I got plane tickets to visit my mom for the weekend. so before i leave i rob a bank of about 10 million worth of gold bars. i remember when driving in my ream that the bars were actually weighing down my car. i got back to my hotel where me and my dad were staying and i hid the bars in this dumpster compartment where this gangster was hiding his gold bars. his gold went missing so i gave him one of mine. he later then came to my apartment door and called me out into the hallway explaining that he cant cash the bars in because the police knew they were stolen. he then pulled out a gun and screamed "your going to die mother fucker!" My dad then stepped in with his gun and said there were more in the house. The dream then went to a school that i wasnt enrolled in. i was walking around aimlessly. until it was lunch time. this girl asked me to sit down at this long table. the cafeteria wasnt much like a standard cafeteria at all more like a restaurant. so i sit down at this table with this girl and these preppy looking d-bags. The guy across from me criticized me for what i was wearing so i got angry and starting flipping out. I then walked around the table and started to beat the shit out of him, after i was done beating on him i took his pizza and left.
Non-lucid So I needed to use the toilet so I went to my neighbours house thinking no one was home. I was walking to the back door but I saw him look at me through the front door and I started picking sticks up like I was cleaning and he said thanks and I just kept picking them up. I asked him if I can get my sister to help me and he said go ahead. So me and my sister were cleaning his yard and it ended.. I should've known because its snowy not fall or anything lol.
So I guess this was a FA, because after the dream I woke up and the goonies was on TV. I wasn't even watching it, and my iPad was beside me.. When it wasn't, then I went back to sleep and I remember the balcony thing. Me and my friends went down stairs and we were in my house. We were just in the school. Then we went to my door way and there was a cop there, he was smash talking to my friend griffin and I said "hey dude back off, whats your problem". (no really whats his problem for yelling at him when he didn't do anything) he started yelling his head off at me and I laughed and looked away and said "haha what a loser". He was about to yell more then my mom came home and said to the cop "get out of my house right now" and she started talking gibberish like she was trash talking. Then my friends darius mom came to pick me up idk why, and it ended
Non-lucid Me and my friends were wandering the school at night. And my friend teruo said "you guys know there is 2 zombies in here". I didn't do a RC cause I'm dumb :s. I got scared cause I HATE zombies... they scare me alot Anyways, the other 3 weren't as scared, infact, they spawned these sticks with a huge force or something on it... ANNDD again I didn't do a RC. Hey gave me one and I accidentally pressed a button and I got in this like iron man suit but it wasn't and I can walk real fast, they didn't care. So we walked up these stairs that did not belong in our school, there was a balcony and there was a green mat over it. We walked on it and I looked back and I saw a zombie walk pass the staircase. I got excited but scared lol.. I looked down the balcony then yeah it ended. No zombie killing for me.
I only remember the last part of my dream. I was watching a movie with two other people and it was really existential. I don't remember any of the dialogue but it was intense. Then I realized I was dead. It was dim in the room and I sat there for awhile. I think I was supposed to be waiting for someone to talk to me but I didn't want to be apart of that so I left. I got up and went out of the room into a hallway, it was here that I realized I was in a building. I walked to the end of the hallway and there was an egg person sitting beside two holes. One was smaller then the other. I debated for a bit about which one I should jump through. The egg person said he went through the smaller one and I was thinking "are you kidding me you would get stuck", but I never told him that. I went through the opposite one he suggested. I came out on the other side of the building. The man in charge of the building kind of saw me but didn't try to talk to me. He had extremely long legs. I went into the town area. A large crowed was gathered around four young people. Each person had a huge pole they must hang onto. They were stuck there until they completed their task. They had to collect the corresponding burger that accompanied them. I tried to help out and throw them their burgers but I wasn't quick enough.
non lucid *R.J how exactly does it feel to go to war? *Quoting a Dave Chappelle Line in front of Dave Chappalle. *Got into a bad fight with Arron Blackshire. *My Asian daughter wanted something specific form the store.(I'm not asian by the way) *If my call my girlfriend I song plays through her whole house.
