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I am on some field and somethings or people are going in the direction away from me. I look back and there all of the sudden are various movie robots appearing, running after them. First I see star wars black and white soldiers. Then the 4 legged walking robot. Then some other ones. Finally, the robot from the movie Robotjox appears. But then the other black one is there too, trying to stop him. They start to fight. Now its near some loading bay as if in Cicautxo. I watched them fighting. The white robot was at the bottom and the Black one had this projecting fist. He was dropping it on a chain right on the white robot. It was hitting various parts. Then the white robot took a pallet with some white polystyrene like blocks and smashed it on the black one. I took a canister with petrol and spilled the petrol on them and was running away, making petrol trail on the ground. There were some people leaving work at the moment. I saw this guy lighting up his cigarette so I asked him if I could use his lighter. He handed me red lighter and I lit up the petrol trail. It went fast and in few seconds the two robots were in fire with all that polystyrene. I then wanted to do it gain, but realised there was carpet everywhere so it would burn it... thus I couldn't.

I am in some house, maybe friends house and we decide to go riding on 4wheelers. First we go on a road up hill, that concoct to the main road. There are some cars on the road. We just cross the road and continue on the road that goes up hill. After a while we get to some city. There is a mosque, but it is abandoned or just empty. We wonder about it and want to have a look inside, but for some reason I think it will be attacked. Then we get back to that house. There is my mum and she is doing something with her wallet. I just ask her our of curiosity, whether she still keeps all her pin codes in the wallet written on a piece of paper. She laughs and says "yes". I get annoyed, because she is just setting herself for a trouble. I then want to call O2 and chance her tariff so that it is paid automatically. Some man pick up the phone and I start asking him. He is very slow and hesitant. He goes quiet. I start to get angry... asking ... is this O2? Why wasn't my mum offered direct debit... and so on. He is scared and goes quiet. So I hang up. I tell my mum about this and then I remember that it was my friend Archalous, who opened the account for my mum. I am laughing as he got scared.

Then some girl and I go on those 4wheelers again. This time its raining. I ride fast up that road again and cannot stop fast enough so I run on the main road... luckily there is no car coming.

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1st dream, 03.49 am.

I was dreaming so i figured i'd just see where the dream would take me. It took me into the 1986 my little pony film!! I watched as mama licketisplit saved baby sweetie belle from the smooze. And i figured this had to be a cut scene as i didn't remember ever seeing it. Lost lucidity at this point and mama licketisplit was a unicorn and saved baby sweetize belle from falling over the smooze waterfall.

2nd dream and 3rd dream, 06.13 am.

I'm not 100% sure i had 2 seperate dreams, or if i sreamed about a WILD or if I had a real One. Point is, i went lucid.

I'm in a computer room with Agnes and her (ex IRL) boyfriend. He's gaming, playing zelda on pc. Something about the creatures being real.

I'm in my bed again, i can see the color swirls that usually precede hypnogogic hallucinations and unlike usually, i'm apparently far gone already, as i can feel my body being paralized. I panic, try to call for help but nothing happens. I calm down. Apparently there's nothing i can do, so I just brace myself for the ride. Apparently I'm having a WILD.

Let the hallucinations come over me, now recognising them for what they are and knowing what they lead to, check my hand when i woke up and my right hand has toes for fingers. 6 of them XD so i clap to myself a few times to channel the initial excitement.

I walk out my bedroom door where my friend Nicole is, and apparently we have a dog too. And we're on ground level rather than first, where my appartment is IRL. ..i was actually wishing for someone else but he, again, did not appear.

I tell them i'm dreaming, but they just ignore me. I touch the window and it just gives way, as if it was ice rather than glass. I call for their attention and push my whole finger through. They're still ignoring it, so I pull a trail down with my finger through the glass.

