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Morning of 09/17/2013

I am in a crowded cathedral like place. It is dark inside even though it is daytime and has a medieval church feel to it. There is a lot of noise and activity as if something is going on. One of the men comes over to where I am, to see a woman there. The 30ish handsome guy is in dirty medieval clothes and is not supposed to be here but nobody has noticed. It is understood, between the woman (also attractive) and he, that he needs to change clothing. She wordlessly suggests average working guy clothing but he rejects those saying, “If I wore those, what would be the use (of being royal)?” He put on flashy yellow and gold armor.
I’m a bit taken aback when a good looking blond woman also in medieval clothes walks in front of him a bit, but facing me, and takes off her medieval dress being naked underneath.
I hear a lot of noise all around but there is a commotion behind me. My view moves in reverse back out of the main cathedral into the entrance hall. It appears the King has arrived and there are a lot of people all trying to get his attention and attending to him like a superstar. I see his face and he looks like Star Trek’s Worf, which for some reason does not surprise me. As I see him coming towards me, I become a person walking along, I feel having feet again, feet in sandals. The King walks by and I say to him “There’s a surprise…” referring to the naked woman, but he took little notice of what I said and kept up with his pose’. I then thought how I thought talking to a king was never so formal or that not just anyone could talk to him so easily.

Dream Fragment 1

I was joining a online poker room, PKR I think. I joined a heads up table. As I joined I noticed there was 3 seats. I assumed we must have had a tie in joining the room, as only 2 seats are available in heads up. I was kicked from the table, and noticed that there was only 2 seats now, which were taken.

Dream Fragment 2

I think some female was telling me that my nose ring looked great on me.

Dream 1(fragment):

Something about dragons.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was on some kind of hot air baloon/zeppelin kind of vehicle with a team and there was one dude that was shouting on everyone. We were descending towards enemy base. We got attacked by a huge barrage of rockets and were trying to defend the vehicle, but ended up constantly getting hit whatever we did, some of crew were having some abilities, like forcefield, that temporarily stopped attacks. Soon though we didn't had anyone left but me and shouty dude, he started complaining about things and then i figured out that rockets can be easily shot down, i've started firing my rapid fire machine gun at them and holding off nearly whole barrage that way. I told dude to start doing things and he apparently got rapid fire rocket launcher of all things and started helping with barrage, that definitely stopped it.
As we landed we had to deal with some enemies in some kind of small fort.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was in some kind of multiplayer FPS game, the level was some kind of underground metallic complex and was pretty mazey. It was more or less classic team deathmatch except that there was some kind of crafting system for custom weapons/items. I ended up crafting bottle of some poisonous liquid at one point. Also there was one room housing the core of the complex which was kind of metallic thing and it was beating.

Dream 4(fragments):

There was some kind of story involving mechas, some 'high beings' and searching something, which ended up with the fight of massive mechas, they were extremely powerful and there were also striders from half-life 2 participating in the battle on our side, the problem for them was though that enemy mecha was alot more powerful than them and could down them in single hit. Also there was much huger strider, but it was damaged and just stood out of battle. The battle between two mechas was pretty epic, but then dream kinda switched to something about Gordon Freeman's mom exiting the house, she was invisible due to having no model. Then there was alot of talk between all characters and a dying 'high being' about some kind of truth or something.

Dream 5(fragments):

Yogscast were playing some game which was kinda FPS, they were fighting some robotic enemies through the level and it was pretty hard, especially in the end with big and powerful 'generator' enemies. They managed to 'skip' past them though and press end of level switch.

1. I walk up to a big light-brown bag and scare the shit out of the people in it. Similar to this in size (but still bigger).

Apparently it’s a vehicle. I had gathered a sack of BL manga to read while in the ‘vehicle’. They were bigger and heavier than normal. I sit them on the floor inside the door. Melly is there and shows me some candy she brought. Twizzlers was one. I brought some too and lay them out. One was really long multicolored Twizzlers (red and green), one was small twist Twizzlers. The multicolored ones were half and half and the red and green blended into each other in the middle where they met, and they were almost translucent.

We’re waiting for a horror movie villain (think Michael Myers). I see in my head like a movie scene the figure standing on the road. He’s walking funny as if injured, and I see a car pass by him as if they’d run into him.

Inspiration: I got a bag of Twizzers a couple of days ago. Horror movie thing probably inspired by Friday 13th.