1. [Non-Lucid] Me and my family are on holiday in Florida, we are choosing where to eat our last meal as we fly home the following morning, we find a nice little restaurant, its pretty small. Fragments: I see a lot of meat around the place. We talk to the owner of the restaurant. 2. [Non-Lucid] [A little Vivid] I'm in a restaurant with my uncle David I think, we decide we don't like it here so we decide to leave through the back door (the door was glass and is between 2 wall sized windows). We go past this party of 2 to leave the building when all of a sudden 1 of them gets up and started apologizing, (for some reason this black guy believes we are leaving because of him) so I sit down at the table across from him (a big, white, round table). Now I'm trying to tell him that we are not leaving because of him, it appears he is too busy arguing with the waiter to pay attention to what I am trying to say. Eventually it got sorted and we finally left the flippin' building.
Two nights now with dreams that were difficult and seemingly impossible to recall after waking. Last nights came only after emptying my mind completely and meditating on it several times.. and then much of the details was not retrieved. however, I get the impression that the dream was not really trying to communicate detail.. Like the last dream entry, there are 3 components and my view. This time the three persons are my own children. the oldest is sensed as in the dream and a constant, as if unshakably dependable. He was there at the onset, unseen but his presence felt throughout. The second boy was there with the youngest of the three, the daughter. We were in a building and there seemed to be some sort of radio station we were just keeping an eye on. Had to make sure the radio stations call signs were transmitted at regular intervals between the music being played. This seemed to be the second boys responsibility. He seemed to disappear and there was a slight concern that we needed to find him so we wouldn't miss the next required broadcast. Strangely though, there also seemed to be a sense that this was just a "ghost chase" as I knew somehow that he would be there to do it when the time came , regardless that he seemed to not be there now. The dream progressed that we went out looking for him, and it seemed to be the daughter that was the sponsor of the need to look. I followed after her as she went here and there, but she wasn't really looking for her brother, she was doing all sorts of things for herself. She was very difficult to keep track of and kept disappearing. The feeling was that she was the one that was derailing things in truth. Time was getting close to broadcast time and I looked out as going by a set of doors to the parking lot, and sure enough there was the boy, right on time, waiting for his sister to get into the car to go back to the station. They loaded up and began to drive off. There was more content after, something about a race of sorts, and moving on a road, at which time the dream collapsed and I woke up. This dream also speaks to the same as the last dream journal entry. I was reading up o the the trikaya and the teachings of also a fourth kaya... the integration of the three. This dream here seems to carry one into seeing the 3 kayas with having aspects represented in the 3 children in my dream. Keys with which to perhaps unlock meaning that has eluded me.
Before I get into the most recent dream, see the link of the older childhood dream from Wednesday, 22 January 1969 below unless you read that one first. (link). There is a lot left out of the man online summary (including several important details), but anything I decide to include, I will do after the next section. Dream of Wednesday, 22 January 2014. I am on a dock in late morning. The weather is good and the water is calm. I am not sure of the region or even if the dock is near a lake or the ocean. My dream is extremely vivid, though. There are six wooden posts that hold the dock, three on each side. The dock is in good condition (for example, no rotting boards or potential hazards). The only other person on the dock (or in my dream) is a girl about five feet away at first, facing me, but she walks closer and then turns as if waiting for me to speak. She is wearing a beautiful red sequin dress, which goes to her knees. For a moment, I tend to think it is Brenda W, my female classmate (and verified archetype of my at-the-time unknown future wife), but then it dawns on me that I “may” be married. (Even though it is vivid, I am not fully lucid or fully aware of my present life, as is often the case.) I walk to her and she spins, becoming a miniature tornado or “dust devil” form. She does this off and on several times, and it is quite extraordinary and realistic in how I perceive it. I go to touch her arm and she does it several more times, sometimes even rising in the air about three feet and lowering again, going to different parts of the dock without actually walking (both closer to me and farther away). This, of course, is what the cartoon Tasmanian devil does (although I am not focused on that knowledge at all in my dream). When she is the whirlwind, the sequins sparkle even more. At times, she seems slightly puzzled as if she thinks I am “slow” at understanding something, but does mostly smile the entire time and is completely non-threatening. Eventually we both go closer to the actual beach, but she finally rises up into the sky by the time I make contact with the ground at the end of the dock. I feel a very strong sense of bliss and love and familiarity, even though this is a completely new dream in one sense, or so it seems relative to memory and records. I myself was a whirlwind in dreams at times, but this is quite different in mood and the particular level of perception. The meaning behind it all (these dreams were forty-five years apart!): Important notes on dream of Wednesday, 22 January 1969: Brenda would say “nine-thirteen” in my dreams at times (the total of which is twenty-two, the “master number” and sign of entropy), including this one in relationship to the clock on the wall in the semi-dark office. This is my wife’s birth-date (American