We go outside outside with another friend (pedro) and Pablo, bartender at my favourite pub and apparently Nicole's boyfriend. As we're walking, i tell Pablo to remind me that I'm actually dreaming so I don't lose my lucidity. We walk past a dog that's barking violently, i tell myself that this is a dream and i can do anything. So I look intensely at the dog and say "sit" calmly but firmly. It sits down, looking up at me in confusion.

Now, things from the previous dream seep in and Nicole turns out to be an animal morph, needing to be rescued from one of the Zelda creatures and there's a lamb and the whole dream gets unstable and i try to teleport Nicole out of there to save her, but I wake up.

Finally I did a WILD, although not intentionally. I enter the hallucinations phase fairly often, but as they're so terrifying I usually do everything I can to wake up from them. Of course, that was before I learned they're the road to a lucid dream! So now, I don't TRY to do a WILD but when it just sort of happens, I'll just let it happen, it wasn't so bad this time.

Took AGES to fall asleep!*
No lucids tonight but I was close again.
In the dream I was on holiday and I had to create my own virtual world for homework. Sam had to as well. Me and sam played sonic. Then someone took me dad and Sam to a big temple thing. We were FORCED to bow down to this thing! After that, I was suddenly playing as E-102 Gamma but the level was the skywalk!? It took a long time then I realised I could shoot so I shot my lasers and got through in no time!*
I was then at school. I was on a square table and there was about 5 or 6 on a table. Only 3 tables were out and the only people in the room was people i like. We wore normal clothes. I remember I had to go to the office but again it was like my
Old school office. Lot of people were there including Claire and Jenny. Claire was researching music for dreams. I was trying to tell her to research EILD but she had no idea what I was talking about so I wrote it on the wall. Unfortunately, I spelt it "equals". The person running the office asked if everyone had brushed their teeth because it smelt bad. I hadn't but I said yes anyway lol and so did Claire and Jenny and everyone else. She went somewhere and when she came back she had a shower head full of my coconut powder deodorant. We were told to put it on. Lauren put some in her mouth yuck! I went back to "class" and it was time for table rotation. My group was on the second table so we rotated to the third. I avoided beth (we had recently fallen out in waking life) and sat on the side of the table. We talked and stuff then it was tine to go home. I was tired because I couldnt fall asleep for the whole night (at least thats what I thought in the dream) so in the car I made the seat go back and suddenly my pink blanket popped up! I lay underneath it and I still couldnt go to sleep. I tried and tried and tried again but I just couldn't. So at this shop my mum drove right in through the entrance and got some shopping. Then she found a tiny shirt which had a name so it was someones lost shirt but it also had a cartoon picture of her, a friend and some teachers playing a sport. I watched as it came to life. I got out of my car bed and climbed a tree for no reason. I can't remember what happened after that.

Couldn't remember anything at all last night except something pertaining to lightning and a hitman in some city. Though, I also remember a hotel I stayed at but that's it. Perhaps I'll have better luck tonight. :/

I was with Jay, my friend from when I lived in Jacksonville, and I made some rap beat. It was a really good beat. He was saying that he knew somebody who wanted to buy that beat. I said, "Ok," and Jay went to talk to Mark M., one of the managers from work, in the shift office. They were talking about the "paperwork." I am then given a printout, a page telling me I'm going to get paid $345 up front. But it turns out that the whole thing was a setup and the people are using it as an excuse to sabotage Jay. The people who supposedly wanted to buy the beat lived next door to Jay and we went over there. It's night time and as we get there, they are shooting guns at Jay. He keeps yelling, "Snitches! Snitches!" and he is shooting back at them. Tracer bullets are flashing. As they are all shooting the guns, I jump up on top of a wooden picnic table. There is glass on it in a wood frame and as I jump onto the table, the glass breaks.
I somehow find out that that was just a scene in some weird movie being made about me. It was like candid camera in that whoever was filming didn't let me know when they were filming it. After that, I go home and I'm talking to Jefferson and my Dad about getting the money for the beat.
(I guess I forgot that I was not actually getting paid and that it was a setup.)
Then I run into the backyard of the Summer Drive house and I run back to where the dirt hole is and I jump on this platform which is a catapult. It hurls me over the dirt hole flying through the air. And I land.

