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Ok so to start this off I'm going to post a LD induced by WILD, from a kind-of WBTB experience.

9th May 2013.

Went to bed after about 5.5 hours of sleep. Laid down on my side because I figured it would be the best position for WILDing. Closed my eyes, started repeating the mantra "relax". After some small feelings of numbness I started to get deconcentrated from repeating my mantra and slowly losing awareness and falling to some external dialogue. I cut it short by opening my eyes, since I'd figured I'd just fall asleep if I continued. Saw that the whole attempt took 15 minutes. After that I rolled over pretty frustrated that I can't mantain awareness. Kept on trying, until one moment a feeling of frustration crept over me. At the same time a surge of "energy" went through my body and I was suddenly pushed "into" my bed. I saw two people for a moment that seemed to push me into my bed. After that several more surges of energy went through, and I soon found myself in a kind of empty space. I was aware during the entire process and I knew I was entering a dream.

I tried to open my dream eyes but I felt my real eyes starting to open at the same time so I opted to keep them closed. Soon enough I managed to open my dream eyes and I saw a FA style dream "waking up" in my bedroom. I was lucid though, so I looked around and saw that the room was changed up a bit, didn't have any furniture present. I looked to the window and saw it was almost dark. I looked into my hands and they looked normal, although what I
saw was blurry. I remembered to use the spinning technique to stabilize the dream. The funny thing is while all this was happening I could hear my brother who was in the room while I was sleeping while being in the dream. I looked through the window and now it was nighttime. The scene changed and I don't remember what it looked like. I started talking to a dream character, a prostitute. I used her .. uhm.. services and convinced her to do it with no charge. After that the dream had faded black. I woke up in what is most likely a false awakening, being proud of myself for having a WILD. Met some friends, talked to them, and I don't remember anything else. Then I woke up for real, did a reality check, and checked the clock for time, because I always want to know when I woke up, which wasn't the case with that FA.

Expect an update in about 9 hours I'll attempt a WBTB WILD, it might be successful. Cheers!

I had a couple unrelated dreams, two I remember, one I forgot, and one I barely remember (it had something to do with being at a University and I had to climb stairs.)

DREAM 1: It was night time, and I was in bed with my ex. It felt like we got back together. Our bedroom looked almost like my grandmother's bedroom. I was kissing her but she started to act complected like she used to before we broke up. For some reason, she acted jealous of me and denied me herself. I felt disappointed to be back together with her. Then I decided that I needed the bathroom, but the place we where at had no bathroom; so had to drive to my Aunt N's and Uncle D's house. I drove around the col de sac where they live, but I realized they lived next door to us so I drive back to my place and walked over. I went to their door, but it went underground and the front door was sealed with glass. I knocked on the door and my cousin D answered. She was happy and hugged me, then my Uncle D shook my hand. My cousin M was up the stairs (they don't have stairs in real life) and when she saw me she squealed and was happy to see me. Then I woke up and used the bathroom.

DREAM 2: I was going out with one of my crush's friends. Se had a smaller frame than my crush but had the same chestnut brunette hair. (This woman does not exist in real life). She seemed to like me a lot. I liked her too at first. She watched me play the wii while we laid in bed. My crush came over and I realized I still wanted to be with her. I was trying to impress her a couple times, and I caught her looking at me once or twice. Otherwise, she acted like she was ignoring me. Her friend noticed and became solemn. My crush left and I asked the friend what was wrong, but she said 'nothing." She knew I still liked my crush.

05/08/13

Crystal Healing
I am lying on a blanket in a green field of grass. I sit up and look around me. I am alone on the field. I remember a goal of helping to heal Nomad's friend Winter, who has been having some problems with fibromyalgia. I focus on a portal to go to the moon and it opens. I go through into the area near the balancing pools. The healing springs. I look around to see if Nomad and Winter are there yet. I don't see them. I wonder if there might be something wrong. I focus on opening a portal to find them. A portal opens and I go through, not sure what I might find. I find myself in the healing glen, the home of the crystal golem. I figure Nomad must have brought Winter here for healing since the healing in the springs on the moon doesn't seen to be doing the trick. The crystal golem is there, he is standing right next to a floating Winter. Winter is levitating about three feet off the ground, surrounded by a glowing golden aura. Nomad is watching this. Nomad says we were trying to get anyone who would help to heal Winter here. I focus on a portal to find Basara, I figure he would help. A portal opens and I see him playing his guitar. He comes right through. So the three of us all use healing spells on Winter at the same time, while the crystal golem continues his healing. A swirling orb of golden energy surrounds Winter, flowing around and through her. The entire glen fills with the healing energy, it is flowing around and through all of us. I see gross worm like things coming out of Winter... I thought those were all gone! After the healing spell is done the golden energy continues to permeate the clearing. The crystal golem says those Templar attacks have done a lot of damage, Winter needs to have dreams within dreams where she can focus entirely on healing. Nomad looks pissed when he mentions Templars. The crystal golem says anger will solve nothing, and he seems to make an attempt to calm down. I wonder if all of the parasites are really gone this time. I remember that Nomad wanted to travel through time to make himself lucid. I wonder how we can do that since I haven't been dreaming that long and I already know I'm dreaming. I am still pondering that when Nomad kisses Winter and says this will have to pass. I am pondering opening a portal through time when everything around me fades to black and I wake up.

