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    1. Lucid Dream 18

      by , 01-14-2013 at 11:27 PM
      Date: January 14, 2013 ||| Time Block: 11:30 PM to 1:30 PM ||| Length: 15 minutes. ||| Lucidity: level 3/2. ||| Entry Type: DILD ||| Major Methods: WBTB, SSILD

      Methods: woke up and helped Davey get ready for school; went back to bed; performed 5 or 6 SSILD repetitions; was resting in bed repeating the alphabet mentally.

      Account:
      I was standing in the hallway of the van Doorn's house. Chrissy and I had just come in. I remembered some thought about lucid dreaming, and I walked back to Chrissy to tell her about it. We had just come from some kind of concert, and I think it had some connection. On walking up, the thought struck me, "Wait, why am I here?" And then I remembered I had been falling asleep in bed, just a few minutes earlier. "Oh my goodness, this is a lucid dream!" Excited, I looked all around me, and started walking around also, just taking in everything that was going on. First, the rooms were different. The doorway was "behind me", the entry was where I was standing, and to the right just a bit was a stove, which had meat of some sort cooking on it. I watched as Mr. van Doorn walked up to it, picked up the pan, and then dumped it out, saying something about how it wasn't cooked right. I then walked ahead into the kitchen/dining, and Kristy and her Mom were cooking something different there, dough of some sort in pieces that were shaped and lying on the counter, about to be fried or something. Mrs. van Doorn said something in response to Mr. van Doorn, something like "If you always throw the food out, then it's not truly trial and error". I'm not entirely sure how true that is, but hey, it wasn't me who said it. Anyway, quite a bit more happened, but I forget most of it, because this is from the first half of dreams, which I woke up from and didn't record until after the second half.

      I woke up in bed. I did my reality check, and discovered I was still dreaming. But again I could not move. So I tried, again, the method of rolling out of bed. But instead of beginning to float, I just had a very odd orientation as I went over the edge and was then stuck in place looking down at the floor. Not that interesting, and anyway I woke up.

      I woke up, did my check, and was again still dreaming. I remember I was struggling with my blankets. I could move, but everything was heavy, and my arms were very weak for some reason, like when you're dead tired. It was kind of annoying, and I woke up.

      Back in bed, I again discovered I was still asleep. This time I could actually get up, though. Now standing up out of bed, I noticed my younger brother Davey over in the corner. I went over to him and lay next to him, and was talking with him for some time, about lucid dreaming, and how even if it's all an illusion, "I'll act as if you're real, since you all feel so real". And then I remember him talking with me about this, more clearly and with more understanding than usual. With that said, I then decided I should take him outside flying with me. I picked him up, and headed over to the window. My vision was a bit hazy, so I stared for a while at the window, and it became much more vivid and sharp. (on par with real life, for instance clearer than my vision at that distance without contacts) I opened up the two locks, pushed the window to the side, and forced my way through the screen. Pushing myself off the window ledge, I had five or so seconds of flying before my vision deteriorated so badly that I genuinely woke up. It felt really cool, as usual, although it wasn't as clear, I basically just had the feeling of flying.

      Now having woken up for real, (and seeing it was only twelve something), I decided to try it once more. I turned onto my right side. The next thing I remember, I had woken up in my bedroom. I knew that I was probably dreaming, (I'm beginning to get quite used to this), so I did my reality check, by plugging my nose, and confirmed it. I now got out of bed, noticed that my vision was clearer than normal, and walked over to the door and opened it up. For a split second I saw our hallway, just as the door was opening, but it soon stabilized itself into a long wooden hallway, that from what I saw at the bottom, apparently connected to the van Doorn's kitchen. And then I heard Kristy to the left of me, say something about coming down and playing a game. So I started going down with her, and as I did I thought of an interesting test to do. Mr. van Doorn was standing in the unreal entrance between their kitchen and their unreal other dining room. I decided I would start with him. He smiled as I walked up to him, and I asked, “Mr. van Doorn, did you know that we’re lucid dreaming?”. Very interested in how he would respond, I watched him think this question over for a good four seconds. And then, turning his concentration back to me, he responded very simply, “Uh, no.” He answered pleasantly, as usual, but there didn’t seem to be that much interest. As if it were just an interesting realization or something, rather than the reason that he even exists! Anyway, I decided to go into the wrongly positioned living room, by going forward into the dining room, and then to the right, passing Steven at a second table. Dennis was stretched out on a recliner chair, and his sister and I think one of his friends were there. I came up asked him, “Dennis, do you know that we’re in a lucid dream?” Watching and listening intently, he pondered the question for at least five seconds, and then turned back and asked, “Why?” “Oh, come on! Just tell me!” And then he said something like, “No, I don’t want to.”, with a hint of smugness. “Okay, this is kind of ridiculous.”, I thought. I tried poking him in the stomach a few times, but then he got up and started doing the same to me, and he woke me up! I thought, “No!!! I knew I should have asked Steven first!”. Well anyway, that’s what happened.