12/4/11
LUCID video game dream. Shooter, triggers. Large mechs (skeletal design. Exposed structure) are enemies. Gun down with a pistol and machine gun. Components flash when under fire. Break and the mechs compress as the parts reconnect to bridge the gap.

I am a noble son in a fantasy setting. In love with someone my parents (mother) disapproves of. Sit down at a table and mother says put your hand on her lap to all the siblings. Teleportation spell. Spell fails (my fault?). Some family members were teleported and my lover remains.

Food court thing. Talking with Bailey and Robert. Bring up something Robert had told me, but apparently I was supposed to talk to Bailey alone with that later. Talk about previous dream, apparently really loudly. Glance around to other tables.
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LUCID I go look at some form of Asian soup and then grab a chocolate cake thing with marshmallows. Delicious...

This dream was kind of odd, because I was half lucid and walking around this large circle building with a bar with a bar tender under it and some offices then upstairs was a hot tub. Then some girl celebrity was walking around. I found it very odd indeed that when she went around the corner and back with different clouts. I said "Wow you change...fast." She just smiles and runs away like she committed a crime.

I came back to this same place with just an image that would activate it and I just "Walk" into the picture and back into the same place. It was quiet amazing, I think i will try to go back to that place. I feel like I can.

In this dream, I was in Florida with my cousins. There were two parts of the dream, both connected but I cannot remember how.
In the first, which is much more vague in my memory, we had some sort of spaceship which we had to use to defend the Gulf of Mexico from the USAF (?) with. Apparently we succeeded.
The second is far more vivid. In it, a neighbor threatens to kill us. He chases us throughout the state as we search for a telephone, until finding one on a boat. We call the police, and a man named Bill picks up and asks me how I'm feeling. But the man is instantly killed when I hang up. Then, I walked in to a subway. Two indian men were behind the curtain. I asked for pizza and some garlic bread, which they gave me. I ate the meal, and was soon after woken up.

It seemed to be the last day of school, perhaps last day of high school. But the setting is back in RL Stevenson elementary school, and the classroom was my 4th grade classroom in Ms. Quaily's bungalow 4. The interior looked more like my World History class from senior year. We had to take a final exam, and as usual I was worried about not passing. Before beginning the test, one of the students stood in front of the class and recited a song or poem (or it could have been me that did this).

Time skips and it seems like the test is over and everyone, including me, is happy about it. I get a sense of joy and relief from completing high school. I go over to my seat and Tai Yang Chen shows me a drawing, it was a drawing of Ryu and Chun Li in front of a water fall.

I exit the classroom and the whole school (RLS) seems to be in celebration. There are students all over the campus heading out of their classrooms. It feels more like the last day of Tustin High School. I run into Viet and he walks with me for a while.

As I'm walking along with Viet among all the happy students, I suddenly realize that I have my T shirt on backwards. We walk into a shaded area and I take off my shirt to correct it. He begins laughing hysterically at me, and out of nowhere Ada walks up to me. At this point I have my shirt off and I can see myself from a 3rd person's point of view. My physique is a lot more impressive than what it really is. I give Ada a hug to congratulate her on graduation and our bare arms touch. I feel a sense of intimacy. I continue to walk and talk with her with my arms around her.

I took GM 4mg and extra 300mg choline at 2.23am, when I woke up from first dream.

4.30am - I'm checking out a nice silver and black rifle with scope. There is a box of ammo for it,too. Bullets are silver, with ornamental openings on the shells. Pretty. This is first time, when I have ammo for my weapons. Sueet.

Then I got up at 7.10am and WBTB at 8.15am.

What happened next, I can only describe as the best night/morning, since october 1st, when I started with LDing.

I didn't have any LDs,

but had first true geometrical HH, very pretty, clean, crisp.

