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I don't actually remember much of anything. I'm pretty sure the girl I like was involved and that it was a good dream.

Wow can't believe it's been nearly a year since I last updated my dream journal here..Anyhow, thought I'd share some dream fragments from the night\morning before last.
The first I recall is a venomous spider landing on my shoulder and me panicking & not being able to get it off before it went to bite me.. Before I could though I'd woke myself up crying out in anguish! Now I think what had happened here is my girlfriend had got up before me, opened the bedroom door and let the cat in who jumped up on the bed & pawed my shoulder which I mistook for a spider in my dream state! I can't remember when I last had a reality dream merger like that so found it interesting.
Also I dreamt of these puppies that myself and an old friend had, they weren't just normal puppies though as they hatched from eggs and started off tiny things as big as your finger..Can't recall if that fragment occurred before or after the spider one but I'm erring towards before as it was more like a proper dream, more vivid but also mildlky lucid in that I was acutely aware of the absurdity of these egg hatched puppies yet loved them just the same and they either grew really quickly or time skipped on to a point in the dream when they'd grown to a more normal puppy size!
The next next dream fragment I recall was to do with my job where in reality new health & safety rules have prevented us from being able to empty our own workstation waste bins into the bailers machine..now in my dream we'd found a loophole by making big cardboard walls around the bailer (so it looked like a big cardboard castle!) That's all I recall from that one, also can't recollect which order this fragment occurred :/
Finally the final dream fragment I recall from that one night involved yet another animal, this time a horse. I had ran up some stairs like the kind you find on a bridge going over a train track..I was escaping this white horse that was chasing me and it somehow managed to climb the stairs after me, I'd fallen on my arse and there was no room to roll left or right so I had to get up or be trampled by this horse but I awoke before that could happen!
Anyway thought I'd share this eventful nights dreaming to kick start my journal after nearly a year off recording my dreams, good luck to anyone attempting to interpret any of the dream signs mentioned here

Yesterday I could again not recall my dream. But today, I could recall a lot.

Fragment 1:
IRL the ink of my printer has to be replaced, I am the only one that knows, because I keep forgetting to tell my dad to get ink. But I dreamed that I was on my laptop watching Youtube video's and my father printed something and the paper came out white, but with a purple square on it (IRL only the black ink has to be replaced, the colored ink is still full). My father showed me the papers he just printed and said 'Yes, ink has to be replaced.'. Which is weird because I hadn't told him in my dream (or IRL) that the ink had to be replaced.

Dream/nightmare:This dream shows my exam stress
I was in the classroom were I have to take my exams IRL next week. I was given my English exam and already started making it, but when I looked up the teacher was still talking and nobody was writing. I slowly closed my test and listen to the teacher explaining I couldn't write on my test, only on my answers-paper. I panicked because I wrote on my test and I didn't have a answers-paper. Than everybody started and I asked for the answers-paper. For some reason I was sitting in a different seat right now. First I was sitting front row in the middle, now I was front row next to the windows. The woman gave me a paper, but it wasn't the answer-paper, it was just a paper to take notes. I had a notepad with me (IRL you can't have that with you when you are making your exams), and started making the test. I turned around to look at the clock and it was huge and I still had enough time left. Than there was something wrong with my calculator (why I needed a calculator for my English exam, I don't know). So I raised my hand and a teacher (a tall small, dress wearing, grey short 'curly' haired) came and I asked her for another calculator and a answers-paper. She gave me a calculator, but not a answers-paper. Than I was hot, because I was wearing a thick scarf and a winter coat. Than all of the sudden it was okay, I was wearing a thin scarf and just a T-shirt. I got passed a note, almost like a homemade greeting card, from the gray haired teacher. It said I was to loud and I wasn't going to finish the test and I should stop asking for paper and stuff and I was awful kid. I was so shocked and so panicked I didn't react. I looked on the clock and thought I still had an hour, but the other male teacher stood up and said that we just had ten minutes. I panicked again. I raised my hand and the gray haired teacher gave me the answers-paper without talking.
As a mad men I started to take over my answers from my note pad to my answers-paper. But I found out that the test had to parts and I only made the second part, but both assignments started counting at number 1. So I had only made the second part. In five minutes or so I made the first part.
Then my dream ended.

