me. I planned to open the bathroom door, and she will be on the other side. Just then, I heard a load door slam, BANG, and I woke up. Darn! I went to investigate why I heard a door slammed in the middle of the night. It turned out to be dream sound that woke me up, and not the waking world. I guess I was thinking too hard about my daughter being on the other side of the door.

Remembrance Day tomorrow- I remember and appreciate the sacrifices given.

I didn't get lucid last night but I don't mind. The non lucids were pretty weird and my recall sucked though.


First Dream

In the dream I remember something about a girl being poisoned and out of no where my nose started to bleed.

Second Dream

My mom wanted to knit me a colorful hat and sweater and I told her she could. I than recall going to my parents room where I found my brothers and their friends playing a game and talking real loud. I was upset when I saw food all over the walls and scolded them for being so messy. Than I took a cloth and started wiping the walls clean. But all of a sudden I appeared on a chair looking at a computer screen. I saw a video with 10 red likes and 22 dislikes. I was like " Oh!? I didn't notice he uploaded the duet cover we did." I pressed play and heard the song play. I was listening to the guitar and out of no where my voice came up but my singing was off timing. I was like " I can't believe he didn't line up my voice right with the sound track." But I decided I would make a nice comment anyways so I wrote that the duet came out great and that I cherish every moment that we have singing together because its another precious memory. Or something like that. As I was writing I heard the guy singing and he sounded really good. I was like wow, than heard myself singing and was happy with the timing this time. But than I heard the guy talk like he was in a voice chat on the computer. He said that he liked my singing and that my voice was giving him a boner. I told him to stop joking around and he suddenly appeared behind me and pointed to my text. He said my writing looked cool like it was in german or something. I tried changing the text style but it wouldn't change so i gave up. We than appeared outside a small office building where I saw a person ring the door bell than run away. Than I woke up.

I think I had the second dream because I was thinking about how I missed doing vocaloid covers. Especially with other people like in a chorus or duet.

10.11.2014

Big swimming lady (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was indoors in some sort of hotel with some friends. I also knew the owner of the hotel. The hotel had a lot of red carpets, but they looked like carpets from India. There was a small blue train (toy train) that had a huge engine that it was a small bomb. We were joking with the train.







We were about to eat and we were indoors. There was a hooker looking for a client and a made up girlffriend came to me and kissed me. I was able to see some old school technology around this hotel.

There was an over sized female human being (maybe like 8 feet tall and 400 pounds) who could swim, but she was about to go on vacation. She would take people around on her back whike she swam from one place to another. I wondered how she could be overweight with all that swimming.

I jumped on her back and she told me to tell her 2.0 for more speed, so I did. The I said 3.0 and she swam faster. She told me that she could go up to 50.0. We laughed.

November 10 2014
I was in bed and heard two people outside my door talking about a job site. They both seemed like authority figures from my job. The one said to me . Can you get up now? I said yes sure and hopped out of bed. Then they said that I wouldn't be doing what I did yesterday, that I would be helping the laborers. Next thing I know I have what seems like a bunch of produce, bags of carrots tomatoes and other things and I'm in a grocery store. I see my mom and sister and a few dcs near a shopping carts and I took an item out of the cart and asked my mother where TL put it. I walked over to the isle and saw shawna Williams ( girl i know) sittin by the produce section and when i put back the carrots she said sorry. Now Ive jumped to another location and I'm at the beach. I have a backpack, towel and some sort of book. I was in the water and saw james hetfield from Metallica standing on a platform going crazy either throwing people of f of it or killing them. Eventually he was starting to make his way back in there were a few people around him. I got back to the top of the beach and began to walk up one of the paths to wherever. I walked by my belongings. I stopped and went back. My stuff was covered in sand. There was also a statue that said Randall Cobb(a player on my fantasy football team) on it. I then put my belongings in the bag and a voice was telling me that my objects were holy and that this was a holy area since they had been blessed by god. I said ya ur right...I'm an idiot for not becoming lucid during this one haha. The dream ended. dream and learn i guess.

So after a WBTB I found myself in a field where people were stretching like a girls soccer match or something. I had assured myself i was going to be dreaming before i fell back asleep and without even doing an RC became lucid. I immediately looked at my feet to stabalize for a few good seconds. I looked up and looked around and put my arms out while stretching and taking a deep breath. A coach DC was too my right but i quickly stopped paying him any attention and turned my focus to flying. My first lucid dream ever i Flew without any problems at all, and i flew for a while too. But this time i started lifting off, my vision got all fuzzy and i woke up.

Another dream sequence I was sitting at a table with a few dcs and it seemed like we were at a company meeting. This old guy said a few words and then we continued on doing whatever. All of a sudden I think there was a thump and the old guy that I guess was the boss hit the floor. As soon as that happened everyone began singing the Star-Spangled Banner, in unison.

my last dream of the night was in a casino setting but i cant recall too many details. Pardon any spelling errors i did this all half awake

I'm really sorry, I couldn't came here these days.
But I wrote all my dreams (at least the ones I could remember) in a notebook.

Okay so at some point I decided to try a WBTB, so I started my little alarm clock program and went to sleep. Once again at some insane time.

Ended up sleeping through the alarm (wasn't loud enough), but still had a few dreams, only one I can actually recall.


non-dream dream lucid
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Overthegun is here, and he's streaming and he's got >1000 viewers. He's talking a bunch of nonsense.

Later on, I'm in some arena that kinda looks like a pokemon arena. I see a fireball come towards me from the sky, and it lands near me revealing a pokeball, which releases a mewtwo or something.
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Woke up around 1400! Need to sort this out!


I've been slacking on ADA yesterday and this is the result.
Need to get more motivated.