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This is a collection of all the dreams I've had from October of last year to the present that were written down on random scraps of paper..from now on I'm going to be much more diligent with keeping a detailed account of my experiences. These are very fragmented…I am mostly just an observer but occasionally pull information from my waking life into the dreams.


Oct.10

I had a bloody nose, coagulated, my ex boyfriend Shane, guns, we were robbed. Over time we gained weight. I wanted to get kid of the guns?

Taking a train to Russia with a group of people I am familiar with in the dream, we almost get kicked off. Green/Yellow tickets. Arrive at station, all of us Americans on one train, we are suspicious (celebrating?) Vladimir Putin greets us and a friend shakes his hand. My friends baby starts to cry, we try to find a sippy cup. We end up at a vending machine and I wipe dust off of it. (Painting? Mirror?)

I am in a huge building overlooking a city scape. There are giant windows that let you feel as though you are floating on a cloud. We do yoga in a large open room. It is stunning.

Oct. 15th

There was a brother and sister, the sister died from a knife or gunshot wound. I remember feeling scared.

*Nap* Dreamt I was in my apartment and Shane came home from work (put something in the microwave?) Everything looked and felt completely normal. Did not feel/act like a dream. I felt happy and safe.

Oct. 16th

I had a dream I was playing soccer in a huge stadium? store? My middle school stairs led us to the turf. We were cops and all having a good time. Phil Perrano was drinking a jack and coke and Ally F was trying to buy a large chocolate milk, bigger than her. Started the game and it turned into just a scrimmage (outside) against some people and a dog. In the dream I kicked the ball out and had to toss it back in but a branch fell in the way. The dog scored a goal and started pissing in the goalies spot.

Oct. 18th

Scott Paul, long road, drainage ditch, percocet, jail, police, Scott was in the cop car. In the beginning a bunch of us were arrested and I hid percocet in the drainage ditch. I was let out along with another girl and we were having a conversation about how it was unfair that Scott was still in jail when he didn't do anything and that his being black had something to do with it.

Reunion with people I've never but knew intimately well in the dream world. Hugs all around, I felt blissfully happy.

Oct. 19th

Long dream. Kroghs uniform, blue car, window with a white sheet with patterns, pins? Old street, Glenn Rd. Dreamt of jumping in a rocket-like vehicle and almost fell out, was hanging onto the edge as we ascended over my old neighborhood. Flew to somewhere across the ocean.

Oct. 20th

My dad's wife was pregnant. I drove the boys to school, young.
There was the sea and two dead bodies, underwater I could breathe. Morbid feelings or indifference?

Dad, dog, death, grandpa Jim, wheelchair, train. Week goes by to the next Monday: Old bag, Kroghs, all-nighter, the moon. Open back door to work and there is a cooler in place of the bus station filled with tropicana OJ. Karen Cip is there, Shane and Michelle.
Later in the dream there is a woman with a stroller in the plaza and when I looked back at her again she looked like a piece of film in a movie that was skipping (felt scared) It was very "The Ring" girl-esque. I remember walking through the parking lot of kroghs and wondering about how bright the moon was, there were people in the street and a car on the hill outside Casa Mia.

In a bar or diner type place, wood? Keith was sitting at the counter eating lasagna and Joe Rogan was with people talking about a dream/living plant house that lasted millions of years, something about DNA. I was sitting alone at a table and distinctly remember the taste of the coffee the bartender had given me. I had put too much sugar in it and thought "wow, thats really sweet" before remembering that I hadn't stirred it.

Michelle and I were comparing tattoos, Keith, wood teepee structure/branches warped wood.

I 'woke up' and had a vivid recollection of writing my dreams down but nothing was there upon actually waking…Kroghs, Jamie Rubino, outside, a plane.

Oct. 24th

Had some scarier than normal WILDS while drifting off…Dreamt of a hospital with zombies/ people killing each other? People were jumping off what looked like railing in a mall but it was outside and there was a building and sidewalk across the way. Then I was transported to a beach with what looked like a rundown city sitting in the sands.

Oct. 30th

There was a lake/ pond that was very dirty and I was talking to boy explaining to him that I used to swim in it when I was young but it had deteriorated over the years. We were lying under the trees.
Talking to my sister about buying a house together and showing her an old note from T. Mccormack
Shower, Kathy, Keith?

