This is the second dream that i am constantly haunted by and have no control over my actions, Please note i am fully aware during these dreams but am only able to see and remember these dreams cleary but i have no control over the path or environment at all...with that in mind here we go, The Drowning: I 'wake up', its damp and cold...im disorientated and have no idea of my area, it seems to be somewhat of a beach but the tide is high and i am simply on a plateau of semi wet sand a small island basically... i feel eyes watching me but there is nobody in sight... im afraid cold and hungry(i can actually feel hunger quite acutely)... I try walking and end up collapsin due to weakness...i black out again, When i come to it is not due to dampness it is because i hear voices... "Another one poor fool"-The nameless voice whispers in a hushed tone...almost saying it as if he really was pitying "me"... I pretend to be asleep but that just makes what they do next easier... I feel myself being lifted roughly... I then try escape but am to late as my hands and feet are tied... and what do you know its my good old friends the soldiers....with those same damn shortswords... the scary thing is as i see this i look down at my stomach almost in memory of previous dream...i dont know how thats possible as i have no control so it is my bodies own doing... so there i am tied up and looking at my stomach where in the previous dream i was stabbed.... I suddenly feel hands wrap around my neck... I cant breathe now im being strangled... My vision goes distorted as i struggle for oxygen... at this point the soldier strangling me makes his face seen....and to my almost constant repetitive shock it is the very soldier that stabbed me in my previous dream... He looks at me and yet again smiles and says with a twisted smile now on his face almost a forced look.. "dont worry this time...everything will be alright...for good" and with that i find myself being held under the water of this massive ocean... I struggle with all my might but eventually succumb to lack of oxygen and black out with the feeling of water rushing into my body and lungs......at which point i wake up... //notes// Upon awakening from this dream i wake up spluttering as if i have been drowned as well as coughing my nose is yet again bleeding and i cannot breathe properly until coughing ceases //End any comments help or advice on gaining control of these as well as at least not waking up to a bed with my blood all over it would be a lovely change of scenery. Thank you for reading and commenting. The Bear
My mind last night was up to old tricks of telling me that a dream was too boring to record in the middle of the night. Upon waking up In the morning I had of course forgotten what the dream was about and had no way of verifying whether I consciously agreed that it was boring.
Super low quality dream. Either I was in non REM or things were super unstable because I haven't had a WILD in a while.....>> Anyways, I'm in some white building, and there are a lot of people from school there. I'm not doing much except walking around and freestyling. My intentions were to check on Kaomea, but um....I guess I forgot about all of that when I made it in. Soon the dream started clearing up, and I decided it was time for Plan B. Unluckily, the dream started fading out before I had the chance to do anything
I forgot to document my dreams from a couple of nights ago so I will do that now. I had some more dreams where I failed to read the signs. In one dream I was living in my old house and there were two dogs in my garden. I can't recall the breed but they were big and fluffy and they looked cute but when I approached them they got a bit nasty. I was scared because they started to snap at my dog, who is blind, and he looked all confused as he couldn't see what was barking at him. I picked up both dogs, one under each arm, and stormed off down the street with them. At this point I questioned if everything was a dream. Normally just questioning the dream sparks off instant lucidity and reality checks are rarely needed. However this time when I questioned it I ultimately decided it wasn't a dream. Perhaps if I had reality checked things would have been different.