Next, I had some elements of WILD - I felt the "headrush" - falling head first, while watching white stars streaking by my head on a dark blue background, like in hyperspace. That happend, when from beginning of SP I felt like my feet are floating upwards, so I just imagined, that my had must be going downwards (I had this feeling once before, so I was just recalling that feeling - last time it resulted in DEILD).

Next headrush was when I had a dream that I'm trying to wake up and I'm looking at my room, but from different perspective, as if from the other end of the room, not from my bed. I "saw" my room through eyelids, tried to open my eye but couldn't, I figured it's SP and went for a WILD. [On second thought - this could have been a FA - I should have gotten up - now I kick myself for missing it] I felt like my whole body got lifted up 10 inches of the bed and again I pushed my head down for a "headrush".

I had my first true "body shakes" - insane feeling, then I watched a sped-up video in black&white, of family at christmas time - at the dinner table, at the christmas tree. I saw every detail. Hairstyles and clothing like from 70' or 80', I saw faces and everything in the most detailed details. Then I saw dark canvas with purple words saying JA? JA? which is German for yes? and I was saying yes, yes, to the dream, take me.

Last night was an epic night for me. I had several WBTB's, 3 of which were lucid dreams. My lucid powers are limited; I can fly and pass through objects (easy), and have sexual encounters (luckily). I'm a guy, so I did what I could. Female viewers may not want to read.

Criminal: Part 1

I was driving my truck. I came upon two gangsters lying down in the middle of the road fighting one-another. One had a machine gun, the other--I don't know.

They were right in front of me when my dream started, so I ended up running over them. I didn't think that was so bad as they were both bad people and I couldn't really help it--but I thought it might implicate me somehow.

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WBTB

I had low lucidity right away. I remembered a theme of passing through objects from a recent post, and a dream that followed that post. I saw a door and decided to pass through it to be with a woman. I did pass through the door and ended up in an empty room. The floors were filthy and old, and the rest of the room that I could see was also filthy. I decided any woman I would find there would be disgusting and so I decided to leave.

Blackness

WBTB

I was in a nice restaurant. There was a lady with family in a round booth. I wondered if I was dreaming because I wanted the woman and am hesitant to just take her in case I wasn't dreaming. I went ahead and took her hand. I got no resistance from the family.

I took her away and headed towards the bathroom. That was no good, so I turned to my left and there was a real room. I was with a beautiful blonde. I forget exactly what I did with her, but it was pretty nice.

I woke up, and as proscribed, I move around a lot. Nevertheless...

WBTB

I saw a lady with dark, wavy, gelled hair. She was kind of average, and kind of really cute. She was petite. I took her to a room--or we just ended up in one, and I started having my way with her. She was my most successful of the night. First, I felt her relatively small breasts (A full hand-full). I usually don't feel them so memorably, so this was nice. I surprised myself even in my dream. I then penetrated her vaginally and orally. Again, I was surprised at my success.

WBTB

I was with a strawberry blonde woman, again--petite and with wavy, gelled hair. In waking life, I don't have a thing for gelled hair so, IDK?

This was really weird. I wanted to feel her breasts also, and she started to take her shirt off reading my mind, though I told her to take her pants off. She immediately did. She looked horrified. Knowing it was a dream, I continued,

I started looking for her opening. She reached behind her and unscrewed a bed-post. She was going to hit me over the head. I told her she better not and she stopped. I kept trying, but could never find her hole.

I decided to...dangle myself on her face. I did, but I didn't feel it too much.


Criminal: Part 2

I was driving down the road with someone in my truck. He was a police type. I thought that he would notice clues to my involvement in the hit-and-run from the first dream I remember. I tried to act calm, and not give anything away.

We passed a movie scene as it was being shot. There were 2 guys at a dumpster, one giving another a shot from a hypodermic needle found in the dumpster. This was going to transmit a disease to the man receiving the shot.