2. I hold my breath as a vehicle with a bad guy in it passes me by. The lady inside with blond-hair just past her ears smirks at me. I remember her, she’s a woman ‘I’ helped in a hospital when I was a doctor and some crisis was happening. She fell down the stairs and I rushed down to help her while everyone else was just trying to get away. “Look at me.” I urged her, checking to see if she had a head injury. Her hair was longer and in a pony then.

She turned out to be a stalker.

3. In a school (TTU)? Brought Sarah clothes, she was feeling down about something so we didn’t think she’d join in on what was going on (others were wearing them too). But she appears wearing jeans and a purple sweater with writing on it. We’re happy and walk out of the building, me quietly singing a song.

Mom is already getting in the car when we step out, and I burst into song, ‘Reflection’ from Mulan. Sarah stares. As we get in the car, she compliments me and says she gives the performance a four. I say something about how I love to sing when the weather is like that (‘windy’).

“Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me
when will my reflection
show who I am inside?”

(I sing the last world as I get into the car.)

4. As I was getting up for the day, I saw my mini flashlight by the laptop and remembered something that happened. At some point during the night, I crawled across the bed and over to my desk, scrabbling around on it until I found the flashlight. By then, I realized that I had dreamed that there was a big spider in my bed. By then I already had the flashlight so I checked for ease of mind. x_x

It’s really weird when I react to something in a dream in WL. I think last time this happened, I walked over and got a sweater from somewhere, put it up on my bed with me and went back to sleep, lol. No wait, I think the last time was me coming to to find myself standing up on my bed…

Notes: Woke up half an hour early again. Two songs with dreams, seems like listening to music before bed might be the cause. :3 Also, one of my dream goals I’m trying to remember for if I go lucid is to sing a song (not ‘Reflection’ though!). I can’t do that IWL because we live in an apartment and I have a high voice.

1. I’m at a library flipping through a thick, floppy book. I stop when I see an entry on No.6 (with a chest-up picture of anime!Shion). Apparently it’s some sort of reference book.



There were notes by people written on the back(?) of the book. Two said, in the same handwriting and not far from each other, ‘No.6 season 2’. I show it to the person with me, who is apparently grumpy. I don’t think I ever actually see this person.

‘I miss you nanna.’ Was another of the messages. There were a few similar dedications with a word starting with ‘n’ in it.

We try to find the publish date at the beginning because we’re wondering why No.6 is in the book so soon. It says 2008.

I’m watching an anime I’ve never seen before and am unfamiliar with IWL. I feel and hear a guy behind me telling a girl that I’m watching an anime and he’s going on about it, it’s distracting. (I don’t think it was actually anime though, the style was off.)

I went to turn the TV off but couldn’t find the button. Actually, there was one labeled OFF but the person with me, told me that that wasn’t it. It turned out to be a square black button on the bottom right on an inlaid panel.

~I look up at the TV and think how, since I’m not watching it, I may as well turn it off. But I look back and see a bunch of people, and think that since the TV is so loud, turning it off will make the silence really thick.

2. A woman hanging out with her family, then goes to pick up a boy waiting grumpily in a van. She looks mid-age with shoulder length auburn hair.

Inspiration: I meant to look up up my old lucids from 2008 and thought about it before bed. No.6 actually came out in 2011. Besides seeing No.6 posts on my Tumblr dash often, I listened to the anime opening/ending last night before bed.

Read my stuff, could save your life? their more of visions than dreams.

I am with my friend Chris eating in a car after getting some food at some fast food place. I asked him "when can I come over to play poker" and he replies "we know you are struggling with a lot of things but not for the time being". Then I remember in the parking lot we were eating in a car pulls up with some really familiar faces. I remember I saw Luis, Diego, and their sis Muchi, they also were with some other friends who I definitely seen before. After they showed up they asked me where Ive been and I told them "taking a break" and they said "oh ok.....want to join us were going to this restaurant to go eat", at which point when I hear those words nothing stops me from going out. So then we end up in this mexican dark looking restaurant with dim lighting but the atmosphere was relaxing and some new chicks appeared here additional from the previous group we were with before. The girls were super chill and we hit it off great talking about of sorts of things which were making them laugh which at this point I remember everyone leaving except those girls which I waited for them to leave so they could have some company. So when we decided to leave it was 3 remaining girls and I who were about to go to the most epic party on this cruise ship because once we left that restaurant the scenery changed to a gaint cruise liner. Which at this point I remember running to my cabin number 325 to change cloths because I needed to change and dinner was already starting which afterwards the party was going to start. I started climbing the stairs super fast but not on the steps but on the railings on the outside like spider man would do or something and that freaking cruise liner is such a hassle it was as confusing as real life just like it was in the dream which totaling pissed me off. At this point I started running down the cruise liner to get to my room pass this one guy from my silver palm congregation who had foot powder and he was holding it upside down so there was foot powder everywhere which I remember choking on when passing by him. I got to my room and lost vividness.