Fragment 2:
I was on the stage with two other classmates in front of all my classmates and their (and mine) parents and grandpa's and grandma's and uncles and aunts. It was graduation day and I was getting my diploma and now a teacher was going to say something about me and my other classmates that were on stage.

Fragment 3: followup of my dream
I handed in the paper and collected my writing stuff and walked out of the classroom.


So this dream clearly shows my anxiety's, but when I woke up I felt really confident t that I would make my exams well and that I would graduate.

#312 - DILD - 3:38AM

After that first lucid I go ahead and decide to WBTB since I needed to pee anyway. I spend some time looking at the stars unpolluted by city lights while enjoying strong peppermint tea. When I tired to sleep I found myself really wakeful but I had very strong HI. I entered several dreamlets but when I tried to form them into WILDs I lost them. At one point I think I dosed of and felt the very early stages of vibrations. I thought I could wait for it to get a little stronger and let the usual sensations slip in but I lost focus and fell non lucid for a while. I probably should have tried an RC but I really thought I had that one. Oh well, It didn't matter because I later had a really vivid DILD.

This dream seemed much longer but the earliest I could remember is that I am having some conversation with an old woman while standing in the alley behind my house. There was a lot of distracting abstract imagery but basically she was washing clothes in an old metal tub and hanging them on a line. I had some items in my hand that are hard to describe as I was talking to her. She was lamenting about being a bad mother and parent. I told her not to worry because Emily turned out the be a good person. I say, "See? You are a good granny." When I say that I look up and see a long skinny tornado bearing down on us. I shout, "SHIT! RUN! EVERYONE GET INTO MY BASEMENT!" There were other DC's milling about and we all start running to my house. Suddenly it dawns on me that this is all a dream and I remember that I had a tornado goal once that I never completed.

I stop running and turn around to face the tornado. It looks a little jumbled up but I don't give any thought to that. As the twister hits me, I am lifted up high into the sky. I see nothing but thick cloud as I gently move in a wide circle. I enjoy the feeling of it as I try to look down at the ground. At first I don't see anything and worry that the white void will overtake me. I apply the same tactics that I did in the first LD of the night with the dark void. I peer into the nothing while thinking of the times that I've flown in waking life (always at a window seat). A break forms in the cloud vortex and I see small houses below me. I didn't realize that I was so high up, but I have a thought and take a little control. As I will myself to be higher, the swirling clouds close then open and I see the houses look even smaller. Satisfied, I let myself gently come back down and find myself on my back deck. I look around once and see the tornado again. It gently picks me back up but I decide that I've had enough and I am put back down again.

There's a slight memory gap here but I think I started talking to some kids in the front yard. For some reason I say, "Watch me fly around the house in one breath." I rise up and begin moving around my house but it's more like I am swimming or I am an astronaut in zero G. Either way I am moving way slower that I thought. I look down and see the children running around, jumping and looking up back at me. I hear shouts of excitement and laughter as I slowly float over them. I'm not sure, but I sort of feel like I am really holding my breath now. I worry that holding my breath will wake me and I decide I'll never actually make it in "one breath" so I go ahead and deliberately take a deep breath and return to normal breathing.

As I continue around my house it turns into some sort of tower like structure with an added exterior roof around like it a doughnut shaped porch. The color of the house has gone from white to pink with white trim. I find this all to be really odd but I am committed to circling my house... or whatever it has become. As I almost reach the front, I find myself now inside the house. I there is now a window and a door in front of me. I think about phasing out the window but decide to go ahead and just open the door this time.

I am now alone in my front yard walking toward the street. There is a small red sporty car, sort of like a Miata but more Corvette looking, parked on the street. I pick it up with one hand by the back bumper and absentmindedly carry the car with me as I try to think of something cool to do in this dream. Realizing what I did, I let the car fall down in front of me and jump on top. I briefly consider going for a drive but, nah, I've done that so many times already. Then I remember my old pirate ship goal. I decide that I've handled the void pretty well all night, so maybe I could induce it to actually teleport. I shout out one of the "shanties" from AC4: Black Flag. My voice did not sound like my own but an exact copy of the soundtrack in the game. I either close my eyes or the void came but I stop walking and fall to the ground. I reach in front of me and imagine the feel of the wheel of a ship. I feel some mild sensation on my hands, then gradually it starts feeling like it should. I begin to hear some sound but that when I suddenly wake up.