I recognized the movie that was being shot as one that I had seen in the movies already (?), so I yelled out to the guys to let them know I was in on the whole thing. I wanted to yell out what was playing out, but then I didn't want to give the movie away, so I changed what I wanted to say so I wouldn't give it away to anyone (?), "I hope there isn't a biscuit on that!'

The movie I was think about was Contagion.

As I turned away from that scene in my truck, I saw a bicycle that looked like cheap art made from random pieces of scrap metal that could make a bike, and someone couldn't resist making it into a bike. It had a strange patch of gray hair on top of the handle bars as if it were an old bike (?).

My kids woke me up to go to a school Christmas function at that point.

Bed 11pm. No supplements
DR at 2.55am
DR at 4.40 am - I'm visiting somebody in apt. building with dark brown entry door, carpeted halls, and a place for shoes outside the door
- running race while stopping to make coffee
- picking up stuff of the floor
DR at 9.40am - Dorm

Became awake, but eyes are still closed. I tried to remember what my dream was. I keep seeing a blank sheet. I felt sadness or loneliness.

I've been slacking off on my lucid dreaming lately, so to get back into the swing of things I've decided to actually start using this dream journal instead of letting it sit around collecting metaphorical dust.

My last two lucid dreams:

10/15/11
[Missing the Bus]
Upon coming out of the school and realizing that I have missed the bus, I become lucid and decide to take a little walk down Main Street to see what might come up. It is a beautiful, overcast, rainy afternoon with no one in sight-- just as I like it. I talk to myself to say lucid while I make note of the similarities and differences of Dream Main Street from Real Main Street. Enjoying the peaceful walk, I am a bit dismayed when fear seeps through me from the very air itself and I notice I creepy girl standing ahead of me in the empty street. She is chanting in a sing-song voice, "Twilight! Sunshine! Twilight! Sunshine!" She approaches me and stops a few inches away, still chanting. Clearly, she's psychotic.

I ignore the irrational fear and decide to have a bit of fun. "Hey, take it easy," I tell her soothingly, pulling her into an embrace. "It'll be alright." I see sanity return to her eyes,and I can't help myself: I press a gentle kiss to her lips. When she kisses me back, I push her against the wall of the store we're standing near, and we begin making out. After a few moments, however, she stops me. Apparently I have done something to anger her in the past, and she isn't yet ready to forgive me. In a rage, she nearly forces me to wake up.

*darkness, but I manage to bring the dream back*

It is sunny now, somewhat to my dismay, but despite the sudden scene change I am still lucid. Now I am walking with two companions along a grassy path, somewhere out in the country. The girl is still prevalent in my thoughts... I MUST find her again! Maybe if I hadn't been mooning over some non-existant person, I might have noticed the earth giant before he noticed us.

His huge leafy head slowly rises from the hill where he was sleeping, his mean eyes narrowed right at us. Oh, crap. "Run!" I shout, doing my best not to trip over the unstable ground.

Knowing I can't outrun him, I hide in some dense undergrowth and then sprint into the main forest as soon as the coast is clear.

After I take interest in some strange little paths that stretch through the woods, a narrator begins saying some stuff that I'm not really paying attention to. Once more, I'm having fun just exploring. Then I catch the narrator saying something along the lines of, "But little did she know, she was about to encounter the dreaded Mask People." Wait, what? Mask people? That's when I see them: little hairy creatures dressed in brown robes and creepy masks, each carrying a staff with some kind of animal skull on it. I freeze in my tracks, doing my best not to make any noise, because I have an innate understanding that the Mask People are blind.

I decide to mess with them. I let out a sudden bloodcurding scream, and a few of them are so startled that they fall to their butts on the forest floor. I laugh hysterically at my little prank, until they begin to get aggressive. "Wait, I'm not going to hurt you," I say. "I'm a friend." Somehow appeased, their leader gives me a skull like the ones on their staves. I follow them and eventually meet back up with my companions.