Date: 7 May During day: Re-energized by consuming lots of fruits Pre bed: 3mg melatonin WBTB duration: 16 mins, woke myself too much, hard time falling back asleep WBTB: 2x peppermint oil tablets (200mg each) Recall method: Woke pen-noted an almost illegible description during WBTB for Dream2, briefly reviewed in mind when back to bed Fragment1: A large spider and then other insects, one was like a bee, I am trying to kill them, smashed them successfully Dream2 DILD: My father has given me the task of preparing some kind of report for him. I am browsing in a chemistry textbook with different substances and after each substance there is a lengthy regression. My father wants a list of the substances only, which I don't think is right. He is annoyed that I am so slow and still not ready. I move on and jump over some furniture and see my grandma. I begin to explain that the regressions are the most important part in this report. I continue on my way, and now am in something similar to a trailer with a friend of mine. Obviously she is keeping some items of mine there, one carton box with my stuff, that I want to take on my way. We talk about something. I notice that there is a wounded cheetah on the table. Actually there is no sign of wound but I know it is tired. I play with its tail, and caress it. It purrs and gently rubs its soft head and body on my hand. It is very enjoyable for both of us. I discuss the cheetah with someone, pointing out that it is the fastest creature on earth. I then move on, I find myself in another place and someone tells me that my friends, and lists a number of people I supposedly know, are dead in another part of the city. Obviously machines have taken over the city and are destroying it. I look outside the window and see construction machines falling into an abyss. I have a bit of a paranoia from the machines because I know that they will soon come to destroy this part of town. I become desperate and say something like " I am so tired of such situations when I think that I am dreaming, but I am not, later it is a dream, then it is not!". I decide it is time to leave the place, and walk out a door. I notice a coca cola label sticker, but there is a poem on it. Perhaps I should leave something behind, I wonder, but there really is no point. I am going to fly scout the area, to see if the machines are still in that part of town. I stretch my hands horizontally, like a cross, and then lift off in this position. I have good control of my movement this time, but still flying too high is a bit of challenge, it has to do with the vision of the ground below me. It is hard to look down and perceive the flight distance and control the flight at the same time, but I fly in the direction that I desire. I am also lucid at this point. At above skyscraper height, I fly now forward, over an area with some water, HK in my mind, and look for a place to land. I have completely forgotten about the machines. Then the word "tasks" emerges in my mind and I remember I have work to do. For a second the thought crosses my mind that I may not have the time to do any tasks, but then answer myself that DV people won't mind that because I still had a good time flying. As I land, I feel some kind of a string release me, I am then on the ground. I look at the DC in front of me. He is rather unpleasant but I accept this, his faces changes and he is now more beautiful and smiling. There is a DC woman to my left, but I pay little attention to her. I think at that point I may have had the gut feeling that this dream is coming to an end, and decide to stabilize before starting on any tasks. I remember to shout something and it feels a bit more stable. Then I throw myself on the ground, feel it as much as possible with my hands, little stones, etc. and as if that isn't enough, I decide to lick the ground. I also lick some kind of trash a blue thread, it tastes like rubber. I find this last part disgusting and decide to spit out. Saliva comes out of my mouth and at that moment I feel my physical lips moving. Before I have any time to react I find myself in my bed, still with my eyes closed, but very aware of my physical body. I feel there is no point to DEILD so I head for the journal. Note: This wake was a few minutes before the WBTB alarm. I decide to use this wake as WBTB, take notes, visit restroom, wonder whether I should try the menthol tablets, have two tablets. The whole thing takes about 16 mins but I am too awake as I go back to bed. I wonder what to do from here...I decide I might cycle a bit to help me sleep but as I start with sight my mind shuts down and I begin drifting off, while still having awareness of my body. I cannot do even one cycle. It may sound like a good state to do WILD, but it isn't that good. I spent one hour in a semi-conscious borderline state where I occasionally saw and withdrew from dreamlets, yet wasn't dreaming, but rather laying there half-aware of my body and fully aware that I can't fall asleep. The tablets or the earlier wake gave me mild heartburn as well. I finally managed to fall asleep but then it was time to get up... Dream3 mini-lucid: Together with some guys, this time we are on a flying machine, initially like a retro airplane, I am trying to control its movements, but it is hard. We are going to a conference related to technology, and approaching a block where this is taking place. I see a parking place for flying machines and land this now spacesuit? there. I hope nobody steals it while we are away. I look for number ten part of the building, we must be really close. There is also a McD in the building, which explains why there are so many people around. To my left is Justin Bieber, I am moderately happy. I am lucid for a very short while thinking about the peppermint oil tablets I took and whether they affect my experience. The alarm wakes me up. Note: Happy about the first lucid, despite the fact that couldn't do any tasks. I feel this was at the end of the early more memorable REM cycles. The second lucid was very short so I am not including it in my count.