Side Dream
I wen to this house party with Eli who is a close friend and when we entered it I remember it was a two floor house with a balcony overseeing the living room which gave a great open space to be talking and dancing. I remember seeing Merari on the balcony laying down on a pillow/mattress like hippie looking thing and then remember sitting next to her and talking. I actually saw the entire balcony was filled with hippie looking pillows with people sitting on them just talking which mad for a nice tone in the dream. I remember after a while I went downstairs to talk to Eli about something and lost vividness,

3rd person following 3 people traveling through time, one woman and two men. One of the men, Billy, winds up being left behind, the other two have to abandon him in a place where he's "condemned by the powers to a life of battles." But they've just now encountered him again, as the 9th "killer" they have to face in a place of challenges, carrying a sword. A great deal of time has passed from his perspective and he's almost unrecognizable, cold and intimidating.

They've returned to their own time, in the hotel rooms they were in before all the time travel started. Due to timeline shenanigans, the woman runs into a 'past' version of Billy in the hall, a version who hasn't done any time traveling at all yet, smiling as usual.

The 'killer' version of Billy is talking about the souls left "there," abandoned by her. The other man who'd traveled with them questions that phrasing, 'souls' - "Are there really any souls in hell now?" Due to timeline shenanigans, is the implication - before Billy'd been abandoned, the two of them had a longstanding debate on what happens to the people in erased timelines, whether they still exist in any form. Billy's smiling, which is not a good thing, and saying they can finally conclude that debate.

I opened a door and was outside, on a road that seemed to go on forever, with a never-ending field on both sides. i started walking up the road. (for some reason i felt like i started in south Carolina and was heading north up the east coast, and this was some kind of doorway that was a shortcut, with only this one road). As i was walking i noticed that to my right was a door, just standing alone..with flowers and vines growing up around it, and a wooden sign above that (in either a different language or an unfamiliar word) named the name of a beach. I went to the door and went in, and was at a beach, but something was not right about it, and i turned back and went through the door again and continued up the road. I saw another door, with another name of a beach, and went in, and again, for some reason i didn't like it. This continued through many doors, always to the right, with vines growing up around the door, and a wooden sign above with the name of a beach. Either the air was too cold, or the water was too high, or the land was too swamp-like, but i never liked any of the beaches and continued up the road till i saw a door with a sign that read "ocean city". I was excited because i have been to ocean city and i thought that it would be good to be somewhere that I am familiar with. i went in, but was somehow in a building that was similar to a hotel, no decorations or anything, but many rooms and hallways. And people were all around, walking this way and that, and there were kids dressing up for pageants. I wanted to go back to the road, but the people found me in the building and wanted me to exit the building. I was upset because if i left the building i couldn't go back to where i came form, and wouldn't know where i was. A women in maybe her 30-40s saw me. She had short curly brown hair, and she wanted to help me find the door to the road. She took me to a room, and through the room was another small room, and in that room was the door. It was four feet tall, and painted red, with red trim, and flowers were planted in flowerpots on each side and vines grow up around the door. The women handed me three of my blankets, a sheet ans two throws (ones i own in real life)_ and exited the room. I opened the door and went in/out to the road. I was happy that i could finally go back to where i came from, and i started walking. for some reason i remembered that i could fly./ I saw how beautiful the road was and the field that was around it, and remembered how awesome it is and how good it feels to be flying in such sunny weather. I had my blankets though, and i couldn't fly with them.. so i tried to throw them up and jump, letting the blankets land on my back, so i could fly..but the blankets weighed me down.. i decided that unfortunately i could not fly because i had to take the blankets home, so i would have to walk. Then i woke.

Not much to report. I have some fragments... I remember posting on Glee Forum on one dream. In another dream, I was watching a guy trying to run away from some people, it was almost like a film. And finally, an almost lucid dream (copying this from my workbook):

In my dream, I was following my mum and there was so much fog that it all turned black and I couldn't see anything. I felt myself waking up, so I freaked out a little and started telling myself to focus on the dream. I heard lots of noises, like a train station and I could almost see the train station itself, but... then I REALLY woke up.