It isn't long before I find that girl again, in some dream city, but she keeps running away from me. As I am searching for her again, I pass by a huge church that has a big electronic sign in which my name is scrolling by in big yellow letters. Maybe she's in there. I open the door and immediately see that this is no ordinary church. A service is taking place in which everyone is wearing some kind of disturbing mask-- not like the mask people, whose masks looked like tikis, but intricate masqurade masks resembling demons and evil creatures. I notice that the preacher, who is not wearing a mask, closely resembles Pan from Pan's Labyrinth.

I'm intrigued, but I ignore all of this when I see the girl in a long procession on the staircase, headed to one of the lower rooms. I leap over the banister and stop her, holding on to her arm. Some of her sanity has left again; she is going off on a crazy rant that I am not really listening to because her eyes are changing color like a kaleidoscope. "Such beautiful eyes..." I think to myself.

*there is a lapse in time, but somewhere along the line the girl has officially started trying to kill me*

I run with my companions up the hill to some beautiful houses. But horror fills us--- we've arrived at HER house. Great.

I confront her again, but suddenly realize that my friends have guns and are going to shoot her. "NOOO!" I yell and pounce on her, knocking us both to the ground. I end up taking all the bullets, which wakes me up.

11/18/11
[Alice in Terrorland]
I am with my mom and my brother to begin with, on a search for Alice Liddell, who is in some sort of trouble. We travel down a staircase into the basement of an old church where we come across a very formidable looking door. My mom tries to open it. "It's locked," she tells me.

Suddenly I "remember" that I have had this dream before. (It was a false memory; I've definitely never dreamed anything like this). "This is the Door Master's door. You need his key to open it. It should be in your pocket," I inform her. Just as she finds the key, the Door Master appears behind us. He is basically a giant key with eyes, arms and legs, who is very alarmed when he sees what we are about to do. "HURRY UP AND OPEN IT," I yell as the Door Master sprints toward us. We go through the door and slam it behind us so he can't follow.

Now we are in a long hallway with hundreds of different doors and passageways. I have been in this sort of place before; if we don't get proper directions, we'll be lost in here for ages. Shaking off my feelings of foreboding, I walk confidently onward, somehow aware of the general direction we should be traveling. After a while, I spot a familiar door. "What ever you do," I warn my companions (who are no longer my mom and brother; they are now an old friend of mine and a cat), "do NOT go through that door. I made that mistake last time." (Yet another false memory.)

All of a sudden, the Door Master is sprinting in front of us, going off to alert someone of our presence. "Wait!" I shout and begin to chase after him. "We need you to help us find Alice!!!" I follow him for a while, but then I spot Alice just as she darts through one of the doors. A strange woman stops us as we approach.

"You'll need to memorize this rhyme before you go any further," she tells us. "It will save your life." She then proceeds to recite a very ominous poem, which I have unfortunately forgotten. Something about "A terrible place called Wonderland." My friend memorizes it quickly, so we enter the house of Alice Liddell.

Her parents are standing in the kitchen when we walk in. "She's in her bedroom," Mrs. Liddell informs us, pointing to the far end of the house. As we head that way, I notice Alice's older sister. She is a tall, beautiful young woman with pale skin and reddish-blond hair, wearing an old-fashioned dress. She smiles at me when we pass.

Just when we reach Alice's bedroom, I "remember" that her sister is insane. Whirling around, I manage to throw up my arm right as she stabs a knife at me. The blade sinks painfully into my arm. Suddenly in a sort of berserker mode, I grab the knife and psychotically stab it into her stomach again and again and again until she falls to the floor, dead. Then, I plunge the knife into her back "for good measure," before taking it and following my friends into the bedroom.

Alice, an 8 or 9 year old girl with black hair and sullen looking eyes, is sitting on her bed, waiting for us. "You're not my friends anymore," she says in the creepy, monotonous voice of someone who is possessed. "You're not my friend and you're not my friend and you're not my friend," she points at each of us as she speaks. That creature has taken her soul, I realize, preparing for the worst. "But you know who IS my friend? HE is!!!!" The closet door bursts open------------

Just as my alarm goes off and wakes me up.