#311 - DILD - 12:48AM

I had these two lucid dreams while camping last night. I'm really excited about this because this is the first LD Ive had while camping let alone away from home. So awesome first for me!

The first one was a surprisingly long early LD which has been really rare lately. When I went to bed I was mildly drunk from earlier that evening. I did have some prebed peppermint tea mostly because it's just good and melatonin to help me sleep as I felt a little wired up because it was an early bedtime for me. I was shocked to become lucid even-though I had lucid dreaming on my mind, but I suppose it was a combination of light sleep, heavy ADA (for the past 10 days), and prebed goodies. I had totally planned a WBTB to enjoy some night time star gazing while I drink peppermint tea so I really wasn't trying to get lucid in the first part of the night.

I don't remember how this dream started but I find myself completely lucid in my ex-in-laws house. The feeling is that I either had a false waking or had a in-dream WILD. I am in the living room looking at my ex's mother, Karen. There are two kids running around that I assume are my daughters. I have some dialog and I'm feeling very mischievous. Karen seems to be afraid of me and wanting to ignore me. I told to say that she was a bitch. She repeats the line, "I'm a bitch." I find it amusing but the expression on her face kind of ruins it for me. Seems like a dumb mostly lifeless DC so I lose interest. I try to phase out the front door but the void over takes me so I go back in. I float around the room roaring and growling at Karen while she cowers on the recliner. I see her ceiling fan is on and I grab it as I float past. It flings me her direction and I take the opportunity to troll on her a little more. I land with my crotch in her face shouting "TEABAG!" Karen now looks like she is about to cry and this makes me feel a little bad for the whole thing. Feeling half crazy, I decide to control myself and leave. I have some fear that this entire dream will be in a place that I'd rather not be so I become more determined to leave. I remember that I wanted to work on my phasing so I chose to try to phase out the front door again. This time with purpose.

The same thing happen as last time but now I use the darkness of the void to form the front yard and driveway of their property from memory. It's familiar enough in my mind that this was an easy task. As I look deep into the void thinking of what I should see, the first image that forms is the wheel of the blue truck they once owned. I latch on to that and the rest clicks together. Things don't look quite like waking life but I let that go. There is some privacy fence and I think that I see my ex's brother out of the side of my vision. I turn my head to look as I run to the street but no one is there. When I look back in front of my there is a slight feeling of dizziness and the dream gets a little momentarily unstable. Not wanting to give power to instability and making it worse I continue on as if nothing happened.

I wander the neighbor by doing long slow hulk jumps to get around. Things looks mostly as it should but I felt directionless and lacking any good ideas. The only goal that I could recall was wanting to invent and terrorize other nearby campers but that was only if I had and OBE lucid. I become amused when I remember that my body isn't really in this place. I'm actually in a tent in the woods asleep! I'm also excited when I remember this is the first camping LD. I land on a rooftop and survey the area. I am now at the main road/intersection. I decide that maybe I could terrorize someone nearby.

There's a slight memory gap here but I think I must have spotted a lone woman walking on the street because the next thing I recall is running up behind her. I tell myself that I am monster. No. I'm a vampire! I feel myself grow powerful and larger. My nails become claws and my teeth grow. When I get close enough I bite down hard on the nape of her neck and suck. But instead of the flow of blood, I feel warm feminine skin on my lips and the suction is like I'm giving her a hickie. I become aroused and close my eyes as I put my hand in her crotch.

I stop myself from letting this continue like it is and leave the woman. I have a thought much like a daydream in the waking world but see the scenario play out before me. The woman who was only mildly attractive doesn't die but becomes a super beautiful vampire. We have a sexual connection because I was the one to turn her. We are now in some lumber yard. I watch from the shadows as she quickly turns three men to vampires. I become angry when I think that she now has a sexual connection to them. Jealously? Was lucidity slipping?