Updated 05-09-2013 at 12:15 AM by 61764
right guys here is my first DJ entry, sorry its short. btw i was lucid for a couple of secs in this Ill start with the lucid bit. Im not sure whether this did happen first but the memories of last nights dreaming aren't too good anyway, for the few seconds i was lucid, all i remember was doing a RC (stuck my fingers through my hand) and then tried to walk, them fly through a wall as for the rest of the dream, i was in some restaurant type thing and it was apparently someone's birthday that is all i can remember, im a bit annoyed my first entry in this is so short but its all i can think of btw, this is my 2nd post of this, sorry
Date: 8 May Total sleep time: 8 hrs Recall method: key words only Pre bed: Q10, probiotics, valerian WBTB: set for later than yesterday but I was feeling very sleepy so decided to skip Fragment1: I am doing biceps curls, it feels great. I look at myself from a distance and see well-shaped arms. I keep on doing the curls, I wake up. Fragment2: Grandma tells me my aunt is now unemployed Fragment3: A former classmate Fragment4: I am making matcha tea Dream5: My tooth has fallen out and I am talking to the dentist's assistant. I am holding pieces of my tooth in the hand and they form a whole tooth. I have the desire to put it back in my mouth. I want to book an appointment but she tells me it is not necessary. I just should not take B-complex for my tooth, and instead use some kind of liquid to gargle. (That could have made a good Tooth of month bonus task, but if it was up to me I wouldn't do it again!)
Updated 05-08-2013 at 05:06 PM by 61764
i drempt that i was matt hahegs best friend and we were running around som e town trying to get him some alchohal. finalllly got him durnk then went to a confaess ion of ortez and feredeay and told emihad a jookah' nfand last ly drew was in a store buying gum but treally yryinh ot get beer
I'm on a bus, and I'm trying to get to back of it, but there are people who don't want me back there for some reason. Slowly I work my way back as other people get off. I have a daughter in this dream who isn't my daughter in WL. She looks like she's mixed with German, and her name is Nichole. Nichole sits by me and says she's going to grab her toys, and leaves for a moment. I move back a few more spots, and some guy smiles and says "I see you're getting better". Nichole comes back with a small toy set that looks like it could be a farm, or ranch, or something that has a lot of small pieces. I started setting up the toys on the box that folded out, and asked her how were we going to pretend. Something told me that depending on her imagination, this was going to go on forever.
I hear the phone ringing, and my pops bursts into my room and says it's for me. I pick up the phone and my cousin L is the voice on the other side. Odd....she never calls me. She asks if I was sleeping, and I tell her in a groggy voice "a little bit". Then I figure it's probably something important. "Why? what's up?", I say. She doesn't answer....finally I find myself sleeping in my bed wondering if I fell asleep while waiting on her reply, then I'm up in my bed.
Kick the Dog [DILD] I was hanging out on the street in front of my old elementary school with J who also went there and O who didn't, though he might have been D for some of this dream.... Anyway, the whole building had apparently been reconstructed and now looked much fancier than it ever has or probably ever will, so we were just checking it out and talking about it for a bit. At one point we decided to go back to my house though, and even though it's literally like right on the other side of the alleyway behind the street we were on, we were suddenly in my car driving there. We come up to the garage and I park in there, even though I don't use the garage in waking life, and my dad's car is in there too but the actual structure of the garage is totally different from normal. This doesn't throw me off though, I just get out of the car and see that my two companions have now become JB, this guy who I used to hang out with all the time when I first started smoking, and DW, this girl I saw a lot in middle school drama classes. I didn't pay much attention to this and just walked into the house. As I walked in, I noticed that the whole inside looked wrong too, and there were four little kids sitting on the couch. JB has a little brother and I guess because I just saw him I immediately assumed that we must have accidentally come to his house instead, even though it looked nothing like that either. Also, three of the kids were black like JB but one of them was white, but I still assumed that all four of them were his brothers. His little brother in waking life would recognize me so I guess I also assumed that they all would in this dream, so I just started apologizing and asked if it was their house, and they said yes. I asked them about my dad's car in the garage and the white brother says that it's his car. I just kind of chuckle and smirk and say um, you're like 12, which he actually looked