Nov. 3rd
I was in my apartment getting ready for bed. I took three benadryl and was looking around. I remember thinking 'I love this place, I don't want to move.' It looked much different than my waking apartment. There was a high ceiling and stairs like in the old cabin and a large grandfather clock, big windows and a bookshelf as well as a kitchen and a TV, which I don't own. I looked in the mirror and under my eyeball (literally when rolling my eye into the back of my head I could 'see' a collection of blood forming at the base. All of a sudden it started bleeding, there was blood everywhere, i could smell and taste the metallic wet and warm liquid rushing out of my body. I ran outside while calling my Mother who didn't answer to my neighbor James and his roommate called out for him.

Feb. 2nd

I was at the field in front of the Mohawk Ave school, I suppose I was lost. I saw workers by the fence and stopped to talk. I was too nice. Was transported to Joans living room and raped by two men. I remember thinking, these sort of dreams are a good way to practice self defense, when Im dreaming, when its not real.

Feb. 4th

I took New Mood and Melatonin and had the longest movie like dream Ive had in awhile. It started in a hotel by the ocean. A lot happened here but my recall is scratchy. Transported to a house. There was a man who looked like Don Draper and he was splashing his head with water and brushing his teeth. I watched him become trapped in the house, bathroom. There was a large window into the bathroom with a shadow behind it like in scary movies. He began transforming into a woman (the ghost of the woman who previously lived in the house?) I then became a part of the dream, on a boat with my sister and we were swimming underwater. I met a boy and became enamored but he changed, he was not who I thought he was. I examined my teeth.




*The rest have no dates but they were within the last 5 months*


Walking on the boardwalk, peeling the skin off a tomato, T. Mccormack in a hotdog eating contest, I went to go watch.

Dogsitting and driving around the lake, summer time. Walking through 5 houses that are all connected to get to Poitin. Neil Cowburns houses kitchen is huge and the ceilings very high, there is a picture of him and his children, all very brightly lit with large windows, there was a child making breakfast and I caught and stopped myself from lighting a cigarette. Rounded a corner and found myself in a large circular room with windows that had a very aquatic, sailing feeling to it. Like being on a ship. Overlooking the lake, there was a wide spiral staircase. There was a note from my client, I was late when I arrived @ 4 they had asked me to be there @ 2, 4 and 9 that day. It was a Saturday. I drove down a steep driveway and another woman driving cut me off. I started to drive around the lake, which was much higher up than normal then had to turn back because I had forgotten POitin on her runner.

Was with my Mother and StepFather on a family road trip and we came to a town. How did we get here? I know this place. Ive dreamt of this place before. In a square with vendors and Mom was showing me a pretty dress she thought I should get.

I was in a dark room on my computer watching porn and the entire family was in the house. Keith was asked to clear the sidewalk of the snow, the whole town was out. I stayed in bed masturbating.

The Glenn, darker, covered in water/lake

Louis CK was eating a granola bar and taking about being 40 and living in the city. Nom Nom.

Was in a wooded area where my house was being fumigated. I went down the dirt road to another house and there was a cute boy, I asked him to fuck me and had an incredibly intense orgasm hands up being pressed against the wall.

Shoulder deep in a hot tub at Harmony Beach.

I was renting the cabin on Lake Lenape and Shane picked me up for a date but Andy was also on his way over. I discreetly texted him that we would have to raincheck. Shane and I were talking about the heat in the stairway that didn't exist in the real world, the stairs were like my Ammas when I was 3 but wider and with a heater running up along the side. Shane was complaining that my phone was locked and he couldn't get into it.

*Long dream* Ryan, Mom, Allie, Nick and I all went on a long hike. We came across a weird duck, it was like a spider and had 4 legs. one of the legs wrapped around my arm and wouldn't let go, Ryan tried to help me get it off.

I was the Mall Security. My cousin Margaret and Uncle Scott, I started telling him 'fuck you' as I jumped on an escalator and tried to leave, I started drinking out of a water fountain and looked up into a windows reflection and saw another guard who told me to get away from the situation.

In Newton with my mom, she was walking to a resort type place. I lost her, strayed away when I heard people singing and I joined them. The street was on a hill and there was a white car parked where everyone sat outside on the pavement, they kept trying to get me to sing alone but I couldn't remember the tune. Gave me a small scrap of paper with Susan Tedeschi lyrics on it. It felt so good to sing. It started raining and I gave everyone hugs and went to find my mother.

I was with my brother and my family on a beach. We were waiting for something when the lake started to ripple and out of it rose a giant alien like aircraft, it was brass colored. Nick put our cellphones in plastic bags. It was taking us to a rail station under the water. It felt like I had had this dream before?