      I woke up in bed, and thinking myself to be awake finally, I just laid there processes the events for a few seconds. But then I noticed something very odd. Pastor Mike was downstairs telling a story! To his wife, I think, or maybe a kid, about a penguin or something, “as he walked across the glacier”. I knew I was dreaming, of course, and as I tried to get up, *with my eyes still open*, I felt as the scenery around me transformed into a misty black, and then I opened my eyes to see myself trying to get up, in my actual bed. Oh man!

      Updated 02-03-2013 at 12:10 AM by 59833

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    2. Small lucid dream

      by , 01-14-2013 at 11:21 PM
      I'm at the streets, it's night. I immediately know I'm dreaming and the dream doesn't feel very stable. I walk forward and end up seeing my house, in a different spot from usual however. The street doesn't match. Since it's dark I think by myself that I don't want any scary things, as I look into the house I see my sis in the kitchen, my mom and myself when I was younger. I try to phase through the kitchen glass and sink but I don't get too far and my dream ends.

      Still thought it was worth posting this since it was a lucid dream.
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    3. TofY Part 1 - Africa

      by , 01-14-2013 at 10:55 PM
      This part of the task of the month involved bringing the Great Sphinx to life and fixing her nose then riding her to the top of The Great Pyramid. This is how it went.

      Sunday January 13th

      I started my WILD thinking about teleportation, particually apparation. I attempted to apparate and found it to be a success. Then I remembered the TofY and apparated to Egypt, just in front on the great pyramids of Giza and the Sphinx. I brought my wand out of my pocket and pointed it at the Sphinx, realizing as I stood there that I had no idea at all what the spell to bring things to life was. As I stood there dumbfounded I just decided to wing it, pointed my wand at her and I thought 'This will work. Please work. Come to life!" and low and behold, she came to life. I began to climb up the side of the sphinx and then on her shoulder looked down and remembered I hated climbing. I squeaked "Please may you climb down so I can fix your nose!" And she started to climb. The Sphinx had been stood on a stone rectangle cuboid thing and so I dropped off off her shoulder and landed on this. When she stood on the floor her nose reached about my height so I set about fixing her nose, holding my wand up and crying "accio concrete!" NOt sure why I chose concrete to fix a statues nose but I did and the next thing I knew I was using a little trowel to sculpt a triangular nose onto the Sphinx's face. As I looked up I realized it was late afternoon when the sun is heading towards setting and everything's really really pretty and sun glown and yeah. At this point I looked up and realized I was next to THE GREAT PYRAMIDS OF GIZA!!! I was amazed. After this I turned to the Sphinx and said "Is there any respectful way that I could climb up to the top of the pyramid with you, could I cling to one of your legs as you climbed?" and she looked at me and in a silky sort of purr she said "Certainly young one, but most people want to ride on my back" and I looked at her blankly and replied "But that's not very dignified for you. That's not your purpose. YOu were supposed to eat travellers who didn't pass your riddle!" She purred a little giggle at this and started to climb to the top of the pyramid so I clung to her leg until we reached the top. As we looked out over the top I looked up at her and asked if that was Cairo over in the distance and she turned her head and said "It certaintly is my dear child." As we watched the sun set a little more she kept talking. "You spoke before of my riddle young one. Do you know the riddle?"
      I then recited the riddle to her (What walks on 4 legs in the morning, 2 legs at midday and 3 legs in the evening) and she proceded to ask me if I knew the answer. When I answered with man and explained why it was correct (you crawl as a baby, walk as a child/adult and use a walking stick as an elderly person) she sort of smiled. "good my dear child. The youngest generation is not as hopeless as the myths are saying. Go on your way. As you said before, I have to spare those who answer my riddle correctly. Journey safely young one, the path ahead is a dangerous path indeed." She climbed back down and sat herself on her perch again as I skipped off into the distance.