And that's all...

9/17/2013, 10:05-5:55

Meditated last night. Same mantra as last time.

Dream 1:

I was on a battlefield as a soldier. I looked to the right and saw a destroyed building. There was the body of Hitler next to it, a piece of the building, and a crushed military tank. I also saw a fence in front of me with a trench. In the trench was a bipod-ed sniper rifle aimed at the building. Also, everything was on top of a sheet of ice.

I then recall being in a war room. Someone was pointing to a map of the world toward where Australia should be. There was ice on the map in place of the over-sized island. There was some everywhere on the map, actually. I guess it represented the world in an Ice Age. The guy pointing then pointed to Africa and said something about "them" being in Africa, but also in the "Home Depot" of the world, as he pointed to Asia. (WTH Asia is Home Depot?) The dream then ended.

My boyfriend, Steven, is in jail. But the jail is an all white, old, rundown motel, with boards loose and nails poking out, (similar scene of a few of my recent dreams). I decided to visit him and stay the night with him. There was a matress with no sheet laying on the floor of his room/cell. I lay with him and noticed that he only had a torso, no hips or below. We lay talking for a while, and after talking for a long time, i started crying. he comforted me, and asked what was wrong. I told him i was upset because since he only had a torso we could no longer have sex. He look sad, but told me that that was why he told me before that he would (you know, use his mouth) and i said, oh ok then. And stopped crying and everything was ok. I turned over and lay on my stomach and he put his arm around me, i felt his torso end at my hip, but i felt extreamly comforted and started to fall asleep. I then woke up, with the sensation of him still laying by my side.

I was at a fair, or amusement park. I was responsible for my own room set up, to have games or sell things..it was part of the military and friends, as a project that i had to do. I can remember fragments.
I was on the other side of the park, and there was a girl, my age, putting on a type of suit, apparently she was some type of fighter, like a kick boxer, and she was the best female fighter. But in order to fight, she needed to wear this suit, and she needed a ring or key to complete the suit or else it wouldn't work. She asked me to hurry and find the ring/key and bring it back to her so she can start the event. I ran across the park and found my aunts accounting firm, and standing outside, i met her boss, who had a little wooden box, and inside she had the key, i took it and ran back and gave it to the girl.

The next thing i remember:
I was in a crowded room with people i knew from all walks of live, past and present, school and military, and i kept floating up (flying) to the ceiling and pushing my hands off the ceiling and floating back down. I was the only one able to do this, and so the people in the room thought i was weird or something. There was an old lady in a black hooded robe in the center of the room behind something of a island desk or counter in the middle of the room. She was very nice to me. And was also not surprised by my ability to float. She was the only person i talked to and she told me that the other people were not as spiritually enlightened as I was and therefore were not able to float like me,. She explained that she was the most enlightened person in the room and i was the second. She took off this mask like thing she had tied around her face, close up as she and handed the tin to me. It was a small metal (tin-like) circular box, with bars across the lid. She wanted me to keep this, and i looked at her, and realized she had no face, but was speaking to me telepathically, her voice just coming from around me, like it was on speaker, but no one else paid any attention. She then exited through a door, i took another look at the thing she gave me, and the string that was tied to it, that held it over her face, trying to make sense of what it was, thinking of how neat it was, and my love for small, antique boxes, and i woke up.

So what of I remember my dream starts by my friend Kayla and I swimming in the ocean and we found this underwater shack and we see this wooden window and on the other side of this small window there are all these beautiful sea creatures that we can swim with and hold, there is this guy that is trying to guide us through and my friend swims right through the window like its nothing, but when I was about to swim through I saw all these medium sized spiders and there all around the frame of the window. My friend told me it's nothing and that she didn't get bit or anything and it's fine to go through. I asked them if they could move the spiders and they said they weren't allowed too. But I really wanted to go swim with those sea creatures, I tried once and I failed and I tried again but I couldn't because I was SO scared of those spiders. Then all of a sudden my dream switched to me being on the beach all alone just sitting there sad, I was just standing there listening to the waves crash and then I woke up

non lucid
*I heard someone saying that there was a teacher in the time of Buddha that was realized but she had so much confidence she was a good teacher. Then someone said that what happened 4000 years could never happen today. Spiritual teachers could express them selves differently. Then I saw a Indian teacher, walking with a lot of followers holding a book of some sort.