Dream recall from today's naps.

There was some kind of story about a spy that was helping to set up rebellion and there were soldiers in red uniform that were talking using some language, may have been arabian.

I'm playing defense, and my team is basically giving up. There was a long pass where the guy went out of bounds, and they counted it as a touch down. Now we're on offense, and I really want the ball. First play I don't get it, but we move up the field. Second one, I tell the QB (a female) that I want to run it. She sends me on another play where I run down the flats. The play is developing, and she throws it to this guy right next to me. I'm a little upset by it because I wanted the ball, but whatever. I started blocking everyone from the guy because he was super slow. Eventually the ref tried to make some call, but whatever it was, I wasn't doing it. The slow guy scored a touch down.

The End.

I was in a room that was supposed to be very familiar. All these false memories rushed into my head about a past I had had in this room. I knew I was a demon slayer, but it had been a while since I had done it.

The dream is very fuzzy now, but I remember I was associating with a demon that looked like a person and I didn't want to kill him. I was upset that I had to kill him. I wondered if I really actually had to kill him.

I was in a room that looked a little like a hospital room. A friend of mine (who actually is in the hospital currently) was doing one of these extreme eating contests. In front of her on a tray was this huge hamburger that was about 2 feet across. I knew that she had to eat that in 6 hours to win this contest. It made me sick just thinking about stuffing that much food into one's stomach. I looked closer at the tray and saw that around the hamburger were all these little gravel like rocks. I then understood that she had to not only eat the hamburger, but the little rocks as well. I watched my friend scoop up a few of the rocks and put them in her mouth. I wondered how she could possibly eat them.

The next thing I know I am the one who is having to eat the rocks. I try again and again to swallow the little rocks. I manage to get a few down, but it is difficult and it is making me feel a little sick to my stomach.

Dream:

I went to the hospital for some stomach pains that I had been having. I found out that I had an incurable disease. It wasn't fatal, but I would have discomfort for the rest of my life, and I would have to be on medication. It made me depressed and angry. I had tried so hard to be healthy...but I was having to deal with this anyway.

In my dream I seen this pretty woman. I decided to make her my girlfriend, so I went up to her and asked her out. She was willing to be my girlfriend and seemed pleased that I asked her. It didn't take long before we were holding hands and I would put my arm around her. I realized I had fallen in love with her, it was great. She was much shorter than me, only coming up to my shoulder height and me being 6 foot 2 inch tall. Her hair color was a dirty blond, and shoulder length. The place we met was this large house, or probably a mansion. I don't know who owned it, but by the rooms we were in it looked expensive. We were with a group of people who were traveling by bus, this just happened to be a stop we made. We had to get ready to travel on the bus again, so we couldn't stay together. I tried to keep an eye out for her at as much as possible so I wouldn't loose sight of her. I think I kind of knew in the back of my mind that she could just dissapear out of my dream for no apparent reason, and I didn't want that to happen.

Even though she went into the next room with some of her friends for a bit, she did come back. I was so glad to see her again, and I could tell by her expression that she was pleased to see me too. It is a little hazy of all the dream events that were going on. I think there was a table of food and I was trying to eat something before we left. There wasn't much left, but I noticed some cheesy bread which looked like it had fallen off the table and somehow gotten under it. I picked it up and ate about half of it, it was just as good as it looked, even though I suspected it might be a little dirty from laying on the floor. I didn't care, I knew it wouldn't hurt me. I think I was eating while she was off with her friends. When she was back with me, we were able to pack more stuff up and be on our way.

The dream scene changed as I was now on the bus in one of the front seats on the left side of the bus. I was saving the spot to my right for my girlfriend. About five or more people got on and went past me down the isle before I seen her coming. I smiled at her approach and she beamed back at me. I picked up the item I had laying there to save her spot and she sat down next to me. I put my right arm around her and drew her close. We got to talking again, though I don't remember exactly what we both said. Then I remember showing her a map I think, probably where we were going next. She must have thought I was hungry still, because she made me a hamburger for me to eat while we were sitting there on the bus. She must have had all the items in her pack with her. I appreciated it very much. It seemed to me I was with her for a long time on the bus ride.