      I then looked for a phone to find my friend, appeared in his room and then shook him awake. I told him about the TofY. Then I looked at him and said "I don't know why I woke you up. You're dreaming." He looked at me in confusion and said "No I'm not." I grinned at him and said "Yes you are! How else would I be at your house in the middle of the night? I can't drive, and my mum can't bring me here." He smirked at me, moved over so I could lie down next to him and said "Well you're so stalkerish I wouldn't put it past you to walk!" Then we had a conversation, I kissed him goodnight and left.

      Dream over.
    4. Recall=improving (Lucid Dream 28)

      by , 01-14-2013 at 01:20 PM (Lucid Time!)
      Fragment

      I was at the path intersection by the middle school from my old subdivision. It was summertime.

      Fragment

      I was on some beach or pier looking across a harbor to some high-rise apartment building. It was overcast/very cloudy and raining.


      Fragment

      Some kind of conspiracy about NASA. Supposedly there had been a shooting at the nasa offices and 26 people were killed. They locked the building with all of the bodies in it. Nobody had found them until "now" and they had all become skeletons. I remember seeing horrific imagery of skeletons and being told the story, that's all.

      Dream. (Saturday Night)

      I was given the power to create my own planet. I began creating this world with beautiful tropical forests and mountain ranges. There was a large sinkhole that all of this water was falling into.
      Eventually some people came along in this high tech vehicle. It was a sort of grayish green color with huge wheels and this large satellite dish on top. When they activated it, it began sucking things twoards it, like some kind of gravity ray. There was a sort of blue aura to it.
      I wanted to stop the ray, being the creator. I flew in (I had been flying the entire time I was creating the planet.) But I got trapped myself.


      Dream (Last Night)

      I was out on the ocean, in a dingy. I think my mother was there, as well as this old man with a beard and a cap on. It was nighttime and very dark. Although there was some light from the huge full moon.
      The old man explained to me that there were dangerous snakes in the water. He explained that if they try to bite you, you have to shake them off quickly or they extend their teeth and poison you.
      Then, the dingy started sinking. (Of course!) I swam clear and looked around, the shore was only about a quarter-mile away, and I decided to swim. I looked down and saw the snakes in the water.
      They were only about three-four feet long and about an inch or two in diameter. They had a black and yellow diamond pattern down their backs. The issue was, there were at least a dozen just in my immediate area.
      I felt one of the snakes bite my hand. I shook my hand off and I saw him fly back. When he did, it was kind of in slow motion, and I saw that he did not have teeth, just knobs in his gums where the fangs should be. But the knobs would open and the teeth would come out.
      I kept swimming, but there were so many snakes, I had to shake my whole body constantly to keep them from biting me.

      Another Dream (Last night)

      I was standing on or near the ground. Someone was behind me. They did not show themselves or anything, though they told me that I was dreaming.
      I could somehow sense that they were behind me.
      Then, they lifted me up into the air. We flew many miles up until the clouds were way below us. They said that they were going to drop me, and that I would have to start flying on my own.
      I looked down, and realized that I was so high up that I could probably start flying before I got too close to the ground. If not, atleast have fun "falling with style"
      When they released me, I fell the entire distance in only a second or two. When I hit the ground, I was paralyzed, and couldn't move. I slowly started sinking into the ground and realized that the ground was turing into small colored squares. It was around this time that I lost lucidity.

      I broke through the ground and saw the whole world that I had just been to crumble away into colored squares, until eventually it was just one square and the square slowly faded away.

      So anyways, I don't think this officially counts as a lucid dream. Not a good one anyway. It was way to hazy and unclear. I can say I was lucid, but I can't really call this lucid dream on that issue.