This was the first night I attempted to WILD. If birds normally chirp at around 2:30 AM, I experienced no notable hypnagogia except for some pressure that came very suddenly. This didn't startle me much, though, since I've experienced it before in meditation. Anyways, the dream.

I wanted to create my own setting of a cool forest clearing on a cloudy morning, but I guess I didn't imagine it vividly enough because the dream setting I was in was a suburban neighborhood. It was still cool and cloudy, though, like I'd wanted it to be. I physically and lucid-ly ran around and played with the neighborhood's children; nothing notable happened. I got bored after a while and let myself slip into sort of a 3rd person point of view to where I was aware of myself but watching dream-me go about her actions. Eventually I shifted back into 1st person after playing cards with my dad, and woke myself up to write the dream down in my IRL dream journal.

I'm confident that my WILDs will become clearer if I imagine a familiar place and continue to practice. I have a choir audition tomorrow, so I plan to try and practice / roleplay that tonight.

Its been a while since i last wrote in my dj,but recently my dreams have been as real and crazy as ever,so i feel that i need to get back into lucid dreaming. So here it goes. Last night was one of the wierdest and realistic dreams i have ever had. I dont remember it very well,but what i can recall is enough to make you say WTF. So i am at this Festival of some sort with live music. Im with a girl that im trying to seduce and my brother is there with his girl. For some reason only one of the girls can have sex that evening. (yes alot of my dreams have a relation to intimacy because well,im a man). So i leave it to my brother and sacrifice my own blue balls. As my brother leaves me and the girl head to a huge tent,alot like the ones in harry potter where they look small,barely enough to hold two people but once you get inside,its the size of a mansion. İnside the well designed colorful tent i see my family sat around a table. We talk up to them and sit down. I light a cigarrete and before i know it my family ( my mom and dad) hand me ecstasy. Without having a second thought i take the pill,but i drop it. They give me two more ( all in different colors for some reason). I drop them on the floor aswell. Fınally im able to hold a pill,and without thinking i throw it in my mouth. There are three pills on the floor and for some reason,no one is picking them up,as if the 3 second rule applied for drugs. Before they see i pick them up and put them in my pocket,thinking that i will take then on the plan home with me. Now in real life im a daily marajuana smoker but i havent got a curiosty for ecstasy,nor have i tried it. Back to the dream. What seems like 15 minuets pass and i find myself outside with the girl,and all of a sudden it hits me right in the face. I suddenly feel absolutely amazing and the band that is playing at the concert sounded stupendous. It was a mix of band of horses and animal collective. As the colors in the sky start to turn purpulish pink i realize im having a legit high in my dream. Which is crazy because its never been so intense and real,plus i had no idea i was dreaming. ( Usually your parents giving you drugs would be a deal Breaker. Nevertheless i continue listening to the amazing yet unknown band and all of a sudden i black out. Like literally everything goes dark for what seems like a few hours and i wake up in my bed.. The feeling ı woke up with was as if i had taken a hard drug ( ıv tried other things aswell).. i walked out of my room and all of a sudden found myself in a airport with the ecstasy still in my pocket. I THOUGHT I HAD WOKEN UP FOR REAL. And thats the wierd thing about the dream. I black out and wake up in my room thinkin its real life when its still a dream. So a few activities pass and i wake up for real in awe. Its was unbeliveable..

Note: I forgot so much about those dreams, about 80%, just because I was too lazy to write them down

Date: May 6
Sleep length: 7h + 1h (nap in the morning)
Techniques: DILD and nap
Summary:
(1) There was a dubious tower in a public swimming pool. there was a bunch of people, some of them naked I think, some not. I think I was naked, and there was a friend of mine. We climbed on top of this tower and apparently there was a platform up there. We played some weird game, I remember it was a game in which I was some emperor or something like that. It was fun.onesi
(2) this is the mysterious forgotten dream. I wrote the tags down, but as soon as I finished I stopped thinking about it and now I've forgotten it and only the tags are left. So it seems I was in class with a certain professor. And we were talking about an exam I think, and I wanted to put it off because I had a surgery and therapy (?), which makes sense because that's exactly what I did in wake life, but somehow my cell phone was involved. go figure.
(nap) I fell asleep, had some kind of FA and dreamed I was writing my dreams down (haha), later there was a redhead girl lying in the grass, wearing a weird pajama which you can open to shit without having to take it off. I think I was gonna fake-rape her (coz she actually wanted it I guess), she was squirming on the ground but she kinda turned into a replication, a fake girl made of plastic, the plastic was orange and I oiled it up and put stuff into it... I never knew I had this many sexual dreams

Tags: game, nude, tower, platform, swimming, lr;; class, prof b, therapy, surgery, cell phone, put off;; FA, DJ, faye, sex toy, orange

5/6/14

Last night bed past 10pm - 7;30am?