form, as in Australia it would be written with the day first). Brenda W was evading the Yin force (the “wild weasel”), because she was not the Yin force. My dream was seemingly informing me that Brenda was only an archetypical “stand-in” for my (unknown-at-the-time) future wife. The creature being at the door represented the “door” of the future, yet I was not ready to open it. Brenda would say “nine-thirteen” in my dreams at times (the total of which is twenty-two), including this one in relationship to the clock on the wall in the semi-dark office. This is my wife’s birth-date (American form, as in Australia it would be written with the day first). Additionally, in real life, Brenda had the purse with the metal clasp that was a skeletal clock with the writing “wait for me” on it (which appeared in my dreams a good number of times). Obviously, this was another clue that Brenda was a stand-in archetype until the real Yin was known. (There would not be a reason to “wait” for Brenda as she was always already with me when she carried that purse. In fact, I often pondered this fact in the back of my mind as a child.) My dream’s business building was actually of the G. Heileman Brewing Company in La Crosse, which I dreamed of even when living in Florida (Brenda had never been to Wisconsin), and here, the events occur at night in a mostly empty building (after nine o'clock at night). In my young adult life years later…I actually worked there in maintenance and cleaning (precognition). Other than cowering behind the left corner of the desk at one point (as the creature knocks against the door), we assume the divine marriage position (Brenda and I) which is sitting on our knees facing each other and clasping hands with forearms at about forty-five degrees, which is an implied superimposition at enhancing the “heart on the horizon” and the entropic portal (that is, entropy of the material world, but closeness to the “divine” - or oneness). However, this is interrupted by the true Yin force “knocking at the door” - or “beating at the door” as the “wild weasel”. The Tasmanian devil (more specifically the cartoon character in my childhood) represents the Yin, the Virgo, and my wife of course, for a number of reason, too many to even get into here. Some basics: represents the southern hemisphere, more specifically Australia or Tasmania. The “dust devil used as a methods of transportation” for the cartoon character, or the whirlwind or “miniature tornado” is of course the Yin force (in this case, as I am Yang), the spiral of 6 (Virgo), negative implications regarding the Coriolis effect and storms turning in opposite direction in the northern and southern hemispheres Funny additional notes: “Believing it to be a type of opossum, naturalist George Harris wrote the first published description of the Tasmanian devil in 1807, naming it Didelphis ursina…” [Wikipedia] “Wild Weasel is a code name given by the United States Armed Forces specifically the US Air Force to an aircraft, of any type, equipped with radar-seeking missiles and tasked with destroying the radars and SAM installations of enemy air defense systems.” [Wikipedia] Important notes on dream of Wednesday, 22 January 2014: Why a red sequin dress? Sequins resemble fish scales here - the siren/mermaid theme (Jennie Haniver). “The Lady In Red” by Chris de Burgh, one of my favorite songs after my marriage. Wendy the Good Little Witch. Going back to the old Pepsi logo as a symbol of Yin Yang, Yin is red, only as in my experience of the Blue Pearl. The first time I saw a Tasmanian devil in real life was with my wife very shortly after we were married. As on a calendar, both dreams were on the very significantly numbered day of twenty-two, and in the “middle” of the week - indicating balance-seeking. Six posts represent Virgo (the sixth sign, here, as a “cute” play on actual “sign posts”) and Yin. (old yin or “yin changing into yang” is 6, old yang or “yang changing into yin” being 9). So six is Virgo, Yin, my wife. It also represents the six points of the Star of David and of course, much more (including the six letters in my first name in proportion to the nine letters in my wife’s first name - the true, non-anglicized form). Why a dock? Throughout my childhood, I had recurring dreams (and real-life periods) of standing on a dock as if waiting for someone from directly across the ocean, as well as dreams of attempting to get to her. Having done a lot of research and looking at angles and maps and such relative to where I was in Florida in these dreams, sometimes in El Jobean, sometimes other locations, I worked out I was directly facing (to the exact degree) where my wife was born in Port Kembla. Of course…she was doing the same thing, which shows in her poetry, even when very young. This validates yet again that one of the main reasons for dreaming is to find and resolve (and after the marriage or partnering, continue to validate and reaffirm) the true partner (“twin flame”) of the self (either the Yang or the Yin). The reason my understanding of where the dock was (lake or ocean) did not matter was because it had already been resolved - thus, could have been anywhere, as it has already come to pass in reality. Why the puzzled look on Yin’s face at times and the on and off whirlwind transformations? It dawns on me that, as I had learned to mentally control, fully, the so-called spinning girl illusion in real life (of which there is a lot of ridiculous controversy and primarily misinformation above all, from - well, to be honest - annoying simpletons), that Yin was “playing” with me; that is, in an endeavor to see if I could will her spinning direction to change in my dream as I am able to do with the so-called illusion in real life (assuming I could bring all the clues together). In other words, another dream character was not only trying to bring out my lucidity, but my enhanced conscious control as well, which I find intriguing. Yin going up into the sky can represent both higher spiritual existence, as well as waking up from sleep. My wife thinks it might have been Lake Tahoe, even though she had never been there, as she said she was focused on this for some reason.