      Updated 09-21-2014 at 03:05 PM by 53527

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      lucid , non-lucid , nightmare
    5. Man I don't even....

      by , 01-14-2013 at 01:11 PM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      So I'm driving down the road, and there's this huge bear stacking monster truck tires. A couple of people went up and started taking pictures of it. Being the smart person that I am, I kept driving. I came across some unfenced bodies of water, and noticed there were huge fish in them and turned around and got out. They looked like trout...and near the edge I saw lobsters. I went to the edge of the water where they were and tried to feed them. They ate it....and were talking to me.....and some kind of way became two small women. They wanted me to take them home, but I didn't know how I could keep them alive, so I was hesitant.


      I'm at church, but there's a crap load of people there....I mean tons.


      I'm at my house, and a few of my cousins are there, and they started talking about how nice they were in Mario, and I was hoping they would turn that on so I could show them what's up.
    6. Mon Jan 14 (0:45-8:15)

      by , 01-14-2013 at 11:47 AM (Glieuaeiel's DJ)
      Frags:
      • I was touring a very interesting city when I was woken by my alarm.
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      dream fragment
    7. 14th Jan 2013 Some sort of 'roguelike'

      by , 01-14-2013 at 11:39 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      I was playing some sort of top-down 'roguelike' shooter(roguelike according to dream, don't think it can be classified as one since it was in real-time not turn based), my player character was an sphere, apparently i was playing with some LP'er in multiplayer. We were on small maze'ish map and apparently we have spawned in different places of the level. We eventually found each other and proceed to the exit.
      Now we were in some big wooden hall with 3 height levels connected by stairs, i was in game from first person now instead of controlling normally. As we was choosing another map i noticed an light switch. I flicked it a few times, and each time there was same choir coming from somewhere below.
      Now we have started another map, i was controlling sphere again from top-down. Map was spiral like, and we have found badly placed trees that had right enough space to go in between, leading right to the exit, but we have decided to use normal path for the sake of recording. LP'er suddenly ran into bunch of hard enemies and his player character died, i went to that place and started shooting some small spheres at those enemies, who were spheres as well. It was hard, but after some ridiculous dodging i managed to kill all six of them, i have looked at map(which was Doom like) and it showed that only 2 out of 8 enemies were killed apparently. I have revived LP'er but apparently he was refusing to get up.
      Suddenly we get teleported back to the wooden halls, view switches to first person and LP'er character is now an black cat apparently. He's saying that he's too sleepy to continue. I flick the 'choir switch' a few more times, and wake up shortly.
    8. Transforming in the Mahakaruna

      by , 01-14-2013 at 09:59 AM
      non lucid
      *Transforming in the Mahakaruna
      *Looking at my self in the mirror with my new glasses.
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      non-lucid
    9. 14th January 2013

      by , 01-14-2013 at 09:36 AM
      Sleep – 10:40pm
      Wake ups – 3:27am
      Finial Wake up – 6:30am
      WBTB – 3:27am-4:02am

      Dream fragments

      - I was fighting a massive demon with blue eyes and red skin. He had wings about the size of his body and he was probably about 100 feet tall. I jumped through a portal and went into the demon world. There I had to fight two dragons. They were about the size of a bus and one could breathe fire but the other one couldn’t. I had a sword in my right hand and nothing in my left.

      - I was building a computer. I was checking to see if I was missing any wires.

      - Someone blew up chunk of the moon. You could see the chunk missing from earth. I could see lots of other planets that were really close to earth. (I knew it was earth because I was standing in my back garden.) They all had chunks missing from them that were visibly missing from earth.

      - I was sitting in a car while it was raining heavily. Two of my friends from school both called Jake walked into the car park I was in and noticed me. They walked up to the car and got in. Then we started talking about lucid dreaming and how they had just got into it.

      - WILD attempt – I couldn’t feel most my body and I could see shapes appearing right before me. I got excited and I lost that feeling and the feel of my body returned. I tried again for the next half hour but nothing happened.
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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    10. A Plane Going Down

      by , 01-14-2013 at 08:28 AM (* The Sandman's Dream Journal o/***)
      A Plane Going Down

      I was on a yellow air plane. It had gaping holes as though large doors and windows were missing. It was as though we were in a huge, plastic, childs toy plane that was really flying.