The dream scene changed again, now I think I'm all by myself in what looks like farm country. I am on higher ground around some farm equipment. I have a good view of the surrounding area for miles around, pehaps as far as five mile distant. As I look around I know I'm waiting for some people to show up, and I'm hoping my girlfriend is with them. I'm standing by this red grain bin when a long van pulls up on the other side and stops. Some kids get out first, I know they don't see me. When they come around the corner I manage to give 2 of them a scare. Before the other people get out of the van I wake up.

Now that I'm awake it really feels like I had been in love. I realized I had fallen in love with some random dream character and now the relationship is over. I know it isn't rational but the heartache still feels real, knowing that the relationship I had with her can never be reality.

So I started the dream off in the middle of the night. I had woken from a previous set of dreams which are now out of memory. However.. They didn't matter because what was to come was marvelous.

I started the dream in the city, my home city. I was with a friend talking but I'll skip boring and needless chatter. We were walking down a long hill and I had to walk past someone but we were about to clash so I moved out of their way by turning. Something bugged me though, when I turned I hadn't quite made full contact with the ground. I had sort of just turned my body but not using my feet, I had simply rotated as if by magic. I realized that I was dreaming, I felt floaty, not attached and my environment wasn't correct. The buildings were new. To skip to the point, I was now lucid and began enjoying the scenery and attempting to keep my eyes open. They would slowly begin to close and I would force them open rapidly. A technique I use to keep lucidity and stay asleep, to focus on my dream eyes and dream body. I felt I was going to wake up so I created a focused small ball of energy between my fingers and promptly threw it at a building imagining something spectacular to happen. Unfortunately it wasn't very big because I had used up most of my energy walking around and exploring. The building sort of opened up but that was it.

I awoke from this dream in my bed, although it wasn't really my bed. * I didn't know *. I went downstairs and was thinking about how amazing my dream was as I descended. Also something popped into my mind, what if I had accidentally thought of my nightmare? I have a recurring nightmare about a witch who has haunted my dreams since I was a child. For some reason that I didn't understand I felt very scared and I felt like she was entering. I didn't understand how that was possible though, I wasn't dreaming! So it stopped when I told myself this is real and I'm 100% confident that she's not real so I can't see her in real life.

I reached the bottom of the stairs and walked past my front door which is at the bottom of the stairs. I got this feeling that because I thought the witch was entering from the right hand side, by the door, maybe she was being linked to my neighbors who live in that direction, in front of my house. They have occult items all over the place in real life and are Pagans. I brushed it off and I knew they were lovely people. At that moment their daughter, a little girl walked through the front door and I turned around when I heard her footsteps. I've said hello to their daughters on occasion so it made sense to me that were probably playing around or something. So I said hi to her and then her mother called out, I heard her and she quickly ran back out and to her mother. I was like, "Alrightly then..." and I believe I closed the door. I went to make breakfast but felt tired. I thought why the hell am I making breakfast when I'm this tired? I'm going back to bed. So I used the loo in the dream bathroom of mine. Which was strangely refreshing. I then went back to bed and felt all the sheets around me, my pillow, everything. I huddled up and went to sleep.

I awoke now a second time, although I was still dreaming! This time I got up again and walked downstairs. No one at the door but a strange thing happened, I felt that an evil energy had entered again and I thought god dam it, evil entities can't enter real life! How the heck is that even possible for me to know she's here?? This is real and I never questioned myself, the feeling calmed down again and I was more relaxed but she was still there and it bugged me. Thought I was going crazy. I walking into the lounge and looked at the curtains where I saw this image of the witch but in like symbols. Hard to explain but then I quickly snapped out of it and now I thought I was really going mad. So I walked to the kitchen to get breakfast. As I turned I see these legs and feet around the corner and they're not of anyone who's supposed to be the house! I freak out as I see them but as I turn the corned they disappear. Now I'm really freaked out but I can't really tell anyone cause they'll think I'm nuts. I go into the fridge to get something to eat, I was expecting there to be a piece of pie and I don't know exactly why I knew that but I just did. It was gone and turned around when I heard "Oh sorry, I ate that." My dad was sitting at the table, as if he was always there. So was someone else. He said there's more pie at the back, I looked and there was! I was hungry.

Right then I listened to who my dad was talking to, it was someone who repeated something I had learned in a lecture that day, a quote. It was Albert Einstein who repeated a famous quote of his, I can't remember what sorry. I then instantly agreed and talked about it, not thinking about how stupid the whole situation was. Albert is dead, my dad doesn't live with me, he's miles away, the witch can't enter real life and there was just so much wrong.

Still, I didn't notice I was dreaming. I went up to my room, forgetting the pie and in my room was a computer. It apparently had a program on it that I was dying to build and had been building for a long time, when I saw it I said "Yes, this is it!". I still don't understand what the program did, bunch of flashing lights and graphs. Just nonsense really. I then woke up in my real bed, in real life.