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This dream was like a movie. I just remember one scene. A bunch of shady character sitting at a table in a restaurant get one of them to play along into honoring those who come in by standing up. Then a cop comes in, and the guy stands up before he notices, and then freezes in shock. His buddies are laughing hard thinking he froze because he accidentally honored a cop, but then it turns out he froze because he recognized him as a former buddy. He then thinks that the explanation must be that he is disguised as a cop, but no the cop explains he actually had to become a cop because he could not have gotten here otherwise. I think he means either to this planet, or this dimension, or parallel universe, anyway something monumental like that. That's all I remember.
I'm standing in my Grandma's kitchen in front of the fridge. There's a large pot on the stove with a lid on it. Something is cooking. I move a few steps and stand directly in front of the pot. I grasp the lid and lift it to see what is cooking. It's a big pot of chili beans. I'm sure my Grandma is making it. I lean in a bit closer to smell the food. It smells delicious. I then lean back and put the lid back on. I back up more and begin to turn around but a males' chest stops me from moving any further. I look up and see his face. It's Brendon Urie. He smiles really big and laughs. He asks me what I'm doing. I didn't say anything, just stared at his face. He smiles bigger and pushes his face into my neck, smelling my skin. I jump a little and ask him what he's doing. He just laughs again and says never mind. He pulls me closer and leads me into a slow dance across the small kitchen. He never stops smiling.
I don't remember too much of this dream, just that I kept breaking necks of people! There was one person who I kept breaking the neck of, and they kept coming back again and again. It was a weird and horrible nightmare !!
A few years ago I had the most awesome ride with my dream guide. I started the dream feeling really troubled, the next thing I know I am in the sky and this amazing flying oriental dragon cross shaggy creature from the Never ending story looks down at me with this huge grin. I am flying next to him and have this incredible feeling of peace I never could have believed existed. He had these huge flappy ears and had a white coat like a shaggy wolf hound. I'll never forget that dream. I'm not sure I believe in astral travel, but if I did I just met the coolest dude around to hang out with!
1. I was riding my dirt bike on a really difficult trail in the mountains. I then remember my bike slipping off the edge and just jumping off in time to avoid falling off the cliff. My bike broke into a gazillion pieces when it crashed, but then I went to recover what I could and it was in perfect shape minus a few scratches. Should have been a clue for a LD, but meh... 2. I was climbing Mt. Everest, but it was surprisingly easy and not cold whatseoever... LD sign... I then made it to the summit, took a quick view and headed back down. On my way I saw a guy walking his dog casually, and then he followed me across some ice where he and the dog fell in. I saved them and then we went to this random cabin that was conveniently located right next to this icy lake and we warmed up with some hot chocolate. 3. I was at school and freaked out that I hadn't done my math homework, which I had saved for study hall the morning before class. Then I got to math however and realized I had done my physics homework instead of my math, and now didnt have my assignment. Then a random person from the college I'm enrolled in for next semester appeared and gave a speech. Nothing special...
Monday 1.20.14 Last night, bed 11:30pm - 5:45am DR 2:40am Second night in a row, I'm kicking some monster ass. I'm in a grocery store. Have to lead a group of people to the other side, through some monster occupied part of a store. They called nurses office to come and help us. So some people in lab coats show up and show me an assortment of scalpels, tweezers, a kitchen knife. I pick the knife and we are on the move. I get stabbed on my cheek and can't really talk. We get to the other, safe side and only after I collapse the notice I'm injured. No fear of monsters at all. Pretty good feeling from job well done.
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