DR:

I'm in a secured room, sitting with oter people around large, rectangular table. We are kinda locked in there. Not sure why, but we could be in trouble.

There is an industrial camera in the upper corner of the room and we are being watched. Lots of documents on the desk. Also telephone. It's ringing and I'm suppose to answer it. But I don't want to, because I dont like what I'm about to hear. But not answering is even worse, so I pick up the receiver. There is so many buttons, I have no idea which one to press to accept the call. Someone shows me but either too late or it doesn't work.

So whoever was on the other end of the phone is pissed now and is talking to us through the camera. I'm suppose to get some info from docs on the desk. They look like files if individuals. There are ID photographs, names and info about people. I'm looking at names. They are all in baby blue color and written sideways. I find one thats mine. It's short and I say here it is, but not this time. This time I have different name. I find TheHighLordJedi, and I recognize it as mine.

DR:

I'm talking to a person in my work place (IWL place). I'm supposed to start training for her position to be able to sub when she is on vacation (true IWL). But some people are jealous of me. (true IWL). I'm uncomfortable, but I realize it's their problem, not mine, and I can't let that bother me too much. (true feelings from WL).

Imma write down my dream from yesterday real quick 'cause it was kinda interesting.

Dream - How About No
This one was pretty long and I'm sure I'm forgetting a lot, but there was one part I found extra interesting. I remember being in this utterly decrepit house... was sort of like an old barn made of rotting wood. I was visiting it again, it was some place from my (dream memory) past, and I had with me some female companion. Sort of reminded me of this one girl from my Psychology class who's quite nice and has a bit of a stutter when she speaks up in class... but she speaks up anyway. Gotta admire that.

Anyway we were in there, and there'd been something about how I'd had this one old friend, and then as we went towards the front door I saw the guy in question lying face-down, pretty much just rotting there. Think he was shirtless and maybe bald, and his skin looked pretty good from what I could see, but I didn't want ANY of what his face might look like. So, I came up with a new plan. I suggested to the lady that we go outside, and we stepped over him and left. Standing on a hill looking down at the house, I said that what we should do now is try to summon a meteor and flames from the sky to destroy the house and burn up everything outside. She was pretty game but it was clear I was the only one with the power to actually do that, so I made a go at it (think I was semi-lucid). Pretty sure nothing happened though.

There was also some bit about how the road to this one asylum had been made of the bodies of dead patients, so as your little cart thing was rolling along the tracks, it would roll over bones half-sunk in the dirt and junk. Gross. BLEH.

Almost done with this semester...

There are these people with some psychic skills ranked on a 1-10 scale, where 10s are considered essentially monsters and hardly ever exist. A message has gone out to all these people to stay indoors tonight. One of them's being hunted down by a 10-ranked kid, and anyone else going outside now would just get mixed up in the hunt. This kid's treated like a living weapon, kept locked up aside from the rare outings like this, but he's just a kid; there's a feeling here like being let off a leash. Now he's levitating around outdoors - it's night, so he's not worried about being seen. I'm fond of the kid, and I'm aware that later he'll get away from the place that keeps him locked up, and that'll be good for him. The woman he's hunting calls her home to ask for help, but the woman who answers the phone has already got the message not to go outside tonight, and she's torn.

Sarah Connor's been running from something together with this guy who can't run anymore, and she can't carry him. She's trying to convince herself to just leave him and go, but when she tries, she only gets three feet before her knees give out. I'm aware it's because she's fighting her own desire to stay and help him. She's thinking to herself that she should have done something every day to train herself to do things she doesn't want to do.

Gwendolen Chant's sitting in her room at Chrestomanci Castle, writing. She's just gotten back from another world - she's looking for one to move to, and she's just crossed this last one off her list of potentials. She'd had an unpleasant encounter with a girl there, and she'd wound up enchanting the girl into some monstrous form. Gwen led the girl to believe she'd be trapped in that form forever, but she's thinking that actually it'll wear off on its own in about a century. And about another century after that, it'll slowly start to grow back again - Gwen's thinking the girl's reaction when that starts should be hilarious.

So I tried counting sheep.