I jump on top of a large stack of plywood an begin looking for the woman to confront her on her actions. I find her on another stack and jump over to her. She goes into a low crouch as I move in close and I pause when we meet. Her face is in my crotch. I realize I am still aroused and she surprises my by opening the front of my jeans. I enjoy the sensation as I close my eyes. Again, I realize what I am doing and stop it before I have a wet dream.

When I open my eyes I am now standing over a toilet in some type of outhouse made of plywood. I turn to leave and I hear a woman's voice, "Yeah... that's a huge one." It sounds as if she was responding to something someone said. I recognize the voice as OpheliaBlue and assume I was listening to a DV podcast the whole time. I am totally confused now and wonder when I stopped listening to the first part of the conversation. I feel the earbuds in my ears and I strain to listen to the other person speak. What I get is the voice of one of the guys from GetLucid! US. He says, "One on water. One on water. One on water." I struggle to make sense of what he is saying as it turns to, "One to one. One to one." Then it becomes more garbbled like, "wonnaone" and "wonnawomanone" as I slowly wake up I realize my son had started snoring. The sound of seemed to match the pattern of the man speaking in my dream. I had to laugh at that.

I was in some rural type area on a bridge and I was also watching something on a war. After, I grabbed a mask from the movie and put it on. The plastic hurt me since it didn't conform to my face. I jumped off the bridge and landed on the ground on my stomach. I was then in a house with girls arguing over some other war movie. I left and was walking home. I came up to what I knew was Denise's house and entered through the open garage. I thought someone was home because it was open but upon looking around, another car was blocking the garage door from closing. I saw a man and his family come up and I turned around and put my gun in my pants. The man asked me to take a picture of him and his family with his camera that was the instant print ones but with digital controls. I was messing with the controls for a little bit.

I was at this cute little chapel meeting Dad. It seemed odd that he would come to a church so different from the one he normally attends. Most of the congregation seemed eager to meet me when they realized who my dad was. They were having some type of bake sale, except they were selling salads instead of baked goods. I purchased a potato salad just to be nice. As I was leaving the chapel, I took a look around and thought about how it would be a cute place to get married.

Once I was outside, Dad started criticizing me for buying the potato salad. He kept going on about how it had been sitting out for too long and would give me food poisoning. I threw it away and climbed into my car, eager to get away.

The exit to the parking lot apparently went the wrong way down a one-way street, so I made a right turn into an unfamiliar neighborhood. On my right was a playground. There was a lot of snow on the ground and I could hear children playing, although I couldn't see any. That seemed a little odd, and I worried about hitting a child if I couldn't see them coming. I pulled over at this house on the left. There was an older woman named Helen who lived there, and apparently she was a friend of mine. There was a corner of the house where there was no roof, and she was complaining about how snow somehow kept coming into that room (because there's no roof, duh!). I was about to suggest that she hang some sort of tarp and install a floor drain so that the water had somewhere to go when the snow melted.

5/4/14 Sunday

Last night bed around 9pm - 4:50am

DR:
I'm someplace that feels like school or dormitory. Something happens and I'm desperate to get back to where I was before. I pack my stuff and walk to the bus stop. I'm asking some people if they know what time is the bus coming.

Bus stop was on side of the side road. Road surface is all cracked, the bus schedule on a pole is obstructed from view with overgrown weed. I see the main road ahead, but it's also deserted.

I remember I got there from the city by a bus. So I'm looking through bushes if I see my bus number on the schedule. I have to climb the pole t get a better view.

Then I remember I got there kinda walking and hitchhiking and I kick myself to even going there, if I knew I will not be able to get back from there.

Bus comes and I ask the driver if he goes where I need to go, or at least if it will take me closer. (The problem in these dreams is, that I never remember where I need to go). I figure I can't stay there, so I better get on no matter where he is going. Now I find out I don't have any money and driver is kicking me off. I beg and cry and somehow he lets me ride. (bad feeling from the dream allover)

DR:
I'm home, visiting. I'm there for only few days and have to get back here in 2-3 days. Bad feeling, because something happened. Not sure what. I'm talking with mom and I'm asking her if she wants to keep the beef jerky and some candy bars, or if I should take them.