much younger than. He starts to get a little mad, but around that time I had started becoming lucid. When I had walked in the four brothers had been sitting on a couch in front of windows facing the street outside of the house, but while I wasn't looking the outside scenery had changed. We were now very high up in some apartment building in the middle of a big city, which seems to be a pretty common environment for me in dreams for some reason even though I'm literally almost never anywhere like that in waking life. I notice that there's some random dog running around in the room now, and I decided to see if I could make something else phase through a wall just like I can, so I kicked it toward the window and it passed right through it with no trouble and fell off the side of the building. Next my friend N's dog showed up too and I kicked her out the window as well, but as I could feel her presence falling down the side of the building I reached out with my hands and remotely grabbed ahold of it. I started raising it back up and soon I saw her come back up just hanging in the air outside the window. This was my smoothest telekinesis that I could really remember, so I just directed her around to fly through the air and then made her blast off into the distance, and she looked pretty stiff the whole time, like moving a 3D model that was just in its awkward default stance before being able to run its walking or idling animation. After that I wasn't quite sure what to do, but a strange thing happened. This black line appeared down the center of my vision, and I reached my arms out to the side only to see copies of my arms, facing me, so when I moved my right arm the one I saw on the left moved, and vice-versa, and there was nothing in between them other than the line so it looked very odd, no body or anything. I started waving them around trying to leave patterns and parts of my arms would smear out or random things would happen like my fingers would start multiplying, and it looked pretty neat on this downtown sunset sky backdrop, but then the dream faded away.
I was in Japan, staying at a house full of these girls who I presume were idols. it was morning, and they had to go to the beach for some sort of concert or photoshoot or something. There was a bowl of green soup on the table in the kitchen. I picked it up and drank from it, for seemingly no reason (I didn't even know whose it was). Then I went upstairs, and heard a girl cry out "who drank my soup?" I went down into the basement and found two kids (not japanese) playing a wii game like Taiko no Tatsujin. They handed me a controller and I played with them. Then, the dream skips to nighttime, and people were getting ready for bed. The basement had a few couches people were laying on, as well as blankets on the floor. We were going to go to sleep when some guy was obsessing over something (I can't remember what it was). Everyone told him to knock it off. (this part of the dream is really blurry, I can't remember it well). I think this bad guy showed up, and afterwards people were losing touch with reality and pretty much losing their minds. A doorway opened in the wall, which we walked through, and there was a huge endless pit in the middle of the floor. Someone fell in.
#177 - 5AM - DILD - 2 of 2 I don't quite remember the dream before but it was a sex dream with my wife that turned into a FA where I realize that I am just humping the bed. I don't care it feels good but my face is buried deep in the pillows and I wonder why I can breath. I think that I should be having trouble. I roll over. Check for signs of a wet dream. Clear. I do a nose plug but it fails or I think it fails. I become lucid anyway because I recognize how dream like this all is. I get up and walk into the kitchen. The light is on. I see someone that looks like my mom in the sun room. She spots me and hides in a dark corner. I think of the task again. I say "Hey. Hey you." She wont come out. I spot a pitcher of water by the sink and I take it up and slash her. Her only reaction is now she has the mop bucket and shes coming around into the kitchen to splash me back. I laugh at her and say, "You're not real." She comes into the light and looks like a very creepy version of my mom. She forgets the bucket and answers, "That's insubstantial and inconsequential." She rattles off a bunch of other big words that my dreaming mind didn't catch (I have trouble just trying to remember the first part of that) then says, "My Aunt warned me about you. You're a maniacal energy draining vampire." The dream starts to fade and I need to stabilize. So I follow her suggestions and throw myself on her to suck, not her blood, but her energy. As I do so the dream fades. For a Breif moment is see blue energy entering my mouth as I suck in. Then I bite but not hard enough to draw blood. Then nothing. I have another false awakening but this time I put more thought into the nose plug. I cleanly blow out and laugh a little to myself. I'm very pleased that I didn't fall for the FA. This time I walk into the bathroom