They started flapping their flappy ears and flying into the sheep pen. Then, after counting about thirty, they started flying back out, and without even realizing it I was counting down. They were flying directly into a large rocket. I joined them and we flew in the rocket to the moon. Then they started moon jumping out of the rocket into a sheep pen. Except for one of them. I sat on his back and he started flapping his flappy ears and we flew off into space. I named him Lamborghini.

I did not, however, fall asleep.

Supp: Melatonin, B6, REM rebound (ganja)

A friend and I procured a large bag of sausage links and scurried off to an industrial plant, skateboarding on our bellies and jumping over obstacles, where a myriad of school buses were parked. No one else was there. We went in, he vanished, replaced by a brooding hero who was to join me on my quest. He offered me my weapon, a very large stone, along with a choice of a few pieces of enchanted jewelry. I donned an amulet and a headpiece, and we entered in. The first sight to greet my eyes was a couple of dwarves, which my manager from work had just warned me about. The room they were in was tilting, and they were flying up against the wall wildly. I walked past them and started clobbering the heads of whoever I would meet. They didn't strike me as violent at all, but they were enemies, I suppose.. at one point near the end, a defeated enemy took my stone from and hit the head of one of his friends so hard I'm surprised he just looked dazed and not dead. I took the stone from him. I exited to a center column of a tower, where I found nature mixed in with the mechanization. A group of important people were there, I walked across a bridge that zipped over the empty space and verbally assaulted the general in charge, as he didn't understand the magnitude and significance of what I had just done (neither do I, hahah). He wore five hats, and took them off, put them on again. A co-worker told me we had saved the world. Not bad for acting like cavemen.

NON LUCID
*I was hanging out with one of my old friend josh. He was about to smoke some weed and had a huge bag of it. I notice that the weed was low grade and offered him some better stuff. He invited me to this party that going on that night. I left to the party, driving there I called my girlfriend to let her know what I was up to.

*I threw my entire car up a hill. For a second I thought about how strange all this was.

*I speaking with someone about a video game at the same time I was actually in it. I think it was halo of some sort. This is strange because I don't play video games at all. There was alien like hippo things trying to kill the guys in suits.

*I took a big hit of cannabis after I immediately felt so relax.

Successful WILD attempt, but I wasn't as successful in staying lucid the whole time.

I know I have to go in search on the witch who is holding Hansel hostage. I start out in my kitchen, trying to figure out how to get to the witch's cottage, and the easiest way seems to be to search by air. I fly up through the ceiling, crash through the roof, and flew Superman-style through the air until I spot the cottage.

Once I got inside, the witch chases me around a large table, trying to get me close enough to the oven to push me in. My clothes have changed at this point. I am wearing some kind of blue and white peasant dress that is really low-cut. This seems to get the witch to change tactics; before cooking me, she is going to pimp me out to make some extra cash. Now that's really evil. She brings in the first "customer" and I run away from them. Somehow find myself running past two coworkers. They are hiding merchandise in a locker, and I am curious about what they are doing. I find a larger group of coworkers and notice that one of them has changed her hair color. I tell her how much nicer it looks. Then I move onto the clearance tables and start folding clothes and rearranging everything to make it easier to shop. There's a woman who asks if I have a specific size, so I start reading off the size labels to emphasize that it's not here.

* This day was more complicated. I went late to bed after some cups of wine...

.../It's night and I'm running around a stadium. There's strange people around. I see a fake taxi getting too close. I decide to go back. In the way I find some wooden toy wagons. I want to try to finish the round riding one of those. It moves fine, although I go in another direction because of it's fun to turn it with my thought. I end inside a supermarket at the end of an irregular queue. I get to a better position in the queue, close to the cash register. The guy behind me doesn't like what I did and he's decided to tell the cashier to take me out of the queue. He points at me while asks the other people if they saw what I did. I'm feeling a little bit embarrassed, although I will try not to pay attention to him...

* The importance about this dream is that I'm starting to make connections between the dreamscapes from other dreams which took place in the same "city". I didn't realize until now, that I could build some sort of map of the whole city which could help me to move better when I get lucid and don't know "where to go".

* After waking up from that dream, I tried to WILD, lying on my side with my arms in front of me, due to some times the dream started when I was lying in the same position although looking at my arms very clear.

.../I'm lying on the sofa when I feel one tooth moving out from its place. I wake up and go to the bathroom. I want to rinse my mouth out. I feel the blood starting to flow. When I get into the bathroom I see the window is open and an old friend of mine, a black cat who lived in the creepy lady's house, is there. I want to turn on the light, although I can't push the switch correctly due to the rush. I try it once more but this time I don't find the switch in the middle of the dark. I see the cat taking a walk inside the bath when I remember he used to do some nasty things to mark his territory. I don't want him to mark his territory on the laundry basket! So I gently tell him to go away, with some drops of water. He goes out through the window...