My dream started off with me and this blonde with glasses trying to get to a train that's supposed to take us somewhere important. Finally making it on the train I think I left that guy behind. But when we stopped, everyone had to get off for the lay over. The guy reappeared again and was walking with me down a fashion strip. There was a group in a car following us making fun of the conductor and us. The conductor goes on ahead and we continue to talk about things that I don't remember. Suddenly beautiful white dress start appearing. I even stop for one them really excited. It was a strapless dress with slanted ruffles. Going back to the train it leaves us there, we tried running after it but never caught up. Then my dream changed, I was in CVS with aunt waiting on my brother and then I woke up.

The actor that playes captin America is in this story, so we'll just call him Amer. The other dude with him, I will call A,

amer and osme wother dude were kicked off of this huge ship (like the ship my mom showed me we weree going on for a xruise when I was awake) and the one dude was holding on to him. Amer had his arms outstreteched at his sides. Then, the army came in and started pouring cement on the ship because it was some kind of threat. The cement started dropping don onto Amer and A. They were sturggling to rise to the surface, and were just staying in one spot. Then amer started thinking "green, light" and images of him flying around in a green suit(like those dudes who wear the green rings). Then he started screaming and turned into a powerful green dude, shooting out of the ocean and telling A to hold on to him.

-- In this part of the movie, there is Amer, some other powerful dude, who will be called B, and thor's girlfriend, who will be called Beat.
Beat was in the house, and she was geting beatup by an evilpowerful black dude. Amer and B couldn't get to her, they were stuck in my partents bedroom. Evil dude continued to beat her in my den, the one with the red couch. Beat started tryiing to talk, difficult with someone intermittently choking you, and Evil started mocking her.
"What are you gonna say?" -throws her across the couch- "That if I let you live, I can manipulate them?" -he laughs, as he obviously doesn't care about that- "That they'll never let me get away with it?" -he starts throwing her up into the air, then lets her drop.

When on the ground and able to talk, Beat says "I have valuable information."

Evil dude doesn't believe her, and starts beating on her again.
"You don't have to keem making sacrifices to bring HIM back"
Evil dude freezes. "What do we have to do?"
"He needs to feed, he needs new teeth"

The Evil dude leaves, and lets her live. "Have a nice day."

Beat then starts running, because she is afraid of what Amer and B will do now that they know that she has withheld information, and given it to an enemy.

The farthest I remember back, I was in my room. I realized I was about to miss the bus (a common theme in my dreams as it is a prevalent fear IRL), so I frantically got ready and left. A few things were odd. My dad's girlfriend was there and they were both awake. It was morning, but it was dark (coulda sworn it was nighttime before). There were more people walking outside than there are usually.

I got to my bus stop in time, but the bus drove right past me and almost hit two people. I went to chase it (in retrospect, I'm surprised I could run in a dream), but I realized it was not my bus. As I walked back to my stop, I figured this was unusual and did an RC; lo and behold, I'm dreaming. I feel myself become lucid and I hop into the air. I'm intent on having a world of fun, but the person next to me starts attacking me, making it impossible to concentrate, so I wake up.

Morning of May 4, 2014. Sunday.



We end up with a baby bird that had fallen out of a nest in a nearby area of the yard of the house we live in presently. I think it is a wild finch. It is very small and cannot quite walk properly (and it seems injured at first, though turns out not to be - just being a bit weak). I have a large container with no top that is somewhat like a semitransparent plastic storage box, but which is about two-thirds the size of the top of my computer desk. The bottom of the container has about a one-inch (or more) layer of dirt.

Over time, the bird begins to move a little more. For some reason, we decide the best thing to feed it to ensure its survival are very tiny pieces of rubber cut from a bicycle inner tube, as if that makes perfect sense. It also seems to be all we have regarding “bird food”. It seems to be “happy” about getting the tiny inner tube pieces and eats all that I give it.

A little later, I decide that crackers will probably be better, though I am thinking about all the preservatives and wondering if they will be harmful to birds in general, yet somehow, it eventually seems okay, and does seem a better option than the rubber bits (and less troublesome and time-consuming to provide) - so I break up a few crackers into fine crumbs (to my left relative to the container) and it enthusiastically feeds.