When I woke up I was ecstatic. I instantly understood that I was never really awake, and what the dreams actually were. I just laughed about it. Still I had a scary experience where I remembered my mother once saying that she brought something back with her from the dream world. I'd done it before and I knew that while I was happy that maybe there was something I brought back. I kind of freaked out and I felt the witch. I huddled into bed and closed my eyes. Trying to ignore the growing feeling of fear. It was really becoming almost unbearable. Then I started hearing what sounded like breathing in the room. It was strange... I thought maybe it was the air fan on my laptop but my laptop was off. It was just weird.

I stayed very still and ignored it. After 10 or so minutes I got it together and breathing stopped in about 2 minutes but it was dam scary. Still, it made an amazing dream, even if I got closer than I'd like to that witch.

Waiting

It's more of a fragment than anything else, but what I do remember is that it the overall setting had a golden ambient light (no doubt due to the afternoon sun shining through my blinds). I was traveling with a group of friends in a sparsely populated town, most being dream characters. I was standing out on a platform with them waiting for a tram of some sort when one of them remarked something along the lines of "We still have to wait for [some name I can't remember]". My memory jumps from this to meeting another person who asks me to assist them in helping them find someone. I agree and search a building where they were last seen, but before I find them I wake up.

Not sure how I was able to since I already took one earlier, but the only thing I remember was seeing JL, and some guy talking about getting his jersey signed by Joe Montana

So the day I had this (May 7 2013) I fell asleep at 5,had some regular dreams. Woke up at 10:50 and was up for about 2 minutes. I fall asleep and dream about me waking up out of my bed,I go and try to turn on the lights. That dosent work,after about flipping 4 or 5 switches i become lucid. Every time I go lucid I have the moment where it turns into a regular dream again. SO as I would flip the switch I would become more lucid. (Thats what it felt like) So after going lucid I run down the stairs going to my front door. I tried to do the impossible and just walk through the door. I just run into it,I slowly realize my lights coming on and I thought I was going to loose Lucidness (I have no sence about anything in dreams) SO I flip the switch,with my brain noticing that it dosent work I get a bigger urge off Lucid. SO I try to play around.....Saying it was my 2 lucid dream I couldn't do crap it was just like reality. Having no common sence in the LD I though I was becoming "Unlucid" and would just dream.....So I spam the light switch,dosent give me the urge so Im like "Il just wake up now" and I did. This 5 minute dream took an hour IRL. I woke up around 11

Date: May 8, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB
Total Sleep Time: 8-9 hours (bedtime 12:00am-5:00am) WBTB (5:00am-5:45am), then slept from about 6:00am-10:00am
Category: Dream (short) Non Lucid (again)


Dream:
Dreamed I was at some after school program with a bunch of kids. One kid started just talking to me and we began to wrestle (play wrestle). I had very long hair and he began to pull it out by the fist full…oh yeah, I looked down and I was wearing a bikini .


Note to self: Bikini wrestling could have been your dream sign. You know you would never bikini wrestle...or would you ???

Wednesday, 5/8/13

Last night bed 12am - 7:30am

DR: With my best friend M on a train. Arriving to the bus depo and going from there. Bying some newspaper and checking out books. (I do love newspaper and books in WL.)

Something about being with a group in mountains.

Didn't want to take a nap today. Last few days couldn't pull of a WILD, perhaps because I'm so used to morning naps, it's just like another normal sleep time.

So I read some OBE articles and got so excited, that I decided to take a nap afterall. I go on sofa at 12pm. Got some weightless sensations very soon. Did some rhyming mantra and breathing. Started to feel as if rotating on axes, but couldn't make it stronger. So I tried to get the falling feeling, in which a succeeded little later on.

WILD
Got some gorgious HH images. A huge, colorful wasp on light burgundy background and two other images of two more insects. But I had my heart set on OBE.

I got some vibrations and tried to open my real eyes to see if I can see any hallucinations in my room. I managed to open left eye and I saw myself laying on sofa, same position as I knew I was. I had same pants on I did in WL. I noted my hand was in strange position, but I knew that's how I had it IWL. I couldn't move my head, so I had limited view to my right, where the window is. Room was fully lit, as I knew it was. Tried to pry open my right eye and succeeded for a moment, but almost immediatelly lost sight in both eyes. (So, it wasn't my WL eyes, but my dream eyes I had opened.)

Before I lost sight, I tried to get up and I felt myself getting up and it was the strangest feeling, because at the same time I saw my body not moving. It was almost as if I was saying to my body "I'm going, are you staying?" I got up and ended up in my aunties bathroom. I was still trying to have OBE, so this experience ended, because I was not trying to keep it alive.

I'm back on sofa, saying "up, up". But I realized I'm getting too needy and I shouldn't. Can't help it, I really want it. I have to prepare myself better next time.