* Nap after work...

...driving in a highway...
...residual porn advertisement on the screen when I close a window...
...drops of water falling on a light-green and pink leaf...

.../my oldest daughter, climbs on the furniture, jumps and fall on her knees. It makes a loud noise. I want to draw her attention...

.../I hear somebody getting into the house. I wake up and hear something on the floor has broken. I see one of its wooden planks is broken. I want to see how much is it broken. It's about to fall inside a hole beneath the floor. I hold it carefully and see how deep is the hole. It's not too deep. I'm interesting to explore there, but first I have to see who got in the house...

* Sometimes I dream about this place where we moved a couple of years ago.

Woke up and tried to remember any dreams I've dreamt last night but I could not

As the day carried on I happened to see a ex-friends mother and a dream fragment hit me like a bullet:

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In first person I see a crowd of people walking past me, carrying shopping bags and such, I have never been at this place before as the environment is new to me, a small street with gray exterior. Suddenly in the heaps of people walking by I see a familiar face, the mother to a girl I was once fond of.
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From what I can recall from this dream fragment, it feels like I'm an outsider, or a ghost, the people walks by and no one even looks in my direction, maybe they are not aware that I'm there. I can only see one face clearly, the mom's face. The rest of the faces in the crowd is blurred out.

I do not know why, but this particular scene in the dream - concluding that this in fact was a dream fragment and not the whole dream - seems to stand out, and has alot of feelings involved, most likely because of the fact that I was once very fond of this woman's daughter. Nevertheless this is for me a memorable dream fragment, because it managed to stir up old memories.

-Senju

Today my dreams weren't so bad =D (except for the first one maybe)

Fragment 1:
My exams were over and I was in my prom dress. I was wearing the actual dress I bought and my shoes. I was also wearing skin colored tights, but they were to big. Like I was wearing skin colored sweatpants. I was annoyed that it looked so horrible, but I was really happy as well. Because I was wearing that dress.

Fragment 2:
This dream I can only remember words(or the pictures of the word XD )
Fire, garbage, recycling.

Fragment 3:
Again also fragments of fragments...
Stiles Stilinski was hugging me, just friendly hug. Stiles Stilinski was hugging me to comfort me. Stiles Stilinski kissed me. I actually think this wasn't Stiles Stilinski, but it was my DC Damon, but he looked like Stiles Stilinski.

For people who don't know who Stiles Stilinski is. He is a character of a TV series that I watch called Teen Wolf.

Here is a picture of him...

I'm walking with someone, I can't remember who.
The road is upward, around a hill. I feel tired but the panorama is really fantastic, with a lot of hairpin bends and rocks and a castle in ruins atop.
At once I feel observed and I look around me.
I see a friend of mine looking at me from a little wall over me.
He is with three women. I suppose one of them is his mother, and the other two are his younger sisters (I don't really think he has sisters!! But the girls looked a lot like two girls in The Walking Dead series!) .
The women are tired to go up and he is waiting for them to reach his position.
He is far away from me, but he is looking at me, and I like so much the way he is looking at me.
The women keep going up the road looking around, affascinated and talking between them.
My friend is always some steps ahead, waiting for them and looking down at me, from time to time.
I'm sure I can't reach him, so I decide to go down the road and wait for them to finish the visit to the castle.
I reach the valley where there is the train.
I go up and in a compartment there are two men (I suppose his father and brother) and the two girls.
I wonder how they reach the train before me.
I sit there waiting for him and after a while my friend comes with sisters and mum.
So I find out he has 4 identic sisters!
He smiles when he sees me, but then one of the girl drops a suitcase and it brokes.
I wake up. I'm happy about the dream and I recall it as soon as I wake up, still closed eyes, as I'm earing the sound of the coffee machine in the kitchen.
But at once I open my eyes and I find myself in another room. I didn't feel any movement, I am simply and without any doubt in another bed, colored sheets, perfum of aromatic herbs.
Everything is absolutely real and vivid, so natural. I feel quiet, fresh, and rested.
That friend of mine is sleeping close to me. I keep earing the coffee machine, so I know I'm awake.
I look at him for some seconds, leaning on my elbow, then I reach out my hand and I caress his face. I feel his skin so warm under my touch but I'm again in my bed, closed eyes.