Finally, I crunch up a stack of Pringles potato chips and scatter them in a larger area to the right. However, there are still a lot of nearly whole pieces that go into the makeshift terrarium and the baby bird looks a bit bigger and more developed, even moving its recently feathered wings about as it hops a bit more energetically. (For some reason, its wings look like they are on “backwards” but I think this may be only because of the downy feathers curled back.) It is able to bite into the potato chips and easily feed without any help from me, reminding me of a person holding up and taking a bite out of a large sandwich. I figure about half a cylinder of the chips will keep him going for at least a day or two. It goes under a chip and out again, seeming to enjoy its access to its food and it is becoming stronger, reminding me a little of a guinea pig moving about in a large, cage-sized cluster of grass and getting “happily lost” in it.

For a time, I worry about leaving it, because I am concerned it will get trapped under some sections of scattered clusters of the more complete chips, but the scene does not seem that problematic for it. It goes under a whole chip and does not come out for a time and that seems my cue to wake as it seems to no longer exist at that point.

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* I go to bed, and as usual, play some Sudoku (hard level with diagonals) to fall asleep. I let an empty piece of paper next to my bed in order to write down my fast notes. I slowly fall asleep while holding the pen and Sudoku in front of me, I close my eyes...

- I see a sinking ship, then I decide it would be a great idea to write down this sort of imagery I see at the beginning. I turn and start writing about the ship...

* I realize I'm still holding the Sudoku and pen in front of me, then I turn and start writing some fast notes and go back to sleep. I leave the game and pen on a side, put my self comfortable and close my eyes thinking perhaps it's a good idea to start writing this fast notes since the very first moments...

- .../then if my brothers have the same chip, I must have it too...
- .../and it's because of they hit the like button just for the first seconds of the videos...
- .../I'm hearing the fast riff part of the song "It is Done" from Mors Principium Est...
- .../I see someone shows me a red thread cone to explain something I'm thinking. The cone is very sharp...
- .../two carpets together. One green and the other gray. There's a polishing head that cleans one of them. I see the heads spinning exactly in the border without touching the other one...
- .../long ago I want to update my DV signature with a spoiler with my dream goals. Perhaps I have found a way to remember these ideas that pop up from time to time just when I'm falling asleep and I don't remember during my WL...
- .../Hey, I can use the orange color for HH to write this in the DJ!...
- .../when you wake up and bring some dream fragment, which looks like a crispy piece of meat, the kids shouldn't touch it with their hands...

* Both kids are sleeping now, I don't hear no more playing noises coming from their place...

- .../I just want to make a sample of how it goes...
- .../Share your dream from last night in <one sentence>. The sentence could be used as the link text to the DJ entry to make it simple...
- .../when I woke up yesterday right after the dream from the "remotest memory", I remembered most of it but I didn't have something at hand to make a fast note or voice recording, of course! I must correct it...

* Then, it came to my mind the first recurrent-never-remembered-until now-fragment of a sequence of dreams, which brought me back a recurrent dreamscape which is a composition of all the city downhills of the former town where I lived... It's amazing to remember all those dreams... a lot of scenes cross in front of my eyes... those dreams were so vivid and were almost left into Oblivion...

- .../that's why it should be loaded the second section first. That way you don't lose the data when loading the first part in the second place...

* That was the last note before falling asleep...

.../I have one-wheel roller skates attached to my knees. I'm skating kneeling taking my little kid to the kindergarten. She has normal inline roller skates. I give her to her teacher (who's a woman I never saw in WL). There's something about Orange color...

* Wake up and write some fast notes, then go back to sleep...

.../I get to school at night, I'm wearing my school times clothing. I find a girl friend who I didn't remember long ago. I ask her about some twin brothers who studied with us because of I forgot which one of them was our classmate. One of them was in another class but I didn't remember who was who. She pointed who was with us. I see the other one at the basketball court, then I tell him: "Of course, you were in the other class because of the uglier from you was in our class". Then I follow the girl upstairs to our classroom. I see a couple of friends more. It's nice to remember them. Then I notice that my place is not free. I look for a free chair, put my bag on it and start singing "Set The World A Fire" from Megadeth. I realize my voice is a little bit creepy, it's funny, then I let it go...

* Wake up and write some fast notes, then go back to sleep...