      There were a couple other people in the plane. The pilot was flying low, and going lower. The terrain was mountainous and jagged. The pilot was now flying along the inside face of one of the mountains. Then the pilot said, "I'm going to get out" or something like that.

      A passenger objected, then the pilot explained how everyone would be fine. "All you have to do is go like this" and he flew close to a ledge and skid on his but along a smooth, flat ridge.

      I ended up getting out in a similar fashion, but I was just all of a sudden outside. Then I was busy trying to keep wild dogs away. (I saw several dogs IWL yesterday) I somehow obtained a chain with something on the end which I used to protect myself from the dogs.

      Then I saw a woman that had another chain weapon thing, and I wanted it. The woman was an extremely attractive cinnamon girl with dark hair up in a bun. She was wearing a white bath robe. I walked up to her and held her in my arms and said what she was thinking, "When will this stop happening?"

      Then there was a dog in front of me. I took the chain with the weight on the end and swung it. It wrapped around the dogs mouth.

      Then there was a scene with my son , my keys, and I was trying to get the keys or show him where they were for him to pick them up. There was a dog there and we needed the keys. I tried to get the keys with my chain thing. Then I woke up.
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      non-lucid , memorable
    11. Work and The Finch

      by , 01-14-2013 at 08:05 AM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Dream - Lucid

      I was working on a Monday night 5-close, which was apparently a very slow night, at some registers that don't exist in the store IWL (they were in an area that looked similar to a store I worked at a few years ago). My friend Courtney called to ask if we had #2 Christmas tree poles (she didn't say poles but that's the closest thing I can think of). I said no, we only had #1 Christmas tree poles. She came into the store after that and purchased a Christmas tree pole...I guess we did have the one she was looking for. I thought about it, and the #1 poles were for huge trees, the #2 for smaller trees, and so on. She got some other stuff too. We talked a bit. When she left, I saw a flash of her at her family's house with half of the Christmas tree being broken off. She took the box with the pole out. I hoped that it would be the right thing.

      I had a few customers, not many at all; it really was an excrutiatingly slow night. I sat on this couch that was there in the store by my register. There was a tall black guy there with dreads that went down a little past his shoulders. He said something to me, though I don't remember what. I think he was saying I was allowed to sit on the couch, or I should sit on the couch. I think he worked there.

      I then was on break by a pond. It was an outdoor scene, but I don't think we were outside. The dirt around the pond was all a very dark brown. This guy that works with me (who gets on my last nerve IWL -_-), B, was also there. I was crouched down by the pond. I saw a small, beautiful black and white butterfly fluttering by the shore. It briefly landed on my finger, then kept fluttering around.

      Then, hopping around on the shoreline, was a beautiful, small bird that I referred to as a finch, though I don't know that it really was one or not. It had white closer to the bottom of its body that slowly faded into a light, baby blue at the top of is body. It did not seem to be afraid of me. I held out my hand to it, and it wold come close, then hop back away. It never took flight, nor did it ever hop too far from my hand. I just kept holding my hand out there for it. I want to say I stroked its back. It was such a beautiful little bird; I was so intrigued by it! It really stood out against all the dark dirt and such.

      Then, we had to go back to work. B. was there now with me as well. He had a small key chain hanging from his left pants pocket that looked just like the bird from the previous scene. I was concerned that B had killed the bird and made it into this small trinket. I asked him if that was the same bird, and he said no. I was still very skeptical.

      We were then trying to close the store; it was 9 o'clock. Lindsey, a girl I also work with, was there trying to lock the doors. She commented on the people still in the store that didn't know we were closing. Of course, many people waited until the last minute to finish shopping and make their purchases; a line started to form at the customer service desk. I went to my register to try to flag people down to come through my line, but another cashier, a bigger girl, went to a register before I did and got some people. They then put me at a register at customer service, an area I haven't been trained at. But I did it anyway. A lady was trying to return some jewelry. I had to print some piece of paper off about it. I don't remember a whole lot of this part of the dream.