and through to the other bedroom. I am still having doubts that this is a dream and I pause at the mirror. My face looks blurred and distorted. Ya ok I really am dreaming. I laugh and continue. The door makes a realistic sound and I slowly tiptoe past my sons crib into the living room. That that point I hear him cry out both next to me and in the other room. I for a moment the dream fades and I can feel myself in bed. I focus and wait a second. I feel my feet plant back on the floor and I continue out the front door. I notice the porch light is on and its dark outside. I run into the street and see a car parked with tail lights lit up. (I forget the other task of finding Falkor and am still hung up on DC's) I shout, "Hey wait!" and run up to the driver side of the car. The dream starts to fade again but I focus on feeling the car and it slowly comes back as I continue with the dream. The window is down and it looks like someone is in the passenger seat but looks really comatose. I feel the driver seat and realize it is empty. Now the dream comes fully back. I can hear music on the radio. The seat is gray fabric and the engine is running. I decide this car is waiting for me and suddenly want to "drive" to China for the TOTY. I excitedly jump in the driver seat and floor it. I drive around some slightly familiar roads and then the dream starts getting too dark. I try flipping on the brights but it didn't help. I say to the dream. "Clarity please." Nothing. I say with more certainty, "It's daytime." Suddenly the scene switches to a view of some kids in a back seat riding along in the daytime. I focus and the view come around back to my POV and the road vividly visible in daylight. I don't worry about who's in the back seat. I figure its just more extras. Looking around I notice the terrain had changes significantly. I ask, "Is this China?" At that moment I see some palm trees. Then, I come over a hill and see a surreal scene with mountains coming right up to a beach and a blue ocean. I looks crazy but beautiful. I think, It's the beach maybe I'll do the Australia task. The road ends now and I drive over small hills and through ditches. When I some to sand and water I flip a toggle switch in the car and say, "Boat mode." Now the dream fades buy I can still hear the music on the radio. It's like some electric guitar instrumental but it sounds familiar like a theme song to some old sitcom. I hold on a bit longer and visualize being out on the open sea. It comes into vivid view just for a second and then I am hopelessly wide awake.
Updated 05-08-2013 at 03:38 PM by 5967
#176 - 4:31 - DILD - 1 of 2 I was driving along in the morning with someone in the back. I was telling them how sad I was that I had another failure and now its too late to go back to sleep and try again. I start thinking about what when wrong and why. I say, "Hell, I might even be dreaming right now." I do a nose plug. "I am dreaming!" I remember the task to tell a DC they aren't real. I don't think of whoever is in the car but see people driving by in the light traffic. I realize that I am stopped and fumble the door to get out. The street looks like North Main near the VFW and that tank they have parked out there. I run to one car but they keep driving and staring at me. I run the other direction and see a woman with her kids turning toward the VFW. I yell, "Hey! Hey lady!" She slows down and tentatively stops. Before I reach the car the dream fades. I try for DEILD. I hear myself singing. "Nose plug for the win." I stop startled. It sounded real but I can also hear the ambient sounds of the room. I wait. Now I feel vibrations. I try to move but my real body moves. I have heavy high. I visualize the first thing I think of. I see my hands so I start counting Huperzine A pills. The vibrations come back but then I hear the cat yowling. I go back and forth with the vibrations for a few minutes until I finally give up and DJ. I just couldn't go deep enough.
Updated 05-08-2013 at 06:15 PM by 5967
Dream recall from today's naps. I dunno what's up with dream length recently, maybe just bad REM timing or something. Dream 1(fragment): I was doing something at home then i went to bed. After a while i suddenly start having weird sensation, i open the eyes but before i can do anything else i wake up. Dream 2(fragment): I wake up and i am thinking about something then i take off headphones, still hearing binaural beats, thus realizing that i am dreaming, but dream fades out. Dream 3(fragment): I wake up and take off headphones, binaural beats still playing so i am dreaming, i get up and rub hands but suddenly the view goes weird and i can't move, dream fades out. Dream 4: I was in my bed trying to fall asleep, but suddenly dad came into the room and started making alot of noise walking around and annoying me. I pretended to be asleep but he started trying to wake me up saying something about windows. He then left and i opened eyes, there were alot of windows in the room, all open. Then dream ended.
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