.../I'm in a recurrent dreamscape enjoying the view, I'm getting to the peninsula which is called "island" by the locals. It's mixed with some ancient ruins. I hear somebody screaming there. I take a closer look and see a young man cutting some logs. I decide to go back when I see another man walking on the road. I prefer to keep my distance. When I turn I can see the roofs of the houses all tight together covering the hills in the sides of the road. The sight is very dreamy. Then I realize it! When I see a person getting closer, I decide to walk on the roofs to avoid him, the roofs are all connected with stairs. The man takes a short cut and climbs faster than me. He gets to the upper side of the labyrinth first, I just decide to go on climbing up since he doesn't seem to bother. I hear a local folk song, it's very sticky. It was the melody which long ago I was looking for, finally I hear something new! The lyrics are not what I expected, because of it's about the opposite team, although sounds really good and this time, I decide to let it go when I reach the roof of my grand parents' house. I sit for a moment to hear it clear. I climb down thinking about the different devil costumes I wore those three years. Then I put a bear dress on. I don't remember having pictures of this one, I have 2 kerchiefs in each hand, I notice I didn't do the blue one although it looks nice too. I see both my Dad and Aunt-mom (she took care of me when my biological mother passed away when I was around 2) getting in the old bakery to talk. I just don't want them to see me. I go downstairs while looking at the costume, I "remember" dancing with this. It was very fun, although perhaps I should take a couple of pictures now. Then I see my Dad absently walking, I evade him very easy...

Date: May 4
Sleep length: 3h + 5h
Techniques: DILD + WBTB
Dream Summary:
(pre) at first, I remembered another dream because of this dream. dream (1) is a sequel of this dream: I was in a forest with a friend of mine. We used to do drugs in a certain forest, but this time we didn't. It looked like autumn, everything was red. We were at a big hollow and suddenly we noticed a police officer with a drug dog. We laughed and said "Luckily we don't have drugs"
(1) well guess what happens in now. We are at this hollow again, and he got some weird drug. It was mixed with coffee for some reason... He hasn't told me which drug he used though. I thought it was Meth or Cocaine. The effect was more like Weed and a bit Acid though. I blacked out for a moment, when I woke up the drug-mug was under the bench we were sitting on and we were blown away. I tried to stand up and fell down. I was trying to throw away some weird empty blunt which was covered in a yellow liquid. Then we wanted to go away, but of course there was this drug dog again, as expected. We wanted to go away without him noticing, but he already smelled us so we started running. Here's the action part of this dream. I was running and thinking and I thought I was gonna get some "police letter" and I was also kinda afraid of this dog. I realized it's probably too late and turned around. I wanted to keep my dignity. But I couldn't find the police, so I just turned around again and started running again. I ran through the red forest to a field and gradually woke up. When I woke up I continued thinking about running, until I realized it's a dream and I should write it down.
(2) When I was writing (1), I remembered (2). I was playing pokemon like back when I was a kid. It was fun, I tried to catch a rare pokemon. I went to my balcony to play there, it was night and pretty dark. This is really just a fragment, I was hearing voices from a room with an opened window. It was my mother and a guest.
Vividness/Awareness: 8/2
Emotions: trust - indifference - shock - fear - worry - guilt
Tags: drug, coffee mug, forest, autumn, police dog, running;; balcony, pokemon

05/03/14 I was having a bit of lucidity and randomly decided to attempt the T.O.T.M. I "knew" when I turned around I would be seeing a perfect amphitheater, but instead I was down town in Boise, and across the street from The Egyptian Theater. The theater started to glow and a thought could be felt, "You can perform your concert on the stage of this theater."

Well,,, no, not exactly what I wanted, thanks anyways. I warp the theater and cause it to shift into a outdoor stage. I then float up onto the stage. It is pretty vivid and a huge well lit stage. I pull some light into a sheet and attempt to create an instrument. I first use TK to lift something like a flexible glowing sheet and kind of shake it. It creates a crackling and electronic wave kind of sound. Hmmm, I need to figure out what kind of instrument, but I am forgetting a crowd. I "know" that a crowd will be out in the amphitheater will be there. I look and it is hard to see the crowd with such bright lights on me.

Something interrupted the dream, and I never got back to any of this. Pretty good attempt at my task,

considering it is the first day, I am hopeful for a very awesome LD in which I can really ham it up and do everything in style.