      Then, I was by my original register, and I spotted a light brown wicker basket that contained a small blanket/cover, and a note. The note had some riddle/joke on it. I don't remember what it was, but the punch line was "Ham and eggs". I opened up the blanket, and there were a bunch of uncooked white eggs, chopped ham, and some bacon. I laughed a little at the joke.

      The next day, I came in and the basket was still there, and little smell lines were coming off of it like they would in a cartoon to illustrate that the ham and eggs had gone bad. I examined them for a second, thought about how warm and gross they were probably getting, and I threw them away in a trash can. Someone then asked me about them, and I said I tossed them because they had the little lines over them.
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      non-lucid
    12. In transit

      by , 01-14-2013 at 07:08 AM
      Unfortunately, I have been slacking with my discipline and efforts to have lucid dreams and therefore didn't just have no lucid dreams in a long time, but even started forgetting my non-lucid dreams again. This morning, however, I woke up and remembered this dream:

      Standing in our newly purchased manufactured home with my wife and some other people (In my dream it was only about a third as wide as in real life and a lot more mobile home like), I was on the phone with someone when suddenly the whole house jolted. My first reaction was "What the hell is going on?" and looked out the window as the whole house started rolling. I saw it hitched to something and remembered "right. it is a mobile home after all, but why are we being towed?

      Being that I had been talking on a more traditional land line phone, I tried to figure out if the phone still worked, but it didn't. I had been disconnected. The telephone line was also rather loose, so I started pulling it to see why. I pulled and pulled and found a backpack on the other end which looked like a construction-site phone-in-a-backpack with several buttons on it. The blinkythingies it seemed to have were dark so I figured it had run out of battery.

      Looking up again, I found myself in a train of sorts. I guess my house decided that it if was moving, it might as well transform into something that did it properly. There were other people in the train, too. We stopped, the door opened, and something I had dropped, something small, cylindrical, started rolling towards the open door, and someone was nice enough to kick it back to me to keep it from rolling out of the train. I picked it up. My wife decided to go investigating what happened to our house and walked towards a staircase descending into the floor of the train as we started rolling again. I ventured on to find some answers on this level. I quickly reached the end of the train and sat down. An ugly girl appeared behind the sliding door of the end of the wagon and hesitated to come in. Maybe because I didnt invite her in. After all, it was my house. So I nodded to her and she came in and sat down. She explained that because she's ugle, she is used to not being welcome everywhere.

      Eventually, we reached a train station somewhere in the city and got out. Neither of us were familiar with the place but decided to find our destination together. Our journey first lead through some darker garages of sorts and then alongside the masonry structure around a cathedral. On the far side of the cathedral, going down the hill, a group of people, quite a fuzz, stormed the other way. Amongst them were a few policemen and women. I tried to get the policewoman's attention but she just sprayed me with something in excitement. Upon seeing my dumbfounded reaction, she just said that's what the police do when there's a tumult.

      Accepting that I was going to get any help from her, I walked on. The end of the hill lead to a street and I turned and followed the sidewalk. The girl which accompanied me had turned into my niece from Colorado and suddenly, the place didnt seem so strange anymore. It was her home town. I noticed there were a lot of broken light bulbs on the ground. They were all over the place, like it was the colorado version of the occasional piece of litter on the street. I had already stepped on a few small ones, breaking them under my shoes and my cousin commented that here in Colorado, they didnt have recycling programs for light bulbs and people didnt know what to do with them.

      Thats all I remember.
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      non-lucid
    13. New house, New dog

      by , 01-14-2013 at 06:56 AM
      In my dream, I bought a new house. My husband was still living in our old house until we sold it, but I was going to live in this one until he could join me. Our two dogs and two cats were there with me. He was there after I first bought it, with some friends, to check it out and see what it was like. It was two stories and very spacious. Most houses I dream of have doors that don't lock very well and it makes me afraid that someone might break in, but this one was a very secure house, with secure doors that lead to a screened in porch with another set of secure doors, so it felt very safe. I also remember thinking it felt more solidly built than our last house, so maybe it would be warmer (less drafty). The siding was very old and you couldn't tell if it was suppose to be green, yellow, or gray, so I knew I'd want to replace that eventually, but it was fine for now. The backyard was up against a field, so it was nice to only have neighbors on two sides for a change. There was an old gravel road that led to the back of the house, but it didn't look like it had been used in a while. My only concern was putting in a fence for the dogs and if we could put the fence through the road. I didn't think it would be a problem, though, since it only went to our house and nowhere else. At first Paul and our friends didn't like the back yard, they said it was too small, but after really looking they noticed the whole side lot was ours as well so it was pretty spacious and nice.

      I noticed a dog in the house that didn't belong to us. It was medium size, brown and black in color, and very muscular and mean. It kept trying to bite everyone, specifically me. My sister was there as well to see the house and she commented on the dog. I said it was left from the previous owners so I had to figure out what to do with it. I was thinking of taking it to Tails or something because I was really afraid of it. It kept nipping at me and it really hurt!

      To try and appease my sister, I decided to try to be nice to the dog. I went to pet it and it latched onto my hand and kept growling at me. I tried to pull the teeth apart and talk soothingly to it and it slowly started to let go, but it still wasn't sure of me. Eventually it let me pet it and it calmed down. Now it was a very tiny white dog and I wondered why I had been so afraid of it; it was clearly just afraid of me because it didn't know anybody in the house and it lived here before we did. The fur felt kind of yarny, so I knew it needed a bath. It looked neglected. I picked it up and carried it around with me. I realized it probably hadn't eaten in a while, and when I went to rub its belly it had a small plastic bowl (like a prepackaged meal) tucked away in there. It came with a little plastic fork and everything. I tried to feed it but it wouldn't eat for me. I also noticed a small dropper, dog teeth cleaning utensils, and other things to take care of a dog, so she looked high maintenance, but I was really starting to love her.

      I remember trying to take the dogs outside to see if they had to go potty, but it was difficult since the whole yard wasn't fenced. I had to get them to this small penned in area and then none of them would go. My dog Bailey just laid down and looked depressed and I felt bad because I know she loves to run and she couldn't here. I'd have to get a fence soon.

      At some point I finally figured out how to feed the dog that wasn't mine. I had to give her some milky formula with that dropper (only 4 drops), and then hand feed her little pieces of soft food with that little fork. She wouldn't eat if you just put it in a bowl in front of her. I realized she had been really spoiled and I really had my work cut out for me with this one, but I was willing to do it for her.

      Suddenly nobody was there except me, the three dogs, two cats, and my two kids (which I don't have kids). They were older, one was maybe around 8 and the other maybe around 6? I think both were girls but I'm not sure now. We were trying to figure out what to do with the house first. It had a lot of windows but no curtains, so we needed curtains. I knew it would be expensive and I had a tight budget, so we would probably have to start with super cheap curtains. I knew we could at least do the kitchen and living room, the rest of the house might have to wait.

      The walls needed to be painted, and the kitchen had this awful, old, flowery wall paper that needed to come down. I remember wondering if I could just paint over it, but knew that was a bad idea. I told my kids that we had to figure out paint color and curtain color, and they had to go good together, so we had a lot to think about. They were excited and eager to help. I was happy and having a good time. I knew I'd get the fence first too, even if it meant taking out a small loan; it was important that my dogs were happy.

      That's about all I remember right now. I woke up early today, so no alarm.
      Side note: I start back to school today and I haven't been looking forward to it. Not quite dreading it, but just having feelings of being unsure of my major and so on. Maybe the dog represents my fear of my decisions? Maybe I just need to follow through and I'll find that I like it regardless of my fears? Just a thought....
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    14. Twisted Ends

      by , 01-14-2013 at 04:03 AM
      There's not much I can recall from this night, just a couple of things.

      I was back at school again, not sure what sure what school, so probably Pacific again. The classroom lights were shut off like always in the dreams. The students are sitting around the classroom in the form of a circle. We were the last ones left, all the other kids moved on to bigger and better places. I was stuck with them.

      There was only one face I remember. Her name was Leah. What surprised me the most was that she was a smart one where I actually went to school and she was also Asian. This surprised me because I don't see too many of them around the area I live in the real world. I talked to one but she barely knows English. Ever since I fell in love with someone from Vietnam, I started to feel excited when ever I saw an Asian person in the area I live in. So when I saw Leah in the dream, it felt like she wasn't supposed to be with students who fail lots of tests. Well, that was it.
    15. B6, 200mg, Diectly before bed Results in Lucid Dream, realized in another dream?!

      by , 01-14-2013 at 02:32 AM
      I'd have to say I had maybe like 5 different dreams tonight, since the order is beyond me, I can only guess it went like this:
      Lucid Dream, False Awakening in a Mall, Roberto driving, Garrysmod, and a getting caught with Salvia Divinorum by my mom.

      The Lucid dream stated like this. I was outside, in a somewhat open park area. There was a street light near by, a tree, a curb leading to a road, and buildings in the distance. I was doing a general nothing-ness, and the reality of this struck me, and I so non-chalantly came to the realization I was actually dreaming, and I felt like I should start actually practice flying, so I did. Instead of running, and jumping, I laid down, on my back, and focused on upward movement. First couple seconds, nothing, but slowly, I started moving, and I continued to focus, reinforcing the fact that in a dream, I am only limited by myself, and moved faster and faster, till I was actually about 4-6 feet off the ground, and gaining! I re-positioned my body, and began Superman-ning through the dreamworld, up, up up up into the air, and I didn't really pay attention, but did realize buildings, trees, and other things were getting smaller, farther away, as I headed towards the clouds above, in the classic SuperMan pose. (One Arm in a Fist pointing extended forward) I rounded out once I came to the 'cloud line' and went straight, thinking "I could go ANYWHERE in the world!" and looking back at it now, I should've visited Maria in her Dreams, but oh well. I considered my freedom, but instead decided to just fly towards the nearest buildings, into the town, passing entire blocks and busy commerce. Basically this for awhile.

      Then a false awakening, I was in a mall with Roberto, and Lexi and her 'dad' was there too, and I went to tell Lexi about how I just had a Lucid dream. Either me, or Roberto, or for some reason, my mom, said something to Lexi's dad, that he got mad at us, demanded Lexi that we leave, as if we were all a group, so we all head outside of the mall, and to the parking lot, where Roberto had his car right near the door. Lexi's dad asked "Well, are we leaving or what?" and I was confused, Roberto said "yeah get in" and I tapped his shoulder, whispering him the reminder that they didn't come with us, and they have there own car. We both got it, and Lexi and her Dad stood around, also realizing they had a car, so it was somewhat of an Awkward moment!

      Once we were off driving, we found ourselves in a giant circle, with giant 2, 3 story houses, some with Christmas lights, since it was night time, and the circle was very hilly, and at the end of it, we were climbing up, then rolled down, and I think we came a little close to crashing cause he was talking to me distracted. either way we got out of the neighborhood.

      I arrived to a place, where Roberto showed me a 'game' except it was Garrysmod, and a part of me was like "OMG YOU PLAY GARRYSMOD????" But what I showed was no surprised look, so I told him "Yeah man, that's Garry's Mod, I used to play that all the time" which is an understatement, seeing how i've racked up about 2500+ hours on that game. Soon, I became a character in Garrysmod, in some $$ level Residential neighborhood, where the players we boarding up the walls of the houses with props. I met with Takaishi, an old friend from my Garry's mod days, and had some fun!

      In this world, which slowly morphed into everyday reality, I got a hold of a small Mason Jar of Saliva Divinorum. It was an extract, and I remember when I had it, it also came with a large orange capsule that could fit the Mason Jar, plus about 15 packets of Saliva Mix that you could pour in water, like Crystal Light. I opened the Mason Jar, and gave it a good sniff, and immediately got very tripped out, euphoric, and trippy. My mom suddenly appeared, and took it away from me, but luckily I had two packets in my pocket, but I got mad at her since I paid like $100 dollars on it, and she wanted to flush it down the toilet. The dream ended as I was on the search for where she hid it in the Garry'smod house I was still in/mall

      Updated 01-14-2013 at 02:39 AM by 60251

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